You’ve done such a wonderful job. I’m speechless but I am falling asleep. I’m proud of you and you kicked ass. You started doing this so young…I admire your ambition and resilience. Those who do not value love or accept you at your worst, do not deserve you at your best, Kat.

Just living without a taste without a soul ,how to be happy ? Don't know anymore ,when I was happy ? Can not remember . Wish I was another person Wish I ve never been born

This video is game changer.

I really like your videos, thanks for sharing them. Do you have a video where you talk about disphorie and body related phobies?

@KatAmarie Hope you’re doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️

I don't know what God thinks of me, but it can't mean anything to me. I'm just a part of the order to continue...

Stop being a coward weakling and just talk to people then, didn't your parents, or at least ANYONE teach you how to be brave? Pathetic losers

Mate I was nearly in tears,,, that’s me 11:09 Quiet BPD. And UEPD. Addict it’s all very nuts and bolts lol

I think that we are very special and different for a reason It depends on who you truly are spiritualy inside you can always somewhat remember who you are inside and full of love to give I’m a better human being than any with a regular emotion as they say normality there is no such thing we’re normal there off we should all get together and feel a dark room with some of our ethical light!! BPD’S were awesome GOOD MORNING AMERICA!!! BLESSED BE!❤

Emotions are like rain, I know I certainly cant have anything that’s in between ! Tru

That's how I feel 👍

3:06 "analyse non existent flaws" lol thats me 😂

7 years later, and this video found me. I can’t believe im a Junior in HS and I’m still this lonely, INCREDIBLY anxious person. Social anxiety makes me lonely, feeling lonely makes me depressed, and being depressed makes me unable to STAND myself ☠️ Gosh I hate that I had to be born so anxious, and I don’t even know why I’m like this. Worst part is being so used to being alone with no friends that I turned into a perfectionist. EVERYTHING has to be perfect, perfect so I don’t have to ask anyone for help and to prove that even without friends I can manage myself. I want friends so bad, but when I try to, it gets awkward and they give each other weird looks. I can’t wait till the world implodes on itself 😅

I cannot imagine such suffering...I do have mood swings (bpd or cyclothymia)but this is far beyond...to all of you suffering with bipolar you deserve to live it will get better!im proud of you

This just made me feel a little bit better 💛 thank you kat 💛 meant a lot for me 💛

Another failure...

I no longer exist

I wish depression stayed only inside my mind, but fibromyalgia destroys my muscles. No medicine or diet works. What is the point of trying to do anything if I can't even have sex without awful pain? One day, I'm going to take all my pain medications together and end this nightmare.

The stare at 2:48 is so bone chilling I hate that look

I have so many lost friendships due to stupid, trivial things such as mistrust, being defensive because I took something wrong or just because I get hurt easily. I made a list of ppl no longer in my life Ive pushed away or blocked on social media. Some deserved it but most didnt. By the time I realize how impulsive and irrational it was, it's too late. They wont forgive me. Im twice divorced. Im 50 and still feel broken. The song by Diamante, "Unlovable " describes how I feel. That song makes me cry, just like this video. Thank you for sharing.

I feel it’s very important to tell young people that being depressed is always temporary. For some people they wait it out or they go talk to someone, and for others they need antidepressants. Either way you will not feel like this forever. The allure of this weighted blanket that is depression is easy to stop you when you’re still in school. Not because teens are just hormonal but because for those of us who have permanent chemical imbalances skipping schoolwork isn’t going to impact where your bed is. So it’s easy not to seek help because even if you have used a razor or attempted on your own life you see how little it affects the basic needs in your life so it doesn’t seem like a big deal. I told my therapist that I was born being obsessed with death and dying. That I couldn’t recall a day where I didn’t have thoughts about death or ending it. At that point I was 14. I had used sharp objects on myself since I was 11, I had begun the vicious eating disorder cycle at 12, I had over 700 scars on my arm before age 17, and by 18 I had landed in the emergency room for an overdose. Believe me, I know the feeling of not thinking there’s a different life out there. Thanks to mood stabilisers/antidepressants and a couple of medications for physical problems I am not that guy I once was. Therapy helps in some areas but for me 90% of all my problems that I thought were normal came from a chemical imbalance. That’s all. Thanks to fixing that I was able to be the person I’m supposed to be. I’m positive, optimistic, grateful, and above all I can’t imagine thinking about death. My depressive episodes these days has me needing more sleep and struggling with keeping myself and my apartment clean for a couple of weeks. That’s all. I can safely indulge that comforting feeling depression first has on you and knowing when to back out and smell the flowers again. Being happy doesn’t mean you can never feel this again, nor does it mean you have to feel like it’s a burden. I get frustrated if I know I need to do things because depression is a mighty force to face, but I always feel grateful knowing that that’s as bad as it gets. I don’t lose my positivity or anything, it’s just like getting a fever without the physical symptoms. I can still laugh, still listen to happy music, still know that soon I’ll be able to get clear enough in my mind to return to society. Some of us don’t need to talk it out, we just need a medication that allows our brains to quiet down. Because some of us may have problems we can solve on our own as long as we can think clearly.

Same problem i am from kashmir 😢

So weird how this illness works. I was in a fantastic, relaxed, wonderful mood last night and now I'm searching information about cyanide. It's odd how the mood fluctuations occur.

Thank you this is how it feels I will share this to my loved one.. I hope they stay best video of course dramatized as our minds in an hour glass

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I barely am alive.. So numb, to a point where I can feel the existential crisis. I feel like I'm done with life. No point at all to go on with this life. Pain is seeping into my veins and it's literally gnawing my brains... I see block blood flowing from a thousand cuts in my heart... But I'm blessed because the lord is with me. Stay Blessed Dears ❤

I barely am alive.. So numb, to a point where I can feel the existential crisis. I feel like I'm done with life. No point at all to go on with this life. Pain is seeping into my veins and it's literally gnawing my brains... I see block blood flowing from a thousand cuts in my heart... But I'm blessed because the lord is with me. Stay Blessed Dears ❤

I‘m still looking for the piano song when she talks about mania, please someone help me out 😢 what is the name of the piano music in the background when she talks about mania? 😢

You seem like such a lovely caring person.

Update: I got help, best decision I have ever made.

I can’t tell if I have anxiety or not cuz some videos clearly show I don’t but my friend suffers from panic attacks and adhd and she tells me I have anxiety I don’t know who to believe now

Absolutely nailed it!!!

“I knock them off the pedestal they don’t even know they’ve been elevated to.” Dammmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnn

Wa Wa Wa wawa wawaw a wa wa wa waw a I need some cheese with my whinin I need some cheese with whinin. A state of mind can be changed you can do it yourself. Stand up striaght and lift you head up and pretend that you have the most amazing life and after a few minutes your whole attitude will change, if you dont do it its because you dont WANT to do it

i wish i can launch myself into the sun

That point in your life when waking up from a pleasant slumber feels like punishment. Hope this passes.

I’ve got depression as well.. it a long tough road to be on.. I just exist, nothing more

In 2021 i did not give up because of you. You shouldn't give up neither. For your real community, not the loud crowd that made you delete your really educational, and in my opinion high quality videos. Just hang on for us.

Oh, it's my life

I missed this so much when you deleted all the videos

People should stop throwing around terms like depression and calling every little problem as depression so that people who actually have it may get the understanding and attention they deserve, beacause it is agonizing to actually suffer from a mental illness.

Word for word,... this is what's happened to me.😫. I couldn't find any words that could describe this horrible illness. Im so isolated, no self esteem, no purpose... everything i used to do, enjoy.. have no interests. I don't think im going to make it... its gotten worse, ⛓️💔⛓️

Here's a promise. God loves you.

Depression is a lingering feeling that one s life is not that important, and that makes everything else trivial.

God I'm so glad I got meds for this.

what song is this??

We miss you Kat. Hope you're doing okay?

"Being scared of being scared" is the best way to put it. For years, before ever watching this video, I would try to cope by telling myself I'm just afraid of being afraid and I should be able to man up through it. This video is so incredibly accurate from start to finish, I'm so sorry for anyone else that has to go through this... at least we're not alone

I know I'm doing really bad when I come back to this video

One thing I remember about when I was living with depression is that I wasn't even sad. I was apathetic. It might seem better, but it isn't. I've never considered hurting myself (or worse things), but at some point, I didn't even care where I lived, how I looked, who missed me, how's my health... Depression is a grim illness