I’m currently with someone who is on it bad and is mentally and verbally abusive towards me . He’s bipolar and he treats me like crap and has cheated on me and is causing me to lose everything I try my best to be there for him and love him but the more I stay with him the more he keeps hurting me . He accuses me of everything he yells at me one moment he’s nice the next he’s treating me like I’m the enemy and I keep telling him I don’t want him no more but then he gets violent I don’t know what else to do I’m literally shutting down and I’m tired of being with him he is killing me inside
@davidooi1042 ай бұрын
I missed this place so much
@davidooi1042 ай бұрын
I leaned a lot from this rehab Center . 9th May 2019 is my very first day reached the Cabin till now I have more then 5years 40plus day of clean time . Thank you R12.❤❤❤
@princessheavenssoft34182 ай бұрын
Guys please pray for me I have this disease I have sex addiction, and I want to fuck me every time, but am tired because when I found my soulmate,I end up separated because I don't satisfy with him,😢😢😢😢I don't know why , but am tired I want to relax with my man but now I have no one because of my disease, sometimes I found my self masturbating ohhh no please God help me 😭😭😭😭
@Tracy-dr4nu3 ай бұрын
Im a lost cause! Cant quit meth 😢
@HelenBain-th9nm6 ай бұрын
Awe it must have been awful here’s hoping for your full recovery James ! 🙏🏼❤️
@Erictenhag.7 ай бұрын
Dudes my find of the year all that time listening babyshambles in my youth had no idea he had solo stuff as well fkn love it good to see him well
@craigwhitepointer33589 ай бұрын
State the obvious W⚓
@AlbertO-gf9pu10 ай бұрын
"promo sm"
@user-vq9od8rh8c10 ай бұрын
You have to walk through life as if you're wearing armour to protect yourself whilst also standing in front of your kids and protecting them. It is so hard! But as long as you protect yourself and your own in that unit, you'll battle through it ! Tell yourself nothing and nobody can get through you and beat you down. I have to tell myself this everyday. I've never done drugs or drink because I have to remember I am a role model to my children and I want what's best for them and to accomplish that, lead by example. I was in a mental, physical, sexual and financially abusive relationship for 10 and a half years and one day I realised nobody could save me or my kids but myself. I did that. You will too. Good luck to you. Xx
@Mowlo10 ай бұрын
Very interesting interview sorry to hear about your childhood difficulties
@ryanweaver962 Жыл бұрын
If we can broaden or at least increase the lens of addiction treatment overlay for the purpose of insights and then back down to give proper due and context and unique Values to other realities… it can be fruitful… but… safety first y’all. There are vast and subtle differences and overlays between enabling and helping… it’s quite painful to those in the recognition spheres surrounding those within various pathways of hurt… and the projection of those in those spheres is real as well. The concepts of “rock bottom” and not enabling or what have you… I get that.. but what if someone is “addicted” to their anger or hurt? The reaction process becomes a way of living, which also tinges the various substance abuse disorders… “dry drunk” labeling doesn’t really work. Or… concepts of working together in teams of 10 or so… an optimal squad or agile team… (unfortunate “cells”)… the disconnect from outside community uplift can be very lonely and hurtful. It’s also true… these concepts apply to larger organizations and things like “intra peneurs”… the improvement process trying to help systems which are calcified in process where the processes connect poorly and therefore enable grift and graft… so much normalizations of revenue streams that the streams have become more expected than reality of cue circumstance. Connections with reality and human feedback loops with honesty and caring… every situation is unique but of course has commonalities. If you read “the compass of Pleasure”… the pleasure center of the brain and dopamine response and various stimulation points… you can gain insights but also negate the essence of human thought and neural plasticity… in effect denial of person and hums conditions… very dangerous. AI super charges these bias concepts. Breathe y’all… finance, reality, neural diversity… Lots of systems stemming from good work and some just patchwork. I’m sorry and not sorry it’s not more simple… the grand proclamations and the needs of community are not in alignment… but we can better work toward while knowing it’s good that our humanity helps. #LoveEVICTShate
@VijayaVijji-vi3vr Жыл бұрын
Super
@JohnWoods-ie7ju Жыл бұрын
Hi there 🎉😂
@ttp519 Жыл бұрын
I had friend sex addiction fantasy trash he date rape me I want them not attract to me
@andrew3051 Жыл бұрын
Half a ton of coke will do that
@attawalpa Жыл бұрын
One of my favourite guitarists ever!
@thushaldesilva5216 Жыл бұрын
In sri lanka our guys are identified meth as seethala (සීතල) 😅
@PaulRoundhill Жыл бұрын
You are a fabulous and arresting artiste.
@PaulRoundhill Жыл бұрын
Go for it Patrick, you are more loved than you know. Xxx
@iamgodphotography Жыл бұрын
I have ADHD, and when I couldn’t get Adderall anymore, I started to use this. It starts to be where if you don’t have it, you feel really low and use it just to feel normal. Psilocybin mushrooms can help if you microdose. I try to just use it occasionally now best to just avoid it but I think I’m just treating the Adhd.
@hanzeldagcutan Жыл бұрын
can i have some?
@kylewatson6890 Жыл бұрын
"Ludicrously positive" Man do I miss those days. Now its hide in my room and shamefully stimulate myself for hours upon hours to naughty videos.
@HippieEraTV Жыл бұрын
6-12 hours and i been up for 3 days.
@johnharvey5381 Жыл бұрын
I'm a delivery driver at a restaurant. Every now and then, we get an addict. They go out on a delivery and don't come back for an hour or longer. They always have the same excuse: "My phone isn't working, I can't use my GPS". I've shown them maps and written directions, but they are so messed up that the can't even read the directions or remember what they saw on a map.
@stevenwendellnelson8861 Жыл бұрын
Consistently Pray for forgiveness, guidance in a good (positive) direction, and for help against evil. Pray to be saved from hell (whatever that may be). Pray for your friends and your family too, it only takes a minute or so/less at a time to pray. Do it and your life will slowly get better, or maybe quickly. It probably just depends on you and the kind of person you are/have been. Don't wait until its too late and you have to suffer the consequences of built up bad karma from immoral acts/unrepented sins. Maybe together we can help make the world a better place by changing ourselves for the better, and changing things around us for the better. And addressing/thanking the CREATOR, LORD GOD at the beginning and end of your prayers would be a good idea 😊 Or just be my friend if you don't want to say the prayer 😄 I'm trying to help you get right with the LORD 🙏 Amen. I have worded a short prayer for you to say if you are not sure what words to use, it may not be the best but here it is 😊 '' CREATOR, LORD GOD, Please forgive me and my friends and my family for our immoral acts, please help guide us in a positive direction and please help us against evil. Please save us from Hell and have mercy on our souls. Thank you CREATOR, LORD GOD. Amen. '' Please say this at least once a day for at least a month, do it longer if you want to and can 🙏 You should prostrate yourself if you don't want to do spoken prayer, or do both 🙏😊 Please worship the LORD GOD and not any idol. Say ' Om Namah Shivaya ' out loud or in your head 108 times, or try to do it 1008 times 😊 try to do it everyday if you want repeat this aloud for as long as you want to, try to do it for like an hour a day or say it in a prayer "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner" 🙏🙏🙏 You can also say this prayer once a day or repeat it aloud as many times as you would like to: "Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death, Amen." Thessalonians 5:16-18 "Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you." "O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fount of mercy for us, I trust in You!" Repeat this aloud at least 3 times or as many as you want, do it everyday if you can I apologize for all the words 😊 I know how it may look
@larry1824 Жыл бұрын
If you don't drink five days but spend two getting blotto I'd give it some thought
@Achu-ke9hn Жыл бұрын
Hairloss!?
@Squirt69 Жыл бұрын
“It’s all about moderation.” -AA Member
@ginade0105 Жыл бұрын
Dont think it can ever be healed.
@jacktran7024 Жыл бұрын
Quagmire comes to mind. Giggiddy
@deanmignonelli9316 Жыл бұрын
amazing guitarist
@m_d1905 Жыл бұрын
The addict needs to understand what their family member is going through too.
@donthompson1650 Жыл бұрын
So if you're invisible this doesn't matter.
@ryanjavierortega8513 Жыл бұрын
Patrick is the best, amazing work
@therobloxgamers958 Жыл бұрын
❤
@N0skGaming Жыл бұрын
My girl knows I am. She enjoys it aswell. Even if we are super crazy, we are always loyal and we can do lots of other things to have fun aswell. After all, we are engaged.
@womaninthewave Жыл бұрын
I avoided meth for 5 years after a severe amphetamine addiction, knew it would be way worse. And then I relapsed on alcohol. After a while it was cocaine. Which led me to the darkest place I’ve ever been, to meth. I have never been so obsessed with a drug ever, basically am in love with it while despising it at the same time. I need to quit and out this very long chapter of my life to rest. Need some advice
@TheTachibanaSAN Жыл бұрын
I use crystal meth and ya ba almost everyday..for maybe 8 or 9 years until a day before i get married tomorrow..yes crazy right?i just stopped using it..its kinda easy because im not hang out with all my mates anymore..i just befriend with my wife and families..now im clean for 10years already and having a 6yrs old daughter..and now..i dont drink anymore..the only one thing i could ever givin up is smokin..fuck cigarettes..i can stop but i will crawl back in..damn..🤣
@rapidfire111 Жыл бұрын
Do you know about ADHD?
@TheTachibanaSAN Жыл бұрын
@@rapidfire111 tell me
@justpassingby3409 Жыл бұрын
I just started to question some things because I like to be in clubs and with prostitutes all the time, I haven’t had a stable relationship in years so I might seek help
@onyinyemary9168 Жыл бұрын
This is so dangerous drugs
@funhousebaby3104 Жыл бұрын
I was just reminding myself of your virtuoso guitar playing. You made Babyshambles what they were (you were truly the best and most original part) and you should be proud, you should be even prouder of this though brother.
@RehabsAsia Жыл бұрын
It looks like a beautiful location!
@clarknawrocki9718 Жыл бұрын
The best way to deal with a meth head is a bullet between the eyes problem solved
@afsl808 Жыл бұрын
In withdrawal time i feel, I've to stop this shit I want to be normal. After 3 or 4 days here we go again 🥲
@mollybolton8425 Жыл бұрын
Sex addiction is healthy and normal. When we are hungry, we must eat
@georginaohara42 Жыл бұрын
Must be nice to have the money to attend here LOL
@davidooi1042 ай бұрын
This place is worth to spend Cause now I have my 5th years of clean time