“If i can’t have love I want power” I think she still wants love 💔
@iced_coffee47298 күн бұрын
This hits so close to home, I was bawling at 3 am when I first heard this. Halsey’s music was the first to hit my soul and their music makes me feel so heard in so many aspects. I love you Ashley♥️
@laurahives102347 күн бұрын
I hope you’re okay love
@McArlecchinoFps10 күн бұрын
Nice video W song choice
@vicxxmmii10 күн бұрын
thanks :)
@larastevenson634712 күн бұрын
I hope Halsey releases this song one day. A song has never struck a nerve so well as this one has. This has made me realize forgiving my parents doesn’t mean erasing all the pain they caused me.
@Ryan-td9td20 күн бұрын
I LOVE YOUR SOUL!!! <3
@alesanafyi23 күн бұрын
oh this song hurts so good . fn beautiful
@legendsvfx9229Ай бұрын
Okay I would have made this, song goes well with the visuals, great job
@vicxxmmiiАй бұрын
thanks!! 😊
@elykorihbАй бұрын
incredible work
@vicxxmmiiАй бұрын
thank you so much for watching !!
@NunhoihValteАй бұрын
I miss them sm😭
@vicxxmmiiАй бұрын
😭 same!!
@Astery_rt2 ай бұрын
It's sad that Ashley didn't release this song 'cause it's so beautiful This song reminds me of my father. It seems that he almost never noticed my achievements and always reproached me for any slightest mistake. He practically did not participate in my life, and if he was around, bad things happened. And the line “And recitals that you missed. Broken knees you never kissed" is also close to me, as an example. He hated me simply 'cause I exist, he said that I ruined his life and that it would be better if I never existed. Sometimes, I think that it would be if everything were different.This man beat my mother and older brother. It seems to me that he is incapable of loving anyone but himself Thanks to Ashley for her music, and to you for posting this here There may be errors in the text, I don't speak English, I used a translator
@HellsCanyonHermit2 ай бұрын
I would forgive you.
@RustySussen-fc1ld2 ай бұрын
I am sorry too zo. I am sorry that youre so sorry all the time. I'm sorry that I don't help you do better when I'm so sorry all the time. I'm sorry that you don't help me do better when you're so sorry all the time. I'm sorry that I look like him so often and im sorry I don't have the heart to remind you what ptsd I'm sorry that to me you look like her and I'm sorry that I know it's cuz im crazy and I'm sorry you don't understand and I'm sorry that you know I do understand and im sorry I don't understand why we know how all this goes. But you're so sorry all the time and I forgive you because I can't do anything right with you and I feel like I'll never do enough and I try so hard to listen and I'm always sorry once again. I wish that you'd forgive me so I could stop forgetting. And if we could just talk it out. You wouldn't need forgiveness from the rest of us. Because you don't have to keep forgetting. Just to make ammends with the way it hurt. To remember that you do not deserve the way. You're hurting in a way that I am very tired of trying to pretend I don't. I know that you are not the one. Whose hurt me so much that I keep noticing. How many girls are walking around. Feeling just as bad as me. And it's breaking my heart repeatedly. That i can't be the one who loves you like the way you tried to do for me cuz we are one the same and I still love you. But I'm going somewhere you won't see how much I truly know the pain. Because when I have bruises and won't say who was beating me. I won't tell you that I was throwing rocks at God after I dug a little grave to lay in and when the rocks fell back down I'd yell FUCK. Instead of blaming you and risking being just as bad as him and twisting up your recollection of the best of us.
@RustySussen-fc1ld2 ай бұрын
To whoever liked this comment. I needed that. Thank you. Zos gone. I don't know how to be okay wirh that yet.
@RustySussen-fc1ld2 ай бұрын
There's a little boy in me that was raised by Narcissists. He and I can't coexist. Or I'll be spending an eternity fighting lots of angry pricks.
@loucampbell2 ай бұрын
😢❤
@valdredejager8813 ай бұрын
The first time I hired this, it made met think of him... My father... The man I feared as a child, the one who broke me and my siblings... When we were still young my mother told us how loving he was... But now after 19 years of tears and broken smiles... It all came crashing down... My mother found out he was cheating, and that it went on throw all 19 years of the marriage... My father may never have laid his hands on us, but mentally he killed us... After this all happened the news came out that I tried killing myself... And all he did was screamed at me for being week... My inter live I tried making him proud... Burning myself as a form of punishment for not being the best... And after it all my respect for this man disappeared along with the fear... I really love my mom and she really is the strongest person I know she has been true so much... She really didn't deserved this...
@Astery_rt2 ай бұрын
Stay strong ❤️🩹
@k_a_r_y_n3 ай бұрын
It's almost 2 am now and I still couldn't sleep. Needless to say, I stumbled upon this by accident. And this song is just perfect coz the tune is somewhat calm, perfect for listening when you have insomnia. I am a lowkey fan of Halsey. I love how her songs abt her life and love sometimes resonate with mine. As someone who has experienced some childhood trauma, this song just feels close to home, plus it's so good. Thanks for sharing!
@Lovebites843 ай бұрын
❤😢💜
@KGandJG20233 ай бұрын
My favorite part of the song is “if you ask me what this songs about I’ll lie..” When it’s more than one thing it gets harder to explain…❤Halsey
@LelzHuh3 ай бұрын
UHFFF I LOVE THIS EDIT AND UR EDITING STYLE KJESL;FDS
@vicxxmmii3 ай бұрын
thank youuuuu omg 💟🫡
@LelzHuh3 ай бұрын
@@vicxxmmii UFF THANKING ME IS UNNECESSARY SO STOPP- UR SO CREATIVE, TALENTED AND WHAT U MAKE IS ARTTT
@dayinlifeofbeg61074 ай бұрын
OMD!! Oh My Damn! Faced now w/paralyzation neck down or instant death from over decade med negligence & malpractice since disabljng accident. . . THANK YOU FOR THIS!!!!!! P!NK's song also : All Out Of Fight
@KGandJG20233 ай бұрын
P1nk sucks imo sry
@Babydolly9994 ай бұрын
Childhood trauma teaching us to pick narcissists but we have brainspotting therapy now ❤❤❤ love you halsey. I cannot wait to make music with you
@KGandJG20233 ай бұрын
I can’t wait to meet you Halsey!!!❤❤😊😊
@tiffanymajeski96374 ай бұрын
This song broke my heart
@GavCra4 ай бұрын
Wow your beautiful and free
@user-fu4ic2nk9y4 ай бұрын
Always here with arms wide open and hands out
@user-fu4ic2nk9y4 ай бұрын
It's the most beautiful.
@user-fu4ic2nk9y3 ай бұрын
Every single person on this planet is different. It takes numerous pages to fill a book, only one page to tell the story.
@Kayla-cs9cs4 ай бұрын
I'm so glad that this showed on my recommendations. I love Halsey's music and I can relate to this song deeply. I have a narcissistic mother who also has a lot of generational traumas but she doesn’t want to go to therapy. My brother and I did, tho. She made and still makes me feel so much pain and I'm still recovering. I hate to hate her because I know it's not her fault entirely - but it still hurts, even if she doesn't mean it, you know? And I hate the fact that "she's still holding my inner child by the wrist", to quote Halsey's lyrics. P.s. I absolutely love how each of her songs is pure poetry. This song is a masterpiece.
@user-qy7rn4rx4b3 ай бұрын
I hope you find peace. I can relate. My Mom's like that too😢
@kristencline402 ай бұрын
Same. 😢
@zemoria634 ай бұрын
Dang that's a cord I forgot about!! What a beautiful way to sing about pain!
@krystalokada4 ай бұрын
This hits hard. Trauma. Hate. Feeling broken.
@MrBOOKS0074 ай бұрын
wow what a song. maybe the person who link it. was to show a person feel low and what going on in there lives . still a great thinking song.
@danamorrison79714 ай бұрын
I hate you I'm broken 💔 you monster the damage you done can't be fixed the fact you claim your sorry. Consider that 💯
@Aceofspades327014 ай бұрын
I don't know you but I've certainly had my fair share of monsters in my life. Something someone shared with me once that I needed to hear: forgiveness isn't about letting them off the hook, it's about letting yourself off the hook for not recognizing their abuse sooner. I hope that as we denounce these monsters that you do let yourself off the hook and feel that anger. You deserved better than what you were made to endure. ❤
@shilohsewell48484 ай бұрын
This 👆 ❤❤
@karaunale92864 ай бұрын
Ugh, my heart. 😢❤
@eeveelynnashes4 ай бұрын
Wish she had released this. It is truly heart breaking
@rosieboomer29104 ай бұрын
❤❤😢😢
@sandromauro30834 ай бұрын
This is PURE HOUSE MIX!!!❤😍🎧
@alejandroherrera7965Ай бұрын
yes! especially at 4:35 to me
@frankieaponte72204 ай бұрын
MY NEW WORK OUT PLAYLIST TRAXXXX FOR 2024 AND BEYOND......... - I LOVE ❤️ THE NEW TRAXXXX
@sayusayme77295 ай бұрын
🤍
@juanmoraesx5 ай бұрын
oh 1:20 of opening is crazy 😂 so excited about what’s next tho
@OmDaFunk5 ай бұрын
It's actually a banger!!! I played at a party last night and all my straight friends get in move when the beat drops 😂😂🎉
@christopherdaniel74825 ай бұрын
Will this be on apple music!?
@vicxxmmii5 ай бұрын
That’s one of the only places it’s currently available
@yuhuuuu1235 ай бұрын
@@vicxxmmiiit’s unavailable on apple music europe!!😢
@arickmccance39725 ай бұрын
This song is the only song that doesn't have her over-singing. I'm not a fan but I like the VIDEO The remix and the Lyrics. Props on the Madonna reference Party Shortlist: Houdini, Yes, and ? Cruel Summer ❣️💥
@crystaemc5605 ай бұрын
But people on tiktok were talking about an extra verse.... Did i miss it or what? Or got scammed 😂
@Star-vq8tz5 ай бұрын
They just said that so ppl could buy and get our girl to #1 faster 😂
@crystaemc5605 ай бұрын
@@Star-vq8tz I fell for it hahaha omg thanks for letting me know !!
@arisgrandeurie36065 ай бұрын
So basically is the same but more time of listening? Kinda disappointed to be honest I was expecting something more like more lyrics or even different singing parts but the same lyrics … so mean is supposed to be extended
@tloucrofts5 ай бұрын
@@arisgrandeurie3606tell me you don’t listen to house music without telling me
@valentinafernandez72455 ай бұрын
i really love this song
@_ivancordoba5 ай бұрын
Can u post the instrumental extended mix version and the normal instrumental?
@ramonaespaldon5 ай бұрын
Why isn't this on Spotify?!
@vicxxmmii5 ай бұрын
It will probably be on there soon, maybe a couple of days!
@stefanienava5 ай бұрын
It is.
@OmeriShkur5 ай бұрын
OMFGGGGGGG WHATTTTTT
@geronimobriceno94345 ай бұрын
Omggggg
@nathaliallerena65215 ай бұрын
Who else have it on replay?
@vicxxmmii5 ай бұрын
🙋🏻♀️
@sarabsd.5 ай бұрын
Thank youuuu🙏🙏🙏
@tloucrofts5 ай бұрын
WAIT THIS IS SO GOOD
@vicxxmmii5 ай бұрын
This song has grown on me, what about all of you?? 🤭
@RnBrandon75 ай бұрын
no cuz her going into house and respectfully releasing an extended version…we do not deserve..
@ArianaGrandeYuh5 ай бұрын
yes boppp
@SaadMohammad-zq5zu5 ай бұрын
Yes, ik the start it was a nahhh for me but now, its like stuck in the brain, love it
@diegoborja53565 ай бұрын
@@RnBrandon7Technically, if Dua did it, she can and should too. This song is so different but i’m not mad at it.