A wholesome 24 hours in NYC + getting a big tattoo I regret...

[@collagecult]

There’s actually research and science supporting talking to strangers! It’s good for our brains, immune systems, and of course, connection with others is so important spiritually.

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

This makes so much sense and even more motivation for me ❤️❤️❤️

[@deucdejm]

❤

[@tinctures_]

haha i love talking to strangers!! but i’m bad at initiating:( i appreciate when someone strikes up a convo with me ❤

[@jessalynsimone]

I can see why, it’s a reminder to not look at others as “”npcs”” as some people like to say, and look at people as friendly beings just like you living and trying just like you are. You could make someone’s day. I wish I was more able to honestly, I don’t initiate and I often go into public with a “don’t talk to me” aura 😭

[@midorimoon.1276]

But what about murder and trafficking 😭

[@saylorrainn]

I honestly love that tattoo for you. I feel like I’ve always felt a warrior goddess energy from you & I feel like that tattoo gives off that powerful energy.

[@matildasr]

I met you in Dumbo the day you were filming this video. We hugged and I had tears falling down my eyes because of how happy I was. What you share is always so precious, I thank the universe for making me run into you💌

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

Omg ❤️❤️❤️ I’m so happy we met

[@Helloshyy]

I regret all my tattoos at first! And then they grow on me and I don’t even notice them anymore. It’s not because the tattoos are bad, but because they’re new and aren’t a part of my identity yet. I think you’d like black ink instead of red!

[@alove_likethis]

as someone who is constantly learning, questioning and evolving, I would love to hear more about your experience with non-monogamy if you'd like to share someday! It's something that I really look upto and want to hear more about the real life experiences (at least the healthy portrayal of it and people actually being happy beyond just sex!)

[@bijismythe551]

As a polyamorous person, please know that it is not a moral attribute, it's just another type of relationship dynamic. Feel free to explore but if it isn't a dynamic you like, that's alright 🎉

[@Letters2indigo]

Would like to share with you the channel stylelikeu❤️

[@nananana10001]

the tat looks so good on you! i think you’re just not used to how big it is. it’s honestly beautiful

[@nattwren]

I’m glad you talked more about getting a tattoo and it not completely settling in even after giving it time. It’s affirmed my decision to want to get some of mine removed that I got years ago and do not align with their stories anymore.

[@divinaryf3703]

This is pretty random but I am so so happy you talked about your tattoo. I have a small one (a part from many others) that I do not like and will get removed one day I think (mostly also because the experience was bad). Somehow I carried a lot of shame around having gotten one that I now don‘t like anymore. But seeing this kinda made me feel like it can happen to all of us ❤️❤️❤️

[@dusoleildhiver6651]

Morgan Joyce is an alternative model that has a great video on tattoo regret from a loving place if that's something you might want to check out

[@saralipkova1423]

Its bittersweet to go to places you have beautiful memories at with the people youre no longer with.. your videos are my meditation hitomi, i love you and i hope youre well

[@cashmeremilk]

I love this vlog. Its real, it’s tangible. I used to skip videos of Hitomi because they made me feel bad about my life because everything was just so…polished. Now I can finally fully relate and it inspires me so much.

[@ashleyk787]

The way Hitomi is so often overflowing with joy and gratitude, when you can hear the smile her in voice, is so sweet. I aspire to get to the same place she has gotten to. Love ❤️

[@calissatreat36]

I love the tattoo! Getting large tattoos after only getting small ones can be really daunting and scary and take FOREVER to feel like they fully “fit” our bodies. I love the fierce red color and the placement and feel if fits perfectly!

[@hopeanne543]

I notice it's only when I am feeling my own sense of homecoming and realignment with myself that I truly understand and feel most inspired by your videos. thank you

[@klarawodehn22]

this!!

[@ashiamcmillon6484]

I love this video Hitomi, lately in your videos I feel like you’ve shown such natural moments & feelings. Like regret, Social anxiety & bravery. Just that you’re figuring it out and a young person who has to try to know.

[@andrearukas9235]

I actually think that tattoo looks bomb on you

[@knittingggg326]

I agree! Warrior goddess energy

[@lottaquarius]

The Tattoo looks good on you and isn’t too big! Maybe it’s just new and weird for you cause you have a lot of small tattoos and need to get used to a big one first. Give yourself some time with it ❤

[@EmilyHirsch]

I think the tattoo is gorgeous. I respect your thoughts on it though- i’ve felt that way about my tattoos before but also choose to honor the spontaneity and the freedom of choice that lead me to the tattoo. ❤️

[@organizewithlu]

"When we forget our true nature then we get caught up in fear" Beautifully said.

[@LuvliZui]

I LOVED that poetry reading and the way she explained it after

[@Jazzy4grace]

Ugh whenever you start describing your 'in the moment' environment and feelings i get so emotional❤

[@dreamcatcher77777]

I love how comfortably you move, no pretense, no anxiety

[@jwgaia]

It’s always a blessed day when Hitomi uploads 🌺🌺🌺

[@francielly1111amor]

Yes💗

[@natzuko9275]

this is soooo trueeee

[@petitmoshi5965]

Love the vulnerability so much ; thank you for sharing your open heart , it’s healing in and of itself 🐚🍃

[@Kiyoooooo]

I was born, raised, grew up and went to school in NYC. Now that I only go there to visit my family and friends, I love going to spot I use to go to… it’s nostalgic being reminded of the good and bad times. It just shows me how much I’ve grown through everything that has happened.

[@ezoszone2881]

Your videos always give me the feeling that life isn’t bad at all They feel like a hug from a big sister Thank you for brightening my life with your kind soul

[@taog4928]

I just want to say that I really respect the way that you share yourself online. I feel like you (at least from an audience perspective) have found a good balance of being open and vulnerable but also respecting of yourself and others' boundaries and privacy. I appreciate what you choose to share with us!

[@francielly1111amor]

I love being here and allowing myself to just be, it's like a reminder that i can be any shape and do any form♡ ily hitomi

[@karikarebekah160]

Hitomi, I have two tattoos I regret and have struggled with the shame and anxiety that have come with them. It’s such a learning and deepening experience and it can make you feel so alone. So many people go through this though and I personally have taken it as an opportunity to detach from an perfect ideal physical self and also from sourcing my worth and acceptance through the way I look and how others perceive me. I’ve found that through having tattoos I regret (and am now removing so they are a bit wonky) that I don’t need to explain myself or my journey to other people. I sometimes feel really uncomfortable in my inked skin and go through all of the what if’s and if only’s in my head but I honestly feel like it’s just another experience to teach me detachment and impermanence, as well as how to be present and not dwell on what is done. Props to you for sharing your regret. It can feel strange to be seen as so human. You are always beautiful and divine no matter what. Also one of my tattoos is a red ink tattoo that’s just too big and in weird placement so I guess we’re in this together in some sense 🙃😂 sending you immense love!!!! You are a light and you have helped me immensely since I was in high school (now 22). Bless your being and soul. Thank you again for your everlasting honesty, it helps us all connect our hearts and human experiences to feel less alone. ❤️🏹

[@malikaashetova797]

Thank you so much for this comment, as someone who’s going through a similar feeling, I really appreciated this

[@nicoleabrukwe]

ugh i wish this was longer..good to see you happy 💗

[@janjirah]

Love the way you describe each moment to moment + the authenticity of the thoughts that come through🙏 really does feel like there's an entire Universe in each of us ❤ P.s. love that you were open with non-monogamy, although at present it's not something I'd do, I appreciate seeing from the eyes of a different perspective xx

[@SuperiorRobyn]

I think the tattoo looks great! And this is coming from someone who is pretty particular about tattoos. And I haven’t gotten any myself , ecause they would have to be perfect and I don’t want to regret them. So I really do understand your concerns, but I still think it looks dope! I think if it were more ink and colors, it definestly think it would have been too much. But since it’s just lines and one color, the simplicity helps a lot.

[@Becca-jt5ec]

Woah. Tears in my eyes after that last moment of conversation with your dad’s gf (I think?) Her energy is serene. I’d love to have a conversation with her one day ✨

[@astridh8687]

Its crazy i know i dont know you but i feel like watching this old video back i feel like i can totally see and feel the contrast to where you are now in the way you carry yourself and even your filming and editing style i love being able to see how you are growing as a person and an artist through your videos and you inspire me so much as a human and an artist so thank you!!!

[@gracebradley3416]

Woooow Hitomi even just 2 mins in this one really brings me back to your vlogs while you were living in new york... its so lovely to see how you've changed and also the parts of you that will always belong in that city! honored to grow with you!

[@Letters2indigo]

I felt that 2, thank you for seeing that love u

[@carohendrikx6928]

To me you feel so grounded in your messy and silly humanness (I mean this in the best way possible!) and I absolutely love this for you!!! Also I love the tattoo and the truth in your words and entire being

[@allieseesworld]

Tbh I also feel it somehow stands out and can understand why you may regret getting such a big tattoo. Thank you for sharing your experience! As someone who suffers a lot from regret I really admire how calmly you're handling this experience.

[@1kittychocolate]

thank you for filming these videos hitomi. i’ve been struggling with friendships recently, and searching for genuine friendships and connections with others. i long for relationships with people who enjoy life the way you do and who explore and romanticize every moment. watching your videos reminds me that there are people out there who feel the way i do and who see the world the way i do, i just have to find them. keep doing what you do! ♡

[@Letters2indigo]

You’re not alone friend❤️

[@emilymariscalw]

you bring so much lightness and happiness into my heart hitomi!

[@chiaraallessandra4095]

Thank you for shearing your thoughts about the tattoo! I personally think it might need some time to settle and you will love your new weird artsy friend. But if it doesn’t, there‘s no shame in that! It‘s so important to be able to be free in you‘re spontaneous decisions and no need to regret them after. Glad you had a good experience and what happens now is a new decision.

[@Earthangel.222]

I could relate when she said she's been craving fruit and just wanting to be in silence. Lately I just need to sit and just be. Love the vid Hitomi❤

[@xeniakora]

That was a beautiful insight at the end, ‘when we forget our true nature we get caught up in fear’

[@harryz24]

I genuinely love that tattoo placement, it being red ink, and the abstract design of it. It screams Hitomi to me and I think it looks beautiful on you. ❤

[@Alaskaventureswithbrodie]

I love talking to strangers. Everyone has a story and you never know what theirs is. Especially elders. Love the tattoo!❤

[@Isabella-zi2pu]

I think the tattoo is gorgeous but still - thank you for normalising tattoo regrets, I had the same experience and you reminded me that it's absolutely alright ❤

[@elliestales]

Your videos are so relaxing. Can't wait to watch this video with a cup of tea in the silence of my room 💚 I find a lot of inspiration from your videos, thanks for sharing with us your daily Life ✨✨🍄🍄

[@JamilaCAHProwse]

this is such a lovely video. i love the being intentional and breaking through your comfort zone, it made me feel rly galvanised to do the same. im going to new york for the first time this autumn and this made me feel rly excited

[@earthboundmoon333]

You're such a beautiful soul, I enjoy your videos and appreciate all the light you bring to this world!! Sending love and wishing you safe travels 💗 thank you Hitomi

[@JennaDiaries_]

Your tattoo looks pretty, unique and fierce and from your videos feels like those 3 words can describe you also the Dragon has alot of very good symbolism 💕

[@seorin__]

i’m so happy you feel more like yourself than ever.🥺 i’m happy for you in general. i understand what u mean with the tattoo. i think your other ones go so beautifully with each other and this one doesn’t fit as well with them

[@Redmagneticserpent]

Thank you for making the poetry reading part of the video it was really nice Also normalising not being 100% about your tattoo - it's just life... good to see you happy and to hear about talking to strangers. Best experiences are made like that! ❤

[@nataliamartinez4253]

Hey Hitomi! I was wondering if you could do an in depth video about how you balanced your hormones and gut flora. What tests did you take, what kind of doctors did you see, etc. I have been going through a relentless bout of hormonal acne and other symptoms and would love to hear your wisdom on this topic! Love you and your vids! 💌💌

[@moonflowers333]

saw a tiny rabbit in the background on the right at 9:05 omg adorable

[@kittyfriend9888]

I think it’s really cool that you were honest with yourself about regretting the tattoo, maybe you’ll change your mind when the time comes but if you truly want it removed then do it ❤️ I have tattoos I regret and i understand the feeling

[@wiltedspinachcat3472]

your dad's girlfriend (i think) reading the poem was sooo sweet and wholesome. what a precious moment

[@blackindiecollective1578]

the poetry sharing was so beautiful - bearing witness to others' poetry whilst staying present is always so blissful. i adore you endlessly Hitomi 🌻

[@katbelizaire5819]

I’ve been watching you for many many many years and you’ve mothered me in so many ways. I’m infinitely grateful for the way you show up on this platform. I’m gonna go against the grain and agree with you. While i think the tattoo is stunning, it is too big and you should trust how you feel and what makes you feel the best! I love you ❤

[@jaaackattackk]

love that you were so upfront about your tattoo

[@ChelseaRoutledge-t9k]

It is so beautiful that you can adjust your energy to each place you visit. You have such a high amount of energetic intelligence and understand yourself naturally and personally. I think it's amazing that you share your life and journey online, but you prioritise the human spiritual experience rather than the experience of living in a modern society.

[@MissNicoletteJade]

love seeing you connect with your dad in these videos, makes me smile every time :)

[@brrookejoness]

The tattoo doesn’t look too big whatsoever!! most definitely fits your size from an outside perspective. I think it looks amazing! Don’t get it removed!!

[@alyshaellerington9774]

hitomi, thank you for sharing yourself with us & the rest of the world, you are a gift💗 the experiences you share always seem to come at times i need them most, it kind of freaks me out & i know i cant be alone in that. we are all here together and it is so beautiful✨🌿

[@gabrielaclipa]

I wish u the happiest of days and full of love!

[@ohiobubble]

Do not regret the tattoo,Hitomi. It is beautiful! You can handle it!

[@startpage717]

Nato!YES!! The Tat looks great, but I understand...doing Free things is the Best!

[@robertasandall6815]

i love the tattoo! it matches w your energy so well and the red ink was the perfect choice:) i think the size was a great choice either since it is on your thigh, just flows w it

[@shesjessicah7284]

FIRST

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

I LOVE YOU!!

[@Chaitogether]

Patiently waiting for the India vlog 😍🧚🏽‍♀️

[@girlpaintsworld]

I think the tattoo is badass!!! I mainly have bigger tattoos and they make me feel so strong and empowered, I really think you’ll grow to love it on you

[@Toothfairy22]

OMG. I also have a dragon on my thigh. I felt the same about it after it was done. But I love it. I realized the size intimidated me at 1st because all my tatts are small. I am so glad I found your channel. Your whole energy is what I'm manifesting for myself. ❤

[@nabeelahmohammed3449]

Never been this early before, been watching you for years! LOVE YA!

[@xerindavisx]

i loveddddd when you set the scene in the park, youre incredible with your words

[@ac777ac]

Keep the tattoo!!! Let yourself get used to it it doesn’t look too big its actually insanely beautiful imo stunning drawing the red ink is such a good move too :))

[@ArchiesLens]

it's always a good day when it's a video from hitomi🌸✨

[@kristianag9492]

the tattoo looks fantastic! the placement is really nice and once it heals it won't be that bright so it won't be as noticeable

[@Trulyangiie]

i love ur tattoo so much hitomi it makes you leg look so good cuz its more on the side rather then the front btw you are such an amazing high vibrational soul !! love u sm

[@Domo716]

Loved the poetry at the end! Also love your tattoo!! Yeah maybe give it a year and see how you feel. Dragons are soo powerful, like you! (Ps I got one bad crooked tattoo in my 20s but it’s been smooth sailing since!) 😂❤

[@Tiffanystellar]

Loved this vlog hitomi! You always make nyc seem like such a great visit can’t wait to go one day. I think adding more colors to the tattoo like a light fill in may help I personally like it on you

[@luchiennes]

ugh, this makes me miss being in a city 💚 i love the simple, unexpected day to day things

[@vaeeapirpiris9501]

I gave myself a thigh tattoo of a moon and sun, at first I regretted the size too since I don’t have any other tattoos in that area.. but then it did grow on me and it does represent a time of exploration and trying new things. I think the tattoo looks great on you, I think maybe the red next to the bold black lettering could also throw you off a bit since it’s a different color. It’s still a beautiful piece ❤

[@azesm667]

Your tattoo is absolutely perfect! Neat lines doesn't let it look big, it looks amazing ❤❤

[@Lizabeth4U]

Of course the tattoo looks great on you. I think anything you picked would have, but I totally understand your reasoning behind not loving it. Weather it aligns with you or not as you let it settle, just know it doesn’t overpower your beauty at all❤

[@opop9579]

You are big inspiration for me. Love ya ❤️

[@BeastlyBeauty]

With your tattoo, I really like it! I think because it's red ink, it will fade much quicker than you think, making it more perfect for you. I would wait a good bit before debating on getting it covered. 😊

[@WORLDOFCOURTNEYMICHELLE]

Your videos are so calming, inspiring, motivating, and so well put together. I love your content

[@macyepes6227]

this is such a lovely video and that poem at the end made me tear up

[@trippytofu]

give it time to build a relationship with the tattoo. sudden changes can bring up a lot of swirling feelings. i think it looks gorgeous:)

[@FreakyBo0o]

Hitomi, you fill my heart with sunshine.

[@thegaiacodes]

I feel like the tattoo would look reallllllly freaking cool if it had black lining along with it giving it more detail and pop! :) I feel like it can be transformed into something - perhaps it is meant to be a progression

[@usernamejuliaisalreadytaken]

I have so many tattoos at this point, but one of my newest was just not it. And at first I felt ashamed and tried to force myself to like it, but I started wearing clothes to cover it up, which wasn't good for me mentally. I have had five tattoos done by this one tattoo artist and trusted him wholly with my sixth. However, we completely miscommunicated that day and his mood felt off too. He drew the design, it was BEAUTIFUL, but not what I asked for. After him redrawing it the third time, I felt bad and said "yes", but as soon as the needle started going, I regretted it. Fast forward, I have had parts of it removed and initially thought of redesigning it, but I like it how it is now and have left it at that for some time. It is as if a heavy weight has been lifted from my shoulders since the removal. And there's no shame in removing it either. I like that you spoke of this "mistake" (which it isn't), but having many tattoos (which aren't all that accepted in the older generations of my family) it felt like an even bigger mistake!

[@laurenbarber8579]

Loved the poem at the end. Thank you for uploading!!!

[@samantha11davis11]

I love this video so much Hitomi

[@ahoyaj]

I think the tattoo is gorgeous and looks lovely on you! Totally understand if it doesn't feel right though. You have to listen to your intuition on those things and make change as you see fit!

[@Laurenlozza]

I loved that little poetry evening, that was so wholesome 😊

[@kxmea3]

You make me feel so safe 🤍

[@susibaldo5377]

This is the best video you ever uploaded

[@_hhannuhh]

Mayb the tattoo is like a new haircut! It’s hard for a while but then you love it

[@baddestfr]

hii hitomi, could you maybe do a video on how you stay healthy naturally? i’d love to see some of the natural ingredients that have worked for you:)

[@weareenough111]

I love you so much, thank you for showing all your love because I can feel it so much❤❤❤

[@liebingf]

The tattoo has the perfect size ! + it nicely fits on this spot, because of it´s shape. Love the design + color too !

[@amyloucanning]

so much joy and peace in every video 🪴🪴