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Thank you for sharing your perspective-it’s deeply appreciated. Let me take a moment to address this. Our use of language, such as referring to God as 'He,' is not an attempt to limit or define God. We understand and respect that God is beyond human constructs like gender or form. The use of 'He' is simply a traditional and widely understood way to convey spiritual concepts clearly and effectively to a broad audience. Language, by its nature, is imperfect and shaped by cultural and historical influences. Our intention is to communicate ideas in a way that resonates and feels accessible, not to impose a limited perception of the divine. Your comment is a beautiful reminder of the many profound ways people connect with God, and we’re grateful for voices like yours that inspire deeper reflection and inclusivity in our approach. There is so much depth and knowledge within this video and I hope the explanation above allows you to move past the language and into the philosophies.

I’m so glad this resonated with you! It sounds like your experiences have really connected with this message. I’d love to hear more-what part of your journey aligns with these ideas? Feel free to share, it might even inspire someone else here!

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Thank you so much for sharing this-it means a lot to hear that the video resonated with you and brought clarity into your life. Clarity is such a powerful step towards growth. Keep embracing that awareness as you move forward, and know that the answers you seek are always within you. I’m honored to be a part of your journey, and I can’t wait to connect again in our next session. Namaste 🙏:)

hi : That you for taking the time to watch and comment -it truly means a lot :). I’m glad the video provided clarity and aligned with your perspective-it’s a reminder of how interconnected we all are, even across time and space. Sometimes, the people who leave these “deep footprints” are part of our soul’s journey, nudging us toward growth, healing, or understanding. Keep reflecting, keep exploring these feelings. I’m so grateful to walk a little of this path with you. Let’s keep uncovering these mysteries together! :)

Hey bud :) I can tell this is weighing on you heavily, and I want you to know you’re not alone in feeling this way. When you describe this experience as being "under a spell," I hear the depth of your struggle-this invisible weight, this constant pull. It’s exhausting... But let me tell you something: you have more power in this situation than you realize. Here’s the thing: relationships, especially ones that have been emotionally complex or toxic, leave an energetic imprint on us. Your thoughts, your memories, your emotions-these are all tied to the energy you shared with her. And right now, that energy feels unresolved. It’s like your mind and heart are searching for closure, for an answer, for relief. Let’s take a moment to focus on you. The fact that you’re even aware of what’s happening-aware of her influence on your thoughts and emotions-is the first step toward breaking free from it. Awareness is your foundation, and from here, you can build something stronger. Now, let’s talk about what’s likely happening in your mind. The constant replay of thoughts, the feelings of frustration or longing, are your mind’s way of trying to “solve” what feels unresolved. But here’s the truth: you can’t change someone else’s behavior, and you can’t fix what’s already broken on their end. What you can do is start reclaiming your energy. Let’s try this together. I would like you to take a moment, close your eyes and take a deep breath. Picture yourself holding all the emotions you feel about her in your hands-hurt, anger, confusion, even love. Imagine these emotions are heavy, like a weight you’ve been carrying. Now, imagine setting that weight down, step by step. You’re not erasing it or forgetting it-you’re just giving yourself permission to put it down for now, so you can focus on your own strength and healing. The more you can visualize this happening in your mind the more feelings and emotions you can give it the better the results of this exercise. Really see yourself doing this..feel the burden coming off .. take a sigh of relief at the end that the burden id off .. smile that you were able to do this then be grateful of things around you now. The reality is, her actions and choices aren’t about you. Her inability to meet you where you needed her isn’t a reflection of your worth-it’s a reflection of where she is on her journey. And while that may feel unfair or painful, it’s a truth that can free you from blaming yourself or carrying this burden any longer. I want to leave you with something empowering: every time your mind goes back to her, use it as an opportunity to redirect your energy inward (after practicing redirecting a few times towards something positive it will become an automatic thing for your brain to do) Also Ask yourself: What do I need today? How can I nurture myself in this moment? Because, my friend, healing isn’t about forgetting-it’s about creating space for yourself to grow, to breathe, to move forward. And please know this: I’m here for you. You’re not in this alone. You’re stronger than this moment, and I believe in your ability to find peace. Let’s take it one step at a time. :)

Hello Lawanda :) Its good to hear from you again :) I hope you are doing well. Your path may have been difficult, but it’s clear that you’re someone who seeks truth, growth, and deeper understanding-even when life feels heavy. That alone is a rare and powerful quality. It’s easy to look at others and feel like their journey is easier, but your willingness to ask “why me?” and then to lean into understanding instead of bitterness speaks volumes about your character. You’re growing, evolving, and inspiring others in ways you might not even realize. Thank you for your kind blessings and for being such an engaged part of this community. It’s an honor to walk this path with you, to bring messages that resonate, and to witness your courage and transformation. May your cup overflow with strength, clarity, and peace today and always :)

Hi :) Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts! That belief truly is transformative-it’s like unlocking a door to a whole new way of seeing life. Once I embraced it myself, everything felt more aligned, and life became this beautiful mix of possibility and purpose. Keep holding onto that mindset because it’s such a powerful shift toward living fully and authentically. I’m so grateful to have you here as part of this journey-it means so much to see this resonate with you!

Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful prayer and perspective! It’s truly inspiring to see your faith and trust in divine timing and connection. Believing that anything is possible through Christ is such a powerful foundation, and it’s clear that your heart is guided by hope and love. Keep nurturing that faith and trust in the Holy Spirit-you never know how beautifully things can align in ways you least expect. Stay Blessed :)

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@@RadiancebyAlyB Thanks! I just watched the video. It resonates, because you point out that sometimes, people we encounter can create a spark in us or ignite something. And this person has sparked my creativity again to where I am creating artwork, in which I haven't done that since 2017. Even though I don't know them personally, I know things about them though & they are also an artist, so maybe that energy connected with me, which has now made me get back into art. If that is the case, it makes sense, thank you!

Thank you for sharing this with such honesty. I can feel the weight of your pain, and I want to remind you of something important: your feelings are valid. Trust broken and betrayal sting in ways that are hard to describe, but you are here, expressing yourself, which shows strength even when it doesn’t feel like it. First, allow yourself grace. Healing from ten years of emotional investment takes time-it’s not a straight path, and there’s no shortcut. What they did reflects their choices, not your worth. Betrayal often makes us question ourselves, but their actions do not define you. You are so much more than what you’ve endured. It’s okay to acknowledge how much this has hurt you. Sometimes we carry the pain because we think letting it go means minimizing what happened. But letting go doesn’t mean forgetting-it means choosing your peace over their power to hurt you anymore. It's a gift you give to yourself. If you feel bitterness creeping in, remember that bitterness is often just unprocessed grief. Write down how you feel-every raw, unfiltered emotion. Let it all out, and then ask yourself: “What can I reclaim that I thought I lost in this relationship?” Sometimes, we don’t just lose someone; we lose parts of ourselves. This is your time to reconnect with who you are. You mentioned struggling to let go. It might help to focus on small, daily actions-whether it’s journaling, meditating, or seeking out conversations that inspire hope. Shift your energy from thinking about them to nurturing yourself. Healing doesn’t happen overnight, but every small act of self-care chips away at the pain. Lastly, remind yourself: they have moved on, but that doesn’t mean they’ve won. Moving on isn’t about them-it’s about reclaiming your life, your joy, and your future. Every day you choose to release their hold over you, even a little, you step closer to freedom. You’ve already started the journey by sharing this. You’re not alone, and you are capable of so much more love, peace, and strength than you know. If you ever need someone to talk to or a reminder of your strength, I’m here. You’re not just surviving-you’re paving the way to thrive.

Thank you so much for your acknowledgment, it really made my day. I wish you all the best on your journey and if you ever want to engage in a conversation please feel free to reach out :) Stay blessed bud.

Thank you so much for sharing your journey and being so open. It takes courage to acknowledge these feelings, and I want you to know that you're not alone in this. Many of us create these mental scenarios as a way to find comfort or cope with unmet needs-and that’s okay. The first thing I want to emphasize is that your awareness of this pattern is a powerful step forward. Recognizing that these stories and expectations might not serve your highest good is where transformation begins. Be gentle with yourself during this process-there’s no need for blame or judgment, only compassion. One of my favorites( I quote him quite bit) Carl Jung, the renowned psychologist, taught, “Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakens.” When you start meeting your own needs, you begin to awaken to the truth that your worth isn’t tied to anyone else’s actions or presence. True transformation begins when you understand that the love and security you’ve been searching for externally already exist within you. The longing for others to save us often reflects an unmet need for self-connection. But here’s the key: you can redirect that energy inward and become your own source of comfort and strength. Think of it this way: the care, attention, and compassion you’ve mentally poured into others are mirrors of what you desire for yourself. What if you gave that same energy to your own heart? Instead of imagining someone else rescuing you, take a moment to visualize yourself holding space for your emotions. See yourself offering kindness, validation, and reassurance. This is not just a mental exercise-it’s an act of reclaiming your own power. Start small but intentionally. Create a daily practice of journaling or quiet reflection. Write down affirmations like, “I am my own source of strength,” or, “I am worthy of my own love.” These simple actions help shift your focus from longing for external validation to building inner resilience. It’s also important to acknowledge and honor the discomfort that comes with this process. It’s not easy to turn inward when we’re so used to seeking outwardly. When you practice this, you’ll find that the energy you once directed outward begins to flow inward, creating a sense of balance and self-assurance. You’ll still cherish your connections with others, but those connections will come from a place of mutual respect and love, rather than need. And that is the foundation for true, lasting peace. Finally, remind yourself daily: You are enough. Not because of someone else’s presence, approval, or love, but because of who you are at your core-a beautiful, resilient, and capable soul. This journey isn’t about erasing the connections you feel, but about understanding that they don’t define your worth or wholeness. You already have everything you need within you to create a life of joy, peace, and fulfillment. Trust yourself to rise into that truth. And If you want to dive deeper into this or just need a listening ear, feel free to reach out :)

@ Thank you for such a helpful response. Just wanted to let you know that I have incorporated your suggestion - to visualise “room for my emotions” I have done this quite literally and have pictured a cupboard with various glowing shapes, each one representing a different affirmation. Eg green sphere = I am listening to you. Big red heart = I love you etc. And whenever I feel myself reaching to other people I return to this cupboard where I can feel safe within myself. My rescue fantasies have been much less frequent at least. Thank you for this suggestion!

Hi Maria, thank you for sharing something so deeply personal. It's completely natural to feel this way, especially when you share such a significant bond with someone. Having a child together creates a connection that isn’t just physical but emotional and even spiritual. When someone leaves, it leaves behind unanswered questions and a longing for resolution. These lingering thoughts often point to a part of us that’s still healing. It's not just about them-it’s about the space they occupied in your life and heart. Sometimes, we hold onto the idea of what could have been or the life we imagined. But what’s important to remember is that your energy is precious, and the more you nurture yourself and your child, the more you reclaim your peace. Ask yourself: What part of this connection is holding you back from fully embracing your present? It’s not about forgetting but about allowing yourself to heal and grow, even when the answers aren’t clear. You’re stronger than you realize, and your journey-though it has its challenges-has the power to lead you to something even more fulfilling. Sending you strength and love as you navigate this. If you would like to talk more or just need to lend an ear, let me know. 💛

Thank you for taking the time to listen and welcome to the channel

Thank you for sharing your thoughts-it takes courage to reflect so deeply on these emotions. The fact that you’re wondering if it’s ego, fear, or something else is a powerful step toward understanding. Often, when we ruminate about reaching out, it’s not just about the person-it’s about what they represent within us. Is it closure, love, or even a lesson we haven’t fully processed? Sometimes the fear of regret pushes us to act, but it’s important to ask yourself: What would reaching out mean for my growth? Is it to genuinely connect, or to resolve something within yourself? If it’s coming from a place of peace and love, then it might be worth exploring. But if it’s rooted in fear or the need for validation, perhaps the answer lies in turning inward first. Take a moment to breathe and reflect. Ask yourself: What am I seeking through this connection? Whatever you decide, trust that your journey is unfolding as it should. You’re doing the hard work of self-awareness, and that’s already a beautiful step forward. If you’d like to talk further, I’m here to listen. 💛

I'm always thinking about this guy from church whom I recently met. At first he was coming on strong to now not so str. I can't figure him out

Hi :) sounds like you’ve been navigating a deeply transformative period, and I admire your resilience in working through those moments of emotional pain. Sometimes, when we feel like we’re making progress, life throws us a curveball-not to set us back, but to guide us toward deeper understanding and growth. These moments of emotional pain, as challenging as they are, often signal a powerful transformation underway. Sometimes, we face these unexpected 'loops' not as setbacks, but as invitations to pause, recalibrate, and discover even deeper layers of ourselves. I am strong believer that at we only fall (temporarily) because we have already RISEN. I’m so glad this video resonated with you. The fact that it connected with your heart and soul means so much, and it’s a reminder of the powerful connections we all share. Remember, the challenges we face often reveal our strength and prepare us for something greater. If there’s anything specific you’d like to explore further, feel free to share-I’d love to create more content that supports your journey. Welcome to the community, and I’m truly looking forward to connecting with you through future videos! if you would like to talk more on this please feel free to send me a message :)

Hi :) Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts-it takes a lot of courage to open up about something so personal. First, let me say that you’re not alone in feeling this way. Our intuition, while a powerful tool, is often deeply tied to our emotions, past experiences, and even the connections we hold in our hearts. It’s important to approach these feelings with both compassion and curiosity. The fact that your intuition is saying ‘they are mine’ doesn’t mean it’s misleading you-it could be pointing to something deeper within yourself that needs exploration. Sometimes, these strong feelings arise not because the person is meant to be in our lives, but because they’re triggering something we need to heal, understand, or release. They may represent a longing for connection, self-worth, or even unresolved emotions from past relationships. The key here is to separate the voice of intuition from the voice of attachment. Intuition is calm, clear, and guiding-it doesn’t cause pain or confusion. Attachment, on the other hand, often stems from our fears, desires, and unmet needs. Reflect on these feelings: Is this truly intuition guiding you, or could it be your heart yearning for something that feels out of reach? Take this as an opportunity to turn inward. Ask yourself: What am I truly seeking in this connection? What does this situation teach me about myself and what I need to heal or grow? By understanding these feelings, you’ll gain clarity not just about them, but about yourself. And remember, it’s okay to feel triggered-it’s a sign that something in your heart is calling for your attention. Be gentle with yourself as you navigate this, and know that every step you take toward understanding these emotions is a step closer to peace and alignment.

Thank you for opening up-it’s clear that you’re in a deep place of reflection, and that’s where growth begins. Let’s take this further and dive into how you can truly move forward-not just in this situation but in your life as a whole. You deserve clarity, peace, and a chance to heal these patterns once and for all. First, let’s address the root: those unhealed aspects of your past. Your trauma, insecurities, and fears aren’t your fault, but they’re showing up now because they need your attention. These emotions are like old tapes playing in your mind, convincing you that you’re not enough or that you’ll be abandoned. But here’s the truth: those beliefs are outdated-they’re not your truth anymore. You’ve already proven that by recognizing them. One thing that really helps is journaling or sitting quietly and asking yourself: ‘What am I afraid of here? What’s the worst that can happen if I let myself love fully or even lose?’ Fear thrives in avoidance, but when you face it head-on, it loses its grip. Another is this: start a daily ritual to release that energy-whether it’s meditation, physical activity, or just breathing deeply and saying, ‘I let go of what no longer serves me. Spending 5 minutes in silence with your self will change things so drastically you will be surprised. Now, about her. Your intuition is clearly speaking to you about this connection. She might be here to teach you something profound, but not every lesson ends with permanence. What if her presence in your life is meant to awaken your courage to face these old patterns? If she’s meant to stay, your healing will only strengthen the bond. If not, it will prepare you for something even greater. Either way, your work is for you-it’s never wasted. Let’s talk about self-love for a second because this is where it all starts. You mentioned running away from her, but I think a part of you is running away from yourself. That’s okay-it’s scary to confront those inner wounds. But when you start showing yourself kindness, you stop chasing and running. You start attracting. One practical step: set a boundary with yourself. Decide that you won’t let old fears dictate your actions anymore. Every time you feel that pull to push her away or cling too tightly, pause. Ask yourself, ‘Am I reacting from love, or am I reacting from fear?’ - Trust me I have ended up taking such bold steps because of this. And remember this: love is not about perfection-it’s about connection. If you’re honest with her, not in a way that overshares but in a way that says, 'Hey, I’m working on myself because I care about this,' you’d be surprised at how much that honesty can deepen a bond. Make sure you are not over sharing or becoming dependent or being weak, boundaries are are important here. The parts of you that feel broken aren’t barriers-they’re stepping stones. Every time you choose to heal, you’re stepping closer to the life and the love you truly want. Let her presence be a reminder, not a torment. You don’t have to figure it all out today, but every small step you take matters. let me know if you would like to talk more. Happy New Years bud :)

Gosh dealing the same but interchange the Genders. Also this person triggering me willfully when I'm trying to sabotage it. I pushed it farther from reach yet still tortured every minute by this connection I'm praying God every day release me from this trauma I don't deserve this pain.

@@RadiancebyAlyBThank you 🙏🏿 how can we chat more?

@@Sanrek-z5tit feels like torture right? Like one foot on the gas and another on the break

You're welcome :)

hi :) Sometimes, when someone likes us-even if we don’t feel the same way-it can create a kind of energetic or emotional connection that lingers in our minds. It’s not always about liking them back, but rather about the human nature of curiosity, reflection, and how our subconscious processes attention from others. Consider this: The role of attention. As humans, we’re naturally drawn to people who focus on us-whether we’re aware of it or not. When someone likes you, even if you don’t reciprocate, their energy and attention can create a kind of "mental imprint." It’s not about liking them back, but rather your mind processing their interest in you as something unusual or noteworthy. This can lead to overthinking or even confusion about your own feelings, simply because your brain is wired to notice when someone values you in this way It’s normal to overthink situations where someone’s emotions are involved-especially when they’re directed at you. The key is to ask yourself: Am I holding onto these thoughts because I feel obligated to respond in a certain way, or because there’s something unresolved within me that needs clarity? REMEMBER -- Confusion is just fear in disguise. When you trust your intuition and take action, you replace doubt with momentum-because even a wrong decision moves you forward, while indecision keeps you stuck and in life you never want to be stuck. let me know if you want to talk more about it :)

@@RadiancebyAlyB thank you for this! At first I thought it was because I had some sort of feelings for that person and wouldn't stop thinking about them. I do tend to overthink about that person. I do also have a very similar relationship with someone else and don't think about them like i do about the other person, how come?

Let’s break it down, because there’s more happening here than meets the eye. When it comes to the person you keep thinking about, it’s important to recognize how certain interactions or dynamics can leave an emotional imprint on your mind. Even if you don’t consciously like them romantically, their attention, actions, or the way they show interest might have triggered something deeper within you. This could be curiosity-wondering what they see in you or why they feel the way they do. It might also be validation, as their interest could affirm something about your self-worth, even if it’s subtle or unintentional. Another possibility is the question of “Why do they like me?” This lingering thought often creates a feedback loop in your subconscious. Even if you’ve already decided you’re not interested, your mind might still be trying to solve the "puzzle" of their feelings, which keeps the person in your mental spotlight. To move forward, take a moment to ask yourself: What unresolved element is keeping this connection alive in my mind? Is it curiosity about their intentions? Is it a need to make sense of why they like you? Or is it something about how their attention makes you feel? Once you identify the specific emotional hook, you can consciously acknowledge it and begin to let it go. Remind yourself that you don’t need to fully understand their feelings or resolve every unanswered question to move forward. Sometimes, recognizing the imprint is enough to release it. In contrast, the other relationship might not evoke the same intensity of thought because it doesn’t carry the same "charge" in your mind. This could be because the dynamic feels more stable, predictable, or neutral. When a connection lacks unresolved emotions or unanswered questions, your mind doesn’t feel the need to dwell on it as much. It’s not that the other person is less important-it’s that their presence or energy doesn’t create the same emotional disruption. This “charge” often arises from the unexpected or ambiguous nature of certain connections. For example, the person you think about more frequently might have said or done something that caught you off guard, challenged your assumptions, or created an emotional reaction you haven’t fully processed. It’s the unresolved or unexplained elements of their behavior that keep your mind returning to the connection, almost like trying to solve a mystery. Ask yourself: Does the person I think about more often represent something I’m trying to understand? It might not be about them personally-it could be about how they make you feel or the dynamic they’ve created. On the other hand, the more neutral relationship may reflect balance and alignment, which, ironically, makes it easier for your mind to let it be. Recognizing this difference can help you appreciate both connections for what they are without overanalyzing or attaching unnecessary weight to one over the other. If you’re feeling stuck between these two dynamics, consider the following steps to gain clarity and peace: Acknowledge the Emotional Imprint: Write down what the person you think about more intensely represents to you. Is it curiosity? Validation? Or the need to understand why they feel a certain way? By bringing these thoughts into the open, you can begin to separate the person from the emotions they’ve stirred within you. Compare the Connections: Reflect on how you feel about the person you think about less often. What makes that relationship feel stable or neutral? Is it trust, familiarity, or a lack of ambiguity? By contrasting the two dynamics, you might realize that the person you think about less aligns more closely with your values or needs. Release the Need to Solve Everything: Sometimes, our minds hold onto connections simply because we feel compelled to resolve unanswered questions. But life isn’t always about finding perfect closure. Remind yourself that not every connection needs to make sense or be understood-it’s okay to let it fade naturally. Shift Your Focus: When you find yourself overthinking about one person, redirect your energy toward activities or relationships that feel grounding and fulfilling. Focus on people who bring balance and positivity into your life. This shift can help your mind let go of unnecessary mental loops. By reflecting on the emotional dynamics at play, you can begin to untangle the confusion and create space for clarity and peace. Remember, your thoughts are simply signals-listen to them, but don’t let them control your emotional state.

@@RadiancebyAlyB ok! I finally understand now, thanks!

Long-distance connections can feel both beautiful and challenging. The fact that this person is so far away yet occupies such a big part of your thoughts shows how deeply our emotions can transcend physical boundaries. Sometimes, these thoughts arise because they represent something significant-an emotional connection, a sense of possibility, or even just the curiosity of “what if.” Take a moment to reflect on what this connection means to you. Is it hope? Is it longing? Or perhaps it’s a moment to consider how this person impacts your life right now. Regardless of the physical distance, emotions remind us of how interconnected we truly are. 💕 Let those feelings guide you toward clarity and peace, no matter the outcome. The best thing you can do is to communicate honestly, first with yourself then with the person. if you want to talk about it more, I am here :)

That’s a beautiful perspective! Sometimes, certain people enter our lives-or even just our thoughts-not to stay, but to serve as catalysts for growth. They reflect lessons we need to learn or emotions we need to confront, unlocking the next phase of our journey. It’s a reminder that every connection, whether fleeting or enduring, has meaning. Pay attention to what this person stirs within you-because that might just be the key to understanding yourself on a deeper level :)

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You are most welcome! I am glad it resonated with you :) welcome to the channel :)

Thank you for your feedback. Will get some more reading and thinking done on this topic and bring you some more insights soon. Welcome to the channel :)

Thank you!!

You are so welcome :) .... Thank you for your comment amd welcome.to the channel :)

Thank you! And welcome to the channel :)

Aww thank you! :)

Thank you so much! And Welcome to the channel :)

Thank you for sharing your perspective. It sounds like you’re addressing a very personal situation, and I can sense the intensity of what you’re feeling. Family and personal dynamics can be incredibly complex and challenging, especially when accountability and boundaries come into play. I hope that, whatever the situation is, you’re able to find clarity and peace in the choices you make moving forward. These situations are never easy, but focusing on what’s best for your well-being is always a powerful step. If you’d like to share more or continue the conversation, I’m here to listen. Sometimes just talking it out can bring a little more clarity or even relief. Whatever path you choose, I hope you find the peace and resolution you deserve. Feel free to reach out if you’d like to discuss this further.

hi :) Awakening your purpose starts with taking a step back and reflecting. Ask yourself: What truly matters to me? What are my core values? Think about what makes you feel alive-your passions, your talents. Purpose isn’t something that just appears; it reveals itself when you slow down and really listen to your soul. Try spending time in meditation, journaling, or even walking in nature. These practices quiet the noise and help you hear that inner voice. And don’t worry if it doesn’t all come at once-start with small steps that feel aligned with who you are. As you move forward, clarity will come. and once its there have the courage to pursue, it ll take sometime to develop and for you to find your rhythm but hold fast as this is the point of which the most are scared of due to fears of loss, poverty and more dont let that get to you very soon it will all work out nd you will be doing what you love aswell as supporting and attending to all your worldy and spiritual needs. if you need more clarity reply and I will be happy to go further. thanks :)

I love meditation, nature and helping people etc.

I want to pursue it next year, I want to leave the congregation I am and pursue my purpose in world.

That’s such a powerful and thoughtful question-thank you for sharing it. When someone occupies a significant space in your mind or life, it can feel confusing to discern their purpose. From a spiritual perspective, relationships often serve one of two roles: they’re either there to help us grow or to walk alongside us as partners. And sometimes, they can be both. To begin understanding the role of someone in your life, reflect on the energy they bring. Do they inspire growth, healing, or deeper understanding within you? Do their presence and actions align with your values and the life you’re building? Often, partners bring a sense of mutual support and shared vision, while those meant to guide your spiritual journey may challenge you in ways that provoke growth or self-awareness, even if it’s temporary. Meditation or quiet reflection can help bring clarity. Ask yourself, ‘What am I learning from this connection?’ or ‘Does this relationship feel expansive and aligned with my higher self?’ The answers often reveal themselves when we look inward. Remember, not every connection is meant to last a lifetime, but every connection has a purpose. Trust your intuition-it’s often the voice of your higher self guiding you toward what’s best for your journey. Feel free to share more if you’d like to continue this conversation. You’re not alone in navigating these questions!"

Your words carry so much emotion and depth-it’s clear that this love has left an everlasting imprint on your heart. Love that endures through decades, and even lifetimes, often teaches us profound lessons about ourselves and the nature of connection. Sometimes, the people we love deeply are placed in our lives to shape our souls in ways we don’t fully understand until much later. Whether they remain physically present or only in spirit, their impact becomes part of who we are. Cherish this love for the beauty and growth it has brought to your journey.

I’m so sorry to hear that you’re going through this right now. Living within toxic family dynamics can feel incredibly heavy and isolating, but please know that you’re not alone. The fact that you’ve acknowledged it is such an important first step-it shows your awareness and strength. If it feels right, take small steps to protect your peace. Setting boundaries, even emotional ones, can be powerful. Remember, your worth is not defined by the way others treat you, and your journey is about finding your own alignment and balance. I encourage you to prioritize self-care and surround yourself, even emotionally, with people or practices that uplift you. If you’d like to share more or need a space to feel heard, I’m here to listen. You deserve clarity, healing, and peace.

Thank you :) and welcome to the channel

100% true :)

there is this book called Your Invisible Power (1921) by Genevieve Behrend - @MasterKeySociety has an audio book of it it amazing and will give you a deeper understanding.

@@RadiancebyAlyB My post was me laughing at myself because I know I am god, but I fully don't know from a remembering point of view.

i wa smentioning this in my other comment but check out there is this book called Your Invisible Power (1921) by Genevieve Behrend - @MasterKeySociety has an audio book of it. short and mind bogling

Thank you, will check it out 🙏