99 days to change my life (PIED recovery)

[@noahb.e.church]

Update from Anon: "Things on my end are going great. I stopped counting the days without porn (I'm sure it's over 200 days now), and I have not relapsed. There have been moments where I felt the urge to go back, but theres so much at stake if I do -- I am in a committed relationship with the woman I met earlier this year who stuck with me through the recovery phase. It's my longest and most fulfilling relationship to date. I think we're going to move in together maybe next year. Really it's been life changing. I wish I quit sooner but I'm so happy I was able to now. I know I'm still susceptible to porn if I were to give into it, and that terrifies me. So I stay far far away."

[@trevordominic7742]

Is it okay if I use medication before sex for the main time ...? I have quit anything about porn or masturbation

[@manlet_king]

Even though I personally recovered from PIED I still love hearing stories like this. Especially since they hit so close to home and make me draw so many similarities to my own story and road to recovery. It is a bittersweet reminder of the hell I defeated. Who ever you are who sent this story, I am glad you pulled through as well. Congratulations and Godspeed you magnificent bastard!

[@Billwilderment]

I would recommend to never go back to porn. Consider and remember why you stopped it in the first place. Porn will always have the negative side effects.

[@manlet_king]

@@Billwilderment Thanks but fear not, I have no desire or urge to go back to that accursed thing that ruined my life. it has been some time since I recovered. I cant even remember when was the last time I watched porn and I intend to keep it that way. Still, thanks for the words of encouragement, one can never hear enough of those. I hope you too have recovered or are recovering successfully.

[@Billwilderment]

Awesome! Keep it up! Punn intended!! LoL my life transformed.. I'm 3.6 years NoPMO

[@saprissa9]

How do you guys manage to watch TV shows with extreme sex scenes? Doesn't it give you ptsd (idk what to call it)? When I watch movies or shows on Netflix I skip the shit out of the sex scenes part. Im at a point where I still watch porn. I just wanna know how you guys handle it if I ever consider in stopping this addiction.

[@manlet_king]

@@saprissa9 Hmm that is a good question actually. Personally I did the same thing as you and just skip them. Right now I am at point that I believe I could see a scene in a TV show without making me spiral back into addiction or cause cravings because after all they are not actual porn scenes and it has been quite a while now since I recovered. Of course I am still gonna look to avoid those just to be safe. But you did remind me of the struggle while I was recovering. For example after my worst and longest flatline came a period of intense cravings and libido where even the mildest erotic scene would cause me struggle. I managed to resist only to go into a second flatline however this one lasted a lot less. As you progress through recovery flatlines become shorter until they are completely gone and so do the intense cravings for pornographic material. It comes and goes in waves, or at least that is how it was for me. Hope this helps.

[@Chuckyboy85]

I needed to hear this. Thanks Noah. I’m a week clean after all my relapses. I have met a special girl and want to help and heal myself for her

[@romariorobinson8257]

Are yu better now bro ??

[@clairvoyant_af]

Thank you so much for making these videos. My ex was so addicted he told me he couldn't sleep without it. It ultimately singlehandedly ruined our relationship and it breaks my heart to this day. I can't even imagine being a child and watching that everyday for years like I can't even imagine it makes me so sad to think about. Porn ruins lives in so many ways.

[@randomnumbers84269]

Day 7 here. Had a great streak earlier this year, 83 days, but ended up PAWS'ing pretty bad and it led me to relapse. It felt like I lost my benefits, got awkward, lazy and nervous again, even though the streak was getting longer. No other way to go but to commit once again.

[@nunnoffyubehznass2150]

I send you love, Noah. Be blessed.

[@geologist6817]

Cool story. Noah you know we love recovery stories, give them to the people :D

[@simonriley7747]

Thanks for posting such stories to keep us motivated

[@InnerRevolutionProject]

Thanks Noah for this awesome video! I always love to hear the success stories along with your commentary. Really inspiring.

[@kingsolomon2876]

You need more credit for your work Noah❤

[@ahmadrezahassani2365]

you are a savior man thanks

[@Billwilderment]

Coach!! Good to see the new video and new background! Thanks for being a continued inspiration

[@banjomcgee6333]

Hey Noah, You probably get a bazillion comments so it's ok if you don't rmr mine from a few months ago. But in it, I mentioned how you telling your story on stage gave me the courage to tell my grandmother what I was going through. I literally watched your video and on the part where you tear up and say "I could finally walk around without having anything to hide" I drove to her house right after. She was the first person I ever told. And I did it because at the time she was very sick and I needed her to know that I loved her and that my shame and social anxiety were the real reasons I didn't visit as much as I should've. She never once judged me for my problem and was so warm and nurturing about it. I beat myself up for not talking to her about it sooner and not coming around more often but she told me "Don't say that. No matter what I will always be with you." After that day I kept visiting her to let her know I was doing something about my problem. I now see a professional every other week. I'm still not totally perfect but I am trying. My progress and optimism about this problem made her smile and she told me that I will be fine. Grandma passed away on Oct. 24 at 11:22 p.m. And on the worst days when I beat myself up for being a horribly absent grandson I just keep remembering what she told me and how understanding she was. And it's pulled me from the worst thoughts about myself. I would've never gotten that closure if it weren't for you, brother. I have never been so grateful to a person I've never met. Noah, from the bottom of my heart, thank you man.

[@banjomcgee6333]

For reference, I've been watching pornography since the age of 14 and am currently 29. So yeah it's been a huge problem for me for over half my life.

[@noahb.e.church]

Incredible story, I'm so glad you got that time of honesty and closeness with her! I had a similar experience with my own grandmother who died this year. When she fell and got a bad head injury I spent the night in the hospital with her and was the last one to speak with her, getting the chance to comfort her in her last moments lucid. I'm very glad that I was there for her then and in the last couple of years, though I was more absent in previous times. Good on you. Keep moving forward!

[@banjomcgee6333]

@@noahb.e.church Thanks, Noah! Also I am so sorry to hear about her accident man. However I'm glad you also got to spend that time with her, especially during her last moments. I am sure you were a comforting presence for her. And I really do appreciate you sharing your experience of her with me. May her soul rest in peace. Thanks for everything dude. I hope to inspire others like you one day. Please keep fighting the good fight, brother.

[@noviceAyurveda]

Hi, If I am able to get fully erect to clothed models images also, do I have low or high pied? do I need to rewire ?or would I be able to get erect in first night of marriage itself if I give 1 year of hardmode? Mine is a Traditional society and compulsory for me, or I be declared impotent.

[@thecarrotdude]

Always looking forward to your videos Noah! Thanks!

[@dineshbabu2619]

Noah your videos are helping me so much in my recovery phase.. I am still in recovery phase.. I cannot thank you enough.. I wish to write to you to your email and i hope you will read it..

[@jraw4310]

Appreciate it, Noah.

[@رياضينشيط]

Thank you Noah

[@bon-bonxogaming4311]

No dislikes yet, Great job Noah! Keep up the good work!

[@ad-cb9tv]

Wow this helped me. Thank you sir!

[@VeganinVeganin]

On day 4 great video.

[@MonkeyDLuffy-zv8sg]

Anon if you're reading this > did you wake up with no PIED on day 99 or did you see it coming the days or weeks before ?

[@Franco_gael]

You see it coming

[@blackedout7845]

I’m on day 25 nofap and no porn and it feels so easy because I have zero urges and I wanted to ask you Noah if it is normal to lose interest in girls at this journey because it makes me scared

[@tommyvercetti4282]

Yeah thats normal, wait long enough it’ll slowly start to come back as your brain starts to heal. People get discouraged bc it takes a long time. So don’t get discouraged just quit porn for good.

[@KoDaring]

It's called flatline. I had it too. Depending on the person it can last from 10 days to 6 months.

[@ham7357]

Bro I’m late but I feel the same. I’m glad I quit but, it’s weird because it’s easy now it’s like I’m neutered I don’t get horny anymore.😅 for lack of better word

[@AaronGonzalez-f4y]

@@KoDaringI’ve been watching for 7 years. 3 months clean I’m assuming it’s going to take at least 6 months even tho everyone says in 3 months they were back to normal. I was feeling high libido for 1 week 2 weeks ago now I’m back to flatline. And I decided to date right when the flatline started bro so when I got intimate it didn’t go up. 😢embarrassing but will push through hopefully 3 more months and no more

[@mucahid2769]

Hello Noah. So i've had this addiction since I was 12, PMO several times a week for 10 years. I've tried nofap many times with varying results, my best was 65 days. I am really addicted to P. Doing cold turkey for both is really hard and I always end up failing. So i've got another plan I hope you will correct me if it is really bad. I will go cold turkey on P, but after I reach day 30 on nofap I will give myself the opportunity to MO without P to release the tension and stress from my body. But this is just an opportunity, if I dont think the need is so strong or necessary I will do everything not to MO. But the idea is that I just dont want to watch P anymore because it is a really strong addiction, like if MO is like smoking cigarettes while PMO is like taking the strongest methamphetamine. I hope it makes sense, AND I would really appreciate if you could state your opinion about this(: thank you

[@noahb.e.church]

Hey Napolean, thanks for sharing. Yes that can be a good path forward for many. You should look at this article/video I made on the subject: addictedtointernetporn.com/?p=1193

[@6ig2euceent13]

Yalll boys willl get through it 💯 .quit da porn .beat your anxiety . Break da cycle personally it was the same girl that gave me anxiety . TRIED A DIFFERENT GURL AND BOOM ROCK HARD .😎

[@stevensmith5160]

True life and fulfillment is at the end of the journey without pornography. Pornography brings nothing good but a truckload of badness I don’t think you can break free without learning to fully hate porn and everything that comes close to it.

[@apostolodipadova2420]

I really wanna learn to hate it like you did, as of now, it just makes me feel bad and not healed, and I still struggle with craves that I easily fall for, how did you reach that level where you just hate it and manage to never look back?...

[@gagadonim3354]

Very inspiring

[@mohamedelboukhari7255]

I had my first flat line in the third week of my journey, is that ok .

[@noahb.e.church]

Sure, that's common.

[@PMRDattebayo]

If i recovery from my PIED and after go back to pornografh i will have PIED again? See pornografh very more moderate this time... 1 or 2 times by week?

[@saprissa9]

From what I know you can't go back to porn if you cure your PIE.

[@PMRDattebayo]

@@saprissa9 hum...

[@thecarrotdude]

@@PMRDattebayo No, to be honest the point is you don't go back to watching porn otherwise you'll end up back to where you started. The whole point of this is to get to a place where you don't watch porn anymore.

[@PMRDattebayo]

@@thecarrotdude hm.. tks for answer.

[@geologist6817]

why would you still watch porngraphy after all the pain that has caused you ?

[@pgsudais8275]

Hy Noah I make a mistake in my 11 months streak my girlfriend call me and share her private parts in video call in that time I have strong drive but I don’t masterbeted can this effect me I make this mistake one time and I have pied 😢

[@noahb.e.church]

Sexting with your partner is a gray area in recovery, but it doesn't mean that it's a relapse or will set you back to 0. If possible, I recommend at least getting to the point where you’re able to have consistent satisfying sex in person before opening this door and exploring this option, but some people in long-distance relationships want to do this prior to full recovery, which is their choice. It’s not the “same” as porn use, but you should be very mindful of how it affects you. If you start to notice increased cravings for porn or a loss of some of the benefits of recovery, you should probably stop at least for now.

[@shoaibbyhassan343]

Are you cured ?

[@pgsudais8275]

@@shoaibbyhassan343 100% now

[@Qulxcu]

@@noahb.e.churchhey i was 5 months in and then relapsed i went another 8 days n relapsed again i have severe pied i cut out everything that stimulate me did i set myself back by a lot?

[@noahb.e.church]

@@Qulxcu It's definitely a setback but not to zero. Learn what you can from the relapse and ensure it doesn't happen like that again. Congrats on the five months. You'll get another five months and then a lifetime!

[@nihonnonichi5179]

Today is day 4

[@PedroHenrique-ql1qf]

Hi bro how are you today

[@charlesyoung8600]

Me too.

[@alvenor5693]

Day 3

[@Seiyefa_him]

Day 20

[@realmaximusfps]

@@Seiyefa_himdont give up please

[@aminayjohn7636]

Day 3 13/11/20 Never going back Insha'Allah

[@daahirwacaysciisedaahirwac3913]

Are u muslim

[@awaiszen3250]

Are you cured if yes how many day's?

[@shoaibbyhassan343]

​@@awaiszen3250are you cured ?

[@Anguluru]

I too facing problem with pied

[@alphagaming1078]

What is flatline can somebody explain

[@noahb.e.church]

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[@99shev]

I recovered from pied fully with me ex, but when I broke it off with her I started experiencing it again with other girls. I started a reboot again and went 100 days no mo, I haven’t watched porn in about 2 years btw. It’s during lockdown so hard getting out meeting girls, but I can’t understand why it’s not working anymore when I get the opportunity, any advice?

[@noahb.e.church]

This is not uncommon and is usually because of a lack of comfort and conditioning with new partners. A lot of guys need a more gradual adjustment period to start associating someone new with sexual pleasure. This period tends to get shorter the more new people they successfully rewire with.

[@noviceAyurveda]

Hi, If I am able to get fully erect to clothed models images also, do I have low or high pied? do I need to rewire ?or would I be able to get erect in first night of marriage itself if I give 1 year of hardmode? Mine is a Traditional society and compulsory for me, or I be declared impotent.

[@ahhanahaha6024]

i’m 14 and i have pied how long will it take to recover from it?

[@noahb.e.church]

Most people see significant progress within 90 days and full recovery within a year. You should read my book if you haven't, free PDF here: addictedtointernetporn.com/?page_id=407

[@alphagaming1078]

How many days u done And u see any recovery

[@willcornejo2395]

It can be different for everyone, some sooner and some alit beat longer but do not give up rewards it will be great.

[@noahb.e.church]

@Weedgy Apex The link is in the video description

[@willcornejo2395]

The problem is that some guys quit porn but do not quit masturbation, it has to be both, at least start slowly or less and less .and it will happen

[@stunbot0]

Yeah man I quit porn 9 years ago but could not stop masturbating for years.

[@MohamedSayed-rb1gs]

Is it possible to know If I have Pied if im virgin? Any signs or symptoms for virgins?

[@noahb.e.church]

Difficulty masturbating without porn would be a sign. Also if you're not physically aroused while making out, touching over clothes, etc.

[@rixt2715]

@@noahb.e.church idk if ur allowed to talk to me about this since im still a teen but ive been addicted to that naughty stuff since i was 12 and i jus noticed i had pied yesterday i read articles that say that people who are younger take longer to heal and jus wondering if its true or not cause it has been stressing me out all day

[@noahb.e.church]

@@rixt2715 It can take longer because of the earlier conditioning to porn and the lack of sexual experience, but that shouldn't discourage you because healing is still very possible. I started earlier than you, used longer than you, and healed.

[@chibuezechijioke4166]

I have stop masturbating and watching porn,but am always with a girl fingering, kissing and romancing her which leads me to release sperm in some minutes,is this effecting my recovery? Please I need help here

[@raeesfaizu3866]

Love you man you are just awesome ❤️

[@rajkumar-uu1zo]

Is it possible to recover from pied without partner

[@noahb.e.church]

You can reboot, but you cannot fully rewire without a partner. If you don't know the difference yet, read my book. You can get the PDF free here: addictedtointernetporn.com/?page_id=407

[@Pcm22-j]

Hello bro... What is the present conditions?

[@noviceAyurveda]

Hi, If I am able to get fully erect to clothed models images also, do I have low or high pied? do I need to rewire ?or would I be able to get erect in first night of marriage itself if I give 1 year of hardmode? Mine is a Traditional society and compulsory for me, or I be declared impotent.

[@KimmChii_]

what if i only watch girlfriend's noods? would that still help me woth PIED?

[@noahb.e.church]

It's a gray area. If you're long-distance it's very understandable. If you're nearby each other, I usually recommend waiting until you're able to have consistent good sex before doing this at all.

[@unboxingyt4758]

How long you flatline was ......

[@Akame_Fanny]

after i cure my pied will i have random erection again like last time?

[@رياضينشيط]

I never sucssed in that .....and i was fighting 2 years....but i will not give up

[@adknows23]

Can someone explain The hard mode?

[@noahb.e.church]

No sexual stimulation or orgasm at all.

[@wayne47able]

60 days in

[@apostolodipadova2420]

how it go?

[@Meziicp]

Looks like he didn't recover

[@AaronGonzalez-f4y]

@@MeziicpIm 104 days in still can’t get hard just tried with a girl Im dating. She just stopped talking to me😢. I’ve been doing this since 12 I’m 20 now still going strong hopefully it doesn’t take more than 6 months but it can take up to. Year

[@josemanuelcastillo8030]

What an inspiring story! Hope it happens the same to me i'm about the hit 90 days porn free

[@joshbalogh5590]

I think I’m in love to you, you gave meaning to my life

[@biscottigaming2344]

Day 1

[@jacksinho339]

Day 2

[@b2ahmadlondon767]

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