47 Questions Answered about my Life Truck Camping

[@rickvollmer3646]

When someone asked about heartbreak and Blu , I had tears running down my face . Shows the effect Blu had on alot of us .

[@wextremeart4399]

I love that dog so cute

[@Mikemonoa-hz2rz]

Australia's finest dog's Australian shepherd 😊❤

[@tamalamaland]

Same. had to pause the video for a bit.

[@traci635]

Blue's memorial video can't be watched without crying 😢 Blue touched so many of us..

[@Stroke.survivor]

Feel the same❤

[@100mlhawk]

My friend told me something about grief. It's a stone in your pocket. It's heavy. It weighs you down. But the more you carry that stone, the lighter it gets because you become stronger. You never forget that stone. It will always be in your pocket but you're stronger, so it's not heavy anymore. I'm paraphrasing a instagram I saw. It hit me in my soul, especially since I was a widow at 36. Colorado is gonna miss you, Maria. Wishing you safe travels and much love home to you, Taz ... and Blue❤

[@venessalizabeth]

I love this so much!

[@hideandseek80]

That is a wonderful outlook. I had to have my soul dog (16yr old JRT called Rosie) pts 15 months ago. I honestly thought I would never recover. I still break down now and the inexplicable ache is still there but the weight of it is lighter. I have another young pup which happened by fate and he (1yr old Jackshund called Wally) will never replace Rosie but I do love him dearly. Like Blue and Taz they are polar opposites and I feel that is a good thing, it's a whole new energy and way of life.

[@meghanr1209]

I love this!! ❤️‍🩹

[@pamelataylor412]

Well said❤

[@dawnvolk1686]

❤ beautiful

[@carlparton5125]

Please remember Maria that Blue is always in your heart and in your memories he is never out of your life… He is dearly missed by all of us.. But we, the members of your extended family have been blessed to have him in our lives for the time that we did..

[@marcylandon5872]

I love you so much. I’m a 71 year old grandma, now living in part of my son’s house, having moved to CT from south FL. Though I don’t live in a vehicle, I do take long lone road trips and I find myself getting tips from you, like easy meals, where to stop, etc. I’ve watched you maturing, but in general, please don’t change too much. Take care of yourself.

[@robertnachtsheim3594]

Thank you for sharing Blue with the rest of the world. His memory will carry on for generations to come. ❤

[@seanklaver7831]

Grief is just what happens to love when we lose someone important to us. Ruff In Paradise, Blue.💙

[@regina8010]

Little Miss Taz is giving major cuteness vibes....gazing at her mom. AWWWWWWWWW

[@MarkLindelien]

Thanks! Maria, there is a monument of you in dog Heaven. Best Wishes and safe travels.

[@Bluebonnetlady57]

In my experience with the passing of our fur babies, the sense of loss never goes away. I just don't cry as much when I think of them. You're a great fur baby mama.

[@MeowkinDottie]

Grief isn’t linear. Lean into it until it hurts less. It gets easier with time but you’re right, we will mourn them for the rest of our lives.

[@joeyadkins93]

430 comments in five hrs. Blu touched a lot of lives and you still are touching ours. God bless you girl!

[@mamadukes3960]

I lost my Kobe, a mini American Eskimo, in Feb 2020. He would've been 20yrs old in April. I had him since he was 9wks old. I miss him everyday. I don't deal with loss very well either. I don't cry all day anymore so that's a plus. Knowing I'll be with him again one day helps. I'm so sorry you lost Blue 💔❤️

[@abdurasaffodien6050]

Grief never really leaves us. We just learn to live with it. Sending lots of prayers

[@mandyZ857]

There’s no place like home to heal your broken heart. I think your hair is beautiful. Wishing you happiness

[@JaneDoe-xm9wz]

I was without power for 3 days... storms. Because of you I got a jetboil and a portable battery pack. I feel more prepared. Thanks for that!

[@aussiesandtrails]

Things I keep in my bugout bag.

[@romanzoscrive]

Hi Ro, I'm Roman and I'm writing to you from Italy 🇮🇹 I've never commented before but I want to let you know now that I've been following you for years and I've also been living in a station wagon for almost two years. In Italy there isn't this culture of wild camping but I'm happy to be the first KZbinr to bring it to my country. I love you and you have helped me countless times ❤️

[@daybot573]

I lost my dog almost 9 months ago now and I am still grieving. I cry every time I hear her name or think about her and I still dedicate nights to her where I scroll through photos of her. Its so hard getting through full videos of yours because it reminds me of when it happened to me, but I try my best to support you by watching it fully.

[@terriweaver7659]

I still have my precious little Pomchi soul mate, Miles, but he just turned 9 and has luxating patella (bad joints). I cannot bear the thought of my life without him one day, and every time I encounter another dog mom like me, I just cry. I just thank God for him every single night and day. Every night when I say my prayers, I say "thank you for this Heaven. " 0:00

[@caryallen62]

Believe me sweetheart. You won't ever get over Blue. I know from experience. Rowdy crosses my mind every day and I lost him late 2005. Yes ma'am. ❤

[@sonyasilva6532]

Good to see you and Taz! I've lost a husband ,father , brother and beloved pets, it just takes time to go through grief. Sending love and hugs🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏

[@GrannybearGus]

Our ancestors didn't have bath rooms in their covered wagons and older people grew up with our houses so no shame in peeing or pooping in the woods side of road or parking lots just sit on side of door frame and no one knows ... Baby girl is Precious... We miss Blue 💕🐾 God Bless You and Baby GIRL... I can say even after losing lots of Special Dogs and Horses and Donkeys the pain may get a little better but Never goes away and even after 40 years it's one day at a time... 💕🐾

[@JROCK54]

I love your show, but honestly it’s tough because the loss of Blue still affects me more than I thought it would. I had 3 Australian Shepherds and my Brit passed almost 2 years ago and it still painful. Take care & God Bless!!

[@30lindam]

Blue stole so many of our hearts! We all miss him.😢❤

[@nrgltwrkr2225]

Just breathe....be PATIENT and gentle with yourself...feel your feelings...let yourself be loved and cared for when you can...and keep going. The grief will slowly get better. Soon you will string moments, then hours, then days when you are able to function again. It definitely won't be linear and... it won't happen as quickly if you are impatient with yourself. Just breathe when everything else doesn't work...breathe and pet Taz and know that you are loved...and that Blue is loving you ...always.💕

[@Mariaaresco]

Blu was one of a kind and will always have a place in your heart and mind. I know you don’t think time will help, but as time does go on the pain does get easier. No you don’t get over them being gone but it’s not as fresh and you have so many memories to comfort you. I hope you know is pain-free and complete with Jesus and he is always with you❤

[@Bruinlove2012]

Pls pls pls give yourself time. Processing grief is about finding the equilibrium between the love you will forever feel for Blue and the agony of the loss. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@avsinghkahlon9999]

I like to watch your old videos with Blue. Without Blue by your side something is missing

[@JMFernandez206]

Ahhhhhhhhh!!! You answering my question about heartbreak on your channel is wildddd!!!! I am so sorry about Blue’s passing Ria. An unbelievable bond with a pup as special as blue was a treasure to witness through your videos…I love your videos and am currently going through heartbreak of my own. Recently became a 28 y/o single mom and doing it on my own with my son. I more so grieving for my son more than anything.. your videos really make my day, more than you know especially right now at this chapter in my life. Thank you for your videos.. thank you for making this momma smile today. You inspire me to roam reckless and start KZbin!!- love from Seattle,WA (jannnnnmf) ❤

[@madiwoood]

Proud of you, Blu is watching over you and Tazzzzz🫶

[@domiboily3564]

You will see Blue again, ❤and your relatives who have passed on are taking care of him in the meantime...and he is no longer sick. Also please get AC! Also there is this nifty thing called a solar shower which is just a black poly bag that you fill up with water and lay on a rock in the sun. Hook it up to a branch and voila! Very light and takes almost no room, smaller than a pillow case. Great for the doggy when it's so hot also, and consider buying a cooling mat for her - I like the brand Aupetek - find the non-toxic even if chewed. You add a bit of water and they are self cooling. Love 'Poe is like driving a crater' lol, and opening ravioli with the electric prongs😄🙌 You rock! Take care and find a good medium to connect with Blue! Listen to Matt Fraser, he often connect with pets and he's hilarious.❤

[@durayyy]

Maria is the perfect woman. seeing where she started to now is insane too. Good energy around her and her family ❤

[@highway88hiking38]

I love it that you're not showing this perfect picture of road life. You keep it real. I would not be able to cook the most perfectly planned meals in front of the camera all the time. I'd be eating out of a bag of salad. Lol.

[@sharondathigpen5799]

This is my first time watching since Blu passed, I just couldn't click on and watch knowing he wasn't here. But I'm glad to see Maria and little mama.

[@fairyintothewild8443]

The pain of losing your child will probably always be there but in my experience, the intesity of grief lessens and the internal space for new connections and joy grows with time. Please don't worry about regular uploads right now, we will be here whenever you are ready to share a video. All your viewers love Blue and understand that you need time to heal and take care of your mental health. I experience you as a strong and resiliant person and trust you will get through this. The challenge may be to let yourself fall and feel everything you need to feel in order to process. Allowing yourself the space and spending time with loved ones is probably the best thing you can give to yourself.

[@Asuneva]

It has been over 10 years since I lost my first dog due to someone killing her. And even now every time I will think about her it’s hard to keep my eyes from watering. You asked about tips and i am not sure about time, what I know is that we hold memories of the precious souls that got to live life with us and that by itself will always help a little :)

[@Banagal]

Thank you for the informative Q&A. Over the years, I've lost several members of my K-9 pack family. My heart knows each one so deeply. I will always love them. OK, I'm crying now. Such wonderful memories. Recovery from their loss was best when I rode my horse up to the mountain, sat under a tree, and had one-on-one time with my memories. My horse sensed my sorry and stayed calm and quiet. She missed her dog buddy because we were a threesome team on the trail most of the time. If my dog got tired, I'd pull her up with me, and she rode along. I bond with horses and dogs better than with people. You probably do, too.

[@vjm1639]

omg....heck no to the "layered bob cut" comment!!! Your hair is absolutely gorgeous. I am 66 years old and had long/longish hair for most of those 66 years. I hated it every single time I cut it. I would give anything to have your gorgeous locks. Glad to hear you're going home for a little while. Having a good family close can be so comforting after heartbreak.

[@nomal8852]

Not Maria stabbing the ravioli package with the end of the cord! 😂😂

[@mikew9097]

Being honest, you’ll probably never “get over” it. The days of pain do get father apart over time. When you love someone that much, it never completely goes away. I cry a couple times a year thinking about my Grandfather. He passed away in 1980.

[@ritafoster8625]

We had a hard time getting over our last dog. Me my husband and 20 year old son bawled our eyes out. I had to drive a different way so I did past where we last saw her. She was a beautiful liver colored English springer that has perfect. Every one loved her. It has been years and still no dig can replace her. It does get better after time. I live about hour from Comstock

[@anneleonas7813]

So glad to see you. I know Taz isn’t Blue, but it’s nice to have her ❣️

[@Lv4_o2]

Someone said this to me when I lost my mom…the pain doesn’t ever go away, it just gets softer. 🤷‍♀️

[@cherylsteele9146]

I'm so sorry about Blue I lost my Lily after 15 years and you're right you never really get over it 😭

[@traceyfreeman1507]

Losing a dog is one of the hardest things to go through. Be gently with yourself. Sending hugs.

[@heavenlyvilla8681]

My sister in law recently lost her twin sister to cancer. She is struggling with the loss, her twin sister was her person, the one she talked to the most and told everything to. The loss will never go away but the grief will ease with time and support. It is not something that can be rushed.

[@Lozenhimer]

admitting you're not doing well is the start of healing. time does allow the pain to lesson, but it never really completely goes away. you get to the point where it's at least tolerable. i'm glad that you had blue cremated so he can still be with you. as an adult having my own dogs, i've had them all cremated and they reside on the bookcase shelf. and as for your thumbs, i'm a multiple amputee with no thumbs, so i personally love your thumbs :-p i bet you don't hear that every day...lol. travel safe maria and kisses to tas!!

[@fishingboats7197]

Grief Changes Shape but It Never Ends .Keanu Reeves said that and it's so true . Your hair looks nice wavy

[@Jonsmama1]

That's good you are going to be with your family during this hard time. It will help. You will always miss your Blue. He was an amazing pup. I'm glad you have little Taz who knew Blue as well. She is grieving him as well and is wondering where her little buddy is Comfort each other. 🥰 Sending you both my prayers for comfort during this hard time.

[@jennifercoulter79]

I cry whenever I think of blu or whenever you mention him! He was so special!! ❤you!!

[@tammypaluch7107]

I’m so glad we got a video of you tonight. I’ve been praying so hard for you. Welcome back sweet Rea. I hope you can enjoy your family time. I miss you so much.

[@monasantos3346]

Just watched a video with you and Blue crying like a baby. May God comfort you Maria. Miss you but take your time we will be here. ❤😢

[@kjsgarden]

Another great thing about the bluetti LiFePo4 battery is that it doesn’t lose charge if it’s just sitting. I have a little one (Eb3a) in my pickup-bed camping setup. I charged it last summer for a trip, used 48% of the charge… and it’s been sitting in the pickup, through the cold of winter and the eat of summer, at the same 52% for the last YEAR. It hasn’t lost any charge. I’m very impressed!!

[@51229broken]

I'm glad to hear you confess your need to go home and grieve. I think it was obvious to your viewers you needed a break. Love your content and happy to see your new alerts. But it's more important to see you healthy in every way. I hope home time with family brings the healing you need

[@sherizuech6562]

Maria you can put a portable toilet in there. I have one in my pickup truck . The pine pellet system works well for days before you have to throw it away. No odor either and cheap. I get a 35 lb bag at Cal Ranch for about $9.

[@tedessa3069]

As your fan I am so entertained by your content, as a fellow woman I admire you. You’re a rare breed Maria, authentic and genuine.

[@mattwallace8720]

Maria, my heart goes out to you. You need a break. Thank you for your videos and all your adventures. But I think you are making the right move taking a few months off and visiting with your Mom & Dad & Bro! It'll give you some time away from the road and most importantly time with family. We'll all still be here when you get back. Be well!🤙

[@scottmiller8190]

You are a amazing woman. Love that you share your life and travels with us. Enjoy your time with your family and your heart to heal...

[@debscoular6919]

I literally started sobbing, again, when this subject of Blue came up. My husband and I supported the GoFundMe for him and my 6-year-old granddaughter is completely devastated.... I don't know why we are so upset and missing your dog as much as we do....🥺

[@michaelmcnulty2926]

I know what you mean about the A/C, I found the Eco flow wave2 with extra battery a life saver. if you are ever approached by them to demo one, jump on that. Other than that, you're an inspiration to allot of people by just being you. I have wanted to offer my condolences on the passing of your number one fella Blue for a while, he was an amazing pup. Keep up the great work living your dream, stay safe, hydrated, and hopefully cool.

[@rifleman1873]

Best wishes!! BTW your hair is beautiful, no need to change.

[@abigailleblanc2351]

So glad to see your face on youtube! It was very quiet for a bit. I hope you have safe travels back home and I hope it's everything you need it to be for healing. You've very quickly become my favorite overlander! Sending you love and light from Maine ❤

[@StevenHowe-ym1yr]

If you were to wear a sundress you could get out and open your legs and release the pee. Nobody is the wiser.

[@jaynewarriner7214]

Grieving is tricky business. There’s no reason to buck against it because you have to walk through it.🙏🏻 it definitely is a heavyweight for a while, and I can’t tell you the memories don’t trigger instant grief moments bc because even time doesn’t erase the scars of a broken heart. What does take place is that you can love the little girl you have and even another Aussie, which will heal your pain. No one has to tell you because it’s obvious but no pup can take the place of “Blu”. ❤🙏🌻 I am so glad you’re going home for a few weeks. It will recharge you!😊

[@truthandbeauty9687]

I am so incredibly sorry about your "maveric" aka Blu...we ALL love him, and will miss him in your videos...we ❤ u both, and we are sending so much love

[@davidcolley2855]

Great to see you back with us. Lots of love to you, full speed ahead Maria! You've got this ! Your a true inspiration.

[@dalefrederickson8279]

I’m so happy to see you back!! ❤ Hi Tazzy! Blu is watching over you & his memories will always be in your heart. God bless & take good care Maria!!

[@southerngirl5295]

You're awesome girl!!!❤ Take the time you need dear!! I'm super sad about blue so I cannot imagine how you are feeling??😢 Safe travels home!!! My thoughts and prayers are always with you and Taz!!!❤🙏

[@traci635]

Your positive attitude is always a joy to see in your videos. Keep doing what you love and go for your dreams. Thank you for sharing Blue all these years💙so loved Blue. looking forward to watching Tazz blossom as she travels and adjusts to your incredibly interesting lifestyle. Safe travels 🙏

[@seilosa]

Your talking about Blue had me bawling my eyes out. Lost my dog the love of my life to cancer in 2010. Life goes on, things get easier, but you’ll never get over it. I Know how you feel, they’ll always be a trigger. You’re me 25yrs ago, roaming reckless without KZbin 😂 You’ll be fine because you know who you are & what you want out of life. Love your channel & your adventures 🤩❤🐾❤🌺🐾

[@AleseMarie919]

Regarding heartbreak (because I know you want to focus on it some more), I know people’s grieving journeys cannot be compared, but when I had to put my girl Kory down (after they found two inoperable masses that were blocking her intestines) it took me about 4-6 months to start to feel normal again. So you are definitely correct that time does help! At the same time, I’m a firm believer that it is possible for us to hold on to grief in an unhealthy way which can drag the grieving process out over many years and cause things like chronic depression. I think what prevents that is actually dealing with the grief head on instead of trying to avoid it. Letting yourself “go in” to those feelings as they hit you, as hard as that can be. I think it’s amazing that you are taking the time to go home and properly grieve. I encourage you to pull back from work and other ways you make yourself busy as much as humanly possible. Try to prioritize sleep and being in nature during that time. Also, I am a Christian as well and I’m convinced one of the things that helped me the most in overcoming my grief was asking God for a clear sign that Kory lives on. I had an intense spiritual vision of her standing with Jesus, and she was young and happy by his side. It might be a dream or some other reassurance, but don’t be afraid to ask for that and keep asking until you get it (if you haven’t already). Don’t let anyone or anything shake your childlike faith that you will see Blue again! It’s just a temporary separation, and there are a lot of NDE’s where people see pets in the afterlife. If you’re having trouble believing that, go find those accounts and really hold on to what you hear! Screw the faithless, dull, and super lame naysayers! Blue is waiting for you! Connect with inner healing resources - I actually have a great Christian contact who I’ve been using for years if you’re interested (she does Zoom sessions). She’s based out of South Lake Tahoe. Also, as a practical note, once you get some of your energy and mental focus back, do whatever you can to eliminate chemicals that you use on the reg such as heavy duty cleaners (even a lot of “green products” aren’t actually green!), hygiene products, etc. You probably already know, but companies like J&J, PepsiCo, Clorox, etc are pumping products into our bodies that are full of cancer-causing junk. Fight back against cancer by taking as many preventative measures as possible to get toxic crap out of your lifestyle and away from you and Taz’ bodies. Doing things like this helps us feel like we are empowered and helps us overcome grief as well! Cheering both of you on and praying healing to your heart! It is possible! Don’t give up.

[@newyearnewthought]

I love your channel and have followed you for a long time. My pup Kenai is also a bi blue Aussie and I fell head over heels for Blue. I have started feeding my pups homemade dog food because of you and Blue and know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I have now fallen for Taz and love seeing her precious face. Stay safe and just know that there is no timeline on grief. ❤

[@jamievogt4982]

Maria, I couldnt help but notice Ohio and Kentucky are still on your list. Red River Gorge in Kentucky and Hocking Hills in Ohio are some of the most beautiful Hiking trails around!! I cant recommend there enough when you visit this neck of the woods! Much love!!

[@Krisp.food23]

I lost my precious 14 yo cat to cancer a little over a year ago. She traveled across the world with me and I took it so hard. I struggled to function at all for a few months. A year later, I'm still grieving so much. It does get easier with time, but its hard. I'm sorry that you are having to go through this. Sending you strength and support. But, on a completely separate topic, have you considered getting a soda stream or other water carbonator? I know it's a luxury item. But they don't take too much space and no electricity, just water and CO2 canisters that you can trade in for filled ones. I also like bubbly water and mine saves me so much money. You can even get flavors to add to the water if you like.

[@freeradical8440]

I got a rescue and it took about a year for him to finally realize he won the human lottery, his personality is very different from the time I first got him to now, like a new dog. Taz is so sweet, regarding relationships I think times are changing and relationships are different, they almost need to be customized. Old ways of being in relationships doesn't work anymore people have changed. It's about customizing what works for both people.

[@rachelavil6598]

I will never get over losing my Rudy boy. I feel empty like something big is missing from my life. I have two other dogs (females) that I love so much, but my boy was my filling. My best friend.

[@danielllleX]

It was eight years April 30 that I lost my Ana. I’ve had many dogs and I’ve loved all of them! We’ve only had one Ana. She was my best friend and I still think about her pretty much every day but Now I can tell funny stories or sweet story isn’t it doesn’t make me cry. Still sending lots of love, light and healing energy.🫶🏻

[@JenGiles-hn3rk]

You are amazing! You manage your life, dogs, road life so well. I envy your abilities. You go, girl.

[@fletchdad8755]

In one of your videos recently you looked at the passenger seat and your face had such agony on it that my daughter and I both started crying ! The pain of loss never goes away or gets better , you get used to dealing with it . Sometimes seeing or smelling something will bring back a flood of memories good and bad and make it a little harder for a bit , at least that happens to me .

[@tamcrafts1]

Yay! You still have to come to CT. Our West Haven Beach walk is awesome. There is a bridge of flowers is Simabury. It had closed for maintenance but it may be back open by the way you’re able to get here There was a place in Waterbury called Holy Land. It was a religious theme park with little buildings that closed some time ago and is no longer maintained. People still go up and walk/hike the property. The Northwestern Hills are beautiful with beautiful covered bridges and Kent Falls. We have 2 Trolley Museums. Connecticut Trolley Museum is in East Windsor, where I grew up. If you’re there between Thanksgiving and New Year’s Eve you need to visit for Winterfest. The indoor museum is like a winter wonderland, but the coolest part is the tunnel of lights that you pass through on both an enclosed trolley and the open sleigh. The Shoreline Trolley Museum is in East Haven closer to where I live now and is a great place if you like views. You start at the indoor museum and take the trolley over the marsh and get out at the Trolley yard. If you go there make sure you visit the train car that was recovered from the World Trade Center. A must visit is the indescribable Stew Leonard’s grocery store either in Norwalk, Danbury, or Newington. CT is very underrated, please come see that were really pretty cool. There’s not a lot of remote spots but there is plenty to see.

[@sandrajohnson-k8m]

Hey, I appreciate your honesty. Your honesty and openness is very relatable. I’m so sorry for your loss. Pets are temporary loves, heartbreaking but true. Be open to human relationships, that love and connection is worth the effort.

[@Projectalice13]

I think it's smart for your mental health journey to visit family and pause. It's extremely smart of you to do that. Not all people who experience loss recognize this. ❤ You take care of yourself first!

[@carolenazachary7225]

Maria, you asked about what may help with Blue. My Frankie was your Blue. I was in a fetal position until a friend recommended the book The Amazing Afterlife of Animals. Karen Anderson is a world famous animal communicator and animals go to her post death. The stories are absolutely amazing and so heartwarming! Please get the book if you can. I have some amazing visitation photos of Frankie coming to me right after I lost her. I’m a Christian but I truly believe these animals are able to give us signs they are still with us. Please get if you can. Or if you have a PO Box, I’ll send it to you-loads of love. I know your pain 🙏🏻♥️ ~Carolena

[@joshd6876]

So sorry for your loss. I lost my Murph and it was so hard. ISTDP therapy and EMDR was super helpful. Just gotta do the grief work and get through. I can finally look at a picture of Murphy without crying. Take your time and take care of you. Hugz ❤

[@michelelapham1215]

I'm sorry you're going through this right now. Heartache is rough, however it's the people and the creatures that pass in and out of our lives that bring us such richness and such wonderful memories which continually flicker in and out of our soul. You will be okay. Time and perspective will temper your sorrow and bring you a smile with the memories as they pass over your heart.❤

[@darlened7769]

Ria, Time is a healer, it will always be a part of you, and it may take a long time, and thats okay. I lost my wee pupper girl In 2012 and it was hard, I have never grieved so hard before, but eventually the hurt eased and happy memories came forward more than sad ones. I still miss her keenly. Best thing I can say is to acknowledge the pain and grief, journal your feelings and talk to someone when it feels really hard. For me I realized although it hurt, I was a much better person for having had my pupper and the love she gave was a gift and I treasure it. Grief ebbs and flows, it comes and goes out of nowhere, as your heart mends.

[@drueda78]

ITS A REAL JOY TO WATCH YOUR VIDEOS. I WAS SADDENED TO HEAR ABOUT BLU BUT I KNOW YOU’LL SEE HIM AGAIN. 🙏🏼❤️

[@lilydoesart937]

You're right about not getting over the loss. Ive lost many pets in my life and they all hurt but the last two were crushing. They were such special dogs. I lost Lulu 2/18/2020, six days after she was diagnosed with lymphoma. She was not quite five years old. It was devastating and im so glad you were able to keep Blue longer and enjoy him more while he was still well. I lost my Gertie just over a year ago. She was my rock. She was almost 15 and had been battling Cushings disease for a couple years. It started to progress to a point that required more medication which involved more side effects and although i could have waited a little longer i couldnt bear to watch her deteriorate further. I didnt want her to suffer. I am devastated at the loss, i miss her like it was yesterday. I break down often. I will never get over it. I understand how you feel and i am sending you so much love. I'm so sorry😔🫂💔

[@Heathershodgepodge2]

I just lost my dog unexpectedly in Mar and OMG it sucks! He was my special buddy but I think Taz will help. I was going to wait until Fall to get another dog but hated not have a pup and ended up getting a puppy about 8 weeks late and it has helped so much. Don’t get me wrong I miss Macafee like crazy but having Obie has been an unexpected blessing. Thinking of you and know Blue will always be in your heart!!! Hugs

[@MarieWoodward-fs8pq]

Hi Ria. I would love to meet you if you're ever in Connecticut. There are so many fun things to do in this state. I teared up with all the questions about Blu. I lost the love of my life back in 2017. Dewey (cat) never went outside and was attached to my hip. He would follow me around everywhere. I'm still not over him. I think about him daily. They are, were, part of our lives. People do not get the fact that they have us their whole lives and we have them their whole lives. I hope that makes sense. It's good that you are going home to grieve and get some rest. You are definitely in my prayers. Thank you Ria for sharing and enjoy your evening🩷🩵🐾🐾🦋

[@MarieWoodward-fs8pq]

@T-ele-G-Miss_RoamingReckless I've reported you. You just joined 18 minutes ago. Stop posing as Ria you TROLL

[@jeanniedarnell6048]

I feel your pain on losing a fur baby. It does get better after awhile. It's been 15years since my weiner dog passed. Not gonna lie I still miss her a lot. She was my ride or die. The car riding was her favorite thing to do. She is always in my heart and Blue will always be with you. ❤😢

[@1Ear_up_HoneyBunn]

Great video Maria ! Good to see you & Taz doing your thang ❤❤

[@medorakea7327]

i love bluetti! i survived off of their 600 watt battery bank for over a year. i got the cheapest brand off amazon first and it broke after a month (and the replacement broke too!), but bluetti came through.

[@nf1477]

I AM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. xoxo you are a diamond and you shine , love your show. love what you do say and the way you make adventure for our viewing pleasure. THANK YOU!!

[@underthetornado]

I miss all my past fur babies. I dream of them. They visit me in my dreams now❤

[@CBSC360]

So glad that you posted! I can tell in your eyes that you are struggling. Go home and be with the people who can help heal your heart. You take care of you...and Taz! Please please buy an a/c.

[@Angela-xz6mn]

Take time and get some healing. We will be here to watch & support you when you are ready.

[@michelelynn1010]

She reminds me so much of my dachshunds ❤❤ both have passed and I'm completely lost without them. Thank you for sharing your wonderful pups with us!

[@Smag-wm4bx]

I'm a mom of 3..daughter 30, son 29 & daughter 26...& gotta say, you Rock...Just let Jesus take the wheel & guide your path❤

[@JennyGonzalez-bo4mu]

Love seeing Taz stare into the camera. Thanks for sharing and still posting videos! Spending time with family will be great. Your family looks to have the best medicine to heal which is laughter and good times! Hoping you start to feel better in your healing process!

[@underthetornado]

I really enjoy your long videos. Makes me feel like we hung out together for a day!❤ i miss blue but am so happy you've got lil girl. She's sweet and sensitive. She'll be a wonderful companion. You need that love.

[@stevestott1514]

Thanks for sharing your wonderful travel Memories . We all will miss blue . But we all got the joy of watching you two together on many epic adventures . Dogs have a way of making life great when you get to travel and adventure with them . When I see pic of my old husky on trips it always brings a smile to my face . R.I.P. BLUE we all loved you . Thanks again for a great question and answer video. Cheers from Steve Stott in Sutherlin Oregon U.S.A. 🍻👍🏼😁

[@dylancleary5237]

The bit about heartbreak… me too girl. When i lost my Bubbs. Two years in, and a new fur baby added.. and while i love my Goose, I miss my Bubbs every day.

[@jaimetorres9050]

Hi Maria, I’m not a subscriber ( I know bad right) but I do watch your videos. You are the reason I’m trying to exit this corporate hamster wheel. I have a Chevy 4x4 with a truck camper, I’m slowly building it to what I want, your videos help a lot. I have lost a dog too about a year ago I still can’t see pics of him, some people didn’t understand how this 6’ 280lb tough looking guy could be so devastated. But time heals and I appreciate my other dog and honor Pringles by walking her everyday twice for a total 5 miles. Take care good job with this channel