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9TAILS
/ i_x_t_a_i_l_s
/ ixtails
/ thereal9tails
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Sad chill:
/ mrsadchill
/ bah_maamu
/ universalchill
Discord:
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Lyrics:
imma try to be sober for a week
tossing turning i been fucking up the sheets
why continue when the futures looking bleak
barely living and my chest is scaring me
i could give you the attention that you seek
i could help a thousand people to their feet
i could fucking save a life but never me
dont you try cause theres no way your saving me
i could feel heart palpatations happen when i breathe
i could feel the acid climbing everytime i eat
they say its a scary life
take this itll work
its been half a year
and im only feeling worse
residential doctors tell me its anxiety
i could fucking tell you that now get to helping me
i wonder what the feelings like of breathing normally
cant identify the happiness when its so new to me
slow down
i cant even
smoke now
i been on the same damn
come down
since this time last year
this time last year
this time last
march now
hot or cold i never go out
see my friends like once a week at best
cause im in the zone now
im not myself when its cold out
i been seeing shadow figures
in the corner of my vision
i been thinking bout my friends
and all their thoughts and all there feelings
i dont think they really like me
and that thought really frightens me
im being honest
and that doesnt happen alot