13 going on 30 for MY BIRTHDAY!!! * first time watching * reaction & commentary

[@rukh03]

42:21 One of my favorite Terry Pratchett quotes is, "Inside every old person is teenager wondering what happened."

[@jamestaylor3805]

"Thats what Madonna used to look like?" I will spend the rest of the day laughing over that line...

[@3DJapan]

She sure as heck doesn't look like that now.

[@leroylowe5921]

She should see her in the Vision Quest - Crazy For You video.

[@tracyleesmith781]

I was like, yup! 😂😂😂❤❤❤

[@jamestaylor3805]

@@leroylowe5921 her own music video that she is in for 2 seconds... it was odd. One of the earliest "this video only exists due to a movie" examples.

[@rosiemercury111]

That was Madonna! Whatever replaced her these days is truly disappointing.

[@Billis75]

As someone who is nearing 50 - the freaky thing that will always get you is that no matter how old you get, your brain is still 22. You're still "you" in your head, but then the body doesn't match. But you have to learn to like having the 22 year old YOU in your head.

[@F1Swiftie]

I’m 46 and I totally feel this!

[@goldenageofdinosaurs7192]

@@F1Swiftie56 & it’s absolutely true. You just end up looking at some old dude in a mirror🤣

[@RobertTaylor-gz2fu]

Why 22?

[@lacthocia]

bro, i'm suffering from this at 27 already can't imagine how's going to be in my 50's. i guess aging never gets easy. 😭😭

[@charlottebrookssprinkles1424]

YES %100. I am a 47, but only in living years. My mind is as spry as a 13 year old. The 80s is my happy zone!

[@troyfortsch4440]

“ we are young, heartache to heartache we stand”….. “ is this Cyndi Lauper?” (dagger through the heart.) you’re killing me, Smalls!!

[@scottboswell6406]

Also, "That's not Madonna . . . is that Madonna?" Noooooo!!!! Hahaha!

[@afry6400]

LOL was gonna say that... SACRILEGE!!! LOL

[@Jessica_Jones]

To her credit, she got Rick Springfield -- I'm older than her and didn't know anyone but Madonna when I first saw this movie 😂😅

[@stlee25]

I thought the same thing LOL

[@kimberlysimpson3632]

Pat Benatar

[@Speedydee77]

Seeing Gollum dance to Thriller is the best part of the movie

[@PHSDM104]

So many Marvel actors in this movie.

[@Fernando-dt8je]

​@@PHSDM104marvel? Gollum is in Lord of the rings.

[@PHSDM104]

@@Fernando-dt8je Andy Serkis played Ulysses Klaue in the MCU

[@Fernando-dt8je]

@@PHSDM104 ah ok. Hahaha I thought you were talking about gollum. My bad. I don't really watch marvel stuff.

[@ElisabethKisselstein]

But Andy Serkis is Claw in Black Panther :-)

[@screennamemissing]

Honestly, the best part of the whole thriller dance scene isn't Garner or Ruffalo dancing... it's THE BOSS dancing... because.. THAT'S ANDY FREAKIN' SERKIS! 🤣

[@xXMusicMixxiXx]

I turned 30 last year and I never thought I'd get this old due to depression. Your message at the end meant a lot. Thank you. I'm glad you're still around.

[@ladeao1552]

I feel you. Never expected to make it out of the teens myself, yet here I am at 30.

[@user-zp4ge3yp2o]

Getting as far as you have is an accomplishment to be proud of.

[@DamonCzanik]

I'm glad you're still around. Good for you. Depression isn't easy. Take it one day at a time. If the road ever gets rocky again, know that there are many people & resources available to support you. You're not alone. Keep being kind to yourself & celebrating each day, because your presence is truly valuable.

[@truthseeker9249]

I'm only 21. I think when I'm 30 I'll be saying the same. So many times I almost attempted, So many times I cried myself to sleep wishing I was never born for reasons I shouldn't bore you with. I'm impressed that I made it THIS far despite my depression. And I have Autism so all of that is just doubled. So when I'm 30 I'll be even more shaken by it. That I made it that far despite my depression but also because a lot of life threatening things run in my family. Cancer, heart problems, my grandfather had muscular dystrophy late in his life. Any of those things getting me while I'm young is my deepest gut fear. That's why I've been determined to turn things around. Eat better, get in shape and lose some pounds and then start living a more active lifestyle overall. You can't stop diseases or conditions from coming but at least you can lower the chances by being as healthy as possible. And Arthritis also runs, my mother and grandfather. I don't want to be like her when I'm in my 50's. Barely able to walk, barely able to use my hands for anything. She can't run. If anyone attacks her or breaks into our house I am her only line of defense because she physically can't get away from someone. I want to be in my 50's and still be able to run.

[@karmicvariable]

That "let's talk about it" ending is exactly why we watch you ma'am. Keep up the good work.

[@michaelevans1193]

As someone who turned 55 before Easter - I am sending you a Dad hug. BTW Ashleigh- YOU are a pretty crier, because it is authentically you and that is the best you.

[@poetgirl1157]

I’ve had mental health struggles my entire life. Anxiety, depression, imposter syndrome. I don’t think I’ve ever commented, but I wanted to say that there are times your videos are what turn my day around and give me something to look forward to. My entire family watches you, and you’ve helped bring so many people together. From one survivor to another, happy birthday and thank you for being so genuine and real. You’re a joy, and never let anyone tell you differently.

[@AmeerahMuhammad]

As someone older than you by a decade…you never actually FEEL your age. I still feel like I’m 30 at the OLDEST. But I’m in my 40s. That’s the secret that no one tells you about getting older. That your brain essentially still feels young. Glad that you decided to stay because you just get cooler as you get older.

[@kayzbluegenes]

As a 71-yr-old, I'm just a big kid. My work friends are 20's-30's. I think my grandchildren keep me young (also, BTS).

[@slackerlitgeek]

Co-sign on this sentiment. Same thing here.

[@pisto30]

@@kayzbluegenes I just turned 46 and same. I love movies and older cartoons and music so I think that keeps me young. Plus my friends (and BTS too. LOL 💜)

[@RedRoseSeptember22]

Same I'll be 38 this year but still don't feel like it. Somedays I still feel like I'm in my mid 20's, age is weird.

[@sluglife9785]

As an unwell 36 year old, who feels like I'm in my 60s, I'd like to counter the ubiquity of this notion. I feel like crap.

[@charlesmartinjr3971]

The fun part is that Garner wasn't really acting - this is more or less her real personality. Oh, and we're all glad you're here, too. :-)

[@BrianMoore-h6i]

she literally acts like a 13 year old in this movie and you're saying that's her real life personality. Sample dialogue: "I did something bad with a married guy." She speaks like a child throughout the entire movie.

[@charlesmartinjr3971]

@@BrianMoore-h6i I meant her caring and warm personality. No need to be argumentative.

[@BrianMoore-h6i]

@@charlesmartinjr3971alright argue with me that I'm arguing. I stand by it, the one and only thing Jennifer Garner did in this movie was act like a 13 year old--that's kinda the point of the movie. And you said this is her real personality, a person you've likely never met. Want to continue arguing?

[@ThreadBomb]

Now watch Drop Dead Fred?

[@tatankha1]

Andy Serkis who also played Gollun as well as her boss in this film really danced well.

[@ScientificallyStupid]

we got three MCU actors! Andy Serkis, Mark Ruffalo, and Judy Greer! Andy Serkis killed it (as always)

[@JustinHamsley]

@@ScientificallyStupid Four! I don't recall any speaking lines, but Brie Larson is one of the Six Chicks.

[@vanessab5063]

@@ScientificallyStupid Plus Jennifer Garner as Elektra! Not MCU but still Marvel.

[@ScientificallyStupid]

@@vanessab5063 OMG HOW DID I FORGET THAT??! I 100% would have counted that (I think all that stuff counts, ie, Wesley Snipes is part of the MCU) if I'd thought of it. Still hadn't had my coffee when I posted that comment.

[@BillyButcher90]

There's also a young Brie Larson who plays one of the girls.

[@PetraDarklander]

As a combat vet that survived 13 years as a severe chronic depressant... Thank you for being so open with your struggles. I feel that the more we are able to talk about it openly, the more it will get normalized and the sooner we can start treating mental afflictions the same as physical ones. There has been so many times that I wish I had lost a leg in Iraq and not my mind. Thank you for all the joy you bring me and everyone else, and thank you for not cutting out the human emotion that you show. As an empath, whenever you have a genuine moment about the reflection of your..... past, it brings back memories and It's like you went through the same things I did, or at least had the same emotions. I barely cry at family funerals because I feel I have to be a rock that others can lean on, but when I'm alone watching your vids, and something like this happens...I'll shed some tears, and it feels like such a release. It's odd being 40 and being reminded what a certain emotion truly feels like. P.S. Please watch The Peanut Butter Falcon. Our shared view on special needs people will make this movie one you will never forget.

[@musicdaydreams2506]

I cried twice while watching this reaction: 1) you not knowing that picture was Madonna, 2) you thinking Pat Benatar was Cyndi Lauper. 😂😂😂. Happy 30th Birthday! (I posted this before the end of the video. Your wrap-up has also made me cry. I so enjoy watching your reactions and your inspiring words of wisdom. Looking forward to many more!)

[@ronfehr7899]

The fact that you didn't recognize the photo as Madonna shows the difference in our ages. I remember when she sill looked like that.

[@dallesamllhals9161]

Big(1988)'s better anyways! 😛

[@Ebo22Gk]

It’s the difference between being born in 80s or 90s

[@rosiemercury111]

That is the only Madonna I will acknowledge.

[@DesiMorrical-lq8zn]

Thank you so much for your openness about depression and mental health. You don't know how much that means to some of us.

[@rosiemercury111]

Yes.

[@johnfletcher8931]

I am not a patron. But I have watch a bunch of your reaction videos. I am 54. At 18, I never thought I'd make it to 30. Grew up rough. I am so glad you stuck around. I love watching you react to stuff. You are a wonderful person with the cutest reations. The world is a better place with you in it.

[@tracythaemar1864]

As someone who has recently turned 60 you always feel as if you’re in your early twenties. Your 30’s are a time to feel comfortable in the person you built in your 20’s. It’s a great time. And as for you cuddling up with your mom, don’t stop! Keep loving her all you can. I miss my mama so very much and would give anything to crawl into bed with her and snuggle her.

[@jaytrace1006]

Truth! Savor the flavor with mom. My mom has been gone for 22 years. There are times when I feel so alone, and I really need a hug from my mom. I envy you, Dear…

[@LupitaLaChona]

You got me tearing up but that is why I keep watching your channel. You’re so real and you’re a ray of sunshine when it is most needed.

[@Ken-h5d]

Happy Birthday, young lady! You're adorable. I'm old. I have a 28yo grand-daughter. The best years are behind you and the best is yet to come. Only YOU can decide. I met the love of my life in my mid 40's. Stay positive, stay true, and stay 'young-at-heart'. You'll be awesome.

[@adaddinsane]

My daughter is over 30, and you're right.

[@dark_sunshinedgc]

I'm just an internet stranger, but glad you are here with us. Glad you hit your 30 and I'm glad that your channel landed on my lap by accident cause I had no idea people did reaction to movies on KZbin so many years ago. So from this girl to you, we rock! Happy belated birthday!

[@shellihouge938]

I'm 64 and I am always surprised when I see my reflection unexpectedly. In my head I'm still 21, lol. It's truly shocking to see this old lady 😂. You are wonderful and I love that you are here sharing your humor and compassion with us. Happy birthday and thank you for being straight up honest. We need more of that in this world. ✌️❤

[@slouchmonster7243]

From Wikipedia: Ketamine is a dissociative anesthetic used medically for induction and maintenance of anesthesia. It is also used as a treatment for depression and pain management. A k-hole is a dissociation state you get by taking too much. ketamine is also known/used as a horse tranquilizer.

[@thorstrebla980]

Special K ?

[@slouchmonster7243]

@@thorstrebla980 Yup

[@YousephTanha]

The number of times K-Hole came up in GTA 5 and I had no idea what it meant. thank you.

[@englaodevil]

”I don’t know who that lady is..” 😆💀😂

[@nataluxx7312]

I was shook, im 35, how can you not know young Madonna? 😭😭

[@eleven-hopper]

that killed me inside

[@bjchit]

Didn’t she already watch A League of Their Own?

[@Aryugeymaybalittle]

Ashley doesn't know True Blue era Madonna, she only had that look in 1986-87

[@lisaclark1181]

Very true!

[@OldRod99]

"I may never get to say that to your face" - you just did, Thank you Ashleigh!!

[@videohistory722]

FOB: Front of Book BOB: Back of Book He was essentially saying to take stuff out of the front, completely change the back, and think of new headlines to go with it.

[@HenHouseSports]

THANK YOU. I had absolutely no idea what those meant, I just sort of chalked it up to jargon that I’d never understand and didn’t think about it too much. Lol

[@frndofbear]

58 here. 23 is the age I am in my head. You’re my favorite movie reactor; you are so much better at watching them than I. You have a great memory & instinct for what is coming.

[@charlottesullivan9302]

Goddammit Ashleigh I didn't wanna bawl at the end of your video today, but then again I'm always crying along with you in all of your reactions. But what you said about struggling and being able to be there without actually being there... I needed that, as I've been struggling a bit myself lately with mental health. Thank you, happy birthday, im so happy im a patron to such a kind and caring creator. ❤

[@francessamii5022]

Beautifully said 😊

[@ScientificallyStupid]

I am so glad you're still here! I would give you a big hug if I could. ❤

[@clarissathompson]

I'm glad we get to share this space together too!

[@thechad4485]

I know it might have been spur of the moment to add what you did at the end Ashleigh, but I’m thankful for it. At 31, I’m at a place I never thought I’d make it to, with a beautiful loving wife, and a 4 month old chunky baby, and a job I love giving tours in Yosemite. At so many point of my life, I’d roll my eyes at the question “where do you see yourself in 5/10/20 years?” When I genuinely didn’t believe I’d allow myself to make it to any of those points. Pharmaceuticals, rehabs, addictions all to try and get myself through another few weeks. 6 years sober and still figuring things out, but I now have things and people in my life to support me and give me hope for a future beyond what I previously would even consider. Thank you for sharing. I didn’t expect to cry while making myself a scrambled egg sandwich this morning, but here we are lol

[@jacobpatton7587]

That moment with her mother hits me hard. I lost mine 3 years ago, and there's a part of me that wishes I could just have one more hug like that again. Great reaction.

[@Transitcat]

When people ask who would you spend an hour with, it’s always Mom. Forever and always Mom ❤

[@TheCilou6]

Lost mine in 2021 too, I wish I could have lotsa hugs with her too

[@spacekayse6543]

i lost mine 2 1/2 years ago and i wish i could talk to her again. i miss her silliness.

[@mytelsid6616]

Okay, Ashleigh, I am a 54 yr old Black mom to 3 fantastic young adults, and I confess that you just simultaneously broke and filled my heart. It pained me to hear of your depression, but you are an absolute example of the power of perseverance. You have such a joyful spirit. I never would have guessed you had that struggle, but thank you for sharing it. I am certain I am not alone in being extremely glad that you bless us with your reviews and insight. I only recently discovered your channel with Hidden Figures. You are now my go to when I need a few chuckles and renewed faith in the existence of good people in this world. You are so positive and unapologetically you with such a pure and amazing call-it-like-you-see it manner. Keep enjoying your life and many thanks for sharing a bit of it with us!! Happy belated birthday!!!

[@artman2oo3]

45:07 Ashleigh I mean this from the bottom of my heart, I am so glad that you do this channel. You are one of my favorite 3 reactors, your channel has brought me so much joy and entertainment over the last several years. I am so glad that I discovered it. Plus I love following your other socials and your struggle with depression and how you still persevere is inspiring. *I* am thankful for YOU.

[@karin.m.b]

Happy Birthday Ashleigh! I'm 34 and I have had points in my life when I didn't think I would see past 30. I still struggle with depression and anxiety. But I'm so glad that you are here and we are here. You bring so much joy

[@nessaarandur7740]

There's a girl all the way over in Australia, and she's glad you're here too. *big hugs*

[@LaurieParsons-gc2bi]

I also struggled through high school. I am now 68 years old and been happily married 40 years. I've also had depression but as you get older, and wiser, it gets better. I enjoy watching your reactions. You always make me laugh and make my day brighter. Love from Indiana.

[@blubevy2890]

This came out when I was 13 and I remember it vividly. I love watching your videos. I’ve also dealt with depression and could not have imagined my life now at 33. I’m glad I’m here. And I’m glad you are too. Big hugs, Ashleigh ❤️ 😊

[@manichispanic5234]

No, it's exactly like that. I was playing pool at the bar and it just feels like it always did. But the night comes and the crowd comes and suddenly you feel like you're surrounded by children. Except those children are at least 21 years old. Then another decade goes by and you realize all the things that you did or didn't do out of fear or some believe that was wrong and even though you feel the same, you know you're actually not. But I mean, you're you. How can you feel like anything else? I suppose that's life. Anyways, happy birthday! And thank you for your videos, they bring a lot of people a lot of joy. I hope it comes back to you a million times over.

[@muc405]

No matter how old you get, you’re always going to feel younger than your chronological age. I remember my mom telling me she always still felt like she was 25 in her head even in her 60’s and 70’s. I guess that’s the trick to being happy, is to stay young at heart, stay active physically and mentally, and never think of yourself as “old”. That’s why people who tell boomers or Gen X that they’re past their prime and too old, have no idea just how quickly time passes and all the experience and knowledge acquired by those people over the years can still be valued. Everyone eventually becomes the “old” ones soon enough and won’t like being dismissed by future generations, so stop to appreciate those who came before you.

[@katwebbxo]

So true. My mom is in her late 60's now but she's always said she still feels 18 in her mind.

[@sandy-ke1kr]

Not everyone. I don't feel younger now that I'm 50. I totally feel old. Some older people do feel like they are young but not all. Especially when your body starts giving you problems. I think it's about personality. Some people will always have that young mentality. Also, as a Gen Xer I don't care what the young people think of my generation or age. If they don't listen to us .......Who cares. That's just part of who we are as a group. We just don't care about what others think. Boomers resemble more the young generation of today because they used to think that they were smarter, and that their parents were old and had old ideas. Gen Xers just think most other generations are just ridiculous and as long as they don't bother us, we won't bother them.

[@MandiM94]

Oh, Ashleigh, sweetie. Your heartfelt thank-you at the end has me in tears. You're just such a light, and I'm so, so happy that you pulled through those dark times, and you're still here with us. Love ya, girlie, rooting for you, always

[@videohistory722]

The blindfold she's wearing at the party is the sleep mask she's wearing when she wakes up. The apartment in the "30 flirty and thriving" article is the apartment she's living in in the future. The guy she throws the shrimp tail on is the same guy who's drink she drops the pineapple wedge in.

[@jboao]

goes from singing whitney houston to “she looks like a pack of gum” 😂😂😂 seriously one of my all time favorite movies. it never gets old and always makes me feel cozy/gets me in the feels. can’t believe it’s been 20 years, but they better NEVER remake it. also your sentiments at the end of the video were hella relatable girl, we love you and your content! stay strong, because you. are. that. BITCH. 💛💛💛 happy birthday from a fellow tennessee native, hope it was amazing. 🎂

[@IOSALive]

Ashleigh Burton, This is amazing! I can't stop smiling!

[@TSIRKLAND]

We love you, Ashleigh! Thank you for being your wonderful self. Thank you for being open and honest and vulnerable and that you for being caring and supportive of your public, for sharing your journey, which can help us along our journeys, as well. We appreciate you. All the love to you, and Hubbin' and Beans and all the furbabies.

[@jamierabinowitz7102]

As someone who is in their early thirties (33) I still am enjoying life and looking forward to the next chapter of it. Happy birthday again

[@michellebarry1555]

I’m 62 going on 30 (mentally)…enjoy being 30 Ashleigh, we all love you! Happy Birthday ♥️🥳🎂

[@ericbryant4766]

You are such a sincere person. Definitely you are a bright side for me to watch your reactions.

[@aleema4910]

I'm proud of you, Ashleigh. I'm glad we're both here.

[@cmo6055]

30, Flirty and thriving! Oh wait, I am 42 😭

[@therealameliabedelia7821]

Ashleigh- you are a joy. I am so glad that YOU are here! Thank you so much for always being a light. Sending you great vibes from Pennsylvania.

[@karrieorr1613]

And we're so so happy that you fight every day for yourself and the people that love you and look forward to watching you every week! You are one of my favorite KZbinrs to watch. Sending so much love! 🤗

[@Ew_Michelle]

Ashleigh you made me BIG cry. I’m turning 42 this year, and although my life doesn’t have all the things I’ve always wanted, I’ve realized that it’s still possible to be happy with what I do have. And I’m glad I’m here. And that YOU’RE here. Thank you for sharing your heart with us, with making us laugh with you, cry with you, get scared with you- your light & laughter mean more than you might ever know. Happy Birthday! The 30’s are a great decade, and the best really js get to come 🎉

[@Charlie-nr6vd]

Ashleigh, I found your channel pretty recently and have been binging your content. I also live with depression and have been struggling a lot recently. Your videos have brought me a lot of moments of joy. Happy birthday, Im glad youre here too.

[@ejvland]

Hello from Chattanooga, Ashley! Just stopping by to say that I have been a subscriber and a patreon member for a few months now. I never comment because I feel as if it will get lost in the shuffle, but I freaking LOVE how authentic you are 🫶🏼 I recently turned 32, and I absolutely resonate with you on your mixed emotions. The fact that you use your platform to speak so open and honestly about mental health, is beautiful. The world is a much better place with you in it, and I am grateful for everything you do! Happy belated birthday 🤗

[@meredithmiller504]

I had a similar moment of living a decade longer than I thought I would as of last year. I turn 31 in a month and I'm not sure how I'll feel about it but I thank you for your message at the end. And thank you for being one of the things that makes life worth hanging around for. Very excited for The Little Mermaid reaction!

[@AndreaMGC]

Not me big crying over the outro. Bro... that was a deep cry I needed. Haha I have been VERY close a couple of times to cashing out. But I am very glad I am still here, and that you are here too. :) Also.. I ALSO sleep in my moms bed when I can. There is nothin' like the comfort of your mama when you need it.

[@The-Secret-Door]

Much appreciation for you Ashleigh - love your sense of humor and your authenticity. Happy belated birthday. You have a phenomenal singing voice. It surprises me every time you belt out a song out of nowhere!

[@Jmittle101]

Happy Birthday again! The 30’s and 40’s are great, have a lot of fun with them! Just take good care of your health, that’s the shocker later on. You feel like yourself no matter what but things go a little bonkers in your 50’s. I’m so glad you’re happy with what you’re doing and sharing the fun here. You just keep doing what you’re doing, baby girl, you’re just fine!

[@RedRoseSeptember22]

Happy 30th Birthday Ashleigh!!! Never apologize for being "emotional and silly" you're so sweet and we're all glad you're still with us ♥ You're stronger than you know. This is one of my favorite movies too!! Early 2000's were lit I tell ya lol.

[@TheBigLlamaShow]

Your closing outro was simply amazing and heartfelt. This is why people gravitate towards you and this channel. Thank you for always sharing your vulnerability and love with community. WE ARE ALL GLAD THAT YOU ARE HERE!! Happy 30th Birthday! I absolutely love this movie and it has become one of my absolute favorites!

[@MikeNobody]

To quote Bowling For Soup, "High School Never Ends."

[@SarahRichardsGraba]

The gum you were thinking of is Fruit Stripe 🦓 🌈 with the zebra on the logo 😂 I'm almost exactly a decade older than you; I turned 40 this year in March. Happy milestone birthday! 🎂🎊 As someone who also lives with depression (I'm actually about to get back on meds in fact, ha), your message at the end was beautiful, vulnerable, authentic, touching, and so important. I still have days I don't want to keep going, but there's still so much I want to do, despite the struggles with mental health. Glad you are here too, Ashleigh. ❤

[@billroberts7881]

You are correct, Ashleigh. People don't FEEL older (at least until the arthritis sets in), but eventually things do get pretty obvious. No matter. The IMPORTANT thing to realize is time slips by WAYYY too fast, and it's important to make the most of it while you can. When I was in my 20s, I always thought there would be plenty of time to accomplish everything in my life's goals, but suddenly I discovered time had passed in a flash, and I'm stunned at how old I am now. Fortunately, I'm still physically fit and relatively healthy now, but I find myself looking back and remembering the people and experiences that make my life enjoyable and satisfying now, more than ever. Even so, I still have so much to do before I'm no longer capable. Along with that feeling are the regrets (not many, but there are a few). Regrets about how I (mis)treated one special person while I was in high school. Regrets about career choices, although on the upside, those choices have left me retired, completely debt free, and more happy and stress free than at any other time in my life. I guess the take away from all of this rambling is my plea to enjoy your life while you can, Ashleigh. It will pass much faster than you can possibly comprehend at the still young age of 30. YOUR KZbin content, along with your very real and honest human emotions and the courage to share them with us makes you very special to me and so many other subscribers. We thank you for all you do, and wish you the very best in life. You are loved and appreciated just because you are you.

[@vanillapod1]

As someone who is also about to turn 30, I really appreciate you pouring your heart out at the end there ❤ that’s not an easy thing to talk about but I’m grateful you did, it helps to hear about others with similar experiences. You make me laugh with your videos and I’m glad you’re still here!

[@kykutie686]

I'm turning 34. I am absolutely different from highschool and a little more polished than my 20s and I just love it here. I'm a mama and wife. I love my house. Love my family. I'm a big kid with adult money. So I can go to Lazer tag for date nights. And vacations. I deal with depression and reminding myself that I use to daydream about my real life occasionally blows my mind and helps a little. ❤ Because 19 yr old me who was a mom in an abusive situation, living below the poverty line would have never dared to dream of hosting movie theater themed slumber parties for my daughter and laughing with her and her friends. Or a husband who would snatch me into bear hugs when I cry. Or bonus kids I get to love on after not being able to have more. My freaking in-laws even love me. And it helps to remember when thoughts get dark so thank you so much for the reminder of how all the bitter made today all the more sweet ❤❤❤

[@Nay-kp6uu]

Sending you good vibes, honestly. We're all here for a reason.

[@pizzadohpaz]

How beautiful that you not only live your dream life but appreciate it. I am so happy for you, internet stranger. May you continue to be blessed throughout the rest of your life ❤️

[@DaveB806]

As someone who has “kids” older than you, I am sending big bear hugs to you. A very kind, caring and lovely young woman. You always make me smile and laugh when I get to watch a new reaction from you. Hopefully this little message will give you back at least one smile. Sending lots of ❤ your way

[@caraalexander437]

Well I just had a big cry. Didn't know I needed that. Thank you for being you. you are a beautiful soul.

[@theoriginalbreakage]

take a shot every time ashleigh says 'good for you girl'

[@sisterdebmac]

I'm glad you're here too. I follow a pretty good handful of reactors on a regular basis, but you're by far my favorite. You're honest, funny, and you have a good heart. I'm almost exactly twice your age, but we share similar sensibilities. I always look forward to seeing what you've been up to. Happy Birthday!!

[@wedamon]

Ashleigh, the world is DEFINITELY better with you in it. You are a delight. You have brought me so many moments of pure joy. Thank YOU for being here and sticking around and doing what you do. 😘 Happy birthday, girl! 🥳

[@etherealtb6021]

My friends and I went to see this movie together. We'd all graduated from high school in 1984, so we enjoyed the movie immensely! There are some jokes in there you wouldn't get if you didn't experience the 80's, lol. We love you, Ashleigh! Thanks for being so open. That's why we connect with you! ❤️

[@LoneWhiteMage]

Your speech at the end started making me cry. I relate to a lot of what you said. Sending hugs.

[@Matacron]

You may not have experienced awesome movies during your youth, but it's clear that you've always had excellent tastes in music!

[@pizzadohpaz]

Ashleigh, you sweet, sweet girl. I'm only 26 and I am so lucky to have not dealt with depression in my life, but your 'let's talk about it' still had me in tears. You are so genuine in your reactions and your discussions afterward, and that's what makes you one of the best reactors on YT. Never stop being you. I am so happy you are here. You're the first person to make me excited to reach the age of 30, so thank you! From this little girl in Texas: you're never alone.

[@rowdycmoore]

I was just past 30 when I started my own videos, and now I'm 45 still going on with it, and I just want to say it's just wonderful to see so many like you putting there own stuff out there. I know exactly how it feels to have people out there who love and enjoy your work and how it makes creators like us feel like maybe we're doing something good in this world. Here's hoping your next 30 years are even better.

[@seanrooney9327]

happy happy birthday, Ashleigh! i’m glad you’re still here. your message at the end was very touching. thank you for speaking out on what those of us with depression battle with and i hope you got to celebrate you, friend! keep being amazing. 🎉✨

[@BeastrealDT]

Razzles are fruit flavored candy that becomes gum as you chew it. Two treats in one. First song in question at her party was, "Burning Down The House", by The Talking Heads. "Love Is A Battlefield", is by Pat Benatar. Jennifer is the star of Marvel's, "Elektra". Happy Birthday!!! 🎂🎈🎉 ✌️❤️🌹

[@jonsalvadorgascon5687]

As a long-time subscriber, I just wanna say: Cheers to Another Year!!!🎂🍾🎉🎈🎁

[@milostewart8738]

The end of your video touched me so much. I’ve been on depression meds for years as well. The older I get the harder it’s been and I’ve often thought if I will make it to my 60s. I’m 41. I put on a happy face to those around me but feel so much pain inside. But thank you for your message. It means so much ❤

[@ninetrillion3402]

I don't know if you read all these comments but I want you to know that I'm so happy that you kept going. You're struggles with depression and S.I. really speak to me. Yes, I didn't see myself living past 30. Especially because when I was 23, I was a raging alcoholic going through a divorce. But I'm a survivor at heart, just like you are. I dug in deep down and found any reason I could to keep going. Now I'm 55,been through 4 divorces, and widowed. But my mind (and heart) has changed so much since my thirties that i can't even remember having bad days. I'm living my best life now. I'm in a beautiful neighborhood and I make artwork all day when I'm not out fishing. And watching your videos on KZbin is one my favorite things about my wonderful life. It's real joy to see you happy with that great hubbin of yours. Keep smiling, laughing, and crying the way you do. You're such a real person and I feel like you're my friend. 😺

[@eodblue390]

As someone who has deep depression with no medication. Some days your videos are the only happy things in my day. I know you wasnt talking to me at the end but it hit me personally. I can't support you the way I truly want to but for what it matters ill follow your channel until you stop doing this. Thank you for the channel, thank you for the fun, and thank you for being alive. I love you.

[@jasonstinebaugh8447]

Oh Ashleigh, happy belated birthday! 13 going on 30 is a great movie! I'm an 80's kid (solidly a Gen X kid) so this movie resonated with me.The first time I watched it I was very much like the Matt character back then.. And now I think the movie is underrated. Garner and Ruffalo were great! Every time you cry on camera I want to reach out and give you a big brotherly hug. I've dealt with depression and anxiety my whole life. I get it. I hope you had a GREAT birthday and that you and Blake had a kickass time! Much love!

[@manicpanic3544]

Your inner self doesn't really change that much as you get older. I'm 50 and sometimes I still feel 17, though my body kicks my ass most days lol Oh honey, you're gonna make me cry. I'm not crying, my eyes are sweaty. :)

[@the_nikster1]

I loved how in the beginning you were like "is this a coming-of-age story? is it a rom-com?" and I'm like "yes." 🥰 Happy Birthday, Ashleigh! I'm so happy you're still here, and I wanna thank you for my first big cry after finding out that my aunt passed from cancer 2 weeks ago. you are a delight and your videos bring me so much more joy than you'll ever know! ❤

[@xploreher]

I don't usually comment, however, dear Lordt! You had my eyes sweating. I will be 57 this year and am still having a blast. Depression had always loomed over my and now my son. But we try our best. It's all you can do. Found you a couple years ago and haven't stopped watching. Love love love your channel. Have an amazing day miss ma'am! ❤

[@ScribbleScrabbless]

Super relatable, graduated in 2000, except I never had family like that. Makes watching these kind of movies bittersweet.

[@ScientificallyStupid]

My childhood bedroom is actually a recording studio/guitar room! My parents don't exactly work out. This movie is my "comfort movie"-Jennifer Garner has such an incredible talent for the physical stuff that she really sells being a 13 year old trapped in a 30 year old's body. I think you'd enjoy the show Alias, even if you don't watch it on the channel (but I'd love it if you did!). JG plays a superspy who kicks SO MUCH ASS. And I think that feeling of NOT getting to get older is a commonality in us folks with depression. I couldn't imagine (at 17) living to be older than 21, and most times I didn't really want to. Then I couldn't imagine being 25, and never imagined I'd still be around at 30, then 40. I never thought about making plans for the future because I didn't think or want to be around. But now I'm almost 47 (Happy Birthday to my fellow April babies!) and my depression is so much better and I feel like life keeps getting better. I have so much to look forward to and I'm so glad I'm still here, and I'm so glad that YOU'RE still here! Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us. I'll take my meds right now. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@rickguyproductions5146]

Ashleigh, my son is your age. He's moved away now, but we used to watch movies together and he would discover all these hidden gems I had the pleasure to introduce him to. I get the same pleasure watching you discover all these films that shaped my life and love of cinema. Revel in the place you are now, and know that, for some of us at least, it's more than just entertainment, it's a memory.

[@gregorywilcox5949]

you do get it we all feel as a young person living in an old person's body the mind never changes the world changes around us and we are all just trying to live in our head and in the world and hope they can match up every now and then.

[@morganawaltemberg9733]

You are such a sensible person. So sweet! Love you!

[@VizualCriminal]

I remember going to the theater to watch this in my mid-twenties and getting flack from my roommates about it. I’m just young at heart and always will be. I really believe in just being yourself and doing what makes you happy regardless of age. Happy birthday to you!

[@joeleustice]

Nice video, Ashley. I'm pushing 50, and I enjoy that fact that I can "watch a movie" with you that I had missed in earlier in life, in half the time of the movie.

[@fzoid3534]

Very emotional ending.. Nothing but love from the other side of the world. :) I have to say my big depression started in my 30s with me reflecting on my life and most fatal with comparing my accomplishments with others of my age. That's not a road you wanna take. I'm glad to be able to enjoy your videos. You being a little weird, funny or weeping but most importantly yourself.

[@lillykathleen89]

Ashley: “Is this movie gonna make me cry?” ~movie ends~ Me: “Is Ashley gonna make me cry?” 😭 I relate so much. Love you. Thank you for being someone I can always count on to make me smile and laugh when I need it most. Happy birthday, beautiful. 💜

[@Buzz-McCool]

I remember spending my 30th birthday in the emergency room with chest pains. It wasn't a heart attack, though. I got injured at work. Happy Birthday to Me! (Now there's a movie you should have watched!)

[@DesiSJ]

I am 42. At this age, it is still super hard for me to believe that I'm not that high school age anymore. Or even in my 20s. Everything went by so quick and my mind still thinks its 2006 sometimes. Enjoy your thirties. I had a blast in mine. Ashleigh, I appreciate you. Your candidness. You're so honest about who you are and that is so rare. There are days I will literally just click on a video of yours for a movie I've never seen because your presence is calming and you make me laugh. I understand about having those days where you didn't want to be here. Where you didn't think you'd make it to a certain age. Look at us now though. I'm glad YOU'RE still here.

[@stillaboveground2470]

In my head, I'm still 18 years old. Unfortunately, my body did not get the same memo.

[@alexandergustafsson4245]

I am depressed too. Not like overly emotional about it. Just sort of going though emotions. But somethings does cheer me up, and you are one of those things. So thank you for that!

[@christophervillalba4139]

Ash: Is this Cindi Lauper? Me: I'm irrationally furious and i don't know why!"

[@adnap]

FUN FACTS: There is quite a lot of stuff going on in the background that some of you likely didn’t catch. One of the Six Chicks was a very young Ashley Benson, aka Hanna from Pretty Little Liars. Now begins the bizarre MCU connection. Brie Larson aka Captain Marvel was another one of the Six Chicks. Of course we’ve got Mark Ruffalo who was Hulk. Young Matty, Sean Marquette did the voice of Spider-Man in the 2005 video game of the same name. Judy Greer, Lucy/Tom Tom was in Ant-Man as Ant-Man/Scott Lang’s ex wife, Maggie. Jennifer Garner, Jenna Rink was Elektra. Wendy, Ann Collins played Silverfox, and Andy Serkis as Richard, was Ulysses Klaue.