It's still tough to watch his videos w/o feeling sad. Actually I forget what happened, then those news come to mind again and scare me once again. I still can't believe it. I miss him so much. 💙✨️ Haruma was an amazing person. So lovely, beautiful, talented, kind, funny... Becoming his fan was amazing, and it changed my life. I love him. I hope he is hapyh wherever he is. And I hope he receives our love and good energy.