I’ve watched this peak video since 2years ago today

Estou aqui, pleno dia 26 no nosso aniversário de namoro ela acaba de me magoar de uma forma tão grande, fiquei triste, ansioso etc isso machuca de um nível, tipo pq relacionamento é assim?, se eu descobrisse cedo que isso iria acontecer eu n teria tentado, já não sou bem em questão de saúde mental, aí chega uma menina que no começo parece ser perfeita e me destrói? Que porra de mundo que agente vive, isso é um desabafo soldados, estoi triste e sozinho

Finally got around to watching Taxi Driver last week. I knew i'd like it from what i've heard about the film, and i did enjoyed it! Never knew where the story would go or how it would end. I thought it was a great film. I think a lot of us have felt like outsiders to something before in our lives, to know what it's like to feel isolated. Hopefully, we've all got a person or two we can reach out to when life starts feeling like that 🩷

Sono nato per essere solo

real

J’ai la chiaSse

Today, i realised that i didn't want it for myself, i wanted other people to see that I had it. And that's why, after all my achievements, I still feel empty. Because it never meant a thing to me.

i dont wanna fall again

Im literally travis bickle

Im probably dead In a few days

robert de niro🤩

cok yoruldum

I feel blue

So many people, So many things, So many lights, colors. Yet this feeling...

I love you Turkish we dont say " Bir beyaz kağıda herşey yazılabilir,senin dışında güzelliğine benzetme bulmak zor.."Yılmaz Erdoğan

It never ends..

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He looks sooooo young,in this movie!

"I realize now how much she's just like the others, cold and distant, and many people are like that, women for sure, they're like a union."

To all my friends out there, life won't wait for you or will make things go easy as long as you don't aim high. With a bit of enthusiasm and much hope things will start to look easier than before. But it was just you who allowed yourself to start the journey of self-discovery and peace

The f song without f its just song

When I listen to this, the memories I reflect on are the ones of psychological warfare I’ve had to endure. The dissociation with verbal abuse, and unknowingly reflecting that as my own personality. I lost something dear and from that moment I decided to become enlightened and be authentic with my true self. This is the way of life I promise you, an emotion is much less than what you’re capable of as god’s manifestation as a human.

All I do is smoke the pain away

Disturbing footage

I know it was just a video game, but honestly. Rdr taught me some serious life lessons.

it's so beautiful

OBEY

Taxi Driver brought me here Travis Bickle’s monologue “Lonelyness has been following me my whole life, in bars, cars, everywhere. There’s no escape, in god’s lonely man”.

I'm probably gonna die in a few days

This song is the anthem of my 2024. I lost my mom the last day of 2023 and while everyone was hugging and being hopeful under the fireworks, I was sitting next to my mom's empty bed. She was my last ray of sunshine in this terrible world. The only person who loved me in difficulty and ease. The only person I ran to when I had a good day or bad day. When Id finish my uni classes shed be there waiting for me for us to go home in all her pain she sat through that for me. I have no dad either and my grandmother is mentally challenge in which i have to take care of her now. I see people ik progress so much in life and here I am crippled with depression and the lonely feeling thatll never leave and all I think about is having to live life completely alone. No guy ever glances my way. No hand evsr reaches out to help. Its quite honestly just me and my four walls

I wouldn’t care about being lonely if I didn’t have to watch everyone go out with they’re friends and talk effortlessly, each day in school I never talk to anyone else in fear of being judged and it’s easy to say oh make some new friends I can’t just suddenly show up to someone’s friend group one day and I’m just constantly tired physically and mentally because I get 6 hours sleep each night I used to be the most confident person now I’m just a hopeless wreck

I lost my Fiancé about a year ago now, it's been so hard to believe she's really gone, it feels like just yesterday we were looking over Tampa from the water at midnight, The lights Mirroring off the water in ripples, and even though my life had just started at that point, I wanted it to end, I was scared to be in the vulnerable isolated state the world brutally slapped in the palm of my hand and left me with. and even then, I still see her every direction I look, whether it's the corner of my room, where the sunlight shines through my window beautifully, or the details I catch and see in the outside world, it helped me realize that she isn't really gone, but rather, she's in a place I cannot see, but rather feel. I see the world through her eyes now, and for that, I'm forever grateful.

Jesus love all of you guys and girls❤❤❤🙏

Currently, I am talking to a girl that I really like. I know that many people go through this and it will seem as ordinary as anything for other people, but for me it's something that I don't think I'll experience again. She's the kindest, funniest person that I've met. The most beautiful girl of my love, that I love with the bottom of my heart. But she doesn't like me back, we talk and talk, she gives me hope that she could like me once in a while by wanting to kiss me, or by saying that she likes me out of a sudden while looking at me in a lovely way. But then it stops, suddenly it seems like it never existed. She usually looks like she doesn't feel anything, and she says that she doesn't. But then in some moments she really likes me, she probably likes the idea of me instead of the real me. I wish I would've spent the rest of my life with her, I wanted her the most out of everything I ever knew. This is the best and the worst time I've felt in my whole life. I never imagined myself loving a girl so much, I never imagined myself being in this situation that I am in. It completely changed my life even though it's been about a month. I spent more time with her than with anybody else except my family in years. She's somebody that I truly love and I wish her the best at whatever the time in life. This song reminds me of her anytime it plays, it's beautiful, sad but it feels hopeful. I can't describe everything with words but she is truly somebody I'll miss with my heart and mind when she's gone, because I know that there's going to be a time when she's not going to be here anymore, not even as friends. So I will keep living this moment and appreciate that I can still talk to her while I can. Because there's going to be a time where I can't, and when I will miss what I had.

Broke up with my ex girlfirend 1 year ago she was the love of my life and always cared about me. We met us on a island when i was on a school trip and kissed the last day before we were driving home in the sunset. Her eyes were so of love and how she was laying in my arms on the way back it was like I was living a real dream. I can never forget the time we spent together. This was 1 and a half year ago. When we broke up she said that i wasnt good enough to her and i was a looser and would never find a girl on her league again. I dont know what made her like that but it was the day her good side i loved died and my happyness too. After that i was only sad and still am. Till now i have not found a new girl friend and moved on. I still remember every second with her like it was a day ago but then i realise it was almost 1 year ago we last met and i cant imagine what made the girl that was the perfect humanbeing so full of hate towards me and made her say so horrible things to me. She apologized a month ago but said i shouldnt write her ever again. I will never forget the person she was, she keeps living inside of my memory but at the same time its hell for me to think about her everytime and i even became afraid to talk to other girls because i dont want this to happen again it was hell for me but it was heaven to them. I hope i will find someone that will love me and care about me like her but till then i will need to keep think of her.

too alone bro i'm cooked

1:53

"Preoccupied with a single leaf you won't see the tree, preoccupied with a single tree you'll miss the entire forest"

I am listening to this every day because I realized that I am no longer in this world

Me already cooked looking at how cooked im going to be 💀

Ive got some bad ideas in my head

Robinson Kevin Walker Lisa Moore Susan

La primera vez que la vi esto sono en mi cabeza

im cooked + its so over + it never began

The amount of women that I knew that just straight up ghosted me or just started treating me like shit is an unlimited amount. The pain never stops hitting me

crying to this and letting it remind you of a period you dont wanna come back to puts my mind in agony. love the great work!❤️

IM SIGMA IM SIGMA IM SIGMA

Real thats how im gonna end up looking in 10 years im happy now but i dont think i will be happy Later God send me the person i always wanted In my life But i know I Will ruine Everything Again

Loneliness is a good thing, I don't need someone in this rotten and dirty place.

When William Afton realised what terrible things he did in the past including the deaths of his kids but it's to late for him