12 YEARS ON TESTOSTERONE | FTM TRANSGENDER

[@banrions]

you introduced me to so much stuff that i didn't know about re: gender things, over the last few years. i'm not a trans man, but i found it such an educational and interesting experience. loved your energy over the years, and really glad to see you so happy and doing well

[@britneynicole8903]

I have been here over 5 years now, and I have learned so much here! It is just so interesting!

[@fa1ry_du5t-old]

I don't know if you will see this, but thank you. Your videos (as well as Jamie's and One Topic's) help me realize that I'm non-binary (mtf). Looking at diary entries from the past 3 years, it's like I was describing dysphoria without knowing that it was. I thought it was just me being weird. I'm gonna start (or at least try to) hrt when I'm around 19 (I'm 14 rn). Congrats on your transition! I hope mine goes as great as yours did!

[@kaichambers9041]

Your hair is EVERYTHING! It's my personal favorite style since I started watching your videos years ago. Congrats on 12 years and the connecting beard growth 😂 I've been eyeing that on myself too

[@Greg-vq9tu]

I’m proud of you. Saw a couple of your old videos and just impressed that you documented your journey and progress. You deserve the best.

[@TransGuyShane]

When we came out (10+ years ago) terms like non binary and gender fluid weren't really a thing and trans was really the only one people talked about and even then it wasn't talked about alot. I mean my doctor at the time used the term transsexual alot. I just think maybe you needed these experiences and the time to figure yourself out and now we have better terminology hopefully you and other people will be able to finally identify authentically ♡ Anyways my point is , we are always changing and learning new things about ourselves and I'm 1000% here to support your use of he / they if that's what you would like us to start doing ♡ Love the fact your flamingo shirt is back 🙌 And you look great with the new hair cut ♡

[@britneynicole8903]

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[@britneynicole8903]

12 years?!?! Whoa, time flies by fast! Congrats!! 🙀🎉😃😺✨🎉

[@whitmodoe]

Happy 12 years boo! I totally relate. I feel like once I got further along in my transition I was able to kind of embrace my femininity without fearing being misgendered if that makes sense? Very happy for you! ❤️❤️

[@darwinhaditbackward5899]

❤❤❤

[@izzy6131]

Omg I need that flamingo shirt!!! Also, you’re a gorgeous bloke. I don’t even know you, but I like you. 😊Congrats on 12 years! That’s amazing.

[@deputykittay828]

Im taking my first ever t shot here in about an hour i wanna say thank you chase for the amount of info you have given me for the things to be thinking about and for making this not as scary for me. I am a little nervous but thanks to your help and my doctors help i know ill be okay and ill be supported and i have so many people to get answers from

[@uppercaseCHASE1]

That’s awesome!! Congrats!!!

[@cendrillonatsea5006]

I was so impressed with one of your early videos that I just watched where you explain in French how to change your name. I am always agog and envious of anyone bilingual as my French is so rudimentary but even more than that, it is wonderful that you put that content out there to reach even more people in need of the guidance. Congratulations on your milestone! I have watched portions of your journey to educate myself, as I am a cis straight woman with an extended teenage family member who is non-binary. Thank you for all the positivity, acceptance, and resources you put out there to help people develop self love, pride, and a sense of community support as they combat negativity in this world we live in.

[@AndiAlexander1]

I was literally wondering just today why I hadn’t seen a video of yours for a while. And here you are popped right up in my feed! Congrats on 12 years!

[@calowenby1654]

I love it when that happens.

[@resveries_]

man, 12 years… that’s wild! i started watching your videos like 7 years ago, after i first realized i was trans… i think i remember commenting on one of your transition videos then that i couldn’t wait til i was at that point myself now i’m 1 year 8 months on T, and 6 months post top surgery… thank you for everything, chase

[@britneynicole8903]

Congrats!!

[@KJ1234]

Congrats! I'm 1 year and 4 months on T and I'm also 6 months post-op from top surgery! 😀 Chase has such amazing content! Such a lovely human. I've been watching their videos for about 5 years I believe. Love it.

[@britneynicole8903]

@@KJ1234 Congrats!

[@Bloody_Corpses]

Congratulations! I'm also post op top surgery and I'm 7 years on T, 6 years post op top surgery, 7 years post op hysterectomy and 4 years post op Phalloplasty

[@katherineedman4857]

Wanted to thank you for posting all these videos over the years. Really helped me normalized transitioning for myself. Been on Estrogen for 3 years as of yesterday. Thank you so much :)

[@darwinhaditbackward5899]

🥰

[@KarimDaniel11]

Chase una pregunta, has tenido alguna complicación en la salud debido a la T?

[@danone2414]

not me being 3 months on t and exasperated bc nothing seems to change and sometimes I forgot to put my gel T.T

[@skylorandrews6608]

You had a huge impact on my early transition. Back in the ancient era of 2013, you were one of the only trans guys with content that went beyond the mainstream notion of trans man = hypermasculinity. The first time you mentioned identifying as a squiggle I felt so seen. But being a trans guy a decade ago meant a lot of playing the part of A Man TM so I did, for safety and sanity’s sakes. Recently, I’ve started using he/they pronouns and being more open to that innate fluidity. Funny how years later, we’re both still transitioning in new and yet entirely true to form ways. I so appreciate you sharing this and all your other thoughts and experiences along the way. Congrats on 12 years! PS Idk if you’d remember me but I once slept on the floor of your hotel room at the Philly conference after not booking enough nights at my Airbnb (oh the terrible planning skills of a 20 year old). I had just started T and was utterly starstruck by you and several other KZbinrs who were so kind to help me out in that moment. Something you said in this video for whatever reason reminded me of that and I just thought I’d share my gratitude and a fond memory. We talked about choosing names, the hows and whys and funny trends, that night sleepover style, and, in part, you all helped me pick my name. I’ll never forget that.

[@uppercaseCHASE1]

I totally remember you! So glad I was able to help ❤️

[@skylorandrews6608]

@@uppercaseCHASE1

[@_Noirscape]

Congrats on 12 years! You mentioned one of the reasons you were iffy on starting T was hair loss. How many of the men in your family are bald? Most of the men in mine lost their hair by their 20s so I’m pretty worried about starting too, lol. (Doing it anyway though. The pros outweigh the cons!)

[@mr.waddles4165]

About your dht cream video. Would I still be able to go to the website of the people who make it and ask my doctor to get this prescription?

[@uppercaseCHASE1]

I’m sorry, DHT isn’t available anywhere in the world right now. I have heard that sometimes compounding pharmacies might do it, but you would need to contact a couple to see if they do it. Again, I do not know that for sure.

[@Thinkin_inkan]

Thank you for sharing your journey!

[@britneynicole8903]

Yes, I still remember the first one of these I watched was the 7 year anniversary! 🎉😃😁

[@elijahdieker7016]

@@britneynicole8903 Anyone that teaches the LIE of monetary tithing, sells anything using the gospel, or teaches that same-sex marriage is a sin CHOOSES to die with the wicked. Luke 10:7 states the only wages for ministering are eating and drinking whatever you are given. Also, know that rich people will all die. You can't be a Christian, sit on all kinds of money, watch your fellow brothers and sisters starve, suffer, or be homeless, choose to do nothing about it, and think that it's ok. Those are all wolves. Mathew 19:12 Eunuchs that are born that way are transgender. Eunuchs made that way by others were abused in some way and something inside of them blocks off a certain type of body but it doesn't happen to everyone that is abused. Those that choose to live like Eunuchs FOR THE SAKE OF THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN are bisexual people that choose partners of the same sex-characteristics but opposite in regards to gender. Notice, it states God PREFERS for people to be in LGBT relationships. Leviticus, Corinthians, and Timothy were translated wrong by Billy Graham. Those verses are actually referring to pedophilia. Romans 1:27 All of the men were male in regards to gender, all of the women were female in gender. It is not referring to Eunuchs (where one partner is transgender). Also, it had nothing to do with marriage of any kind. They were trying to procreate during orgies so God did it on purpose. Anyone that continues to teach same sex marriage is a sin when the Bible says God prefers for people to be in LGBT relationships will also die by their own choice. Sodom and Gem. was about rape, nothing to do with marriage of any kind. God made them male and female, determined by gender, located in the brain. In order to be a church building, the place must house people inside of it. Otherwise it is just another private money-making business part of Babylon that furthers satan's agenda. Stay out of the fake churches. I am Elijah of Malachi 4:5-6 and Acts 3:22-23 says it will come to pass that anyone that fails to listen to me will be UTTERLY destroyed from among the people. Again, everyone has a choice. And anyone that deletes my messages CHOOSES to reject Jesus Christ Himself and that means they also CHOOSE to die with the wicked. I am Elijah so that means any discrepancies in the holy books are ultimately decided by me. I am also to usher in the Messiah! Be ready: Jesus is coming back! WORLD PEACE IS COMING!! By the way, anything based on gender norms no longer applies. In fact, the last will be first and the first will be last. It's women that will be ruling the kingdom of heaven. And rapture is not what most people think. Its when God's true people shine with the glory of God and are miraculously healed. Read Malachi 4:2-4 and the verses surrounding it........... Malachi 2 proves Malachi 3:8-11 is talking to the thieving church leaders. Every single major church and fake preacher on television knew since Augst of 2020 if they brought the money back they were never supposed to take for ministering then God would end Covid but they love money so much they intentionally chose to kill everyone instead of repenting. Seriously, do you really comprehend that? The church leaders LOVE MONEY SO MUCH that they INTENTIONALLY CHOSE TO KILL PEOPLE instead of repenting. Every time they collect money for ministering they know they are killing people with Covid and they still do it! Could you imagine for almost 2 years walking into your "church" on Sunday and knowing every single time you asked people to take that piece of paper in the back of the pew and pay tithes you knew more people would die from Covid and you did it anyhow? 😭😭😭😭 And you knew monetary tithing was a lie on top of it! So you also wilfully committed fraud. That is SICK. All these people need prison time for murder and fraud. Any person soliciting money for prophetic words will die w the wicked too. Be aware, some people giving prophetic words have fake accounts posting on their pages to make it look like they have more followers than they actually do. Chantal Ekabe, Lady Jeremia, Stephanie P. Smith, Godshealer, and kingdom obedience ministeries all part of the evil ones. By the way anyone that fails to listen to me gets thrown into THE GREAT TRIBULATIONS and will be tormented until they repent or die. You also need to start warning everyone and speaking up. This is serious shit, judgement is falling, you either live forever or die forever, tell your friends, tell your family, go into the fake churches and tell them the fake church leaders know monetary tithing is a lie and teach it on purpose to steal from them. Some of them are demon hybrids that are intentionally trying to take as many people with them before they have to flee the planet; they know their time is short. Do something about it! They are stealing from people in your community.

[@March2792]

Здравствуйте, можно узнать кем вы зарабатываете себе на жизнь? Как отнеслись к вашему т*переходу на работе? Я плохо знаю английский.

[@BoardroomBuddha]

12 years and you still have dysphoria? Maybe physical transition wasn't the solution...

[@uppercaseCHASE1]

Lolllll physical transition was absolutely the answer for me. I still have dysphoria but WAYYYYY LESS than I did 12 years ago. My dysphoria fluctuates and that’s totally fine :)

[@Bloody_Corpses]

I also had surgery and physical transition helped me a lot I wouldn't be here without it

[@darwinhaditbackward5899]

@@uppercaseCHASE1Good for you! 🎉

[@skully6223]

Haven’t even finished this vid & I cannot AGREE more….do what makes YOU happy & don’t worry about other ppl…why?! Bc the reality is that this is just one little blip in your life & in a year, 3 yrs, 10 yrs, the ppl you’re “living” for & worrying about won’t matter. I’m 43..didn’t start T til 38 & knew, like Chase, that I wasn’t some “manly man”….& that’s ok. The MOST important thing is for me to feel comfortable in my body, in whatever way that presents itself. I refuse to adhere to someone else’s definition of what they think I should be, what I should look like, whether I fit inside some “trans mold”. No…I’m me. If I want to have a beard & moustache & boobs, that doesn’t make me any less trans than anyone else. Just bc I don’t have the same dysphoria over being referred to as she/her doesn’t make me less than or “not trans enough”--that’s the dumbest sh!t I’ve ever heard. For me, it’s just a word…it doesn’t validate/invalidate me (for those who find pronouns extremely important, I absolutely respect/understand that, it’s just not important for ME!) Imo, if someone told me that there are rules I must follow to be trans, to be valid, to be a part of this community, I’d be getting as far away from that person as possible. I, nor you, need that negative, controlling, toxic bs in your life. We only get one life here…I refuse to spend what I do have left being told I need to be some carbon copy of another to exist where I feel comfortable. Ppl can accept me as the fellow “squiggle” I am or they can move on. Take care of yourself first, be comfortable on your own terms, do what makes you happy…you’ll hate yourself eventually if you don’t! Ok, off my soapbox! Congrats on 12 yrs Chase!

[@billtomkaulitzlovful]

We love and support you! I love watching your vids!

[@britneynicole8903]

How long have you been here? 😀

[@Reech920]

I wonder when you help us with the pro magic all in one packer.... Its already months ago.. and i wanna know iff i can safe some money for this packer. And thats takes months so pleas when iste review? Can you give a date? Wait for months or do you te review after een year?

[@shirfree]

What are the long term effects of testosterone use?

[@Kate-ve7zj]

You’re handsome

[@britneynicole8903]

Where did you get that shirt? It is so cool!

[@MorenaNama]

Thank you so much for this video love ♡ Congrats

[@wantflappywing1355]

What happens if you stop taking t?

[@luizatsilala7426]

Wow, amazing hair Chase ☺️

[@vikicha13]

I watch you since 2010 ;) I was 29 then...so now I am old 😅

[@noelmlindquist5569]

What is a squiggle, Chase? Genuinely asking.

[@annamcloughlin2470]

U look fabulous doll, Do u know anything about testosterone blocker nasal gel?

[@lucaschristian135]

No photo compilation this year?

[@uppercaseCHASE1]

It's coming, I've just been so busy

[@lucaschristian135]

@@uppercaseCHASE1 awesome, look forward to it!

[@jackiekingston8607]

treating it like a $$ making business.........

[@leaddust5539]

Hey chase, question: if I were to take puberty blockers at 12 and then go off of them at 15, would I still go through normal puberty? Like would I reach my normal genetic height, tissue reconstruction, and brain development? As if I never went on them to begin with?

[@recoveringqueer]

yes you would. the only effect is on your bone density. it will likely fix itself once you start puberty, but while you're on puberty blockers, you need frequent medical visits to monitor your bone health. but yes, puberty blockers are completely reversible. even cis kids who start puberty too soon can take them.

[@recoveringqueer]

@@leaddust5539 yes, but i suggest researching it yourself instead of just taking my word for it. and talk to a doctor/endocronologist if you can.

[@leaddust5539]

@@recoveringqueer If it’s so obviously safe and promoted by Chase and everyone else, what’s the point in asking a doctor? I think it’s pretty obvious that NO, puberty wouldn’t continue as if nothing happened. It’s obviously an important part of any human development. It’s insane that this is seen as normal or acceptable to subject children through.

[@uppercaseCHASE1]

Lol I f*cking knew that you were a troll, which is 100% why I chose to not answer you. There is no point in arguing with you.

[@pmbluemoon]

Hi there! I LOVE your hair cut and color 😃 Was wondering, do you think you'll ever put up another peen wall? I really liked how you had it set up a few years ago when you did reviews (or maybe yootoob put the "no no" on that?)

[@uppercaseCHASE1]

I have a peen cabinet now but there aren’t good enough walls for a peen wall where I live right now :(. Literally all the walls have doors, windows, or closets lol. So for now, no more peen wall!

[@uppercaseCHASE1]

Also KZbin would automatically flag my videos so eh. I do miss it and maybe I could do something similar when I’m reviewing something I KNOW will get flagged lol

[@pmbluemoon]

@@uppercaseCHASE1 It's such a dumb thing that yootoob will flag anything even if it's supposed to help/educate people who need the info. I did a few videos on my top surgery and the comments got disabled. I didn't do it for any money, just wanted to put some out there for people to find. Lame! Thank you for keeping up with product reviews and updates, it helps the community for sure 👍

[@LeeOfShyness]

Well done!

[@shykat9188]

Congrats.😊

[@ronnystoldt6537]

Warum wird es nicht mehr in Deutsch übertragen.🤷‍♂️🍀🙌

[@elizabethlynch6544]

Love you brother.

[@whatnowwithkayden]

First comment?

[@Matt-is8qj]

Still not a man, will never be. Like the shirt though. That cat stuff in the background is creepy AF tbh, like Silence of the lambs creepy. Wish you the best anyway.

[@fraxinus_ash]

This comment is creepy AF tbh, like Silence of the lambs creepy. Wish you the best anyway.