35 days since my mom passed (Thailand life vlog)

[@lillyhubbard]

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[@leeannewilson5557]

Lilly no one wants to experience Grief But When It Comes It Comes As A Teacher. God Gave Us This Incredible Life Think about It Lilly Life Is A Gift Given By Our Lord Jesus Look Around You Isn't It Perfect Everything He Made Is Made With Purpose Just Like You Lilly He Made You With Purpose Take This Time Grieve But Don't Get Lost In It You Need To Live . I Came That You May Life An Have It Abundantly. Always With Love ❤️

[@leeannewilson5557]

Strength Comes From The Broken .

[@lalalisa5237]

Lily you had me in tears when you said every day is just as hard as the one before it. I know exactly how you feel! I lost my 10 month old granddaughter last November to SIDS and I have cried every single day and the pain has never ceased that baby was my joy here in this miserable town and during my miserable marriage. She was the only person that adored me when I needed it most! I wish I could tell you it will get easier but it is literally the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Live through this loss. If I allow myself to think about how she was so girly and so sweet, or how she sucked her upper lip like a pacifier it will put me down for days. I’m now divorced because my husband couldn’t take my grieving. I said I can’t be married to you and grieve my grand baby. Both are demanding and exhausting and I will only survive one not both. I can’t bring her back to life so I guess her grief wins. It was just finalized Friday afternoon. We needed to be divorced ten years ago but we were complacent. My friend said “it’s sad that the baby had to die before you would leave him”. She’s so right

[@elainespencer5548]

I am so so sorry for the loss of your mom. I have watched many of your videos for the last 3 1/2 years. I enjoyed all of them from when the planeddemic was going on & your travels,your mom,your family. Grief is a journey & it comes in waves. She is proud of you,your family ,your siblings. She is rejoicing & cheering you on & your support prayer family. You will keep moving forward & so many precious memories. 🙏🏻💞🙏🏻💞🙏🏻

[@andreabretthauer8590]

@@lillyhubbard what ?????

[@dinawarren1433]

Lilly, I know your mom is with Jesus, but look around you; The shapes of your child’s eyes, some of their demeanors, the way they carry themselves, and possibly even their laughs, your mom is a part of those beautiful children. Look at them through your heart, you will see your mom lives on through them. I know she’s in heaven, but she’s also all around you through your beautiful children.

[@chrislim7615]

Lily u should join in the fun with yr children*Especially Laila,she's growing up so fast;)!

[@jeanavo3865]

John 3:13

[@12bucklemyshoe177]

She doesn't care about anyone but herself.

[@beany1944]

​@12bucklemyshoe177 who are you talking about? That's extremely rude and downright evil what you said. Losing a loved one is extremely painful. You are completely out of line. Shame on you!

[@sherrieh2062]

@@12bucklemyshoe177The heart does what it does…it was traumatic for Lily to lose her mom whom she loved in more ways that she thought. It takes time. Going through trauma is a difficult process. She’s extremely lucky that she has Nam and San i Win to help take over responsibilities of the house and children…they are like extended family and the children love them like family too. I can’t imagine how hard it would be on the kids if not for them. I’m sure they don’t under her constant crying and her not being there for them emotionally …they’re just kids. And the culture in Thailand is different, however Kid’s shouldn’t be constantly aware that Grandma died…it probably scares them and puts more stress on them. They just don’t look at it from their mom’s point of view. Let’s hope Lily is able to grieve on her time AND be able to take care of the needs of her kids and her amazing husband who held the fort down and still is, from the time of Gi Gi’s illness until her death. It’s a rough journey for all…not just her.

[@irislozinsky3960]

Hug and cuddle your daughter! She needs you more than you seem to realize,

[@Kelly-e2m]

I agree ❤

[@Kelly-e2m]

Num is the best nanny. She loves those kids like they’re her own. She’s a true Angel 😇

[@paulacook5653]

What a special and wonderful husband you have he is a gift from God Bless him❤

[@deedeew4040]

I lost my mother at 35 years old, 34 years ago. You never get over grief, you learn to live with it. My heart goes out to you, Lilly.

[@evanhume3706]

So sorry for your Loss Lily. For the sake of your own children you need to move forward and live for them.

[@PH28538]

We all miss Gigi. 😢 she was such a bright light, multi talented, so warm and loving and made impossible feats look easy. I was amazed at all she had accomplished while raising a family. Her life was RICH and FULL! ❤ not one moment was wasted. Gigi was an inspiration to us all, as how to embrace life and squeeze every ounce of goodness out of it. ❤

[@madisonc2410]

All of us have lost close family members…it is part of living. My mom was older but she passed in February. She had a heart attack right in front of me and it was very traumatic to see. They couldn’t revive her and in her condition she was definitely better off. I went to see her every day and really miss talking with her. Children shouldn’t be asked over and over if they miss someone who has died. Kids move on quickly and that is good thing. Please just engage with your children and husband…that is what your mom would want. She wouldn’t want you to keep grieving over her. I can see your daughter wants your attention as well as Leon…that should be where your energy should be…not grieving….your mom wouldn’t want it. You will always miss her but don’t miss out on your children’s lives…life is so short and flys by quickly. Take care!

[@Elizabeth-ke3ti]

Miss seeing GIGi so much! I know your mom would want you to live your best life with your kids! I know it's very hard , but try to lose yourself in your kids and just love on them and find your joy! There is so much healing in laughter and joy!😊 Your mother was such a positive person and brought good sensitive advice when she spoke Live your best life for her! You and Chloe are now going to make new traditions. You both can help each other and the rest of the family too! Stay strong! Praying!

[@irislozinsky3960]

You need to be Stronger for your children Lily,, They need you healthy, happy ,positive healthy! Spend all your time loving them as she loved you!

[@chandaelizabeth3046]

I was 8 when my mom passed, and am now 41, and i still cry all these years later when i let myself think about her. Grief never goes away, we just grow and learn how to deal with it as time goes on. I cry as im writing this because i know how badly your heart hurts. Praying for you and your whole family Lilly! ❤

[@lalenkawlii]

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[@carmencatala9060]

Lilly, you are very lucky. You had your mom with you until you were 40, how lucky, she was with you when you graduated, married, had kids and share all those joyful moments. I lost mine when I was 8 and my sister was 4. We never had her in our lives. Now you need to remember you have your children, love them, enjoy them. They grow very fast, life is too short. Your mom would be sad to see you crying for her all the time. She wants you to be happy and remember the good times🥰

[@ventureplusconsulting6116]

Wonderful advice

[@L8-4A-D8]

Lily, my nana died when I was 17. I'm 58 now and not a day goes by that I don't think of her and miss her dearly. Some people just make a bigger impact on our lives than others, and that is why it is hard to live life without them. She was a beautiful example of unconditional love. My parents were not examples of that, so I credit my nana for helping me to understand how to be a good mother myself. Without her 17 years of unconditional love for me, and the experience of missing her love, my own children would not have been as loved as they have been. I used to be so afraid of death, but as I have gotten older and now find myself fighting cancer, I do not feel any fear because I am so happy that I am closer to some day being with her again. Your grief is a testament to the love you and your mother had for each other and that you can now pour into your children. 💕

[@GinaShiel]

You have a beautiful family not forgetting Nan and her son.....so much to be thankful for.....enjoy them ....

[@Shalome_]

Gigi truly loved life and I think that’s what makes this harder. She was creative, kind, fun and had more knowledge to give. She seems excited for every next adventure. I watched excited to see Gigi in your vlogs. She was just a breath of fresh air and a blessing. I can’t imagine what kind of adventure she’s having in heaven right now with Jesus! Thank you for sharing her with us and I’m so painfully sorry for your loss ❤

[@clwmentsvale]

As much as I miss my mom, it was heartbreaking, and your mom reminded me of my mom who said, every day is a gift regardless, honour me, by promoting happiness and love and kindness, and do not waste your life mourning me…. live your life, feeling blessed that we had our time together. ❤️🙏

[@PH28538]

Lilly trust me, I know your pain. Lost my mom at age 27. The sad part is not even one day on Earth is guaranteed. You were so busy traveling to the US...Luke got to spend a lot of time with you. However, the two younger children spent a lot of time without you. Lila is bonded with Nam, but now its time to focus on bonding with your own daughter. ❤ Life is a series of unexpected Hellos and Untimely Goodbyes. 😢 its still too soon to think you wont cry. Grief is a process that takes yrs, but does get easier with the passage of time. ❤ its okay to take a break and focus on your kids and your husband ....trailblazing would just be a distraction right now. What you need is to relish in the love of your personal lil family. That is healing. The world can wait for you to trailblaze. Slow it all down and get much needed rest and relaxation Lilly. You deserve it. ❤

[@sarahlaslett3279]

Very wise words

[@susanspence3029]

Oh wow, Nam's son is looking so grown up. Is he doing school as well. And Leon, he is really expressing himself now! Lila is a little doll. You are so fortunate Lilly for the beautiful family you and Wat have created.

[@5619-s2c]

Hug Lilly. I lost my dad to a drunk driver 20 years ago. My life was never the same again. Live for your children. That is what I do.

[@TRuth.T]

Thanks, for sharing. All of us are grieving with you. I'm currently thinking of George .

[@elizabethu8275]

Lilly, This is beautiful. It DOES get better. I lost my sister-in-law and then 2 weeks later my precious older sister. 4 months later I lost my mother. I then lost my sweet baby sister and then 2 months later, my best friend. Most recently I lost my niece. They were all young and although I don't understand all of it, I am so grateful for the time I had with them and for their part in my life. Ive had so many people ask or say they don't know how I'm doing it. I see my loved ones in everything and it's beautiful. I'm still here and I know just how short life really is. I'll be with them all again and I think knowing that is what keeps me going and living my best life. I don't want to spend too much time grieving because it's time I can spend living and laughing. I'll be there soon enough as we all will. It's gets better Lilly. What you're feeling is so normal right now... When we lose someone so close to us it changes the entire dynamic of our lives and how we've always lived. It's a huge adjustment that will come in time. You're doing really well Lilly. Myself and SO many others love you. XOXO

[@mas2988]

💉💉💉

[@darlenepadilla6186]

@@mas2988 vaccines 💉 ?

[@zippy7020]

@@mas2988yep I was thinking that 😢

[@jenniferdesautel9178]

Lily. Yes it’s hard loosing a loved one but you have 3 BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN AND A LOVING HUSBAND THAT NEEDS YOU TO BE STRONG AND SHOW THEM LOVE. Jesus is with your mom❤

[@kennethwilliams7697]

Your Mom was a warrior, a hard worker, and a wonderful woman of God.

[@gailbancer1571]

Lilly just be the best version of yourself. You don’t need to take on being like your mother it’s enough to just be yourself. You’ll naturally expand and grow. Allow your family to heal you and support you during this time. Don’t go too far into the future because you’re trying to escape the present grief.

[@girlnextdoor7012]

Sending you a hug, I lost my husband in April and I lost my son a couple years ago I have nothing. You have everything, a loving husband a healthy Family you live in a beautiful place you have plenty of money I never got to spend time with my mom she passed away long ago, when I look at you I see one of the most fortunate people I've ever seen on the Internet. Bless you ❤ Also, I did have the chance to speak with your mom last year, she was very kind to me we were trying to figure out what size dress would fit me best she seems so happy and was very nice to me❤

[@klbfarwell]

Much love to you and your family, Lilly. How on earth I can love you and your family so much and not even know you is beyond me! Please absorb it all and flourish!

[@LR-2323]

Dear Lilly! Gigi was a happy, optimistic women. I am sure, she would like to see you happy. 🦋 All the best from Budapest!

[@katehudson6490]

Hey Lilly, just checking in to show my gratitude to you and your mom. Please know that you are not just loved by God, you are loved by the many, many people around the world whose lives you make better just by being you. Have wonderful weekend! ❤

[@jackieanderson4108]

You seem to coping well Lilly.....it's great you can treat yourself to spas etc....i think doing anything to make yourself feel better is a good sign that you're caring for yourself. Really that and time is what is needed.

[@miluW]

Lilly, “I’ve been following your channel for such a long time, and I just wanted to take a moment to say how deeply sorry I am for your loss. Your mom was such a warm and wonderful presence in your videos, and I could see how much she meant to you. It’s clear how much love you shared, and that always shone through. I recently had to take a break from KZbin as I went through my own treatment, and when I came back, I learned the heartbreaking news. Please know that my thoughts are with you during this incredibly difficult time. Your strength and openness have always been so inspiring to me. In fact, your content encouraged me to start my own KZbin channel recently. I’ll never forget the sense of connection and community you created here, and I hope I can build something just as meaningful in my own small way. Sending you all my love and gratitude.”

[@wendyyoung-ramsey6579]

Lilly, Seattle , WA here, I am so very sorry for you and the loss of your mom. You two were amazingly close and partners in life. There was nothing odd about your closeness to your mom, it was a blessing and once in a lifetime relationships. I cannot imagine the profund loss you feel. From experience grief is a beast. My dad passed in 12/2020, that first year was miserable and I felt empty and numb and like you said, I felt like part of me died with him. The grief stays with you all the years of your life, but as the years pass, the grief is not as intense and its easier to get through life. I prayed for you watching your video that God will help you through the hardest year of your life. Your husband and your kids and Nam, its all nice distractions while you grieve, and give yourself those days to really cry hard to get it out. Praying for you and Chloe and George. I am so very very sorry. Wendy

[@klaramoral5582]

I'm very sure her spirit is just around you and your family God bless lily❤❤❤

[@eseb8838]

Lilly I know it’s hard to lose a parent and it will take time to heal. The beautiful memories you had with her will make you feel better. How’s your dad? I hope he’s coping well. He is such a wonderful father to you and a good husband to your mom. Prayers Lilly. 🙏🙏🙏

[@onlyone664]

Amazing! Leon's entered a whole new stage of growth & is showing signs of uber intelligence just as Luke once did! Luke's already his own person at this point! RIP GiGi.

[@tigerstu2680]

One day at a time. Praying for you and your family.

[@TheRealDanesofManateeCounty]

Hi kids! Another great video, thank you! The tree you mentioned is a Traveler's Palm (Ravenala) we planted one in Florida before summer. They are gorgeous when you keep them trimmed to a single fan like you saw! 🐾🐾

[@tytec5]

My Mom is still alive, so is my dad, both in their 90's. Both parents did not care for me or my sibling and still don't. They hardly ever met my children. Most childhood memoires with them are painful . It's been challenging to have two narcissictic parents all along. I guess I will not grieve them when they pass, but I will always grieve not having loving parents. I have no idea what it feels like to be loved like Gigi loved you all. I was always admiring your relationship with her and her beautiful soul. I can only imagine how painful it must be to have her gone and I am so sorry for your loss Lily. 😪

[@ar12281]

Lilly, I feel you. I get it. The missing stinks. The missing.

[@Arhoni91]

When she talk about her mom my tears are falling down 😢 she is such an angel ❤

[@darlenepadilla6186]

Hi Lily, i’m so happy to see you today! ❤

[@พาชื่นบุญโนนแต้-ถ8ฎ]

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[@memmar1]

Lilly, I truly thank you for lifting up your head and moving forward with grace. I cry every time I watch your videos after you told us about your mom's diagnosis. I'm a retired hospice nurse who loved your mom and daddy as much as I loved you girls. I'm so proud of you girls for standing up while your heart is broken. It just shows me how strong of a leader your momma was. She grew soldiers who serve God and trust in His will. Thank you my sweet angel. I truly appreciate you

[@patriciaeannarelli7747]

Dear Lilly, you just taught me something today! What you said about the inheritance that you leave being the example of how you live your life!! I'm 71 year old and I have never had that thought!! Thank you Lilly!! Also let me tell you the miracle that was your Mother will give you the strength to march on threw this life and be happy again!! I pray for healing and peace for you and your family! God Bless!

[@love-dx8lp]

I'm so sorry for your loss. My husband and I have grown to love GiGi. She was always a funny and perky person. I miss her too. Our thoughts and prayers are with Chloe and George. As I, spend so much time with my mom before her passing 15yrs ago, hits me hard because I saw her everyday. She was my best friend. I had a second child a year later and she will grow up not knowing her grandparents. I miss my mom everyday. The memories are so vivid. I managed to carry on for my husband and kids, knowing that one day we will reunite. I am happy that she is with God.

[@rosebud6250]

Lilly…I have followed your channel and Chloe’ s for some time now. My hearts breaks for you, Chloe & family over the loss of MiMi. It’s been 3 years since I lost my Mom, Winnie. I still go to call her with a question & then remember…I think of her & cry & the pain is actually physical. My Mom was a traditional Mom, she cooked, made afghan blankets for all the grandchildren. Her “ Joy” was her family & every holiday was with my Mom… both you & Chloe said it best…” you have a new life now” with your Mom in your heart & soul. That is how I manage…” a new life” with my 8 grandchildren…my friends & some neighbors but my Mom will be in my heart forever…God Bless! 🙏

[@kevinw.2158]

She was one of the best Persons with most charismatic Soul ❤

[@eva717]

I hope Joerge coping well about lossing your mom

[@cm4me]

My heart just breaks for you and your family. I have lost many people that I've loved. Both parents, my sister, treasured family and friends, etc. It's a fact of life that never gets any easier. Please remember that you will come through this even though it will always be a very sad thing. The difference is that, with time, you will visit but not live there. Remember the love. xo

[@redsequins8078]

I cried during this whole video. I am praying for your peace. I love how much you love our Lord. ❤

[@beulahbenade4098]

Hi Lily, my heart goes out to you. I'm your Mom's age so my Mom has passed a long time ago - take all the time you need to grieve... I love the view from your house - it's beautiful! And Laila's dresses too! What a beautiful family you have including Nam and Sayuwan... God has blessed you with wisdom to cope with everything now and you're a blessing to me. Thank you xx

[@kristinsiebert4504]

Lily, I lost my mom, my friend, my children’s grandmother 3 years ago to cancer. It was horrible to watch her fade away from this awful disease. I still to this day want to pick up the phone and just talk to her, seek her advice or just hear her voice. It does get a little easier but I always try to remember how long she was with us. Our moms are our beginning of life, the middle of our life and our grownup life. We will see each other one day. It is ok to cry, to grieve give yourself time ❣️

[@alecram28]

Though I never met your mother, her smile and wonderful attitude towars life stays with me. I know you are part of the torch she carried abd alway have been so when you have a memory that tears you apart. Realuze its the start of growth alow it out hear what as you would say G8d has in store for your future , your family's future... When you srart to see the growth rather than your loss... as I write you express What I am trying to say... You got this Chole has this and George has this your brother as well. Hang in there. it's a daily provess to embrace bit by bit.. Get you base not an old base but a new one as your whole family has changed and is evolving .. you have such a great Your husband has been so supportive through this Watt has a deep sensitivity.whith this has really brought out. Best to you all one day at a time.

[@ar12281]

It's been 4 months since my Mom went to Jesus. My heart hurts beyond measure. Praying for your family, Lilly.

[@katehudson6490]

🙏🏾❤🙏🏾❤🙏🏾 To you! My father, my bestie, went to heaven two years and three months ago.

[@marymalott843]

Your grief will get better over time but you will always miss her. Lean on the Lord and he will see you through it.

[@lucinda6766]

Thanks for sharing your beautiful family with us, sure miss seeing your mother GIGI she was a wonderful person and always put others before herself and had so much love for others around her

[@blackdiamond696]

My dad passed away 4 months ago. I also cry in the morning because I was hoping it was a dream. It's getting a little better as the time goes alone, but just like you said, a part of me died with him. Praying for us❤

[@melindataljaard2753]

Awe Lilly, I'm so sorry you are going through this pain. Give yourself time. Time always heals pain. Just give time, TIME. Let your body and spirit get over this greaving. Remember, Gigi would want you all to move on, and she looks over you all. Hold on to Jesus because He will give you Gigis hugs and He will gives her your hugs. Thanks for the new video. Making new memories with you're family. Greetings Melinda🎉

[@danneeley7248]

Know that there are hundreds who cry with you. Sweet Lily, your love for and your commitment to the Lord will sustain you.

[@russelpossom]

Big hug Lily and to your family. Prayers to Gigi soul, she may rest in peace. Leon looks like Gigi and she will always be in your heart.❤

[@lydianophouvieng1003]

I’m sorry for your loss, I love your channel an your family is beautiful. Continue to walk with God an stay strong god bless……

[@kayflip2233]

My dad passed away 4 years ago at the age of 70 and after a few months of grieving, I had a huge smile on my face because I knew my dad for 70 years and enjoyed his presence. We had happy times and I felt lucky to enjoy my time with him. Plus you no longer have to feel the pain of her suffering, you know she is with God and smiling down on you. It may seem sad but that is the wrong way to look at it. Instead smile and be thankful that you had the great times with her and that you didn't lose her when you were super young like some people unfortunately have to experience. Gigi made it to a good age in her late 60s and lived a happy life and inspired us all with her fashion business. That is something to smile about. Then look at your children - you will always see Gigi in their soul and through them, she lives on.

[@eumeliacorona9824]

Thank you for being so honest about your grief. Sharing your grief, whether you know it or not, allows each of us to be more free and open with our own. God bless you and your family.

[@tammyjames3999]

Much love Lily as you move through this grief I lost my brother 4 years ago , remembering them is what we do , much love to you

[@katehudson6490]

Ok, one more comment because now I’m crying too. Please know that your mom is SO PROUD OF YOU and how you are raising your blessed babies. May God continue to bless you all!

[@andreabretthauer8590]

😢 i think im crying too any minute now 😅

[@lisasanders9896]

The grief comes in waves at such unexpected times. For me I hung onto the good memories, allowed myself moments to cry and release my sorrow, then I'd have afew big breaths and pray 🙏 and keep going with life ❤ You are doing so well Lilly xx hang in there mate, praying for you 🙏 Your mum was such an incredible woman of God, she ran her race so beautifully and inspired so many of us ❤ ✝️ big hugs Lisa from New Zealand 🇳🇿 🙏 xx

[@annielindholm5748]

You, your mom and the rest of your family has been such a gift to me even though we have never met. I adore all of you and not a day goes by with out me thinking and praying for you and your amazing mom ❤🙏🏻 GOD BLESS 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 And also may I add Lilly .... you really have taken your video creating and editing to another level recently ❤️ I have always loved your videos but these recent ones have just been so amazing and beautifuly created ❤️🙏🏻

[@loriesoliwoda-truong]

{{{Hugs}}} Lost my mom a year ago, my step mom, the matriarch, in January.... give God your grief every day .... rejoice, she is with him, and you will see her again one day ... Look at those lovely babies and know it is your turn to build memories with them ❤❤❤

[@janetbartell7433]

Dear Lily , I sympathize with you and your pain, my precious daughter died 8 years ago suddenly with a heart condition that we weren’t aware of, she was 38 and had 2 little girls age 8 and 9 . A big part of me died with her. 2 years later my Irish twin sister died of ALS. I started turning to God. Last year my husband was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer on June 2 and passed on July 31. I never knew the strength I had to watch the love of my life of 37 years suffer. I feel so lonely and sad. I keep thinking of all the blessings I have. I thank God for the precious time I had with my loved ones. I cry when I need to because the memories just make me wish I had more. You never get over it , I just try to get through it moment by moment. Sending you love and hugs and prayers

[@marinamayo7994]

May the peace that passes all understanding uphold you during this very painful season. May He empower you and strengthen you. You are truly blessed to have your dear little ones and i pray that theyll be a source of comfort to you as you grieve your loss.

[@patricianhan86]

Lilly, you have done your best with your mom and just be happy as your mom is rest in peace. You will be fine and just enjoy your life with your family.

[@wendy-0101]

❤🙏🏻Bless you Lilly. Its good you can cry. You will feel better it takes time. You have your family and they need you now more than ever. Especially little Lila. 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

[@amybooth1037]

Leon looks like he’s grown so much! Lean on your family right now, the crying will slow after a while but not cease. Parents are so important to families, especially mothers. So sorry for your loss Lilly. You mom was such a special beautiful soul and you are just like her!

[@brittanysapology9528]

My mom passed away in 2014. I remember it was like a nightmare i just wanted to wake up from. But through ALOT of prayer and fasting over the span of 10 years, God truly has delivered me completely from the pain and grief. I know many people say "you never get over it", but this truly was not my reality. I am at complete peace with my mom no longer being alive on this earth. I know we all deal with grief differently and this was just my experience. Jesus truly did take away the sting of death from me

[@joanneskinner8637]

Hi sweet Lilly, thank you for your beautiful videos. Yes, grief is never easy, but crying shows that you have feelings and the love for your Mom is endless...it will get better over time, but grieving never really ends. It becomes part of our life. You are so blessed to have such a loving and supportive family as they will help you through. I am thankful I got to meet Gigi and all of you through these videos. All of you are a ray of sunshine with your love and positivity in the face of such a loss. Blessings, love, and hugs to you, Lilly, Wat, Nam, Luke, Leon, Lilah, and Wynn. Heavenly hugs and love for Gigi. ❤🙏🌷🐞🦋❤️🙏

[@clake8931]

Dear Lilly, I lost my mom to cancer when I was 40, she was 63. I counted the days I hadn’t seen her until I got into the thousands. I didn’t have a relationship with my dad. I was so bitter I even wished he had gone first. I know that’s not nice but I was so upset, she had become my best friend and in 10 months she was gone. I also miss Gigi and was shocked to hear about her diagnosis, I never in a million years expected this horrible loss. I am also a Christian and that’s how I made it through the loss. I was depressed and had to quit working for 6 months, it will get better in time. At least you have Wat, the children, Nam and her son. You are a wonderful mother and human being. God bless you and your little family. I have been to Thailand but not where you are located, I loved it and miss it. You are so very lucky, you have so much to be thankful for even in grief. Love from Florida Maybe someday we’ll meet. Cindy

[@KellieHenson-t8t]

Lilly you are doing wonderful. Crying is good and will bring strength to your heart. Your right, we here are truly with you girl ! I'm all the way over here in Texas and couldn't feel any closer to you than being there. You are so truly blessed and brave. You have such a sweet, beautiful family. God, family and us, together we will get through to each new day ! Gigi is one proud Heavenly momma right there with you for every step for the rest of your life. Each time a butterfly 🦋 Flys near, you know she's there! Keep smiling and praising dear heart. Things are going to be exactly 💯 according to the will of the ONE who has plans to prosperous us to full content and happiness, peace. Love you and your family Miss Lilly ❤️

[@christibellz]

I’m so sorry for your loss Lilly, I would suggest reading On Grief and Grieving by Elizabeth Kübler-Ross, she was a pioneer in near-death studies, and author of the internationally best-selling book, On Death and Dying (1969), where she first discussed her theory of the five stages of grief. This book helped be greatly when I lost my dear father.

[@_em_onade]

Lilly thank you for making video’s even though you are grieving. It’s lovely to see all of you. My Mum passed at age 33 (as a result of a car accident) at Christmas time. I was 15 and my two sisters were 13 and 9. It changed us & affected our lives, choices & direction profoundly. I think Gigi also passed too young & too soon. The loss is immeasurable. Please trust that you will all be reunited. We all are just inhabiting earthly bodies that are finite. I think it’s wonderful you know what your Mom would want you to do. Her own life & her personal outlook on life now serves as a beacon for her children. And even for us You Tube viewers! Gigi imparted words of wisdom many times throughout yours & Chloe’s video’s. Even cooking insights.. her life insights would seep through there too. I’m 55 and soon will start my own food business. Gigi is a huge inspiration to me as a business woman. Let’s thank God for her bright, bold and courageous life here on earth, her Southern feminine charm & charisma & her generous loving spirit. Viewers like myself will miss her a lot but we are blessed to have lots of video’s to rewatch. Time will truly ease the rawness of your grief. Your loss is immense. Be as patient and as gentle as you can with yourself. Take comfort in any support you get because sometimes people have no one when they lose immediate family. Think “what would Mom do?” if you are ever tangled up in your own mind & stuck. Continuing to pray for you Lilly & the whole family. I hope George is ok, please send him our love too. ❤

[@januceangelademare2307]

Lilli, I know how difficult this all is for you....... I would like to suggest to you to find the time and listen to the many Near Death Experiences people talk about because it does get you in touch with what the next dimension is really all about...... and just gives you a whole other perspective outside of our daily lives that we are so used to living here on earth....... I also suggested the same thing to Chloe..... It really does help...... Anyway, could you sort of give us an update on how George is doing I can't imagine just how difficult all this aftermath must be for him...... as well as your brother....... Anyway think about my suggestion and know that I'm keeping you all in my prayers and our Lord will give you all the strength to get through all of this..... Take it all one day at a time...... God Bless You and your family....... Janice from Italy the Central Part....... ❤

[@katehudson6490]

Lilly, you look so amazingly healthy and fit post pregnancies. A lot of women want to lose weight like you did and naturally. Also your self care routine I can tell you are very good about. I know it must help to keep your energy so balanced. Can you one day do a video about your diet, health and wellness and self care favorites and routines. Thank you & blessing from the USA! 🙏🏾💕🙏🏾💕🙏🏾💕

[@andreabretthauer8590]

Well, i dont know about lilly, but you can Always watch tiffanystinks with this ! 👍😊

[@Caareenkm6726]

Millions lose weight after even 5 babies.. I know! 😊 .. it was running after them all and not sleeping for years that I lost all baby weight. 😊

[@panpanseng]

All kids are really cute You are soo blessed Lily 😇

[@luzwilson2807]

Lily grief is good as long as you remember it affects your children. Your mom was amazing. She never wanted to sad 😊

[@maximichaels9022]

Lily dearest you said dreams with Mom doing all those spending holidays wishing she Is with you my dear you always are in Spirit ❤🙏take care stay well God Bless you &family always🙏💖

[@gelmisanson7965]

I like it when you talk about your mom because I feel like I'm seating in a living room talking about her life. all of us feel the pain of her departure who had the opportunity to know her wonderful life and adventures. 🙏

[@letecialayson7756]

Goodness, the children are growing so fast. Take good care of your tender heart, Lilly. Grief has it's own timing. Be gentle with yourself and rest in the knowing that love never dies. Blessings to you and your family.❣

[@maryyoung4136]

I'm so sorry about your loss. Yes, you have been left a great gift by your Mom. You had such an amazing relationship with her and she is a wonderful example. I lost both of my parents. It does get easier. Your videos over the last few years helped me get through a very difficult time. Off topic, would you do a makeup tutorial, what products you use, etc?

[@andreabretthauer8590]

You can Always watch tiffanystinks for that ! She is the best ! 👍

[@pattic.]

❤❤PRAYING 🙏 continuing to pray, will keep praying for you sweet Lily. I feel your pain, your grief. I also lost my mom after her struggle. It's been 6 years now. It's OK to cry, to FEEL. i promise you, it'll get better. Trust God, keep praying.We love you❤❤❤

[@palatinegentils4724]

It's nice to see you back with your family. Take Care Lilly. 🌺

[@deanawells4395]

I lost my mom when I was 32 years old. We spent the last month of her life at the beach in Ocean City Maryland. It took me so long regain myself. I gave birth to my 4th child after her death. Not having my Mom here to meet him and love him was a truly a difficult time. Grief is a journey that takes whatever time it takes you. My Mom’s day she passed away is coming up and it will be 29 years on September 13th. It still hits me hard especially on that day. I pray for the grace of God to help you through your grieving process. ❤

[@katherinewagoner741]

It is super that u have a spa there with saunas and steam room etc. I love to sweat and it is important to not wear makeup as u can imagine how it melts into ur pores. Best to go in with a clean face. Also, it easier to endure the heat when not having a lot to eat before hand.. My goodness, Leon looks so much like his Granmother, Gigi! Sweet to see. She was a doll. Zawian (SP) has added some red to his dark hair. He is such a good, and fun loving big brother to ur children. Yall are so blessed to have him and Nam as part of ur family.

[@kayp7479]

So sorry for your lost.. Been watching your videos since 2 yrs ago, it felt so sudden, strange and sad for me not to see your mom anymore in your videos😢. I lost my dad in 2016,i still grief. I find my ultimate Joy and comfort in God's alone. Your sharing your life journey reminds the fragility of life, and to cherish life and family more.. may God have mercy, and give you the ultimate comfort and Joy only He can give🙏

[@pinkymoon5039]

You look lovely Lily. It's so nice to see you smiling. Praying for you and George and Chloe and Rob 🙏❤️. Your momma would be so proud of you. To see you choosing happiness. Your kids and husband love you so much. Always keep them in mind when you feel low.

[@marafarnham595]

Lilly live for each day 🤗😘😊❤🙏 Gigi is in your heart! Keep doing these videos and talk to us it will help with your grief, we miss her! She was a beautiful soul ❤

[@tringo999]

Hi Lily, You are such a great daughter that you ve done all you could in those mother s last days. Bless your heart.

[@Artist6135]

Lily, grief never leaves us. It is a roller coaster ride with highs and lows. No matter how hard we try…we can’t control it, we can only continue the ride. God bless you and your family.

[@cinhaytas]

I miss ur mom so much!!! It still doesn't seem real!!! ❤❤🙏🙏❤️❤️

[@TheSaBohemian]

Lilly its only been 35 days, give yourself time to grieve. Go with the flow, ride the waves as they come, and they will come (sometimes at the most unexpected times) . No one can tell you how to grieve or how long to grieve, its a very individual experience. But also allow yourself to experience the joy that still remains in your life - dont feel guilty when you do have those joyful moments. No matter how long it takes, it will get easier. One day you will wake up an feel this lightness in your heart and all that will remain will be those beautiful memories of the time you spent with your Mom which no one and nothing can take away. Hugs from SA 🤗

[@rfc23143]

The grief will never go away, sister. However, with time it does get a little easier day by day. Sending you love,comfort, peace, and guidance during this hard time for you and your family 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️

[@s.harris9691]

Dear Lily, I pray the Holy Ghost continues to heal you of your broken heart. In time you will be able to heal. We are comforted in knowing that someday those who die in Christ will be united . I follow both your channels, your mother was filled with love, joy and life. She would want you to live your best life. Praise God in every situation and you will see how much praise can transform you. You are stronger than you know and you will look back at this journey and recognize the providential hand of God with you. 🙏❤️

[@wilmamacrooy2562]

I think you now should think.about your children and your husband. Your mother has finished her part. Her role is played very well. A beautiful soul. A good mother and wife... She was sweet.and respectful.This is how she was.. She left good memories behind Think.of her with a smile and have merci for her. Now that episode over. You have full responsabilty for your falmily. Look after your beautiful Kids.. They are a gift from God. Accept them as a gift and be thankful Be a good mother for them Just as your mom was for you and your sisters. Be strong and enjoy the love.of these.pure little soul. Stop.mourning God bless you.

[@HooknCookbyDespinaTrina]

Lilly does think of her husband and children..she's trying so hard throughout her grief to make memories and have fun times with them ...she can't just stop mourning and grieving..its a process some cope better with grief than others and despite her grief of loosing her precious mother she's trying so hard to hold it together ❤ you cannot tell her to stop mourning like that

[@jenna80532]

@@HooknCookbyDespinaTrina Ohh ok, did she personally tell you that?? MYOB!!

[@IGMOW]

Hi Lilly, This is the first video of yours that popped up on my page. It's tough seeing this as a first but I had to click on it once I read the title. I just lost my mom back in April and it certainly is tough to go through. I just wanted to send lots of light and love your way. God Bless you and your family!