" 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡" a playlist

[@zenitsu9299]

HEY YOU! Yes, you sitting behind your screen reading this. I don’t know you and you certainly don’t know me. But I want to tell you something. Everyone has their own story. Yours might be filled with joy and happiness, or it might be clouded by pain and misfortune. I want you to know that you’re beautiful, wonderful, talented person. Even if your life isn’t going the way you want it to right now, I know that you’ll be able to make it out alright. I want you to do me a favour. I know I’m just a stranger, but just trust me, okay? Ever time you see your reflection, be it in the mirror in the bathroom, in a window somewhere, Or in a puddle on the street, I want you to look at yourself and give yourself a hug. Because even if you aren’t the prettiest or the smartest or the funniest , you’re something that no one else can be: you. And you are the greatest thing you can be. Smile at strangers. Be confident in yourself. Cry when you feel like crying, laugh when you feel like laughing. Treat yourself like a god/goddess because you deserve it. Hold your head up and keep your heart open. You’re worth everything then some. And always remember that no matter what, even if it doesn’t seem like it, you’re everything to someone.

[@ellaporter8696]

help, that was perfect x

[@valerymt]

it was so fucking beautiful it makes me want to live more

[@rosejustroset-t7248]

This is funny to me becauce .. In the end no one will care what you do because you will find yourself down one day and say " am I really worth it?" .. I know I may only be 12 going on 13, but life is kinda useless if you think about it.😂😭😢

[@sofiaisacreepypastafan]

Thanks dude

[@idontevenknowman0264]

Thank you I legit started crying after reading that

[@aika2714]

"your comfort character isn't real" Maybe that's why we feel comfortable with them. Because if they are real, they would not be by our side...

[@siddharthacharya5958]

true

[@orcichan7676]

this hits harder than my mom hitting me with the pan..

[@misterpbj97]

@@orcichan7676 this hits harder than my sister whipping me with a electric charger

[@divinem3063]

just hit through me-- the emotions are out thx mate 👍

[@martinas6735]

@@orcichan7676 This hits harder than my dad whipping me with his belt 😃

[@NyxianTheChaosCrow]

I would rather be in a world alone with my comfort character than whatever the mess of a world this is..

[@mariahartley2633]

that's exactly why I am trying to shift...

[@NyxianTheChaosCrow]

@@mariahartley2633 Same..

[@aanavipatel6968]

i'd even rather be alone in a world than this painful excuse for a reality

[@marbxr]

Same

[@indyjoyj]

Ikr the earth is dying,humanity going to extinction and all us kids can do is try to make a difference

[@cloverrsongs]

" your world, is where i wish to be. "

[@roqyia9121]

You don't.......

[@dianakiller_6151]

@@roqyia9121 but they did ;-;

[@Scrub_er]

@cloverr have you heard of reality shifting?

[@cloverrsongs]

@@Scrub_er hahaha i just got a comment similar to this yesterday on another cc vid! i've been shifting for 3 years, and i do it every night/other night, it's helpful :)) however, i still wish to be in their world, because reality shifting, to me, is only a temporary escape. forever in their world, is what i really wish for

[@Scrub_er]

@@cloverrsongs Do you know what permanent shifting is?

[@Sketchyapperz]

Pov: your reading all of the comments and you feel more comforted while listening to the playlist and as you scroll through the comments you suddenly feel comfortable

[@kuslavamir1613]

We live in different parts of the world, but we understand each other as if we were a big family. It's painful and beautiful at the same time. (Sorry for my english)

[@Lunar3c1ipse_Jester]

True, it’s crazy how random strangers understand you more than people you actually know..

[@Kaelumis_Lynne]

I can’t believe this video, and the comments that i’m reading right now.. is so much more comforting than how my family would comfort me.

[@MagicalDoofus123]

I feel more sad than comfortable tbh

[@chocolate_pancacke8474]

My comfort character saved my life. I wish I could at least thank them.

[@skyhill3627]

That hit me deep, thank you for putting words to the feeling

[@chocolate_pancacke8474]

@@skyhill3627 Your welcome, I hope whatever troubles you find, you manage to pull through. Sending lots of love

[@skyhill3627]

@@chocolate_pancacke8474 same to you too

[@kibbycuttttttt8420]

He did too but i think that remembering them is the only way we can show them that we love them

[@chocolate_pancacke8474]

@@kibbycuttttttt8420 well true, even tho my comfort character is actually fictional therefore it's not like they'll ever die but they're not alive either.

[@ThatChaoticSoul]

Just imagine every star in the night sky is everyone's comfort characters looking down on us to make sure we are all okay. x

[@annabelleesta22]

...Wow why do I feel like this is kinda ture

[@Achieeee_]

OMG your comment made me cry...💕

[@oriantelpoize5857]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8

[@kzzra]

@유나 *cries in houston texas*

[@ivythealiencat]

S-starclan 😂

[@meep2942]

"Your comfort character isn't real." But they're still home, aren't they?

[@dnvz.4773]

Yeah..they are

[@Purple-Tea]

yes…

[@pohjantuulet247]

Take your meds, bro. Its gonna be alright in the end.

[@yuliancuetoperneth4080]

Take the meds...

[@Dreamyywow]

Rengoku fans: oh shoot

[@cassandrajudes5869]

The moment when you made up a comfort character as a joke but they aren’t a joke anymore.

[@Rosestar2908]

Sad thought: Comfort characters save hundreds of people's lives every day. Yet the people they save can't save them, because they aren't real.

[@luxtri_9111]

underrated comment. [':

[@dabi332]

Nico has saved my life multiple times over. Really everyone in the reordainverse has but I can't save them.

[@lindzlaufeyson]

In the end, I couldn’t save him. I’m a universe away and nothing in my power could have stopped it.

[@thisisfay6727]

my cc (Archie Kennedy from Hornblower, nobody knows the show but yeh) (spoiler alert) is cannonically de@d. the scene he's dy!ng in has scarred me sm already, but i keep watching it over and over again. i cry every time edit: i don't know why i keep telling random things about me to people on the internet i don't even know.

[@dabi332]

@@thisisfay6727 because it is easier then telling real people

[@constellations9178]

Your mind can't tell the difference between fictional characters and real people. When you read about a character dying, your brain perceives it as real. The pain you feel when that happens, it's real.

[@emilyrose5929]

Ouch that hit hard

[@oriantelpoize5857]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8

[@ffi2251]

It’s tough :(

[@_Aceus_]

This is why I’m going to cry in my room when I watch Zeref die after already having read it and nearly cried…

[@cryppi1510]

Is there proof for this? I personally can tell the difference just fine, otherwise I wouldn't laugh at several character deaths

[@kaelynsantoscifuentes7666]

I'm so tired of faking my happiness I just want them to be real :,)

[@rosline.87]

ur real happiness will eventually come to you soon

[@rosline.87]

we happy for you 💐💐💐

[@balls5262]

just shift to them

[@isisxxd]

FOR REALLL I WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TOO ITS SO SAD-

[@hokray]

@ᴍᴀᴛᴇᴜᴢᴢ im warning you don't get super attached to her before you love yourself Cuz the day you break up (and i hope you never do) you will want to end it all Happy day my friend

[@theclown256]

Sometimes I wonder if my comfort character just looks at me and goes "Yeah...That one's beyond help"

[@moonlight_haze]

same 😭

[@simi5558]

😭😭

[@_InosukeHashibira_]

Nah, fr tho 😔

[@ZARAFUNK_LOVE]

SAME😢😢😢😢

[@luvlydraco]

fr hahaha

[@frostyink]

“this seems like a cool playli-“ _often i am upset that i cannot fall in love_ *STARTS SOBBING*

[@toyestori2842]

may i recommend u this song called miss me by the impures is really goood :))ccc

[@ErenYeager-vi1]

Cavetown's songs are very comfortable, and give a vibe like you are on air in your personal world. And they are so innocenttt. İ guess its name is... İ forgot 0_0 hug all your friends or...aaaghhh forgot it. There r also Juliet, talk to me, İdea of her, Home, it is you, devil town

[@Purple-Tea]

@@ErenYeager-vi1 agreeed!!

[@NikoIsHere.]

ME

[@itz_tiny_mia]

FRR-

[@At0miccgamez]

“Your comfort character isn’t real” Maybe that’s the point we find comfort in them, it may sound Dumb but we find comfort in the fact that they aren’t real, that They can’t hurt you, that they aren’t there. If they were real they Wouldn’t comfort us! They wouldn’t be there for us when we need them. If they were real it wouldn’t be comforting, life is fake, comfort is fake, everything Is fake. But most of us find comfort in that. Comfort characters can’t hurt us like Real people can. That’s what makes it comfortable.

[@hotoke.sensei2944]

Indeed, this is ttrue.

[@MelissaSanchez-ib2lg]

That hit deep but it's true

[@cloudy7383]

Its upsetting when you realize your comfort character isn't real though.

[@-Jalter-]

Beautifully said

[@hollowknightfanatic8905]

*cries in why is this true i-*

[@meganwindmill3975]

"Im alone" "No dear you have me" he smiled I started crying. He looked at me confused as i gave him a sympathetic smile. "But you're not real" i whispered as he dissapeared into thin air and thats how i realised how truly alone i was. Edit: OMG thank you for all the likes. This is just a little part of my book that I am writing and to get so many likes has inspired me so much so thank you all x

[@oriantelpoize5857]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8

[@TheSilliestOfGoose]

This genuinely made me burst into tears- I miss them so much | Ghast

[@jimmy3296]

shut up im not in the mood to cry again

[@gal3xafox]

THIS IS THE SECCOND ONE IVE SEEN IM ON THE VERGE OF TEARS RN😭

[@SUB-WFR]

this gave me tingles.

[@essence2314]

“your comfort character isn’t real” Not here. He’s somewhere far far away from here. In a different reality. Where we’re happy. Together.

[@Shadow61224]

Yeah. He is.

[@maxafton8036]

mhm, agreed

[@jamiethehedgewolf351]

with Multiverse Theory, anything's possible... so you're probably right.

[@euglenaofworld]

Don't know why but it gives different kind of peace 🥺

[@MarguruteFaga]

He doesn't know i love him deeply

[@busybee2317]

My comfort character is my imaginary friend named Chip, he's an albino cat with a little witch hat and crystal clear eyes. He walks with me during school, whispering to me to be confident, and to run down the hallways and to not look back at all the adult telling me to stop, and another chapter will be written. I still remember what he tells me: "Chin up!" :) "Why are you sad? Cmon. I wanna see those dimples!" "There are so many other things to worry about than what they told you." "You can't see through your watery, teary eyes. Dry your tears and look forward! :D" "Im not real. But our bond is." -Chip

[@Gojospunchingbag]

So fucking cute bruh I’m crying

[@LashayMichelle]

Ugh this..is amazing and so heartfelt bro 🥺😭

[@MarsMakes]

im gonna cry this is so adorable

[@isabellefinch]

:) thanks

[@scaravv1876]

Stop I’m actually tearing up. Chip sounds like such a good boy :((

[@deathbyme2333]

Anyone wishes they can go back to where they didn't need comfort, where we were just kids running around.

[@Peanuts76]

Me, i wish i'm back to my past to fix all my fault, i regretting my past everynight

[@Ash.playlist33]

yes, even if i can barley remember that time anymore for how short lasted it was, I would give anything to feel so free and disconnected from any guilt, sadnes, and anger i feel now

[@-rat-7963]

I can't keep up anymore and it seems as though the only person I really have is my comfort character they just stay forever- they don't hurt you or anything they just wait for you. I think I'm done with this life to many people to many thoughts I need it to stop I can't take it

[@dreamylin5122]

I've had comfort characters since the very very beginning, just that they were called imaginary friends when we were children. I was happy back then before I knew that its bad to not talk to people and that its bad to be quiet. I felt at peace back then, when people didn't tell me whats real or not. Of course they were not physical, I knew that with 4 years already, but just cause its imaginary doesn't mean it isn't real. It is also a real fact that we dream every night

[@-rat-7963]

@@Midnight-qf5gv no I'm 11 and depressed as hell.

[@art-xh3sw]

Daily reminder, You survived another week in a very tough world, even though at times it felt like you wouldn't, and I'm so proud of you.

[@LoneBuffalo118]

I keep despising it here and myself the more and more I wake up.. I hate what I am here I just don't want to reside here anymore.. I keep wishing for that one nap I won't wake from.. And have eternal peace in blissful nothingness

[@CloudySnaiI]

Thank you so much. Even if it’s just words from a stranger, they have a great impact. And I hope for you to know I’m proud of you too:) Proud of you for being alive and roaming on this earth

[@oliwiakrause5501]

[@Pinkie272]

thank you for reminding me. Ive had several close comings when I almost had a mental breakdown yesterday at school. Thank you for reminding me this.

[@suegiku_solos]

just barely wooo

[@shutupzk]

"your comfort character isn't r- SHUT UP IM AN ARTIST AND I CAN INSERT MYSELF INTO THAT REALITY JAHAJHAHJA

[@cube4089]

HE'S TOO POWERFUL SOMEONE STOP HIM

[@liligwaa]

LMAO YEAH I DO THIS ALL THE TIME DGHHFCHGDD

[@olivethegarden424]

NOTHING FEELS BETTER THAN DRAWING OR ANIMATING YOURSELF IN THAT WORLD

[@Alix.studios]

IM WITH YOU

[@rubyharkleroad2796]

HEHEHEHE

[@courtvampyr]

As my mom always used to say "Reality is what you make it to be, you are allowed to dream. It may not be real to others. As long as it felt real to you, it was." Reality is just like time, temporary, made up by humanity to explain someone's behaviour. No one will ever know what reality really is.

[@alicaxd2531]

Wow 😲

[@siddharthacharya5958]

wise words

[@danysmith6043]

this is fvcking incredible..... wow, your mom is person with good heart. everyone has their own world, even you, even me, everyone has their own reality. it's up to us how we perceive our worlds. someone preceives their world beatifully, someone may not. it's all up to us. it's still better to preceive our worlds positively. some of them who don't, often live their lives sadly. some of them who do, often live their lives happily. but.... people with strong imagination can still have sad lives. because they're still aware that it's just imagination. lots of people wants to make their imagination reality. i wish that one day this is gonna be possible. like everyone wishes P.S. Everyone reading this, i want to say, that no matter what, there's someone still in this world that will love you. Maybe they're really far away, but one day, you'll still find someone, that will love you and give you their whole life

[@elevenpoisons2484]

You are very right

[@m.dn.ghtshad0w]

I have to go to school in like an hour a and 10 minute (it's 6 am here) and im I have chosen to read the comments of this video and cry

[@Sadgesaltine]

“I’m not real” he huskily whispered, his fingers trailing down my arm sending shivers down my spine. “But I wish you were” I muttered back, resting my head on his shoulder. “I wish you were so damn bad!” I yelled at him as he disappeared, fading away from the perfect scene I had imagined in my head. And then I was alone. Like always.

[@stormofsupernovas]

This is amazing. 🥺

[@pastafreak9790]

sobbing

[@Gojospunchingbag]

Fr

[@_Shrm_]

o u c h

[@iwearheelsbiggerthanyourdck]

well that hurt 🥲

[@Mccallum2014aj]

Things to do to feel more connected to your comfort character irl: - buy a cologne or perfume that you think they would smell like - buy an item of clothing you think they would wear, or buy an item of clothing that they wore from the thing they are from - make a playlist that either reminds you of them, or make a playlist of the kind of music you think they would listen to - write down or imagine what conversations you would be having with them at different times of your day if they where with you - name things after them to remind you of them, you could name literally anything, even your favourite mug or a plant - buy a mug that you think they would like, and place it around your house so you can feel like they live with you - go on a walk and imagine they are walking with you, try to go a way/go at a time you think they would enjoy - if you go to a cafe or restaurant, you could buy the thing you think they would order and then imagine their reaction to you trying it, you could act like they told you to try it because it's their favourite - make up inside jokes you think you would have between just you and them, so when ever the time is right you can imagine their reaction to it in the situation - decide what to think their favourite color would be, or decide on a color that reminds you of them so you think of them when ever you see that color - do the activities or hobbies you think they would have/enjoy so you can imagine you doing it with them - when ever your in a car, imagine you are sitting on their lap and the seat belt is their arm round you - make matching brackets for you and them, wear the one that is for you and put the one that would be for them in a special place to you - watch the shows or movies you think they would enjoy watching and pretend you are watching it with them - think of what their favourite flower would be, so when ever you see that flower you think of them (this can apply for anything, e.g favourite animal, favourite tree, favourite car etc...) - imagine them comforting you when you are having a bad day - imagine them being excited and laughing with you when they see you are happy - imagine them in the corner of the room when you are at school, or work, and imagine their reaction to what is happening or what you are doing I hope these all helped, just remember you are your comfort characters comfort just as much as they are your comfort!

[@MissLilCuteTea]

Wish this had more likes, I done almost half of these, everything I do I think back to what characters would like to have around my room.

[@Ana-ud5nk]

this liteally made me cry just because these are all things i know i can't experience with them, but thank you for this beautiful list

[@PropsOutProductions]

- learn to talk to real people so you don’t have to be pathetic like this

[@Mowai.]

nice comment

[@vampz_8]

thank you so much this has helped get through so much in my hard life.... i love using these tips with my beloved pickle rick... 🥺🥺🥺🥺😖😖😖😖😖💚💚💚💚

[@akankshyaalokmishra200]

The comment sections of these kinda playlists let me know that I am not weird and stupid that I paint these characters who live with me inside me, have scripts and stories in my mind that runs parallel to my real life ....with no intersection ever possible. Even if I try hard to get rid of them....they come back in some other form. Idk if I make sense, idk if I am dumb...or maybe it's something that is so special and fulfilling that I keep it to myself like a comforting pillow to put and hide my face in to just escape for some time.

[@dunklesgeheimnis31]

No, that makes perfect. But put those scrips and stories down. You dont have to share them or make it too detailed if you dont want that, but trust me, put them down..

[@Tgqzqwyqg]

The fact that my comfort character is myself, a good 5 years from now telling me "It will get better" just shatters me sometimes.

[@nishthavyas4648]

oh my that just touched me deeply.

[@P0PG03S]

We are One.

[@qualifiedxiaosimp]

hope you’re doin well champ

[@dreaorbase]

❤❤

[@merydorago]

POV: Your imagination allows you to "see" your nonexisting comforting character and thank him/her/them for being by your side

[@JuliaMüller-l8y]

Oh yes, but still i wish they were real

[@tomfreeman154]

@@JuliaMüller-l8y you should see beyond what we call real. You have limitless potential. We have what we desire in reach we just need to grasp, for it is the eternal cycle , to repeat the joy and sadness, both triumph and defeat, love and hate, again and again. Yet cruelty might be preferable to boredom given enough the ilusion of time. Have a good one my friend. This was just blasphemy of a fool who reached his goals and now has no leads, well atleat for the time being heh. Well take it for what you want.

[@thegamingandy4603]

Exactly. That kind of thinking makes me smile 🙂

[@The_animeweeb]

I’ll talk to my comfort character during my classes and smile, nobody knows that I talk to him. I’ll talk to him during dinner, and my parents give me weird looks. I’ll talk to him when I’m supposed to be asleep. I’ll talk to him when it’s raining and slow dance with him. God I’m not ok…

[@Lunar3c1ipse_Jester]

@@The_animeweeb well your not alone ⟟ talk to my comfort character(s) almost all the time to, especially when I’m stressed or overwhelmed or when ⟟ can’t sleep and it helps, some people just don’t understand and that’s ok

[@1a_anime183]

i would rather be on an island forever with my comfort character than be stuck in this mess we call life.

[@JuliaMüller-l8y]

Yes, I feel just the same....

[@thegamingandy4603]

I vote for the same thing. 😞

[@Shadow61224]

Me too..

[@kuroechann]

Same who’s ur comfort character mines tokito muichiro from demon slayer

[@Thefaeprince]

​@Kuroe-Chan I have like 40 but here are my main ones lol 1. Finnick Odair 2. Peeta Mellark 3. Sun from TSBS 4. Monty from TSBS 5. Foxy from TSBS 6. Nick Nelson

[@jess0404]

“Your comfort character isn’t real” “Yeah I know, but for me they’re as real as they can get”

[@Shadow61224]

Yeah

[@MarguruteFaga]

Safe place ❤

[@mm-jy8vy]

same, my comfort character is the only guy that has never broke my heart…♥️

[@alyssahey8128]

“Your comfort character isn’t real” I’ve been told this so many times but that’s the thing...they were, and will always be realer than anything else in this world to me.

[@Free_asf]

Comfort characters aren't real because they can't hurt you or make you sad

[@Alix.studios]

@@Free_asf your wrong mine did h made me sad cus he died

[@Artzthetransboii]

That is so beautiful :*|

[@nebulaticbee]

luckily mine is, but I can't reach them...

[@thegamingandy4603]

Good job, mate. 🙂

[@sourcreamie]

I'm reading a fanfic, and they were so happy. My auto play was on, so when I the music changed, I looked up. When I read the title, my heart felt heavier.

[@lauratoolen4655]

can i ask what the song was? and are you oke? hope you had a great day;) (i dont if great is spelled good but ok)

[@sourcreamie]

@@lauratoolen4655 It was the first song?

[@mveloduba4144]

Eri... What are you doing here. I'm so gonna tell Mr Aizawa

[@cloud-hl1kt]

hi little angel, i came to remind you that you are special, enough and made with a lot of love, jesus loves you very much and waits for your heart ;)

[@sourcreamie]

@@mveloduba4144 Nooo please don't tell Papa, he has a lot on his plate already!! 😧

[@cafunefilms]

He runs to her as he sees her crying " My love why are you crying?" He said worrisome "I have no one, i'm all alone.." she said sobbing quietly "No, you always have me darling" He said cupping her face with a smile. "...Your not real.. " She said looking into his eyes as she said those 3 words he vanished into thin air. One single tear rolled down her face. ~

[@valentinagonzalez8641]

ALTAS VIBRAS TE LA TEORIA DE KIM😔

[@strawberrys1.]

Bro...don't do this to me.

[@vizsicsenge7556]

THIS is the thing I always do when I have a mental breakdown. I always tell him that he's not real and scream to his face that I just created him because I can't believe that I ever going to fall in love with someone, that I forever be alone. He's always stays silent for a moment, then says "you won't be alone, you always have someone, there's someone who is going to love you just like I do." "I'm here until you find that someone." and after!? I yell. "after you find him, I stay in the background until you need me again."

[@sophiaseditsxoxo]

he's not real and dead, don't make me sob like this lol

[@Kiwi_jwj]

he went with my friend when we broke up and we still talk but i think of him like this sometimes but i miss him a lot. I would tell my comfort person he’s not real and he just stops talking like he disappeared. I start crying a lot.

[@marieraemaekers5039]

'I am not real to others. But i am real to you.' -Youre comfort character

[@alimay-xocx]

thank you dabi :)

[@MarguruteFaga]

I wish i can hug you..... To comfort character..

[@Allen-if9vc]

Thank you…Dazai and Chuuya…

[@cory_gray958]

Спасибо, Карл Гейзенберг. Ты мой самый лучший друг, хоть настоящих друзей у меня никогда и не было. Хотелось бы по-настоящему обнять тебя.

[@vincegarcia4293]

Thanks, gojo

[@thecoldestgoodbye]

"your comfort character isn't real" but they're still home. hireath a blend of homesickness, nostalgia and longing, "hiraeth" is a pull on the heart that conveys a distinct feeling of missing something irretrievably lost they're my home ... forever

[@lei2952]

i love that word, always.

[@Shadow61224]

Love those words. Thank you

[@poohwithtimbs7027]

It's kinda sad to think that a fictional character is more understanding and loving compared to reality and real people. It pains me to know they don't exist, yet my heart is still attracted to them. Maybe it's been the multiple failures of finding someone in reality but I've just grown accustomed to her regardless if she's not real.

[@brookie_pooh]

Sometimes, I act out my events with my characters that I like. I don't understand why I do that, but maybe it's because of loneliness. I guess I feel real in my own world, and not the real world...

[@sxph4902]

I do the same thing often

[@shiro_schooldays248]

Same I just feel less lonely

[@boredsav5379]

I do it too

[@hailey9479]

I do this too to make my life not boring and feel less lonely i thought i was the only one .

[@asher781]

When they cry I cry when they are happy I'm happy I wish that they were real

[@n3srrin914]

Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you sm.

[@TheClosetIsGlass_]

You made me cry. Thank you friend, I really needed that :]

[@editeuworld3004]

Thanks it was needed

[@ritamapp6]

Just thank you💔❤‍🩹❤

[@Artzthetransboii]

Love you too

[@n3srrin914]

@@ritamapp6 your loved Rita 🌹

[@relaxingchill8055]

I miss waking up in the morning and feeling excited. Now all I feel is disappointment that I have to live through another day.

[@Ashton-yi5gv]

Ive never agreed with someone more.

[@tpot1985]

Same.

[@liliankraus4619]

Find hope somewhere. I believe in you.

[@mia_beng08]

stay strong ❤️ u are loved

[@puddles1761]

All we can hope for is it doesn’t last, that’s all we got, it’s not your fault that sometimes it’s not enough

[@that_kid_nobody_notices]

They may be fictional, but they're real to me. If I just keep going. Maybe one day I can actually hold them, and thank them for everything they've done. I cant count how many times I've managed to talk myself away from mistakes because "I dont want to disappoint them. I dont want to make them worry." They may be fictional, but the effect they have is very real. I miss them, oddly enough. Like any real person. A very real sense of missing them. I wish I could just hear their voice. Even just once. Actually hear it.

[@haydengotlostwhilegamingfo5063]

im crying...happy tears...thank you

[@mat_sxxt9615]

- "I love you" - "I know" - "You love me?" -If it were real, I would " - "But for me you are real ..." - "I also know and that makes it worse ..." - ... - "I promise you that in this life or in another we can be together and I will not leave your side" - "You promise?" - "I promise"

[@oriantelpoize5857]

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[@LilfoxTheHybridHylian5967]

No, opposite for me...they love me too..dang it most of ya'll are making it sad

[@-_K.-_]

Crying.. heavy breathing.. *a full blown breakdown.* I was searching for someone around my room, someone who would always comfort me when I was like this. But.. I can’t see them. “ _They aren’t real_ “ The voices run in my head. _They aren’t… real?_ *no* *no..* *NO!* They’re real. They’re real… They’re real.. right? Has the string that I’ve been hanging onto finally been cut? Have I been living inside my own head for too long..? Why is reality cruel..

[@The_animeweeb]

Sometimes I’ll see a string one my fingers and I’ll think it’s my comfort character.

[@deluxeimagines]

Its alright, they may not be visible but their impact on your life is not any less real.

[@fEYEburGlasz]

reminder omg

[@-_K.-_]

@@fEYEburGlasz ?

[@Teenagecore]

That's the realest thing I heard.. Does anyone relate??

[@bungeegum8026]

People who disliked are the one who can't accept that their comfort characters don't exist.

[@heatherlov3]

guess i better go dislike then ☹️

[@Lion_zzz-555]

You really called me out huh

[@elevenpoisons2484]

He does

[@bakakacchan6856]

His fingers thread across your cheeks, shushing softly, watching the tears tumble down. His eyes guiding and inhaling each feature swelled with love and affection. His other hand clutching on your hip, tugging you closer in his embrace, allowing the warmth to ease the shaky limbs from the hiccupping cries. "Please... Don't go" "I know, love, but it's time" His body slowly slipping away, his hands desperately clutching onto you with sadness clouding his orbs. "You can't... I need you! Please, stay... I can't keep going" "Shhhh, I know, love, but it's almost time for you to wake up, okay? We'll see each other soon, in another life or another dream. I'll be waiting for you," he whispers, tucking his head in the crook of your neck, while your hands reaching out to feel his warm touch... But the moment your fingertips traces his flesh, it instantly turns into mist. "I love you..." A heartbreaking wince slips his lips… "but you can't, love... I'm not real"

[@dxrkarts439]

This is beautifully written.

[@toki3486]

I'm criying omg

[@bakakacchan6856]

@@dxrkarts439 awe thank you x

[@bakakacchan6856]

@cyupid I'm sorry 🥺

[@dxrkarts439]

@@bakakacchan6856 no problem :)

[@saddestplaylist6976]

I'm not depressed but i love when it rains. I'm not sad but i love sad songs. I'm not hiding but i love when it's night. I'm not tired but i love my bed. I'm not quiet but i love silence. I'm not alone but i feel alone. I don't really understand myself😕

[@iamkingjullian1538]

I love this thank you

[@Panda_Sticks]

I don't seek attention or love but still want it. sometimes need it..

[@grounder1348]

This is me🙃❣️

[@pumpkincat2197]

Ok but why is this me exactly

[@Purple-Tea]

Thanks alot for this

[@katsumibakugou5158]

"its alright, ive got you. everything is going to be fine." they smile at me "but... im- im scared!" y/n sobs "and thats okay, come here." they open theyre arms. i run into theyre arms. "ill always be here for you... always and forever." they say stroking your back with they're hand "thank you" y/n smiles. "shh, ive got you. ill never let you go" they smile "never?" y/n questions happily "never." they smile.

[@DaarIsAltydHoop]

I bursted into tears knowing he is not real

[@jess0404]

This was beautiful!

[@floofy_raptor659]

I started crying so much from hearing this man..I wish they where both real…

[@sarah_lto]

I cried so much reading your comment… 💔

[@MarguruteFaga]

I know i know hes not real l. And idk if my feelings are...each day i cant go on without thinking about him.i just cant, my heart says yes but my head say maybe... Idk if he will ever notice my feelings for him. But i know that he is in my heart....my character~

[@ngochannguyen7897]

"I love you" "So do I, love" "You're so warm. Like my only fire in this darkness." "..." "Can you sta-" "Shh!" "But I want you! I want us!" "I know, love, don't cry. I know. And you know, don't you?" "Please, this hurts me more than anything ever.." "But we're here. We have this moment." "But I wish for the enternal" "It is enternal. It's all written in the stars" "..." "In another life, promise to smile for me, love."

[@ambermorgan4005]

thats really deep

[@Arrianna00]

This seems like a Twilight plot if things had been different

[@luvqt9810]

made me tear up a little ;C

[@ak4l145]

im crying now

[@nora.clp1]

U make me cry

[@trinityshepherd3534]

its sad cause i can feel my comfort character slowly slipping away and i don't want to let go...not yet.

[@Gojospunchingbag]

pls I’m crying so much don’t remind me I vow to never forget them but it’s so hard I miss them Sm

[@mireasx]

he was literally all i could want in a person. i'd describe him to you, but i can't think of any words to explain how perfect he is. all i know is that every time i see him on my screen, my heart hurts, it aches, my lungs feel tight, and my cheeks grow unbearably warm as my eyes water from the sheer happiness i feel. i'd feel feelings no real person has ever given me. the world is so cruel for making my special someone a something that can only exist behind a screen. it's a bittersweet love.

[@Ryuuz4k1]

i know how it is

[@Ryuuz4k1]

you're not alone

[@beatrizlopez4621]

Duele hermano, tal cual cómo volver a caer en el mismo lugar en el q sueñas no volver a estar... Te deseo lo mejor :)

[@xzxz6212]

YALL HEAR ME OUT i really really need someone to talk to.. I’m TOO attached to my comfort characters and the world i made up in my head... i don’t think my friends take this seriously... so if you’re going through same kind of pain let me know, maybe we can talk and make each other feel better..

[@its_meenay]

ikr :\ I relate so much it hurts

[@whitewolf9971]

"Your comfort character isn't real" That's why I'm not cutting because of them, it's because of everything else that IS real

[@AstroidWanderer]

If you ever need anyone to talk to or to vent to you’ve got us 😊.

[@wisdom6073]

Kiri, and aizawa, bakugo. Are the reasons I still believe in love.

[@harolusm]

Ik im a bit late but if you ever want to cut your self or just want to vent just know you can always talk to me i hope im not too late

[@Hex_haywires_simp]

​@@wisdom6073same

[@alimay-xocx]

dabi, tomura and aizawa for me :3@@wisdom6073

[@chillylilly3754]

My comfort characters are the only persons who make me feel happy. I wish I could at least thank them, hug them, tell them how much I love them. But they aren’t real… I bet they would listen to me, tell me everything will be okay and I could believe them because I trust them. Why is it so unfair?….

[@chillylilly3754]

@DEAD1 thank you!!!

[@scaravv1876]

Same- I’m surrounded by people that love me and that I love, yet I feel so alone. My comfort character makes up for that and it hurts to know he doesn’t exist. I hope things get better for you, just know you’re not alone

[@chillylilly3754]

@@scaravv1876 thank you you so much! I hope the same for you

[@scaravv1876]

@@chillylilly3754 of course! thank you as well :)

[@chillylilly3754]

@@scaravv1876 (:

[@falinaz5031]

I still remember that time in which someone that isn't real saved my life and pushed me to keep living. Still can't believe an idea that my own brain made up saved me. I still remember when I was between his arms while he was saying everything was going to be okay, that he will always protect me... I felt so safe and warm, even though I knew it was a dream. Even thought I was crying and saying he wasn't real he still kept saying "it's okay" with that soothing voice... Honestly I was so fucked up by that time... Sometimes I hoped to fall asleep and stay forever there, but I know he would hate that idea, even if he's fake.

[@dream_walker9726]

I cannot sleep anymore without imagining a comfort character there, otherwise I feel unsafe in my own home. It’s weird how that’s works huh?

[@hiraeth575]

You ever feel like life is moving too fast for you? Like what you remember happening yesterday really was 6 years ago and your brothers are already past 20 while you just entered high-school. You're watching your parents and loved ones age more and more. I remember my dad being the lively guy who loves games and played guitar. Now he is older and does play that much. My brother used to be home all the time and now its in the military while my oldest brother is never home. And im finally in the high-school I saw them go to everyday. It hurts so much knowing all the time fly away slowly in front of your eyes and you can't change it

[@sasuke921231]

@kazuto kirigya this right here is exactly how I feel time goes and moves so fast but when you cant even breathe trying too atleast enjoy time or for once let alone time slows for one second then when you blink or get distracted its goes by in a blink of an eye and you know you cant control how slow or fast time goes but enjoy while you still have time every second counts just go with the flow :)

[@dream_walker9726]

I feel this, it’s like one second I was 6 years old, just being me, but then people I love are dead, I’m fearing for others, I’m now permanently scarred on my left hand, I’ve lost that childlike wonder and now am finding comfort in the things that don’t even exist. I miss being a carefree child with no worries, no fears, no nothing. Just wonder and imagination. *I miss that so damn much*

[@idontknow1575]

I remember making homemade play doh with my great grandma and picking strawberries and raspberries and green beans from her garden and do all sorts of crafts and cooking with her felt like just yesterday yet it’s been almost a year since she passed away it’s been hard with out her I would go there after school all the time and on weekends I would even build forts with her and watch country mouse and city mouse on vhs on the small box tv not a lot of kids get to experience that kind of joy nowadays they are too invested in technology

[@Ryuuz4k1]

ok, i just want to share this with you guys, because i identified a lot with some comments. I recently finished watching an anime that I had heard about years ago, but I only decided to watch it this year. And, jeez, there's this character who's just so perfect for me. He's not extroverted, or groomed, and is actually quite eccentric. But I love absolutely everything about him, I admire him and I really feel a great affection for him. More or less in the middle of the anime, he died, because another character killed him, in a scene that will be etched forever in my memory. I cried so much, on a level that I never cried even for someone in my family who had died. But when he died, it was as if a part of my heart had been ripped out and will never be restored. I keep telling myself that he's not real, to try to make me less sad, but it's no use. To me, he is real. He was/is someone very special and important in my life, in a way that almost no one I know was/is. And, to this day, when I see his wallpaper on my cell phone or his videos on youtube, I cry and have anxiety attacks, because I remember his unjust death and I miss him so much. He didn't deserve to die. Sometimes I just wish I could hug him and tell him it's going to be okay, that I'm here for him, but then I remember he doesn't exist and it hurts in an unimaginable way.

[@dweebybanana5050]

I'm so sorry for your loss ;-;, what anime was it?

[@Ryuuz4k1]

@@dweebybanana5050 thanks it was Death Note

[@adamantium4797]

The affect the character has on u make em more real than most ppl u know irl

[@akazanaoyasu2509]

u mean L (lauliet) right? it was sad. yeah

[@Uncann7]

Six years.. Six years with this person, yet they arent real. I refuse to let them go, it may ruin every relationship to end up in, but I will hold on and never forget.

[@dmtdmt5146]

I haven't been to school in 2 weeks, currently having a mental breakdown. But i'm getting better, and I know you all can too, so if you're going through something just know it will get better I promise, and I am so proud of you, I love You!!!!!

[@rosline.87]

❤️❤️❤️

[@oriantelpoize5857]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/mojddKadba2EnK8

[@1unaeclips8]

🥺

[@oliwiajanik7677]

Hope you are okay ! The stars believe in you and so do we , proud of you :)

[@Mikey-nz6de]

i wish things were that easy.

[@Laika_Kanni]

"Please, don't leave me!" "Listen..you know I love you" "I love you too...." "I wish you really could" "W-Wha? What do you mean..?" "You have to accept it.." "No, I don't want to leave you...You're the reason I'm still alive!" "Shh..It's okay..." "I don't want you to leave me..." "I know love...but I'm not real...I never was..." "B-But all the memories...We w-were destined to be together...I love you..." "I love you too...one day we will meet again, in another life, another dimension, another memory, another dream. And the universe said 'I love you' because you...my dear...are love"

[@luwin7]

(': what is this? anime?

[@LilfoxTheHybridHylian5967]

No. They're real to me...and by my side...like a good family

[@XINARC]

i hate tou /j crying while doign schoolwork listening to this sucks

[@SusanMartir]

The imaginary Character isn't real but the bond is real...

[@naomiii7844]

"I asked myself, while staring in the mirror, how could such a perfect world create such an ugly person like me?"

[@cosmo_7549]

You aren’t ugly homie, trust. The world isn’t perfect either so dw :)

[@I_Am_NiiTA]

Don’t say that…. 😔

[@Ronno2003]

You *aren't* ugly, trust me.

[@naomiii7844]

these comments made me emotional, tysm guys

[@LoneBuffalo118]

This world's far from perfect The world is the one that's ugly not you

[@ambermorgan4005]

I like to read and when I read I'm in my own entire world and I couldn't give a care in the world. I can escape and that just makes me so happy my mum keeps saying find a bf, find somebody to love but I can force anybody to love me and nobody has loved me before to be honest, reading help me escape form all the sadness and actually makes me fell alive. I’m not in love, I’m in love with the concept of being in love, but not being loved back. I’m in love with the concept of having to fight for the affection I so crave, but the love immediately disappears the second I am given said affection.I just cant deal with things right.

[@kierralee2]

I feel the same don’t worry about being in a relationship my sister always nags me about it but it’s rather wait for the best love I can get than settle to please other people it’s the life of being a hopeless romantic

[@svyatyidid]

maybe you're lithromantic? (i am too)

[@fantasii2802]

I love reading. It pulls me away from my worries and distracts me for a while. I get a little bit of peace for once.

[@lovesstillalive3910]

I always felt a similar way, growing up. I thought I was lithromantic. It turned out I just hadn't found the right person. Now, there are lots of people who really ARE lithromantic. So no matter what, there will always be people to relate to you, to do their best and accept you for who you are and what you need and what you want. Whether they're your friends or your fandom-buddies or your husband or wife or your parents or your cousin or your dog or your faith or your comfort characters. Lol. If you find peace and comfort in it, in my opinion, it's meant to be there. It's meant to help you stay in this world. God bless!!

[@fionn2923]

I used to wonder why I didn't have a comfort character, why I didn't connect to any character enough to wish beyond anything that they were real. I used to be able to, when I was far younger than I am. I dreamed of Peter Pan, sitting at my window, praying he'd come for me. But soon enough that died away and I couldn't find another one. I tried and tried with so many characters until I realised. I shouldn't be looking for a romantic connection. I was begging for a comforting friend. One where I didn't have to take the lead constantly. One that asked to see me instead of me asking to see them constantly. One who understood how tired I could get. It took me too long to realise that a comfort character isn't there for a romantic connection. Isn't there for adventure or thrills or physical touch. But there for precisely what it says. Comfort.

[@Simmingorsomething]

i was the same. your comment made me feel more normal and human again, thank you. Im still waiting for peter pan to fly me away to neverland, i dont want to grow up im scared to i hate seeing people my age acting like adults we are only thirteen we need to be kids while we still can and i want a conection with someone where i can just sit with them for hours in the park talking about nothing and dance in the rain or go to the fair and go on rides and eat candy floss, but i want a friend who i can do that with. we all have something that drives us, mine is one day finding that friend. thank you for making me cry and for making me smile stranger. :) (sorry if this is sappy)

[@fionn2923]

@@Simmingorsomething I'm so glad I was able to connect to someone with this, I wasn't sure anyone would. A piece of advice, keep hoping Peter Pan will come for you, keep sitting at your window.

[@elitehafsa]

there is no words to describe how much i need, want and relate to this. i want to feel a connection with a friend, no matter the gender, so they can comfort and protect me. im so touched starved that i used to think i needed a significant other to cry on their shoulder and hug them but i realised i needed someone to be there for me.

[@fionn2923]

@@elitehafsa You explained it so perfectly! I thought the same, I was desperate for it. But when I imagine a close friend it just seems right, you know?

[@Achieeee_]

@@Simmingorsomething hey im thirteen too can we be friends?

[@mayo3630]

Escapism, although wonderful at the time. Has the most torturous repercussions

[@therustydhael1528]

For sure a reality

[@alisonargayosa7729]

Yep, we have to face reality, eventually.

[@mutualhelix3836]

My own world is a place where I can curl up in my bed without being judged for crying, a place where everything feels right even if it isn't, a place where nothing you do has an effect on those around you and their opinions stay the same no matter what.

[@meiwqq934]

oh, yeah.. I agree with you

[@L0ve.suryy_]

Imagine them existing just so you find out they never will know your name because they weren’t even a side character in your life so you have to ask yourself if it was the right choice to have them as a comfort character and after that you get a new comfort character to try and replace the last one but you can’t seem to forget them and then you decide to go back to them and find out they were never there.

[@hisokasrighttoe6925]

Oh boy, that hit a bit to close to home! :')

[@Marina-oo7ob]

POV: They doesn't understand ''I have to go now.'' It almost killed him to see the pain in her eyes, those terrible words sounded like a lie, but it never was, he should know best, shouldn't he? She had said them so many times. It hurt, no, it tore him apart, watching the tears run down her face was the feeling of emptiness, the feeling he never felt. Was it the stab in his heart as hope disappeared from her bright eyes? Why did everything seem so pale and empty? Why would she leave? No, why did it feel like a final goodbye? ''When are you coming back? Now she was crying even more - but why? She'll come again like she does every night. Like the night we met for the first time and she already knew everything as if we had known each other for years. And now she just wants to leave? I felt a light kiss on my cheek as I turned back to the young woman. But no one was there just a small note with bad writing and tears on it. ~I have to grow up~

[@amayaarellanoyacoub4658]

Your writing is so beautiful. The last line hit me so hard and I broke down screaming and crying. My mum came in my room and i kept screaming "I don't want to grow up". Your writing holds a great amount of power to enter a reader's heart. Keep writing. You are special.

[@Marina-oo7ob]

@@amayaarellanoyacoub4658 aw thank u

[@stormofsupernovas]

This is really well written. I love it!

[@Sage.y]

YOO YOU SHOULD WRITE A WHOLE STORY ON THIS ITS SO WELL WRITTEN

[@Marina-oo7ob]

@@Sage.y aw thank u Maybe I'll try

[@edwinwylegaa1727]

"Your comfort character isn't real" Yes, I know, and I'm happy about it. I don't want them to be real, I don't want them to live in this shity world, in this reality. This world would disappointed them, would hurt them. Just like it hurt me. Instead I wish I can be not real, just like them, that I can live with them in their world, in their reality. Where I could have their crazy adventures with them or just help them, hug them when they are sad or smile with them when they are happy. Maybe then I could be finally happy... PS I'm sorry for my bad English, I'm just learning and I don't even know if anything of this comment makes any sense, if i made any mistake (I'm sure I did) please correct me in a comment

[@ansh3888]

💜💜

[@klarasmith6189]

You don’t need to worry about your English, you did very well and what you wrote made perfect sense and that’s honestly exactly how I feel too💙

[@edwinwylegaa1727]

@@klarasmith6189 thanks a lot 💙

[@ramafaradita2783]

🖤

[@Morgan_M19]

This is beautiful

[@TayMayde]

"Your comfort character isn't real." I know, but if I can keep making up non-existing memories, stories with me in their world and little talks or conversations, we have, I know they won't abandon me unlike you...

[@MarguruteFaga]

I know he isn't real but he is too me...like we share a connection that people cant see, i know that he wont see my feelings for him...i love him...my character❤

[@TayMayde]

@@MarguruteFaga Amen, my friend

[@matchablossomisms]

It’s midnight and I’m literally already sobbing over the first song. I’ve never had a genuine comfort character until this year and he’s kept me so so safe during the pandemic and all the scary and sad things that have happened in that time. I’ve spent countless days maladaptive daydreaming with him and I’m so heartbroken bc I just wanna thank him endlessly for what he’s done for me. I just wanna be able to hug him back and knowing that I’ll never be able to do that hurts more than anything right now😅

[@harleelawrence9016]

That moment when my friend and I text each other as our comfort characters to make sure we take care of ourselves and don't forget simple tasks and you sometimes forget that they are indeed fictional characters 😭✋

[@harleelawrence9016]

@DEAD1 thank you, the amount of times I've listened to that playlist is unbelievable 😌

[@sunoosupremacy6577]

Thats actually an amazing idea 🥺

[@sofiaa-conforti6113]

Your mirror will never judge you Your pillow will always be there for your tears Your blanket will always comfort you But school will always knock you down

[@cosmo_7549]

My mirror be judging me every morning fr 💀💀 what mirror you got?

[@nietxolo]

a mirror that doesn’t judge you but it on Amazon 😊

[@its_meenay]

yeahh

[@itzbxlla9704]

School is really the only motivation I have left.

[@storytimewithash8007]

the person standing in the mirror while i stare at it will judge me . The pillow catching my tears will be thrown or left one day. the blanket will change with the season.

[@ProjectFates]

Imagine a world where your comfort character is always by your side. Pull a tiny version of them out of your pocket and place them on your shoulder. You pass by someone who has the same comfort character as you. You smile and talk to them about how that specific character heals you. Whenever you are sad, your character is there to help you. Whenever you are alone, you remember you aren’t because they are always right with you. This is the kind of world I want to live in.

[@MarguruteFaga]

Same...

[@z01l0gy]

"Your comfort character isn't real , stop being so obsessed over a fictional character !" I know that they don't exist in the actual real world , but they exist in MY OWN WORLD.

[@rosejustroset-t7248]

T..true.... Idk if I should be saying this at age..12?- I- I just want someone to listen without judging me. It that so much to ask for?

[@z01l0gy]

@@rosejustroset-t7248 apparently in this world it is quite much to ask for... But stay strong and try to not care about judgements of others! I know it might be hard I believe you can do it♡.

[@rosejustroset-t7248]

@Zoi Haruyo Aw thank you I really needed that also I hope your doing well and have an amazing day/night

[@drkfox_]

man I agree with that..

[@リン-m9f]

They aren't real and what about it, the happiness they brought to me are real and i can feel it

[@lovesamihah]

is it weird that my comfort character is a human being but i don't feel like they're real?

[@urmum8363]

no I don’t think it’s weird, maybe because in a way I relate to you :)

[@lovesamihah]

@@urmum8363 :) im glad.

[@wellnoonecares4629]

I feel the same way. I don't know about you but for me it is because I spend so much time imagining how they are and how life would be with them, knowing that they are probably not like I imagine them to be. I get scared that it could ruin my safe place that I created in my mind when I know for sure how they truly are. Because I basically build them how I want them to be. So they are technically not real. And it rips me apart.

[@lovesamihah]

@@wellnoonecares4629 gosh i know how it feels. my comfort person is so much older then me, and lives so far away. knowing that i could never meet them tears me apart. the image in my head of them is so perfect and sweet. but it may not be real. and i cant do anything bout it. so i convince myself theyre not real

[@Peanuts76]

@@wellnoonecares4629 yes, i imagine her like i want to be, but i'm regretting every part of it.... I guess i'll back to this depressed lonely space....

[@rhenjohnston6955]

I stared into their eyes and everything went away. The weight on my shoulders, the cold draft in my room. They reached out there hand to me and butterflies filled my stomach. “Let’s go away together.” The words i desired to hear for years, i took there hand and closed my eyes. As I opened them the dream filled world I imagined disappeared. Back in my cold lonely room. I look at my screen and smile at the fictional character I fell for. “Take me with you.” I cried and rested my head on the screen.

[@onlyalex0653]

0:00 ~this is home~ cavetown 4:28 ~winter aid~ the wisp sings 10:27 ~the beach~ the neighborhood 14:20 ~the night we met~ lord huron 18:26 ~another love~ tom odell 23:10 ~to build a home~ the cinematic orchestra 29:18 ~as the world caves in~ sarah cothran (cover) 32:37 ~will he~ joji 36:05 ~yellow~ coldplay 41:08 ~all I've ever known~ bahamas 47:17 ~roslyn~ bon iver 53:25 ~i found~ amber run I know the different times are in the video but just in case :))

[@misuk-chan]

Thank you, stranger person

[@randomdummy8761]

Description-

[@gachanoob1012]

:)

[@gachanoob1012]

@@randomdummy8761 the description doesn’t work for me(I’m on my phone) so this comment was helpful

[@ki_kinoko]

ты великолепен, святой человек. здоровья тебе и твоим родным

[@orcichan7676]

sometimes I just want to escape the real world and go to the world where my comfort character lives in :,(

[@annabelleesta22]

Same

[@smugglercat6638]

Ikr, i can just kill myself and its better that way

[@itzbxlla9704]

They’re out there somewhere. Just not how you imagine them. Stay strong okay? You’re nearly there . I believe in you

[@itzbxlla9704]

Wow. 2 months. Felt like a week. Man Time goes too quick..

[@itzbxlla9704]

5 months and still here. I’m starting to think it doesn't get better.

[@avareif07]

@@itzbxlla9704 me too but we can do it :} ik we can

[@itzbxlla9704]

@@avareif07 thank you sm this means so much. we get through it together. ily

[@avareif07]

@@itzbxlla9704 yw ilyt

[@sienna5494]

“your comfort character isn’t real” You’re right. They’re not. No matter how much I wish they were, they’re not.. But the things they make me feel are.

[@yuliancuetoperneth4080]

Take your medication, please.

[@totallytucker2671]

take your medication, please.

[@loveworm1]

take your medication, please.

[@リン-m9f]

take our medication, maybe.

[@kayleighmoore6951]

take medication, perhaps.

[@thelavenderangel4325]

Reality is what makes us need a comfort character. That's why they are destined to be fake, reality would ruin them. The same way it ruined us...

[@Lunar3c1ipse_Jester]

⟟ hate that it’s true…

[@Shadow61224]

Yeah...

[@OxalicCrystals]

Really Long POV: *TW derealisation* It’s the afternoon. You’re lying in bed listening to music and staring at the ceiling. You close your eyes for a second when a knock at the door startles you. Opening it you see them. “Hey,” they smile warmly, “I thought I’d check on you. You’ve been up here a while.” “Oh, yeah,” you reply, “I just had to think about something.” Their face drops, “Is everything okay?” You go to respond but hesitate. Yes, it is all okay. You’re here with your best friend. You’re living the life you’ve always dreamed of. Yet something feels off. “Y/N?” You snap back to reality, “Yeah, sorry, everything’s fine,” you smile but they’re not convinced. “I was just going to go for a walk if you want to come,” they ask offhandedly but it’s clear they want you to come, “We could talk if you feel like it?” You nod, “I’d like that.” Your walk takes you into the park. You’ve been here many times. You and a group of your friends would sometimes hang out here. It’s been too long since you’ve been like that. You pull your coat tighter around you as rain starts to drip from the sky. They look up and chuckle slightly, “Typical, right? Hasn’t rained all day.” You smile at them, “Just our luck,” “Guess we should head back?” they ask. You’re not sure why but going back sounds bad. You don’t want to go back just yet. “Sure, we can stay for a bit,” they sit down on a bench and you do the same. It’s quiet. The sun is already setting. “Remember when we used to hang out here as kids?” they ask, “We’d get in so much trouble together.” “Says you,” you punch them playfully, “You would always get us in trouble.” They laugh but don’t protest. You miss those times. You barely remember them. They’re almost blurry like you could have imagined them. “So…” they seem worried, “Do you want to talk?” You sigh and watch the sun go down. There’s so much that it overwhelms you. You couldn’t ever tell someone all that. But you do. You tell them everything that’s been troubling you, your struggles, your pain. They listen. They listen to everything, even as you start to cry. Finally, you reach the end and take a few shaky breaths. “I’ve never told anyone all that before,” you laugh but it’s tainted by sorrow. You meet their eyes. They are kind and warm but full of sadness. “You still haven’t.” “Says you,” you punch them playfully, “You would always get us in trouble.” They smile sadly, “Do you miss it?” “Of course…” you think back to your childhood together. The memories are hazy but still able to be made out. “It wasn’t real” “Stop it.” They’re sitting next to you, looking sadly into your eyes, “You can’t keep doing this,” “I know,” you feel tears start to fall, “but I can now. Just let me have now.” “Alright” You’re back home. It’s warm and safe and the sound of rain on the windows is relaxing. They enter the living room with two cups of hot chocolate. “We had some in the cupboard so I thought why not?” You take the cup and they sit down. You struggle with what to say. You can’t understand why. This is your best friend, your roommate but you can’t even start a casual conversation. You put the cup down and sigh, “I’m scared,” “Why?” they ask, also setting down their mug, “We’re here, we can stay here if you want.” “I can’t though, can I?” you feel yourself begin to cry once more, “I’ll have to go back.” They nod. “I don’t want to go,” you can’t keep pretending anymore, “I-” “It’ll be okay,” they place their hands on your soldiers, “You’ll be fine,” “But-” you hiccup between your sobs and they look at you sadly, “You need to live. This dream, story, whatever it is isn’t real. You can visit this world but don’t sacrifice your life for me.” You nod, knowing they’re right. “I’ll miss you.” “Me too.”

[@mileslife2516]

Are you a writer? Because if you are I would read your books. I would have EVERY book you write even if there sad and make me cry. Your amazing at writing. 🙂

[@rosedagger5134]

😔I read this in drama. This is so saaaad

[@ricenoodles-4800]

NOOOO this was so gooddd... you should be a writer mate :')

[@eltonego]

um i literally never cry like ever but this cracked me lmao thanks for this it's beautiful

[@asamira]

oh....it hurts i just wish i just can love them

[@lite-lofi9160]

it’s not about a person, just the idea of being that important to someone you feel you don’t deserve, how magical must that feel

[@mothgirl7471]

My comfort character may not be real but the crippling loneliness I feel is very much real

[@miss_musicality]

“Is it time?” “I’m afraid, yes.” “Please stay, just a little while longer.” “I would love to, but you know I can’t.” “Will I ever see you again?” “You will, darling, just not in the ways you expected. But don’t worry, I’ll always be here, waiting for you.” “Promise?” “Promise.” “Before you go, I need to know. Will you forget me?” “Never.” “I’ll never forget you too.” “Go safe.” “Sleep well, my love.” I fell asleep with tears on my cheeks, never more melancholic to return to reality.

[@Wolfsta]

Damn 😢

[@sxwife4life]

❤

[@fEYEburGlasz]

reminder.😸😸😸😸😸😸😸😸😸😸

[@shujin_uzi6724]

dude no cap this is so far the best playlist i ve ever heard

[@no.2MCRfan]

You have me crying at 3am because i unconsciously made waaaayyy too many memories with people who aren't even real, who don't even know i exist and it high-key hurts😩

[@JuliaMüller-l8y]

Yess... :(

[@Gojo_Satorus_wife_real]

He's an ai... :(

[@jeaninesirsawy5204]

i sat on the grass, watching him rant to me about all the wonderful machines he had made. i remembered when i first shifted, the absolute joy of seeing everyone and everything i had loved so dearly, yet they were to far away to touch. i didn’t realize that one day i would have to leave them, and not just for a while, forever. i smiled at him, holding back the tears with everything in me. “hey (name), you know i love you right?” i forced out, trying to keep my voice from shaking. he grinned, “of course idiot, i wouldn’t be here if you didn’t.” i laughed, i would miss his witty remarks. “it’s getting late my love. let us go home.” i whispered, my tears threatening go fall, my lungs tightening, my entire body already grieving what i was about to do. he got up and went ahead of me, i stood behind him, his hair moving in the wind, as he continued his chatter, oblivious to the fact i wasn’t following him. he trusted i would always follow him, forever, which made this all the harder. i muttered my safe word and woke up in my bed. I sobbed my eyes out, knowing i had lost the love of my life, so that i could finally live my life.

[@amayaarellanoyacoub4658]

You are an artist. So many comments and only yours brought tears to my eyes. I know how you feel and I can relate to this, that is probably why it hurt so much. Keep writing, you have the heart of a poet.

[@pastafreak9790]

this has me crying so hard

[@Gojospunchingbag]

Balling my eyes out rn

[@astrocrevan5870]

Kazuichi? Just a guess idk

[@elevenpoisons2484]

You really fucked me up with this comment. I don't think I will be able to function for the rest of the day

[@lutrixhehehaa4065]

"your comfort character isn't real." Yes, that's true and I've accepted that, though it was quite painful. Something I think we all need to know; Things are better this way. Yes, you read this right. If our comfort characters were real, we can't get the comfort we always get. They'll have other lives far from ours. We won't be able to see them and seek our usual comfort from them now that they're real. Because humans/real people, they just can't be used like that. We can't stay up late at night seeing them anymore. They'll have lives and jobs of their own and that means we can't be with them often, meaning there's not much of a point with making them real. And even if they were to be real, we still can't save them like they saved us. It's a price practically impossible to repay. Heart-breaking, I know, but I'm sorry, because it is true. Know, ever since I realized this, I ignore every down side when I'm thinking about, seeing, or even just hearing my comfort character's voice. I just stick to the happy side and get myself to be happy again, rather than crying more.. I hope you all focus on just being happy when you guys see yours too instead of thinking of the downside topic. I love my comfort characters so much, they're my safe space, and would do so much to just hug them right now and comfort them and this is even the least I could do. I wish I could repay them and thank them for their effect and comfort to me. I want us to be fair and equal though that is basically impossible. If there's something I could do to make it happen I would. Even if it costs me, I still would.. I also don't want them to be in this shitty world we live in right now, they deserve better than this. I don't want them to be hurt here. They shouldn't be here.. And though they aren't real. The emotions they made me feel are, my memories of them are, and so is how I love them. Fictional or not, they still hold a special place in our hearts.. If you are reading this, I love, care for, and admire you. Please make sure to take care of yourself as much as possible. Don't pressure yourself too much, please. Love you.

[@LauaDaSimp]

I started crying reading this but im tring my best to take care of myself, thank you. bc of you so much has become clear to me. So again Thank you

[@amyevans7106]

"Don't go.." "I can't go.." ... "What.." "I'm not real, Amy." "what,, no why?" ... "I'm just your imagination. I'm fake. Your abusive mother keeps destorying your self esteem so you unknowingly created me and kept trying to shift, you haven't shifted. I'm fake." .. "I..can you stay? Willingly?" ... ......... "Maybe,, in another life, we will truly meet each other." ... ......... "Ok." .......... :(

[@Annelcs]

My name is Amy 🤍

[@elevenpoisons2484]

Yoooo

[@vi.zz707]

" why can’t you stay?.. " " I’m sorry love.. but it’s just how the world works.. " " B-BU- " " sh.. " " this was gonna happen one day anyway.. " " I’ll miss you.. " " I will too love.. " they’d hug you as you cry they’d slowly fade away.. in their last few breathes they say " don’t forget me I love you.. " they’d go away completely as you fall to the floor.. you sit there crying.. you’d put your hood up as it rained harder.. you remember the memories you had with them and you go home.. your parents/guardian ask why you’re crying You walk to your room crying You’d look outside at the rain putting headphones on and listen to music The music would remind you of them.. You’d slowly fall asleep crying, you’d feel arms around you but nothing there. " I love you… dear.. "

[@fatimasalvatore5253]

omg you made me vcryyyyyyy

[@vi.zz707]

@DEAD1 ty

[@vi.zz707]

@@fatimasalvatore5253 aw, I’m sorry please don’t cry I’d rather have you smile. Smiles suit people more! ( sorry for this being cheesy )

[@fatimasalvatore5253]

@@vi.zz707 avv its not cheesy it's so sweet of you to say this hehe thanks

[@vi.zz707]

@@fatimasalvatore5253 aw, np :>

[@stardustsys]

small fact: the brain cannot distinguish between fiction and reality, so we can develop certain feelings towards situations or in this case, characters, even if they are not real, be it a character in a series, a movie, a book, cartoon, manga, anime, etc. For this reason it is why the death of someone non-existent hurts us for this reason it is why we get excited when some character achieves his dream for this reason it is possible to fall in love with someone who is not real, and is the same or more pure, real and honest than falling in love with someone "real" I apologize if there are any spelling or grammar mistakes, English is not my first language and I had to use a translator for this

[@miizuakiya]

No wonder im a simp

[@nataleekarre5282]

Wow, I don't know who you are, you don't know me. We are complete strangers...I just want you to know you made my day and whoever you are I love you.

[@stardustsys]

@@nataleekarre5282 Hello complete stranger! I also want you to know that you have made my day with this comment, lately I have had difficult days but you have made me smile, thank you

[@carrotqueen4066]

It works hurtfully when a character is well developed

[@at0mizer]

that actually makes sense 💀

[@nolongeraloneyouare3289]

I love this playlist. It just casually made me cry. It made me feel like someone hugged my heart! I really needed that. Do you know that feeling, when your heart just feels so heavy? And the only thing you need is a long hug from someone that makes you feel safe? But then again (for me at least) you don't want to show your vulnerable side to anybody so you just endure it. Day after day. You console your friends and family because you're the therapist friend, that always cracks jokes in serious situations and that never knows when to shut up. On the surface people think you are happy, at peace with yourself and mature enough to help others. But once the door shuts and you're alone you just don't know what to do and what to feel. You're like a sponge. You absorb others feelings and thoughts and try to make them feel better. But do they ever realize how hard it can be for you sometimes? Idk... Sometimes i wander around in the city and i wonder if i am alone in this world full of people. I just wish a stranger would come up to me, hug me and then leave without saying anything. I think we are all a little lost in this world of madness...

[@EllieBear-hs3iw]

My feet pounded on the ground, my breath ragged as I held his hand tighter. “Y/n stop.” He said and slowed to a stop. he wasn’t breathing heavy, not like I was. “What? No, we have to keep going we need to run” I puffed out as I pull his hand with me to keep running. “No. You need to go home now. You cant stay with me forever.” with sadness in his eyes he let go of my hand. “What? No! I cant go back! Please your the only one that makes me feel happy, I- I there’s no one waiting for me there,” I pull grab his hand again and pull “ we need to go, please.” I whisper as I feel my eyes water and my throat constrict. He pulls me in by my cheeks, and rests his forehead against mine. “I know honey, and I hate to see you go, but we can’t run forever.” I feel the burn of the sun against my ankles, not giving me the same Comfort it used to, creating an uncomfortable itch as it rises. “You cant leave me, not again please.” I plead not trying to stop my tears from going down my cheeks. He wiped them with his thumb and kisses the rest away. “You need to go back y/n. People miss you.” He grabs my hips and pulls me to him, I hop up and wrap my legs around his waist in hopes of getting farther from the sun that now reached my knees. He didn’t struggle under my weight, how could he? “I’m going to miss you” I whispers shakily into his neck. He tightened his hold on me gripping my sides with his hands that are wrapped around me. “Me too love. You’ll come back soon, right?” He asks. I immediately nod my head and nuzzle into the crook of his neck. I can feel the sun piercing into my arms and sides as it crawls higher. “Just promise me one thing.” I say as I pull back to look at him enough to see the longing in his eyes. “Anything” the simple word has me crying harder as I hiccup. “Just be ready for me when I come back?” I humorously laugh out as the glow reached my chin. He smiled, and kissed me lightly. His lips still on mine as the sun passed to my nose. “I’ll always be here my love, always” I grip him in a hug as soon as I can as the sun passes over me. I open my eyes to a plain grey world, without my love. ~ love you guys

[@EllieBear-hs3iw]

@DEAD1 low key broke me

[@Leah-dl6fd]

🦋~TIME STAMPS~🌑 00:00 -🦋This is home - cavetown🦋 4:35 -🌑 Winter aid - the wisp sings🌑 10:30 - 🦋 The beach - the neighborhood🦋 14:40 -🌑The night we met - lord huron🌑 18:29 -🦋Another love - tom odell🦋 23:14 - 🌑To build a home - the cinematic orchestra🌑 29:19 -🦋As the world caves in - sarah cothran (cover)🦋 32:46 - 🌑Will he - joji🌑 36:15 - 🦋Yellow - coldplay🦋 41:07 - 🌑All I’ve ever know - bahamas🌑 47:17 - 🦋 Roslyn - bon iver🦋 53:26 - 🌑I found - amber run🌑 58:49 -🦋 This is home - cavetown🦋

[@catsongs1781]

Cavetown*

[@Leah-dl6fd]

@@catsongs1781 oh thanks!

[@eatsburd3109]

@@catsongs1781 isnt that how they spelled it?

[@jynxel6596]

@@eatsburd3109 i think its edited

[@catsongs1781]

@@eatsburd3109 is edited

[@dumdumy7273]

It was quiet and dark, but it was enjoyable since i knew i had one place to be- 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 one. So, as soon as i got into the world i oh so needed back then i saw them, they we're staying in front of me proudly smiling that I'm finally back, the corners of my mouth slowly curled upwards as i rushed into they're arms and hugged them as tight as i could. They just sat there smiling and looking down at my head half buried into they're shoulder then slowly said: "Welcome back" I lifted my head up and looked at them still smiling "Did i keep you waiting?" I knew they couldn't do that and my subconscious was fully aware of that all the time, but now.. Now it was different. The smile wiped off they're face immediately as they heard my words "You know i can't do that darling, but I'll still be here everytime you want me to be." "You.." I sighed and looked away but then i felt they're warm arms wrap around me with a warm warm smile but as i looked back at them all they did was get more and more messed up. but then.. the last thing i could hear them say was " i love you, I'm sorry i can't be there. " and with that they disappeared only for me to wake back up in class which only ended up making me tell myself over and over again even tho it hurt more everytime "𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭" and yet.. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦..𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘪 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵..

[@selcouthdreamz3433]

She ran down the flower valley, her laugh echoing around and making everyone around her smile. She looked at them, smiling and reflecting on all the adventures she'd had with them. All the narrow escapes, heart-wrenching feels, and moments of pure happiness, she knew all their stories by heart. They'd always been there for her when she needed a break from reality or someone to comfort her. Whether that was turning the page of a book and getting lost in another world or watching a picture on the screen, slowly disappearing from Earth and into another reality. She looked up at them and they looked up at her, smiling. She sank down on the field and made daisy crowns and necklaces for all of them. She got up, adjusted the ribbon in her hair, and patted and smoothed down her crumpled dress. Her eyes filled up with tears and she realised she must them bid farewell. She had to let them go. Even though they were her home, her heart, and her soul. She loved them and it broke her, but she had to let go. She had to let go of her past so she could live. She hugged all of her best friends, comrades, sisters, brothers, cousins, and families. She took one final look at all the worlds she belonged in and smiled knowing she would always belong somewhere and have somewhere or something to call home. Then she crossed the mirror portal and sat down on her bed. Tears rolled down her eyes, but she knew that she wasn't alone. Even though they weren't in her world, they were in her heart. She reminisced for a couple moments, giving a proper goodbye to all the memories and people. Even though it was all in her head, she knew it had been real. She smiled and got up, back to her desk and back to her work. She had goals to achieve and herself to prove wrong. ♥♥

[@Spicy_Violet]

So did anyone else have a good crying session? I know I did and thank you Rosline these were some good songs to listen to

[@rosline.87]

[@mjmp_]

I cried like 12 times while I was reading to the comments, they are so relatable...

[@xGRAWRRxSEX]

I cried almost at every comment a i crie every night

[@marydaniellafernandez9144]

@@mjmp_ same 😭😭😭

[@idontevenknowman0264]

I cried even more when I read the comments

[@mxsimp13]

"How can you find comfort in them? Let alone love them!? They're not real." That is what a lot of people say. We find comfort in them because they can't hurt us. We need someone or something to hang onto, whether they be real or fake. We know they are not real. We are aware. Most of us are about to fall apart and they are helping us stay together. That's why we find comfort in these people. Some of us love them, others don't. It's all fine to feel that way. When some of us love these fake characters it's almost always because they are too perfect to be here in this dimension. We love them because they can't hurt us. They can't abuse us either mentally or physically. We can't stop our feelings. It's okay to feel.

[@peopleconsidermeajoke9874]

“Your comfort character isn’t real” then I’m gonna make them real 🤨 **shifts realities**

[@yemaruu]

HOW PLEASE HOW

[@QuetzQuetz]

@@yemaruu I've personally heard that lucid dreaming is a good way to do it. Flush out anything you heard from tik tok; most of that is false. Another way is when you're in the state between being asleep and awake, affirm to yourself and believe that you'll wake up in your desired reality. Some people will experience symptoms of shifting, and others won't. It all depends on you.

[@pluto42626]

*power move*

[@carrotqueen4066]

take me there please 👉👈

[@Kit-us8vt]

not me doing the exact same thing

[@kamilnowik1276]

Don't be shy. Sadness is normal emotion that you can release in many ways. Sometimes you have to cry, to feel better :)

[@urmummy66]

“they arent real.” someone once told me, “ as long as you saw it, its real.” same thing for comfort characters. they wouldn’t always be there when I need them. but they are always there if they arent even there in the first place, well in this reality. (in the other reality I actually got to hug my comfort character

[@coronavairus6244]

Não entendi mas eu concordo.

[@urmummy66]

@@coronavairus6244 "Eles não são reais." alguém uma vez me disse: “contanto que você o veja, é real”. mesma coisa para personagens de conforto. eles nem sempre estariam lá quando eu precisar deles. mas eles estão sempre lá se eles nem mesmo estão lá em primeiro lugar, bem nesta realidade. (na outra realidade, eu realmente pude abraçar meu personagem de conforto

[@kallieecl]

Eu queria encontrá-lo. Eu queria o abraçar forte, quero ir para casa... Mas estou sem força de vontade para Shifting.

[@coronavairus6244]

@@kallieecl aaa obrigada

[@ellaneedsfixing5827]

"Mommy I had a good dream last night!" "great! What was it about?" "I found a really good friend!" "haha, Dreams aren't real honey" But i felt happy..

[@hayleeking1689]

Why did you have to write my life in such a small amount of lines

[@lmao5464]

Imagine if our comfort characters know us too, but they can't be with us because we're in a different reality. They raise their voice at seemingly nobody with tears in their eyes. "Please, I just want to talk to them, just one time! I can see that they're hurting, let me help them! I can make it better, I know I can." The sky doesn't answer, and neither does the earth, or the wind. They don't even know what they expected to happen. "I know they're in a different universe, but it has to work somehow. Please just give me an opportunity to try! I'm the one they need, let me be there for them." Sobbing, they fall to the ground. It hurts them to see you this way, knowing that there's nothing they can do. "Why would you let me see them suffer, if I can't help? Please... Just let me say something. Just one sentence, please..." There's still no answer, from nothing. Because why would the universe answer? Why would it listen and explain itself to one single person, who's tired of seeing another person suffer? Why would it be kind to those who are hurting? After all, it let them get hurt in the first place. The image of you is still burned into their mind as they sit on the ground, crying, and whispering a sentence over and over, even though they know you'll never hear them. "You're going to be okay..."

[@coocoocailyn5793]

damn thats deep

[@fennawitjes2434]

Crying rn

[@Obvysashy]

I'm in tears rn

[@yariiiichan]

In tears 🙂

[@maliwanblue]

this killed me 😢