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[@KnotQwyte]

I ask that you please accept my sincere condolences albeit in the absence of uplifting comfort. One can only imagine how such tears hold onto your pain, even when they aren't being shed or said. The apparent "nakedness" of the tree highlights the need to be transparent with your grief, and much like you said, we shouldn't be made to change seasons or be forced to set aside our grievances especially towards neglect. However despite winter's bitterness, we have to keep ourselves warm, such as trying to speak about it and seeking comfort and to comfort others despite not being ready ourselves. Though well said; to be alive, we should let ourselves be dead for sometime in order to be lively once more when we're prepared. Distracting ourselves by throwing ourselves back into the world while not being healed only makes the time it takes to heal longer. Sometimes it does make the wounds open up even more, exhausting and taking every bit of our energy in order to cope with each day whilst trying to recover. I won't pry further however could you pin your email in the comment of the video that way someone can privately speak with you if they aren't open to comments because you haven't listed your email 🌹. I'm always open and willing to listen to your many rambles, let me know 👍🏾 and like the many who watch your videos, I'm certain there are those who appreciate them and would love to listen to you. Thank you for being brave in sharing I'm sure it must've taken a little bit to even think of mentioning your grief 🙏🏾and I'm definitely tongue tied with the Italian words 😅 I wasn't ready for school today. Please take care, and I'm looking forward to the next video ❤ Ciao.

[@Unwiredspirit]

THANK YOU! 🙏