A year on...

Little changes I have seen in myself since making this channel.

[@Limerick502]

You have worked so hard and come so far! I shed a few tears of happiness when I heard your voice and saw your face. Your face is really glowing and that's from the beauty inside hitting that gorgeous face. I always thought that my own personal growth was exponential from 16 to 19. Just a lot of self-realization and action. I see that in you. The words are just as important as the actions because they are progress. Please do the other video you discussed whenever you are ready. I've been doing well. I had a really bad job that made me feel so bad. I got a new one thanks to some friends, real ones who cared. Life has been incredibly gooood! Enjoy some warm summer weather. Much love to you!

[@LotusLou]

Limerick502 Thank you so so much! This is such a kind message, it made me smile! :') Yes, I have definitely seen a change in me from age 16-19. I will get around to making some videos explaining more about my whole 'story'. I'm very happy that you are doing well, and I hope things continue to stay bright and positive for you. Lots & lots of love xo

[@zuzannag8085]

Och dear I've been watching your videos today and you are a beautiful person outside and inside. I really wish you the best! You make me feel like I'm at home heh. Sending lots of hugs and love! xx

[@LotusLou]

+Zuzanna xxx Thank you for sending such a lovely message, it means a lot to me. Lots of love to you too xxxx

[@briced1391]

It's ironic that you say you felt "disgusting", you are honestly an amazingly beautiful young woman!

[@LotusLou]

+The LinXz :( thank you for being so kind

[@anastasiaeiny5395]

you are amazing, thank you for your videos :)) you inspire me so match i am 17 and i am in process of recovering for about two year now and like everyone i have ups and downs and i stragel a lot so thank you for sharing and reminding me that life are worth living, you are beatifull and stronger than ever :***

[@LotusLou]

+Anastasia Aleynov Thank you so much for writing such a kind message. It means a lot to me

[@emillybell472]

I love you so much, you inspire me

[@LotusLou]

+Emilly Bell

[@darren08roberts]

Hi you have done so well from where you were making new friends and living by yourself as well as coping with yr studies. Sure you might have bad days every now and then but keep thinking positive lou.

[@LotusLou]

Darren Roberts Thank you :') and thank you for being supportive and sticking with my videos!

[@darren08roberts]

Ive enjoyed your videos over the past year. There really good

[@LotusLou]

Darren Roberts Thank you so much :')

[@darren08roberts]

Hope you have a nice and relaxing summer break :)

[@darren08roberts]

Hi lou hows everything goin

[@stopana5428]

Why would anyone in the world think you are disgusting???? You cannot see how wonderful you are, but you are......

[@LotusLou]

+Stopana