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I watched your KZbin videos when I was in general hospital because I was terrified. I was being sent to the priory for my first admission in any eating disorder ward. Watching your videos gave me hope and now that I’ve been discharged I can’t thank you enough for filming these and giving me an idea of what it’s like. I know you were there around the same time as some of my friends & they’re wonderful girls who you also made friends with like other Sophie. I’m sad I didn’t get you meet you but I’m so thankful you gave me this insight before I went. Thank you so much Mary.

Hey Mary how are u doing ? Randomly found your videos & just felt an overwhelming feeling to say hope all is well

This made me so happy watching it again. Subway still kills me laughing hahahahaha I love you

This video is amazing!!! They need things like this shown at training days for staff, and in schools. R as a way for sufferers to let a loved one know they are suffering. You're so amazing mary hannah! This needs so much more publicity. Beautifully done my beautiful girl xxxx

Mary you don't know me but I've seen your videos on tik toknand KZbin In from northern Ireland and I am struggling really bad at the minute to stay alive I could do with a wee friendly advice I'm on WhatsApp as well 07523645803

I know I'm a bit late but just found hr channel through tik tok. Its so funny I'm hannah mary xxx

Hi,Came here from Tik Tok. Ty for making this video,when I was a child we had wonderful Christmas days. But now I am alone & Christmas is lonely & hard,I usually medicate myself heavily & sleep all day. Otherwise I just cry non stop,Bless you.❤

Love you so much my wee bower x

The singer was such a beautiful soul, I had the absolute fortune of being a friend of hers whilst in hospital with her. She was so inspiring and such a kind hearted girl. She continues to shine bright now an angel in the sky❤❤

Happy Mother’s Day, to your precious mum!💓💓💓💓

Beautifully narrated Mary xx

do you think creating art to deal with ed is ok? i do it to vent on ig and find people to relate to but have been getting angry dms saying that i trigger people?

It sounds like Glasgow has been your saving grace. x

Your are so amazing and I am blessed that u have invited me into your heart and life. May this year bring u inner peace and many special moments . I believe in u and am sending you loving kindness vibes each day . My ig is @freebirdy80 . U can DM me whenever U would like .I live in NYC , USA . We can always arrange a time 2 chat . Always remember, we have this disease and we r so much more then it . Lots of love lovely.

Could you do a video on fast restoration and how to cope? I always restore sososo fast and everyone around me is at a snails pace and it's so hard to deal with. I think you're amazing thank you for sharing your journey xx

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Mary xx

I just love u . I am from USA and I do not understand how psychiatric care is like abroad. I we r not allowed to enter rcommunity while in hospital. I am so proud of u . Holidays are so hard for me to . I appreciate u sharing your experience. U are offering me so much hope , it is the first year without my aunt that no one in my family spoke to. y'Thank u 4 for helping me get through this day lovely

Truly great work that will help so many feel less alone and raise awareness that we are all more than our mental illness.Would love to interview you sometime on my channel or our mental health podcast in the new year if you are ever interested.Proud to be a part of this.Hope you and everyone have a very happy and healthy Xmas 🎅🎄🎁❤️

Well done Mary, you’re doing so well with your videos. I had goosebumps listening to the beautiful piano playing & singing from the girls Niamh and Emma. I think that for a lot of us it’s not even Xmas day itself it’s the lead up and all the stress before hand. Also it’s okay to not be full of beans and on top of the world like most people expect on Xmas day. If only it was that easy to turn off our physical and mental health issues just to have a ‘great day’. I personally struggle receiving gifts as I feel undeserving but I love giving gifts. It’s not that I’m not grateful for any gifts I receive because I am, it’s sometimes like I have forgotten how to allow myself to feel worthy no matter how many times I am told different. Its okay if you can’t manage the whole day with your family or friends, it’s okay to take time out, it’s okay to have a nap, it’s okay to take meds as you need them, it’s okay to go to bed early. I know for most of us all our families want from us this holiday is for our hearts to be beating, to hear our voice be it in the same room or a call from the other side of the country! Our families have one wish for them and for us and that is that we keep ourselves safe physically and mentally. Take it hour by hour, minute by minute if you have to. If you are struggling please reach out. If you see someone else struggling simply ask ‘ is there anything I can do to help you right now’. That one interaction could be the one that saves a life. Be kind to each other but more importantly be kind to yourself ✨🌟✨🌟✨🌟✨🌟✨🌟

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Stay strong Mary xx

Love your make up. Being an Auntie is the greatest. Your Doing amazing. Keep fighting! Xxx

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Hey hun Looks like you and Mia had a lovely day out, drinks looked great. Oh and not really like you to leave packing till the last minute!!!!! Not!! Lol 😂 Love 💖 Sean x

I tried to look for u on ig and can't find u . Please try to send me dm @LOVELYLIGHT80 OR @hoperay is my smaller account . Hugs

I am from the USA NYC . May u consider making a video what it is like abroad in hospitals. Here in USA I can't afford Ed hospital , so I go to the psychiatric hospital. Over here they keep u for medical adjustment and have groups. Usual stay 7 days . I always stay 30 and pretend it is a rehab and try TO NOT DO ED BEHAVIORS. THEY give me ensures because I advocate for them and talk about my need to gain weight but try they do not even watch me eat ,/ I go because I my DEPRESSION AMD Anxiety get so bad and my therapist refuses to treat me because of my weight and ultimately she does . U get it . I am determined to keep my weight on the Edge where I am weak but manage. It is hard now with significant colon issues and now I have a illestomy bag . So my therapist does not weigh me ... Just comments I do not look well.I a am so sorry for this long thing maybe I can dm u from my non ed account @lovelyligt80.promise will not vent like this . Bottom line I am not into triggering u I desperately want to heal and that account is what it is all about . U are amazing beauty

May this year b your beST YEAr ever

So happy u did this . Happy birthday lovely

Hey Mary! Please keep fighting, it’s honestly been such a comfort to watch your videos that are so relatable...they are soooo motivating because I know I’m not alone in my ED fight! Thank youuuu, we got this! 💪🏻👸🏻 x

I hope things pick up but you dont need to explain, I understand completely, probably because my mind is in the same way xxx

😍👍🤗 Good luck next week x

Awe sweet girl, i sadly understand so much of what you're saying and I wish you'd not feel like this. Would you ever make a vid on bpd? Xox

Please lovely hold yourself in loving kindness. I understand what u r saying . Surround yourself with people that lift u up and just try to take it all in steps . U r amazing as u r . Thank u for reassuring me I am, not alone . I am so proud of u . Hug

Just watched this video for the first time. I agree hospital does institutionalize people. Do u still feel institutionalised ? x

U r a lovely spirit and I am so glad u did this video. I believe in you lovely hugs

Hey Mary bower are you from Chicago Illinois

You are so beautiful Mary, I wish you could see what everyone else see’s. I am in love with your make up and your eyebrows are lush (do u get them done or do you do them yourself. This video was a tough one to watch having lost my mum aged 8 she was 29. Then my papa who brought my sister and I up passed so suddenly September 2015. Like I said this was tough but really brave if you for sharing. Someone once told me grief was like a onion. You get through one layer and then theres is another one, and another etc Just like the different stages of grief. It’s been 27 years since I lost my amazing mum, and 4 years since I lost my knight in shining armour my papa. Even after 27 years I still grieve and I probably will for the rest of my life. I know how hard it is but the best thing they (ur Daddy and Grandma) could of wished for is you to be recovered and happy. I’m sure they are right there with you walking every step beside you. Much love Gilly. X

Awh Mary this struck such a chord with me. I lost my mum aged 8 she was 29. I firmly believe they are looking down on us and proud of us no matter what we do. They walk beside us everyday. What a beautiful poem. Have you ever thought about entering poetry competitions. I used to and I have had 2 published and it meant a lot. X

They sneezes, literally the cutest thing I’ve seen. When I sneeze it like 15 times in a row and it’s the loudest thing ever! Keep fighting. You are so strong. Sending love xxx

I was so excited for u hug

Hey, I saw your mum over the weekend was disappointed you weren't there! Hope you had a good time, you look happy ♥️

Beautiful!! Legit haven't worn anything other than primer and powder foundation for nearly a year, soooo tempted to go and do a before and after a d do full makeup... omg it's been months but tempted to see what I look like Haha! (Ps.. @sally.and.s.s.c.p.v on ig)

Can I download this song anywhere? It's so beautiful. Take care of yourself. x

I'm only partially through the video...but I have waist-length hair that matts horribly. Thanks, bulimia :(

U r amazing love this video u made .who sings this song .such an appropriate timing for this video. I get ly

Love this song... hope ur doing well Mary... stay strong my lovely 😘

Thank u so much lovely .i needed to hear this ...my mom like figure passed on recently.u spoke and wrote an ig post that resonated with my heart .Lovely u are so brave mknd, body and spirit.i believe in u and continue on the path u r walking ...angel