Im an Aquarius rising with Saturn in Aquarius in the 1st house. I turned 31 last year tho...Ive got a sag sun and cancer moon. Opposition 🥴 A few other sag placements as well. I feel like my lifes purpose and lesson, based on the aquarian placements are cool--before I even knew about my birth chart ive always been someone fascinated with people, striving for honesty and justice. But at my age, its become dark and lonely. I struggle with my career right now b/c we live in capitalism, most businesses and healthcare are profit focused. But when i go for less profit or no profit driven careers, as passionate as i am, i am not seen or rejected. And people seem to be rotten to the core as Ive gone through life. So im losing my patience. Id rather just focus on myself and my happineess and not everyone elses well being... Anyway, idk how that fits into being an aquarius. Maybe theres some other lesson I need to learn first before the one that Saturn has to teach...