So Happy to have found you! Fr Michael Mendelas gave me the word, "Nepsis"; I have been searching for application. Your talks are gems. Thank you--desperately need tp understand for my salvation.
@sinfulyetsaved2 жыл бұрын
I am so weak.. I grew up in gangs, I lived a life of a prodigal most of my life partaking over Every sin possible. I grew up pride full especially coming from the gang pride mentally where you don't allow anyone to disrespect you.. So even the slightest level of disrespect is seen as a personal attack. I'm now 40 years old and even though that lifestyle was many years ago the roots of these sinful inclinations are there both for pride and lust.. I ask for prayers that is all I ask for.. Prayers for my repentance.. Prayers for tears, prayers for christ to break this heart of stone inside of me and that is is replaced with deep humility. And to replace lust for purity of heart. That my thoughts may not be to look upon the beauty of a woman as an object of gratification but that I may see her as my sister as my own family member as made in Gods image. Pray that I might have proper thoughts and self control by the grace of God.. Lord have mercy..
@fotyfar Жыл бұрын
U r not forsaken my child , He lol Ez u and what u just wrote tell us that this is His Holy Spirit working in u heart , thank God u answered his call , may He kindly give u the spirit of repentance and decrement and free u from it past 🙏🙏🙏please update us so we may glorify God with u or if the time is not yet come , we will keep praying for u 🙏🙏🙏
@orthodoxboomergrandma3561 Жыл бұрын
Dearest to Christ! You have self awareness! That is great and rare! You can see the Truth of your brokenness! I was an idolater a fornicator and a murderer (through an abortion), but God found me and saved me out of those things after I cried out to Him begging! Please find a good spiritual father to help you learn prayer and keep on repenting! I’ve been Orthodox 9 years and God is revealing more and more truth about how evil and wasted my earlier life was when I worshiped pleasure and getting my own way! Tears of repentance are the greatest gift. I pray you continue to weep! Knowing God loves you and He will use your testimony to help others!