2 years on low(ish)-dose T! | nonbinary transition

[@avabuchan5059]

Hi, really nice to hear your perspective/changes on low(ish) dose T. I’ve been on low T dose myself for almost a year now. I find that there’s not a whole lot of resources on it so always great to here from fellow low dose people. I feel similarly about low dose T as you do. Thanks for sharing! Roo :)

[@ZiggiWillpower]

Yay for low-dose buddies :3 I feel like we're all doing our little experiments with what these things do to our bodies - that's why I keep these little yearly updates even though I don't have much to talk about regarding trans stuff on a weekly/monthly basis.

[@KDbooks]

Ziggi, what I love about you and your journey - yes, I’ve gone through the back-catalogue - is how plainly spoken and honest you speak about your experience, struggles and strengths. Sending love from 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

[@ZiggiWillpower]

thank you, that's a very lovely compliment to receive :3

[@johnconway9673]

The great thing about being a human is that we are all individual. You don't need to do anything! Being unique is great and should be celebrated.

[@rockyaguirre4251]

I really appreciate your videos and your generosity with your experience. You've really helped me with my transition by providing a voice I can identify with and feel less alone.

[@ZiggiWillpower]

❤️❤️❤️ i am so so happy to hear that, all the best wishes to you ❤️

[@claire10zzz]

Thank you for sharing! I’m now one year on low dose T and hearing you taking about all the changes that I’m also experimenting makes me feel less alone.

[@ZiggiWillpower]

❤️❤️ so glad i can make you feel leas alone, it’s a strange journey to not know what is going to happen, but also quite magical sometimese

[@JoseeL777]

I'm so touched by your video, this was so beautiful. You answered all the questions I've ever been curious about in such an honest way. thank you. You are super cute. Take care :)

[@torrencegregory6659]

The butt hair part was my favorite 😂 So glad you're doing well!

[@ZiggiWillpower]

hahaha thank you 😂 keepin it real, i guess haha

[@melvin2343]

it's really nice watching your videos because i like booktubers and you also have a nice personality and are transition goals:)

[@ZiggiWillpower]

oh my that is the sweetest compliments :3 ofcourse i feel far from being goals, but i know that how you see yourself is not always how you appear in the eyes of others ;) ✨🌻

[@buckybarnes1544]

I love this! I watched it twice when you posted it! Thanks for answering my questions, and I am very happy that my comment was received in the way it was intended!

[@ZiggiWillpower]

🥰🥰🥰 thank you, this is such a lovely comment 🥰🥰🥰

[@ZiggiWillpower]

I can see that you left a comment on my new video, but KZbin seem to have removed it?? very confused

[@buckybarnes1544]

Oh good! I saw that it was removed but didn't know if I had said something you didn't like--so that's good to know! Thank you. I've never been bot-blocked before, I'm such a rebel, really. Better than being a Shakespeare edgelord ; )

[@ZiggiWillpower]

@@buckybarnes1544 it's strange, i've had this happen on a few comments from subscribers recently. very annoying.

[@pastorytime2683]

So lovely to watch this video. Glad you are doing well. Siân xx

[@ZiggiWillpower]

Thank you Siân! 🌻

[@v0id_b0i_89]

I've been on 40mg / .2mL injections for almost two months and I was thinking about going higher because I haven't noticed any voice change yet, but you have me thinking that I just need to chill and have patience. You got good results on low dose so I just need to wait and stick to what I'm doing I think.

[@ZiggiWillpower]

I totally understand the frustration, but just from my perspective, it took maybe 6-8 months before I could notice changes in my voice. I think it's worth to let it take a little time (if you are able to), both to be able to adjust mentally, but also to not shock the body too much with the changes. Edit to add: but I can also see that depending on your level of dysphoria and other circumstances, relative slowness might not be an affordable luxury.

[@v0id_b0i_89]

@@ZiggiWillpower I like the idea of taking it slow because I'm not sure if I'm okay with body and facial hair but I definitely want a voice drop, so it being spread over time gives me more time to think and adjust and maybe change my mind about how I feel about hair. Also, I forgot to mention that I'm doing 40mg every two weeks, so idk if that's comparable to 40mg daily in gel form. dosages are confusing.

[@ZiggiWillpower]

yeah dosages are strange af, have no idea how to compare, but i totally relate to not being sure about things! for me, i ended up loving so many things o thought i would dislike. just because i took it slow and had time to ajust

[@superdavisdon3791]

Note: Just watched a few minutes of your video Got you! I grew up in a strict loving religious Christian family. I wanted to be an MtF. But my parents won't let me. 😐 So now for the past 3 years, I decided to meditate on subliminal frequencies. They the subs work... But the results are very slow.😱 I am started to look like a non-binary genderless man. My goal is to look like a straight former Trans. Like Sabel Gonzales. I am 75-80 % straight and 25-10 attracted to former MtF Trans people who look straight in a girlish boyish in ways.

[@ZiggiWillpower]

I'm glad you have found something that works for you, despite your parents not being supportive. I think it's always important to remind ourselves every day that non-binary is not a look or an aesthetic, it does not matter what the body or the clothes look like :3

[@ESwift-Arts]

It was so nice to hear from you again Ziggi! Also, I was curious- what kind of tea are you drinking?

[@ZiggiWillpower]

:3 nice to see you too! Hmm it's probably decaf pg tips :)

[@MatriarchOfChaos]

Important question: how old (over or under 25) were you when you began? Some changes are less likely after 25

[@ZiggiWillpower]

i was 32 i think when i first began taking t, i am very happy with how my body has responeded to t so far, and try not to compare or worry over what changes will or will not happen ❤️

[@mikk5540]

Soooo.. yt removes comments with the q-word so I’ll have to censor myself to get my comment to stay up. Happy anniversary! 🎉 Apparently youtube decided to not show me your post on the community tab. 🤷 I can’t believe it’s been 2 years already, I remember when you started posting about this journey. ☺️ Thank you for sharing! I’m glad to see how pleased you are with your experience. I’m interested in going on a low dose T but have been putting it off bc I’m scared of judgement from society and don’t really have much support regarding my qu**rness irl. I live in the north of Sweden so it’s not very easy to find/build a qu**r community. I’ve also heard that the waiting list just to get into the clinic is very long so that doesn’t help either. 😅

[@ZiggiWillpower]

Tack :3 Jag fattar verkligen rädslan för vad andra ska tycka och tänka, det kan ju betyda väldigt mycket, speciellt som du säger när man inte har ett starkt närverk omkring sig. Tänker att det kan vara värt att sätta sig på väntelistan även om man är osäker, så har man tid på sig att tänka på det också :) Och tur att internet finns så vi kan känna oss lite mindre ensamma!

[@mikk5540]

@@ZiggiWillpower Jo det är sant, är sjukt tacksam över att ha internet. 😊 Har för mig att kliniken här tar emot egenremiss dessutom om jag inte minns fel, ska kolla upp det. :) Tack för peppen! ☺️

[@isra8397]

❤!

[@ZiggiWillpower]

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