Being a gifted burnout is weird. On 9ne hand, I hate my life and want to go to Heaven if you kn9w what I mean, I cannot stand studying and I have like at lesst one psnic attack per hour while in a classroom, but on the other, I get good grades without ever studying because I just got so far eith studying that I don't have to do it anymore. My brother is the opposite, he has to study all the time now, but a few years ago, he wasn't getting great grades. I, on the other hand, had literally perfect grades in every subject a few years ago, but now, I can't stay in school without crying. Guess that's just how it is now.

Arrghhh why does no one like me? I’ve tried to be kind… :(

Hello. I’m what you called ‘gifted’, and I have undiagnosed aphantasia! Wow.. (this is vent, if you don’t wanna read, then don’t read.) I’ve noticed what everyone calls seeing in your mind. I’ve never experienced this. So, I have very slow mental math. When I was doing some math, I couldn’t remember 8 times 7. I have to use audio. And my parents yelled at me for something I can’t control. And I’m undiagnosed because I’ve also been the gifted kid. Doesn’t help when you’re also the art kid. Haha.. they also say artists have a great imagination. Not in my case!

I hate being second Im always the 2nd option Im the 2nd best in myclass and 1st best out of all the girls but it feels like im fighting with that boy that always outdones me But i just eventually stopped trying for 2nd I hate being in a trio,theres aoways a duo,and im usuallythe thrird weel and one of them is extremely toxic But im glad i have another friend whos like me and understands meso i place trust and love in the. :) I hope youall realize and ask yourself,who am i?you will really change yourself for the better if you only try

Went from failing classes to passing and exceling in every class. It's getting old.. being "perfect" and i want it to end...but i don't at the same time, because I'll look like a failure after all ... I came so far just to give up because I don't feel like having advanced classes... That's why I'm popular and well known for being pretty and smart 🤓👍

When your a burnt out gifted kid that developed brain fog and your parents don't listen to you when you say your mentally not motivated nor even there anymore 😩💪

Every time i listen to this, I want to cry because I used to struggle in middle and being of high school, but i pushed myself so hard that I got into AP classes and passed and passed all my classes with A's but now i'm a junior and feel like I'm losing my feelings, motivation, and friends but hey thats what happens when you crave academic validation.

I used to be top of my classes, perfect A’s. Now I’m failing classes and having no motivation to do any of my work.

I feel like everythings m problem maybe if i wasnt born mom and dad would be happy my friends sad cause they got hurt ah its my fault I must have put that rock there amything slightly wrog? my fault you failed a test? I must have done that sorry etc everythings my fault

fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck you. you made me change myself so much yet you tell me to be myself. YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND?? I CHANGE. I CAN BE WHO I WANT AS I GROW UP. I KNOW RULES AND I WILL FOLLOW THEM. YOU DO NOTHING BUT PRESSURE ME. DOESNT MEAN YOU PROVIDE ME WITH THINGS TO LIVE MEAN IM IN YOUR POSSESION. IM JUST A KID! A GODDAMN KID!

people tell me ''Your not gifted'' or ''You CANT be gifted. u got a F in math!'' can we just know- that being gifted, doesnt automatically mean in math or etc. My only good grade this year was an A+ in science, electricity unit.

when you suddenly feel like you can't live up to the expectations that younger you have set and suddenly your parents are saying that youre becoming lazy. I constantly feel like im just regressing and getting dumber. I try not to care but i do, i really do, because how can i live knowing that my parents might start loving me less, I might never get to hear 'im proud of you' anymore. I dont have any hobbies or anything i excel at compared to everyone else, all i have are my grades and percentages and if i dont have that then whats the point of me even being here. nothing fucking nothing.

i started to slip in 3rd grade and got back up in 6 now i’m going to 7th i’m so worried i feel like i’m burning out again like i’ll forever flop it’s so hard everyone has an expectation on you and they want me to get into harvard yale or i’ll ever be a disappointment to them and i’m worried if i don’t make it i’ll be forever a disappointment.

Im 5,2 but 67.4 kg no matter what i do it keeps going up 😢

they ask me why im so negative, why i think others are better than me and i assume i dont get the perfect score. theyre also the ones who compare me to other kids, theyre also the ones who show the negative side in the good times, and always say that its sad/dissapointing that i got 19/20 Aand not one more point to get 20/20

I never EVER opened up to my bestfriends. Let alone just friends. My body is now automatically locks in any tears when I come inside my school inside my eyes. Only when I come back home, I lock my room door and scream and cry about every day. I haven’t been spotted crying in school for 5 years straight all because of my stupid confidence. Sorry for the vent -_-

This playlist felt pretty nice at 2am

Thank you for the playlist, I've probably listened to it dozens of times now

motivation: always moving up and down social life: 50/50 grades: consistent honor student (ONLY..?) parent support: 10/10 (thank you so much) mental math abilities: 9/10 mood: 50/50 (fg therapist + the school system's making us cram) love received and processed: 9/10 overall: i've had this desire to improve in studies and sports, but my motivation doesn't let me do so, esp with so many tasks mixing up in my schedule

I'm gifted(I think), I have good grades, I act like a perfectionist, but now it stopped I don't have the energy to study, or even get sleep. if I study too much I get no sleep if I try to sleep I can't study much. idk what happened to me. my parents asked why I don't smile anymore, and why I looked so tired I said I was fine...I thought I was...I thought it was me that I became this. but it was school my parents and tutors. and now I don't have straight A's I have A's and B's and I'm stressing over it

school year starts in 3 weeks so gotta start study :33 can't dissapoint anyone<3

I am not a "gifted" kid, never are, and will never be.. and I used to always wishes I am, but now I know why god don't make me as the "gifted" child.. because I'll never be able to handle other people literal high expectation.

I want my talent and I told my parents this they said “being smart is your talent” what if I don’t want that to be my talent I been told your smart all my life I don’t believe them I take engineering and drafting classes but I just don’t want to be a failure to my parents or friends every night I think about what if I died right here in the floor while I do homework … but I’m trying to get better so I don’t feel like this anymore but it’s hard I hope everyone that is struggling like this will get the help you need because this hell we are living in will get better someday but I wish you luck

I have inattentive type of adhd and i was living my whole life undiagnosed because i'm afab and was always really good at school and college but in reality i was running on my logic and luck. I always got comments about me beind really smart but lazy and was abused by my mother for the same "laziness". My mental state was ruined since my third grade (in my country it's like 10y.o), and in sixth grade i was also struck with understanding that i never learned anything new and had no idea how to do it. Still I was too scared to bring any grade worse than A, so much that in first year of college i had a panic attack right in class after getting A- because i was too overwhelmed my my own fear of losing this grade. And I was still running on my luck. Now I'm trying to pass exams to enroll in any university and I can't because I don't know anything. I don't want to do anything because I know that I'm going to dissapoint everyone with failing it. I ran out of all my luck I guess

the best thing about this is that i finished college earlier this year. i've never felt more free

The saddest thing for me is that when I was at my worst burnout, I listened to these songs on repeat all the time. After 2 years since then, I found this playlist. about 6 months ago, I had my second worst burnout. I mean, it's getting better. Time passes, you learn that you are not equal to grades, people's opinions, your parents' expectations. Sometimes you have to cut all ties to feel completely free, it's worth it. And at the end of the day you look at what you've already done, what you've already achieved. And you're worth it. But you're still more than any accomplishment. You're just an interesting, charming, intelligent person.

when they say they'll support you but when your grades dropped, so did their sympathy.

Laughing because my parents want me to put my talent to use more than me.

Laughing because my parents want me to put my talent to use more than me.

nah i took calculas in 5th grade i was so burnt out so one courter i flunked all my classes but since my gpa was a 4.000 the rest of the year im still gifted somehow

To me, it isn’t gifted to be “gifted”, it’s like you were gifted with a curse when u were born, having a high or even impossible expectation. Some ppl don’t know the pressure on those who are gifted, even if no one is pressuring them. It’s not fun to be gifted. Yea it was fun at first knowing I wasn’t average I was “smarter” but now knowing I’m supposed to be “smarter” when I could belong in the average is just disappointing. And I’ve heard ppl say it’s not fun to be “dumb” either, as ppl don’t expect they have potential or that they just pressure themselves a lot just to show that they are worth it. Then there’s those who are “average”, ur just average, u might have potential, u might not. They worry more about those who are “smarter” or “dumber” cause they are those who need more help to either “spread their wings” or “get them to at least pass” and then it’s just the “average” ppl, basically being like a middle child. The overall reason of all of this is school, let’s be honest. Ur either dumb or smart, in between no one cares abt u. Dumb ur too “fragile”. Smart you are perfect, if u fail they won’t be there. It’s messed up that were being defined as a person based of numbers and disgusting

Sometimes it feels like I'm not allowed to vent or feel sad because im not depressed or suicidal (even though alot of my OC's are) and i just feel this weird imposter syndrom where im not sad enough to express it because my only real difference from the average preteen girl is my ADHD and even then it's mostly maskable despite the whole burning out thing. And i found a thing i relate to and can vent to, and everyone else feels worse and i feel guilty for relating to it at all because i want to live a long and happy life and am actually kinda scared of death and its only my teachers who insist I've lost my potential and my mom has repeatedly affirmed she'll still care for me and it's more of an internal thing

Having ADHD while also being a gifted kid going through burnout sucks ass 😅 Like I have no clue how to explain to my teachers "ya i struggle to mask at home and by the time i reach back the medication i only recently began having wheres off so i have no motivation to do any schoolwork" and i constantly get told on feel like im not living up to my full potential and feeling inadequete and when i do get praised it kinda feels like theyre lying or dont know and AAAAAAAA

I badly want to be a gifted kid, so my parents will be proud of me…

Ik it's long srry- I'm not the most intelligent person but so many adults especially my parents except me to do great and overwhelm me so much that anything less the maybe 80 and I'll probably cry and if I try to take a break and my grades drop to a C they say that I have to do better that I'm "capable of so much" and then they think taking my phone is gonna help it just overwhelms me more I'm just not the person they want

im not gifted but im burnt out from my parents trying to make me get staight A's there hate for my friends, i cant do much. my phone is so parent controlled i cant open yt with out there aprovel. its a nightmare

why did harvard sound like a disney song

Not a gifted kid here and probably will never be but im expected to succeed on everything and it sucks to have my own parents be disappointed in me or not care that i got a B on a test. But i just want you all to know that youre doing amazing and im proud of you❤

i kinda have to be the gifted kid because with my mother if i get a c on my report card its a horable grade like i got an f

"Get a therapist" im 14 and my parents refuse to get me one.

Im tired of being perfect, yet i feel the need to be the best version of myself. Smart, skinny, pretty, healthy, im tired. So. Tired. If i got anything lower than an A, I'd cry. I hate this.

Spreading positivity day 11! No matter what anyone says, everyone is beautiful in their own ways, weather dark or pale, tall or short, skinny or chubby, it doesn't matter! I hope whoever is reading this takes my advice to be themselves and do what they like instead of listening to other's. I hope you take this advice and have a great future with it. 😁❤❤❤❤

00:0 - 2:10 = prom queen = beach bunny 2:12- 5:46 = mr potato head = melanie martinez 5:47 -8:37 = jealousy = olivia rodrigo i just know those :3

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Im very conflicted because on one hand I want my life back but also if I get anything lower than an A I’ll cry… so… it’s not going great.

Pov: ur own family said it to u

I’m js a lazy ugly girl according to people 🤷🏼‍♀️

oh god i have gotten to the point where i know every song in this one because these playlists are the only things that understand what i'm going through dude

btw if anyones wondering the ''kids forever'' song is called ''mrs.potato head'' by melanie martinez <333333

My friend is pretty, popular and all the boys like him. I am the one who just follow her and try to act and look like her. Even I am her best friend it hurts to be ugly No mattter how hard I try to be pretty😢