Tobias Barry keep your head up brother. Praying for you. God is our strength and his strength is made perfect in our weakness.

yeah thanks man, some how avoided that bullet and the last 3 days are relatively pain free. man mix mental illness with depression, anxiety, stress and constant physical aches and pains you got a recipe for disaster but yeah I think without Christ and deciding to pump some Christian tunes which I hadn't done for the whole year I prob would have deliberately o.d'd. thanks hey.

Tobias Barry that was all Christ keeping you and sustaining you. He has a plan for you bro. We have to repent and believe on him & walk with him. By his stripes we’re healed. & by his blood we’re cleansed. He loves you bro. & the devil is a liar. No more depression, anxiety in Jesus name. Blessings on you and peace in Jesus name.

@@tobiasbarry1201 that cut & read well! Hope u still doin Good, Brother! Just a thought, you may want to ck out an Adult & Teen Challenge. .....I went in to Freedom House Teen Challenge June 5, 2013 with depression, anxiety, suicidal heavy contemplations...and asked....(I've been censored...but there's HOPE @the end!), Vertigo (undiagnosed but obvious. I'd get dizzy doing a few dishes!!...), hearing voices I couldn't figure out me or GOD (somehow I didn't know the Enemy has many others), hopeless, facing divorce...., feeling like a little girl @33 but a mother of 4!....I had cut, burned & stabbed myself thru the years, confused....all this but had been reading my BIBLE daily lots & journaling. Walked in the door.... PEACE! "GOD IS HERE!" I could so feel it like I never have as much anywhere else! Then began The Toughest, Most Rewarding year of my life! Within a couple weeks I was DELIVERED of a spirit if grief (the Virtego root bcuz of a miscarriage a yr B4).....In HIS PRESENCE, HOLY WRITTEN WORD daily....Taking care of the Roots & taking Responsibility.... I got out (graduated) Knowing I am LOVED, WANTED, have Purpose, a DADDY ("You never had a daddy. I'M HIM") 😦😫😭😭-->💓😊💦☝🙌😁💃! ..... I'd "Rededicated my life." (Actually, Gave my life over as it was a Will issue vs a "want to want to" I was stuck in.)... Was FILLED with HIS HOLY SPIRIT'S FIRE 🔥 immersed in SCRIPTURE esp GOSPELS & Praise and Fellowship of others coming out of various stuff (I was actually sent by RUACH HAKO'DESH(HOLY SPIRIT) Right B4 I was gonna do the drugs down the street for the 1st time.) I was DELIVERED of spirits of self-loathing, confussion, false humility, blood (cutting), fear (anxiety-lots of work there), a religious spirit....broke my ungodly Soul Ties, Forgave (my depression), learned a LOT & how to do it in a safe Community. Was able to deal with his rejection as he was going to go thru w/divorce when I was 5 months in (asked him to wait till I graduated.) I was(am) able to see color again! And my peripheral vision returned!....LOTS! AND ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL bcuz of YEHSHUAH(JESUS)!☝🙏🙌💖😁 May I Encourage you to Pray on it, but even more, begin or @least Pray for Understanding in your Heart as you nightly read THE GOSPELS. I recommend JOHN 1st. All 4×4 B4 moving on. Or as HE, they lead. Blessings, and increased Spiritual Understanding, Godly Knowledge, Discernment, & Wisdom. (Pray this every day! HE WILL in HIS TIME!) Much Love, Brother -Azariah/SuburbaKnight Ps 20:1, 6-8; Is 43; Is 38:15-20; John 14:11-21

@@phillipjeanlouis8645 I don't believe in solely a personal relationship with God I also believe in a communal relationship with God with other believers. The Christians in my city are dead to me, no matter how many times I reach out they seem to not care. Without love what's it for says Saint Paul and how do they even attempt to tend the poor, sick, widow and orphan of the world if they can't tend the ones in there own church. Stoopid or lukewarm? Idk anyway it could be me and what I must go through for my sins and to stop sinning and avoid eternal damnation. Mercy? How can a person believe God is merciful to His children and mighty to save if the church isn't showing it? Any peace and love hey. GodblesS

Charlesetta Pollard Amen