A 1000 Times by Hamilton + Rostam (Lyrics)

[@marct1187]

I've played this song, A thousand times, a thousand times

[@milliipede]

Marc T same 💜

[@ethanwelch7965]

Ha

[@megas5343]

Marc T best comment

[@crldlncy7502]

it seems this got a thumbs up, a thousand times

[@OBryanAguiar]

This is the most played song In my spotfy since 2016

[@kimberly8837]

"And for the first time, in a long time- I imagined a future where I was actually happy" "And I know you felt it too"

[@nancysarabia6975]

K!M B 😭😭😭

[@mahenoorsayed3174]

K!M B I got goosebumps reading this!!!

[@_aboutsyd]

K!M B Huge feels !! Besides Katherine/ Hannah voice is so perfect for those voice overs

[@aditibisht22]

This hurts

[@pbuchanan57]

K!M B 💔💔😭😭😭

[@interstellarlapisthecccp4946]

Sometimes I like to get drunk and bike over to the old house of the first girl I was in love with. She doesn't even live there anymore; I just like to sit outside as it gets dark and watch the house. I then go over to the park where we used to hang around, drive into the nearby valley where used skip rocks on the river, then climb up onto the church roof and watch the stars. It's funny how thinking about all the stuff we did together makes me feel unbearably sad when I'm sober... when I'm drunk it's like reliving a dream. There is still a deep sadness somewhere in the pit of my soul, but I feel like I can let myself feel things again. I often wonder what I must look like to the people around me when I'm blissfully frolicking about like this, but I don't really care. It feel so good :]

[@caseylyn3537]

Interstellar Lapis & the CCCP this is beautiful. It’s always that first love... the young love. All of those emotions are new, so powerful. I cry thinking of the person I first fell for. They have their own life starting with someone else. Engaged and all. But I’m happy I have the memories to go back on. Just ours. The sweet things he did for me... it was like... I never seen any of my friends have someone love them like that. I thought “this is the once in a lifetime thing people talk about” But they never say it’s going to last. It doesn’t. But that’s the beauty in it. Love. Sadness. Longing. Hope. That person you think about when you’re laying outside looking at the stars. My teenage years were miserable til I met him. And he made them so memorable for me. I miss him so much. I would do anything to relive one of the nights we spent together.

[@Je4emy18]

@@caseylyn3537 That was deep. Thank you for sharing, made me smile. =)

[@naches3844]

I feel you, I feel this so much.

[@samknight1685]

Shut the fuck up that was bare cringe you fucking nerd

[@niralisharma2978]

True

[@AnaLaura-wv3cv]

There are no words to describe how beautiful this song is, it simply became my favorite.

[@hahaSos]

Thank you 13 Reasons Why for introducing me to some really good songs. Can't stop listening to this

[@Dominika-ex6lt]

sugarorbeh me too

[@midas9361]

There’s a Spotify Playlist omg check it out

[@sagebauland4276]

Cool for the music but the show was a disgustingly terrible portrayal of suicide

[@gspcro9047]

behzad lee Listening to music is considered haram. It’s not permissible.

[@hahaSos]

@@gspcro9047 its not haram actually but yeah i cant help your ignorant racist ass :((( say whatever you want nina dobrev wannabe !!!

[@timothyswartz3255]

This might seem like a strange compliment, but the pacing of this song is incredible. It seems like the tempo should be much faster than it actually is, yet it never picks up any real speed. The decision to do that was brilliant; it truly gives the song more energy and power than it would be otherwise.

[@natashamarcella11]

Facts

[@Ray-ew4yy]

At that moment everything was perfect. And for the first time in a long time I could imagine a future where i was happy. How good life could be. And I know you felt it too. *cries for all eternity*

[@juliannarendon4300]

13 reasons why.. is the reason why I am hear listening to this song continuously.

[@grachebahah147]

Yessss :)

[@andyvasquez8724]

Julianna Rendon :)

[@Itzwillow_duh]

Julianna Rendon same

[@uncleirving1315]

+Julianna Rendon Woah. Just got to that scene.

[@ezgar51]

im fking crying with that series, and that exactly episode.....

[@obscureaudios]

This song doesn't just remind me of Hannah and Clay, but it also reminds me of my desire to be with the person I love, but I can't right now.

[@obscureaudios]

Shaqy Becky Yes, thankfully. It's just upsetting at the moment.

[@sidetracked121]

Miss Dominion Regardless of how many times I've watched that Clay and Hannah scene, this song almost always makes me think of the one I'm missing too. I'm glad to have found I'm not the only one in this situation. We've been waiting so long. Not long to go now, though. :')

[@obscureaudios]

fizzle nizzle Is it long distance?

[@aces9905]

same here except what this person and i once had is over. :(

[@sidetracked121]

Miss Dominion The worst kind. I've been hoping it would end soon. It's been a long, long separation. And I've been terribly ill from it all in recent times.

[@shreyapatnaik9808]

"But all that I have is this old dream" that's how clay feels 😭😭 my heart 💔

[@jordanwilkinson5611]

you know sometimes if you read the comments slow enough once you get to this one and read "But all that I have is this old dream" the actual part of the song that says it we play at the same time you read it

[@verben03]

13 Reasons Why This bittersweet song and scene leave a gaping hole of longing in my chest for them. It teases us with a glimpse of what could've been, only to bring us crashing down to the horrible truth and reality of it all. Hannah and Clay would've been perfect together.

[@LOBSTERISLOVE]

Vero D. I know, and he can’t love a dead girl forever. But if he moves on to a different girl, then I will be mad.

[@nbutthead]

You just described how I feel every time I hear this song

[@crimson5941]

*im literally breaking down bc this comment omfg man*

[@Al.Youtubing]

I knew this song before the show, but after I witnessed the way the show utilized this gorgeous song, now I automatically group the scene and this song together and it makes me so melancholy. They go together beautifully.

[@ClaudiusCaelum]

Agreed

[@cassandraalonso2214]

Am I the only one who keeps on replaying this song?

[@mahnoordurrani1092]

Cassandra Alonso you are not alone

[@bg137]

Cassandra Alonso No I always replay it every day

[@matthewmossa1228]

Cassandra Alonso NOPE

[@prudvi01]

Played this song A thou sand times I played this song A thou sand times

[@shafaquezahra6670]

No

[@mexiaznann]

My sisters fiancé proposed to her with this song in the background...now it'll be playing at their wedding ❤️

[@forgetfulmerc5564]

Whoa, the lyrics are so poetic and deep... Beautiful

[@kylepariagh709]

I can give you 13 reasons why Im listening to this song 1000 times 😂

[@crumbc0re]

This song HURT ME

[@trapgoose3547]

Samee😭

[@mia__6416]

gravestoned haha same

[@luisingar7321]

Hurts*

[@bodiehuhta7346]

Hurts* only people that have had the same "encounter" understand this to the full extent😭

[@Bubblekeiko]

someone: I don't like this song me: welcome to your tape.

[@justthatguy8137]

Camila Moroy Tru lmao

[@yawaralvi4274]

Camila Moroy 😂😂👏👏💔

[@fannybc451]

Camila Moroy 😂😂

[@hejeeiejueisisidieie486]

HHHAHAHAH WOOOOOWWW YOU ARE SOOOO FUNNY OMG WOW IM TOTALLY NOT BEIN SARCASTIC LOL WOW HAHA

[@tabris8062]

hahahahaha

[@keemstubbs4638]

I come here every 10th of November….. see ya next year

[@caseylyn3537]

This song always makes me think of ONE person. Every single time. It’s his song.

[@bradk7310]

I have never have heard of this artist until recently, what a great song!

[@Boxscot49]

Did anyone else completely forget this song for years and is amazed by it again

[@esrakurt7137]

At that moment, everything was perfect. And for the first time in a long time, I could imagine a future where I was happy.

[@HilaryCocciola]

I had a dream that you were mine, I've had that dream a thousand times these words hit me hard

[@steel2aj]

Clay... such a gentleman. He's so amazing and deserved so much better.

[@Itsdania77]

All I see is Hannah and Clay kissing. Oh, Hannah. Such a beautiful, scarred woman. And Clay...such a adorable person and a gentleman...

[@tonysapa15]

Dania Colon i hate to love this song lol what could have been 😭😭😭

[@oliviataraborrelli2211]

Dania Colon same

[@lordfarquaad8870]

shyguy801 hH

[@cartakotto131525]

"There's that word again."

[@angela-cs6ik]

T. Bell Ohhhhh come on😭😭😭😭🤑

[@thenotethief4892]

I want a Clay Jensen in my life. Most men disapprove my beliefs that he still exists, though. So I'll love myself. This one's for you, Hannah.

[@spyseaone43]

Personally, Clay is the most relatable perception I've ever seen of myself in TV, so dont give up hope just yet

[@amirulhaziq1685]

All of the sudden this songs pops out in my head after for so long not listening to it, and it is the 10th of november today.... The year's almost over

[@neerajrana1598]

] I had a dream that you were mine I’ve had that dream a thousand times A thousand times, a thousand times I’ve had that dream a thousand times [Verse 1: Hamilton Leithauser] I left my room on the west side I walked from noon until the night I changed my crowd, I ditched my tie I watched the sparks fly off the fire I found your house, I didn’t even try They’d closed the shutters, they’d pulled the blinds My eyes were red, the streets were bright Those ancient years were black and white [Pre-Chorus: Hamilton Leithauser &together] The 10th of November, the year's almost over If I had your number, I’d call you tomorrow If my eyes were open, I’d be kicking the doors in But all that I have is this old dream I’ve always had [Chorus: Hamilton Leithauser] A thousand times, a thousand times I’ve had that dream a thousand times A thousand times, a thousand times I’ve had that dream a thousand times

[@yasirrahim5501]

I've listened to this song a thousand times

[@allsnz6874]

lmao HHAHAHAHA

[@yeet9610]

Yasir Rahim same

[@GrugBonkers]

Clay did nothing wrong.

[@fhmfkr666]

Doing nothing is wrong.

[@idktbh1192]

@Yeniffer Romero what the hell?

[@kishoratono1567]

@Yeniffer Romero dude what the fuck, what would you do if you are in her place?? People deal with problems differently and not all people are good at it some can feel overwhelmed

[@sagebauland4276]

kishora tono for starters not do what she did? There are plenty of arguments about whether her final act was justified or not but the point is suicide is never justified and the show did a terrible job portraying mental illness. She didn’t kill herself because kids were mean to her. She did it cause she was depressed

[@W4zzle]

I mean he was stubborn and hurt Hannah’s feelings

[@cathalmcphillips]

At 1:03 he mentions the 10th of November, and how the year is almost over, on the last tape in the show when the guys are getting interviewed, the date of the interview is 10th of November!

[@keylaocampo5346]

OMG I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG BECAUSE OF HANNAH AND CLAY (From 13 reasons why)

[@Itsdania77]

Keyla Ocampo lmao noo ur not alone Clannah is my entire reason to existence 😂😂😂

[@oliviataraborrelli2211]

Keyla Ocampo ME TOOOO!!!

[@juliwolfiesolis3563]

Olivia Taraborrelli my ugly sister!!!!👸

[@oliviataraborrelli2211]

juli wolfie solis what??

[@juliwolfiesolis3563]

Olivia Taraborrelli my sissy watches that😤

[@oh_hibiscus]

"I like the name Clay" "I like the name Hannah"

[@yawaralvi4274]

Loan B 💔😭

[@fadeaway4072]

And then they kissed. And then I cried

[@matheuslima-bn5xo]

My kids gonna call clay and Hannah 😂😂

[@matthewmossa1228]

Matthew English I'm not kidding me too! 😂😣😍😭

[@matthewmossa1228]

*I'm gonna name my kids Clay and Hannah and tell them about suicide and make them ask everyone they know if they are suicidal! 😭😍😣*

[@hoteltrivago9504]

*And everyone in the school lobby looking at them astonished* Was the best moment for me in the whole season and the most saddest because it just can't happen now : (

[@alexandrafox7799]

This song is my favorite song. It helps me cope with all my feelings

[@LOBSTERISLOVE]

Oh my god, I used to watch 13 reasons why during the summer, and I loved their songs. I stopped watching it because I realized it was kinda a bad show. But, now their music that I loved I stop listening to, but now I’m listening to it and it’s giving me summer vibes. I absolutely love it.

[@lovelyfluer]

Same. A big regret is watching it so young.

[@dayyanahmad117]

Even though some people say that it's dramatic and problematic, I still love this series

[@JD-ht7yw]

it messed with my mental health @@lovelyfluer

[@t.boy.__221b]

Over the years that I found this song it has become my favorite of all time. I think the longing of wanting to be with someone that you simply can't be with because of wtv reasons and just loving them and wanting to have the life you always dreamed of with them. That. That is why I love this song and we may not all have that person but i have mine. That love that was unattainable.

[@wolfgirl3383]

deserves so much more views and likes honestly my favourite song because of 13 reasons why

[@anunnaki4141]

Really Im the only one who dont came here only for 13rw?

[@juliannabello-rojas2829]

Inés Freire how did u find the song ?

[@brnuovncs]

No, a friend recommended this music for me xD

[@tombrady6888]

Inés Freire Not to be mean but Yes,your the only one.

[@musiclover0474]

My ex showed this song to me... 😕

[@hannahsmith7693]

Ugh. Thank you!

[@CMat117]

Man I finished watching this show a couple days ago and Jesus!! I can't stop thinking about it, specially this scene in clays tape episode..... From what I know this is not based on a true specific story... But it feels like it did happened in real life, so sad. R.I.P Hanna

[@CMat117]

Megseacon totally agree.... Day 4 and still thinking about it. And it sucks even more cuz this is such a good song, I downloaded it and now every time I listen to it I'll be reminded of Hanna and Clay.... but yeah, really good show!

[@canderamirez4823]

Chris Mat117 OMG same!💔❤

[@bruceharvey200]

Chris Mat117 Same here, the writers and actors are good at making this feel real. Rarely do I realize that it's a show, a well-written, well-acted - even a well-marketed - show. I'm glad it's gonna be back for Season 2, and I can't wait for it. As for that scene, it breaks my fucking heart that Hannah really believed she wasn't good enough for Clay. If you remember the turn of events with Jeff and the stop sign, you'll realize that the "everything has to be your drama" scene happened the day after the scene where Hannah denied Clay, so that was sad beyond all words. I gotta hand it to them, everything depicted in this show hurts like a bullet to the foot. Had either Clay stayed or Hannah not had a panic attack, things would have been much different for everybody.

[@CMat117]

Bruce Harvey u could not be more right! And yes if clay has stayed that could've change everything...... but how was he supposed to know, that most of been very confusing for him. .....and omg when I learned that Jeff was the one that died I was like noooooo!! Like hannas death isn't enough to make us suffer? Now Jeff too? R.I.P Jeff, a true friend a straight up homie

[@paulomarinhods]

I don't know why, but every time that i hear this song looks like a flashback of when i become an adult, and all the dreams and feelings were put aside because of job, pay bills, find a home and pay taxes. So i start crying when i hear this song just because it reminds me of the old me and all the old dreams that I've always had.

[@marietourniquet]

This popped up in my recommended videos... I am in love. This is so catchy and beautiful.

[@fermarquezvelazquez]

I'm crying, literally

[@phoebemeeth5903]

this is beautiful.

[@KaoneK]

It's 2024 and this song still hits😔❤

[@mohamedmosherghi3044]

Ikr

[@mohamedmosherghi3044]

Ikr

[@Rexapini]

In the wake of ugly times in life, I used to listen to this song and find great comfort in fact that I had you. Now what I have left is this song only and a dream I've had a thousand times. Fortunae naufragium.

[@mikelgarcia2737]

Esta canción me la recomendó escuchar una muy buena amiga ,hoy la encontre,,saludos nash desde Fort worth Tx.ojala aun la escuches..saludos a donde sea q estes😊😊😊😊...❤2023.muchas cosas han cambiado..pero es parte del proceso.del cambio...😅😢😮

[@ashantisolomona8267]

13 reasons why!!! Got this song stuck on repeat

[@JBTheOne]

I looooove this song 😍😍

[@anghel4]

Hear this on the radio and i just had tp hear it again

[@quinnharris6641]

me too

[@lorneealy5181]

me three!

[@dilancamposss]

Me four

[@mysticwolf1358]

real ones come back to listen on the tenth of november

[@trymehoe9972]

Idk why I come back to this song every November 10th

[@valerianicio1477]

Same

[@sarahdesouki1398]

13 reasons why got me obsessed with this song 😂😂

[@youmadpleb1582]

the feels from 13 reasons why...... who is cutting onions near me ?!?!

[@dilancamposss]

Bleach sorry they were for tacos :(

[@anastasiablair2427]

Sorry. I needed to make burritos.😢

[@elsaphilippon5488]

:((

[@saxandphone6440]

I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who teared up while watching it... especially this episode :')

[@panzeriv3563]

Onions aren’t the only thing being cut

[@matiascamejo6726]

This song makes me feel happy and sad at the same time. It makes me think about the amazing things Hannah could have lived with Clay if she hadn't killed herself :(

[@fannybc451]

Matías Camejo 😭

[@haydengoude2734]

Thank god it's fiction tho

[@bryantnavajo3738]

Well that's hilarious. You start off happy and meditative. Then plunge for depressing. There's a life lesson. Speak the fuck up and reach out for yourself.

[@Kate-px1qf]

omg same :*(((((

[@audriemusicandstuff]

listening on November 10th☺️

[@ruby-ii1kv]

13 Reasons Why is why I'm listening to this a thousand times.

[@heatherdyer1569]

This song deserves way more than 7K likes! I, myself, totally dig it.

[@krashbarber5552]

Heather Dyer go to the official video

[@jakedelacuesta6760]

13 reasons why in that scene summed up *exactly* how people see having a relationship in High School. That it will resolve all quarrels and uplift ones popularity.

[@joeyking8315]

If anyone hasn't seen 13 reasons why, it's really good and the first show that's​ made me actually sad and now I really like this song.

[@theoffice7807]

Joey King gopher basketball?

[@Sam-zc5qn]

Joey King I personally disliked it

[@mohammedkunda8746]

13 Reasons why shown me this awesome music!

[@tawnydavis4163]

Me and my ex of 3 years used to play this song and sit in the train station soaking wet from the rain singing along to this with a bottle of jack daniels, I genuinely thought we was gonna play this song at our wedding one day… doesn’t matter how much you love someone and how much they apparently love you, nothing lasts forever and even though he cheated on me majority of the relationship and treated me like sh*t in the end, I will forever cherish the memories we had no matter what, I will always love him and appreciate the small things he has done for me.. It’s crazy how different this song makes me feel now… life is weird…

[@JD-ht7yw]

i'm so sorry

[@danielalinaresreino5380]

That background effect with all those spots I though my screen was dirty lmao

[@sunnysodapop]

Ok but WHY is this so perfect for Clannah?!

[@gregmoser1090]

Always listen to this song on November 10th

[@woah-0715]

This took me forever to find oml thanks 13 reasons why

[@yxdoxo]

thank god for 13 reasons why and it's beautiful soundtrack

[@Marie-xy9zn]

13 reasons why (1 year) îm so exited for the second seasons !😍

[@marykamenicky7488]

Such a beautiful song

[@hell86790]

Me: *plans to sing this to the one i love* "Im moving to florida": oh hey there Corona virus: why hello

[@florentinovillegas9932]

It's so weird, I hadn't listened to this amazing song in a while, and I was humming it, then, later that day, this video came up on my recommended lol

[@xolency]

Am I the only one that remembers that the tenth of November is when they got interviewed

[@juliannabello-rojas2829]

Lency Boop who got interviewed

[@Gaming_Network]

Julianna Bello-Rojas28 you

[@danimorenof1796]

Minute 1:07, tenth of november. Remember The scene were Zack is asked some questions? Episode 12 or 13, at the bottom corner it said that it was recorded the 10 Nov 2017. Hope Hannah is still alive.

[@thenotethief4892]

Mr xDama I'm sorry, hun. I wish that too, but it's very evident that she isn't. :(

[@cac121]

The Note Thief an alternate ending to the actual book is that she moved in with other family after failing to commit suicide and remember, Tony is a liar.

[@solspencer4016]

I noticed that too !!

[@99_cent_tripping]

I've heard this song a thousand times!!

[@monsesita_a]

como es posible que esta cancion sea tan buena, todo de esta cancion me encanta

[@juanestrada175]

Damn this song reminds me of not only 13 reasons why but that the person I admire could care less about me

[@juliannabello-rojas2829]

Juan Estrada omg yassss it sucks

[@heavygunz0331]

Lisa Brought me here thx lovely lady

[@Itsdania77]

Am I the only one who heard of this before 13 Reasons Why, feel in love with it, and cried when they heard the song in the kissing scene??? #Clannah

[@kenburns4017]

Dania Colon #clony

[@Itsdania77]

Jade Sanchez lmao I ship both SO DAMN HARD #Clony and #Clannah

[@sidetracked121]

Dania Colon not the only one, the song felt so familiar and close to me already, even though I'm not particularly sure where or when i heard it before. :')

[@marielneri2528]

l can't stop listening this amazing song!!!

[@redhotchilipepper432]

Thanks, Hannah.

[@yeahboy408]

WHAT A MOMENT...THAT KISS..❤❤ CANT GET OVER IT.. 13 REASONS WHY?? everyone right??

[@aleshaevans5359]

As soon as I heard this song while Hannah and Clay were walking down the hall I had to find it 😭

[@blueblousedesigns]

I've heard this song a thousand times

[@ericamoua7426]

restarts this song before it even ends.

[@bluey2554]

13 reasons why is why I'm here I love this song .

[@andrianachin3914]

You know what really sucks. Clay will never be able to kiss Her again or hold her or touch her. Or even tell her he loves her. He will never see her again except in his dreams. A thousand times he will have that dream where she was his.

[@juliannabello-rojas2829]

Andriana Chin ik i love that scene its ome of the best i really loved jt and the music just made it better becahse rhey found some really relatable thing i love tgis song so much because as cheesy as it sounds ive had multiple things that seem as if they have happeneda thousand times and. I just really love how relatable everything in this song is and now im rambaling so im going to stop ok bye 💝

[@07jaydeepakabari47]

I had a dream that you were mine.... Hits me hard every time.... 🥰🥰🥰

[@emily-gz1fp]

"The tenth of November" that was the date when everyone was being interviewed to see if Hannah was bullied

[@stantheman2387]

Radioactive Submarine Gaming wow your cool

[@muayedalshehry1601]

Actually at the eighth of November my gf abandoned me , so everytime I hear this song I start to cry from the inside..🚶🏻

[@cecei1484]

wait really??

[@haechanology]

this song makes me emotional and not because of 13 reasons why, i've never seen the show, but just at how the song is sung.

[@MichaelJohnson-bi6jp]

I listened to this song about a 1000 times

[@decoda9564]

Now that I read the lyrics, this song reminds me so much of Clay. It goes so perfect with him

[@jairofuentes8316]

why is everybody talking about 13 reasons why? I know the serie is really good, but this song is just amazing, it has that old feeling something that you didn't hear in new songs

[@lurreigh]

majority of us heard this song while watching 13 reasons why. :)

[@mikaelaperez7320]

this reminds me of the boy i’m with right now. kind of in a rough patch but idk. I love him.

[@ChicanoPridex08]

Who else came back to this song once the 10th of November hit?

[@turkusa779]

I thought I was hooked 1000 times on this song but now My 2 year old daughter sings this :) cute

[@joe1hundred]

forever my birthday anthem November 10th :)

[@fabiomusic3618]

Beautiful Song !

[@butters.1756]

listening to this on november 10th, 2019

[@bishrnaseem6944]

This song is magically