Sorry to hear that but remember you can always start over 💕 you aren't a failure. It's just another way of coping and it's got nothing to do with strength or weakness. Count not the day you relapsed but all the days you didn't. You didn't disappoint anyone 💜please don't cry sweetie, I believe in you

@@taky1329 thank you i really needed to hear that all day i’ve felt i let the boys down and others down but thank you so so much

Hey, everything is okay ☺️ I was just busy with school so I didn't finish the part 11 I had planned yet. I hope that I will have time to finish it but we will see. Take care! 💜

I don't have much time to make videos right now, sorry, but thanks for the suggestion x

i miss u❤

Hi, the video is on my channel, you just can't see it because you live in Russia or Belarus. The artist of the music I used (Coldplay) has unfortunately blocked the music in your country so that's why it isn't visible to you. You can try using a VPN, for example Opera browser has a built in free VPN, to view the video. Download Opera, click on the VPN button in the web adress bar and choose either Europe, America or Asia as location. Then check youtube and the video should be visible to you. Hope it helps 💕

Year, I'm from Russia. I've tried using VPN after your answer, but still I can't see the video. Maybe you can send me the link in comment🙏🙏. Maybe the video will open like this

@@julia_389 Oh I see. That's too bad Link to the video: kzbin.info/www/bejne/pJ22Zp2lYsasoZo&ab_channel=taky

@@taky1329 it's working! Thank you very much!!💜💜💜💜

@@julia_389 Great 🤗

I'm glad it comforted you! It's so hard to deal with but you're very strong and I wish you the very best 💕 ily and take care of yourself friend 🥰

It's common to react spontaneously to anxiety or panic, such an automatic reaction. Don't be angry at yourself, try to work in small steps instead. Try to be a bit more conscious each time and focus on staying safe even when you S-H, and eventually you will learn a bit more control over the situation. It's a long journey and being free from S-H doesn't happen overnight for anyone. For me it took many many years and I still get urges but now I know I can overcome them with better coping mechanisms, and you will too. Relapse is okay 💕love you 💜

@@taky1329 It helped just so you know; it has almost gone to null for quite a long time. Yes, it's over now but after what? My thighs are now covered with lifelong uncountable scars. Yup yup. Thank you, thank you so much.

@@floralhour3730 omg I'm so happy to hear from you bestie. I'm so proud of you for being able to stay off S-H 🥰 you're brave you know, fighting! I have scars in the same places too, on my thighs. They're many years old now and starting to fade...yours will too, but never consider them ugly cause they're part of you and your story. And your body will keep creating new fresh skin to keep you safe no matter how many times you cut it open, because you deserve to be safe and whole. Love yourself bestie 💕 ily x

@@taky1329 Yup, I hope your scars fade as well. They have become an important part of me, and a source of motivation, they gave birth to my dreams. And I hope I reach them. LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOO BESTIE. Sending well wishes!

Wow this is such a heartwarming comment to receive ☺entertaining and helping people is the best reward I can receive as a creator so I'm so happy you liked the series 💜thank you for the recognition and appreciation, and take care of yourself ❣

@@taky1329 take care of yourself too 💜💜

It makes me so happy that it was able to calm you 🤗🤗

@@taky1329 @taky1329 Tysm for making these also I have a request please check my comment under another Yoongi imagine of yours it was "comforting your difficult home life and exam stress"

Hey there! Yes, what you're describing falls under the category self-harm. There's so many different ways to S-H aside from the obvious ways that people usually think of, and sometimes people don't fully understand it. No matter what form S-H takes, physical or mental acts, the underlying thinking pattern remains the same. The reason why harmful thoughts or physical acts bring relief also remain the same. You believe you should be punished, and that's the concerning part because if you live under the belief that harming yourself is deserved whenever something bad happens or you mess up. And that can obviously lead to more and more severe self-harm, when you have to keep doing it more intensely to achieve the same feeling of relief. And mental S-H, repetitive thoughts or patterns, aren't any less severe because they instill in you a sense that you deserve these things and that can be just as harmful for your psyche as physically hurting yourself. BUT if it calms you, it doesn't have to be all negative. It all depends on how you react afterwards. Can you realize that you don't actually deserve the things you imagine in your thoughts, and that they're just a way for you to cope with negative emotions? Eventually with time you can find other ways of channelling that frustration that you feel, that doesn't involve unleashing it onto yourself. Drawing your feelings can help, or writing them down. The main thing is that you work on trying to get rid of the idea that you are to blame for everything because you are not. Hope this helps 💗

@@taky1329 thank you so much. Even though it wasn't real, I felt so emotional watching this video. I've watched all of your Yoongi imagines and I seriously love all of them, but I always end up feeling emotional that there isn't anyone like Yoongi to take care of me. I'm actually scared that I might end up doing all the things in real life that I've imagined. Honestly, I haven't told anyone about this, not even my best friend. So it feels kinda good to let it all out here. Thank you so much 💜

too bad that you couldn't read it, however this video is 3 years old so I can't really do much about it x

@@taky1329 it’s ok. I still enjoyed it