also when you said "i love you" that hit the hardest, i just felt something strike me and made me cry with happy/thankful tears

It’s easier to help others than myself. I’ve made a series of cascading mistakes and lost soo many important people. You’re right that self love works better when you’re loved and get stronger by others.

I’m not relationship ready in that I’ve got a lot mentally to repair or work around. I had a relationship and it felt incredible to have someone who was just *there*. There was that inherent level of care and connection. You’re incredible for providing connection. A medicine, salve that can help provide the social and emotional support while I heal and improve. Thank you for helping to give me a bit of faith in my future. Thank you for the forth wall break and being as honest and caring given a one way medium 🥺🥺💛🧡💛

You're welcome and happy holidays!

@@CelestiAudials Same to you :)

I’m so sorry about that! I created this with the intention of it being inclusive for everyone, but since it was improvised, I think my awareness of most of my audience being men (based on my analytics) unintentionally influenced my recording process without me realizing it. Anyways, thank you for letting me know! I'm slowly getting the hang of this and truly appreciate your feedback :)

​@@CelestiAudialsahaha it's alright! I probably also noticed because I do the same thing when I write. Being lesbian I have a tendency of imagining my stories as F4F, I try to be as inclusive as possible and do A4A. But sometimes I get carried away and don't pay attention to eveything 😅 Good luck with everything and remember to have fun!

Though I’m not on the spectrum and am not affected by Aspergers, many people can relate to you. Just remember to never give up and you’re totally capable of achieving whatever you want in this life! You got this my guy, carpe diem!

Hi, I'm touched to read this! I'm so glad it made you feel better, even if it was just for a moment, and I hope you know how strong you are for making it through every day. Sending you so much strength, and I'll always be here with content to support you and my other viewers in any way I can :)

​@@CelestiAudials thank you for your support I just feel so dead inside and this just relaxes me into a deep form of meditation. I hope you keep making more like these.

you got this man, hope everything works out, tomorrows another day and an amazing thing to strive for. GL hope you all the best.🫂

Something that someone who also struggled with those same self deprecating thoughts, and some suicidal ones i learned something recently, as i Christian myself, before converting i used to thing that i was the issues, that the reality that i was facing was because of me, and that the output of my life, the things i was going through, were mine and mine only to resolve Now i see the Love of the Father, now i know those voices in my head were satan, trying to decieve me "Oh i cant, i went through this and this and that, and i´ve done this, and this is what people think of me" Those were words the used to come into my head whenever i felt like going for something that will lift me up basically drowning in my own head, but then my voice was hear, and a hand came to me from abvove those waters and then took me up and as i was in a mix of fear and, tbh some axiety, i found peace, i found the PRINCE of peace i found the Love God has for me, and how it was manifesed on his son Friend i dont know your exact situation and i wish i could be with you adn talk to you personally but for now at least, i can only tell you this -IT, Isnt your fault - There IS a hope to cling to -YOU are LOVED, by someone abvove all things and people .Your tears WILL be wiped away -You WILL find a purpose, and a comunity to support you, and that will endure alongside you, any trial you face I love you and im sorry youre going through the same that i went through God bless you

Go outside and breathe the air, my brother. It make you feel better. 👍

You're welcome! Glad you enjoyed it!

Congratulations! I hope your business is flourishing :)

Congrats on earning your GED!

Noted! I will say that I make sure to only use secondary AI art that I find on Pinterest or online rather than creating any myself (though I admit that I am inadvertently contributing to the problem by just engaging with their content). Like I said in the description, I hope to work regularly with an artist at some point, I just don’t have the funds to pay one what they’d deserve right now. What money I do have set aside for this channel is currently going toward an Adobe subscription. As much as I don’t love using AI art, it’s arguably more appealing than stick figures. Thank you for your comment though! If you have any suggestions for artists I should work with or reach out to for permission to use their work in my content, please feel free to let me know :)

:) Thank you! It means a lot to have your support <3