5 YEARS LATER! Reacting To My Expectations... FTM

[@tohruchan6093]

This is also a time capsule for me, I remember living with my parents and sitting in my closet and watching your cosplay videos (yes, the dreaded BB), and My GODS how the times have changed. For the better, my mental health is far better than it was, I'm stable, I have a job (and am not in middle school anymore, which helps) and while I have yet to start my transition, I'm much closer to starting than I was back then. Even though I followed your transition videos, it still never hit me how much changed until I saw the dramatic before and after. Thank you so much, for all you've done, both then and now.

[@RedThorn00]

I'm just now watching this a year later and it's bizarre... It is totally bizarre having been following you this long. And also I realize we are around the same age and I don't think I ever noticed that before. xD I used to always feel like a baby compared to you. Something definitely seems to happen as the 30's approach. I can tell you are so much more self-confident and have that spark of assurance that you are living in your center. And I feel that in myself, as well. I didn't realize how much it would touch my heart to see this. I'm also trans-masc (nonbinary) and our transitions took on different paces, but it's so glorious to see how you've grown into yourself and your gender expression. It's also beautiful to see how the hormone treatment has treated you and how happy you are with it. I've been socially transitioning for about the same time as you have, but I've only recently gotten on T about 5 months ago and it has already done SO MUCH for me. Thank you for being such an inspiring figure and sharing your journeys through this ridiculous romp that is life. I'm in a very beautiful place in myself and I feel like you were a bright light in some of my darker spaces that helped me get here. And also... enjoying these darker things in life, as well. :) And yes, you are definitely still funny. ;)

[@VictorLockhart]

This is absolutely amazing! It is so incredible to hear your story and to know that you've been exploring your own gender journey alongside me! 🥹✨ I am so happy you've found peace in your identity and in your expression! 🙏🏼 Your story and your comment has made my whole day! Thank you for being here !!

[@an_emo_cosplayer3285]

Oh my god!!! I can’t believe it’s been 5 YEARS??? That’s absolutely incredible, and I hope you are so proud of how far you’ve come!!!! I’m so proud of you for what you’ve done and even for just surviving!!!! You really are a wonderful person, and I’m sure that that 22 year old would admire you now!!! Keep being yourself, and I hope the future brings many more achievements for you!!! (And yes you are still hilarious!!!)

[@charlylaska]

Great video! And yes! You ARE still funny. Don`t worry about that! August 2017 ... That was three month before I even realised that I'm actually trans myself and my biggest concern was to fight my depression. And now I'm three years on T, had top surgery and moved into my own flat. What a rollercoaster! And you were - and you still are - a part of this journey. You are the reason why I started this journey. Thank you! I really hope, that you reach more goals within the next 5 years. Maybe you'll react to this reaction again and again and again ... every 5 years. 😂

[@VictorLockhart]

How wonderful to have been a part of your amazing journey! I am so incredibly proud of you! It's amazing what a few years can change! ❤️

[@jaytudor6921]

I've been here for the whole journey

[@eragoncat07]

I love the progress you made. Everytime I see an old video I’m like “Look at how much the baby boy grew”

[@LindseyLoo-je8gd]

You were and still are a very nostalgic creator for me and i actually was looking for a video that i first saw you in and it was of ceil from black butler watching a try not to laugh video and for you to actually recommend me to this video from your video that you are reacting to was amazing and i actually love have you talk to your subscribers and are i guess human in a way i dont know how else to say it but i love your videos and will be watching you more often from now on as your humor has stayed throughout all these years.

[@rubyteacos]

Oh goodness, I remember watching that video when you first posted it! You're right, nostalgia did hit haha. This felt a lot like how it does when digging out old home movies that friends appear in :) The same wonderful you, from such a different time. It's truly lovely to have watched you grow more comfortable with yourself over the years! And to see your channel follow your interests, like with the focus on fashion + gothic content which is great. Feeling like going back and rewatching some of your old content now though, because that bubble pipe skit reminded me that there's probably so much great content which has slipped my mind!

[@blackbutleramvsandedits]

VICTOR ILYSMM YOU R SO SLAY✨✨✨

[@QueenOfDarknessX]

This video was *AWESOME* and nostalgic as heck, especially the callback skit at the end. Sorry about the rejection, that sounds like horrible "rubbing salt in wound" type moment. Also, I *love* your broach.

[@Tranexous]

It was kind of weird seeing you pre t because I'm so used to you now. I think your way of filming has changed, you look a lot more comfortable. The ending is genius. Would you ever do a pet introduction video?

[@charlylaska]

Yeees! Pet introduction!

[@VictorLockhart]

What a great idea!! I'll do pet introduction next! 👌

[@Arcane_Corpse]

Seeing the comparison is so interesting to me. I watched your t progress vids and saw your changes but it never truly struck me til now just how much you have changed lmao. Not even in a physical sense, now, you sit up straighter, you are more inclined to say what you think, you give off an air of so much confidence compared with the past and it's so cool to see that. I'm almost four years on t and can say I haven't been happier or more myself than I have the past four years. You've made me feel so much more comfortable and accepting of myself being trans and I can't thank you enough for it. Hope you continue to thrive and are happy in whatever you pursue.💚🖤💚🖤

[@maracaisse]

I’ve been subscribed to your channel for years now and it’s amazing to see how much you’ve grown :) Seeing your videos in my feed has always put a smile on my face and you’re genuinely one of my favorite creators ❤️ Also you are still so funny! Your facial expressions kill me 😂

[@yanarumen]

Awesome video yes you are still funny you will never lose your humor Victor it's crazy to see how much you have grown over the years that you have been creating content and I love it just stay the awesome and kind person that you are Victor 💙💙

[@imjustamanda]

I'm terribly sorry that I enjoyed your anxiety at the very beginning so very much. 😅 You're still quite funny! Your humor has a different flavor than it did, of course, but that's to be expected with maturity. The biggest takeaway from this, as a humble viewer's perspective, is that you're happy. Which is what matters most.🌹

[@sophielamb2500]

Totally unrelated, but I adore the William Morris Brer Rabbit wallpaper in the background of your 2017 video. You have always had impeccable taste. That is all.

[@givemeprimelaughter]

I'm late BUT Bless younger Victor. I remember this video and seeing it when it was posted and going through your transition journey with you. What a time. I am blown away that that was 5 YEARS ago. (Time isn't real) Also ... we both know .... and so Bless Teddy and I am soooo happy you have them in your life. Soooo happy you're safe and happy and thriving. Sending so much love to you both and your kitties. Stay safe, Victor.

[@givemeprimelaughter]

The BB fandom went buck wild on you and it's sooo damn disheartening and you absolutely deserved better. However, that being said, you ROCK the cosplays you choose to do now and I am glad you're still happy to do it.

[@seekercosfur]

The nostalgia smacked me in the face- im pretty sure i watched this video too 😭💙

[@GothicKitty1313]

Baby Victor 😭🖤 it's wonderful to see you so much more confident in yourself and having done of the goals you kinda set out! Here's to another hopefully good 5 years!

[@vampirerose4898]

This is absolutely wonderful it’s so interesting to think about your past self but it’s also nostalgic to see your old videos but no matter what it’s always wonderful to see your videos and hear your voice and it brings me joy to know you’re so very happy with your life 🥰

[@rosaheartfilia9330]

The change is incredible. You've grown so much and I'm proud of you for it.

[@carinathegriffin]

I am sorry you had a rough experience with the B.B. fandom. I really enjoyed your videos, skits, and tutorials from that time. You have a great range, though. Seeing you do Lestat from Interview with a Vampire made me smile. I hope you will get to enjoy B.B. again some day. You are the best, Victor! May more of your dreams come true.

[@morgankoykka712]

Very good video. Your are amazing, and your videos are still beautiful. Life works that way, it doesn’t go as you plan all the time. But you have come a long way, and I am glad you are happy, and doing well.

[@bellinamia2642]

I got so excited seeing you posted a new video! This was such a joy to watch and it’s awesome to see how far you’ve come! I’ve been watching your videos since middle school (I’m in college now) and I remember watching that video in 8th grade!!!! Crazy to think it’s been that long already! I really needed this video honestly-being in college is one of the hardest times in my life but watching this video helped me realize that things are going to work out and that it’s completely okay for our expectations to grow and change. Thank you so much for your incredible content-it means more than you know💗💗💗

[@Villanellexvibess]

Glad your back on KZbin ❤

[@jinxedreviews]

I remember watching you 5 years ago but seeing you now compared to then is shocking. You've changed so much and it's lovely to see

[@lizascissorhands]

Oh my gosh!! I can’t believe it has been 5 years!! I’m so proud of how much you have grown as a person!! And yes you are still hilarious! (As I’m dying laughing with the hair thing😂😂)

[@jennifercloar2407]

I'm so proud of how far you've come

[@theodorak7315]

Hiiii Victorrrrr!!!!!! 😁Good to seee youu againnn!!!! And as always an AMAZING OUTFIT

[@healinggrounds19]

Congratulations on how far you have come in 5 years!

[@slateportraichu5416]

Ah, I am so proud of you. You are so inspiring And still hillarious=3 Thank you so-so much for everything=3

[@katrinawest5182]

"Goes down smooth, eh?"🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@TarhosTheKnight]

Hey Vic! Good to see you again!😃 How's your 2023?

[@mischiefgoddess3994]

I can't believe it's been 5 years😵 I was there when it was uploaded. Is this me getting old or something?😵 so unfair you haven't aged at all though🧐💙

[@nicholasnicholas3306]

You are still adorable and lovable and a badass victor.

[@ghouling1111]

It was really interesting how you saw your ‘thinness’ as ‘fragile’.. I know a agendered person assigned male, (they go by he,they,she pro nouns) that looks not the different from your before (just add long hair) and when they in their masculine they very masc… it really is such a personal prospective. I’m non-binary but dress very fem. It’s all such a personal journey to not let others define who we are and what’s right for ourselves because everyone sees things differently.

[@Xexuxa]

I wonder what was going on in my noodle brain before the pandemic 🤔 I think we've all had to make adjustments we weren't counting on, but we're still doing our thing 👍

[@challengemeneo]

Been here since even before then I think hehehe

[@sophialeemirandaakaprincess]

OMG!!!!!!!!!! 😮

[@chocochippington7186]

You remind me of a blonder, more gothic Brian Molko :D

[@VictorLockhart]

I get Brian Molko A LOT! 👀 I'm very complimented!!

[@leviismyoppa967]

You have always been quite lovely to me and when I was in my blue zones, watching you just pushed me back to a better place. It's kinda like Ellen Paige for me. I loved her as a woman and I love her as a man. And so is the case for you.

[@crownclowncreations]

Why am I am kind of attracted to both your current and old voice? 😳

[@Vi-wj1md]

Anyone else struggling w the testosterone shortage?? Any solutions if so?