been feeling this way since around 4 years now, maybe more, and it just gets worse, i can't ever really feel like i'm here or i was ever anywhere, it feels like i'm just existing but not even that, i hate not remembering where i went hours prior, or days, even if they were fun events, or just a regular errand, even when traumatic stuff happens it kinda just goes blank in my mind atp from how normalized it is, idk what to do or how to help myself get out of the situation i'm in

Who else is crying themselves to sleep because i know i am 😭😭😭

I miss my mom. Thanks this helped me

I just learned enough stress on the mind, can speed up the aging process of the brain, leading to all sorts of bad diseases to occur, not only that but it may possibly explain why I have the insight and wisdom no teenager should have…

i have no friends i stopped going to school bc of bullying and mental health and im just numb i dont feel anything. the first song is the quietest my mind has been for a long time. im always overthing, my paranoya steps in and makes it 10xs worse. everything about life is horrible i just want it to stop. i want to be normal, be able to go outside without thinking terrible thoughts, i want to have fun with friends playing, messing about and everything. nothings gonna help the fact i know my teenage years are fucked up.

Not me watching this while smoking and zoning out

Coming here after the election feels like a drowning in a void of despair

I’m in a box. I must escape this box. I know that because the voices sitting on top of my box are saying so. I must lean to grow out of and be more than my box. To think outside of this box. But it is a box and I am a girl. I was a girl. Now I don’t know what I am, but it feels like a jar of fireflies, a bunch of tiny sparks that are each their own little thing. But I am still a kid. Just a girl, just a boy, just a kid. Just like this box, I’ve never outgrown the sweet-sick feeling of summer and laughter and group projects. But now I’m alone in this box and I’m being scolded for it. They shoved me into this box and all the while reprimanded me for being put in it. I’ve found a tunnel! It appeared so suddenly and I’m sure it will vanish just as fast, but I can see my warm and cozy bed on the other side and maybe when I get out of this box, they will reward me and applaud my efforts. I am back in the box. I had escaped the box, just as they asked, but when I came out of the tunnel they looked at me with thunder in their eyes and told me to go back. They said that it was too easy and that if I ever get stuck in another box, there won’t be any tunnels there. I didn’t know that, but I guess I will keep trying. The tunnel is still smiling at me over there, but I can’t see my bed on the other end. I did it! I finally made a hole in the box! It is a tiny one, only big enough to peep through with one eye, but I did something! I can see people outside of my box. Busy people, who all seem to be moving about and laughing with each other. They don’t laugh like popsicles in summertime, they laugh like something I’ve never heard before. I can only tell it is a laugh because their faces scrunch and their lips part into grins. It does not feel like a laugh, but I suppose they’re trying. I try to peer up at the voices that sit atop my box, but still I only hear them. They think it’s taking me too long. It has been a long time. There are even people my age outside of my box, surely finished emerging from their own. I hope I can talk to them one day. I hope I don’t take too long. I found another tunnel! This one is bigger than the last, but it seems less inviting. It tells me to take a look. What’s the harm in just taking one little look? The voices on top say that this one is really a shortcut, one that I’ll be allowed to have if I ever find myself in a different box. How useful! The tunnel leads to a labyrinth. This is no shortcut. It twists and turns and I never get any instruction on which direction I need to go. The voices are telling me to walk straight through, the path is easy, but the path diverges into seven different ones and I do not know how to find the route I need. The voices are right, I don’t want to be the last one in a box. If I just push a little harder, this should rip… Got it! I’m free from the box! I got out! All by myself! Now I can talk to everyone! Hey, everybody, I got out of my box! There is a glass wall around my box. I can see the people, but I’m still not with them. I thought I’d be able to talk to the people when I got out. The voices never said that did they… they only told me what to do, that I had to get out of the box. I’m out of the box now. I’m still in a box. Somehow, this one is worse, because it is not mine.

Thinking about the mistakes ive made..

I’m crying… I’m here wheeping because of my life. When there’s people who don’t wake up with parents. They don’t wake up in a nice bed. They don’t have an option of juice or water like I do. They don’t even have an option of water…

adults tell us "It only gets worse from here, enjoy your happyness while you can" I say Im just depressed with taxxes when Im older, my cousin wants to grow up tho...

its 3:20am lol ;D

When your mind won’t stop racing, and this playlist is the only comfort.

This is the soundtrack to my late-night existential crisis. 🎶

I exist,i'm here.

I like this playlist, Reminds me of those days when I felt like a ghost in my own life, surrounded by people but never truly seen. The pain was so deep, it became a part of me. No matter how loud I screamed inside, all I got was silence.

theirs a reason this shi is stuck in da playlist

Please I really WANT you to feel better 😊 read this and let me be your hope ♥️ Your feelings are shared with every person in the world, everyone is hurt in their way, everyone can relate to anyone in some way. And think that, Living is always worth, is not the worst or the best thing that can happen to you, it is the only THING that CAN happen to you. Traverse this jungle and know that everything is there to make you stronger. You are strong, I know it, keep going.

Please I really WANT you to feel better 😊 read this and let me be your hope ♥️ Your feelings are shared with every person in the world, everyone is hurt in their way, everyone can relate to anyone in some way. And think that, Living is always worth, is not the worst or the best thing that can happen to you, it is the only THING that CAN happen to you. Traverse this jungle and know that everything is there to make you stronger. You are strong, I know it, keep going.

that time between two and three am feels.... surreal. that's why it's my favourite part of the night.

hi depressed teenagers

Don't know If anyone cares or knows what I'm talking about but a game I love that has a sad ending called bugsnax is what this reminds me of

When your mom say's that she will not be always whit you but im puting end to my life good bye

Are you ok?

3:00 am. 10/14/24 no one will notice if i went missing .. right?

Im a 15 year old that goes to highschool working my ass off. Just to do bad in my grades. What makes me more anxious is having to show my own father my report card. Though he only wants me to atleast pass it still pains me because my dad works his hardest to pay for my school.. and here i am. Being an absolute failure to him.. Why must such pain and anxiety exist in this world?.. the pain, anxiety, stress, sadness and depression.. it hurts. Sometimes i wish to just end it at this point. Having to wake up in the morning and have your own friends and family ask you. "Are you alright?" Or "Are you doing good?". Only for me to answer "yeah im alright" because what is the point in men asking for help and show their true feelings? We're suppose to be a man and man up right?

Time waits for no one. It's so cruel.

19:44. Fuck!! 😩 I really love this part

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. Your story is not over yet. 2. You are unique, and no one else can be you. 3. There are people who love you, even if it feels like there aren’t. 4. You haven’t discovered all of your potential yet. 5. There are new experiences waiting for you. 6. You might help someone else with your story. 7. Nature is beautiful, and you deserve to witness it. 8. Healing is possible, even when it feels impossible. 9. There are moments of joy still ahead of you. 10. You are stronger than you think. 11. You matter, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now. 12. Tomorrow could be a better day. 13. Someone is looking up to you, even if you don’t realize it. 14. You are capable of growth and change. 15. You deserve to be kind to yourself. 16. There is art, music, and literature you haven’t discovered yet. 17. You have a purpose, even if it’s not clear right now. 18. You are irreplaceable to someone. 19. The world needs your unique perspective. 20. There are places you haven’t visited yet. 21. You can make someone smile tomorrow. 22. You deserve to give yourself a chance to heal. 23. Pain is temporary, even though it feels endless. 24. Life has unexpected surprises. 25. Someone would miss you more than you know. 26. You have overcome challenges before. 27. Your future self deserves a chance to be happy. 28. The sky can still fill you with wonder. 29. You have talents and gifts to share. 30. The world is a better place with you in it. 31. You are allowed to take small steps toward feeling better. 32. There are pets or animals that need your love. 33. You have the power to inspire someone else. 34. Your smile can brighten someone’s day. 35. Life’s imperfections make it beautiful. 36. You have untold strength within you. 37. Someone out there is rooting for you. 38. There are future friends you haven’t met yet. 39. Every day is a new chance to start over. 40. You haven’t laughed your hardest laugh yet. 41. The world needs more kindness, and you can contribute to it. 42. You have the ability to create positive change. 43. Your voice deserves to be heard. 44. You have people who care about you, even if it feels hidden. 45. You haven’t experienced every season yet. 46. There are moments of peace ahead. 47. You are deserving of love and understanding. 48. You have so much to teach others. 49. You can learn to love yourself. 50. Someone would be devastated without you. 51. You are worthy of happiness. 52. There are beautiful sunsets and sunrises left to see. 53. You have overcome tough times before. 54. You have dreams worth pursuing. 55. There is help available for you. 56. You are a part of something bigger than yourself. 57. You have a future that hasn’t been written yet. 58. You have people willing to listen. 59. You haven’t achieved all your goals yet. 60. You can grow into a person you’re proud of. 61. You have more love to give. 62. You are important. 63. Someone is grateful for you, even if they haven’t told you. 64. You will feel joy again. 65. The night is darkest just before the dawn. 66. You can create something beautiful. 67. You can still discover new passions. 68. You can turn your pain into strength. 69. Your presence makes a difference in the world. 70. You are capable of making positive impacts. 71. You haven’t met everyone who could love you. 72. There is more to explore in life. 73. You can change someone’s life for the better. 74. You are deserving of kindness and care. 75. You haven’t heard all the beautiful music in the world yet. 76. Your existence has meaning. 77. You can make a stranger’s day with a smile. 78. Your life is a gift, even if it feels heavy. 79. There are people who understand your pain. 80. You have survived 100% of your bad days so far. 81. You can learn to cope with your struggles. 82. You deserve to see what tomorrow brings. 83. You are a masterpiece in progress. 84. You have courage others admire. 85. You are worthy of compassion. 86. You can find support and healing. 87. Your dreams can still come true. 88. The world isn’t the same without you. 89. You have a purpose, even if you don’t see it yet. 90. You will grow stronger from your pain. 91. You can inspire others with your resilience. 92. Your life has value beyond measure. 93. You deserve to find peace within yourself. 94. You haven’t tried everything to feel better yet. 95. You can be the light in someone’s darkness. 96. There is more laughter to share with others. 97. You are loved, even when it feels invisible. 98. The world needs your kindness. 99. There are people who want to help you through this. 100. You are enough, just as you are. Please reach out to someone who can support you through this difficult time. You're not alone.

Reach out to someone in need. Your kindness can brighten their day and bring joy to yours as well. In this challenging world, even a small act of compassion can make a big difference. To anyone reading this, never give up hope.

Life’s boring and sad,the only things that r keeping me sane are my besties,mom,art lessons,music and my online mother.

i wanna cry but can't...lol

İt is 3:25 am and i am doing my chemistry homework...

Lol i thought this would be upbeat/ romance😂😂 Also im sorry for yall in these comments strugglin😕

Sometimes at random i feel like this is a dream but as soon as i realize its like i suddeny l am bring jolted awake or someone is trying to wake me up but cant. Usually when this happens i also then remember im gonna die oneday and that maybe there truly is nothing after death and you just stop BEING entirely and then i get headaches :( the human mind is an odd thing but so is living, everything is just so odd depending on how you look at it.

Brook Road

Gottlieb Meadows

TOO MANY TEETH IN MY MOUTH RN

Im realizing my life was wasted away by my own doing sitting around and watching people have fun or meeting new people

Song ?

I don’t understand why I’m here I’m only 11 but yet I’m sad so sad I’m here when I look at my class mates which are the only people I know who are my age they look so happy but Im not I feel like I skipped childhood and I’m just an adult that goes to school I want to not feel sad I want to look back on my childhood when I’m older and say “what good times” adults always say cherish your youth or whatever but if this is how my young days are I just want to skip them

A few months ago I met a boy and even though we don't talk anymore I love you so much

Don’t know who this will help, but My mother always said, “don’t ever listen to the Music that makes you Feel deeper in your worry and sorrow, Cause that’ll start an addiction, and we have a lot of music straight from the devils more nowadays. But the music that makes you feel relief, process's what’s happening up there, Listen too it, a listen well” -mama Frequency plays a huge role in our daily lives, so does energy. Choose the frequency that’s best for your body. Positive…

I lose my best friend she was think im dumb i lost my good body i become fat i lose trust i lose everything no one going to be my friend im alone all alone and you are alone too

Balistreri Light

I'm sitting in a tree listening to this and it is like my new therapy. CALL ME CRAZY BUT you guys should go find a tree, sit in it, hug it, sit under it, WHATEVER, but go be by a tree for a while. It makes you feel better.

Damn the camera looked so old and glitchy I remember when Tablets didn’t exist…..

I haven’t journaled in two days, the days are sorta blurring together and it’s getting hard to eat. Idk why, but every time i look at food it just looks disgusting, i don’t even wanna touch it. Everything’s a hassle, everything pushes me to the edge a little more and idk what to do.

I turned 18 few days ago and i rlly dont know what is happening. When did it all go. Those few days after 18th are full of chaos and consternation. Sitting here and thinking bout future, problems, things that make me happy, life... its something different.

Had me rethinking about my entire life lol