30 DAYS AFTER MY HUSBAND SUDDENLY PASSED AWAY THIS EXPERIENCE TOUCHED MY SOUL ON 💔 MY GRIEF JOURNEY

In this heartfelt video, I share a deeply personal experience that touched my soul and brought me comfort during my grief journey. After losing my husband, John, at the young age of 49, I've been navigating through this difficult time and finding ways to stay connected to him. Recently, I felt John sent me a sign, fulfilling our agreement to reach out to each other after death if possible. Join me as I recount this extraordinary moment and reflect on the powerful bond that transcends even death. I hope my story offers solace and hope to those of you who are also dealing with loss. Thank you for being a part of my journey and for your unwavering support.
#GriefJourney #AfterlifeSigns #SpiritualConnection #HealingAfterLoss #GriefSupport #ConfessionsOfADollarTreeAddict #LifeAfterLoss #LoveNeverDies #SignsFromLovedOnes #GrievingProcess

[@laneparker319]

I LOVE THIS VIDEO! Marina, you are doing the best you can and thats OK. Actually "Freaking" pretty good. You are grieving and healing at the same time. Fake it till you make it. YOU WILL SURVIVE EVEN When it doesnt feel like it will. As a fellow survivor, it takes couragr especially when your posting your heart on social media. Just LOVE that you are letting us see YOU. You are a role model for us and our Hero! Marina can do it, we can too. You dont have to know how to navigate all of this. Just keep moving foward through all. Hang in there, Marina" . LOVE YA

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Well yes thank you alot!!! I think that's the best and most simple advice we have no clue how to navigate these times we just have to go through them and it is somehow divinely inspired I swear to that

[@tammiefaulkner2648]

You are so beautiful and sweet. But mostly caring of others. But please remember it's ok to put yourself first sometimes. Sometimes we need to do we can heal. God Bless you and your son. And John is with you both. So talk to him if you want. You may not hear him. But he will hear you. And listen to your dreams. Ask for John to come to you in your dreams. That helped me a lot. ❤​@@confessionsofadollartreeaddict

[@mswilliec229]

Marina, God is a good God. We get to heaven by giving our lives to Him through His Son Jesus. Jesus paid our sin debt in full because He is the sinless Son of God. Just cry out to Him and He will save you 🙏🏽

[@user-gd4ri4pt8j]

I know how you feel. I lost my parents 6 weeks apart, then my fiance, then my Yorkie and then my sister. I took care of everyone and now I turn and look and there is no one to take care of me when I'm sad, when I'm ill, the hospital, when I need to go to the doctors for at least moral support. I don't have any of that. They say time heals all wounds BUT I say it doesn't heal it just makes it easier to accept. Having a routine like work can take up time in your mind for awhile during the day.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

I wish you lived close I'm sorry I cab totally relate

[@joansmith6844]

U will be fine .. u love yourself more .. just plan stay active , healthy , keep ur mind sharp !! You have been blessed to have encountered so much love 💕 Iv been alone my whole life abusive upbringing ( which made me strong ) married my family .. awful abuse .. bla bla bla been alone never been loved 🥰 I’m alone but god made me strong 💪

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

@@joansmith6844 where do you live Joan? What state I mean?

[@djnashville5698]

Beautiful post, my luv. God Bless 🙏🙏🙏

[@Kristine14]

I am sorry. What state do you live in?

[@sharonmarcus3919]

You are going to be okay…grief is a process…When someone you love becomes a memory, that memory becomes a treasure!!🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you

[@mandywall893]

The weather affects my mood as well.

[@MonicasMustHaves]

Being terrified of everything happened to me after I lost my son. Thank God, that part does get better for the most part. Just give yourself grace and time.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you so much Monica 💓 💗

[@djnashville5698]

Amen!! 🙏🙏🙏

[@dianewandland1833]

Great hair cut. Nice color too. Prayers for you and Chris. Keep strong. Keep busy doing DT hauls

[@tinachan8080]

You are so beautiful sweetheart. You're so inspiring and keep being you. Love you ❤️🙏

[@carolargee3627]

You look so pretty with your new haircut. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤❤❤

[@daphnemalinsky3596]

Thank you for sharing this with us! It made me cry but I’m so happy for what he gave you that day! I’m continuing to pray for you and Chris and John’s loved ones! 🙏🏼🙏🏼 love you🤗 Love that you have the sunshine and it makes you happy! 😎 You look beautiful!

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Daphne you guys are my rock right now ❤

[@shelbybuckles1242]

Marina you are doing fine hanging in there! You have had a major blow in loosing John. It isn't easy to continue on but Marina know now God still has something for you to do or you would not still be here. Know John is ok and you will be there one day and he will be there with Jesus to greet you wen it's your time. Cry when you need to and get out and do what you can You may have to get a job to take care of you and Chris. But you will be held close to all of your friends on here and know we are lifting you and Chris and John's loved ones up in prayer. I know prayers work I'm living proof! Continue to post when you can were here twisted to what ever you need to say. Continue on your journey Sweet Marina and we will continue to pray for you and Chris as well!

[@kbencsik1]

Stress causes hair loss. You are amazing and strong, and the love you share with your husband will never die. Prayers that God's love guides, protects and comforts you. 🩵

[@nadinephillips5005]

Marina God is very kind, if a person is struggling with the lost of a loved one. He allows them to send us a message. My son went to heaven 21 years ago. Weeks after I was watching TV with my phone by my side. This was before smartphones . My phone light up with a text message. When i,read it , there was a star 86 and that was all it said. My son wanted to be an actor and I said to myself the only star I know that has 86 is my Isaac. They used to say I'm 86, meaning I'm out of here. My son took his life . However at that moment that message meant so much to me. Marina keep your ears and eyes open God will allow something on the radio or a billboard or someone will be talking to another person and you will over hear it . All these things he sends to comfort us. Look for you and your husband's favorite flower sent to fill the room. Love to your and your family. Our God isn't high in the sky he is right beside you my dear.❤

[@loripickering6700]

Hello! So glad to see and hear from you today, tx for sharing ❤

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Lori thank you for being here w us 💖

[@rosalynelliott6047]

I’m not a content creator but I sooo look up to you, your mission, and your passion for humanity!❤

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you so much 💓

[@carriemaysonet3689]

So so Happy to hear from you! So good to see your Beautiful face. 🙏 praying God's Perfect Peace upon you and to flow through you. ❤😊

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you always

[@valeriegoode9762]

Praying that God blesses you and your family during this season.

[@SwtSadieJTV]

Marina, you know I believe I'm signs and wonders. God will send us a message throughout our lives, especially in our times of grief. Love you too, the moon and back ❤❤❤❤

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Sadie you are one of s kind 💛 ❤️

[@jeanniemockewich9943]

You are a strong woman. You've survived so much. Continue to be strong for Chris and yourself. Sending good thoughts and love. Please eat and drink enough. 💙💚

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you Jennie 😊

[@jeanniemockewich9943]

@@confessionsofadollartreeaddict you are so welcome.

[@christinakeenan6091]

Thank you for sharing your feelings… it’s the best therapy… just talking… expressing. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you so much 💓

[@delanie122000]

You are going to be .give yourself time to grief it can take a year or longer we will be here

[@user-ki1ms1dn8n]

Marina I cried with u when John passed away. Unfortunately I have felt the same way u feel at this moment. That was a sign from John, that’s awesome! Pls believe, it is true. Give urself time, it’s all about time. Feelings come in waves and after 22 years of my honey passing I still get waves of feelings. U will never forget John ever. Love to u and Chris.

[@dianefitzpatrick8014]

AARP Bulletin (newspaper) June 2024 issue has an article on page 18 on female hair loss 0:15

[@Divinediamonddexterity]

Hi marina i love your hair so pretty im sending love snd hugs praying for you ❤

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you Sophia

[@kathyporpora5166]

Hang in there! ❤️❤️

[@user-bf6yp9uz8y]

Marina your a wonderful person! Don't let all those jerks tell u different. Your a strong woman and keep smiling. Love on your son he needs you too. He will be strong for mom too! Love you

[@bonniemccord420]

I love the good place too.

[@BallinOnAbudgetMama]

Marina believe whole hearted that it was John...its real...an let no one tell you any different...my Jeffrey🪽 sent me me a big one and still sends me little signs.... he's in a "good place" there are and will be signs you just have to watch and follow the signs... everything your experiencing is normal it's part of what comes with loosing someone we love so much unexpectedly....Marina you are a beautiful soul inside and out....lots of love... Xoxo 🫶, Bobbie 😊

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Bobbie thank you so sorry for your loss my friend

[@tanyapeterson7873]

Sending you lots of hugs 🤗

[@Divinediamonddexterity]

I understand what ur saying

[@terirachelsims8928]

You're quite right that you can only do what you can at any time and I definitely believe that it's best not to try to force yourself.

[@annjones9635]

Hi Marina! I was where you are now 14 years ago when my husband passed unexpectedly. I'm at a good place now and I promise tomorrow will be better for you too. Hold tight to the good things that come your way, take it slow and baby yourself! I'm sending you good vibes and much love 💖

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you so much m I am so sorry you lost your husband such a long time ago 😢

[@greenfairy8609]

Hi Marina! ❤

[@greenfairy8609]

You are a light in the world so keep shining❤❤❤

[@gmitch8216]

Continued prayers for you and Chris. Always remember you are NOT alone. You now have another angel watching over you. It can be hard sometimes but know you are truly loved 😍 ❤

[@carolfranklin493]

Good morning Marina. I'm so glad you're doing better. It's a rollercoaster ride accepting and dealing with a death. Embrace the good days, moments as you are. We're here rooting for you and Chris and we're also missing John. Take care friend 🙏🏽🧡🙏🏽 p.s. your hair is very cute!

[@lisamathis2579]

I curse all the time!!!! I believe if your heart is pure and you truly care for others and do selfless acts of kindness you are a good person and there is a place of peace for you.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Me too. I truly thing it's about what we do behind closed doors that matters 💯

[@yarneylife194]

Marina, sending you love and light to you and Chris. Many blessings.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Yes we love positive vibes here thank you 😊

[@Karen-vq8op]

Marina love your spirit you are so much stronger than you think. I’m hoping I get a sign from my brother still. John will always now be watching over you!!

[@estherwilliams7005]

That was such an amazing story! Thank you for sharing it.

[@greenfairy8609]

Yes I totally believe it! Amazing❤❤❤❤

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you fairy 🧚‍♂️

[@user-ff3tp8vy1v]

You do you and take care of yourself and your son.

[@SwtSadieJTV]

It takes time Sissy. Give yourself time. I got chronic diarrhea behind finding my mother passed away unexpectedly. They almost had to put me in the hospital 😢

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

I know you have been through so much Sadie. It's because you love with all your heart too my friend

[@vanessagaines5940]

I'm going to tell you something my wise granny said to me helped me in hard times hope it does you see the water. In the stream it keeps flowing even when the top is frozen God keeps the water flowing and he keep you flowing too stay strong

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

That's lovely

[@djnashville5698]

Hey Beautiful!! What a Blessing to spend time with you this morning. The water is so peaceful and such a gorgeous view. You ARE a healer ❤‍🩹and your testimony this is helping so many people 🫂I can't wait to see where God leads you!!! I love you so much and will be sending you an email. Have a Fantastic "Freaking" Good Weekend!!!🌻😎🌞 PS I lost SO much hair when my mom passed. Just big patches all over my head. Glad you are on Biotin, but the docs said the Biggest factor was Stress. I know it's INSANE to tell you not to stress, but pls try to put YOU first and things will get better. I promise!! Praying for you !!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

You are an absolute 💯 percent fabulous person with all the positive vibes ✨️ you send thank you so much 💓

[@Blndbmbshell]

That was definitely a sign 🖤 you and Chris are still in my prayers and thoughts. The hair cut looks so cute!

[@Loulou-sm1jk]

Marina,, I loved this video. Your healing from your loss can’t be put into a timeline. There will be days you’re going to be doing great,!& other days you’ll not want to freaking get out of bed. My husband has terminal cancer, & I never know when I wake up what the day will hold. I’m holding on to everything he says, bcuz I don’t know how long I’ll have him. God is good,, God is powerful. One day at a time Marina. We all love you. TFS this video. Continued prayers for you & Chris 🙏🏼❤️💕

[@annacirelli8058]

Marina, you are beautiful inside and out. Take your time with this chapter of your life. You and your son will continue to be in my thoughts, heart and prayers. Stay strong my friend ❤️ 💙

[@karlaglover9693]

Marina you are a Beautiful Wonderful and Strong Woman. My prayers are with you and Chris. I believe that we get signs from everywhere. Please Stay Safe Happy and Healthy Have A Wonderful Day

[@Kristine14]

I love Supernatural and Dead Like Me. Always hoping there would be new episodes made of DLM. And of course please bring back Supernatural!

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thise shows made you wonder 🤔

[@greenfairy8609]

Love the hair❤

[@terrimelton2403]

Love you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@valdegeorge3694]

God bless you Marina John is definitely watching over you and Chris I’m keeping you both in my healing prayers 🙏🙏

[@BallinOnAbudgetMama]

Hey toots...lots of love and good vibes..xo😊❤

[@rosemarycaira8129]

I was in the Levittown Dollar Tree the other day and was hoping to run into you. Praying for you and your son.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

I haven't been there is a very very long time

[@jfe1195]

The dock in background is so Beautiful. I agree about Summer. Thank you for Yardley lotion tip. Typical of Marina, going through a bad time, and still thinking of others

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Lol that lotion makes me feel like a grandma handed it to me

[@RebeccaHouser-gx9dp]

Glad you let us know how you are doing. Your hair looks very nice. I just want to say God is real and will help you through this time and love is so much the answer. God is love and he loves you and Chris. He has helped me through so much in my life. God Bless you love to you and Chris.

[@elizabethwright1201]

Believe Marina! Believe and find comfort in whatever signs present themselves to you. Your hair looks adorable 😍🩷✌🏼

[@melindasmith8041]

Love, Hugs, Prayers and Positive Vibes ❤

[@debrabell8650]

Marina, stay encouraged ❤❤continued prayers for you and your family. Sending hugs also.

[@Str8OuttaTheBluez]

Marina, I lost my brother on February 11 from a fentanyl overdose. One of the hardest things I’ve been going through is watching my dad grieve. His twin brother grieve. It’s been absolutely crushing. I honestly haven’t had time, I’ve been holding them together. I pray for you daily sweet friend. 🩵

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

I am so very sorry for this loss yes the parents of children who pass grieving is awful my inlaws are suffering terribly.

[@doloresjacobs8950]

Thank you so much for making this video. You & Chris are loved. I continue to pray for your family. God is watching over you. I wish I could reach in the video & give you a hug❤

[@DEOMRO]

Remember, we are all here for you!! We love you and want you to please take care of yourself and your son.

[@kearbeart]

I know how you feel you have a good heart and soul feel better ❤I'm struggling just with daily tasks

[@CynthiaManning-tp1rn]

Hold on to all the good and bad memories they will get you through the rough times. Before you know it everything will have you smiling. God has you and Chris wrapped in his loving arms. Prayers and Blessings to you both 🙏 😊❤

[@bunlawton4533]

One day at a time Marina take it easy remember all the great memories

[@jenniferjoines3980]

You're being so strong. Hang in there! I LOVE your hair!

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you Jennifer 😊. It's alot to accept but we have to .

[@terryatkins4495]

.Lead with Love, I like that! Hair cut looks nice. Healing prayers for you and your son 🙏

[@charnishi9095]

❤Thank you for sharing! Beautiful view! Love your hair! ❤

[@carmenvargas492]

God bless you and your family!!🙌😊👏

[@kaypayne75]

We love u!! Take care of urself and Chris and Ty for letting us know what’s going on with you!! Stay safe also 🤗

[@debimoseley3590]

I would be a mess . You're doing fantastic. Keep going girl

[@nickiekovaleski2734]

Neverending Prayers for you & your Family 🙏

[@marieholzwasser9224]

My love to you and Chris, Marina.

[@elizabethdiaz1386]

You’re a sunshine girl!

[@aprilwalrath4584]

I absolutely love enjoying the sunshine I love summer not so much winter ever

[@ElyAcosta5997]

Thank you for the update because I wanted to call you and have the conversation you just had with us on KZbin ❤ . You are doing great and it’s a minute by minute kind of grief and I’m glad you are getting help. Like the others posted you give us hope too! Love ya!! Keep posting videos 🎉

[@angelabateman7914]

Thanks for sharing I think of you often

[@robertakleban7587]

Sending you love and prayers. Wonderful story. ❤

[@MelissaMounts]

Continued prayers

[@martinemikita9281]

I went into septic shock amd was on life support... it's only been 3 months, I had to cut 10 inches of my hair... I lived my hair... it's so thin now.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Wow omg Martine this is alpt to deal with I'm so so sorry. Sending you positive vibes ✨️

[@donnamclaughlin9215]

🙏💙

[@ToniJenkins-gh7nl]

You are an amazing woman. Be strong for you. Y

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you

[@katherineesau5957]

Ur doing the best u cam luv you 💖💗💜💓

[@christiesmith978]

Marina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!!! #SSASS I love the pics you shared of your precious moments at the beginning of the video.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you 😊 hope you have a wonderful day today Christie 😊

[@zeliasantos8826]

Ooothis is so sweet John found a way to say to u am here! With you so sweet hon You strong woman and u gonner be for a very long time you beautiful person inside and out,that’s why love watching you🥰🤗👍😊am glad u doing ok hon

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you zelia

[@jessicaschwartz5855]

I forking love the good place! It’s great to see you on here ❤

[@lindapham4902]

Yre hair is cute! Stop worrying! Take care of u and Chris! Eat well ! When winter comes do some cooking for us! I’m glad u got a sign! Me and my younger daughter get signs… my mother was the same… u will get more! Love Lindalu🤓❤️

[@pattigavagan9333]

I'm so sorry to have read about the loss of husband. I remember seeing him with you in yoour video. May our Lord command angels around you and keep you strong in him and your son.. Lifting you up in prayer.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you so much 💓

[@definitedoll]

Yardley makes great products. Hope you are doing okay. Losing people who have made a tremendous impact on our lives is sad to say the least. I'll just say been there, done that.

[@bonniemccord420]

Deeds are the ones that counts.

[@reneebee8693]

1 million brownie points for Marina! ❤ 🙏🏿 ✨️ ✨️

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Lol 😆

[@lisa68743]

I love your hair! Love you! Keep on keeping it on!🎉🎉😊😊

[@PatyCurry-ht5xo]

Hi honey love you joy comes in the morning the Bible says the healing is coming u are doing better be strong take care love you Patricia curry Danville VA ❤

[@grandmemaw3605]

Sending you and yor son and family healing prayers. You’re such a loving caring good person, you do what you can do don’t feel you have to explain how you’re dealing with the loss of your sweet husband. Sending you so much love and good vibes.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you 💓

[@angelabateman7914]

You are amazing

[@cynthiadavis8039]

Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. I believe..... Oh, your hair is beautiful!!

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you Cynthia

[@frugalfinds13]

I am so sorry you are going through this. ❤ Your strength is astounding, I could not get through it the way you are. You are amazing.

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you so much Virginia. I am not always ok it's moment to moment

[@lynnhall8079]

So sorry for your loss. Everyone process grief in different stages. Just know that in time your heart will heal and your beautiful smile will shine even more. Praying for you and your son during this process 🙏🏻❤️‍🩹

[@juliesatterlee5450]

You look beautiful! You are loved! Just keep doing the best that you can do. It is enough

[@MoneyMindedMichele]

I love that you shared all of this. I just love you ✌🏼💖🙂

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Thank you Michele you know I love you too my very lovely friend

[@lisa68743]

I loved Dead Like Me and The Good Place!

[@sherryroux7144]

Marina my husband passed away Easter Sunday and I love to watch your videos because sometimes the way your feeling is the way I’m feeling I’ve got a big hole in my heart at this time and I don’t understand why things happen the way they do but I do know only God knows why I’ll be praying for you and please be praying for me at this hard time in our life’s

[@confessionsofadollartreeaddict]

Sherry I am seriously so sorry I can't belive how suddenly everything in our lives has changed 😔