IM BACK FRIENDS! Thank you for sticking around with me for a while so I could get my mental health back to 1000% and not combust form uni stress. I haven't done a fear food vid in a loooooooong time, so I hope u enjoy. ily im dramatic - its good to be back xo
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
from**lol
@geebombify18 күн бұрын
I know this video is from ages ago (I'm having a nostalgic December) but I love that you had the little soup rant and started questioning things and then jump to now and you're living with Katie who does soup sundays and just uploaded her chrissy vlog with a soup starter - it's such a sweet throwback!!
@EspadaShi5 жыл бұрын
Uuu yeees early here! I really needed this, today is some extreme guilt day!
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
I got u my boo- no need to feel guilty today (or any day for that matter) xxx
@HaleyMorganB5 жыл бұрын
So I love that you do these, but I always wonder how you're actually feeling on these days/ after? I challenge myself sometimes to eat things that used to or still do scare me and it's never easy. Would love to hear more of you authentic thoughts and feelings in this process
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
excellent question!!! Thank you for asking it! These days honestly don't impact me at all, because Its been so long since I suffered with an eating disorder (like 6 year) I don't feel any guilt or anything whilst eating them!! Also, tbh alot of my days look similar to these days so! I forget about them untill I'm editing and I get hungry hehe xxxx
@HaleyMorganB5 жыл бұрын
@@helenarosecope Wow that's great! And so inspiring. I'm also 6 years into recovery but it's been a really stretched out process for me. This gives me hope that one day I'll eat whatever and it won't alter my emotions
@Homoparanoia4 жыл бұрын
I’m struggling with disordered eating and I’m not ready to stop or recover yet but I watch these sorts of videos when I eat “too much” or a fear food or anything like that cause it reminds me it’s ok xx
@milicaristicevic5 жыл бұрын
wow! needed this today. I'm currently taking antibiotics for uti infection and it makes my hunger really extreme so I was eating like crazy all day and guilty af. Thank you for lighting up my evening ❤️
@Rose-mf2vz5 жыл бұрын
Milica Rističević probably bc your body needs a lot of energy to heal lol
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
guilt isn't welcome here, you are more than welcome I hope you have the best evening xxxx
@milicaristicevic5 жыл бұрын
@@Rose-mf2vz yeah you're right!!! But eating disorder voices can make ANYTHING like a simple body science fact to sound like an excuse. it's important to remind yourself that NOTHING my ed tells me is true
@milicaristicevic5 жыл бұрын
@@helenarosecope you too love ❤️🌹
@quntluvr5 жыл бұрын
Here comes the quality content
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
here comes my favourite supporter
@quntluvr5 жыл бұрын
Awwwwww ily
@pheebs58865 жыл бұрын
ur hair and outfit are both so cute omg, you’ve made my day with this vid🥰🥰
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
oh you're too kind thank u so much xxxx
@coffingoblin40045 жыл бұрын
I had such a shit weekend, but here you are making me smile! Thank you for existing and being amazing
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
I hope you smile into the week xxxx
@EMJAYstyles5 жыл бұрын
That hair style is so cute omlll💓 side note you should totally do an OOTD video I love your fashion sense 😍
@el______5 жыл бұрын
We always have a Choice of soup, prawn cocktail or a melon starter on Christmas - I always have the melon or the soup if it’s one of the vegan ones my mum makes! It was my special little job when I was little to take everyone’s orders for their choice of starter 😂
@hayleysmith18175 жыл бұрын
Same! I thought we were weird for having so many options
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
hahahaha omg I love this- my family need to up their game
@el______5 жыл бұрын
helena rose I guess my family are just extra aha💜
@lucymacd5 жыл бұрын
Yes to soup!! Our family meal at Christmas always starts with a soup as first course!
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
YES TO SOUP
@fronschka5 жыл бұрын
Hey helena i would love to see more grocerie hauls and how much money you spend in a week or month on food
@beccaabradleyy5 жыл бұрын
Yessss u have soup so u don’t die of hunger waiting for the roast to be ready!! Or at least that’s how it goes in my household 😂
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
YESSSS THIS
@beccaabradleyy5 жыл бұрын
Always !! 🤣🤣
@SummerLangereis5 жыл бұрын
Yes soup! I can’t remember the last time I didn’t have soup as our first course at Christmas
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
!!!! support it
@livi67845 жыл бұрын
LOVE YOUUUUUU LOVE THIS
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
DO U NOT HVE ONE
@livi67845 жыл бұрын
@@helenarosecope noooope :( shoulda bought myself one. will just have to do it tomorrow and eat 15 chocooss hahahah
@clair81505 жыл бұрын
how do u only have 25k subs??
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
25k more than I thought I would have heheh
@emlawrence2262 жыл бұрын
15:19 🤣🤣🙈🙈
@louise_ohne_e98625 жыл бұрын
Love this Hallo in the beginning Seemed like you are a real german😂
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
hahaha I have NO idea what I'm doing
@louise_ohne_e98625 жыл бұрын
helena rose no joking sounded good I (from austria) just had to look up if the past from sound is sounded
@isabelleh8745 жыл бұрын
Soup is definitely a Christmas thing 😂👍🏻 ❤️
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
I THINK SO
@makichurijan38915 жыл бұрын
i knew it from the start that is gonna be fun, great video sis!
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
thank u so much omg xxxxx
@juliafrost49675 жыл бұрын
You look so so unbelievably pretty!
@chloetrendall32635 жыл бұрын
i literally love all your videos so much! good quality content
@nickystar2235 жыл бұрын
Christmas Eve my dad and I get breakfast together every year :)) Christmas Day we have a big meal around 2/3 and then leftovers if we’re still hungry later that night.
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
owh this sounds so so lovely!! I hope you have the best christmas!
@xiuolo81164 жыл бұрын
Idk why but you give me bestrdressed vibes. The way you talk, the way you act when the camera is on... Love this video btw!
@issycowie93765 жыл бұрын
I do not have soup of Christmas and I think your soup rant & your belief in the soup is hilarious 😂 loved the vid!!❤️❤️
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
hahahaha noooooo disaster!!!! I think I'm on my own with the soup fml
@fellinwinter88005 жыл бұрын
Oh my god yees ! 🌹 thank you so much for this vid Helena, honestly, you are such a role model 💙 Fear food videos you make are my absolute favourite ! (struggling with an ed myself) and to add😂.. : we also have soup on Christmas and I'm a white choc kinda girl too😋 🤣 🤗 can't wait for your next upload
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
you are the best xxxxx
@chrissy_south755 жыл бұрын
A fear-food Christmas vid!!!!!!! You just made my day, ily 😘🎄👏
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
ily more!!
@Agathe-ur6vq5 жыл бұрын
Yes life update video !!
@everydaythingswitheve_5 жыл бұрын
loveee this!! thank you for getting me through challenging trifle time
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
always boo always xxxxx
@emilyfrancis-isabelle78035 жыл бұрын
We always have soup on christmas, usually French onion ahhhh xx
@leez76415 жыл бұрын
Those roasties look really good! You remind me of Helena Bonham Carter btw
@SusannaWincor5 жыл бұрын
thank you for letting us know how to make roasted potatoes. I am serious they look so good and I want them haha 😍
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
omg yay I'm so glad you agree they are so good
@SusannaWincor5 жыл бұрын
@@helenarosecope definitely 😊
@anotherhuman38664 жыл бұрын
I also have soup on christmas!! Lol we usually have chicken and vegetable tho.
@nadjakostic84375 жыл бұрын
Omg you have the Exit shirt! It happens in my town and I hope you've enjoyed it here
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
its actually my dads!! But he v much did
@nadjakostic84375 жыл бұрын
@@helenarosecope wow great!
@KamyFox5 жыл бұрын
soup is most definitely a christmas fave
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
yeeeeeeeeet!!!
@ileftthegame20445 жыл бұрын
My family’s Christmas Day starter we have (and I did before I was vegan) prawns, smoked salmon, rocket and a Marie Rose sauce! I feel like soup would just fill me up
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
this is different omg!
@Jessica-tp3sj5 жыл бұрын
Soup does the opposite of fill you up! A small bowl is waaay lighter than most starters. More space for potatoes
@pouriaabadsafian5 жыл бұрын
YES A LIFE UPDATE VIDEO PLS
@alicehart72095 жыл бұрын
My family have salmon and prawns and I just have olives 😂😂🌝 never had soup but It’s a good idea x
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
olives are gorg tho
@chayu37565 жыл бұрын
the lady gaga gif made me spit out my tea
@Diana-zl3ue5 жыл бұрын
Lol Christmas Day is usually either leftover from Christmas Eve dinner or we cook a thanksgiving dinner. Since my family is Mexican Christmas Eve is where it’s at and when we party... it’s usually tamales, poZole, etc until 2am. Depending how many people in my family are sober we open up gifts or wait until like 12pm Christmas Day to open. And have dinner around 7-8pm and snack until then or eat left over tamales from Christmas Eve
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
oh this sounds so fun I hope you have the best day!!
@charlottemay5275 жыл бұрын
I literally just noticed as I was rewatching this that my response to your insta story made it to the thumbnail 😄💕
@sheixflwer5 жыл бұрын
In Spain we do have soup on Christmas 😂
@sanne28255 жыл бұрын
We have soup on Christmas. Used to have lobster soup en other fancy stuff
@tenillestewart53705 жыл бұрын
Omg I NEED to find a vegan white chocolate Santa in NY 😍😍😍 the cheese platter would be convenient as well 🤔
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
omg you need to come to England It would seem!!
@tenillestewart53705 жыл бұрын
helena rose my aunt,Uncle & cousins would all agree 🤦🏾♀️😂😩 #Soon #TheyAreThreateningMeAlready
@PjvlogsBeauty5 жыл бұрын
the queen is back. stand down, christmas is saved.🎄🎄😍(totally okay that you took a break tho ofc, your mental health and uni has to come 1st boo) xxxxx
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
MY GOD ILY
@PjvlogsBeauty5 жыл бұрын
helena rose ILYYY
@sophiareece72915 жыл бұрын
Does anyone know if that violife festive platter is available in the states??
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
ooooh I don't know the answer to this question, hopefully someone else will come through xx
@katierosefun77225 жыл бұрын
Already 10 seconds in and I am EXCITED
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
YOU MAKE ME HAPPY
@ryanv46575 жыл бұрын
Candy canes and desert sugar cookies with the icing
@Emily-kj6bc5 жыл бұрын
Honestly you in the kitchen making the roast is me by myself in my flat... “do I have any butterrrr?” And random clicking and talking to myself the whole time lol, only difference is there’s no camera
@Emily-kj6bc5 жыл бұрын
Also this has got me buzzing for Christmas Day dinner now omg
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
a mood- constantly
@phoebeholder72925 жыл бұрын
Honestly for real I have that h and b advent calendar, it’s such a bitch to open!!! I wish bourneville had an advent calendar xx btw you’re such an inspiration- I’m kinda pretty much recovered but Still struggle and watching videos reminds me how far I’ve come if I try and relapse. Love you x
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
ISNT I!! this makes me so happy xxxxx love you
@sarajand5 жыл бұрын
u should try czech christmas food. every single thing scares the shit out of me. like potatoes salad full of mayonnaise with fried steak. oh lord. for breakfast u have this pastry called “vánočka” and then as snacks dry fruits and ofc christmas cookies and crackers but everything is delicious so imma do it bc its just food and whatever✌🏼
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
oh its so different!! yes yes yes u are a star ily xxx
@nataliaciavarra69775 жыл бұрын
loved the video!! so glad you are back!! :)) xxx
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
GLAD TO BE BACK
@nataliaciavarra69775 жыл бұрын
@@helenarosecope OMG you replied i love you so much !! such an inspiration xx
@Sarah.Kanizay5 жыл бұрын
Sat down with my plate of sausages, roast veg and gravy, ready to get my Helena fix for the day, to then be immediately greeted by you pouring gravy over your sausages and roast veg. Such happiness I am feeling in this moment
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
omg YEEEES a mood
@madisonparmiter57805 жыл бұрын
Never don't love your videos!! Glad you are back!! Missed you!! :)
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
missed you!!
@leandra61254 жыл бұрын
we have soup just before the dinner on christmas
@vmmm19105 жыл бұрын
so inspiring ♥️ our Helena Bonham 😂 love u
@ninipaintschats89965 жыл бұрын
We don't have soup, but I live in New Zealand and its summer time during Christmas, way to hot for soup. But I understand why it could be a thing somewhere else xx for Christmas we tend to have me, mum prepping food and dad cooks but in morning we have Christmas cartoons and prezzys then we do some activities and then we will have a massive lunch way more food than we can consume normally around 1 and then for dinner we tend to have dessert or some snacks. I'm also a white chocolate girl...
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
I LOVE a white chocolate girl hello, also I love this!! Similar to my family we have lunch then after play games all afternoon until snacks and more desserts hehehe I'm excited
@ninipaintschats89965 жыл бұрын
I'm so excited too!!!! Christmas is so much fun
@kanishasmyth13865 жыл бұрын
My mum makes vegetable soup for Christmas! That's how my mum makes roast potatoes and we do the same as you. We have our main meal at like 2-3pm then just snacky bits
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
omg amazing!! sounds similar to me!
@petarkovac53685 жыл бұрын
I live for the Gaga reference, I think about that quote every day lmao
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
its iconic
@luciaamoroso92225 жыл бұрын
my family always have soup for starter at Christmas! carrot and coriander or tomato, exactly the same haha. mum once tried prawn cocktail for a change, wasn't the one
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
soup is a winner no contest x
@MaikaRose5 жыл бұрын
'Pretty impressive, if I do say so myse-AHHH!!' 😂😂
@ellereadsalottt5 жыл бұрын
My family have prawn cocktails for starters with Christmas dinner. I now just take tomato soup with me to have instead since I’m vegan 😊
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
oooh lovely!!
@joey71165 жыл бұрын
Wheat bisks + shreds💗
@rebekahfrench37055 жыл бұрын
We always have Soup!
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
YES SIS
@ffiontill59245 жыл бұрын
I have soup! I love soup haha! Soup is great and under rated. Okay my rant about soup is over now haha.
@jessicalinsley99905 жыл бұрын
We do Christmas day soup! - do others not? 😯
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
APPARENTLY NOT
@thealiceftw5 жыл бұрын
lovee your hairdo
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
thank you so much!!
@senjalintula57005 жыл бұрын
in Finnish culture we have rice porridge with date "soup" for lunch so I guess we have soup on christmas 😂 ♥️
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
omg I'm so curious by this
@coralxoxo34175 жыл бұрын
Tomato or french onion on xmas day!!!
@pouriaabadsafian5 жыл бұрын
THE FIIIIIIT ! 😍
@sarajand5 жыл бұрын
“oh my god i’ve been watching too much tiktok* me
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
hahahaha KNEW you'd relate
@travellingvegan3045 жыл бұрын
We do soup!! Vegetable soup every year :)
@disasterpiece68944 жыл бұрын
its crazy how her and helena bonham carter look so similar and have the same first name
@MeganF965 жыл бұрын
My fam always have soup on xmas day!!
@blairreed47745 жыл бұрын
Do you have a job?! If so what do you do? Or uni life? :) Lovee this vid so much
@laurarobertson28255 жыл бұрын
We have soup Christmas Eve. But restaurants can often have soup as an option. I’ve never been out to a restaurant on Christmas though, it’s a major fear-eating out.
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
you're amazing, you can do this xxxx
@yeganehsetayeshnia72625 жыл бұрын
Missed you girl 💜💛
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
missed u!!
@niamhmaj72024 жыл бұрын
I haven't ate a roast dinner in years it was the first thing I cut out but I'm going to try eat one on Sunday maybe
@niamhmaj72024 жыл бұрын
But minus on Christmas bc I feel like I earned it on Christmas idrk?
@hazeknowles93174 жыл бұрын
PLEASE do this again this year xxx
@justmeemi63505 жыл бұрын
Thank you... I'm already freaking out so bad... but I'm trying to chill out cause I still have 10 days to go... but ugh ... I have 2 dinners to get through and 20 days with my family... 😳😢
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
you have nothing to freak out over, try not to miss out on an amazing time with your family over fears of food- believe me its not worth it xxxxxx
@sofiah2755 жыл бұрын
We always have leak and potato soup for our starter on Christmas.. I thought everyone had soup I’m shocked ahahah
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
ME TOOO SIS ME TOO
@Agathe-ur6vq5 жыл бұрын
Pièce de résistance, even though the words are french, is an english expression. It doesnt mean anything in french. Kinda like the word décoltage (clivage) it sounds french but it doesnt mean anything in french. I think you meant plat de résistance but in France it’s not the cheese part in the meal it’s before the cheese and after the entrée (first meal).
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
omg you learn something new everyday!!!!
@katelynnleigh68695 жыл бұрын
I have carrot and coriander soup on Christmas!!!!
@katelynnleigh68695 жыл бұрын
with a fresh bun lol
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
ofc cannot beat a fresh bun
@SomethingWet4 жыл бұрын
Sorry, but you look so pretty in this video, I love your hair and your outfit. You look a bit like a sailor moon character
@alextsakova95585 жыл бұрын
We DO have soup ! :) with lentils/beans or just veggies with tortellini
@tahlia85295 жыл бұрын
no christmas for meee... it's hannukah time! still loved your vid tho :))
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
oh amazing!! Thank you!
@noraeide85175 жыл бұрын
made my day xxxx
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
you made me smile xxx
@yasminafahmy91745 жыл бұрын
Love youu so exited:)
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
love YOU
@maudmerite36335 жыл бұрын
Bahaha yes it is actually pièce de résistance !
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
I'll never get it right dammit
@maudmerite36335 жыл бұрын
@@helenarosecope you weren't that far off hahah plus everyone likes an accent ;)
@isabellamatakas54375 жыл бұрын
I have soup for dinner every year on Christmas Eve.
@littlebylittle97775 жыл бұрын
Love that soo muuuch! xx❤️
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
love YOU so much
@littlebylittle97775 жыл бұрын
helena rose 🤗🤗
@bethhaynes81145 жыл бұрын
I literally wasn’t aware mince pies were vegan
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
not all are!! But aloooooooot fo brands are, Asda, coop, spar etc xxx
@tanyakaloyanova39965 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the video, it is really helpfull for me right now. I am cooking dinner at the moment and I tried the french fries, but I felt guilty and just chewed it and splitted it. I will try my best now to eat this f...ing french fries...
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
please please please think about your health and happiness and not what that thought is telling you. I promise you can do this xxx
@horselover72165 жыл бұрын
Yeah having soup on Christmas does seem a bit strange.. Seems like a very posh way to celebrate with a three course meal. I don't eat anymore due to my eating disorder but my family.. they only have one meal and like a cake..
@vaniacastro80125 жыл бұрын
In Portugal, those Violife cheeses cost 8€99 !! Got me real mad hahahah
@catlyrics40845 жыл бұрын
'Hallo' are you speaking german? Lmao
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
a wish I knew what I was doing lmao oops
@elissa14715 жыл бұрын
I have soup on Christmas but we have soup everday before main course sooo don't know if that counts lol
@helenarosecope5 жыл бұрын
hahahah it counts to me
@ohursoflirty-johnnysuh54755 жыл бұрын
I've stopped weighing my food now wich I'm really proud of myself for cuz I used to get so worked up if I didn't have the recommended portion size. Like to the point where I'd even weigh the peanut butter for my porridge..oop
@SomethingWet4 жыл бұрын
Happy for you 🌻 I can't not weight my food and it's awful. Preparing anything is a pain in the ass bc I'll be weighting all the vegetables and fruits and condiments like sis what's the point!