It’s important to show your energy and positive ways for listeners although your certain style is really pushy . Reading is like your performance , It’ll be much better if you calm down and lead will give us comfort at the same time you lead people easily . You know what I mean. Energetic & aggressiveness is different. I’m sure your reading = leading would be more elegant and guidance will give us relaxation too instead of sales lady with noise you have in yourself also. It’s your duality as I feel .. Good luck dear sis. Love, J.C.