i am still alive listening to this on repeat every day
@twilightsweetie78412 жыл бұрын
"have you tried crossing over yet?" Of course. I've tried- What, 4 times now? 6 mental hospitals, and yet still don't use coping skills. I don't wanna get better. I feel like i'm in the ocean too deep to be able to swim back up. I'm drowning in my own tears. I just need help.. I need to die. This song hits at home.. I need somebody to help. Yes, I cover with my mask, But i'm choking myself and need help. The reality is always going to be a harsh world. If i could, I would ask my comfort character from a book to help me. These comments always open enough to understand.. We all need help. So let's help eachother. Heck, You're still reading?! I am so lucky to have a person that reads this far.. Like i said, Let's help eachother, Please. It's what we all need.
@kafeii2 жыл бұрын
I am really not good at comforting people but if you need someone to talk I will be here I hope you eventually start to feel better
@mikaelmyers70302 жыл бұрын
I feel yu I really wan die but I should feel happy bc my best friend actually loves me back and we're together but idk at the same time I just wan die like I don't wan keep going I'm tired I'm in pain I lost someone I loved and helped me and I get bullied and spread rumors abt me and at the age of one my mom chose alcohol over her kids and just left us now idk I just don't feel worth it I just wan a bullet to my head oi don't wan live like this anymore I just wan rest
@fl3shy2 жыл бұрын
=D hi!
@CroquetteQim Жыл бұрын
What I recommend is the relax, replay, regain method. Music personally always helps me and hits my sweet spot I life when things are hard, because I can relate to every single thing your going through. So relax, take some time for yourself and lisen to some music.
@fl3shy Жыл бұрын
@Budgie yes
@mysterousm.52313 жыл бұрын
Nagito + that song in slowed = perfection
@LeeknowsWifeyy3 жыл бұрын
My mom: what's the reason you're suicidal? Me: you
@xX_Kai_z3r0.Official_xX3 ай бұрын
real
@arsenmoeini742 ай бұрын
And when we explain that they are guilty. They still laugh at us and abuse more
@Luiza_hehe2 ай бұрын
Stupid
@Randomnechannel3 жыл бұрын
Nagito’s picture matches this
@brookeleblanc80743 жыл бұрын
Mhm true
@goodevening723 жыл бұрын
*sadly, yeah* -
@tifissonelsonno85413 жыл бұрын
Yup
@zero_0ff133 жыл бұрын
Yea.-
@GoreWh0re5882 жыл бұрын
Little Nagito
@ppoootaato3 жыл бұрын
The FBI might be concern if we press the replay button
@frankgrandi25123 жыл бұрын
ikr, but its totally worth it
@P34CH1SM33 жыл бұрын
oh no i already did😳
@endme45183 жыл бұрын
I’m concerned for myself
@moonbear73253 жыл бұрын
Ah- More mentally unstable ppl- Nice to meet you!
@frankgrandi25123 жыл бұрын
fabulos to meet you too
@Sofia777432 жыл бұрын
I remember listening to this when I had depressing but now even though I'm happier I always listen to this
@Izzyisagay3 жыл бұрын
TMF I AM GONNA CRY NAGITO MY BABY 😭😭😭😭😭🔫
@ctsumiki42033 жыл бұрын
Nagito fits so much with this wf
@leightonwestafer26283 жыл бұрын
This is so freaking underated. Ty for making this!
@egglover3233 жыл бұрын
Who else is crying as silently as they can while listening to this 🖤✨
@Muffins483 жыл бұрын
Me Bc my dad just yelled at me and called me a selfish spoiled brat.
@Zushii23 жыл бұрын
me..
@sofiaaghray73573 жыл бұрын
me i lost someone that i really loved :D
@Evia_3 жыл бұрын
Me..bc my best friend is gone forever.. :)
@MarieSarahRicky23 жыл бұрын
@@Muffins48 what did your mom say?
@emmalan85983 жыл бұрын
"I wanna die, i wanna die wanna doe but dont really want to die" ."You were there, you would care" FUCK THIS HITS HOME
@ilikecatssIDV3 жыл бұрын
Doe
@randicox25382 жыл бұрын
Do what DaVinki?
@Watermelon_ahh193 жыл бұрын
"I wanna live wanna live deep inside I always been reaching out for a hand so don't let this be the end mushrooms growing on my head still remember even then where you are when I'm dead" Same
@joke36113 жыл бұрын
The fact that when it says mushrooms growing on my head it means your depressed or something like that :(
@justclaymore3 жыл бұрын
@@joke3611 it means your having suicidal thoughts
@coffeetree_2 жыл бұрын
@@joke3611 yeah cause your mind is in a dark place and mushrooms grow in dark places
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
I wanna live wanna live deep inside I always been reaching out for a hand so don't let this be the end much room growing on my head still remember even then where you are when I'm dead I wanna die wanna die
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
I wanna live wanna live Deep inside I always been Reaching out for a hand So don't let this be the end Much room growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I'm dead Same
@paydyn630102 жыл бұрын
The sun is like people!,The sunrise is like being born!,The sunset is like dying!,It all happens so fast,The only difference is that the sun comes back but we don't! -The sad and dark truth!💔
@moondrop24522 жыл бұрын
When you realize your still alive and playing this on repeat singing it to your self waiting till you take your life away :D
@Megster-t8j3 жыл бұрын
So underrated!
@b3happy1963 жыл бұрын
FR-
@VlogsByAliSanai3 жыл бұрын
FRRR
@justachaoschild42063 жыл бұрын
FRRRRR
@clowny_XD3 жыл бұрын
True
@nekuzo-b3r3 жыл бұрын
I know right?
@nxstalgic._3 жыл бұрын
Nagito stop being depressed 😭😭😭 Your my only hope rn 💔
@finn90393 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna die, but I don’t wanna live.
@thebackflippingcat33226 ай бұрын
You just want to be dead but not die?
@psrspeedy70722 ай бұрын
@@thebackflippingcat3322 he wants to die like me but he is to scared to do it, and doesn't want to live because they are d3pr3ssed
@thebackflippingcat33222 ай бұрын
@@psrspeedy7072 I hope you get better
@Eugenia3153 жыл бұрын
i just watched an hour of a lowed song in a loop i loved it
@_.starsettler._2 жыл бұрын
Ive found another Squid Game Fan :D
@natsuhikohyuuga89252 жыл бұрын
Elegiste bien al personaje, osea Komaeda+ wanna live = perfecto
@AveragePaintbucketFan2 жыл бұрын
Previously had a panic attack, this really calms me down. thank you for making this
@sundrop31103 жыл бұрын
Ik this is about unaliving herself but this makes me more mentally calm.
@sugarload3 жыл бұрын
Ah Thank you! I've been looking for a slowed reverb 1 hour of this song!
@iwasoncecalledmousy2 жыл бұрын
*is that nagito having despair? HE'S OUR DUCKING HUMMM four leaf clover?*
@kawaragisenju64382 жыл бұрын
BRO THIS MAKES ME CRY A LOT😭😭😭
@menuinmalibu3 жыл бұрын
everybody here has these depressing stories, (im not trying to criticize that im so sorry thats happening to you) but this actually saved my sleep schedule. At around 2:09 am tonight I was listening to this as "nostalgia" (gacha phase/its just a good song in general) and I started to get sleepy. So I turned off my light, covered my eyes with my sleeping mask, closed my door, and fell asleep. I then woke up at 7 am and I was so fking happy with myself. My sleep schedule before was 8 pm - 10 am.
@nekuzo-b3r3 жыл бұрын
This is amazing! Great job I been looking like a long day and also am likeing every comment I see!
@hailietoscano41282 жыл бұрын
"I wanna die wanna die but dont really wanna die if you were there,you would care making me aware every scar all the blood more and more they're never done.. not enough not enough.." I feel emotional like that sometimes because everytime i leave a special place like school i feel really lonely like really lonely sometimes i also say "Kill me... Kill me.."And just smile i know its creepy but inside its sad..
@akisimps3 жыл бұрын
Listening to this just makes me feel like I want to be mentally stable, but I'm not- obviously, lol
@lilrockstar81703 жыл бұрын
poor nagito :(
@angelliahnepumuceno43952 жыл бұрын
this is so calming thank you for putting this is 1 hour now I can concentrate of playing roblox :)
@Лиса-о8ж2 жыл бұрын
Просто вау слушаю и слушаю
@Youch550 Жыл бұрын
I PLAY ROBLOX PICK A SIDE WITH THIS AT 6 AM WHILE LISTENING TO THIS EVERYDAY
@hacker_-xs7je3 жыл бұрын
If I be in the heaven I still listen to this song because this song is so good "I wanna live I wanna live,,
@maybemiriam3 жыл бұрын
I wanna die. But also want 2 live.
@Noah_89713 жыл бұрын
This stressed me but it was awesome like the picture it was beautiful PxrpleRocks Same
@anj101363 жыл бұрын
1.75 if want normal speed
@YanfeiYT3 жыл бұрын
How is this so amazing 🤩
@Yung_jok2 жыл бұрын
I can't sleep without this video literally
@mirelakatzighera53082 жыл бұрын
I sing thi song every night, and I swear! I love it! Tysm!
@Mintyeleaf Жыл бұрын
Dang I'm loving this slowed version :D
@cherrychairlegs24933 жыл бұрын
YES ‼️‼️
@melissabiddle34683 жыл бұрын
I needed this
@localtrash67562 жыл бұрын
I love this song it’s very good but I hope the person who made it is ok and I hope their live is good
@saharfareed8383 Жыл бұрын
Remember life is very precious. Don’t lose hope. I pray everyone here would have a happy and healthy life ahead.
@reihino11883 жыл бұрын
I love Nagito:3
@dylanmeeks07833 жыл бұрын
I havnt seen 3 yet but I'm that's lil nagito(ik nagito is in 2 but still idk what they reveal in 3 I doubt they reveal his backstory specifically but you never know)
@-crimawabbit-44383 жыл бұрын
My fav song :) thank you for the 1 hour + slowed
@Stfubuddynoonecaresaboutyou3 жыл бұрын
My fav song too
@nixaryt39553 жыл бұрын
amazing great work very underrated though i subbed
@nixaryt39553 жыл бұрын
although can u make a anti nightcore 1 hour version of this i have been looking for one
@Luv_Valkyrie..2 жыл бұрын
This song is golden 🤩⭐️
@IAMASEWERrat2 жыл бұрын
I’m not crying about the Nagito photo
@briannadedios43503 жыл бұрын
This is so calming for me :) anyone else? :D
@str9nger3 жыл бұрын
this kinda sad with Nagito :)
@creativerealm76683 жыл бұрын
I’ve been reading the comments and I only have one thing to say.. Dear whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you are strong, beautiful, talented, and confident, don’t let any anyone else tell you otherwise. You were put on this earth for a reason, and even if you don’t know what that reason is don’t give up trying to find it. There are people who love you, people who care dearly for you, people who will do anything to keep you going on the right path. Find one thing, anything at all.. and use that as your reason for living, your dog or cat or other pets will miss you, you will never get to hear your favorite song again, family and friends will weep, you’ll never get to rewatch your favorite anime, so many things. Just remember that you are loved and appreciated. If you can’t see that let someone else see it in you. You might make someone’s day with just a smile. I hope that you have a lovely day or night. Sincerely, The person who cares.
@AveragePaintbucketFan2 жыл бұрын
I'm screenshoting this for when I need it thank you
@tashaa1133 жыл бұрын
iv been listening to this song for 4 years but this its MWAH i love it :]
@kyubilegendstr91073 жыл бұрын
This is just so calm AND SCARY
@kafeii2 жыл бұрын
It's kinda comforting and I am here for it ✨
@Am-fp3vu2 жыл бұрын
im in love with this
@kitsunesakura36033 жыл бұрын
It’s creepy and sad I love it.
@hi.imweirdlul3 жыл бұрын
Not me letting everything out while listening to that✋🏼
@aloeverazzzz3 жыл бұрын
noo nagito.....
@chanel._.k83 жыл бұрын
is that nagito
@BLUEZZLPTVG3 жыл бұрын
I think so..
@Randomnechannel3 жыл бұрын
Yes it is
@Maya-pm2yt3 жыл бұрын
Oh hey Naggytoe So hopeful seeing him here
@misa-san28593 жыл бұрын
✨ naggytoe✨
@kafeii2 жыл бұрын
naggytoe 🥺😰😰😰🥶🥶🙏🙏🛐🛐🛐
@All.Them.Things7 ай бұрын
10 hour version, please and thank you 😊😊😊
@rokkensam2 жыл бұрын
[ I WANNA LIVE! ] [ WANNA DIE!!! ] [ I DONT REALLY WANNA ] [ LIVE DEEP INSIDE I'VE ALWAYS BEEN ] [ REACHING OUT FOR A HAND ] [ EVERY SCAR, ALL THE BLOOD ] [ SO DONT LET THIS BE THE END ] [ HAVE YOU TRIED CROSSING OVER YET ] [ MUSHROOMS GROWING ON MY HEAD ] [ EYES SO RED FOLLOWING ]
@kokichighibli_VA3 жыл бұрын
🥺 nagito
@zaneaustin-wolf64492 жыл бұрын
This song is what i need Thank You!
@senpai81403 жыл бұрын
so underrated!
@frankgrandi25123 жыл бұрын
NAGITO MY BABY WHAT HAPPENED
@OopsieLoopsieBro3 жыл бұрын
boys bullied nagito..
@justclay46493 жыл бұрын
ah yes now i can cry forever listening this
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
Hi there shinitai chan is nice to meet you!!!!! But days and days lie's look good!!! Kkkkkkkk Kkkk Jjj J
@I..cry_3 жыл бұрын
Between can we talk about kid nagito in the background ❤️
@nene12913 жыл бұрын
niice queen
@I..cry_3 жыл бұрын
That what I listen while speepling 😌
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
Shinitai-chan do have a nice song! Love it so much Like it So much I'm going to sub this
@kadeustra55703 жыл бұрын
10:33 pm. Help me studying
@Lino._.04383 жыл бұрын
This is a nice song
@andreamallette38762 жыл бұрын
Beautiful ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@nurulmash62742 жыл бұрын
i did a lyric prank on my friend group with this i swear they all panicked through the screen until i told them now they are laughing like a group of children ToT
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
I wanna live wanna live deep inside I always been reaching out for a hand so don't let this be the end much room growing on my head
@lordmosquitoe3 жыл бұрын
When I was 8, I wanted to be skinny. So I started starefeeding myself! Now I cant stop.. :/
@GUROBOY..2 жыл бұрын
Hits perfectly after you nearly hit beans and can't process the next day
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
Know what you need anything else shinitai chan!!! 💷 ABCD? BB job I've been trying hard shinitai chan Can you please help me shinitai chan? Thx for doing this shinitai chan!!! Lk Bye shinitai chan
@stephaniehite91742 жыл бұрын
Perfect shower song yass
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
Here's the lyrics into: I wanna live wanna live Deep inside I always been Reaching out for a hand So don't let this be the end Much room growing on my head Still remember even then where You are when I'm dead I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
I wanna live Wanna live Deep inside I always been Reaching out For a hand So don't let This be the End Much room Growing On my head Still remember Even then Where you Are when I'm dead W
@Bongwateri2 жыл бұрын
i watched this when i was in 4th grade not knowing who nagito was 0*0
@Kawf._.is-trash3 жыл бұрын
Actually it's feels good in the good way! to people who are disappeared don't let go of your dream and be strong try to hang out with your friends maybe it will help try to open the world big and BIGER you'll find someone to love ^^ [Music] a week i open my eyes, a Hospital so weak and cream i was blocking up to the rill, i feel be can't be called an horror singel theen how the |--| ell from me you were there i know what crim to reatch to we i will fall down on the town and stand and retch my hand and see have you tryn cross the life sing all again (i don't know help-) I wanna DIE wanna D I E but i really wanna D I E you were there you would care beging me for a life, every star all the one more an moning every time na-ni-na na-ni-na I wanna DIE wanna D I E but i really wanna D I E in side now you would cry, and i don't know why every star all the one more an moning every time na-ni-na na-ni-na [Music] i don't know what's next so please comet me or maybe like to me if you can do it _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ / \ / \ / | \ / | \ | | | | | | *PLS* | | | | | | \ / \ / \ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _/ \_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _/ \ / \/
@Stfubuddynoonecaresaboutyou3 жыл бұрын
Awake, i opened my eyes too see, a hospital , so white and clean, i walking of to the roof , i think, then can’t recall but only single thing . I don’t know the song
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
Comet me to get back here until PT PLS tell me that shinitai chan Is a good song ever again PLS tell me Pls
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
Know you are a little ABOUYT about you
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
Kawfang Enjoy I have a question Do u like me?
@XNix_animationsX2 жыл бұрын
am i the only person who has replayed this video about 5 times ;--;
@sick_koffeen3 жыл бұрын
It feels so... *_to identify with this song...._* *_it's very relaxing...._* *_but...._* *_I don't know how to feel, nor do I know what I feel.... ok?.._*
@angelahappy4077 Жыл бұрын
Me too
@leach59133 жыл бұрын
This song is about death and stuff but it cures my depression-
@NoodleGorillazUnofficial3 жыл бұрын
Is my hope boi okay? 🥺
@quack20883 жыл бұрын
Not me replaying this over and over again while over exercising and throwing up after eating c: I can’t do this alone I don’t know how much longer I can hold on I don’t think I can do this anymore Please Help me It’s so hard I’m struggling with sleep I can’t eat properly and if I do I just throw everything up Please….. I have no-one All I get called is a attention seeker and loads more It hurts
@jellycan65372 жыл бұрын
Wow
@kangsae-byeok23573 жыл бұрын
Ah wanna die,wanna die but don't really wanna die :')
@fin....18813 жыл бұрын
This song kinda represents me.....😅
@Abby-ee1un3 жыл бұрын
Shut up pick me girl
@Abby-ee1un3 жыл бұрын
@• {Çoconüt} ♡︎ • yeah but when songs actually represent u this one is sad so she wouldn’t say it that’s her problem
@daheitu03 жыл бұрын
@@Abby-ee1un Why not tho, this is internet. People are free to express themselves.
@fin....18813 жыл бұрын
@@Abby-ee1un Im not a pick me girl- Im just saying that the song represents me- Jeez Dont get all sassy about it, Im not saying "Omg this song represents me so much!!"
@guitarzcore3 жыл бұрын
@@Abby-ee1un sorry to break it to you, but this is a comment section they can say whatever tf they want
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
Played a mirror like a show the past I use to know a demon (not that litter box) I wanna live wanna live deep inside I always been reaching out for a hand. So don't let this be the end much room growing on my head still remember. Even then where you are when I'm dead I wanna die wanna die but don't really wanna die.
@killrame28482 жыл бұрын
Idk this may sound fake, but I do listen to this quit a lot and on repeat when I finish it. One day I was just listening to this on my phone next to me, and somehow the video stopped by itself. It was on my desk, nothing was on top of it I wasn't touching it as well. I feel like I made my FBI agent depressed...
@ImAtYourWallsNeptuneYT2 жыл бұрын
Shinitai-chan is the best song ever again I ever seen!!!! KK thanks for the invite though my love shinitai-chan 😊I love shinitai-chan is that song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!!!! Hip hop hip hop KK thanks for the invite!!!!!kkkkkkkk KK thanks for letting tke shinitai-chan 🥺!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you shinitai-chan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Good bye Shinitai-chan I love you
@decora_vocaloid2 жыл бұрын
I wanna live wanna live deep inside I've always been reaching out for a hand so don't let this be the end mushrooms growing (idk what she says) I wanna die..wanna die.. But dont really wanna die you were there you would care making me aware every scar all the blood more and more their never done not enough not enough.. (REPEAT