A COSY DAY AT HOME | baking pumpkin loaf cake, a huge primark/zara haul + my new office reveal 🍂

A COSY DAY AT HOME | baking pumpkin loaf cake, a huge primark/zara haul + my new office reveal
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[@dominiqueboisselle9768]

this is such a safe space... i love the energy in this video

[@GemmaLouiseMiles]

This makes me feel happy, thank you so much x

[@user-ug2oz8fj1q]

@@GemmaLouiseMiles where is your jumper from at 21:00 ? X

[@whitneygivens7763]

@@GemmaLouiseMiles seriously all of my anxiety goes away when I watch ur videos. Im calm, happy and cozy.

[@user-mw3hz7sz7r]

You know it’s a good channel when there are only 4 replies and one of them is the creator of the vid x

[@emc14_]

Over an hour vlog!!!! Gemma really is blessing us with all the autumnal cosiness 🤎🍂

[@AnnasStyleDictionary]

I can’t even deal 😭❤️

[@ambie8545]

😂😂😂 Laughing at your reacting to the can of pumpkin 😂 The smell and flavour comes from the spices (the pumpkin spice you bought) the pumpkin itself is just a squash like a butternut squash

[@emiliablaze]

I know exactly what you mean when you say that you are sleeping, but the sleep you get isn’t refreshing/ energizing because of rather intense dreams. From what I have learned over the years of ‘intense dreaming’ is that they are mostly a sign of anxiety and stress. (grief is basically stress) You will get better eventually once you recover from whatever causes your subconscious to be stressed. Depending on what that is, it can take a while. There are lots of methods to ease anxiety and release stress out there nowadays that can speed up the healing process. You just need to find out what works for you the best! Much love Gemma, you can get through this! 💗💗💗

[@GemmaLouiseMiles]

It makes me feel better knowing you know what I mean, thank you for such a lovely comment. sending so much love xxxxx

[@pandasanding7036]

Her dad died so the healing will take a long time and I imagine that’s what’s causing her bad sleep

[@vanessajuarez6812]

Positively sweet dreams 😴 and speedy recovery ❤️‍🩹💾💾💾💾🦌

[@mcrjessi3267]

My mum died when I was 19. The dreams can be so real they're completely exhausting. What I can tell you is that it does somehow become easier (weird as that is) and the dreams do stop and sometimes you'll have a lovely dream where he will come and sit with you and talk with you but you'll wake up with happy tears. Those dreams are my favourite xx

[@hedgehoguk5575]

I still have my Mum and my Dad in my dreams, mum died 21 yrs ago and dad 4yrs ago - it always feels so real. Take care xx

[@mirandabrown3964]

I lost my little brother this year due to his long life battle with his kidney issues and I just want to say I am soo sorry for your loss. I get anxiety so bad and I haven’t been able to sleep I will be praying for you and for some comfort 💔 I love your videos especially on a rainy day at home!

[@GemmaLouiseMiles]

I’m so sorry 🥺 sending you so much love ❤️ you are very strong xxxx

[@amyprice5585]

I'm so sorry for your loss x

[@Mff48]

sorry for your loss miranda xxxx

[@marieclairesalisbury2478]

Aww I’m so so sorry for your loss Miranda this is heart breaking!😢 Sending you lots of love and special thoughts❤️x

[@sophiicats]

It’s not going to be easy and with years you will still struggle especially at night when the tears come, but remember now he isn’t suffering and it’s in a better place better than us who still live in this evil world ... big hug

[@Nicnac13]

Hey Gem, I am an OG … loved watching you for years. I am just binging your old vids for days on end as I have been going through a rough time and want you to know how special you are. Your channel it’s always my comfort place and thank you for being a daily source of peace and joy for me xxxx

[@Jess-zl5dj]

I lost my grandad last year due to a heart attack 😔 he was my bestest friend in the whole wide world so Gemma don’t worry if you feel down you have thousands supporting you ❤️

[@Aphrodite990]

Gemma I know what you mean! I am exhausted when I wake up from my sleep and it’s honestly because our souls are so busy at night going through all these dream experiences good/bad. One thing I like to do is open my windows, sage myself naked before my shower, you’ll feel nice and light, also sage your room and bed, it takes the heavy energies from the night before away. This allows me to feel light and protected for the night ahead. Give it a go if you like ☺️❤️✨

[@LauraHajdar]

Omg who else absolutely loved these cosy autumnal videos! 🍂🤍 so excited to watch!!

[@AnnasStyleDictionary]

Same! I love these so much!

[@TheLovablekc]

"My hair ties always go missing "....I think you and Tills need a word 😂

[@danielleshirley3349]

I’ve had those dreams my dad passed in 2015 and for about 3 years after that I’d have like dream memories and things where he would talk to me about stuff that’s going on. I call them dream visits and keep a whole dream diary on them. Though Id never forget them because they are so life like and vivid. Sending you hugs xx

[@Anna-kb9cr]

That is so sweet! What an unique way to connect with him!💞

[@shonamawby2656]

Hello Gemma, I lost my dad 4 months ago. I completely understand how you feel and the not sleeping well. You're not alone in this crazy grief roller coaster. Thank you for your cosy vlog. They make me feel better in this awful year we are having. Just thank you. You're so lovely 😊❤️

[@MichelleJohnson-ou4xz]

You’re not alone 💛 I’ve had the same kind of dreams and drained energy... I lost my grandad last month to a fast acting cancer. He was my everything, he looked after me from the age of 5 when my parents passed away... he was my dad really! It’s hard and if anyone reads this... don’t take life and family for granted.. enjoy every moment .. 💛🌸

[@teobuicliu6775]

Just so you know for me your video's are a reality escape. in the evening / night hours mostly, when after a day ( everyday) of running around the house chasing my 10 months old , cooking 3 different meals . cleaning watching bad news . corona , the world going crazy. hate and dispear. I prefer to escape at least half an hour a day before a go to sleep until baby wakes up in the middle of the night .cause even dreaming is impossible now. so yeah a big thank you Gemma. you really help.me. this past year

[@stacychayenne]

Lovely vlog but i do miss you and Sophie together! 😭

[@dymphnacallaghan7420]

Same. Those blogs were my favs coz they laughed so much and I think Sophie brings out the joy in Gemma and they revert to childlike behaviour (in a good way.) it's so fun and enjoyable to watch. It's lovely that Gemma found someone but i do miss Sophie and she's never mentioned anymore either. 🤔☹️Xx

[@alexandrareynolds6493]

awe spirits try to contact you through dreams and with Samhain the veil is thinner and full moon energy. our loved ones are never far.

[@NicoleHerring]

Tilly is just everythinggggg! She's so cute 😍🥺

[@keagancarson6371]

sorry to be offtopic but does anybody know of a tool to log back into an Instagram account?? I somehow forgot my login password. I would appreciate any help you can give me.

[@staceyindia3206]

Yes to these dreams!! But I can’t help because I’ve not had good sleep since I lost my dad 3 years ago. I will say when you have dreams of a loved one where they are with you and your aware they have passed away they can be visits. I had many of these in the days following my loss almost every night I was told it was my dad showing me he hasn’t left me and reassuring me he is still here. I still get them now but not as much and like you I wake up in tears. Some nights I wake up and can smell my dad so clearly. It is lovely but like you say you don’t wake rested you wake up exhausted. It’s also you processing your grief whilst your sleep... Sending love to you. Try and up the self care and invest in some sleep products to help aid restful sleep. And find comfort that your dad is no doubt showing you he is still with you ♥️

[@cathmcc9120]

Gemma I suffer with bad anxiety and watching your vlogs before I fall asleep really help to relax me and make me calm! Your channel is so inspiring, you are beautiful inside and out such a kind careless person❤️ thank you xx

[@luise_zrn]

I'm not used to such long vlogs by other youtubers so I especially appreciate so many minutes of the best autumn vibessss

[@anyawebster-parnell9355]

it is officially almost gemmas christmas content 🥺 i actually can’t wait 🥰

[@AnnasStyleDictionary]

Omg I‘m so excited already 😭

[@ritaking8827]

Gemma, when your ready to let the Grief go, the nightmares will stop. You will still dream about him but the dreams will be joyful and you will wake happy. I’m sending you lots of good vibes and big hugs.

[@helendelvin4632]

It is the body's way of releasing and relieving trauma. When my mum passed a couple of years ago I went through the same thing you are describing. Tbh, my sleep still is not back to how it used to be, and I don't think I will ever have that quality of sleep again. A grief counsellor told me to be very aware of how my mum appears to me in my dreams, no matter how crazy the dream is, because that is their way of communicating with you! I hope this helps!

[@TinaML]

I think it's a good idea to go a bit natural on the lips ( I love the way you look now too) but presently I think having a cupid bow makes it a bit more feminine and beautiful. Love you gemma you are a inspiration :)

[@amyprice5585]

omggg gemma u literally make my week!! ur channel makes me feel so much less stressed and so so happy i love it x

[@selenaanddemifan118]

I sometimes wake up and feel like I've not had enough sleep (despite getting a full eight hours) because I was so busy in my dream... So what you said makes total sense. Also...That's exactly how excited I would be over a tin of pumpkin purée!! Can't wait for the Christmas videos!! xxxxxx

[@michellewilson7598]

I think you are absolutely beautiful, in every vlog you look stunning with zero make up. I do think you’d really suit smaller lips with a pretty Cupid’s bow way more. I hope you vlog this as I think a lot of people want to go smaller too 🥰

[@teeteeiren9748]

It's rainy here in America as well; so, great timing Gemma 💕

[@elbeelondon]

Omg just in time for me to have my morning coffee!! Today in Houston, Texas is also a very gloomy day!💕💕💕💕

[@elliemoore3831]

Gemma you are my Fall and Christmas QUEEN. When your Christmas videos start in November I get so happy ☺️

[@desireleyva825]

I watched this whole video. You always make me feel so cozy and you’re just amazing. Thank you for giving us such autumn coziness 🍁🍂

[@musicvibes5927]

Love u Gemma u always make me feel so cozy, especially this time of year when its cold outside. So excited for the Christmas content!!

[@shaylacooper471]

Your reaction to the pumpkin purée was actually a mood, my face was the same when I tried to make a pumpkin spiced pie 😂😂xxx

[@XTINASXi]

Gemma pre-Christmas lovely vibes ❤️. Your dreams reflect your emotional state. obviously you are still very affected in the grief process. Your soul is trying to cope with your loss. Be strong and pray 🙏

[@aliciacharlottew513]

Dreams make you feel so drained because it’s not deep sleep, I feel like everyone is having way more dreams in lockdown than they would normally. I sometimes dream random day to day things then they happen a few months later and in the moment I get deja vu, I also used to dream I would fly if I started running while I was grieving a loss. I also think you should 100% get your lips dissolved, they were much better before you had any filler at all you’re so naturally gorgeous 💓

[@ciarafullerton2982]

Oh my goodness Gemma!!!!! Just as well i watched further in the video i was so confused on what happened to your top lip😂😂 you still look as beautiful as always just thought i missed a video about it 💕

[@islashepherddd]

You honestly make my entire week gem 🌸🌸 I’m so grateful for your videos and positivity xxxx

[@nicolalever8079]

Loving the cosy vibes as always. Sooooo happy Christmas is just round the corner. Your videos continue and always deliver the happy positive vibes. You are gonna get that house xx

[@risharaniga5525]

Hi Gemma, you probably won't read this but if you do then I just want to say, I love you and I've been loving your vlogs as a cheerful escape from school. I completely agree with what you said about dreams, I feel like dreams are such a weird thing, it's like you're in an unconscious state of mind having these visuals which aren't quite deja vu, or about your past, just about weird combinations of life. Also you should definitely do a video where we are just chilling in bed!! Can't wait for your Christmas content, I know it'll warm me up, your energy always get me into the Christmas sprit. Thank you for everything Gemma, I really appreciate it. Stay safe. Sending virtual hugs! 🤗

[@nicolemaslen6263]

The dreams are completely normal, your not mad. My mums been gone 1 year 7 months and i still wake up 2/3 time a night, have horrible nightmares and wake up crying. Hoping one day my sleep pattern will go back to normal, but it’s very draining 😥 Love you girl ❤️❤️

[@allie4517]

My nan passed away 4 years ago when I was 14 in front of me and afterwards I would have dreams of people close to me passing away in the dreams even though they were alive. I would wake up crying and I didn't cope well with it suffered from depression and PTSD and one night I had a dream of my nan and she kissed me on the cheek and told me that I had to live my life and that's what I did. I still remember the night she died clearly but I'm now 18 and I'm trying to live my life to the fullest

[@filewis922]

You are so very pretty even without makeup and you really do not need any lip fillers whatsoever. Your lips would look so much more natural if they were left smaller. Please don't get any more filler in them get them dissolved you are so pretty that you just don't need it. You lucky girl 💕

[@AnnasStyleDictionary]

This is exactly what I need! You are the best! You inspire me so much, and motivate me to improve myself and my video! I just want to thank you for the positive impact you have on me 💗

[@emmawood7334]

Awww, Gemma! You're such relaxing therapy for me when my panic disorder is bad. I'm overwhelmed by a busy day I've got tomorrow, I feel sick and anxious and decided to sit and engage with this video before I sleep. Xxx

[@scarlettcook9318]

You're videos are just completely relaxing. I don't have to worry about anything just enjoy the videos xx

[@cheriep8994]

Hi Gemma. Love your videos, your so down to earth and loving the cosy vibes. Just thought I'd message you to say there's Christmas markets on in Norfolk still this year. 🎅🤶🎄 X

[@Bobbiec3344]

Hey Gemma I have recently lost my baby sister and I’m grieving right now as well...you are not alone✨💕

[@amyprice5585]

Omg can't wait for the xmas vlogss!!! so so excited

[@oliviawilloughby718]

Gemma❤️ I just want to say thankyou so much for being you I’ve been watching you from the start and I love you so so much you inspire me all the time and I can relate to you so much , thankyou for everything you do I love you ❤️❤️❤️

[@kerribarnwell3044]

Thanks so much for giving us so cosy vlogs. I can't tell you how much they help at the minute, I've been struggling mentally the last few mo this and these really help us to feel relaxed and cosy😍c

[@courtneyxalyssa]

The best feeling coming home from work and seeing an upload by Gemma 😍😍😍

[@rebekahbragg9252]

Can’t wait to watch this 🥰 got my candles on and under a blanket so ready for it, love you ❤️❤️❤️

[@ambersmedley687]

You can buy pumpkin purée from supermarkets in the UK. It’s usually in the section where all the world foods are ☺️ we use the recipe on the side of the can to make pumpkin pie, it’s delicious!

[@jessdean2771]

My favourite videos are these type , there so relaxing too watch !! Hope your well Gemma 💗💗

[@martazacharzewska5315]

Gemma, hands down your videos are the ones I look forward to the most! I love everything about your videos. Continue to be you, you’re an amazing person. This gives me so much peace in my day. Would love to see another little more in depth cleaning snippy ❤️

[@sienna5688]

Gemma you literally bring me so much joy, happiness and warmth every single day!! I love and appreciate you so much for that🤍🍂✨

[@anabica8143]

Q8opp A...t0

[@jessdean2771]

Your the prettiest and yasss so excited for your Christmas content , filled me with excitement 🎄🎄

[@sofiakaplanidou7877]

Love your vlogs so much.you are positive even if you’re not feeling good cause of your dad.I admire the strength you show to move on and try and don’t give up🥰I love your attitude and everytime I’m not feeling well I watch your videos and relax and feel more positive.I wish I could have a friend like you 🥺

[@vallasiaortiz2809]

Your videos put a smile on my face, the world needs more people like you

[@rachlouise1398]

I used to have weird dreams after I lost my mum, I still get the occasional one now 3 years later, I think it’s your brains way of processing pain you can’t deal with in waking hours ❤️ sending you so much love, it gets better xxx

[@elbeelondon]

I absolutely love watching your vlogs. I wish you were making videos in 2007 when I first moved to America. It literally makes me feel like I'm back in the UK!💕🤗

[@ewelinag1651]

I just wanted to say thank you Gemma 🥺 I'm having a hard time in my life right now and the only thing that relaxes me is your videos ❤️

[@estheticianbeauty2796]

Gemma, completely normal what your going through with the dreams & sleep disturbance. It’s part of the process~ I went through the same situation when I lost my Mom. Sending you positive energy ❤️❤️❤️ things will get better. Thank you for making videos that are a calming & peaceful escape from a chaotic world 🙏

[@alishapayne5771]

An hour long vlog are you kidding me?! Yaaass queen 🤗😊

[@rebeccasharman2913]

Cannot wait for your Christmas content literally best re watching all the ones from 2018 & 2019! Thank you for entertaining us through this year 💓💓

[@georgiaobrienmusic]

So sorry for your loss 💔cant imagine how you are feeling. I went through something similar when I lost my grandad a two year ago . And my nanny passed from dementia a couple of weeks ago and going through the grieving now which is hard espcially even more in these covid times as I didnt get to say goodbye to her before she passed due to visiting restrictions in nursing homes . So it's so comforting that you understand as your going through losing a loved one too❤ sending all the love and support to you xx here if you need someone to understand and listen x

[@ellel8337]

I'm so happy this is a long vlog! You do spoil us Gemma...Thankyou for the cosy vlog ❤🍁

[@thebrutons1739]

Absolutely love your videos, I feel like I forgot everything when watching your videos. Love the way you make us feel like friends catching up 😊 currently trying to move house myself, understand the stress and struggles of this atm! So excited for you! 🤞🏼 all goes well for your process! xx

[@marieclairesalisbury2478]

I so love getting to the middle of the week and knowing your upload is on it’s way Gemma!!!🥰 Can’t wait to enjoy this all cosy with a cuppa thank you lovely!!❤️😘xx

[@mackenziedowse]

Gemma: "I'm just going to shake until the universe tells me to stop." Gemma: Proceeds to shake pumpkin pie spice into cake batter. Haha, now you're an American lol. Love ya girl!

[@mummy_blooms_beauty]

I'm so sorry for what you've been going through! ❤ I'm lucky enough to still have both my parents, but I've lost all my grandparents, and I was quite close to them. I sometimes dream with them (just like last night), and I always wake up crying. But it's still kind of nice to see them in a different way. You are so strong that although you're drained after your dreams, you are still working, and encouraging and inspiring us. I wish you peace, and peaceful nights!

[@georgiagale163]

When I saw a notification for an hour vlog with Gemma I was so happy! After a difficult day, mental health wise :'( This is just what I needed a cosy autumn vlog! 😍 I seriously can't wait for your Christmas uploads! xx

[@user-bm2ym5dn9h]

So it has gone to the point where i am now rewatching your videos because i've already bingewatched all the ones i hadn't yet watched.

[@ElenaVlogs2]

I feel so calm and positive when I watch your cozy videos Gemma 😍😍🥰☕☕

[@missc541]

Gemma, I really love your personality which is very endearing. You have made me fall in love with british grey hair cats because Tily has her own show! That cat is so cute and funny it's beyond words! Also, I'm not a baker, but you inspire me to start with simple delicious recipes so thank you! I am very sorry of the passing of your dad and the traumatic grief processes you are experiencing. Time is a healer. I lost my own dad over 20 years ago and it doesn't feel that long; however, I am in a place of peace and I believe the same will be for you too soon. You seem to be doing a fantastic job coping with it all and have the right help and support around you and it's normal for emotions to be up and down, stay strong and keep shinning like the star you are. X

[@andrealouise4115]

I was so excited for this video. Absolutely in love with the cosiness of this!!!! And that pumpkin loaf 🎃💖 Why is Tilly so adorable? 😭💖 I just love watching your videos after a long day! Thanks you! Xx

[@ciaraliston]

Hey Gemma. I’m a new subscriber and I absolutely love you. I’m so sorry for you loss. My baby cousin died of leukaemia last year so I completely understand what you’re going through or have an idea at least. I’m looking forward to watching more of your lovely videos! 🥰 sending you love xxx

[@99lucyluke]

Literally all the cosy vibes! Loved this whilst having a pamper night 🤎

[@gracehelman2595]

You are such a light in this world Gemma ✨💞

[@Kat_Maree]

I got them dreams for a while after my dad passed. I’d have like nightmares of the last memories with him leading up and now 6 years on I hope for the dream visits especially when I’m missing him or having a hard time. Just one hug and I can feel him for days. So weird but it comes when I need it most. ❤️

[@magssmith9384]

i love your cosy day vlogs, love how chilled it is and the shots at the beginning make me feel so calm and chill, LOVE ITT xoxox

[@amyprice5585]

I'm just gonna sit here, with my cup of tea and watch this for a whole hour cant waittt!!!

[@clairhill37]

Love your cosy vlogs 🥰 it really is an hour of escaping 🤍🤍🤍

[@chende62]

I was so excited to see an hour long video from you!! Perfect way to start my morning is a huge cup of coffee and a long, cozy Gemma video!

[@mellieboo2853]

I lost my Nannan 10 years ago this christmas and ever since she had died I have dreams like you do where shes alive in my dream but I know it's not real and I'm stressed I wake up sweating , but in my dreams shes always younger and in her old house which holds so many good memories in. The dreams are bitter sweet i enjoy the hugs but waking up is sad. I feel for you xxx

[@Nicolelouise14]

When your having a bad day wer burnt toast makes you cry and Gemma uploads an hour long video 😭🥰💖 yessss thankyouuuu👌🏼xxxx

[@caranatalie4904]

This hit home today I watch all of your videos, was sat having a cry about my dad and this video appeared, thank you 🥰 now maybe I will have abit more of a productive day

[@phoebeurquhart8621]

Gemma just radiates happiness. When I watch her videos I feel really content. Thanks gemma x

[@karenchampion164]

Its raining here today to love being in doors makes me feel cosy to it makes your candles glow cos its darker when it rains Gemma i had the same happen to me when i lost my dad i was looking for him then i would wake up and cry but it does get easier and you will accept it lovely cosy day lots of love. 😚

[@kayleekelly3876]

i have been WAITING for a super long cozy vlog. and i am so sorry for your loss and maybe write down all your dreams and interpret them you can learn a lot from your dreams

[@alesiajuarez5601]

Yes! Over an hour! Perfect for the day we are having in Texas! Hope you're doing well, Gemma!

[@christierocheleau6959]

I love the smell of the heater when I turn it on for the first time of the season! I love it!

[@Linda-cb3xi]

Hi Gemma, I know exactly what you mean with the dreams that makes you feel weird and tired.. you need to get trough .. trough the grief 💗 Its getting better some day I promiss you! Also your video's are a escape and that is what we need.. the corona virus is everywhere and we know it's there but we don't need to hear it all day so thank you so much for your lovely video's 💕💕💕

[@adeleaurora2948]

Love gemmas videos so much! 🧡 been waiting for her to upload, I get so excited! 😊

[@zarazara26]

Love love LOVED the vlog! You have done a great job gemma. I had my candles lit and did a little bedtime workout while watching you vlog!

[@staceyjessup-bould6076]

Buying a house is so stressful. I’ve just bought my first house with my parter at 19 and we are so happy to be in it but the whole process of buying it was so stressful, files with disappointment and things getting messed up cause of Corona. All worth it in the end and will be wishing for you to get this house, if you don’t remember everything happens for a reason and a better one will come around 💜💜💜

[@jacquibishop4189]

Tilly is sooo precious! 💗

[@charlenescales3057]

I love these vlogs and i cant wait for the christmas vlogs. You always do the best vlogs Gemma you are by far my fav youtuber ever xx