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The Reality of Treatment Centers
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Пікірлер
@saraivatoledo1842
@saraivatoledo1842 2 сағат бұрын
Regarding Heps C ,people who have never used IV might not get this ,but the 1st time I was forced to take blood samples I wasn´t very optimistic ...at all. Best friend(s) dying of AIDS, Heps B, Heps Delta etc ...my behaviour was exactly theirs, if not even worse ... : -reckless sex with fellow feminine users ? Check !; Going over the top on the citric while cooking gear ? Check! Sharing needles ,all types of paraphernalia -specially late at night when it can be a nightmare to get works etc ? Check ! ...just "Check " everything really ... . When the nurse arrived with the results and told me I was only positive for Heps C , I swear I was ecstatic. I have been living with this rubbish for over 2 decades now (bad side effects .Worst being always knackered -all day, every day ) ...like Chris says ,treatment is ridiculously dear ...there is an old alternative which is cheaper but takes longer and is harsh (to say the least )...most my mates who went through it (Interferon ) were unable to complete it -all told me it felt like Chemotherapy with horrible side effects such as depression ,anhedonia etc, etc .... P.S. If you cook (almost everybody in Europe does this btw -if you do not add an acid and heat the mixture it simply won´t dissolve properly )gear with citric be very careful with the quantities you will use. I heard it from a GP that injecting citric not only ruins your veins but your liver too ...I, ( and others I know )´m the living proof of both claims.
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 4 сағат бұрын
Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out!❤
@sunstruck
@sunstruck 7 сағат бұрын
I hear you on AA and your definition of being clean. Everyone gets to define that for themselves. I’m clean and every day I aspire to be cleaner. Am I perfect? Nah. But I try my best to stay clearheaded always and not overdo it… even with coffee! Also. We can’t beat addiction… but we can manage it! 💪
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 4 сағат бұрын
Facts!💯
@jonhutchinson2902
@jonhutchinson2902 14 сағат бұрын
Thankgod I never did share anything after 7 or 8 years of daily use I remained as clean as possible when using. Luckily never contacting anything during my using days. Also great that Hep C can be treated and cured now. I know many people who had it.
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ 13 сағат бұрын
You definitely dodged a bullet ! Most IV users have it. I believe 70-80%. You are lucky man 🍀
@Thomas-fk3cw
@Thomas-fk3cw 23 сағат бұрын
It's hot as f'n balls in MA. Gonna be bad all week. No A/C in my building until mid June. Sucks. 🤛
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ 15 сағат бұрын
And today was even worse. Cooling off a little bit now thankfully. Try to stay cool till June bro 🥶
@jeanwonnacott2718
@jeanwonnacott2718 Күн бұрын
I didn't know about the cotton, or water. I almost got into needles. A guy I caregived for was a H addict. I wasn't interested, at first. Another man I was close to was an H addict also. Found out later, that the 2nd man went to the guys motorhome, and threatened his life, if he ever found out the guy got me on needles. Probably saved my life. I hope to thank him one day...❤❤
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ 15 сағат бұрын
Exactly 🙌
@mmwilliams7279
@mmwilliams7279 Күн бұрын
It all comes back to blood exchange. Spent years as an STI/HIV investigator. ✅️
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ 15 сағат бұрын
I like the new profile picture 🙌
@mmwilliams7279
@mmwilliams7279 13 сағат бұрын
@@Dopiates_ me?
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 Күн бұрын
Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out.❤
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ 15 сағат бұрын
Thank you Cindy 🙏🙌💙
@shaylynneshelley6976
@shaylynneshelley6976 Күн бұрын
I’m surprised I never contracted Hep B with all the wreckless shit I did shooting dope. Thank you Jesus 🙏 We do recover!!!
@CultureShockGotchaShook
@CultureShockGotchaShook Күн бұрын
This video had “Topical Context in the Information Panel” about HIV from the CDC. When I clicked - •Why am I seeing this? Button I gave me this…. When you search or watch videos related to topics prone to misinformation, such as the moon landing, you may see an information panel at the top of your search results or under a video you're watching. Information panels show basic background info, sourced from independent, third-party partners, to give more context on a topic. If you want to learn more, the panels also link to the third-party partner’s website…….blah blah blah and more bullshit Maybe gotta find some code words or shit to use. Like can you use a ¢ instead of a c? Or spell it HE₽ to avoid their censorship which I’m guessing will give you demonetization or partial at least
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 Күн бұрын
You’re right. It’s dictatorship for real!!
@sunstruck
@sunstruck Күн бұрын
You a lucky dude Chris. God is on your side G.
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Praise god 🙏🙏 can’t deny that he is.
@justbarry587
@justbarry587 Күн бұрын
Chris 💜 ✌
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
What’s up Barry 🙌🙌💙💙 hope you had a good day man. Thanks for watching 🙏
@user-qn1kz7dk3t
@user-qn1kz7dk3t Күн бұрын
Bro, I'm so happy not too long after i started slamming dope they made it legal to buy rigs at the pharmacy. I remember having to cruise main south looking for works and it as $5 a pop. Sometimes they would try to sell you an old rig with a fucking old cigarette filter for a cap 😆. I had one girl buyy two old rigs off some Puerto 🇵🇷 guy that looked like he had HIV or something. for $5 he sold her two nasty rigs with a cigarette filter on one and a eraser from a #2 pencil ✏️ on the other one lol. She used them SMH. I forced her to bleach it though. One time in slc Utah i picked up a clean looking rig off the st, brought it home and bleached it and slammed the bag. I was a nervous wreck after thinking how stupid i had been. I got tested, and thank god i never once ever got hep c or hiv or anything at all. My Dr said i dodged a HUGE BULLET!
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Damn bro that’s crazy, an old butt as a cap ? Just wondering how long ago was this ? I have always been able to buy rigs legally at any pharmacy, or get them from the needle exchange. But still, even being able to get them legally, I would still share quite a bit. You are definitely lucky you never caught anything, cuz like I said you can get it from water, cotton, spoons & cookers which the majority of people share. No idea of you still use or not, that’s not my business just be careful with it if you do 🙏🙏
@user-qn1kz7dk3t
@user-qn1kz7dk3t Күн бұрын
@@Dopiates_ this was when i was 20 or 19 so probably around 99 or 00. They where not legal yet back then. And worcester didn't have any exchanges, you'd have to go to Boston and get some sort of id too.
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
That’s crazy man, that was before my time. I was only 9-10 years old back then. I know how south main is now a days. I can only imagine it back then. I’d definitely say you dodged a bullet for sure
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
I have also picked rigs up off the street unfortunately, nasty looking ones at that. Crazy the things we do man
@user-qn1kz7dk3t
@user-qn1kz7dk3t Күн бұрын
@@Dopiates_ yeah I'm 40 . I started fucking around at 15 and got physically hooked at 19. I know i don't look 40,but that picture you seen is me at 40.
@user-qn1kz7dk3t
@user-qn1kz7dk3t Күн бұрын
Yeah, it was hot as fuck today 😆 85 or 80 in worcester today, felt good though.
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Too hot for me, no AC. I was dying 😵
@leevelmcelhaney2000
@leevelmcelhaney2000 Күн бұрын
Do the 2024 challenge
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
😂😂 for the 2024 chip, that’s gonna be cash / cashapp only
@righteousmonkey
@righteousmonkey Күн бұрын
Catching up on the vids I missed last week. 🙌🏽
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Good to have you back bro 🚀🚀
@josephrapp
@josephrapp 2 күн бұрын
I do not understand their reasons at all.....just wrong!
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
I don’t either. Compared to what I usually talk about, there is no reason at all for them to have an issue with it. Going to give it a try for the 3rd time today tho
@dieselviper7811
@dieselviper7811 2 күн бұрын
KZbin is going to lose users if they keep making all these stupid rules and taking the fun out of it. And of course it’s only about money
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Absolutely, everything is about money these days unfortunately
@Ducksaucekid
@Ducksaucekid 2 күн бұрын
Title ?
@Ducksaucekid
@Ducksaucekid 2 күн бұрын
(Could b the title of the vid)
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
The title is always the first thing I try to tweak. Used plenty different titles, just gonna make it for a 3rd time today and maybe it’ll work. The other video I was talking about here, the 3rd time I made it is when it went thru.
@FrankTalby88
@FrankTalby88 2 күн бұрын
Sounds like ur subconscious feels guilty when doin crack and it doesnt get filtered out like normal when ur sober its just all at once and feels real
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 2 күн бұрын
Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out!❤
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Thank you Cindy 🙌🙏💙
@lisacundiff8029
@lisacundiff8029 2 күн бұрын
I wonder what's up with that? Crazy..but anyways goodnight 💤 🌛
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Wish I knew, hope you had a good night !
@lisacundiff8029
@lisacundiff8029 2 күн бұрын
I've really got to cook earlier or bring my phone in kitchen, so I don't miss your lives! That food looking delicious and I love the flavored sparkling water's).I also sometimes buy the plain carbonated water and add juice ( like cranberry or orange or some pink lemonade or reg lemonade drink mix ).Love carbonated lemonade 😋 I was really into the San Pellegrino blood orange seltzer water for a while but sleep tight 😴
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
I’ll have to try that out with the cranberry juice and the others you mentioned. I still gotta try that tortilla pizza also I keep forgetting, but seeing your comment reminded me up it lol
@madefree55
@madefree55 2 күн бұрын
Damn...you're making me hungry. You got it going on there, Chris. I can almost smell and taste it, all the way over here in Newport Beach California. My mouth is watering. Willie T.
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Definitely some good steak tips, I wish I could say I am the one who makes them. I get them at a small local market, they come premade all you have to do is heat them up. But they are definitely amazing. I love Newport Beach, been there a couple time. Thanks for watching man 🙏🙏
@madefree55
@madefree55 2 күн бұрын
It's refreshing to see you being good to your self, Chris. Sure beats a fix, any day. You might enjoy playing pickle ball. Just a suggestion. From Hobbies are us. Drones, bicycling, girls...lets see... that should keep you busy for the rest of your life. Thanks for sharing your life with us. It's helping us know that we are not alone. See you on the road of recovery. God Bless You, Willie T.
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Hey man I really appreciate it 🙏🙌
@qwayzayyy1
@qwayzayyy1 2 күн бұрын
that rubs me the wrong way too man, youtube is crazy these days.. we appreciate you chris
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Thanks man I appreciate you too 🙌🙌
@sunstruck
@sunstruck 2 күн бұрын
WHATTUP DOG
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
What’s good 🫡🫡
@Chris-Singer
@Chris-Singer 2 күн бұрын
Maybe it’s a views thing?
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
I wish I knew 🤷‍♂️
@9to5poker53
@9to5poker53 2 күн бұрын
I follow a bunch of recovery channels, it's def not the 12 Steps ect man. Prob getting flagged for something else, but def seems weird
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
You are definitely right. Not sure what’s wrong with them, it’s not half as bad as what I usually talk about, so it has me a little confused / annoyed
@Chris-Singer
@Chris-Singer 2 күн бұрын
Good day boss. Hope you’re doing okay bra.
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Doing good today man. Hope you are too 🙌🙌
@9to5poker53
@9to5poker53 2 күн бұрын
Yo just curious how you're making money/surviving right now? Seems like you've been eating pretty good stuff. I only ask because my addiction has lead me to being piss broke for the first time in my life. Glad to see you doing well tho Chris!
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
Hit me up on instagram @DopiatesYT What state are you in ?
@robertivers4200
@robertivers4200 2 күн бұрын
Those chips too dsngerous. Dont ever do it again please😢
@Dopiates_
@Dopiates_ Күн бұрын
They can be, not sure if you heard but someone from Massachusetts passed a way from the 2023 or 2024 chip a few months ago. They are definitely no joke