I would love to do all of that and more for a woman and I hope one day I'll find true love, Thanks Iwish you well

Your video really resonated with me. It’s rare to see such raw honesty, and it reminded me of many things I’ve felt but struggled to put into words. Thank you for sharing this. And I know exactly what is this common feeling that you felt during all these moments in time, that you are confessing here to your own internet corner, and that I am about to confess as well. How do I explain to her that i feel like I should be the one to hold her in my warm embrace, tightly and safely during those triggering moments, that I should be the one to provide her with the stress free life she always deserved but both of us never got. How do I explain to her that I feel like I should be her companion, her soulmate, the hopeless romantic that she's been searching for, so that for once someone can give her the space I can sense she craves, to open up about how she feels and show them her fucked up side with no fear of judgement, one day like I did today with her. That I should be the one to love her the way she deserves to be loved, the way that could make her feel like I felt today. Today, the day that I first met you and was overwhelmed by your raw unapologetic honesty, that same day that you will forget me and like the future day that I will finally feel peace again, the day that I'll forget you. Because deep down I will always know that I am not the one I wish that I could be in your life. I wasn't there for you during those moments that you needed someone to hold you, to show you that you are loved, you were alone, as I now am. Now, that I also need someone like you in my life. Today, this day, the last day of the year in front of my screen I am too confessing my recent but very alive feelings as a hurt stranger to a hurt stranger, two oceans away and the mediterranean sea apart. That's how likely my dream is to come true, to ever get the chance to truly meet you, before the end of my life and show with my own eyes, just for a second like the one you were searching for when you were 15, face to face, what is that transending feeling that we both felt at different places and moments in time. It's UNREQUITED love from people that we love, onced loved or fell in love on a random day. I know all of this is my own little absurd fantasy, but even the most impossible things have a chance to come true sometimes in our lives, manifested just as the miracle that is today! Today, that an algorithm happened to suggest this random video in a random country like Greece. Today that I was introduced to you and you were introduced to me out of pure chance. Today and from now on, cheers to the wonders that have happened and the mysteries that may come! Like the beginning of my life, on the 49th day of December of 01, or the beginning of my living, on Tuesday 0th of January 2025, or the day that you came on this earth, A Tuesday on the 32nd day of September... Thank you for being you, have a healthy and fullfilling life with whoever you want to be by your side, besides your true self!

Wow, thank you CJ, a girl I used to be in a very passionate relationship with reached out after 5 years of me splitting up with her, I have missed her deeply and always wished her the best... we have since started rekindling and it's going fast... I am going to try my best to make it work this time, can you and your partner maybe make a video about how you guys make it work and the reality of it?

Hi CJ, I'm glad I found you, a kind person mentioned your name and luckily it worked out, I'm wondering is it common for people to steal your content and make fake accounts? I love your work so I was pretty upset when I realized someone had stolen it.

Way to go!

Love your stuff just bought two of your books on amazon, can’t wait to get them :)

I watched this to learn more about a family member! Thank you

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Explain how you got here on my KZbin first I All ways wanted to know how David Australia

sounds like a poem 🤔

You are a very beautiful person CJ. Sending you lots of love & metta, 💛🙏☺️, umesh :)

Thank you so much Cameon. I believe your honesty, humility, love, metta, compassion and gratitude. Very beautiful, very beautiful. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Sending you oceans and mountains of love & metta, ❤️🙏☺️, umesh :)

Beautiful. Very poignant and honest

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its the most beautiful thing I ever heard anyone say to me. just imagine if it was true , and someone did all of those things.

You can hate, and you do because you're a woman, and hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.

Thats deep great job ...💯..life is amazing when u stop think about it ..great times we had and never will never fad in my memory .

Beautiful sentiment. Poetic. I hope your experiences continue to enrich your heart, and your reactions to them round out your soul. Clearly not the result of a relationship with a malignant narcissist. Be cautious still.

That's deep ❤😢

Wow🥺❤

I understand you I’m in the same situation now in pain I understand you honey…And it hurts actually a lot

To long just leave

K bye.

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So happy you've uploaded these to your page :). Cannot wait to perform this

Men around the world thank you for expressing our simple yet most deepest need. May your life be blessed.

Hi, if you are serious, I could be your husband on the condition to you'll be exclusively my wife, exclusively mine. What do you think?do I deserve your love and fidelity?

KDP is a great way to get your voice out there. So glad i found it.

I really love this.❤

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Two beauties and the white sun dress had me from the first frame...

Please release more videos , by the way, I'm the one who watched your videos many , many times and uploaded the views to you

This is so inspiring ❤❤ thank you for your honesty and videos

had this randomly in my feed and absolutely love it!! 🥹 so so inspiring

Thanks for the brilliant movie. Love it. ❤Very brave .

Without hardly a word exchanged the film achieved a lot in under 9 minutes... Both actresses played their parts superbly... We need a sequel to learn how their relationship progresses

Thank you for sharing.

I write poetry, myself & I also have BPD, like you. I have several poems published in different Anthologies. I still enjoy writing poems. Unfortunately, I recently had to write several poems for my Husband's & Dad's death.

After being sexually molested at 10 years young & innocent, I ended up with the worst diagnosis of BPD 😢. I already suffer from BiPolar 2, OCD, EDNOS, Anxiety Disorder, Panic disorder, BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder) because of my Childhood PTSD, Self-harm, etc... From the young age of 5, I've been forced to see a counselor, therapist, Psychiatrist until present. I'm on Psychiatric medication for my BPD & my past & occasionally Self-harm. I totally understand where she's coming from in many ways. I also feel emotions very strongly. Because I have a major fear of people abandoning me, I recently lost my husband, I'm alone now. I'm so afraid to get close to anyone now in fear of losing someone I Loved. I wish I knew this woman in person. We'd be the best of friends. I have NO ONE I can trust, anymore other than my Therapist & Psychiatrist with all my secrets. All I have now, are my "Babies " aka: my stuffed animals. They're my life. I wish I had a best female friend I could Love, who I could trust like CD Wade. But, I don't. CD, Wade, I understand you & would Never judge you. You're amazing! Thank you so much for doing this video. I think you did a fantastic job on your video. Please make more of them.

Thanks so much for posting this video, CJ. It provided me with so much helpful information. 😊 I have always loved writing poetry/song lyrics, but have recently felt compelled to share my poetry with others and publish it.

i have bpd, and didnt know it. at the time, but i made a friend for the first time in my life at 36 years old. Well she also has borderline and did know it, but she didnt disclose it to me. That woman was like my other half. I miss her so much, but OH MY GOD, that relationship BLEW ALL THE WAY UP after one year passed. She started splitting me and switched real quick. It left me in such a strange new kind of pain and almost psychosis and paranoia. I can only imagine the pain that I also caused her. Neither of us wanted to hurt the other one, and I realize that for her to push me away like that, she must have really really cared a lot about me. I miss her so much.

1:27 Thankyou. You’re helping me be better man for those experiencing this disorder

Amazing 😍😋

it's so beautiful😇

What an inspiring video. Thank you ! 😊needed this today.

You are so strong ❤

Good short 👏

Enjoyed this! Very beautiful and sweet story :)

I started crying when you said your girlfriend found good things about bpd because I never would of thought

She didnt want to know the time 😂 she knows the time