A VERY SAD UPDATE

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you so much for your kind comments on tonight's vlog. It means a lot to both of us ❤️❤️ Thank you also to everyone who has kindly donated to Barnsley hospice who looked after my lovely mum We received a lovely message from them thanking everyone who has donated. If you left your address on your donation. You may receive a thank you card from them. If you would like to donate to Barnsley hospice the link is below www.barnsleyhospice.org/support-us/donating/make-a-donation/

[@laurencroucher96]

Leigh that bit at the start was beautiful you’ve both done her proud she will always be with you both ❤️

[@mazzaw859]

What I learned after losing my mum, was to be kind to myself. If you feel sad, allow yourself to feel that way and do what you need to do to get through the next minute, hour, day. I honestly think you don’t really ever get over grief, you just learn to walk beside it rather than letting it overtake you. My heart breaks for you because I’ve been there. God bless. 💚💚

[@marjielalonde3875]

Beautifully said!

[@2kbennyboy]

Both of you have helped me when I’ve had down days and I’m sure I’m not the only person who watches your videos when I’m in a tough place, just wanted to say thank you and send some support through this tough time👍

[@katiesimmonds3253]

You guys are the most genuine kindest souls! I’m sorry for your loss. You bring so much happiness to us all thank you ❤️ xx

[@amandastringer3035]

I lost my m um suddenly in March 2020. You will never get over the loss but will learn to live with it. It’s coming up to the 3rd Anniversary for my mum and I can now talk about her without crying. Keep thinking about the good times and laughter with Gail

[@leetyers9277]

I was diagnosed with testicular cancer in early January, and following an operation to remove ‘lefty’ I’m going through 12 weeks of chemotherapy to treat other affected areas. Thank you so much for sharing Gail’s journey and increasing awareness. Thoughts are with you guys as you go through this period of change. Keep doing what you’re doing, you make us all smile!

[@Chrissyhappy]

Wishing good health for you..

[@gaynorjackson2589]

Wishing you the best Lee x

[@craigwhitworth2597]

Just lost my mum at the same time whilst we were away in Florida, 13 weeks from diagnosis, hit me like a brick wall & still not quite taken in it, so heres just a little bit of love being sent your way - Love You guys, stay strong ❤

[@lesleyjames124]

Nick, loosing your mum is one of the hardest things in the world. I lost mine three years ago and felt so scared, lost and alone. Just know that we all love you and are hugging you and supporting you. You are not alone. She raised a son she was so proud of and loved and I am sure will be watching. Sorry for your loss love, stay strong as she would want you to be.

[@patriciajohnston6578]

I live in Bridlington and watch all your vlogs. I lost my dad 2yrs ago and my brother 2yrs ago. Lost my mum 6 months ago. I have felt empty ever since. I'm so happy to see you two supporting eachother. Unfortunately I have no one. Your vlogs make me laugh usually. Sorry Nick for your loss. Love, hugs and kisses

[@outaboutwithmikedonna305]

Hi guys, we have just found your channel, first let us say how very sorry we are to hear about the loss of your mum….it will take time to feel remotely normal after such a loss, our thoughts are with you both. We have liked, followed and subscribed. Looking forward to following your journey and binge watching past vlogs. Thank you guys for sharing. Very best wishes.

[@Samkeepgoing]

That intro was beautifully handled with respect and sensitivity Leigh ❤

[@theinkycrafter]

Just watching this video, my heart goes out to you. I lost my Mum seven years ago to cancer and the memories are what get me through. Sending hugs. P.s. my first time to Disneyland Paris was with my Mum and my two children, pregnant with my thrid in January 1998, every time I go to a park I think of how much she'd love it xxxx

[@DeniseWalker-f4p]

I have just started watching your back log, and so said. It is so hard to lose someone to cancer. My sister passed away a few years ago after being diagnosed with cancer and fought it for 4 months. My heart goes out to you all.

[@sarahmcleary8381]

These kids are so lucky to have you support them and love them unconditionally 💕💕

[@luanncorbin8652]

Sorry for your loss.I’ve lost both my parents. You never forget them. You remember their greatness in your life. And it makes you smile, for the time you had. And realize how blessed you were.❤❤❤🤓

[@A35X]

I’ve just finished your USA road trip videos, first time watching you guys, via TPB, they were excellent by the way. I just want to say how Leigh started this video was so sensitive and respectful, beautifully said. I’m very sorry for your loss, Nick, you’re mum looked good fun. All the best for the future to you both.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you so much

[@annanase8685]

Love and grief, its impossible to have one without the other. Sending you prayers for peace and thoughts for healing.

[@cliffdix]

Love to you Nick and Leigh and all those who hurt from the loss of Gail. I like many have been though the loss of a parent and it is a monumental shift. Everything felt unreal. As Leigh said, I too felt flat and numb for a year. You will get to the other side of this grief. The loss will be there always but your life will return again. You will be forever changed but you will find life is good again.

[@angelafrench3640]

Learning and understanding the stages of grief really helped when I lost my Dad. I also was went to a grief counselor. It helped SO much!! As cliche as it sounds, time is really the healer of all things. Sending warm thoughts your way as y’all navigate this season of your lives.

[@lisajl6242]

When we lose a loved one, it makes us realize how precious life is. We hope you heal and make everday best. Lisa

[@alanedon7241]

Hi guys, Leigh your prologue to the blog, was warm and heartfelt. As long as you have each other you can over come this sad loss. All your blogging family are there for you always. I lost my Mum to Covid and think of her ever day, Like Nicks Mum a typical Barnslet lass, great humour but a heart of gold..never forget xxxxxx

[@suebt8794]

Grief is just like the tides and pull of the sea. It really never gets better. The depth of love never leaves you though. My advice is let go....let go of all you feel...cry x

[@thirdwatch1965]

So so sad news guys. I hope nick is doing alright, I'm sure with the support of you Lee you will pull through. You have all the rest of your family around you who will give you loads of support. Our thoughts are with you both, take care. Martin and Jennifer from Kilmarnock.

[@jennyvance244]

Sending you both so much love and healing vibes. I’m so very sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your beautiful mum nick. Please take care of each other and know your loved💕

[@nickymorris2602]

Have been waiting for this vlog but didn't realise it was going to affect us as much as it did. You should both be so proud of yourselves for how you have handled this situation. I think we can all relate to being in this situation but never having to making it so public. Thank you for sharing what is such a difficult and personal subject. Sending you all lots of love xx 😘

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thanks Nicky. It has been hard to film but continuing vlogging has given us a little sense of normality in a crazy time

[@nickymorris2602]

@The Lodge Guys unfortunately as they say, life has to go on but you have got great families, thousands of friends and most importantly, each other. We initially started watching your vlogs because of Florida but we love your normal day to day vlogs and we have started doing more together, even if it's just going out for a coffee and lunch. Take care 🥰 xx

[@rachelnuttall9309]

My heart goes out to you so much through this difficult time. I’m struggling to come to terms with a loss myself and the way you described how you were feeling and how strange it all felt really resonated with me as that’s how I feel at the moment too. Sending love to you both ❤

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Sorry to hear that ❤️

[@susanrobinson2746]

Thank you for sharing your lives with us, the ups and downs. RIP Gail xx

[@jackierothera4404]

So sorry to hear such sad news xx my heart goes out to you both xx losing your Mum is so very hard. You will have lovely memories which I am sure will help. Take your time and take care of each other ❤

[@rachelhalse8471]

Rest in peace Gail. You are now out of pain. Sending all my love and support to you both at this sad time. Take each day as it comes, good and bad days. Thank you for sharing your journey. I honestly can't tell you how much you guys helped me through losing my mum without you even knowing it. Your vlogs mean the world. Xxx

[@hfmccslides]

Sending our love and deepest condolences to you both. Please remember to be gentle yourselves, as grief can come in waves. Thank you for sharing your lives with us. Much love, Joe and Tim (London, Ontario, Canada)

[@eileenhartley5050]

I understand what Nick is going through and you're right about things getting put off and during this sad time you find out you need your friends some find it hard to talk about your loved one who has passed in my case my husband as they don't want to upset you but I needed to talk yes I cried and still do.

[@jodymcwilliam1734]

Sending you love to both of you. I find putting fairy liquid on all seals on plastic pipe work always helps seal it really well little old tip x

[@brendacarrodus7767]

nice vlog Guys gentle and peacefull , and Nick Grief is a long road don't beat yourself up take your time.

[@katieaston2331]

I’m so sorry to hear about your mum Nick, my thoughts are with you and your family and you’ve both been amazingly thoughtful and kind throughout the past few months. Allow your emotions to be what they are each day and in time it gets easier. Always think of the wonderful memories you have. And when things settle, go away and have a well deserved break ❤

[@CarlessSarah]

Grief is such a personal thing. After losing my dad suddenly in 2012 I did things I never thought I’d do straight after losing a parent but it was my way of coping with it all. Whatever you both need to do or not do is totally your own choices. Sending all the love

[@jennybullock4280]

I'm so very very sorry. That's extremely sad news. You both couldn't have done any more for her. You were both devoted to making her last weeks the best they could have been. I'm glad you have good friends to turn to. Sending you both lots of love and hugs. xx

[@rachel8717]

Hi Nick and Leigh ,Nick were so sorry to hear about your mums passing ,from our house to yours we send our sincere Condolences thinking of you both x

[@Zoe-tm8cw]

So sorry for your loss and Thankyou for sharing your journey you did her proud xx much love x

[@samwalker3180]

We.havent watched tonight's vlog yet as its a little close to our hearts. We fly back next weekend from our home in the canaries for shauns mums funeral. God only knows how the 2 of you manage to share your lives through this painful time. I know we couldn't. Sending lots of love and hugs to you both. And thank you for all you do. Xx😘

[@Hollyweeds]

Adam the woo recently did a great Goonies filming locations vid all over Astoria Oregon. It was really cute. The town has fully embraced the Goonies connection.

[@bladesybabe1]

So so sorry for your loss Nick. Losing a parent is hard, focus on yourself for a while. Grieving never ends, we just learn to live with it. Wall art is beautiful and the lights set it off ❤️❤️

[@AJThomasUK]

You have to do whatever you can to take your mind off everything, the worst thing you can do is over think everything! I lost my mum 10 years ago and people just won't understand unless it has happened to them. Toughest thing ever!! I've put on a front for the last 10 years and not a day goes by that I don't think about and miss her. She will always be with you Nick x

[@DavidMartin-dv4cl]

Sorry if i bring back. Raw emotion but watch all your blogs and also going back on your old ones just wanted to say i love you guys and come across this sad one about Nick's mum made me emotional sorry keep up the brilliant video watching them all XX ❤️

[@flippingscotts632]

Well done guys. Leigh your opening was perfect. I resonate with what you have said about feeling weird and the rollercoaster it is. I lost my mum unexpectedly mid January. Yesterday I had a good day, today I have just felt lost. Big hugs to both of you xx

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Sorry for your loss ❤️❤️

[@thomastowle7131]

Truly love the detail you guys put into your Lodge and apartment. Keep remembering every day truly is blessed, and the two of you bless the lives of your Lodgers every day.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you so much ❤️💙

[@siancoombes9385]

My Heart goes out to you both, having lost both my parents I know how hard this is on you, make sure you take time for yourselves and live the best life, you only get one. Lots of virtual hugs and love being sent your way xxxx

[@subbydee4643]

So sorry Nick to hear about your mum's passing. Leigh the way you started the vlog was so beautiful ❤️ I know it so hard to talk about losing a parent. Thankyou for always brightening up my day with your vlogs. You two are absolutely brilliant and you 2 have done Gail proud. Lots of love to you both. RIP Gail.🙏❤️

[@stevenpluff6481]

Prayers for you Nick and your family. You and Leigh are two extraordinary people. Bless the both of you and thanks for sharing your lives with us.

[@jake159]

So sorry for your loss, glad to see you are getting out and about now! Just wanted to say regarding your telescopic ladder, try not to use it when one of the steps is only half extended, each step is only fully locked into place when fully extended, stay safe

[@wendyjones2351]

Hi lovelies Nick I'm so sorry for your loss you was the best son that your mum could ever wish for take comfort in you did the uttermost for your lovely mum leigh what a beautiful intro with so much sensitivity what an amazing person you are love to you both 💖 xx

[@annmariedemotto1942]

My prayers and condolences to all of the family members. I’ve been through so much of the same with both my parents losing their fight with cancer. It’s so hard to express what my heart wants to say especially since grief is different for so many but the loss and sadness is the same regardless. Thank you for sharing her life with us through the lovely lunch dates to the struggles of hospice care. Her memory will live on through those who loved her unconditionally.

[@itssosadie]

Leigh I could feel from here how hard that was for you, your strength ❤ I too am in the early stages of loosing a loved one at Christmas, it really is a day at a time. You too are so strong together, love and comfort xx

[@stevewilson1600]

Can’t believe that 1 year has gone past. Thoughts are with both of you especially Nick. Lost my mum 6 years ago, the time goes so fast.

[@margaretalletson84]

Sending love and hugs to you both.I am on holiday here and must say I don’t like having to wait until 6pm for a new vlog.I am so used to 1pm in FL…Loving the wall art by the way..

[@cindycoleman82]

Gail was and is so proud of you guys. She is smiling down at you.

[@user-ch9if6px6r]

The grief comes in waves and nothing stops it. Just let it and support each other. Sending love.

[@chesworthsadventures547]

2 of the most wonderful, caring & loving human beings I’ve seen. Our sincere condolences for your loss. God bless you, your friends, family & all Lodgers.

[@GaryCondon1]

Oh my God I'm so sorry to hear about your mum. My heart broke when I heard Leigh say it. My own mum is very unwell in hospital with Alzheimer's so I feel your pain guys.

[@karenteeters473]

Sending much love...having lost my mum too, I totally understand. It does get easier, although will always miss them. You are the nicest guys and everyone is here for you both x Xxx

[@jonathanstephenson9446]

I’ve followed you guys for a while now, you are great and your trip from La to Florida (although it was very sad for you for personal reasons) I thought was amazing and something I hope to do! Thinking of you all in this sad time! ❤

[@alisonl777]

This is just so sad 😥 I hope you can take some comfort in knowing that your lovely mum is no longer in pain. Leigh you gave us this sad news with so much compassion,thank you. Your wall art looks fantastic, the lights behind it give it more depth,it's very bespoke,I love it 😍. Take care guys,sending you both lots of love 💙💙 xx

[@elizabethboyd2727]

So sorry for your loss and it will take time to feel somewhat yourself. It has been over ten years since I lost my parents and there isn’t a day that I don’t think of them and wish I could take to my mom

[@sueh3649]

Great stuff guys you have braved this loss bravely and been there for one another. Thanks for being so open with us. Take care of each other.

[@travelrush507]

My prayers are with you and your families as you navigate through this difficult time. Take time to remember the good memories and know she is always with you.

[@janetovens756]

Sometimes when your in a slump it's nice to just watch something you know like Last Tango, which I love Sarah Lancashire Nicola Walker Anne Reid are just brilliant actors, and the whole cast is. I've been watching your latest US trip and you did touch on the subject of Nicks mother passing but hadn't gone back as far. So sorry for your loss

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you 💖

[@janetstevenson3954]

7:52 am Hello you lovely boys 🥰 wanting to give you both 🤗🤗 Nick you made me 😂😂😂 at your comment : spearing Leigh ?? not sitting below your beautiful artwork ❤ so pleased your out and about keeping busy ! Memories are close always ⭐️💕 I lost my wonderful Mum coming up for 12 years and time does heal but you never ever forget and hold them close in your ❤Take care both of you xx♥️

[@juliepalmer9275]

Hi guys, I’m so sorry for your loss, I loved watching mum, she was such fun. I lost my mum last March, it’s coming up to a year shortly, she also died of cancer. Everyone’s journey is different, life has never been the same, most days are ok but still sometimes it’s really hard. I hope and pray that you and the family find ways to come to terms with it, as much as you can. Lots of love x

[@amandadodgson2444]

We are so sorry guys..the only way I can describe my feelings was, I felt as though I was in a bubble. Be kind and gentle to yourselves. The mountain scene is beautiful and a nice momento to your Mum. All the very best guys. Take care now.

[@bonniebridgman5632]

Sending so much love to you both. I hope you know you bring comfort for those of us who have lost a parent because it’s rare that people talk about it. There’s no right or wrong way to grieve, focus on just getting through the day. There’s no rhyme nor reason behind what triggers your pain so just enjoy what you can when you can and breathe. Best wishes xxx

[@sandrahough7324]

I am so sorry for your loss.

[@carolineoxley2717]

Bless you both. It’s so so hard. I lost my dad a year and a half ago. Some days are easier than others but with your loved ones around you, you find the strength to get through it. Love and hugs to you both 💖

[@jackielancelles6735]

Bless you. Nick and Leigh. Take each day as a time .We are binge watching Last Tango in Halifax too. Xxxx

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thanks Jackie. Hope you are enjoying last tango

[@pambond8205]

So glad you have such a close family during these sad times. Keep each other close ❤️

[@johnleggett5054]

Thanks for posting guys and condolences to you both once again. Take care.

[@Nailartplusholidays]

So sad loosing a parent, I lost my mum 2020 and 6mths later my dad - affected me so much I had 6 fit's so now have epilepsy. I feel for you I really do. Try to get back to normal Nick xxx

[@celtic_G]

My condolences to You and Family . The wall art fixture looks amazing .

[@ladymiriamful]

Heartbreaking to watch. Bless you both, may Gail RIP ✨🙏🏻🕊️

[@nancy2104]

Nick, so sorry to hear about your mom. No matter what age or stage of life you are in, your mom is always your mom and it hurts to lose her. I know…I lost my own mom about 8 years ago and I still miss her a lot. Thanks to you and Leigh for your kindness and sensitivity to others. It shows in your work ♥

[@cherylmclaughlin2083]

Couldn't bring myself to watch this until today. This weekend would have been my son's 36 birthday as he passed away at 24. Having lost him, my first husband at a young age, parents etc I completely understand the roller-coaster grief takes us on. It was a sad but beautiful tribute to Gail. Take each moment as it come and be there for each other. My thoughts are with you both & family. 💞 The artwork is amazing!!

[@HilltopFarmHomestead]

I haven't seen your volgs for a while so I'm playing catch up. Nick, I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mum always made me laugh and I'm sure she's looking down on you and is very proud. Keep smiling. The pain does ease in time.

[@mattfranz564]

Prayers for you and your family! I lost my dad, unexpectedly, in August and still have “off” days - usually out of nowhere. I hope the coming days will improve for you both. Much love…

[@peterwatson6775]

I'm so sorry guys I know it's very hard I lost my mum 46 yrs ago when I was 29 and listening to Lee it's as if it happened yesterday, my thoughts go out to you and your families, l can't say much more because I know it's still raw LOTS OF LOVE to you both things will get easier but you'll never forget her xxxxx😘😘Janet from Mansfield

[@shirleywilliams4915]

Sending you both my deepest sympathy, RIP Gail 💔❤🌹 I'm a senior nurse at our local Liverpool hospice. Have you been offered bereavement support Nick via the hospice? Please get in touch if you have any questions or if I can help in any way 🤗 thank you for sharing Gail's very difficult journey xxxx

[@glendajames6006]

My heart aches for you both 💔 you were her angels on earth now she is your angel looking down on you all I can hear the sorrow in your voice only time will make things somewhat easier. I lost my mom as well after time you find a new normal but life is never the same hugs to you both

[@susanhall3438]

Hi guys, grief is just like a roller coaster with its ups and downs, it does get slightly easier as time goes by. I lost my mam in 1986 I was 26 and she was 64 and to this day I can burst into tears when I think of her. You have each other as well as the rest of your combined families, keep yourselves busy and remember you have lots of memories of Gail to recall. Love your new artwork, it's fab. Love and best wishes to you both 💕 xxx

[@hollyjade12]

Bless you both. Leigh, you done well at the start of the vlog. I'm so sorry for the loss of Gail. At the moment you need to take each day as it comes. You are going to feel flat some days and then maybe ok other days, it's normal to feel like that after the loss of a parent. It's good to see you both going to meet friends and family still, it's good to get out of the house and talk if you feel like it. Look after each other, you guys are amazing. Much love xxx

[@lesleybenson8794]

So sorry to hear this news. You both have been amazing throughout this difficult time. I lost my mum when I was 21. It’s tough, no two words about it. A piece of your family jigsaw is no longer there. Time does heal, but it l takes time. Grief is a long journey. Everybody’s grief is individual. There is no right or wrong way to deal with it, just your way. You will have good days and bad days. Take each day as it comes. Talk to each other, hug each other, hold each other. It’s not easy, but together you will make a a difference to each other when you are struggling. She will have been very proud of how you delt with this and she knows you both have each other. That would have given her great comfort Nick to know you are not along and you have a good husband to support you. Take care both of you and my sincere condolences. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@frankgardiner4512]

Bless you both and all the family..deepest condolences

[@amygrace5480]

So sorry for you loss ❤ we found that when my Nana passed last year spending time with family and friends was the best thing to do. Also the wall art is amazing it looks so good with the lights behind it.

[@marylee924]

Thank you for letting us into your lives. I lost my husband this year and I know that grief is such a hard thing to navigate. You are lucky to have each other. It is lovely to see how your families love one another.

[@donnalee2983]

I am glad your talking about it. The emotions your both having I had exactly the same. It will get easier xx

[@joimachine]

Honestly my heart and prayers go out to you two and everybody involved in this awful time. Trust me, It gets better in time, just try to remember the happy times. All my love, James

[@lisabenjamin8228]

Such a sad start to the vlog, so sorry for your loss. Getting back to normal is so hard and you almost feel guilty for living your lives without them, but you know your mum wouldn’t want you to do that and if anything she would want you to live it to the fullest more than ever. People do say time is a healer and it is for sure, get some nice trips booked and have something to look forward to, that helped me so much. I found writing down how I felt and I got a pendant made with a picture in so they are always with me which I find comforting. Also your wall art is so beautiful, and adding the lights to it just finished it off nicely, lovely and cosy at night time I’m sure. Take care both of you, my hubby and I love your vlogs and you are two nice genuine blokes that deserve all the happiness in the world x ❤

[@lesliereynolds4492]

I felt my dad sitting in my passenger seat for about 3 years. My brother I could see in my mind standing on a stage, very happy and waving people out for me to see. Everyone was very happy, even past pets. Five years later I mentioned this to my daughter and she saw the same things, on a stage, bringing out people who passed. Too may things to mention but I know there is an after life. Money, flowers, lost items showing up right after.

[@rainbowdisneyfan775]

Leigh, your message at the beginning was so lovely. To both of you: the pain is deep and yet also right at the surface. But in time, you’ll find that you can breathe deeper, and the grief becomes more bearable, and the memories bring you comfort and joy. For me, I found sometimes just going for a walk and breathing fresh air helped. A visit to the ocean can be therapeutic too. I wish you both peace. ♥️ “Only people who are capable of loving strongly, can also suffer great sorrow, but this same necessity of loving, serves to counteract their grief and heals them”. - Tolstoy

[@suelake2909]

We lost my husbands mum about the same time and it just catching you out we adored her and she loved Christmas so it’s so hard xx sending our love

[@Kiwiangie1965]

As you are both going through something tough at this time I thought I’d send you this song to play it’s called Just be Held it’s by a group called Casting Crowns sometimes we just need to be held no words just to be held I lost my mum 40 years ago last year so know what you both are feeling take care of each other and as Nick says every days best ❤️

[@donnaexley9715]

So sorry to hear of Gail passing. Though and prayers for you and your family. Love the art work look amazing.

[@cynthiamccall3741]

So sorry about Nicks mum. But glad to have you back God Bless xx