@@ramonagutierrez4435 I’m sorry to hear about your son. My deepest condolences to you & to all your family 🙏💐✝️🕊️🌱🛐🙏

Do you think we should take that older video down, Howard? Is it causing confusion, dear brother?

@@PeterGuirguis 😂❤️✝️🕊️

Hey there, I'm so sorry to hear about your mom's passing and the painful experience you've had. It's completely understandable that you're struggling with these feelings of betrayal and hurt. Losing a loved one is hard enough without added complications. Your feelings are valid, and it's okay to be upset about what happened, especially since it wasn't your decision. Forgiveness is a journey, and it's not always easy or quick. Remember, even Jesus said to forgive "seventy times seven" times, showing us that forgiveness is an ongoing process. While it might be difficult, I'd encourage you to consider reaching out to the pastor for a conversation. Seeking reconciliation, if possible, can be a powerful step towards healing. It might give you a chance to express your feelings and potentially understand their perspective. This doesn't mean you have to forget what happened, but it could help in moving forward. If you're not ready for that yet, start by praying about it and asking God for guidance and healing. It might also help to talk to a trusted Christian friend or counselor who can offer support and perspective. Remember, the church is about your relationship with God and the community of believers. Don't let this experience keep you from growing in your faith and finding a supportive church family. Lastly, don't be too hard on yourself. Healing takes time, and God understands your heart. Keep seeking Him, and trust that He can bring good out of this situation, even if it's hard to see right now. Praying for you!