Last comment do you want me to feature your podcast or would that be too stressful? Why I haven't done so for these yet. Different than leggo podcast and your comedy related shows.

She was doing it superficially at a head level. Jesse Green probably most feelings related. Institute of human development gave her mixed thinking. The guy that wrote Why does this keep happening to me seemed to help in she did something with him in U.S. before coming back to Australia. She commented she healed her arm nerve issue she was joyful about. It stirred something up because a few days later when she had her 50th birthday and then the diagnosis of cancer happened. Not sure enough about details. Just my perception. She seemed more alive and willing to take chances. She met you and Elyse to bungie jump, spielunking and balooning. Things that perhaps fit her childhood self. She had been a gymnast like Elyse did.

Anothe C.S. Lewis book A problem of pain.

Shared's struggle over predestination many struggle with. It is connected to the concept of free will. Deeper thinkers apply it too widely.

I sometimes use universe something I think St Paul would do. Reference St Paul's letter to Romans I think. If I'm wrong it is in acts when he refers to the state of the unknown God.

I think you are asking the right questions. Ask Christ to show you. Many have done that. Insights start happening.

The guy pushed some unhealed buttons Mike. We generally react to others because our stuff is involved.Things we've dealt with tend not to push buttons and easier not to have fear reactions (fight, flight freeze or fawn)

You know me, I appreciate that regarding my watching. I think you are courageous.

Good relationships are a a timing thing. Both have to be ready and good communication is present in some form. If one isn't ready acceptance is important in not trying to force something. The fears need to be understood and accepted.

While sleep brought up my last live comment needed explanation. After saying it realised it may be taken as judgement when I was trying to share a personal insight. When I can't sleep my fears are in control. I find bring prayer or inviting God's presence seems to help sleep come. Years ago I used to have lots of nightmares sometimes waking feeling Satan standing over me. Hopefully this context clarifies.

Christ's version of the Golden rule is Love God with your whole being, then love your neighbour as yourself. I was taught God first because God gives context. That context teaches I am loved by God. That leads to knowing how to love others. This involves truth, being real and risking because it leads back to relationship with God. See the later discussion on God.

You and I are similar, not the same. Your path is yours and unique to you.

I appreciate Shared's view of Peterson.

My dad was the first black sheep for marrying my mom. He ended up giving up his faith. Before he died he had a resurgence of reading the book of Mormon. I suspect his illness a big factor.

Good discussions aren't about winning or loosing but about learning from one another and hopefully helping somehow. That usually means more listening less talking. I have doorknocked as a Catholic. Listen seems to work best. Depending on how pressured I am I have let other door knockers in I have responded in various ways. In earlier times it was more about win or lose. Not my best times.

When you really care about someone you generally want the highest good for them. If it isn't you that's okay.

So far I let you know when I watch somehow.

One of the problems of romantic relationships is we make up stories about the other. That's why we need long getting to know one another situations before sex because sex creates artificial bonds to the fake story. Its all chemical hormones. The stats show couples that talk about the things these kinds of cards that we usually develop better relationships.

Truth leaves one freer in the long run. Conscience is painful when attempting to hide from self.

In my early 20's I used to read tarot but was really using my intuition with some basic generalities the cards offered. It led me to not believe in them. Too easy to manipulate answers out of people. Gave them up.

I came back to finish after class.

If the world knows it all about you already, it is harder to be blackmailed.

Old age has smells out of both ends. Young people seem to smell death..

I was doing portraits and caricatures for a fete when you were on. I actually charged $2.00 for small quick sketches. A breakthrough for me. I sold three, rather than giving them away. A long time coming to get to that point. There is a multi millionaire who started by buy a pair of pants for $ 10.oo, vwore them some place a shop owner liked them and offered $ 20.00 for them. He went back to the original store. Bought out the $10.00 pants and sold them on for a profit. From that small step he became rich selling. He was living on the street when he got the pants.

Bad date. My first date a blind date. Two friends needed a third guy for three girlfriends. The girl I was put with was a smoker. I had never kissed. My friends idea of a date was to park and kiss. It went downhill from there with a visit from police waking me up in middle of night. Much better told in front of crowd.

Advise for making a feature film. The biggest problem with college educated people is we are taught to recognise the problems and don't get started. Most famous entrepreneurs came out with just just getting started and going for it. The learning happens as you are doing. It is the risk taken that seems the motivation comes from. Lack of trust in self often prevents starting. Think back to your first short movie at family school Snow white was mostly improve on a known story that taught a lot of the children, some basic movie making. Those and family experiments teaches skills. Each project you have done always brought people into it. Trust your intuition and improv skills. When old silent films started they experimented and played at it. Same for early television.

Yes, I have been an energy vampire, but learned it chases people away. I like you try to do it myself more. I use U tube to research now.

Look up avoidant relationships. They like the idea of relationship but any sign of it becoming a relationship scares them because they have abandonment issues. I am great at picking women not interested in me since your mom. It feels safe.

When I was younger, I'd wake with a hard on for years.. back then I had sex on the brain but for various reasons had to hold back. It caused a lot of inner tension. We had a week every month it was safe. We used what was known as the Billings method. You children we knew because we chose.

Same reason I struggle with leaders. Your the oldest child. Parents put more responsibility on oldest children. You just answered it yourself. Responsibility for others is heavy.

Rocky Mountain Oysters aren't real oysters or jackalope is like Australian drop bears. One myth I invented was the Yanchep yeti where with the park rangers we are a short documentary of its existence in the National park.

Making terrain and pieces to create games more my line. Inventing rules. At the moment been experimenting with some hot wheel wheel chairs. More a brainstorming activity at moment.

I came in after you stopped.

It sounds like their focus will be people with convictions for safety of public reasons.

The weather would keep me from travelling that time of year. We used to travel from Laramie to Utah a lot , that time of year. Some years the snowstorms were hairy.

Thanksgiving here, I had a hamburger.

Tom Hanks and Sally Field made a movie called Punchline about becoming Standup comedians.

Zac's eyes remind me of your mum when she wanted to show her dislike.

The original Gladiator story was in 1964 with same story but different title. I think it was "the Fall of the Roman Empire".

My apologies for leaving after I posted. It took me most of the time from start to post to write that.. I was late for my art group and was about 30 minutes late.. I've comeback to finish. Your friends and you all delt well with my comment. Far better than my fears predicted. That's usually the case. Fears tend to push worst case scenarios. The original sin term was in Jesus's own tongue of Aramaic. Archery skills were life and death important. So mistakes could cost lives. Hence if God is the target and missing the target can have graver consequences than simpler mistakes the difference between venial and mortal sins. New topic, the friend that ghosted you is related to trauma your wanting healed. Life lessons keep coming up.that way. Silent treatment something your mother and I would do a lot to one another when we wouldn't confront our issues. Your mom's eye rolling was part off it. My part I can't pick out and describe. Because I haven't been on the receiving end of my flight freeze responses to fear. I do know that our inner fears project outward and affects those close to us. Intentionally I never tried to punish you with silence. Unconsciously I could have been silent because I didn't have a better way of dealing with things. My apologies for being weak. Masturbation, sex and relating it back to church influences, cultures, guilt, shame. Everyone sounded pretty normal. My generation pretty much the same. A couple of points worth considering. Church teaches youth as God used the 10 commandments in Moses time. Rules are there to keep one following the safest path. Much like teaching children not to reach for hot pans on stove, or play in the street. The rules keep one safe in those situations. As your discussion points out some rule breaking may have less consequences than others and situations, motives and intention add to how serious is the breaking of the rule. Same rule a child breaks it has less concerns to the parent than perhaps and adult child breaking it with a history of how it can hurt does. Veniel verses mortal sin concept. Jesus on the cross dying still asks the Father to forgive them. Why, because they know not what they do. God is willing to forgive sins. It takes a lot of humility to get out of pride and ask for forgiveness. This was my lesson returning to church that started at your mother's funeral. Yes I listen because I learn. You got that right. I appreciate others views to help me understand by seeing others responses. The biggest lesson I learned is you are a lot more like me than I thought. I think your right that most men may act like not thinking lots of sex with others doesn't matter but it does even at the imagination level. It dehumanises others.that is why it bothers. The lots of sex for men pattern stimulates can be found also in men practising tantric sex with one partner. I highly recommend John Gray's Beyond Mars and Venus book and podcast where he goes into hormones and hoe they affect men and women. I suspect this knowledge useful for future episodes. I hope I haven't made you too uncomfortable. I hope I'm not like Leonard's mother. One of my insights since returning to church is recognise God is always present, watching and offering love but honours our free will, knowing our mistakes carry consequences. Physics every action has an equal and opposite response. My apologies to your co contributors. It was no longer live when they said bye. It it had been, I probably would have acknowledged with a thumbs up or something. Anyhow now almost 8 at night. Need to make something to eat. May God bless you for your openness. You do have a good heart seeking truth in your own way.

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You are sharing bits of wisdom learned from life. People want to be better so they are attracted to truth when they recognise it.Truth at its highest level is universal

Keep the laugh it is contagious.

Very real, I get this. Autistic individuals can easily tell the truth. I get that in my facebook posts. I wish you well because the truth does set us free.

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I’m rewatching what I missed Thanks for making good livestreams

Heyy Im going live tonight at 7pm if you want to come a join

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