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@devinjo23182 күн бұрын
Oink Oink.. I can't wait until I see your Heart.. for many days.. for many nights I have been waiting for Your Heart.. I think it has been years that has gone by and still I am waiting for an answer.. there has been a Knocking at the front door and Now I am going to the Front Door to open it.. as I open the Door to Look.. I see a big Box left.. I am Not sure who left this Big box.. and there is a Note which has been written to Me.. and All I see is a Name on the Note.. But.. why is this Big box left to the front door to my House.. did I ever asked for something.. was it a wish I made years ago.. and Now it has arrived.. was it a Prayer.. I been praying for Your Heart.. but I don't think you can answer it right?? but I been waiting all this time.. It can't be Your Heart right!? and this Big Box.. I have to lift it UP and I would carry it to my Room.. wondering why is it this Big.. the Note of the Name.. it is Not even my Name.. but has a Name on it.. is it suppose to deliver to my Place.. to this House.. and I am wondering as I would lift UP the Big box and carrying it to my room.. and I am thinking.. what if it was Not to me.. maybe came to the wrong house.. I been asking over and over.. asking as I would Look at your Picture.. wishing looking UP at the Moon.. wondering does the MOON even care about my Wish at the Nights.. every night.. walking Out side.. I would stand LOOKING UP at the sky.. Looking to see if the MOON would appear.. in my hand is Your Picture.. looking at YOU through this Picture.. wishing that if I can have Your Heart.. would you Please send me Your Heart to me.. I have so much to say.. so many words.. even I can write many words directing to Your Heart.. only if YOU can send Your Heart this way.. Only if YOU can have ears to listen to the words I needs to say.. what I want to say is NOT going to be enough but it is the Needing of Your Heart.. to say that I been loving YOU.. YOU are wondering.. if I am only looking at your Picture.. How can I say that.. am I lying to YOU with these words.. am I just using the words to Look like I am.. and if you want to see if I am true with my Words.. if I am reals with my Words.. you can truly try me and test me to see if I am truly a Fake One.. but One thing for sure that I can share and tell YOU and be real with YOU.. that for a Long Long Long Time Now.. for two decades that time passed by.. I been able to share and type and write all this Time.. I been sharing and telling and writing as long as I remember.. but I can say that for more than 20 years Now.. I been sharing and typing and writing.. never giving Up and coming this far.. YOU do not have to trust me.. YOU do not have to believe me at all.. YOU can call me a Liar or a Fake all you Want.. but when YOU look at me as the Writer.. I been reals all this Time.. and this is one thing that I can tell YOU that Now.. I have the experiences that YOU need to know that now.. when it comes of Loving YOU.. I know that I can Love you Good.. I know that I can love you right.. and I know that I can tell YOU through the Letters that I do love YOU.. coming Out at Night.. I love the Peace that is in the air.. I can stand still looking UP at the dark skies.. LOOKING at the stars and the MOON.. on this very night.. My Hand is holding Your Picture.. I am Not sure why I just can't let go of Your Picture.. but I would take a LOOK at YOU.. wishing that I can cry Looking at your Picture because I don't know why.. but all I want to say and tell YOU is this.. How much I love YOU.. I am Not sure if you would ever believe Me.. but all I am asking if for One chance.. give me a chance so that I can say to YOU that I really Love YOU.. I want to tell YOU even when I don't see YOU.. only if YOU can come Out side at night.. on the Other side.. when you see the Dark Skies.. see the stars and the MOON appear before your eyes.. when we are looking at the same MOON.. I am sure you can hear my Heart Beating for YOU because I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. but as days go by.. maybe to YOU it seems like such a distance.. miles and miles away.. and seems like it is going to be impossible for me to ever tell YOU.. but when I stand alone.. looking at the Moon.. in the Night.. I have your Picture in my hand.. and I am LOOKING UP.. I would smile looking at the Moon.. do YOU know why.. YOU may think in your Heart.. what if I never meet You.. what if It never happens.. what if this is all Fake is what YOU are going to say to Me.. and How can I smile on the Other side if I can't meet YOU right?? YOU have to remember how it gets delivered.. YOU have to remember that behind the screen is Me.. and I am thinking of YOU always.. and to transfer love means I needs to tell YOU.. I needs to say what I needs to so that It can go direct to YOU.. that it delivers and transfers.. remember like 20 years ago.. it was impossible for anything to ever happened.. and I think about when I first started to share.. when It was Nothing at All.. I had No name.. I had No face.. I have NO reputation.. there was Nothing when I first started to share.. when I think about at that time.. I was Nothing at all because YOU did Not even know my Name.. YOU did not even know there was me in the first Place but to come this very far.. and Now I do have a Place.. I do Have a face.. and Now has a Name.. I am sure you know my Name right.. and that Name has a face.. is a person.. a MAN who has been loving YOU ever since.. I been sharing to YOU.. but it is when I saw Your Picture.. when Your picture came into my hand.. I would look at It wondering.. why is your Picture in my hand.. How did it get to me.. what is it that my Heart be feeling.. I wanted to brush it Off at first.. I wanted to say.. I just can't.. I just don't have the time to do this but.. when My hand holds unto your Picture.. something about YOU in that picture gets to my eyes.. gets to my mind.. my brains and to my Heart.. I just had to let it ALL OUT.. what is it that brings something from my Heart.. as I would Look at the key board in front and LOOK at the screen.. I would LOOK at your Picture and My eyes.. my heart tingles inside saying.. I must tell YOU a story.. a story I call how much I love YOU.. a story that Only can happen ONCE in a Life time.. to tell YOU that what I am best at and put in the time into work as I would write YOU a Letter.. a story only YOU can hear that is coming Out from my Heart.. from the Mind of the creative side of How much I love YOU.. it started with that One Picture that came across.. and I wanted to let YOU know.. I must have YOU.. I must be with YOU.. I must love YOU.. and I started to think.. How can I tell YOU this Heart of Mine.. How can I show YOU that I really do Love YOU.. that when I am standing Out side alone in the Nights.. and LOOKING UP at the Dark skies.. stars and the Moon.. there are days and Nights that I just want to see YOU.. days and Nights when I miss YOU.. YOU be wondering.. How can I miss YOU when we don't really meet.. if I don't see you in person.. How can I miss YOU right.. if there was some kind of friendship or had some kind of relationship with YOU.. it can happen of missing YOU.. I miss wanting to be with YOU.. I miss YOU because I want to be close to YOU.. to have you near.. and in my arms is what I am talking about.. is it wrong for me to Love YOU and to miss YOU all at one time because I do crave for Your closeness.. I do long for your Presences and just you be here next to Me.. even you don't have to say any words to me.. but YOU just being there.. giving me a smile if you can be the greatest gift a man like myself can have.. because I am Not asking Much.. just YOU.. and for me to keep on loving YOU.. and to transfer that love.. to deliver the message so that you know who is the One loving YOU.. I would LOOK Up.. holding unto your Picture.. looking UP at the Moon at Night.. just wishing upon the stars.. asking the Moon if it can hear me.. and I would ask the Moon.. can I have Your Heart.. I be wishing upon the stars that I see at Night.. can I please have Your Heart.. would I hear any answers.. to be honest with YOU.. I don't hear any answers from any thing.. but I know that as Long as I try.. maybe I know someone can hear me.. when a Voice is calling Out.. and sometimes it can cry Out Loud into the air.. asking for YOU.. calling Out your Name.. asking for YOU.. wishing and praying for Your Heart.. for YOU.. I been asking for your Heart.. and ever since the first day.. when I saw your Picture// into my hand I would hold unto.. and my hand would never let go of your Picture.. and YOU be asking.. why do I want your Heart so bad.. why am I asking.. why am I calling Out.. why for your Heart.. because if I can have your Heart.. I know that I can call your name.. that I can get your attention.. that YOU can see me the way I do.. and YOU will believe me that it is me who has been loving you.. that I am Not lying or it is Not a fake Love.. but a real Love from my Heart.. just asking for Your Heart means I can call your Name.. so that I can tell YOU that I love YOU.. and Your Heart will understand.. your Heart will know that It is me who truly Loves YOU.. that is why I know without your Heart
@devinjo23182 күн бұрын
Heart that I love YOU.. and I really mean it Now.. that I truly understand.. that I do really Love YOU.. Now.. I want to say it and tell YOU.. I need your Heart.. I want Your Heart because I want to be heard when I call your Name and YOU know who is the MAN calling your name because it is I who loves YOU and has been loving YOU till this day.. so Please.. when I call your name.. Please answer so that I can have YOUR HEART.. I need Your Heart.. why.. I want Your Heart so that I can Love you More and More.. I grow More as time goes by because it is the Only thing that is the Best I can do.. to tell YOU that I love YOU..I been looking at this Door.. I tried to knock on this Door.. I would even stand by this door.. from the Sun Set to Sun Rise.. I even saw the Stars and the Moon appears in the dark Sky.. I would look at the door.. I been asking for Your Heart.. I wanted to show you this Art Sketch Paper.. I drew a Heart on the Piece of paper.. wanting to show YOU.. wanted your Approval if does this Drawing of the Heart looks like Yours.. and I wanted the answers from your Words.. But No matter How many times I would knock on this Door.. I would hear YOUR voice inside this House.. but The door never opened for Me.. It broke My Heart.. ALL I ever wanted was YOUR answers that Does this Heart LOOKS like YOURS.. if YOU only told me that It is the drawing of Your Heart.. I was going to ask YOU a Question but that Question comes with asking a Favor from YOU.. and I wanted to ask.. If this Heart of drawing which I drew in my room thinking of YOU resembles Your Heart.. can YOU Please write YOUR NAME on this Piece of paper.. in the center of this Heart saying this is YOUR HEART.. and If you would of told me yes and Writes YOUR NAME.. I would ask you a Favor.. is it okay I can call Out your Name looking at this Piece of Paper.. the Art Sketch Paper of Picture of Your Heart.. I want to call Out your Name and tell your Heart YOUR NAME and tell you that I love Your Name.. I will start with just loving Your Name and thinking of Your Name.. I would say.. can I love this Heart.. with Your Name in the center.. I can call out your Name.. every Night.. I would walk Out side.. I would turn and LOOK UP to the sky.. LOOKING at the MOON and I will show the MOON the Piece of paper.. LOOK at this Heart.. Please say the Name of this Heart.. and I would open my mouth and say YOUR NAME before the MOON up there and say.. I love this Name.. and I love this Heart means I really Love YOU.. But.. I am looking at this Door.. the same Door.. and many months has passed by.. of course for a while I begin to think.. Maybe YOU are Not going to open this Door.. maybe it is My voice.. is it just too rusty for YOU to hear.. is it because I am knocking on this door so Much YOU just grew tired of this same person.. I would see the Figure in the Window and I know that YOU are inside this House.. I saw the figure of YOU.. and Yes.. I heard your voice too saying something.. I kept on knocking and knocking.. but YOU never answered.. YOU never opened the Door.. and YOU are wondering.. why did I come back.. why did I return back to the same DOOR which it never opened for Me.. I don't know.. and If you want an answer.. I just don't know why I keep on coming back to YOU.. even though the Door never opens for Me.. YOU are asking.. DO I ever give UP.. and I will tell YOU NO.. I never will give UP on Love.. especially when It comes on Loving YOU.. How can I give UP ON YOU.. I just will Not stop trying until YOU OPEN this door for me.. I would unfold the Piece of paper.. and I am looking at the Drawing of the Heart.. It has been a while since I looked at it but I do remember.. I would sit by the Door.. and turning away from the Door.. I would sit and cry.. I only wanted YOU to answer Me.. I only wanted to see if this Looks Like Your Heart.. why don't you answer.. I wanted to know does this LOOKS like your Heart.. so that at least I can tell this Piece of paper.. the Drawing of Your Heart.. that I love YOU.. that I want YOUR HEART.. and for ever can I just stand by this door and tell it by the door and YOU can hear me from the Inside when I am standing Out side.. How much I want to be with YOU.. but I need your Heart.. Please give me YOUR Heart and tell me that It looks like your Heart.. so that I know that I can start saying and telling YOU.. telling your Heart that I really Love YOU.. but why don't you answer the Door.. why don't you open the Door.. why don't you tell me that It does looks Like or resemble YOUR Heart.. Please tell me the truth.. give an answer to My Ear so I can hear you say something about this Piece of Paper.. that It is a Drawing of Your Heart.. I want to start loving YOU.. BUT I just can't love you until YOU tell me the answer.. I want to tell YOU and Love you so Bad.. why don't you answer.. why don't you tell me something.. or just anything.. and I would be sitting.. Looking at the Piece of Paper.. the Drawing of the Heart.. which I only drew of thinking of YOU.. all I want is YOU to say.. I needs to hear you tell me.. give me the approval that I needs to know that It looks Like your Heart.. as I am standing by the Door.. I am just thinking about the last time I came to this Door.. I was crying.. and It started to shower down the rain.. I do remember I would stand UP from sitting on the ground.. and I started to walk straight.. and I would walk and stop.. turning too look at the window.. I stood there.. hands holding the Piece of paper.. the Drawing of the Heart.. and I am getting Hit by the rain and I am looking at the paper.. as I see it getting wet by the rain and It would tear slowly and into halves It became.. and I would open my mouth wide crying in the rain.. ALL I wanted to know is does this Drawing looks Like your Heart.. why is it so Upsetting to me watching this Piece of paper tearing apart in front of the eyes.. and I started to feel getting more wetter as the rain would fall down on Me.. and I would be crying and crying.. looking at the window.. LOOK at this.. LOOK at the Art Sketch Paper.. I came all the way down here to show YOU but to ask YOU for one thing.. It is all about YOUR HEART.. why can't you answer Me.. why can't you tell me what is in your Heart.. all you do is open that door and ALL I wanted to hear yes or No.. but why did YOU Not answer the door.. and as I am getting more wet by the rain.. I hear the Thunder and flashes of lightening making sounds.. and ALL I wanted is a simple Yes or No.. but I wanted to hear the answer YES more than No.. I came here to ask just this One question and also had a Favor in Mind.. as I would wait for YOU to appear in the window.. I don't see you there.. and I would turn around and started to walk slowly.. My head looks down and My Heart.. it feels so Hurt.. it feels so Broken inside.. I can't even hear my Heart or feel my Heart any more.. I just can't feel it no more.. as I am standing here.. why do I feel so Sad all of a sudden.. was it because of last time painful experience I had going away.. walking away.. if It hurts this bad.. why did I come here again.. and I stood by the door.. I know that I won't hear YOU.. I know that YOU are Not going to open this Door.. even though I already Know.. WHY did I come.. and my two hands holding the sides of this Piece of paper.. and I am looking at the Drawing of a Heart and I would smile.. YOU are thinking I should of been frowning HUH.. NOPE.. because I am thinking of another way.. different method appear to me in my Heart and IN my Mind and I came with a new Plan and I know that It does NOT Matter if YOU don't open the Door.. Just don't open it for Me.. Please keep it locked and DO NOT even come out to see this Heart.. WHY.. I am going to tell YOU what I think of Your Heart.. I know that If YOU are standing on the Other Side.. YOU can hear Me.. that is a GOOD thing because as Long as YOU can hear My voice.. and Hear my words and Knows my Heart.. I know once it gets to YOU ON the Other side.. ONE day Your Heart can Open.. I believe that YOUR HEART may Not accept me Now.. But YOUR Heart can Hear and can understand when IT comes from MY Heart of How much I LOVE YOU.. I know you know what Love really Is.. If YOU are truly LOOKING and thinking of Love.. SO AM I.. I been trying to tell YOU many times what it means to Love YOU.. as Long as YOU can Hear ME from Where you are.. YOU can be standing or can be sitting.. if YOU can Hear me.. I know that is a GOOD thing.. it is when YOU tell me to Leave YOU alone and Get Lost.. that is when I have NO Chance to Love YOU.. but able to come here.. even the DOOR is still locked and YOU are not opening the Door.. I know who I love.. and I want to boldly claim my rights to Love YOU.. and I know you can hear me on the Other side.. behind this Locked DOOR.. I know you are inside.. I saw the figure on the window when I was coming back to this Door.. and I waved at YOU.. what got to my Heart.. YOU waved back.. that is when I knew.. DOOR can be locked all YOU want.. BUT it is Not going to stop me to tell YOU a story of what it means to really Love YOU
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==================== 이재명 위증교사 무죄 여러가지 생각 나는 것들이 많이 있다. 어떻게 지금 여기에서 풀려 나갈 지는 나도 모르겠다. 어찌 되었든 하나 하나 이야기해보자. 무엇부터 풀어 나갈까? 가장 먼저 왜 판사는 무죄를 티가 나게 이상한 판결로 무죄를 선고했는가? 이다. 왜냐하면 의증은 유죄이기 때문이다. 먼저 왜 무지를 선고했을까? 기본적으로 판사는 잘해 주는 것을 받는 쪽이 높다고 여긴다. 따라서 자기한테 잘해 주는 사람은 다 낮은 사람이다. 따라서 자기는 남들에게 잘해 줄 수 없다. 그렇지만 세상을 살아가기 위해서는 남들처럼 행동해야 하기도 한다. 따라서 자기 모든 행동은 남들처럼 하는 것이다. 이렇게 남들처럼 행동하는 것은 다 포장이다. 자기 진심이 아니다. 그래야 자신이 높다는 게 증명된다고 여긴다. 하지만 이렇게 생각한다고 자신이 높다고 여겨질까? 그렇지 않다. 왜 그렇지 않을까? 대접 받는 쪽이 높다고 여기니까 자신은 대다수 삶에서 대접 받는다고 여길 만한 일을 겪을 텐데 왜 그런 순간이 많아도 자신이 높다고 여기기 어렵게 될까? 그것이 자기 행동이 포장이기 때문이다. 즉 자기가 남들처럼 하는 행동이 포장이고 자신은 그렇게 행동하면서 남들보다 자신을 낮다고 여기지 않는다. 내 진심이 아니라 남들에게 보여주기 위한 포장일 뿐이라고 여기기 때문이다. 자신이 이렇기 때문에 남들에게 아무리 좋은 행동 좋은 대접 받아도 다 그것이 포장으로 받아 들여지는 것이다. 즉 자신에 대해 아무리 좋은 소리 들어도 다 포장으로 듣기 좋은 말로 보여질 뿐이다. 따라서 어디에서도 자기가 높다는 느낌을 얻을 수 없다. 왜냐하면 자기 겉모습은 거의 모두 포장일 뿐이니 그런 포장에 따라 한 행동에 어떤 결과가 일어나도 그것으로 자기 자부심을 느끼기는 어렵다. 그렇다면 남들에게 인정 받는 것으로 자기가 높다는 증명을 얻어야 하지만 남들에게 받는 것들이 자기 눈에는 포장처럼 보여질 뿐이기 때문에 그것으로도 자기가 높다는 느낌이 들지 않는다. 그렇다면 잘해 주는 것을 받는 쪽이 높다고 여기니 자신은 받고 싶다. 주위는 온통 포장으로 가득하다고 여겨지니 세상에 대해 알 수 있는 것은 없다. 왜? 다 자기가 평소 하는 모습처럼 남들에게 보여 주기 위한 포장들일 뿐이라고 여겨지기 때문이다. 그럼 받기 위해 무엇이 필요할까? 높은 지위 권력 돈 같은 게 필요하다. 두렵고 불안한 세상에서 그것을 얻는 게 절실할 수 밖에 없다. 왜? 불안하고 두렵기 때문이다. 그런 속에서 자기와 닮았는데 자기 마음과 비슷한 말을 하는데 자기 마음에서 하지 못하는 하고 싶은 행동을 하는 사람이 보인다. 자기 마음에서 하고 싶은 일은 무엇일까? 잘해 주는 것을 받는 쪽이 높다고 여기면 남들처럼 행동하는 것이 아니라 남들을 하찮게 대하는 것을 하고 싶어진다. 특히 자기 눈에 대단해 보이는 사람을 하찮게 대하는 행동을 하고 싶다. 하지만 자신이 직접 이런 행동을 하지는 못한다. 물론 자신이 지위가 높고 그런 행동을 해도 안전하다고 여기면 그런 행동을 할 수도 있다. 하지만 지금은 하지 못하고 있다. 따라서 그렇게 행동하는 자신과 비슷해 보이는 사람을 지지하고 싶다. 그런 대상 중에 하나가 이재명이다. 그렇지만 평소에는 포장으로 살아가니 이것을 잘 드러내지는 않는다. 지금 이것을 드러낸 것이다. 최대한 포장이 아니게 보여져야 한다. 기왕 드러내는 것 그것이 남들 눈에 포장으로 보이면 안되기 때문이다. 포장으로 보이지 않기 위해서는 최대한 남들 눈에 이상해 보이는 모습을 보여야 한다. 그래야 그것이 포장이 아닌 것으로 보여질 것이기 때문이다. 따라서 판사는 이번에 최대한 이상한 판결을 내렸다. 물론 평소 포장하는 게 익숙하기 때문에 핵심은 최대한 이상하지만 곁모습은 또한 남들 눈에 잘 보이기 위해 포장한다. 이렇게 하는 것은 잘해 주는 것을 받는 쪽이 높고 그렇다는 건 주위 사람들도 자신처럼 포장으로 살아간다고 여기게 되고 따라서 주위 사람들도 내게서 무엇인가를 빼앗아가려는 사람으로 보여진다는 것이다. 이런 속에서 자기 생각이 맞다는 증명으로 이재명을 지원한 것도 맞지만 또한 보통 줄이라고 하는데 이런 줄을 붙잡아서 자신도 이 줄에 타서 권력과 지위와 돈을 얻게 되고 그래서 주위를 하찮게 대하는 사람이 되고 싶다는 욕망도 있다고 해야겠다. 즉 베팅했다고 할 수도 있다. 물론 이런 베팅을 할 수 있게 되는 근본 원인은 자기 삶이 포장으로 가득하기 때문이다. 즉 세상은 온통 악으로 가득하다는 생각이 맞다는 것을 증명하고 싶은 것이다. 세상이 악으로 가득하니 자신이 어떻게 행동하든 그것은 선일 수 밖에 없다. 세상이 악으로 가득하지 않으면 자기 행동은 조심스러울 수 밖에 없다. 하지만 판사는 자기 모습이 포장이고 잘해 주는 것을 받는 쪽이 높다고 여기는데 이렇게 되면 주위가 온통 포장으로 가득해 보이고 또한 잘해 주는 것은 포장이자 아부이니 주위를 하찮게 대하는 이가 높다는 생각이 든다. 그러면서 또한 주위가 악으로 가득하다는 생각 또한 있다. 이런 생각과 일치하는 사람이 자기 눈에 들어온다. 세상이 악으로 가득하니 자기 행동에서 부끄러워할 것도 잘못도 있을 수 없다. 선한 이를 해쳐야 악으로 느껴지지 악한 이를 해친다고 스스로가 악으로 느껴지지는 않는다. 자 판사가 판결한 것에 대해서는 어느 정도 이야기를 한 것 같으니 이제 이 판결이 우리 사회에 어떤 영향을 줄까? 라는 점을 이야기해 보자. 이재명이 선거법 유죄 판결을 받을 때 잘 됐다는 생각도 들지만 마음 한 구석에서는 아쉽다는 생각도 들었다. 이유는 아직은 대상을 하찮게 대하는 태도가 우리 사회에 더 필요해 보이기 때문이다. 잘해 주는 것을 받는 쪽이 높다고 여기는 사람이 많을 때 그런 상황에서 자신이 잘해 주는 것을 받는 쪽이라고 여기는 사람이 많을 때(일본 같은 경우는 잘해 주는 것을 받는 쪽이 높다고 여기지만 자신들은 잘해 주는 쪽이지 잘해 주는 것을 받는 쪽이 아니라고 여긴다. 따라서 일본 사람들 대다수는 자신이 낮다고 여긴다.) 이런 사람들 착각이 깨지기 위해서는 가장 좋은 방식은 자신에게 잘해 주는 대상이 높아 보이는 일인데 이것은 엄청나게 어렵다. 그 다음은 평소에는 자신에게 잘해 주는 사람이 자신에게 올바른 충고 같은 것을 해주는 일이다. 충고나 받거나 잘못을 지적 받는 일은 하찮은 대접을 받는다고 여겨지기 때문에 자신이 높다는 착각이 깨질 수는 있지만 이런 경우는 습관이나 기존 생각이 있기 때문에 반발심만 엄청나게 키울 뿐이다. 따라서 이 또한 성공하기 어렵다. 다른 하나는 원래 나를 하찮게 대하는 사람이 많아지는 일이다. 이렇게 되면 자신이 높다는 착각이 유지될 수 없다. 이렇게 될 때 일본처럼 스스로 낮다는 생각이 되는 게 아니라 자신을 하찮게 대하는 거의 한 대상만 자신보다 높고 나머지는 다 자신보다 낮다는 식으로 여기게 된다. 그런 예가 위에서 판사 눈에 이재명 같은 사람이다. 판사는 스스로 이재명 노예가 되는 길을 선택했다. 왜? 이재명은 자신을 지지하는 사람을 자기 노예로 여기고 진실로 하찮게 여기기 때문이다. 판사는 자기 생각이 옳다는 증명을 얻기 위해 스스로 노예가 되는 길을 선택하는 것이다. 이런 것을 변태라고 하고 성적으로는 새디즘 매저키즘 가학증 피학증 이라는 말을 하기도 한다. 이렇게 어느 한 대상만 높게 보고 나머지는 다 하찮게 또는 악으로 보는 방식이 될 때 자신은 노예가 되었지만 스스로는 자신이 높아졌다고 여긴다. 그리고 높은 단체에 자신이 소속되었다고 여긴다. 일본도 사실 대다수 사람들이 스스로 낮다고 여기지만 자신들은 높은 곳(일본)에 소속되었다고 여긴다. 하지만 요즘은 이것도 깨지고 있는 중이라고 할 수 있겠다. 어떻든 이렇게 온통 주위가 악으로 가득하고 자신은 그런 악 속에서 피해자라고 여기는 상태에서 자신들이 단체를 이루고 이런 악을 깨 부수고 이런 악 속에서 자신들이 정당한(다른 말로 옳은) 단체를 이루니 자신들은 무엇이든 해도 된다는 생각 속에서 악으로 가득한 자기 마음이 겉으로 드러나게 되는 것이다. 이 악에 주위가 굴복하면 독재 국가가 되고 계급이 나뉘게 된다. =====================
@sinchanggeun2 күн бұрын
============== 이재명이 선거법에서 유죄 선고 받을 때 약간 허전하다 아쉽다는 생각은 이렇게 우리나라 스스로 자신이 높다고 여기는 사람이 많을 때 이재명은 그런 사람들 눈에 높아 보이고 따라서 상대적으로 자신은 낮아 보이는 일이 일어나니 한 대상이긴 해도 자신이 낮다는 생각이 들게 되고 또한 집단은 높다고 여기니 집단 속에서 집단 일원으로 행동할 때는 자신은 높다고 여기니 주위에 집단 일원으로는 온갖 이상한 행동을 하게 된다. 그러면 포장 만이 아니라 주위와 충돌이 일어나고 이런 충돌은 주위 또한 높다는 착각이 유지되기 어렵게 된다. 그렇지만 기본적으로 우리나라는 자신이 낮다고 여기는 게 아니라 높다고 여기기 때문에 쉽게 주위에 굴복하지 않는다. 따라서 받기만 하면서 주위에는 포장으로만 살아가는 방식에서 주위와 충돌하는 일이 많은 쪽으로 움직이게 된다. 이게 우리나라에 옳은 방향이기 때문이다. 즉 주위를 하찮게 대하는 사람들이 늘어나야 한다. 포장이 깨져야 한다. 이게 옳은 방향이다. 우리나라는 한 집단이 독재할 수 있는 국가가 아니다. 왜냐하면 스스로 자신이 낮다고 여기는 사람이 많을 때 이것이 가능하다. 그렇지만 우리나라는 스스로 자신이 높다고 여기는 사람이 많다. 따라서 독재는 불가능하다. 그렇다면 서로 충돌하는 일이 일어나는 게 옳은 방향이다. 그런 충돌을 겪은 후에 세상이 악으로 가득한 게 아니라 또한 잘해 주는 이가 포장으로만 그렇게 하는 게 아니라 진실로 상대가 빛나고 잘 되기를 바라는 마음에서 하는 일도 많다는 것을 알게 된다. 물론 이 과정은 쉽지 않다. 하지만 이 과정으로 나아가야 한다. 따라서 아직은 이재명 같은 사람이 더 많은 혼란을 일으키는 게 우리나라에 좋다고 여겨지기 때문에 허전하고 아쉽다는 느낌이 들었다. 이 번에 그에 대한 반발이 있었으니 이 또한 잘못이라는 생각이 들지만 또한 마음 다른 면에서는 잘 됐다는 생각이 든다. =================
@sinchanggeun3 күн бұрын
================== ROSÉ - number one girl 로제 아파트 성공 이후 새로운 곡을 내 놓았다. 가사는 당신이 내게 넘버 원 걸 이라고 말해 주고 그 말이 진심이라는 걸 알게 되고 싶다는 내용이다. 가사에서 온갖 말을 로제는 듣고 싶어한다. 로제는 이 모든 말을 듣는 게 맞는 사람이다. 또한 로제가 가사에서 밝힌 내용들은 로제 진심이다. 참 이런 내용 가사가 진심이기 어려운 시대를 살고 있는데 로제는 이 가사 그대로 진심이고 진심을 노래하고 있다. 온 더 그라운드 가 온갖 일을 겪고 난 뒤 결국은 온 더 그라운드에 자신이 찾는 것이 있다는 말처럼 이 노래에도 자신이 다운 투 어스 하는 그렇게 프렌들리 한 사람으로 보여지기를 로제는 바라고 있다. 로제처럼 높은 곳으로 간 사람이 이런 마음이 진심이 되기 참 어려운데 로제는 이 마음이 진심이고 자기가 나아가고자 하는 방향이다. 좋은 노래 좋은 가사 좋은 마음이다. ===============
@sinchanggeun3 күн бұрын
================ 지금 거신 전화는 1~2화 엠비시 금토 드라마다. 수어통역사 여주인공과 대통령대변인인 남주인공 사이 이야기다. 수어통역사가 뭔가 싶었는데 드라마를 보니 수화를 하는 사람이다. 요즘에는 수화를 수어라고 말하는갑다. 드라마는 상당히 잘 짜여진 모습을 보인다. 자동차 해킹이나 전화기 기술이나 여주인공이 전화기를 얻게 되는 과정이나 협박하는 장면 구성 등 여러 전개에서 별 무리 없이 진행된다. 무리 없이 진행된다는 말은 현실에서 일어날 수 있는 이야기로 보인다는 것이다. 이 드라마를 보고 난 뒤 드는 생각은 드라마가 '오만과 편견'을 많이 가지고 왔다는 생각이다. 남주인공이 겉으로 차갑고 여주인공과 거리를 두는 모습을 보이면서 결혼생활을 하지만 정말로 좋은 사람이라는 점과 여주인공 눈에 좋은 사람으로 보이는 속물에게 마음이 끌렸지만 그 사람 진실된 모습을 알게 되는 과정이나 오만과 편견에서는 여주인공이 속물에게 마음이 끌리는 장면도 나오는데 이 드라마는 속물(협박범이자 아마 옛 학교 선배)이 처음부터 사고 치는 장면부터 시작한다는 게 다른 점이라고 할 수 있겠다. 어찌되었는 드라마 상에 남주인공이 멋있는 사람이라는 점 여주인공이 그런 사람에게 결국 끌리게 된다는 점. 전체적으로 권선징악이라는 점. 등이 마음에 든다. 남주인공과 여주인공 사이에 온갖 오해로 서로 마음을 잘못 이해하고 그런 과정을 겪으며 서로 마음을 알게 되면서 여러 어려움을 헤쳐나가는 과정이 보통 이야기 전개다. 사실 이런 형식이 되는 게 원래 당연한 건데 요즘에는 이런 형식이 별로 없다. 다들 이상한 사람이 많이 나온다. 내 느낌은 원작가(건어물녀 웹소설 작가)가 오만과 편견 을 현대적으로 만들었다로 보여진다. 내가 워낙 오만과 편경을 좋아하다 보니 이렇게 오만과 편견 이 느껴지는 드라마를 접하게 되는 기분이 좋아져서 이렇게 댓글을 달게 되었다. 뭐 오만과 편경에서는 거의 모든 인물이 요즘으로 치면 정말로 올바른 사람 좋은 사람으로 보여지는 모습을 보여주지만 이 드라마는 그냥 보통 우리나라 사람들 모습을 보여주고 있다. 참 나도 아이브 리즈가 이름을 오만과 편견에서 여주인공 이름을 땄다는 말에 반가움을 느끼면서 이 드라마가 오만과 편견 과 비슷한 모습을 보이는 것에 반가움과 함께 좋게 보고 싶은 마음이 드는 게 하나를 좋아하면 그것과 연관되면 좋아하고 싶어하는 마음이 드는 건 어쩔 수 없는 일인갑다. ^ ^ 사실 드라마는 좋은 지 좋지 않은 지 아직은 잘 모르겠다. ================
@graceketeks20713 күн бұрын
November 2024❤
@devinjo-h7h3 күн бұрын
Oink Oink.. I am asking you for ONE THING and I can't have It.. I am asking for YOUR BIG HEART.. why can't I have your BIG HEART.. why can't I see your BIG HEART.. I want to be able to see It.. Feel it and touch YOUR BIG HEART.. it has been raining Out side lately.. some days it be pouring Hard.. Other days it be light showers falling down on Me.. I would be walking in the Rain and At Night.. I would grab the Umbrella and I would LOOK toward the Sky.. LOOKING for the MOON if it wants to COME OUT to see Me.. but I think it has been hiding from Me.. because I would use the Umbrella when I am standing in the rain to protect me from the waters of getting me Wet.. I can't even see the MOON out side because I think when the MOON sees me.. it knows that I want to say and share.. express my Heart.. and I know that the MOON can be tired of Me.. I can't tell YOU anything because of the distant.. this Far distance between us is what is killing Me inside because I have SO MUCH WORDS to share.. to say to YOU.. but I can't find YOU anywhere.. that is WHY I AM asking for your BIG HEART.. I have brought this Empty GLASS JAR with me.. and It got bigger because I know your Heart can't fit in the Older Empty Glass Jar.. so I had to go to a store to BUY a Brand New ONE that can FIT the BIG SIZE HEART of Yours and I am asking.. WILL you Please give me Your BIG HEART.. I am dying.. and It feels like the RAIN every Night without YOU.. if I can't tell YOU MY HEART to HEART.. and I am dying inside to tell YOU.. to share and say to YOU.. I needs to say what is in my Heart because I just can't go ON without LOVING YOU.. If I missed YOU.. you told me to COME here.. but I am looking at this BIG WINDOW.. unable to find you standing here at this House.. But I came here this very Night because I wanted to tell YOU.. I been thinking of YOU a lot lately.. and has been missing YOU.. just like It has been raining out side a lot.. with dark grey sky hover over and showers of light rain falling down on me.. when I feel like I can't share or Speak.. or say something because of the MOON has been hiding away.. I would not use the Umbrella anymore.. and let the Light rain fall down on me.. LOOKING at the BIG EMPTY GLASS JAR.. I am holding in my arms.. and I feel sick to my stomach because If I can't tell the MOON any more.. and I am missing YOU.. the longing drives me crazy.. it kills me because if you at least Give me your BIG HEART and I get to place your BIG HEART inside this BIG EMPTY GLASS JAR.. watching the Light rain waters showering and falling from the sky is filling UP the Big Empty GLASS JAR instead.. and I would fall on two knees and I would LOOK down as I am watching the waters Filled UP instead.. I can't find the MOON to speak of YOU.. and share to YOU what My Heart be aching.. I don't see your BIG HEART placed inside this BIG EMPTY GLASS JAR.. if I am able to put and place YOUR BIG HEART inside this BIG EMPTY GLASS JAR.. I would be missing YOU but it would NOT be this Bad.. it would NOT HURT this MUCH.. It hurts that I can't tell YOU WHAT I AM truly FEELING.. it hurts me because YOU know How much I need YOU and HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. HELP ME to say and tell YOU what My Heart be breaking inside.. I needs to tell YOU because I know that I love YOU still.. YOU TOLD ME when I missed YOU to come to this WINDOW and I am standing Outside of this House.. LOOKING UP at the BIG WINDOW.. Where are YOU.. Please tell me where YOU At because I came here tonight because I missed YOU too much that My Heart just can't handle this kind of Pain.. this Kind of ache which is hurting me inside.. Please tell me where YOU are At.. let me Know that YOU are doing GOOD.. Please tell me so that I know YOU know this aching of my Heart.. I am holding this BIG EMPTY GLASS JAR.. to let YOU know that I have a Question to ask of YOU.. as I am waiting by this Big Window.. I can hear the thunder roaring and I see the flashes of lightening through the sky as I turn to LOOK back.. I know that it is going to rain very SOON.. if I wait here little longer.. I know that I am going to be Hit by the waters of the rain drops.. as my Arms wraps around this Big Empty Glass Jar.. I turn around to LOOK toward the Sky.. I just can't believe it.. the MOON has finally showed UP.. its been few days that I could NOT find this MOON.. why was it hiding from Me.. why couldn't it show UP sooner.. when I am able to share and tell and say what is ON my Heart.. it does help me because It kills me to NOT say anything about YOU.. WHY show UP when I came to see YOU by this Big Window.. WHY show UP now when I came to ask you for something.. and I would LOOK UP at the MOON.. and I am holding UP the Big EMPTY GLASS JAR.. and in the white dress.. YOU would walk to the Big Window but My back has turned and I am Now facing the MOON.. and I would LOOK UP to the MOON.. I know that I been sharing a lot and it is always been about YOU.. Only if you can be in my shoes.. and Only if I can give YOU my Heart.. and give you My thoughts of what I am dealing with today.. it be so NICE for you to know how it feels to be on My side.. Missing YOU kills me.. Missing YOU aches my Heart and it drives me to where I can fall on two Knees.. it brings tears into my eyes and Aches in Pains my Heart.. I want to breathe and I want to stay ALIVE.. but Loving YOU always starts with WHEN I miss YOU.. WHY I keep on missing YOU.. I can't keep it to myself when I feel this PAIN because I love YOU.. WHY does Love Hurts.. WHY does Love brings so much Pain and why loving you needs to start with MISSING YOU the Most.. I hate it that I have to go ON like this but I can't help it because I love you More when I feel this KIND of sharpness in my SOUL.. that is why I am asking YOU.. Please Help me.. Please give me Your Heart.. YOUR BIG HEART.. I came to this BIG WINDOW with a BROKEN HEART.. full of Sorrows and Pain.. this ache I am dealing with because I be missing YOU like crazy.. WHY do I needs to tell YOU and share you all these things.. Because I loved YOU FIRST.. I love you enough where I can tell you and that YOU DO NOT NEEDS to ask More.. just loving YOU has its UPS and brings true happiness to my LIFE but when I start to miss YOU.. I feel like a KNIFE.. it stabs me into my Heart into my SOUL I can feel a DEEP CUT into it.. DO I love it.. NO.. but it gets me OUT of my Chest what I needs to tell YOU before it is TOO LATE.. I do not want to ever regret because loving YOU is NOW.. NOT Later is what is in my Heart.. I want to be early.. so that YOU KNOW YOU CAN count on Me.. Not a person YOU will regret and that is WHY.. I came to this BIG WINDOW.. even though I am LOOKING UP at the MOON at this Point.. if YOU are able to hear Me.. because I have come from a far distance just to be by this BIG WINDOW of this House.. DO YOU Not remember what YOU told me.. that when the days comes like I am standing Out side in the rain and it feels so Grey and dark out side and I am missing YOU so Bad.. I am missing YOU SO Crazy that you allowed me.. gave me your Word of Permission that I can come and stand by this Big Window.. this very Night.. I did Not come alone.. last time I came is with the Picture of YOU.. but this very night.. I had to go to a store to Buy a NEWBIG GLASS JAR knowing that YOU have a BIG HEART.. I did not come here just to tell YOU something but came to ask YOU if I can Have something.. if YOU can Please give me Your Big Heart.. I needs to Know if I can Have your BIG HEART.. when I go back to My House.. even though I know that I will keep on missing YOU.. at least I would Not feel so Alone.. if I have your BIG HEART placed inside this BIG EMPTY GLASS JAR.. there be Nights when I would walk Out side alone and when the MOON wants to hide from Me.. I be okay standing still because I know that I be having the BIG GLASS JAR.. if your Big Heart is inside it.. I do not needs to LOOK UP at the MOON any more.. I can just LOOK at the BIG GLASS JAR and YOUR BIG HEART is only what matters to me the Most.. because If I have YOUR BIG HEART.. at least I know that ONE DAY.. you will come back for YOUR BIG HEART.. that YOU may be far.. but YOUR BIG HEART here with me is what counts because this is what I can tell YOUR BIG HEART.. even though I may miss you in person.. I know when I do miss you in person.. I can look at your BIG HEART and just share it to YOU.. to tell YOU and say HOW MUCH I am missing YOU.. if I feeling this Ache.. this Pain because I am missing YOU and want to say I love YOU.. I can look at the BIG GLASS JAR.. looking inside is your Big Heart.. I know that I can tell YOU HEART.. your BIG HEART that I love YOU.. what matters the Most is YOUR BIG HEART.. because your BIG HEART is connected to YOU and Knows YOU the Most and having the Most precious Special place and having your BIG HEART is the MOST IMPORTANT to me.. because there is where I can tell you My Love Story.. a Story of how much I love you without being too bored of a person.. I want you to know that I put everything on the Line because I need your BIG HEART and because I love YOU.. whenever you told me when I miss YOU to come.. WHY are you not there and I would turn around to LOOK at the Big WINDOW.. and my jaws drop LOOKING at How beautiful you are.. SO AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL.. Breathless Beautiful.. so Beautiful that I would say to YOU LOOKING UP at the BIG WINDOW.. can I please Have your BIG HEART.. I need it right Now so Please.. give me your BIG BEAUTIFUL HEART.. I needs to Love you More and tell you More how much I do so that I would Not miss you much even though I am always missing YOU
@devinjo-h7h3 күн бұрын
MAH MAH.. I do want to say to you HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. thank you so Much for this Once in a Life time chance.. to able to tell YOU what is really deep in my Heart.. I am hearing noises behind Me.. Kneeling with two Knees down and I turn to LOOK back.. I just can't believe my Eyes.. I am watching the Children.. the Little Boys with Wooden swords are running.. and they stop to see YOU.. and the Parents from the Garden all comes.. falling before YOU.. two Knees down with the Boys.. and I am truly speechless because the War is about to happen very SOON.. but these Children.. these BOYS just can't fight Yet.. they are the Next generations of Boys to grow UP for this NATION.. to help YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I see the Little Boy.. the friend from the Garden.. his SON looks at me with tears in the eyes.. YOU.. the QUEEN raise the Sword and Points to the Little Boy to Speak.. and even the New Recruits.. I see the YOUNG MEN who just came into the training ground.. they all stop.. KNEELS before YOU.. two Knees on the Ground.. and the Little Boy stands UP.. the Father who is my friend growing UP in the Garden.. and How the Father of this Little BOY shared the story of My Heart for YOU.. and knowing HOW MUCH I Love YOU.. the Father of the Boy shared to these Little Boys and NOW they wanted to join in the Fight for freedom.. and willing to DIE for their COUNTRY because it is the only Right thing to do for this NATION.. allowing the Little Boys with the Parents to come into the Palace and to be part of rebuilding this NATION.. the LITTLE BOYS wanted to help.. and even has chosen to give their Lives for this COUNTRY and I am in tears.. crying and weeping.. I just and the Sword points.. I see your sword pointing at Me and I turn to face YOU and I would be kneeling.. two knees down.. MAH MAH.. Please reconsider.. Please.. I have chosen but I am Now grown person.. I am asking for your Permission so that YOU can stay behind.. Please.. Please consider and be with these Little Children.. WHY do you want these Little Ones to choose a Path that they are UN PREPARED for.. they are just too YOUNG for this Age.. I know I left very young age but that is why I am asking if YOU can PLEASE.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please stay behind and be with these LITTLE BOYS.. if YOU stay behind.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is the ONLY ONE who can help these LITTLE BOYS to calm their spirits.. FOR ME.. I have lived enough and If I do die in the Battle of this War.. I asked you even in the Prison.. I don't want to die in Prison for Treason when ALL I ever done is LOVE YOU.. HAVE MERCY on Me and Please forgive if I did something WRONG.. but If I do Die and Yes.. taking few MEN DOWN.. but YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH Holds the future for this NEXT generations.. these LITTLE BOYS truly NEED a ruler who understands and who knows what YOU are doing.. if these Little CHILDREN goes to the war and Dies.. HOW about the Future of the next UP COMING.. some of these Boys can be scholars and Be COUNCIL of NOBLEMEN.. Others can have dreams to be Prison Guards.. or even HIGH OFFICIALS who can be a GOOD WORK for YOU.. some can be generals and Others a COMMANDERS or even Generals too.. but YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is the Only one who can keep their spirits down because when YOU lose many YOUNG boys who are suppose to help to build this Nation in this Palace.. they are truly the Future for reshaping this COUNTRY.. I have fought enough and even with my Passing.. it is not going to do much.. but when YOU have many of these Little Children Gone in the Battle.. it leaves a big HOLE which you HWANG WOO MAH MAH could of NOT let this kind of suffering comes to any ONE.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH PLEASE CONSIDER and PLEASE RE CONSIDER.. it is because YOU are also going to the War.. If you Fight.. these BOYS will go also because I see they have already MADE UP their MINDS.. made UP everything.. and they are ready to go.. BUT they are NOT trained Yet and still too YOUNG.. very YOUNG is what I see and it is fierce Out in that Battlefield.. they need time to grow through training and practices so they would NOT DIE in vain so HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I know that YOU are wise and truly Smart.. that is why I am asking you this request that let the Little CHILDREN.. the Little BOYS live.. only way they will LIVE is when YOU are staying Behind MY QUEEN and I would hear the voices of my Friends.. they would all shout.. Please RECONSIDER for the Future of the NEXT SUCCESSION for these LITTLE BOYS to grow UP and I would hear the Little CHILDREN.. BOYS are crying because they want to JOIN in the Fight.. LOOK and I am just full of tears running down.. LOOK.. they are like your CHILDREN.. they are LIKE your SONS.. would you let YOUR SONS to fight when they are NOT ready yet.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. they are so YOUNG.. and My Head Looks on the Ground.. arm stretches forward and I see you remove the Sword away and YOU raised UP the right ARM.. hand holding the Sword and I hear YOU wanting to stay Behind because of the Little CHILDREN and the men are all crying.. all the Soldiers are crying because YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH has a special place in my Heart.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Thank YOU MANSAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and the MEN.. soldiers all raises UP the Voices.. MANSAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I am wiping my tears with my arms.. and the Little Boy runs up.. my friend's son in the garden.. he throws his arms around me.. and I see his tears and wipes.. YOU are like a SON to me too.. but a REAL Soldier you will be Better than I.. and I hear Other little Boys running and they are circling around me.. and they all turn around and LOOKING at YOU.. the Little SONS.. the children all falls on the ground.. two knees on the ground.. arm stretches out forward and Heads all look to the ground and your SWORD points to Me and I would say.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is like your MOTHER even though she is OUR QUEEN.. raise your voices as the SOLDIERS for the QUEEN and I would shout Loud.. MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the LITTLE BOYS crying in tears shouts MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would shout Louder MORE.. HOO RAY to the QUEEN and the Little BOYS would shout Louder More.. HOO RAY to Our QUEEN and I see your SWORD remove away and I would stand UP on two legs.. and I am LOOKING at YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I did Not mean to cause any trouble.. but I want you to KNOW the clear intentions of My Heart.. because I know How it was like to be in their age when I left the Garden.. but I needed time before I came to the training ground and I had to grow UP and get older to know what it means to LOVE YOU.. to know what it means to fight in the Battles.. to HOLD UP the Sword to Protect and to even defend but the Most is LOVE YOU.. I hear the Little BOY speaking to Me.. the Father told them about How much I loved YOU.. that I made the decision to Leave the garden at a TIME where I could die at their Age.. the LITTLE BOYS must been touched because.. THEY TOO know what to JOIN in this Battle.. but Please Forgive me and thank YOU for reconsidering because I had to get the Point across.. I know WHAT YOU MEAN because YOU are the KEY to build this COUNTRY and the ONLY ONE who can give the Chance for the Next to rise UP and to HELP.. to fight ON your BEHALF because I was there.. If I don't come Back.. YOU have these LITTLE ONES.. if YOU go with me.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and YOU are the TRUE SUCCESSION for this COUNTRY.. PEH HA.. your FATHER is the ONE who left YOU and is the ONE who assigned YOU to take after HE is GONE.. that MEANS without YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. these LITTLE BOYS.. the NEXT WARRIORS and SOLDIERS for YOU.. who is going to take My place and the Other Soldiers when we are GONE and that is WHY I had to ask.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you have to remember why I have come OUT from the Garden to come here I was thinking of YOU.. that YOU are the ONLY ONE who can give me this KIND of chances.. NO OTHER person matters and that is why I started to LOVE YOU.. the day I saw YOU ON that Horse with YOUR FATHER PEH HA.. the KING.. when I saw YOU.. I saw about these LITTLE CHILDREN.. their AGE.. I knew when I saw YOUR FATHER and standing alone with YOU.. the BOND.. the special BOND you had with your Father.. and Knowing YOUR FATHER was the RULER at that time.. HE was telling you something very special.. JUST like how the People who came Out of the garden to come here.. My Friend who I grew UP in the Garden heard that I was here.. could NOT believe that I made it this Far.. that is why HE came with his Family and his Children.. for a chance.. this LITTLE BOY.. I thank you for staying behind because HE too needs a chance only YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH can give.. NO ONE else cares enough but YOU DO and I would see the Little BOYS crying.. and they are all touched and Moved for a chance.. THEY are so YOUNG.. and they NEED YOU as much I needed YOU then.. but they need you more than ever.. I had my time and I want to help and to do what I am called to DO for you and for this NATION.. that I held this SWORD for a reason.. to show YOU that MY LOVE is this MUCH love.. for YOU to be the QUEEN.. MY QUEEN OF my HEART and for this NATION to continue after.. to HELP the NEXT who needs your Hands more than I do.. they NEED YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and a HAND grabs me.. and I would turn to LOOK back
@devinjo-h7h3 күн бұрын
MAH MAH.. I see the Little BOY.. the Friend's SON and I would TURN to LOOK AT HIM and I told HIM.. I will be back SOON.. I PROMISE and I would open my arms to hold him.. like a SON I always wanted.. and I would OPEN to let go of Him.. as I turn to LOOK at YOU.. arm stretches forward and I bow my Head to YOU standing UP.. and the Seven friends of MINE.. they all stand UP behind Me.. with Swords in the hands.. I would LOOK UP at the MOON.. and I would say.. ever since I loved YOU from the YOUNG BOY.. the day I saw YOU.. the first day was sitting on the Horse and my father pulling the strings of the Horse.. going back to the garden I lift UP to look at the SAME MOON.. I remember I would say.. Would I ever be close to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. do you know that YOU are the QUEEN OF MY HEART.. I know that ONE DAY.. some day SOON I will get very close enough to tell YOU that I love YOU.. and I believe when that day come.. I can tell it to YOU as you are standing close to me as it is very Night.. and I would turn to LOOK at YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. if you look UP at the sky.. the first day I saw YOU.. I told that MOON that I be very close to YOU that YOU are able to see me when we are looking at the SAME MOON.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. if you can please lift UP to look at that MOON.. it has been there ever since I would confess my Heart and I told that MOON.. ONE DAY.. some day SOON.. I can reveal it to YOU before the SAME MOON I told Long ago when I was young.. and my Dreams came true because I never stopped dreaming about YOU.. and still I know I am never stopped dreaming and if I can tell YOU Now.. Please hear my voice and my words.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. Please remember that I never stopped loving YOU even this very day.. I will always love YOU.. Two Knees down and I would grab a Letter from my Back and It is folded into two and I would unfold the Letter.. My Head Looking on the ground and YOU.. MY QUEEN.. pulls out your Sword and the Sharp sword points at Me.. and I would Lift up my Head and I would LOOK UP to YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. while I was In the Prison waiting for my sentence.. the Crime as being the Treason.. I asked the Prison Guard for the Ink and for the paper cloth.. that I needed to Write YOU a Letter before my Passing.. I knew that I could breathe my last in the prison and just waiting for to be executed.. but I knew that I just could NOT leave like this and had to write YOU a Letter.. if I could get the Permission from YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. would you Please allow me to share this Letter so that YOU know my Heart.. how much I love YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I see that YOUR sword keeps on pointing at Me.. and I would LOOK at this Letter and I would say.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. My Father would tell me that UP in the HILL in the Garden.. there is a Tree.. and How my Mother was buried by the Tree and a bed of Flowers were planted by this Tree.. there is this ONE FLOWER.. very Unique in colors that My Mother gave to my Father before she died and told my Father to give this ONE PRETTY FLOWER to some one who I loved the Most.. I knew that if I died in the Prison the Word I must tell YOU and say to YOU.. if it does NOT get to YOU fast enough.. I know that YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH will never see this One Beautiful Flower that has been passed down to Me.. I remember when I was YOUNG and saw you the First time in that Garden.. I gave YOU a ONE FLOWER.. but that was NOT the One because I learned after.. before my Father passed on and died.. he told me where I must go to find this ONE BEAUTIFUL UNIQUE Flower.. I remember the Night before I left the Garden.. I went UP on the HILL.. saw the TREE and went next over and saw the ONE UNIQUE Beautiful Flower that my Mother gave to Me.. My friend who came to this Palace with his SON.. he Knows about the ONE UNIQUE flower and told me that before He came with his SON and his family went UP to the HILL side.. by the Tree where my Mother was buried.. went over to the Bed side of Flowers and could Not believe it.. that all of the Flowers died except that ONE UNIQUE Flower is still kept alive and told me recently that HE saw the Flower.. Now I wrote YOU a Letter of my Heart.. I remember the Night I left the Garden.. I was in full of tears because I was leaving many things Behind me and had to start ALL over from scratch.. I was scary to walk alone and did NOT think that I would ever go to YOU.. I saw the FULL MOON that Night above me and I thought about that ONE SPECIAL FLOWER because it reminds me of YOU.. the ROOT of that FLOWER is so strong that even many years goes DOWN the road and How Times has changed.. and NOW you are the TRUE QUEEN who rules over the Nation and I was looking back how can I make It.. HOW can I go to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH was the Only thought in my Heart.. I was thinking about will I see you SOON.. or will I be like my Parents who I have lost along the way.. will I make it where I get to be CLOSE to YOU.. or will I die walking alone lost in the WOODS.. I always wanted to HOLD the Sword.. that is the ONLY WAY I can get close to YOU because there is NO OTHER WAY I can get close to YOU MY QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. As I watched and leaving that Garden was the Most hardest I ever had to DO.. leaving the HILL SIDE.. the Tree where My Mother was buried and leaving my Father who was also buried in that Garden but I knew that I had to change.. I needed to leave so that I can get close to YOU.. ever since I met you in the Garden and How I gave you that ONE FLOWER.. and even with the Sword on the neck by the Official Guard.. I was NOT afraid to die when It came loving YOU.. leaving the Garden was the most hardest choice I had to make but I knew if I did NOT.. how can I tell YOU that I Love YOU.. I wanted to say it to YOU many times.. tell you in many different words.. even though YOU are the QUEEN of the NATION who became the ruler and Conqueror.. It did not change of the Person WHO I Loved the most.. WHEN I was at the Garden.. and the Night I left LOOKING UP at the MOON.. a part of me was afraid of the change but there was this OTHER side I had to let YOU KNOW how much I loved YOU.. of course.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH would NOT of believed me with these words yet.. but it was only in the Matter of time.. in due time YOU will really see this LOVE inside of me of HOW MUCH IT is true.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is Not just going to believe in any Words and I knew.. there are so much things I had to DO and also OVER COME TO give you this Proof.. to Prove to you as a MAN that I am a person when I speak and share.. it means what it is.. that is TRUE.. I am NOT asking YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH to believe all of my Words because Until the END comes.. there will be a time that YOU WILL KNOW that what I have been telling YOU is true.. that I am being real to YOU about the Feelings and the Emotions in my Heart that I do really Love YOU and when I do Miss YOU.. it means that I DO.. I wish that I can show you My WHOLE HEART.. Open up my Heart to really show YOU what it is Like to be IN my Shoes.. to Love you is like crossing Many Mountains.. going across the Rivers of the Lows.. into the deep wooded areas where YOU can meet wild animals who wants to hunt you down.. to fight when the enemies charge to go against YOU but to learn.. to become from a slave boy to the solider.. from the Lowest back ground to go into the Prison for YOU because it means that I love YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you have to always remember that I came out from the Garden.. from the Most poorest Place and my Father was ONLY a HEAD of servants in the Palace.. that Means I am a slave son.. but it never bothered me to Dream Big.. to Have A Vision of Love to over come the challenge and obstacles.. difficulties to come Long ways but along side to be close to YOU.. when I left the Garden in a young Age.. I had One Dream.. to Tell YOU how much I love YOU.. but I would love YOU deep in my Heart.. I would have this Dream of being close to YOU.. this Dream and Vision of being so close that I am able to tell YOU NOW.. how much I love YOU.. when I think about leaving the Garden.. it felt so Impossible.. so Far away.. the distance was just too Long and reality was harsh and Bitter for Me.. I felt lonely while walking in the Woods.. meeting wild Animals that can hunt me down without any experience of fighting the Military Art.. the ODDS were against me but I did Believe in one thing.. that I loved YOU enough that I would take that challenge.. I had to cross and walk many nights alone.. and I needed to endure but it did NOT matter about the TIME because as long as I was getting Closer.. my steps seems so Far when I was IN the Garden.. leaving that Garden gave me more courage because at least I had the New Day.. and it means I have the chance to take another step closer to YOU.. I was NOT IN the Garden anymore when I left.. and I knew I cannot turn back any more but must keep moving forward.. I would love YOU MORE through this Challenge.. I would unfold the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU because it gave me HOPE.. when YOU told the OFFICIAL GUARD to not to strike me with the Sword in the Garden the day YOU left.. I knew I had a Chance to go to YOU because WHO AM I TO TELL YOU then that I love YOU.. it meant nothing at that time when I think of it Now.. but I began to love YOU MORE as I would walk.. going across the Mountain.. and walking through the Rivers of waters.. I would think of YOU more.. to get to YOU more.. to be close to you
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MAH MAH.. That One day.. I will have the chance to confess from my Heart that as a MAN that I love YOU.. of course it took my many years to go through trials and errors.. facing hardship and even going into the Prison.. I believe that the TIME is NOW to share to YOU that my Dreams has finally came true.. it came true because I never gave UP on loving YOU.. I could of gave UP HWANG WOO MAH MAH because YOU are just too BIG and too MIGHTY NOW.. at the TOP level and I am STILL at the Lowest Place.. but I never gave UP because I knew that I had to tell YOU.. it was NOT about the position but it was ALL about letting YOU know and finally the truth has to.. needs to come OUT NOW.. MY QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH may Not know this.. but I never gave UP ON you and never gave UP on loving YOU.. I only had this One vision.. it is first getting as close to YOU as Possible and My Dream as a MAN.. to Tell you that I love YOU.. I am Not asking YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH to accept.. because who am I.. but on my Side I only wanted to let YOU KNOW that this MAN.. this Person Never stopped loving YOU.. ever since I had to leave that Garden.. even since I gave you that One FLOWER.. and HOW the Guard put me on the ground raising the Sword to strike me.. I closed my Eyes so that I could die right there.. ever since your Father.. PEH HA put me in prison.. and ever since I went into the Prison recently for the charges brought up against me as Treason.. I was always ready to die for YOU because HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I can die right now and maybe after my passing YOU can finally see how much I loved YOU.. because I told YOU.. when I left the garden.. only in my Heart and my eyes.. visions of getting CLOSE to YOU.. and My Dreams of Heart is to let you know how much I love YOU.. My HOPE and My Wish is just this SIMPLE.. for you to know.. for HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN to know How much I love YOU.. How much truly I love YOU.. it is NOT just by mere Words on this Page I am writing to YOU but to let YOU know even.. I am Kneeling with two Knees down.. holding this Letter before YOU and telling YOU right Now.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. do you know How much I love YOU.. that is why I wanted to show YOU.. if YOU go back to the Garden and UP on the HILL SIDE.. the Tree YOU saw.. and next is the Bed of Flowers.. but I heard only ONE remains with a Special UNIQUE colors on that Flower.. it is YOUR FLOWER that I gave from my Heart.. that I kept as YOUNG.. after I was told.. I had to use New soils.. different soils to protect the ROOTS of that FLOWER and It is a FLOWER that ONLY my QUEEN can Have.. the Flower that ONLY belongs to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. when YOU get to that Flower.. I named the Flower My QUEEN.. QUEEN OF the Flowers.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH Flower.. and I would fold the Letter into half and I would Lift UP with both hands putting my Head looking at the Ground.. I hear your foot steps walking closer and your Hand receives the Letter.. my Heart is truly touched as My Hands let go of the Letter I wrote in the Prison for YOU and my eyes.. full of tears falls to the Ground.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. My QUEEN.. I always wanted to say and tell YOU this in person Heart to Heart that I always Love YOU.. MY QUEEN I love YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I really Love YOU.. that it hurts me so Much but also the waves of joy fills my eyes with tears because I do wanted to say this to YOU.. in does not matter what any one else things because it is ME who has been loving YOU for so long.. and I still wanted to tell YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. SARANG HAE YO.. I love YOU.. I am Kneeling.. two knees are down and Holding the End of the Sword in the sheath.. I would Pull the Sword Out and the sheath hits the Ground.. and I am Looking at the Blade of this Sword.. it is very Sharp.. and YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH who is standing before Me.. with the Big Crown.. King's Queen's Crown putting Together.. and I am Looking at the Blade.. MAH MAH.. I want to tell you something.. for a Very Long Time I wanted to hold this Sword.. because there is ONLY ONE thing in my Mind.. One thing in my Heart.. I know a LOW BORN like myself who came from the Most Poorest Place really Has Nothing to give YOU.. what can I truly give YOU MAH MAH.. I know that having Nothing.. coming from the Least and from the Most Poorest Place where there is NO CHANCE to survive.. I had One Dream though.. if there is NOTHING that I can Do.. and Only thing I can do is wait to Die.. then I know that I at least needs to do something before I do Go.. and I would watch the Boys who grew UP in the Garden.. Always wanted to hold a real Sword.. and if there was a way MUST have the WILL to do so.. and I know that I had to do something to HOLD.. a real Sword like this.. growing UP as the Poor in the Garden and Only thing was holding the Sticks.. branches of a stick that has fallen off.. when I heard about the Opening for the Military Arts.. the training Camp on the training ground.. I knew that I wanted to Go.. I wanted to grab this real Sword.. but I knew that I was just too young when I first heard the Good News about the Opening wide for New Recruits.. I remember asking my Father if I can go and enter the Camp.. the training camp.. My Father told me that I could NOT go because they would NOT accept Me because of my age being just too YOUNG.. I wanted to Hold this real Sword because I wanted to FIGHT.. Fight on your Behalf.. my Heart is to always to Protect YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. to protect you whatever It takes.. even at the YOUNG AGE I was at.. I would Beg my Father.. I had to go.. if they reject me there.. at least Let me try to ask if I can GO.. but my father told Me that I just could NOT go at that time.. I was heart broken.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I wanted to see YOU again.. at least be in the Camp.. in the training ground even if I can't see you around.. because I knew at least I be much closer if I was at the Training Camp.. breathing Hard because I knew.. I just could Not wait.. but I knew that my Father was right.. He knew that I had to wait until I grew a little Older.. but I never stopped Dreaming.. I would keep on coming OUT at night.. LOOKING UP at the MOON.. should I go and try.. even if I be rejected.. and the Camp will Not allow Me to get In.. should I still try.. maybe some way or some HOW I can go.. and I would LOOK UP at the MOON and Cry.. MAH MAH.. I would shout from the TOP of my Lungs.. and say MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. DO YOU Hear Me.. Can you Hear me because I am dreaming of a way to get more CLOSER to YOU.. I know that YOU are very busy as the HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. if YOU cannot come to Me.. I know for sure I will make the time to go to YOU.. at least help ME to enter the CAMP.. that is the Only way My Dreams can come true closer because here in the Garden.. I know that It is so much Far.. WHAT DO I DO.. ever since I saw YOU by the Ocean Waters with your FATHER the KING.. PEH HA.. I know that I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. with me is the ART SKETCH PAPER.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. MAH MAH.. if I go to the CAMP.. will you ALLOW me to stay there.. will you allow me to be a part of the Military Armed service to become a Fighter and a Protector for YOU.. I NEED the SWORD.. I need the real Sword in my Hand.. so that I can say Finally I am a part and that NOW my Dreams are coming true because I am so much closer to YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please help me.. I had to wait for a long time.. when I met the Older MAN.. the Teacher and the One who was a great friend to my grand father.. there was a real Sword in his House and I remember He told me the story of Many Battles He fought with my Grand father next to HIM.. winning many Wars.. it was fierce when YOU fight on the ground in any Wars you must face against the enemies who is trying to KILL YOU.. and I remember that the Older MAN.. the Teacher told me that when HE gives me and writes the OFFICIAL SEAL for me to go into the Training Camp.. and I was able to take the Sword that my Grand father had with him.. When I passed the test the Older MAN.. the Teacher gave me with the Official SEAL.. the Letter.. he also gave me the Sword which my Grand father would Have.. WHEN I held the Sword.. the REAL SWORD.. I thought of YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. pulling the end of the Sword Out of the Sheath.. and LOOKING at the Blade of the Sword.. ONLY YOU.. I would LOOK at the sword of the Blade and I cried that very NIGHT.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I now have a real SWORD in my Hand.. that means I am getting closer to YOU.. NOT JUST for Me.. I know that there is NOTHING FOR ME to give.. I am very Poor.. what can a POOR man do.. but coming this Far and had to wait this Long.. and leaving the Garden and leaving the POOR life behind me.. I am entering a NEW LIFE stage that is going to YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I always dreamed of holding a real Sword so that I can HELP rebuild.. I can support YOUR RULING to defend.. to HELP defend YOUR NATION and even to Protect YOU.. I have put ALL of it.. My Heart has go ALL IN to get this Real sword to be held by my hand.. because ALL I think of YOU.. I know that I may Not give Much or can't give YOU anything at all.. But I do want to say that I love YOU.. that I never stopped believing in Loving YOU that ONE DAY SOON I will see you again.. that I am going to get closer to YOU.. Looking at the Blade of the Sword.. I fell on my two knees
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MAH MAH.. I am LOOKING toward the MOON.. and I would put my arm stretch Out forward and I would LOOK my Head to the Ground.. the proper way to TELL YOU that I am Going to YOU.. to TELL YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I have passed.. the Teacher.. the Older MAN who took care of ME and has teach me the Military Arts.. He told me that I am now ready to enter the Camp to make a Soldier.. a Warrior for YOU.. I just could NOT believe that I was holding this real Sword.. and It belonged to my Grand father.. I am NOTHING LIKE my grand Father because HE was the CHIEF COMMANDER.. but I am Nothing.. but having this Sword held in my Hand meant that NOW I am able to use it with a Purpose.. that I can NOW fight.. and go into the CAMP to be a REAL Soldier to know More about the Military Arts and that is the way to get MORE CLOSER to YOU.. Knowing this is the Key Point.. that I can NOW enter the CAMP means a lot.. and Looking UP at the MOON.. and waiting for the New Day to Come so that I can go to the Palace.. to the training CAMP and trying to Pass the exams.. that was the Only Focus I had because I knew that was the Only way I can see YOU AGAIN.. that I can be closer.. that when something Happens I can be right There ready to FIGHT to defend and to protect YOU MAH MAH.. and it has been such an Amazing Journey ever since I passed even at the Training Camp.. and entering the Training Ground.. BUT MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am holding the Sword that my Grand father once held who was here at the Palace.. who was serving Your Father who was the Late King.. PEH HA.. and I heard He would enter many Wars that broken here.. NOW I am holding the Sword which it is the ONLY ONE THING I had in my Heart that can ONLY be the Key to get closer to YOU.. MAH MAH.. I never stopped Loving YOU.. that was the engine in my Heart.. that WILL and the Drive only can COME because I knew that I kept on loving YOU.. for one Purpose is to Protect.. I never stopped the Promise of making to YOUR FATHER.. to My FATHER and to YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is the PROMISE I made to keep my Word because I kept on loving YOU still.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the reason why I am sharing this Story is because Letting YOU know still.. that I love YOU.. that it is because I kept on thinking of YOU and I would miss YOU most times.. and Only this SWORD helped me to keep me alive this very Day.. losing YOU and knowing that YOU.. MAH MAH was so far.. but I had One set in mind.. that I only needed to have and held this Real Sword.. Once My hand gets to it and my Hand can hold this Sword.. I believe loving YOU and Letting YOU know how much I do love YOU will come sooner.. that I be closer to let YOU MORE as the time keeps ON going.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. can YOU please Look at this Sword I am holding.. it is the Sword that I never thought that I can have.. but it is a real Sword Now that I am holding into my Hand.. and It meant to always Fight and to Protect YOU MAH MAH.. for this People and for this Nation when danger comes around.. when the enemies attack.. it is this Sword who is going to help YOU to rebuild this Nation to be in its right Place.. and I would see YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the QUEEN.. as YOU would walk closer and YOU STOP.. my hands both holding the Side of the Sword and arms lift up and I see your hands grabbing and holding into your Hands.. it is because of this I am allowed to get into the Camp.. into the training camp because without this Sword.. the real Sword.. I know that I would NOT be here today letting YOU Know how much YOU means to me and that YOU are the Love of my Life.. that I love YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am letting YOU know because.. My Heart truly Loves YOU this Much.. loves YOU this Far.. that NOW you can see How much and How far I came because I never stopped Loving YOU and kept on dreaming of getting Closer to YOU.. I just wanted to say to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. thank YOU for Opening the Gates and receiving the Letter.. the Official seal stamped by the Teacher.. the OLDER MAN to help me get inside to the CAMP.. I know my Words can't express enough.. my Words are Never enough but I started from the Poorest Place.. who had NO DREAMS at ALL.. I came from where People just can't have dreams at ALL.. but just be ready to Die.. and I would ask myself why even be born if there is NOTHING MORE to Life than to wait to Die doing Nothing.. and having Nothing.. and It really crushed my Heart when I only saw that at the Garden.. that is why I wanted to flee for a Long time.. to a Better place to have a Better chance to see a Better future.. that is when I met YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. when YOU were sitting on the Horse.. and Your Father.. PEH HA.. the KING.. who was walking on bare Feet.. pulling on the strings of the Horse.. when my Father FELL before the King.. PEH HA.. and I heard him say PEH HA.. I knew that YOU were his Daughter.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. who can give a chance to better Life.. better Place and a Better Future to Fight and to protect for YOUR NATION.. and seeing How Big your Heart really is.. I knew that Only way is to Go to YOU.. GO to the camp with the Real Sword is the Only way I can enter the Training camp for the Training Ground.. and I want to say NOW as my QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. thank YOU for accepting Me and allowing me to enter this Camp.. Now do YOU see that Sword in your hands.. I had to fight to get that sword into my Hands and Now.. I am holding that Sword just to Protect YOU and to say that I really Love YOU.. that I do Love YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. YOU know that I love YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please let my Words hits Your Heart that I wants to make it clear.. that I love YOU.. I am kneeling before You.. two knees are down with my arm stretch forward.. my Head looking at the ground.. I just cannot believe that YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. which I was sitting in the prison.. waiting for the day for me to die.. waiting for the death sentence.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH giving me another chance.. and I see you.. MY QUEEN.. wearing the White dress with the Big KING QUEEN Crown on top of your Head.. behind you is the Master Black Smith.. who was making my Sword sharper and stronger for the War.. and He is walking and He falls before YOU.. two knees are down.. Head looking to the ground.. hands holding the Sheath of the Sword.. hands UP.. arms raised UP and I see YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH turning around to LOOK at the Master Black Smith.. I hear shouting behind me.. and is this real HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you are giving me back my Position.. are you really letting me enter the War.. and as I turn back my head to LOOK back.. the Seven Friends of Mine.. they are standing there with Tears in the eyes and I turn my Head to look at YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MAH MAH.. and My Head looks on the ground.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. YOU know that I deserve the death penalty and I was ready to DIE.. even if I can't enter the war.. the battle ground and If I was sure to Die for this Nation this WAY.. I still of been the Most Happiest Man.. happiest person that I get to serve and be right CLOSE to you as I am.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. has allowed me to be at the service.. even it was YOU who allowed me to come into the training Camp.. into the Training ground to practice More.. I remember YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. when I was practicing at the Military Arts and I showed YOU the Official Seal.. and YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you could of rejected me at the Door of the entrance of the gates.. I remember One Night.. sleeping in the tent with the Recruits.. and they were as New as I was.. I saw YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. sitting on the Horse.. and with the TOP CHIEF OFFICIALS.. and I walked out of the tent.. just to see the New Morning of the day.. I saw one of the Men.. who were the Highest Chief standing and He comes to me.. and gave me a Key.. I had no idea what this was all about but the COMMANDING OFFICIAL in the highest position at that time looks at me.. if I go with this Key.. it is where the BOOKS are located and has many studies of the military Arts that I can look at.. it be enough once I read all of the Books there.. I be able to Protect and to defend HWANG WOO MAH MAH and I saw him leaving me and walking to YOU.. I just can't believe that YOU gave me this One key.. and I knew I had to check it Out.. and has to start looking into these BOOKS.. to study and to learn.. to train and practice the Military Arts.. My HOPE and DREAMS is to bring this NATION to you so that YOU CAN RULE over and be at the Head over.. and I knew.. if I did NOT do this NOW.. I believe some one else can do it before Me who has Power and has family line connection to your Father.. the KING.. PEH HA.. as I watched YOU sitting on the Horse I see the Horse turning around leaving the Training camp where I was in the Tent as the New Recruit.. I remember early in the Morning.. I would get UP.. the HIGHEST CHIEF officer gave me this paper Map.. so that I can enter the DOOR.. with this NAME BADGE only to go into the BOOK keeping Place.. I went into the Door into the room.. thousands of BOOKS all over the Place only for the Military Arts.. I remembering having the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. and I would unfold to LOOK at you in this Picture.. I started to cry.. I just could Not believe that YOU are giving me this Kind of chance that can change My Life for ever and I was NOT going to waste no time trying
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MAH MAH.. I would look at the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU and I would say.. How can a Low Born person like me ever learn like this.. How can I ever thank YOU for this KIND of chance.. I had No idea there would be knowledge for the Military Arts but I would Keep dreaming that I needs to always fight ON your Behalf.. I had to see something greater because I came from the Garden.. there was NO Learning at the Garden.. NO HIGHER education.. where I can grow.. I needed to grow More and as I be looking around this ROOM filled with BOOKS everywhere.. I just could NOT stop.. opening ONE BOOK and I would cry flipping page to page reading and looking at the pictures of hand movements of Arts.. the MILITARY ARTS.. even though I may be very small as a Person.. I know that I want to do bigger and greater things to help YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH to accomplish YOUR PLACE as the TOP HEAD over the Kingdom.. the NATION you will rule.. with this KIND OF help.. I would be looking at your Picture.. the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. and I would say.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I see how Big your Heart really Is.. I see that YOU Have a BIG HEART.. Not even a person like me can think of this.. who would ever help a LOW BORN like Me.. NO ONE cares about me but I see that YOU DO and I would start weeping Loud as I be looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. I remember grabbing One Book.. leaving the ROOM and locking the Door and walking to the training Camp.. to the training Ground.. in the morning practicing with the New Recruits and at Night.. I would be looking at the BOOK reading and studying the Military Arts.. I would LOOK at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU and say.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. ONE day YOU will see that this Key that YOU gave me.. It was NOT a waste of Your time of giving the key to the person.. because I am going to do what is right to HELP to rebuild YOUR NATION.. as I am Looking at the Ground and thinking about when I first came to the training Camp.. and started to practice on the training Ground.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I would return back to that ROOM where the BOOKS were and I would start to read Another Book after I finished the Previous One I had in my Hand.. I knew that It was the starting point for this NATION to become.. without the Knowledge and understanding.. without the Learning I believe that I would of been just Another Recruit who never had anything More to give.. but when I saw YOUR HEART HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I knew that YOU.. MY QUEEN.. YOU are going to do greater things.. I believe that I am NOTHING.. I came from the Most POOREST PLACE.. who would ever thought that I can do anything.. but when I saw that YOU HAVE received the OFFICIAL SEAL.. and gave me the key to enter the ROOM to have BOOKS.. my Heart of loving YOU grew so Large.. because I knew I was at NO MATCH.. there are these royal PRINCES.. from different kingdoms who would Love to make you their WIVES.. WHEN YOU received the Flower.. the rare flower that was at the Garden which My Mother gave to my Father before her passing.. telling me to give this Flower to the ONE WHO I truly Love and when I saw YOU receiving it even though I knew it had NOT much of meaning at that time.. for Me it means the World to Me.. I cried watching you taking that Flower because it came from my MOTHER giving it to me.. I never saw my Mother and I know it mean something when she gave it to me through my Father.. when I saw that.. even though it may not be much to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I knew I wanted to change to be the Strongest and smartest for YOU.. YOU ARE the QUEEN of the NATION.. I wanted to be the best I can Be for YOU.. just to protect and to defend is all I wanted to give YOU.. but that is the HEART I always have for YOU.. and I started the Process.. NOW I am here.. even with much BOOKS of reading and learning.. knowing and understanding.. I begin to see that I wanted to be More closer to YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. to be the right MAN for the MILITARY ARTS as the warrior who can protect YOU and this NATION for ever.. and I would hear the Seven friends of Mine.. they all came running and Kneeled.. two knees goes DOWN.. arms stretched forward and the Heads all looks on the Ground.. and the 1st Top General with His seven Men and the 2nd TOP General.. with his Seven Men.. all goes Down.. kneels before YOU.. two knees hit the floor.. arms stretched forward and Heads all Looks on the ground.. My QUEEN.. I see you holding the Sheath of the Sword from the Master Black Smith and I see you turn and I raise UP my arms and you laid if down on my hands.. I can't believe I am having this SWORD BACK.. YOU have helped me to get me where I am At.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would put my arms down and my Hand grabs the end of the SWORD and I pull it Out of the sheath and LOOKING at the BLADE.. it shines through.. I put the Sheath down and raise UP the Right ARM hand holding the Sword.. closing Both Eyes.. I would shout Hard.. MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I head all of the MEN behind me raising UP their VOICES.. pulling Out their Swords with the RIGHT ARMS HOLDING the SWORDS.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN.. and I would raise UP MY VOICE HIGHER.. MAN SAE TO HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I hear all of the MEN BEHIND ME SHOUTING OUT LOUDER MORE after hearing the story I shared to THEM.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN and I would be in tears crying.. MY HEART is truly Moved and touched by your kindness to me and I shout LOUDER MORE.. MAN SAE TO HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN.. and the MEN BEHIND ME SHOUTS OUT LOUDER MORE.. MAN SAE TO HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN and all of us are in tears crying.. and I put the sword down on the ground.. thinking about the key.. thinking about reading the pages of the BOOK when I had NO CHANCE to do so.. I am thinking about YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. sitting on the Horse as I would watch the Highest CHIEF COMMANDING OFFICER returning back to YOU after giving me the Key to enter that ROOM full of BOOKS.. and I just can't stop thinking that DAY.. waiting in the Line with all the new MEN wanting to join the military arts.. and when I came to the entrance.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is standing with the Guard sitting on the table and I gave you and show you the Official Seal and YOU looked at me.. the Guard tells me to leave but YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH lets me in with my friend.. and I just can't stop thinking about those days of the beginning because I just had to be with YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I never stopped dreaming of the day that we would meet again.. I have looked UP at the MOON.. days walking alone thinking about when can I see YOU again.. that I needed to be close to YOU that I needed to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I would be looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. I had many nights and weeks.. days and months and years to practice telling it that I love YOU.. I would say it to the Art sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. but.. I know that YOU do Not know it that I do.. even though I may be able to say it to the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. after a time.. I would feel so Sad because I want YOU to hear it and for YOU to know it.. what good is it if I say it thousand times or millions of times to the ART SKETCH PAPER.. the Drawing picture of YOU but never be able to say it to YOU In Person MAH MAH.. and I knew I had to say it before I die one day.. does NOT matter If I die by the sword that day I say it to YOU because at least YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH will know it before I am gone.. I would sit and LOOK at the Art sketch Paper.. Nights pulling to look at the Picture of YOU.. I would say it to the Picture of YOU.. MAH MAH I LOVE YOU.. WHY CAN'T you hear Me.. MAH MAH.. do YOU hear my words telling you that I love YOU.. can YOU Hear me.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love you.. put the blade of the sword on my neck.. Let me say it to YOU ONCE.. before I die.. and I had to get to YOU even if I died in the road traveling to YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. but one thing about loving YOU is this.. that I am NOT afraid to Die because of loving YOU.. when YOU are always prepared to die.. and YOU KNOW that ONE DAY YOU WILL.. you don't be scared any more.. but when YOU start to love.. the way I do Love YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. dying becomes something you are ready to give because that Is HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. the day I do die.. at least YOU WILL remember that there was a PERSON of the Least.. the smallest person you have known who never stopped Loving YOU because even then I never stopped LOVING YOU.. even this very day My Heart of loving YOU is still the same but Stronger.. I have become more stronger Loving YOU.. I had to face many storms just to get to YOU and still facing.. but.. I love YOU.. NO MATTER what comes in the way.. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. MY QUEEN.. I LOVE YOU.. and I would lift UP my Head.. LOOKING at YOU standing before YOU with tears in my eyes.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I LOVE YOU.. MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I LOVE YOU.. HOO RAY TO MY QUEEN.. I LOVE YOU.. and my arm stretches out forward and My Head looks at the ground.. I am looking at the Sun rising.. and I am standing next to YOU.. MAH MAH.. why are you crying.. and I am looking at you holding
@kururu_lmh3 күн бұрын
Gue lipet juga nih duniaaaa
@RaviParcha-z7t3 күн бұрын
Good beauty🎉❤
@concernfilipinocitizen58fi413 күн бұрын
kept smiling here, I wish to see them having/doing "more romantic" scenes
@KeepinItRealAllDay3 күн бұрын
其实咬字有点奇怪
@Kim_Djennah4 күн бұрын
안녕하세요 시지 님, 슈퍼 세일즈맨 시즌 3은 언제 출시되나요?
@damianalbertomontiygonzale60014 күн бұрын
❤❤❤❤😂😂😂😂😂
@SaSSy_MiSen4 күн бұрын
Sejeongah❤
@세세세s4 күн бұрын
노래 아무도 모르는것같은데ㅇㅈ
@elisadeleon21154 күн бұрын
KIM SEJEONG. TALENTED. PRETTY. SMART. HUMBLE. QUEEN. HAPPY PILL. HUMAN VITAMIN. DRIVING FORCE. PROUD FAN HERE. BREWING LOVE. BEAUTIFUL SERIES.
@hjm-e1l4 күн бұрын
오늘도 생각나서 또 들렀어요 노래 많이~많이 불러주세요🥰
@QueenMpofu-j4p5 күн бұрын
At the ending it looks like ready or not the American movie
@kimssje5 күн бұрын
new clean version please
@DivyaSharma-ob8qs5 күн бұрын
Hi I am your big fan love from India and I have been watched your almost all k dramas and songs 😊😊😊 please give me a comment😊😊 I will be Happy 😊😊🇮🇳🇯🇵
@kazebaa6 күн бұрын
Looove this song! Incredible!
@bangtanparty6 күн бұрын
She's literally her
@S-to-the-C-to-the-S6 күн бұрын
Like the cast in the show I am constantly thinking "WOW she is sooooo cool" 😳🤩!!!
@OneChu.6 күн бұрын
❤
@아현TV03156 күн бұрын
혹시 제가 수능을 볼때에도 이거 해주실건가요?
@XL_KENZO6 күн бұрын
love from India ❤
@aleksandrdergachev17347 күн бұрын
You are certainly a hard worker. I saw that only for a moment you allow yourself to relax and dive headlong into work. Behind the apparent simplicity and ease hides a professional, you are great! ❤
@aleksandrdergachev17347 күн бұрын
❤😂😅
@sleepy_koya7 күн бұрын
Samantha and Rachel😂😂
@user-dooenwz7 күн бұрын
프듀때 처음 보자마자 정은지랑 너무 비슷한 사람이라 자동으로 끌렸는데 아직까지도 김세정 노래하는 목소리만 들으면 괜히 뭉클해지고 항상 감동을 주는 것 같음 사실 그냥 노래하는 모습마저 멋있고 얼굴까지 예뻐서 더 헤어나오질 못함..
@fdhjjhbg75237 күн бұрын
Wow what a golden voice 💖💖
@DrMarvelBruceLQ7 күн бұрын
Buen video preciosa
@djd8fkwwo7 күн бұрын
세정아 이런 곡이 김세정 장르야.. 제일 잘하는 장르로 곡 좀 내줘ㅠ 배우로도 좋지만 난 항상 가수 김세정을 기다려