crying sobbing literally everything , i’m finally on my journey to knowing God after many years of trying to end my life , smoking , sneaking out & having sex and i’m only 17 . God is beyond amazing & im so touched that he works in such wonders . God bless you all ♥️

this is soo scary. i thank Jesus for saving you.❤

Your testimony is so beautiful. It spoke to me so much, and i resonate with it so much. I want to be able to tell other people how God changed my life because like it is truly so amazing and beautiful the way God changed my life and transformed me. He literally shifted my entire life: my mindset, my family situation, my friends, my living situation, LITERALLY EVERYTHING. I have no idea how to tell others about it though because no one asks and it is such a long and heavy story, and I don't have a platform for others to hear it, but I truly want others to hear the goodness of Jesus, because I want to lead others to Him.

Thank you For such a beautiful testimony that you have shared with the public ❤❤❤❤❤❤

My testimony is so close to yours, I'm so shocked I knew I wasn't alone...but hearing it, it is so comforting, I still struggle with just, but I haven't touched self harm or Porn in almost 5 years! Thank the Lord ❤

Best fashion video on the internet, for real. I changed my style just like this after following Jesus, and I am so grateful for His guiding hand. Lord bless you and may your channel prosper in Jesus name. 🙏

Thank you for sharing your testimony I can feel the holy spirit in you and thank Jesus amen god is good, I used to struggle with mastubation and my story is similar to yours I struggled with porn when I was young now I'm free in Jesus name praise God keep on going with your walk with Christ I feel like he is so happy that all his young people are starting to turn to him ❤

Let the past be the past.

How can I be of help.

It sounds like a prostitution ring.

My people perish, for a lack of knowledge.

He sounds like a Nigerian.

They are not prophets. They are devil worshippers.

The Holy Spirit, is your teacher.

The devil also has his own prayer language. It sounds so different,the syllables are incongruent .

I live in Florida.

Get on your knees. And pray to God earnestly. So that when the enemy speaks,you will be able recognize, his style and pattern.

I can guarantee you, that her husband is sleeping with many women in the church.

The devil watches your every move constantly.

Do not make any hasty decision,about any church. It is very important to pray first.

I was personally attacked by the devil in the past. I know full well how the devil operates. The devil is fully knowledgeable of the world of God.

They are a lot of professed prophetess, be very careful. It is imperative, that you learn about the character of God. In order to hear from God, you must develop a very close relationship to God, by prayer and fasting. If for example, you happened to be a critical situation, God will always send a brother or sister in the faith to prophesy. I literally seen the Lord Jesus Christ.

ive supported you and i was rooting for you and your spiritual journey but this is a bit much, lets not make healthcare about god, not everything is intertwined and you actually need to realize that.

Hello! I know this is an old video, what where did you get that really nice mic setup?

God bless you Rubee, I am amazed by your faithfulness to God. Your love for the Lord is real and I am so thankful that your heart wasn’t hardened towards Him. Your testimony reminds me of the verse “Assyria shall not save us; we will not ride on horses; and we will say no more, ‘Our God,’ to the work of our hands. In you the orphan finds mercy.”” ‭‭Hosea‬ ‭14‬:‭3‬ ‭ESV‬‬

it all started with a prayer

don’t hug your mom? omg those people are evil.. definitely not sent from God.

Girl i relate to this so heavily, my father was never in my life and my older brother barely is in my life too. Me and my mom used to argue a lot when i was 13 and it ended in physical and mental abuse. I ended up smokin at a 12-13 ans stole a lot im ashamed of it and even new age practices . I always felt rejected as a tween, alone and unloved and tried to commit when i was 14, heavy on the music it really influenced me, i tried to overdose too now im 17 and ive come back to jesus and im ngl its hard to change and heal but i have faith jesus will bring me through this .

Jesus says if we search we will find. Knock and the door will be open, and most of all ask and we will receive in time.

I believe the way to beat suicide is to focus on Gods will and read and dive in deeper into His word. He sustains the mind and that to me is what needs the most work.

WAIT THAT WAS YOU?! I saw you on social media when I was scrolling Tiktok! I had no idea what you going through some much in your life. I'm glad to see you turn your life around.

God bless you girl, I'm so proud of you and I don't even know you 🥺

Amen. Anybody who has been there, knows exactly what you mean. I remember that exact moment which was the lowest point in my life, he picked me up, dusted me off and changed my life. All glory to God.

I love how this is literal proof of how the word is truth and Jesus is real.

Thank you for your amazing story Rubee! I’ve seen your videos since before you were saved and it’s so beautiful to see your transformation! Your story is an amazing testimony to glorify God’s name. Keep doing what God leads you to do. Much love sister ❤️

woah woah woah pause...you look amazing wow got struck by that beauty when the video started(from a woman)

Just wondering are you aware you’re a murderer ?

Omg. I have been addicted to masturbation and porn and didn’t think I had evil spirits but I have such a hard time surrendering to Christ that maybe that’s why. How do you know it opens doors to evil spirits? I thoughts it might be easier to come to god after a life of sin I didn’t think I might have evil spirits besides. Pray for me.

This is a great Testimony. I just posted my first video of how God saved my life.❤

I miss you gang

It's Great that you have Changed 😊❤ Please Remember that when you acknowledge your past sins/mistakes to god you are forgiven and God chooses to forget for his own sake meaning God doesn't Remember your sins by choice so never remind god of past mistakes 😊❤ REPENT for reminding god and move on with your relationship with him ❤😊 no one has the right to judge you or criticize since you have changed according to our god

I've been saved and been discipled and shown the love of Christ and from your interactions with these people they are not loving at all! No fruits of the spirit. They seem to be doing exactly what Satan does. Deceiving and hating and pushing you down. That's so concerning. I'm so grateful to watch this and hear your testimony and see how the Lord is using this situation! This can help so many people to be wary about false prophets and manipulation. When we don't see our worth we can allow others to control us and be blind to it. I don't even know you but I love you so much!! So grateful for your platform and seeing Christ in you. I do feel people can start saying "God told me this, God wants this" but we need to be so wary that we aren't just operating on feelings which can be deceiving.

God bless your heart for sharing this🥺❤️. Thank you so much.❤️

I’m 14 rn and I just became a freshman. I don’t rlly know if I had trauma when I was little but I have a story I want to share. When I was 6 yrs old My family and I moved into a new house. It had never been lived in it was new. Throughout my time in that house I hated being alone sleeping in MY ROOM specifically. I thought that that was normal for a child to be scared of but now that I’m older and I realize how SCARED I was it was for a reason. I have two experiences that I wanna share that happened to me in this house. This first experience was around when we first moved in (I was still 6). So my siblings and I used to sleep in the same room and we would sleep different rooms every night. (Usually never my room bc we were all scared of it). One night we were sleeping in my little brothers room and I was having a nightmare in it was actually abt one of Micheal Jackson’s music videos that I found rlly creepy. (It had rlly creepy mascots and it was lowkey unsettling to me). So I was having a nightmare on this stuff and I was getting chased by creepy things. It was the middle of the night and I woke up to a feeling that something was aggressively scratching my foot. I woke up and I saw nothing. Then I started see the faces of those mascots from my dream in real life like it was engraved in my sight kind of. It’s hard to explain. Anyways I hid under my blanket and those faces wouldn’t go away. I was rlly scared and I don’t remember much but I do remember hugging my brother and these things/feelings/images went away. This story wasn’t as creepy as the one I’m going to tell y’all next. Idk when this was but it was in that new house and I was around 6/7 and I was sleeping on my couch downstairs. (I rlly never slept in my room bc I always felt like there was things watching me and when I was like 11 I used to think there was a spirit portal or something in there.) Anyways so I was sleeping on the couch and I woke up and I didn’t have any pants or underwear on anymore. Both my siblings were sleep aswell as my parents and I was rlly confused. I started looking around the house and I could not find my pants or underwear anywhere it was like they just disappeared,(I don’t think I ever found my pants/underwear and until this day I am very confused.) Anyways after this experience I never rlly was the same anymore. After this experience I always wanted to get kidnapped for some reason. As I got older this then started escalating into very bad things that I’m not going in to depth with. When I was around 12 yrs old we moved out of that house and into the one I’m currently living in. Those thoughts aren’t rlly as bad anymore bc not long after we moved out I was scrolling on YT shorts and I found this person who was preaching abt the Bible and Jesus and I was interested. Those unholy thoughts started going away and in 7th grade I met my friend who I’m going to call A. She helped me with my journey with God and bc my family isn’t rlly religious I felt like I was going through the journey alone but then I met her. I’m now 14 and in the 9th grade and these unholy things that I was introduced to (nothing like drugs or anything like that) still linger in me. I often find myself dwelling on what happened in my past (A whole other story). I’m currently thinking abt getting Baptized but since my family doesn’t rlly believe in God idk how to tell them. Anyways I was talking to God and idk what I rlly said or asked for but the though TESTIMONY popped up in my mind. I decided to read my bible first and then I went on YT searched testimony and this popped up. I LOVE MY FATHER AND IM PRAYING TO BE SAVED. I do believe that I have a bad spirit(s) in me or lurking around me from one of those experiences when I was little, but idk what to do. If anyone could give me advice on what to do or anything rlly it would help. I LOVE YALL AND IM GOING TO PRAY FOR ANYONE WHO READS THIS. GOD IS GOOD🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

I’m 14 rn and I just became a freshman. I don’t rlly know if I had trauma when I was little but I have a story I want to share. When I was 6 yrs old My family and I moved into a new house. It had never been lived in it was new. Throughout my time in that house I hated being alone sleeping in MY ROOM specifically. I thought that that was normal for a child to be scared of but now that I’m older and I realize how SCARED I was it was for a reason. I have two experiences that I wanna share that happened to me in this house. This first experience was around when we first moved in (I was still 6). So my siblings and I used to sleep in the same room and we would sleep different rooms every night. (Usually never my room bc we were all scared of it). One night we were sleeping in my little brothers room and I was having a nightmare in it was actually abt one of Micheal Jackson’s music videos that I found rlly creepy. (It had rlly creepy mascots and it was lowkey unsettling to me). So I was having a nightmare on this stuff and I was getting chased by creepy things. It was the middle of the night and I woke up to a feeling that something was aggressively scratching my foot. I woke up and I saw nothing. Then I started see the faces of those mascots from my dream in real life like it was engraved in my sight kind of. It’s hard to explain. Anyways I hid under my blanket and those faces wouldn’t go away. I was rlly scared and I don’t remember much but I do remember hugging my brother and these things/feelings/images went away. This story wasn’t as creepy as the one I’m going to tell y’all next. Idk when this was but it was in that new house and I was around 6/7 and I was sleeping on my couch downstairs. (I rlly never slept in my room bc I always felt like there was things watching me and when I was like 11 I used to think there was a spirit portal or something in there.) Anyways so I was sleeping on the couch and I woke up and I didn’t have any pants or underwear on anymore. Both my siblings were sleep aswell as my parents and I was rlly confused. I started looking around the house and I could not find my pants or underwear anywhere it was like they just disappeared,(I don’t think I ever found my pants/underwear and until this day I am very confused.) Anyways after this experience I never rlly was the same anymore. After this experience I always wanted to get kidnapped for some reason. As I got older this then started escalating into very bad things that I’m not going in to depth with. When I was around 12 yrs old we moved out of that house and into the one I’m currently living in. Those thoughts aren’t rlly as bad anymore bc not long after we moved out I was scrolling on YT shorts and I found this person who was preaching abt the Bible and Jesus and I was interested. Those unholy thoughts started going away and in 7th grade I met my friend who I’m going to call A. She helped me with my journey with God and bc my family isn’t rlly religious I felt like I was going through the journey alone but then I met her. I’m now 14 and in the 9th grade and these unholy things that I was introduced to (nothing like drugs or anything like that) still linger in me. I often find myself dwelling on what happened in my past (A whole other story). I’m currently thinking abt getting Baptized but since my family doesn’t rlly believe in God idk how to tell them. Anyways I was talking to God and idk what I rlly said or asked for but the though TESTIMONY popped up in my mind. I decided to read my bible first and then I went on YT searched testimony and this popped up. I LOVE MY FATHER AND IM PRAYING TO BE SAVED. I do believe that I have a bad spirit(s) in me or lurking around me from one of those experiences when I was little, but idk what to do. If anyone could give me advice on what to do or anything rlly it would help. I LOVE YALL AND IM GOING TO PRAY FOR ANYONE WHO READS THIS. GOD IS GOOD🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

God bless you beautiful ❤❤❤

we’re so similar 😭🫶🏼PRAISE GID FOR SAVING OUR LIVES

Thank you for sharing ❤

This is the most relatable testimony I’ve ever heard, I don’t feel so alone… Thank you Beautiful ✨💗

Thank you so much I been out and in with his relationship with my father and u talking about the fact he never gave up on you im trying my best to stay focused on him and in more than certin hes isolating me so i can just focuse and relay on him ❤ hes so Good Amem