I miss my dad alot never realized how much he did until he was gone and i fucking hate myself for being a terrible son I never knew his story was gonna be cut short till it happen had to be the worst day of my life i just saw him that morning didnt say anything and left till this day i hate myself for doing that

Happiness is such a fragile emotion, I stopped chasing it when I was a child.

all i can say is, real.

i made a decision a few years back to start my life again, chasing a dream that I thought was impossible. I achieved the dream I wanted but I lost everything in the process of chasing it. My infant son, my young daughter, my wife, my parents and my mortage. I had achieved what I wanted but that came at the price of everything. I haven't seen my kids for over 4 years but I think about them every day and the pain I feel makes the achievements I've earned feel meaningless... but I cannot go back... I can only move forward carrying their memories with me... the worst part though, is that the more I move forward the heavier their memories become. the more i move forward the more I regret the last 4 years of my life and I am not sure there is a light at the end of this journey

Dude I don’t even have like any signs of sadness or nun, I just love watching these videos cuz they the realest shi ever.

I really want to be a great father to my beautiful little girl, I struggle with my anger and I shout at her, one day I’ll get there and learn to deal with it and I’ll be the father she deserves x

I don’t know if it’s my broken sense of reality but I can see in peoples eyes and facial structure for the first they see how they are to you, like how fake they are in front of you and it’s so hard to find just one person who actually is nice and cares. How am I meant to find the perfect one for me when I know that even finding 1 person who really cares is like a needle in the hay stack I just don’t at this point

why i am even trying.. i want to end it so no one can suffer my pain.

Never had a dad. Had an abusive step-male…that was it.

Been with my girlfriend for over 7 months and she has become very ungrateful and the relationship has become very one sided. Basically a year ago I went through a horrible breakup and I remember crying and watching these videos so with that being said I’m terrified to leave her knowing what lies ahead if I am to do that.

Lost my uncle to cancer then my dad 3 weeks later, also to cancer at the back end of 2021. A few months later, one of my cousins took their own life. I was trying to keep my head on straight, being 20 years old at the time, I had to stay strong for my family. I was living with my girlfriend at the time through all this, working in the Navy, where I'm still currently serving. At the end of 2022, the reality just finally hit me. I became distant to everyone I loved and started to depend on alcohol. 6 days before I deployed for a few months, my girlfriend dumped me and moved out, taking our cat and things with her. I kept trying to keep up, ended up starting therapy to deal with grief and after my last deployment end of 2023 tried to deal with trauma symptoms from witnessing the aftermath of a military helicopter crash and fighting multiple fires on the ship. I remain a positive person as much as I can, just keep my head up, keep moving forward. I was recently hospitalized, suffering a heart injury. I'm feeling very vulnerable, lost and scared. Currently at the bottom of the hill on the rollercoaster that is life. Life has lost so much of its colour in the last few years. But I will keep searching for the colour and I will not give up on what makes me happy. Which is to help others and provide something. Life is worth it at the end of the day.

20 years old. I wanted to provide my two cents on life and voice my story. So, here’s my story. Born in the UK. Since I was around 9ish all the way to 16, I was entirely homeschooled because I was afraid. Those 7 years went by fast, but each year got harder and more painful than the last. I didn’t know what I wanted to do, and why I was so afraid of everything. Leaving my home was terrifying. There was a time where I did not leave for a year straight. I had no friends, no hobbies, no ambitions. I was always told that what I did was wrong. Now all of a sudden I’m an adult, and I’m having to learn how to live. It’s difficult. It feels like I’m a toddler. It was only a month ago I felt suicidal, as I felt there was no way I could be like everyone else. Yet, here I am. Things still hurt, I’m still afraid, but I’m holding on. Why? I have hope. Hope that, someday, I’ll learn how to do things. Learn what I like and dislike. Learn how to take charge and make my own path, my own story. But all these things, they don’t come to you overnight, or just spontaneously come to you. They all require effort. Action. Commitment. Through all the pain I’ve experienced, I’ve learned that you cannot move on and grow without action. I started my path of redemption when I entered college when I was 16. Now I’m in university, making a life slowly but surely. I have friends. I have ambitions. I have responsibilities. I still feel lost most days, but I’m coming to understand how important it is to act. To believe in yourself, to believe in your goals and want them badly. To commit, believe, want, and act, regardless of the world. There’s always hope friends. Your story is still being written, and it can shift and wind in an infinite number of ways. There’s always hope, as long as you grab the pen that writes your story.

i dont sleep so good anymore i cant sleep anymore

need to stop watching this shit man is fucking up my brain

This video is going to make me depressed

pain

Dude this is one of the best comps I’ve ever seen thank you man

I want to feel happiness again, Ive been in pain for most of my life, I want to heal, I want to feel something else than saddness, I want to be happy, I want to have a laugh with a friend or talk to a friend, i want to experience a dating relationship with a girl my age but I dont want to heal before I date anyone with this saddness. Maybe in the future I'll be happy maybe I got everything figured out I hope I do.

my best friend killed himself, he was my only true friend, i tried and tried to help him and I hurt myself trying so help him,maybe I should end it, even if i have a slight chance of seeing him, even that little chance is all that matters to me, my friends and family would laugh at my funeral for being a bitch, I'm sorry D.D, i just want to see you again

I'm already better than those who killed themself in a moment where others don't know even the reason.

I need help but i cant ask it

3yit

Or granddad

Hey if someone has time to read this, go on. (true story) Today is the 28th Jun 2024 it has been about 4 months since I was sexually abused/touched. It was a big shock to me I want to talk about how I feel and what was on my mind that day but no one listens. I was on my way to my concert with the train as every usual day. Suddenly a group of teenage guys around 15 -17 years old was standing behind me. I was standing right in front of the train door and was waiting till it opens. There were 2 stops left and suddenly a guy came too close he started to touch me and a second boy was right behind so no one could see what was happening. There were about 4 or 5 boys. He would not stop … I pulled away and he pulled me even closer. I didn’t know what to do. I was and I am just 13 years old. I was so scared that I couldn’t move. Right when the first stop ended the second guy switched with the first guy and it was going on until the last stop came. I was so shocked and paralyzed that I was watching the floor in horror all of the time. He was not just touching me he rubbed himself on me and I was just … Scared I guess. I cant explain my feelings in that moment I was unable to think. My thoughts? I wasn’t thinking about anything it was like as if my brain was empty. To be honest this was not the first time. It was my 3rd time that I was being sexually abused. I told my parents and the worst thing did not even happen. My own parents told me:,, see what can happen in the train when you go by yourself!,, Not are you alright or do you need anything! That’s why I am scared to go by the train by myself in 2 days. I feel like it will happen again and I am scared as f--- to be honest. I told it my parents my best friend my other friends my sister and none of them cared about it. I felt heartbroken and abused which I was. I can’t describe how I am feeling right now. I am scared to show my skin, scared to go swimming, scared to sleep with an open window, scared to take a bath, scared to talk to an boy alone, scared to go by bus, train or car alone! My whole world is just being scared and never be safe again. Oh and you know what, just later I found out it were some kind of guys that I met there more than once. And all the time, they just laughed! (Some of you might say it is no big deal but it is a big deal to me!)

Well shit I won’t miss “her” because I never had one and I’ll never have one because I’m to ugly for that shit I’m running out of tears

ive been dating this girl for about a month now. we both love eachother, i just dont know if im gonna be enough for her.

How many ridiculous, ignorant, thoughtless questions has Tom Brady been asked throughout his career from the likes of ESPN, Yahoo Sports, NBC Sports etc. One 8 year old kid destroyed them all. Well done kid. Well done.

I miss who my dad was before the drugs. It’s like he died but he’s still here. I miss him so much bro.

0:32 i wish my dad would ever talk to me like this

I love her so much.. and I’ve done unforgiving things to her and every single fucking day I just sit with this guilt and regret to want to take it all back.. I realized how much I failed her as a man and it hurts me every damn day. I just wanna prove to her that I can change and be better cause god damn it I am better than I was a few years ago… i love her and I will prove it all over again.. I will make her fall for me once more…

No i'm not, I just want to die

i don't miss her anymore but i was already messed up before i knew her so nothing changed

Well I agree

The girl i was rocking we with postponed plans for the second week in a row. My truck starter got stripped. I thought my friends were taking shit from me but i was wrong and even that small accusation may have ruined things beyond fixing. Idk anymore shits tough im tired and i kinda want to be alone in space

god is great put god first god loves you he will be with you we need jesus he died for you god loves the world that he given one and only son whoever belives in him should not perish but have eternal life

I don't hate my father, he gave me a roof over his head, 3 meals a day and allowed me to live a carefree life, but he was an absent and abusive man. I don't hate him, but I don't think I can love him.

Life sucks and why am I here

9:42 Rest in peace, Man of God 🫡

I feel like there is so much Hate and negativity now, it’s hard to still have hopes and dreams of becoming/doing what I’ve wanted. I’ve been subconsciously thinking about suicide for a long time. It feels like I’m watching everyone I Love suffer just trying to Survive and I’m not looking forward to that for such a long time.

I still miss her after 2 years but it was my fault anyways srry Ashley

I like commenting in these or reading these comments knowing we're all dealing with tough times, I've made mistakes like all of us do and still hate myself over these problems and issues, it was so bad to the point i couldn't sleep properly, i never talked about these issues for whatever reason i can't explain, the girl i was dating at the time helped , me get over these issues talked to me and helped me to stop worrying about these problems that happened a while ago, these issues these problems that i had they still hurt when it comes back into mind but it hurts less realizing that it's over what happened, happened and as much as i want to go back and change it, it'll stay the same regardless of what i think or want.

I miss who I thought she was…..6years man 6fucking years gone down the drain I’m just 22 she was all I ever wanted and the only one I loved or could love. Her beauty was unfathomable, her personality was awesome. I always held hope that maybe she could find herself back to me but instead I said some bitter stuff just so she could feel the pain I felt I knew that we wouldn’t work but I kept fighting when she had already accepted the end of us…..sometimes I wish I didn’t say the things I did and I wish that we could’ve continue being friends, my days are now sad and lonely and ever so often my throat hurts when I think about her

robin is right, how was i supposed to try when she never gave me a second chance.

im not fucking okay. its not okay, i think i need help

QKThr - Aphex Twin 🎶🎶🎶

We got other problems than woman

fuck god

I didn't understand my whole life how people can give up, always was strong and stepped over all the dificulties, but now I understood that no matter how strong you are, there's always gonna be a limit of bad things that happen, and once you reach it, you'll break, it applies to every human being and I hope you'll never reach it brothers. Cuz I'm about to reach it, I'm trying my best to go over it, but life just keeps adding more and more on top of that and I don't know when it's gonna end. At least I hope it's gonna end

why'd it just turn into "god is real" like it's trying to convert us just 3 mins in?

Does anyone know the music on this one? I’ve been tryna find it for so long