unpacking my gay trauma
1:09:54
14 күн бұрын
my makeup for YOU
5:53
14 күн бұрын
why i hate fireworks
40:37
14 күн бұрын
my ex boyfriend is in a cult
1:01:31
14 күн бұрын
am i a rat bitch?
53:54
Ай бұрын
100 subscriber special
53:09
Ай бұрын
what a 22 year old would do
44:47
my birthday shrooms trip
40:58
Ай бұрын
my favorite blackout songs
11:11
im turning 22
51:48
Ай бұрын
IM IN LOVE WITH HAMZAH
52:42
Ай бұрын
today i sing for you
30:30
Ай бұрын
frutiger aero song on hold
1:08
make eye contact more often
30:46
2 ай бұрын
Get Fuckt R3tards
21:36
2 ай бұрын
i need genuine friends
50:53
2 ай бұрын
britney spears is keeping me going
1:15:47
it's beginning
18:57
2 ай бұрын
youtube took down my video
34:14
2 ай бұрын
the audio sucks mb
29:06
2 ай бұрын
Coconut Shrimp Day
49:26
2 ай бұрын
bizarrobanter
53:32
2 ай бұрын
boyish girl gets a job
49:07
2 ай бұрын
ladies and gentlemen im agoraphobic
1:01:18
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@JoshuaKantner
@JoshuaKantner 3 күн бұрын
😂😅
@RINNISREAL
@RINNISREAL 4 күн бұрын
i need to go back to orange hair its the best color ever its always exciting getting clled carrot top. llooks perfect on u. + will you ever debut right ear audio? its lonely on this monodirectional-audio channel of yours
@RINNISREAL
@RINNISREAL 4 күн бұрын
karmas a whaaat karmas a whaaaaaaaat
@Cyber.Dollie
@Cyber.Dollie 5 күн бұрын
i be ur 300th sub and i feel cool abt that, anyway listening to you truly felt like i was reliving high school moments and transported me back to being 17
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 5 күн бұрын
THANK YOU FOR SUBBING OMG!!!!!! high school was wack but at least you arent alone in that
@KendlickLama
@KendlickLama 6 күн бұрын
How thick is the glass on your bo bo bong
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 6 күн бұрын
i cant find exactly how thick but i use a 10-inch tall Glasscity Beaker Ice Bong and its made from thick borosilicate glass
@k1rbyl1ed
@k1rbyl1ed 6 күн бұрын
ur makeup is so pretty
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 6 күн бұрын
THANKS queen! i recommend putting stars on your face to feel like a star
@k1rbyl1ed
@k1rbyl1ed 6 күн бұрын
TIRAMISU IS MY FAVORITE TOO AGHAHGHAG U GOT GREAT TASTE (COMING FROM AN ITALIAN ^-^)
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 6 күн бұрын
literally the best sweet treat on my momma
@gracie7699
@gracie7699 7 күн бұрын
hey I'm going to support u ik u wanna are money its ok i love u girl its so real aka stay lit forever
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 6 күн бұрын
thank you so much STAY LIT 5EVER
@H786...
@H786... 7 күн бұрын
are you the female version of XQC?
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 7 күн бұрын
holy fucking shit ive never pondered THAT thought
@shift7808
@shift7808 7 күн бұрын
Why is youtube recommending this to me
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 7 күн бұрын
give me a chance bby <3
@colinlarson9656
@colinlarson9656 8 күн бұрын
You remind me of every girl in High School who I forgot borrowed my hoodie, then went to their house and saw they used it as a pillowcase. Respect your honesty.
@temwrkscks
@temwrkscks 8 күн бұрын
are these streams or is this a vlog type deal?
@temwrkscks
@temwrkscks 8 күн бұрын
further research has been conducted. Conclusion you should do streams
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 7 күн бұрын
i want to definitely!!!
@temwrkscks
@temwrkscks 7 күн бұрын
@ilovemyfriends3804 do ittttttt I would love to collab if you do!!
@jabari7158
@jabari7158 8 күн бұрын
I watch vids on 2x speeds and you putting your cup on your desk almost blew out my eardrums lol
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 7 күн бұрын
HJSDEWHGHIF im so sorry i forget how sensitive the mic is all the damn time
@shrexyboi1044
@shrexyboi1044 8 күн бұрын
this is truly a masterpiece
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 7 күн бұрын
thank you shrexy LMFAO it feels like a shakespearean monologue
@moonbeam3431
@moonbeam3431 8 күн бұрын
Dude we went through pretty much the same exact thing holy SHIT. I feel so less alone now. Only I was 18-19 when it happened for me and it went on for like 2 and a half years 😍😍😍
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 8 күн бұрын
oh my god dude that makes me feel better KLJJFGHUDASL im happy youre out of it now
@moonbeam3431
@moonbeam3431 7 күн бұрын
⁠@@ilovemyfriends3804Tysm 🙁❤️ I’m happy you’re out of that too. If somebody hasn’t already told you, It gets better. 🫂 and you’re not alone !
@helenna9242
@helenna9242 9 күн бұрын
ur so raw it's like looking in a mirror sometimes
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 8 күн бұрын
shshjshshdj it’s so crazy that people can relate to this but i’m glad i’m not alone
@k1rbyl1ed
@k1rbyl1ed 9 күн бұрын
YASS SEXY BUNNIES
@jabari7158
@jabari7158 10 күн бұрын
You be having crazy sitting positions in that chair
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 9 күн бұрын
bro i know LMAO this house is tilted and its uncomfortable to forcibly sit still for an hour
@thats_cool101
@thats_cool101 11 күн бұрын
this is so awsum
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 10 күн бұрын
thats cool says this is awsum and i concur
@jennabeeee
@jennabeeee 13 күн бұрын
hey bestie u said you would journal did u journal
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 12 күн бұрын
no i didnt :( goes to show the importance of doing so because keeping your thoughts inside will only drown your mind...
@GhostSublimeAnimations
@GhostSublimeAnimations 13 күн бұрын
thx for letting us smell the bud lmao. when you were talking about tics you mentioned a noise you did as a kid i definitely think thats a vocal stim. also ur hair looks great btw. take care!
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 12 күн бұрын
thank you i appreciate your comment. i guess it was a tic which is crazy to realize for me cuz i never saw it like that.. ive been having more realizations about myself since this breakdown and i guess as long as im learning i cant complain too much
@luxiouss
@luxiouss 14 күн бұрын
Ahh love your videos <3
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 12 күн бұрын
thanks lux :) im glad i bring something good to you
@neisseri
@neisseri 14 күн бұрын
Please don't take this the wrong way, but are you Jewish? I know it's a weird question, but I'm not antisemitic or anything. You just look/sound similar to a couple Jewish people I know. You are a great storyteller!
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 14 күн бұрын
aw thank you :) no im not jewish from what i know (and i dont see anything wrong with appearing so) im half persian, half mexican
@brettalankline9375
@brettalankline9375 15 күн бұрын
Hello. can ww f on a datw? i love you
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 14 күн бұрын
what would we do? love you too!
@brettalankline9375
@brettalankline9375 14 күн бұрын
@@ilovemyfriends3804 roller blades
@shibuishibui3706
@shibuishibui3706 15 күн бұрын
it seems this was picked up by the algorithm. watched this at 4am
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 14 күн бұрын
literally me too LMAO thanks for watching! :D
@vcitrioa
@vcitrioa 15 күн бұрын
this is so enya coded
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 14 күн бұрын
I LOVE YOU WHAT
@billybaps5090
@billybaps5090 15 күн бұрын
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
biily baps
@BreakChains_
@BreakChains_ 15 күн бұрын
You came up with the idea of creating a youtube channel named I love my friends with a rappit picture then downloading a video about why u hate fireworks💀😭 This seems like youtube 2014 You have a new subscriber!!
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
thank you for getting the vibe <3
@RINNISREAL
@RINNISREAL 15 күн бұрын
12:50 felt heavyyyyyyyy. im tired of traumatized guys getting mad impatient over s3x because they been fucked up.. LIKE MAN GO TO THERAPY I CANT DO IT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEE
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
UGH seriously when will they LEARN
@dontrelldurant3450
@dontrelldurant3450 15 күн бұрын
She's pretty
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
me? :0
@dontrelldurant3450
@dontrelldurant3450 15 күн бұрын
@@ilovemyfriends3804 yes you. 😅
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 14 күн бұрын
@@dontrelldurant3450 silly question lol excuse my silliness... thank you so much :}
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
this is a go fund me for my coworker that passed away if u want to you can donate, itd mean a lot to me and her family gofund.me/86bd3831
@ouzab
@ouzab 15 күн бұрын
yapper
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
my profession yes😏
@BenjoCovers
@BenjoCovers 16 күн бұрын
It trashes the environment and scares the shit out of animals but why even consider animals if you eat them anyways, that wouldn't add up
@quanzoow
@quanzoow 15 күн бұрын
Exactly
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
i hate the air pollution omg
@BenjoCovers
@BenjoCovers 15 күн бұрын
@@ilovemyfriends3804 Im being ironic to point out your void of compassion for the individuals (animals) who suffer from your consumer choices
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
@@BenjoCovers i dont get it
@BenjoCovers
@BenjoCovers 15 күн бұрын
@@ilovemyfriends3804 Oh, thats alright, i can elaborate. When you choose to buy animal products, like for food, clothing, cosmetics or it could also be entertainment like a zoo or circus ticket, you are giving money to industries that cause suffering towards trillions of animals every year. And you are creating demand for them to do it even more. The compassionate choice would be to instead vote with your money for plant based alternatives when you make your daily consumer choices. Maybe you have not been aware of this but at last now you will be responsible for your next choice, either you cause animal suffering or you choose compassion and a better future.
@Lazzyrus
@Lazzyrus 16 күн бұрын
Wish both of my ears would enjoy this story
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 16 күн бұрын
im so sorry LMAO
@thedopaminestop2355
@thedopaminestop2355 16 күн бұрын
This channel is just straight up yapping 😭😭
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 16 күн бұрын
what else is a girl to do
@thedopaminestop2355
@thedopaminestop2355 16 күн бұрын
@@ilovemyfriends3804 touché!
@ouyeahsenorgangrena
@ouyeahsenorgangrena 16 күн бұрын
hi jazmin :)
@ouyeahsenorgangrena
@ouyeahsenorgangrena 16 күн бұрын
i really liked your video
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
@@ouyeahsenorgangrenathank you a lot 💙
@Kitty-fs1zt
@Kitty-fs1zt 16 күн бұрын
this is mel hi i love you and i will be here till death do us part. actually not even that
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 16 күн бұрын
BESTIE MEL I LOVE YOU
@luxiouss
@luxiouss 16 күн бұрын
Sucks to hear but glad to hear you’re doing okay! Stay safe and fuck fireworks
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 15 күн бұрын
i appreciate that, it’s a part of life i suppose all i can do is keep going and same for you, fuck fireworks and stay safe too
@jabari7158
@jabari7158 17 күн бұрын
Fireworks are going off everywhere around my house while you posted this
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 17 күн бұрын
tis the season LOL
@OrbitWithoutOil
@OrbitWithoutOil 18 күн бұрын
new angle!
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 17 күн бұрын
potentially more coming soon
@jabari7158
@jabari7158 19 күн бұрын
Happy to see you happy in a new place ! Please share the chicken
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 18 күн бұрын
thank you! come on over i got 2 chicken breasts left
@seanylessthan3
@seanylessthan3 29 күн бұрын
it seems like making these videos really brings you joy :) your videos resonate with me they’re so real so thank you!
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 18 күн бұрын
thats so sweet of you, you made me smile :,) maybe try it out and see where it takes you!
@seanylessthan3
@seanylessthan3 18 күн бұрын
@@ilovemyfriends3804 i’m glad! maybe i will! i just need to figure out a setup :P
@michaelrobert6863
@michaelrobert6863 Ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@baylenbrus4213
@baylenbrus4213 Ай бұрын
am i allowed to give advice
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 18 күн бұрын
absolutely! free therapy i see it as
@Xsqred
@Xsqred Ай бұрын
hey from England again and disclaimer I mean this in a good way but you give off rat vibes but the same rat vibes that Amy Winehouse gives off and she's stunning and also you should just experiment with many different methods of recording and implementing a bunch of random segments because I'm sure well all watch enjoyably anyway
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 18 күн бұрын
i've been told that before and i definitely see the comparison, i think its all too accurate to take badly so dont fret also i definitely want to start making more concise and organized storytimes eventually and i think it'll work out soon enough, thanks for the advice!!
@jabari7158
@jabari7158 Ай бұрын
Recognizing there’s a problem and being willing to tackle is always a good sign. It’s fine to take things that help you recreationally, but I’m glad you recognize it’s not good to depend on it. You will grow I know it, the person you will be in the coming years will be proud of the growth you will accomplish 😎
@Trianglercommision
@Trianglercommision Ай бұрын
Smoke more weed
@NCCKILLER
@NCCKILLER Ай бұрын
You should try to think of the things that make you happy, and things you are lucky to have.
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 Ай бұрын
i need to keep journaling… i used to have a writing exercise where i’d write down 5 things i’m grateful for and i gotsta BRING IT BACK
@cutebugcompilation
@cutebugcompilation Ай бұрын
woah crazy early to this one time 2 get emotional :3
@ilovemyfriends3804
@ilovemyfriends3804 Ай бұрын
bare with me :-: thanks for tuning in