Ugh...my mother ruined my life with all this stuff

Truth

I’m a bit confused cause I’m diagnosed with autism and highly suspect I have adhd also, but I feel there baso just the same thing, but any way I go through phases every month or 2 where I may feel pretty happy and on top of the world for a week but then rest of the month I feel like a crap and struggle to do anything, feel constantly exhausted, struggle to communicate with others, I just can’t put my finger on it.

Honestly sometimes people do purposely do that to mess with your head

I've come to the conclusion that the hardest thing to do is admitting a delusion you believe in isn't true.

This sounds a great deal like my husband. He works hard and I truly appreciate it and do tell and show him of my appreciation. He comes home, watches KZbin videos until bedtime. He doesn't eat with me but would rather eat with his face buried in his computer. He does nothing around the house except mow the grass and take the garbage out. He walks right by the trash and pays no attention to it being full and overflowing. I have to ask him to take care of it. On the days he has off from work he either sleeps the entire weekend or has his face buried in KZbin. I buy him nice gifts for his birthday and Christmas, things he needs or wants, he gets me nothing. We do not have conversations and if I attempt a conversation, he cuts me off and talks over me if he acknowledges that I spoke at all. I take care of him when he's sick or after surgery but he flat out refuses to take care of me in those situations. I am currently not working so he gives me money to pay water, sewer, cable and phone and buy groceries. Why he has me pay them I don't know since it would be easier for him to do it than transfer money to me and have me do it. I am not on his checking account so he has full control of all the money. Sex is mostly about him, i give a lot more than I get. I like making him feel good, loved, wanted, cherished, masculine. He does not return the favor. I have tried initiated and voiced my wanted in a loving way but I've been turned down so many times I have stopped initiating. I am very good to him and he has said many times that I take excellent care of him. We are in our 60's, married 4 years. I'm not sure how much more neglect I can take. I feel used, neglected and unwanted (unless he wants sex) I send him messages but he rarely reads them. I did tell him that it might be important, an emergency, I could be stranded or in a ditch somewhere. His only reply was that a State Trooper would come let him know. Talk about breaking my heart!!! My feelings are that I'm just the maid, the cook, the laundress, the errand runner. One of my very observant grown children has even voiced to me how upset they are that it seems my only value here is maid services. I truly love my husband and would love to be an equal partner in this marriage but the light of hope is growing dimmer and dimmer. Yes I have tried to talk to him about this and gotten nowhere for longer than a day or two. I highly doubt he would go to counseling with me. Thanks for letting me vent. Meanwhile, I'll keep praying for a miracle.

Impressive content, eCare Behavioral Health Institute. Eager to see your next upload from you. I shattered that thumbs up button on your video. Keep up the fantastic work. Your insights into the financial and social costs of substance misuse are eye-opening. How do you think public policies could better support harm reduction strategies to address these escalating overdose rates?

This makes me happy for people to understand this. Thank you

How to heal ? I shut down my feelings

Came looking for healing suggestion, found explanation for why heal

How do I get you as an advisor, as my doctor? I'm serious because I'm getting nowhere with my psychologist and ketamine.. and I'm in a freeze state... I am in a dangerous position and I'm trying not to be scared and I'm watching KZbin videos on ADHD and complex trauma doing the exercises and I'm just getting more and more behind to the point that if I if something doesn't happen soon I will be buzzard bait... I saw no other comments as of yet I have notifications on and have subscribed I'll be looking to see if you can help😮🎉 I don't want to just whine to people about my problems I want to be able to get a grip get rid of them

What a load of rubbish. The way you deal with your trauma is how you rank as a human being. Trauma is life, and what you do to get over the trauma will see what sort of person. Not getting over trauma, you end up a victim, and having that mindset will drag you down to where your mental health is off the scale

Very interesting

An adult who is still an innocent orphaned child inside looking for love, comfort and safety.

How do i heal ? I got Cptsd with Fatigue , brainfog, pain etc

What if we stopped traumatising each other and start loving people instead? ❤

I agree After years of therapy and recovery I wouldn’t start trauma work until a good 6 months into sobriety Many will say 12 months I’m impatient

You cannot help those who refuse to be helped.

The adolescent brain is wired for aggression, pleasure seeking, impulsivity, and risk taking. Consistently seeking novelty. Not surprising. Don’t think about consequences - Parent needs to understand to not shame kids and parents have to be proactive in their lives Myelination starts in back of brain at brain stem (breathing), limbic (flight/fight/survivial) and goes forward, prefrontal cortex (most involved) is last which is where the executive functioning, judgement, analysis, problem solving , emotional control, empathy , etc 24 y/o - girls 26 y/o - boys

Bull

That's why close people describe me like this

I took a toke while watching, I disagree

It is 100% addictive

Just don't get pregnant xD

yes it can be used for harm reduction, for fuck sake, cannabis (what you should refer it as) is not even addicting, if others want to propagate themselves into doing harm onto their body, then that's their problem. there is no connection between cannabis being a leading cause of people being open to harmful and deadly drugs, that's why its medicinal and not deadly\addicting....

Love how he used google as his source

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I thought and have read that filters on cigarettes causes more Issues because of the chemicals in process of making filters,,,Cancer being number one

I would think inhaling any smoke would be causing respiratory issues, but people want to argue with it because they think any argument is the same as anti-marijuana

More toxins is bs, that’s false because they add crap to tobacco

Yeah, you’re stoned, so you forget stuff lol

Wrong so wrong

Well said. Need more

I’m only allergic to certain types of mushrooms but it seems to get worse over time so like a few months ago I could just make sure I didn’t eat mushroom pieces and even like one or 2 were manageable if it happened but now I can’t even have my pizza sliced because if they sliced mushrooms with that sliced I end up taking an ice bath lol but the mushrooms in my mom’s spaghetti and lasagna I do okay with still I just don’t want to be trippin+reaction 😅

Human beings are the most respehensible species on the planet.

Everybody loves Raymond shows the classic narcissistic family 😢

what do you call DMDD when one turns 18?

I have also used ayurveda enemas, coffee enemas, herbal enemas, and oil enemas for pain relief and pain management since 1995.

I don't do telemental health. I was told by a woman in hospital office, they cannot cross two state lines to come get you. I moved 3 state lines away from them. Where do I find this law in writing? Doctor's practicing without a license in the state I moved. Thanks.

Proper Treatment Plan: Build an underground fortress. -Secure -Ambient Temperature Year Round -Avoid Taxes and Laws -Find Cool Rocks

I agree. Why are u painting your nails at this age man? Unless u got a daughter doing it for u shit is weird.

Pedo

remember people not all states are the same and some times it takes more to get something done about it

100 percent wrong.

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Enjoy your psychosis

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Religion also makes a lot of people suicidal in the first place. Many parental figures and even figures in the church use religion to hold power over their kids or church members in the wrong ways. It’s crazy what you can do when you abuse somebodies belief, and it happens. Besides that religion tends to disagree with homosexuality, which puts a lot of people into crises’ of their own as it takes a lot to work through when you grow up with religion.

No matter who's doing the talk i'll stick to the « Temperance Movement » involving moral leaders who involved politicians, who involved policemen and friends, etc. The trigger was alcohol destroying families, which resulted in TWO failed reforms then a socio-toxic transfer to cannabis. In short it was a war-of-the-Sexes (over alchol) that prompted victorian-age anti-cannabis prohibitionism still in action today.

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