He looks so lost and I just want to give him a big hug
@kaded_cat5 жыл бұрын
Natalya Munoz same
@zinebabidar71895 жыл бұрын
Same girl
@DabbinTaffy5 жыл бұрын
Sameeee
@IanPatrickOfficial5 жыл бұрын
Dude he chases demons all the time, of course he is going to be depressed and down. That doesn't help that he is hanging around dark energy.
@Sys3m3rr0r5 жыл бұрын
Natalya Munoz, I almost cried when he started crying. I love him so much!!!
@samonecorrizz8825 жыл бұрын
Everyone breaks ... Everyone falls ... Not everyone gets back up ... But I'm glad you did
@ashloveya5 жыл бұрын
You know they always say the funniest people are the saddest when they're alone
@larissathornock72335 жыл бұрын
ashlyaaa it’s so true too
@moss_soc5 жыл бұрын
That seems nice but that’s a insult!
@moss_soc5 жыл бұрын
Well a tiny good point
@larissathornock72335 жыл бұрын
Daphnee Corpuz I’m depressed and don’t think it’s an insult at all I think it’s true because depressed people like to seem really happy so people don’t worry about them like they worry about others
@moss_soc5 жыл бұрын
Larissa Thornock sorry but I was trying to say something else but I’m just really bad at explaining
@allyballanger99985 жыл бұрын
When he said “I almost took my own life” I froze
@haleyandlauren67914 жыл бұрын
Ok so I never really watch Aaron’s personal channel, but I watch everyone else’s videos from the Traphouse so Aaron holds a special place in my mind and heart. When he said “I almost took my own life”, I froze physically and immediately I started sobbing because I’ve been in the same boat he has. It’s gonna be alright Doh 😇💕💕
@marychalmers86034 жыл бұрын
me too I literally started crying and I didnt really watch Aaron I usually watch like sam and colby but it's just the thought of him taking his life that hit me so different it hurt dude if he took his life so much would have changed it would have effected so many people it would have hurt sam and colby and corey and jake and all the other ppl that look up to aaron
@Arkmaster08114 жыл бұрын
Same I feel like it sometimes
@alid1ful4 жыл бұрын
@@Arkmaster0811 are u okay?
@usernotfound87744 жыл бұрын
Same But then I releizied I did too
@christinebonde19125 жыл бұрын
Aaron: "Im not supposed to cry" You are talking about that you were about to take your own life, you expose it out into the world, you show the real you, and you dont think youre supposed to cry? I dont know bout yall, but i think showing how you really feel and crying shows that you are strong, its alot to show your vunerable side, and it is amazingly brave to show the whole world that side of you. To anyone who doesnt think its okay for them to cry, this one goes out to you❤
@hayleesiera74755 жыл бұрын
straight facts
@glizzielizzzie5 жыл бұрын
Bravo
@totallybartsimpson5 жыл бұрын
Christine Bonde thank you
@janicejasper54295 жыл бұрын
Couldn't of said it better myself...
@bunnykingedits89815 жыл бұрын
This is so inspiring. We all love you aaron, you are so strong and you mean a whole lot to us💗💗💗
@zhame77745 жыл бұрын
i can't believe we almost lost him. i would've cried my heart out
@maryhirota5405 жыл бұрын
That hits really deep. Thank the Lord he got help.
@todorobri47465 жыл бұрын
He literally looks so emotionally and physically drained, I want to protect him always. We love you and we’re here for you!
@spencbur5 жыл бұрын
The longest Aaron looked at the camera was 3 seconds, which proves how uncomfortable this issue is to talk about. I completely understand how scary it is and how empty you feel. It’s so freaking scary. I’ve been going through some personal issues for, really my whole life. One episode not so long ago was the worst it’s been in a long time, and I began to scratch, and scratch, and scratch at my arms until they bled. When you feel nothing at all, you want to do anything you can to make yourself feel again. Whether that be cutting, scratching, or anything else. You just want to feel something. So Aaron, if your reading this there are so many people who care about you, and I’m sorry I wasn’t there to at least try to reach out. I left social media for a while, and I’m sorry. Please keep being strong, it hurts to not see you smile. #weloveyouaaron 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@amandanichols64694 жыл бұрын
The Town Of Pastely you are a good person thank you
@destinylove82974 жыл бұрын
The Island Of Pastely I also feel the same that you and Aaron do, when my parent became crazy and didn’t eventcare about there life’s and didn’t go to get help I suffered from depression and started to hurt myself overtime, it’s just so messed up in this world how people I killing themselves more than 300 times a year and it’s just sick to think about.
@carmelanorsby61394 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way. Depression runs in my moms side of the family, and the fact that my parents aren’t together anymore, makes it worse. I was recently taken away from my mom and I can only imagine how shity she feels.
@carsonhogan34204 жыл бұрын
Ya I totally agree with you I myself have not had a episode yet
@echoverigan88254 жыл бұрын
@@carmelanorsby6139 same
@georgiao36055 жыл бұрын
As soon as Aaron started crying, I couldn’t help but cry with him • Aaron if you see this, I love you xx
@tmbracer5 жыл бұрын
sameeee
@Afufufsilly5 жыл бұрын
Same
@linecrochets5 жыл бұрын
I cried before the video started >_
@sunnys_town5 жыл бұрын
Same, i’m crying my eyes out
@theresahemby28095 жыл бұрын
Same
@lxve_riggs88755 жыл бұрын
and too all those people who were hating on him for months straight. *sigh*
@Destiny-ir2ps5 жыл бұрын
rrlxve what did they hate on him for?
@TraceyJeanne5 жыл бұрын
He was getting hated on for months ?? Why ??
@sboyd83125 жыл бұрын
rrlxve why were they hating on him?
@nifflofair66855 жыл бұрын
Each one has blood on their hands and will have to face their karma !
@coralrobinson6265 жыл бұрын
What?? Why were ppl hating on him?
@faith91965 жыл бұрын
“I should not be crying” You’re talking to us about a very vulnerable and real part of you that most people don’t have the balls to talk about. There is zero shame in crying Arron Doh, we completely understand. We love you and are so glad that you’re still here, keep taking care of yourself man.
@ayannalowery565 жыл бұрын
I wish I had the courage to let out my feelings like that
@yaboi2ft15 жыл бұрын
Where did you get the profil photo
@faith91965 жыл бұрын
Adolfo Davalos “Phineas looking straight ahead”
@piperjade37495 жыл бұрын
Just because you’re a guy doesn’t mean that you need to be strong, you’re human too, you have emotions, and that’s what matters most! We love you, and hope you get better❤️
@Andrea-bs5yr2 жыл бұрын
He does need to be strong showing emotions is being strong🙄😕
@graceonolan5 жыл бұрын
I’m sitting here sobbing from this, he doesn’t deserve it:(
@za-ck7955 жыл бұрын
So true
@socktier63345 жыл бұрын
Grace Nolan grow up
@emilymenke68955 жыл бұрын
No one deserves this ever.
@chishiyaspartna34335 жыл бұрын
MakaveliThaSavage Who tf wouldn’t cry if someone we all loved attempted to take his life??
@jrw23195 жыл бұрын
No one does
@ry77745 жыл бұрын
Whoever disliked this must've been crying so hard that their vision is impaired and they thought the dislike button was the like button
@hotpocketbae25225 жыл бұрын
Jimin's Jams lol
@proherohawks87805 жыл бұрын
Or they disliked it because they don’t like how Aaron’s feeling.
@ry77745 жыл бұрын
@@proherohawks8780 either way..THEY STUPID
@tannerryan45995 жыл бұрын
I just want to teleport to Aaron and give him the biggest hug because he deserves more hugs than anything
@Jamie197715 жыл бұрын
Same I just wanted to hold him and say that we all love and care for u
@jayviknation5 жыл бұрын
same
@diaryhome49435 жыл бұрын
Tanner Ryan yeah he does.
@Ash_In_Early_Childhood5 жыл бұрын
Factssss! As soon as he uploaded the video, and I watched it I started balling because I went through a similar situation..
@chloeman87855 жыл бұрын
Don’t forget to take me when u go
@goaway8125 жыл бұрын
all those dislikes man. just bc u don’t like him or don’t know him, doesn’t mean u have to give him more hate to his life.
@amcg60765 жыл бұрын
I used to watch his videos but im not the biggest fan anymore, but i am only hearing this news today from a insta comment (ik im late but im not subbed anymore) and i feel so bad he is so confused and i hope he is happy with his new girlfriend (idk her name i just know she is from tik tok) 💖
@ejdarat97944 жыл бұрын
@jacob partin what about them-
@twootsies44254 жыл бұрын
I think they’re disliking because they don’t like the situation not him
@widdleshniddle4 жыл бұрын
The dislikes might be bots not people but idk he doesn't deserve hate at all
@destinyjade18574 жыл бұрын
@@amcg6076 her name is doni💜
@rubyjones83135 жыл бұрын
this is heartbreaking. it shows that people who can be the happiest online can actually be the saddest behind the scenes.
@robynbarthus83375 жыл бұрын
"It's okay not to be okay", I have this exact phrase tattood on my arm. Sending you lots of love.
@brooklynnrosentreter63985 жыл бұрын
I have veni vidi vici on my arm and its Latin for I came I saw I conquered. I've been through a lot in my life and I got diagnosed with anxiety and its effected my kidneys recently. I've had depression for a long time and there was a point where I didn't want to keep going because I was so mentally exhausted. So this year I've been making a lot of changes and me having my tattoo is a personal reminder to keep going because I haven't conquered everything in life that I want to yet so it just reminds me to not give up. 😊
@BoredBlueberry5 жыл бұрын
Whatever you were going through I hope it's better now. I live by this phrase and I can relate heavily so hope you're doing well now. And if you're still going through good luck and hope you feel better
@ClungeWizard5 жыл бұрын
As a great guy once said "The credits don't have to roll so soon."
@abbieex164 Жыл бұрын
I know its been 3 years but we are all here for you aaron ❤
@HayleyxWeir5 жыл бұрын
"Procrastinating this video" No bb, please take all the time you need, your mental health is important (and that goes to everyone) 💕💕💕
@lexisav21435 жыл бұрын
alex searer wdym??
@itscc98295 жыл бұрын
Lexi Sav they are saying he shouldn’t rush to talk about this topic, he should take his time and talk when he’s ready
@joleeplomb86245 жыл бұрын
i almost ended my own life today and this was recommended to me today. though i decided not to, i see this as a sign.
@xxmorguedoll5 жыл бұрын
you are so fucking strong.
@qcquezo5 жыл бұрын
Don't listen to the hate. Don't give in. Even though, i'll never be apart of your life. I'm glad you chose to keep going. Now you can be the inspiration that someone close to you needs. Be a voice. Don't silence yourself. ♡
@pinkandsparklea5 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry you felt like this, and I really hope you stay strong
@el3tha_5 жыл бұрын
Life will get better
@rachaelg10375 жыл бұрын
even tho im not apart of ur life, i feel like i am- spiritually, i care dont give up. im struggling too, i support and love you
@sydneycarpel11955 жыл бұрын
it’s so sad to see aaron like this and not his funny self but i’m happy he’s okay
@anna-belletoure5 жыл бұрын
Dude yeah it’s sad but ha can’t be happy and funny all the time. Nobody can. We just gotta lean on to each other and pick ourselves back up
@Meatherxc5 жыл бұрын
My son love to play games, is homeschooled, has the same sense of humor as you, and would love to be a KZbinr. He is too young to leave a comment but he wanted me to tell you he would miss you so much if things would have gone differently! We watch that video where you are pretending to be a security guard in the sam and colby video to cheer us up when we are sad, bored, or just need a laugh. We love when you are silly and soulful. With all of that emotion I am sure it is hard to cope but our lives would change for the worse without you! Remember seasons can be hard but time can heal even the deepest emotional scares.
@つみこ-t6k5 жыл бұрын
I. Started crying when he said “I almost took my life November 1st” it just hit me it made me feel some weird way it’s so sad seeing Aaron cryyyyyyyyy
@sportsislife79495 жыл бұрын
My mouth just immediately...
@thefoxylife76235 жыл бұрын
aNgEluH? That was my birthday month...😔😭maybe a lot of fans don’t like Aaron but with out Aaron nothing is the same the traphouse wouldnt be the trap house without him.... I used to be like Aaron and Ik how it feels to think or feel your alone or sadness I also almost took my life away but I noticed that we are all here for a purpose and a reason... we love Aaron😔💖
@cheyennebenore20165 жыл бұрын
@@thefoxylife7623 my birthday was November 20th
@nataleeb395 жыл бұрын
My birthday is November 28 😭 I love you so much aaron and so do others!!!!!!
@tomasrohr74175 жыл бұрын
I cried for about 3 hours straight on that exact day - for my reasons tho..
@julie97225 жыл бұрын
Me: trying to hug him Phone: what are you doing
@amiluvsyou30525 жыл бұрын
Ilostbraincells same
@theolee79364 жыл бұрын
I feel like this comment was a little inappropriate for this kind of video. You shouldn’t try to make a funny comment just to get likes when someone else is hurting. Like if you agree.
@clipz71354 жыл бұрын
Nobody liked your comment tho 😶
@theolee79364 жыл бұрын
@@clipz7135 smh r/whoosh
@NOLONGERcowardvrgt4 жыл бұрын
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
@amyketchum58295 жыл бұрын
He's emotionally broken. I hope he gets better. He's a cool dude.
@taraurie48665 жыл бұрын
Amy Ketchum he’s not broken. No body’s ‘broken’ it’s mental health it’s perfectly normal and happens to everyone
@allikatinnes16885 жыл бұрын
Why, did he wanna committed suicide? 🙏🏽
@taraurie48665 жыл бұрын
Alison Innes you have the idea of suicide wrong. He wanted to commit suicide because of his mental health- which isn’t ‘emotionally broken’ every single person in the world goes through it, suicidal thought come with depression and they don’t want to die they just want to feel relief because it’s too much for them to take at the one time
@taraurie48665 жыл бұрын
Alison Innes it’s like when you want something you think of the easiest way to get it = taking your own life even though it’s permanent and a really bad idea, it’s complicated
@allikatinnes16885 жыл бұрын
Tara Urie - Thank you 🙏🏽 I get it now.…Blessings upon him.
@vladimirulvrish5 жыл бұрын
When he said he almost took his life; I felt that, hard. He also looks so tired which I also felt. I'm bad at advice and comforting people so I don't know what to say. All I'll say is take your time bud, we dont need to know the whole story until you're 10000% ready
@makenziegibson43075 жыл бұрын
I’ve always noticed how Aaron was distant, as someone who has felt the same way just know that you’re strong. You’re not weak for feeling a certain way, just because you’re a male doesn’t mean you have to be all mighty. No, you’re a human, with feelings. You deserve to be able to express those feelings, don’t ever let people make you feel like you have to fight a battle alone. This also goes to anyone else reading this comment. You are strong and I’m so proud of you for being strong, for not giving up. My love goes to Aaron and everyone else.
@kixmy89345 жыл бұрын
I agree
@ranboo_in_a_box64245 жыл бұрын
Yea
@makenziegibson43075 жыл бұрын
Minikittypaws ?
@ranboo_in_a_box64245 жыл бұрын
Blurry Face, yea😅 I know I have a odd name
@lydiakessel68805 жыл бұрын
Indeed!! Thank you!! We need more people like you in the world! ♥️
@alias175g5 жыл бұрын
“Medical professionals” always say if someone is suicidal, they want people to know and to stop them. Quite often that isn’t true. I can tell you from my experience that it isn’t going to get better soon, but it eventually will get better. I spent years in an extremely depressive state. I used alcohol to numb/hide the pain. No one knew anything was wrong. Eventually after changing my environment things began to improve for me. I still have times when I am down, but I use my experiences to help others. The only thing that really makes me feel better is helping people who are in the position I was in. I have an associate who has told me that I am the reason they haven’t taken their life. I don’t have the influence you do. I urge you to use the wide reach that KZbin affords you to help people. To everyone else, often the funniest people are the most broken in the inside. Just because someone always seems happy doesn’t mean they are. The best comedy is born of pain and tragedy, so if you know someone you think should be a comedian, take a moment to ask and truly care about how they are feeling.
@rubyw30735 жыл бұрын
Jon Becker fr I’m the one who’s always “happy” in my friend group. My friends don’t really even seem like friends anymore though.. I was absent from my school for being sick and I asked one of them if anyone was asking why I wasn’t there and she just said “no we didn’t really care 😂.” .... and all I could think was “yeah thanks for that” and I hung up on her and pretended my phone died......I’m not really talking to them now but I still have to be near them (there’s six people in our friend group one of them I HATE) I also had impetigo (u can google it if you want) and the guy o hate said “ewww you look sickening” and I was just like oh shut up.. it’s just no one really cares how other people feel and this generation is super selfish (not saying that I’m not selfish because sometimes I am) but its just people need to be more careful about what they say and they do need to check up on others sometimes and I should know because I really am not happy ever and it kinda just makes everything suck
@alias175g5 жыл бұрын
Pee Driplets, thank you for sharing. Like I said above, I’ve been eel here you are. Don’t lose hope though. No matter how hopeless you feel, I can promise you that someone out there cares for you. Even if you haven’t met that person yet, there is someone who will depend on you someday. It wasn’t until I left the military that I finally met a friend that I truest felt I could talk to, and now she and I know secrets about each other that even our spouses don’t know. I don’t have the slightest clue who you are, but if you need someone to talk to I would be more than willing to listen. I’m a pretty busy person, but I’ll always do my best to help in any way I can.
@dottorelover695 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I have a friend group, but when I first meet up with them their like "oh hey!" But then they instantly start talking about something, and whispering to each other, and every time I ask they instantly say "I-it's nothing! Heh" I feel like their talking bad about me to each other.... A lot of the time I feel... Lonely with them. I've had dark thoughts before and i don't know why.. Sometimes when people get angry or sad I instantly tell myself, it was my fault, I made them feel that way when in reality I did nothing.
@alias175g5 жыл бұрын
Julianne Mckinney that’s what depression and anxiety do. They make you feel responsible for things you have no power over, and they make you see judgment/dislike when a healthy mind would see nothing. But if being around certain people makes you feel worse in any way, then you need to cut yourself off from that group. If you feel sad or anxious around anyone, then they are toxic for you. Friends will make you feel wanted and appreciated and they will tell you that they appreciate you. Unfortunately young people don’t typically have a high enough maturity level to understand that they are toxic to the people around them. In fact a lot of the people who are mature enough feel the same way you do. Everyone has a story to tell of why they feel how they do, and every story is a testament to how the human brain heals from tragedy and pain. All of those stories are worth hearing, but sadly most people don’t care to listen. The more you tell your story, the more you heal and are able to help others with your experience. Whatever you’re going through, someone else has gone through that and survived. You are valuable and worthy of love. All you have to do is find one person who sees that.
@peekaboo4975 жыл бұрын
Aaron: “I’m not supposed to cry.” Hey, it’s okay to cry or breakdown or emotionally collapse. We’re all human and you are talking about something very personal and serious. I get you, I feel the pain and the hesitation you have but it is all okay. Aaron you are strong and I wish you all the best. I hope I can be a part of this journey, because I deal with a lot of shit too. You have saved me from suicide multiple times and I hope you know your impact on the world and the people that watch you. You are never alone Aaron. Get better soon idol ❤️ sending love from the Philippines
@cloefaulkner8145 жыл бұрын
OMG you are so nice, your friends are so lucky to have you 😊
@peekaboo4975 жыл бұрын
Cloe Faulkner i try my very best.... it’s a struggle for me to be myself with others so I censor myself, and because of that it has driven me to try to attempt suicide before. Hearing this makes me gain more confidence in the fact that I am trying. So, thank you so much ❤️
@cleetusundercover26645 жыл бұрын
Exactly! it’s fine to cry and everyone does it EVERYONE
@lilithmaciass5 жыл бұрын
I Agree... I've Tried Suicide So Many Times , But These Days You Can't Trust Anyone Y-You Don't Know Who To Trust... My Therapist Doesn't Help Me... But TFIL and Sam And Colby And Aaron And Jake Those Guys Are The Reason I Still Keep Going
@peekaboo4975 жыл бұрын
Ancaria [Emo,Loyal,Pan,WereWolf] I fully agree... Now a days, instead of socializing and talking to others I stay at home and watch these amazing men
@juleslpn4345 Жыл бұрын
Aaron-Thank you so much for talking about this. There aren't that many "real" conversations about depression, suicide, mental health etc. Idk why but there is so much shame and guilt associated with feeling depressed. Sending you continued love and support.
@cameroncardiff60645 жыл бұрын
It’s hard to see my child hood comedian like this it hurts my heart I just want him to be okay I love him with all my heart
@OneDirection23.7.105 жыл бұрын
Same here, he's been my idol since musica.ly 😔
@okay2decay245 жыл бұрын
@@OneDirection23.7.10 same :(
@soph48285 жыл бұрын
Aaron, don’t you ever EVER feel that you can’t reach out to people, we’ll be here for you forever.
@abigailelizabeth14275 жыл бұрын
you could tell he was sooo scared to talk about this and it made me so sad. We love you Aaron we are here for you
@toasted_equestrian4 жыл бұрын
When the words “I almost took my own life” were uttered and I could forgot to breathe. My darling Aaron. You’re so brave. This topic is hard for everyone.
@Loqque2k5 жыл бұрын
I love you Aaron, I'm sorry that we didn't get your message sooner, and it's okay not to be okay, we love you
@maddielewis70695 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@blakeshirey17825 жыл бұрын
It takes a real man to cry and nobody should try to deal with things on their own.
@crystalbirdsong11695 жыл бұрын
Shana Shirey Real men cry & show their emotions. It’s a beautiful thing
@meganhehehe97655 жыл бұрын
Aaron just spoke all the words I can’t
@hollyparker86575 жыл бұрын
Aaron just because you are a man dose not mean you have to have no emotion, it makes you a stronger person for you to show your emotions because it’s sort of braking that stereotype, we all support you Aaron 🙂
@erajger115 жыл бұрын
People with the kindest hearts have felt the most pain. Remember that for later in life, talk to that friend
@underthestarsoverthemoon42595 жыл бұрын
So true omg
@amywhaley31835 жыл бұрын
Then u must have gone through a LOT of pain!
@erajger115 жыл бұрын
@@amywhaley3183 I have, actually. In an age of 12 I have gone through way more than you think. But I changed my life and I am HAPPY AS HELL
@samanthamorgan76625 жыл бұрын
"Every time you thought life would defeat you remeber that you were wrong. " "Depresion can trick the brain into to thinking things are worse then they really are" Aaron please don't ever feel bad for showing your emotions. Infact you are braver then you believe and sharing this shows your Strength. Mesage to all men from women: It is okay to cry, its okay to share how you feel and what you are going through, we will still see you as a sexy strong man. Sometimes the one who everyone thinks is the strongest is having the hardest time and visa versa. Lots of Love and Light💖💫🙌
@manalnimer77105 жыл бұрын
S.A.M. Butterfly I love that you said this yes, it’s okay to cry and it doesn’t make you any less of a man showing your emotions.
@nupurjadhav7625 жыл бұрын
It honestly breaks my heart to see Aaron so sad.
@OneDirection23.7.105 жыл бұрын
Same 😔
@saoirsedunne2605 жыл бұрын
Mental health is important
@kaded_cat5 жыл бұрын
First of all, I’m so glad you’re still alive, depression really is a killer and we need to do something about it... And I thank you for reaching out and making this video but I just need to say a few things. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to show your emotions, it’s okay to feel alone, but just know that you’re not because we’re all here for you, and people have been through the same. Im going through it too. It hasn’t got to the point where I’m actually considering taking my life but I’ve had several suicidal thoughts and they’re not pleasant at all. This depression, it eats you up inside, bit by bit, and leaves you broken and defenceless, and just when you thought you’ve reached rock bottom, it drags you down further, to the point where no light can be found. And it’s up to us to turn around and fight back, to survive. And again, I thank you so much for still being here today. You’re an inspiration, Aaron, you really are. ❤️
@aseraphu5 жыл бұрын
Don't Panic! At the Arctic Monkeys and Tøp concert hiiii I like your name PANIC!
@kaded_cat5 жыл бұрын
Dana Alsughaiyer thank you
@kaded_cat5 жыл бұрын
Omg how have I got so many likes already?
@carolinabogdan75645 жыл бұрын
I am glag as well that he is alive and i love him so muchhhh😭😭😭😭😭
@alexkontonasakis17705 жыл бұрын
Ya I'm going through depression but as soon as I gotten out of my toxic teachers classroom it gotten alot better for me. I almost attempted to take my life 3 times and each and every time I found something to give me hope
@laurenroijers24235 жыл бұрын
I’m so incredibly proud of you for doing this and opening up about what you’ve been through.... it just goes to show how strong you are. We love you SO much and you will NEVER be alone in anything. Keep being strong and brave and brilliant. Thank-You for sharing this Aaron. All my love ❤️
@chayaxiaojun5 жыл бұрын
I wished somebody said the same thing to me.....
@elizabethdavis51525 жыл бұрын
@@chayaxiaojun agreed
@laurenroijers24235 жыл бұрын
Alma Ben tov please message me if you want to.... I’ll be here if you want to talk about anything. I know I don’t know you but I’m proud of what you’ve overcome so far. Keep fighting. You’ll get there. If you need me my Twitter is @Roijers_Lauren Don’t feel pressured into.... but it’s there if you ever want it. ❤️
@Blondecreature5 жыл бұрын
💚
@chayaxiaojun5 жыл бұрын
@@laurenroijers2423 that's honestly so sweet of you, I appreciate it allot. Sometimes ppl don't even know how one positive word can change someone for the better. Thank you so much ❤️
@albusdumbledore59295 жыл бұрын
Crazy how the funniest bubbly one of the group is the most depressed on the inside and he did so well at hiding it this breaks my heart and I just realized him and tori broke up?
@jurgonaufalut56965 жыл бұрын
Our one pal that was the best looking out of all of us perfect smile killed himself its never the ones you think
@KyleRoberts5 жыл бұрын
That's usually how it works like I can fake being happier but on the inside it's the opposite. And it's very hard to reach out to people be no one would expect it to be you
@mossmortis5 жыл бұрын
It's pretty known at this point. I mean, the fact that usually the happiest can be the depressed person in the group. Never take anyone for granted, take time to ask how they're doing.
@simonwatcher19895 жыл бұрын
Robin Williams said the people that make you laugh are always the most depressed
@amiluvsyou30525 жыл бұрын
TORI AND ARRON BROKE UP!!???😭😭🥺🥺😲😵💔
@hannahmitchell41195 жыл бұрын
"I shouldn't be crying" No, you went through something very upsetting and uncomfortable. You have every right to cry, there is no shame. Heck, you made me cry. You don't have to always look strong its okay to cry and let your emotions go. You are being a role model just by showing it's okay for you to talk to people, put your mental health first, you are MY inspiration along either everyone that used to be in the trap house. I judt want to give you a hug. I'm in a suicidal state and I feel you. You have every right to cry. Once you hit rock bottom, there is no where to go... but up. Love you Aaron!😘😘😘
@randomlyabby42585 жыл бұрын
I've struggled so much with depression and I have wanted to harm myself before. But I started watching you and Corey and you guys changed my life. Thank you so much for everything. Stay strong. You showed me so much in life. Some happy time and bad times. Those times effected me in many ways. I really hope you are okay and safe. Im always here for you. I love you
@maddielewis70695 жыл бұрын
ME2
@rhiannonhinsz5 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️
@dasheikanorunner93345 жыл бұрын
21 people disliked this who ever you guys are your very heartless
@jaidyntobey10465 жыл бұрын
Dasheika Norunner people don’t like when KZbinrs show there emotions, they think you tubers have to always be happy
@rebelicious4075 жыл бұрын
I'm hoping they hit dislike because they hate that he went through this. Lots of very young people. This is me trying to be positive.
@MiSssTrinTrin5 жыл бұрын
Yeah you can Clearly see the Title if you don't like it don't click the Video at all
@jaidyntobey10465 жыл бұрын
Crazy Amazing Fun no I love Aaron, but I’m saying for other fake fans who probably clicked the dislike button because they don’t like when people show there emotions
@kayleeadams65975 жыл бұрын
I agree
@averyasher14415 жыл бұрын
I would 100000000000% rather hear him say “like” 500 times, then to hear his silence. Our minds are the most dangerous places, get help when you feel yourself getting lost in there. I’m not going to say the cheesy “it gets better”, because the truth is, it doesn’t. You just get better at handling it, and you showing your feelings and sharing your story, is showing that you’re handling it the best you can. Aaron, you are so loved by thousands of people. Ramble as much as you want, it’s better than you not speaking at all. You matter.
@abbyparker17495 жыл бұрын
I love you.
@sabrinamirehouse65425 жыл бұрын
I disagree with that it doesn’t get better. Because it does. It doesn’t happen over night and it doesn’t happen in a year or five or ten or however long. But I does it get better. This is from personal experience. I watched how scary this stuff is. My best friend attempted suicide 5 times, the first time being 11 years old. I literally saved her life during one of her attempts. It’s not easy and it’s not quick. But I does get better. Like I said there’s no time line for when it does but it will. My best friend is now about to graduate from college on the deans list all 4 years. She’s in an amazing commuted relationship with someone that’s simply amazing for her and makes her happy and she’s starting her own family. She still has hard times. Those don’t ever go away. But you find things in life worth living for, and that’s what makes it get better. ❤️
@user-nt8nr7xd5i5 жыл бұрын
You should be crying. The stereotype that men should be “Strong” and “unbreakable” and “active” and “confident” are all nothing but stereotypes. Men should be expressing their feelings because they are humans too. They should have down times too. Just like all the women are. We’re all humans. Never be afraid to be vulnerable. The people who make fun of you for it are just jealous cause you are able to express emotions and ask for help, etc.
@mapleleaf25925 жыл бұрын
To those 74 who disliked, you really don’t understand do you?
@sydneystilson46725 жыл бұрын
They maybe disliked the situation rather than the video. Some people may see them as similar to facebook when you can react to the posts that might have been their reaction was that the situation itself is negative and sad and they wanted to give him that feeling of feeling what he is feeling without actually knowing what the dislike button means. My mom thought that the dislike button was there for that reason because actually disliking the video doesn't make much sense to them.
@marsherrera58225 жыл бұрын
@@sydneystilson4672 then they're dumb. Bc they need to learn how yt works
@sydneystilson46725 жыл бұрын
@@marsherrera5822 thank you for calling my mom dumb. Really appreciate that. The older generation did not grow up on electronics like we did. They might not have people to help them learn. You are just being rude by calling people dumb.
@marsherrera58225 жыл бұрын
@@sydneystilson4672 oml 😂 I didn't call your mom dumb. I meant it as a joke. I understand if u take jokes seriously and I apologize 😌 And maybe I am rude, but ya know what? It's fine 👌
@nibbanibba72025 жыл бұрын
I understand that if anymore filth comes out of your mouth then I’ll be forced to take you into custody and bring you to justice
@mrs_kambe_11635 жыл бұрын
Guys don’t hate on the people that disliked the video. Their eyes were full of tears and they couldn’t see duuhhh🤦🏾♀️ like come on who could POSSIBLY hate Aaron
@miccahmcdowell74195 жыл бұрын
And those who smile the brightest get hurt the widest, let that sink in
@brooklynpaige7575 жыл бұрын
Miccah McDowell its very true 😭❤️
@baileymcgehee95604 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love how he turned his hard times into a helpful video for people that might have trouble
@SleepyKenzie015 жыл бұрын
It might be rambling but hearing your voice again and seeing your okay, made me so happy Aaron, I love you so much 💕
@maddielewis70695 жыл бұрын
@alex searer what u mean?
@SleepyKenzie015 жыл бұрын
alex searer I listened to everything he said, I took it all it, my reply was talking about what he said in the description of this video
@gwendyb70775 жыл бұрын
This is why males need more love as a whole....
@franklinmendez70895 жыл бұрын
Exactly. I always feel like I always need a hug because I feel lonely
@waterwolf9825 жыл бұрын
First Last *sending instant online hug*
@waterwolf9825 жыл бұрын
*hug sent*
@jocelyncantu41275 жыл бұрын
I went through the same thing but I saw a quote that really stood with me “ Suicide doesn’t take away the pain. It just gives it to someone else” When I saw the quote the thought of suicide left slowly but I still have depression. You guys should watch the short film “I am Here Too” it’s on KZbin Edit: thx for the likes
@taylorjensen27995 жыл бұрын
I’m laying down and I’m crying . So I type in “ I’ll be okay “ then your video pops up and I watch it . I don’t feel so alone anymore and I don’t feel like life is just wanting to hurt me . Thank you for this I really mean it 🖤
@sairsvibe24755 жыл бұрын
*is actively suicidal* *watches anyways because I support Aaron*
@teddydarroux82025 жыл бұрын
Me as well but seeing someone survive and be strong makes me know it will get better....
@ShallontheOutcast5 жыл бұрын
If either of you need to talk about anything, I know we don't know each other personally but you can reach out to me. 💗 My Twitter is @ shallonoutcast
@Paidnotspaid4205 жыл бұрын
same
@kay_not_found13775 жыл бұрын
Me too, I'm too afraid to get help
@teddydarroux82025 жыл бұрын
@@yurischYT I appreciate that so much...thank you💜
@emilieadams87935 жыл бұрын
Who are the 31 people who disliked this. They have 0 heart.hope you get better Aaron.
@katelyneckhardt93985 жыл бұрын
40 now 😡
@isidesiwas66805 жыл бұрын
Some people use it like the sadface on Facebook. Like they don't like that this happened.
@itsdirkk53885 жыл бұрын
KTecks Eckhardt 41:(
@epiphanylaninga36645 жыл бұрын
42 now😠😠😭
@arinastar3405 жыл бұрын
45 now :(
@Rubyleona5 жыл бұрын
Ima put this out here: *Aaron is a king and deserves to be happy* :) 👑🖤
@kierabasnett32035 жыл бұрын
This made me realise how harsh the world really is. We love you Aaron and we’re all here for you
@Liv21p5 жыл бұрын
I just wanna go through the screen and hug him saying that everything will be ok🥺😭
@hopew3045 жыл бұрын
he looked like he was about have an anxiety attack in the beginning and I felt so bad I wanted to hug him, if ur not ready to come to KZbin you don't have to Aaron, although I do miss your funny and sarcastic tweets if you need more time to heal then don't come back just because you feel obligated to, I love u so much
@hollydrury5 жыл бұрын
Aaron: *talking about his struggles and helping others* KZbin: *category- music*
@peachyheartsk34765 жыл бұрын
okay i scrolled into the comments cause i was crying my eyes out, you made me chuckle.
@matthewperkins86035 жыл бұрын
OMG i went up to look at that and bursted out laughing
@cleetusundercover26645 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@cleetusundercover26645 жыл бұрын
I was crying until I saw this
@sanithamoua96395 жыл бұрын
Hahaha
@beyoncealways29114 жыл бұрын
Coming to this video a year later and seeing you still upload, that’s amazing, I am so proud of you for being here. You are amazing, you are so loved and we will always be here for you. Incredibly proud of you.
@cyruscortes98555 жыл бұрын
I’m so glad he’s alive I can’t Imagine him being gone it would hurt I’m so greatful he’s doing better 😭
@ashiagrawal3555 жыл бұрын
Take your time Aaron. Your healing is the most important. We all are here for always.
@kalimccartystudent5 жыл бұрын
To my dearest Aaron Doh I miss the old joyful you, I know that that old Aaron is still in there. If youtube and social media is doing this to you then you can't keep doing this you started this channel to bring smiles to you and viewers, most importantly YOU. Aaron if you do stop social media then we will be okay the most important part is you. Aaron you are never alone text your fans, friends or even your mom. Love you lots Aaron 💗💗
@annikavandermale95284 жыл бұрын
It is ok to not be ok. Society makes it seem like everyone is happy all the time but it’s not true. As someone who deals with depression and anxiety, I understand man and I fully support you. I love you man and I’m always here if you need it.
@Alex-nt2yr5 жыл бұрын
This breaks my heart. He's usually the happy, smiley one. And seeing him like this makes me so sad. We, as fan never really realize when people we follow are down or depressed (half of the time) I really hope he feels better. We love you aaron❤
@jrw23195 жыл бұрын
People with depression mask their emotions with smiles and laughs
@HopeElizabeth5 жыл бұрын
i love you aaron. thank you for opening up about all of this. you don’t even realize how many people this will help. thank you for always being such a light in my life. no matter what you went through or what you’re going through or what you will go through, i will ALWAYS be here to support you. forever and always. i promise you that.
@elleem80935 жыл бұрын
When I was 18 I tried to leave this world....I felt alone, lost. 12 years have passed and I've never been more grateful that I failed! I have 2 awesome daughters and I'm happy 💕 life does get better Aaron, just hang in there, time heals and you'll find your path!
@WicketEngineering5 жыл бұрын
I tried to leave this world when I was seven, and tried again in May 2018. Do you have any suggestions of how I can recover from this? It's my family problems, specifically feeling that I let them down.
@baileydrouin5 жыл бұрын
Wicket Engineering: Model Roller Coasters just like Aaron said on 6:32, you just have to reach out and keep moving forward!
@WicketEngineering5 жыл бұрын
@@baileydrouin thanks for finding the time for me, I'll try!
@baileydrouin5 жыл бұрын
Wicket Engineering: Model Roller Coasters please don’t ever stop trying.
@WicketEngineering5 жыл бұрын
@@baileydrouin I'll try not to :)
@Ri_54755 жыл бұрын
Damn when he said he almost took his own life on November 1st that truly made me sad cause like I started struggling with depression when I was just 11 cause of middle school and highschool and bullying and everything but I hid it all my life and I still struggle but to think that someone can go this deep is really sad I really wanna just give Aaron a hug now and tell him it's gonna be alright 😖💔
@xshialabeefx5 жыл бұрын
it’s been 7 months since my last attempt.. and without you.. i wouldn’t be where i am today.. thank you aaron.. so much 🖤
@user-rr2il6hb7v5 жыл бұрын
Just because you're a man doesn't mean you can't cry, we are all human, it's so fucked that society has it that one gender is suppose to be tough and strong and one isn't. Crying is a human emotion and always fine, you're strong.
@hadeelyacoub77175 жыл бұрын
Sam, Colby, annd the traphouse should include him and not make him feel left out
@TrashCansims45 жыл бұрын
Hadeel Yacoub that’s what I’ve been thinking the whole time I love Aaron so much and it hurts to know what he is going through
@alterenia36955 жыл бұрын
True
@gabriellalarson3335 жыл бұрын
They did have a whole video dedicated to make Aarron come put of his room bc he was always on fortnite
@fayehenry81785 жыл бұрын
Yes I love Aaron so so much and he is suck an inspiration but we really dont know what happened between them all him and Corey are still close . But there was obviously something that went down between them all so I dont wanna take sides I love them all x
@luvellieee5 жыл бұрын
you really don’t know the whole story , no one does. don’t make assumptions please. aaron corey and elton are still friends and colby sam and jake still communicate to all of them
@blu3bug4 жыл бұрын
it’s been over a year..i’m so glad he’s okay. i love you so much 🥺
@kylaraine5 жыл бұрын
I just wanna jump through the screen and hug him and tell him that I love him and that he saved me and that I hope he gets better because I need him because he’s an amazing and kind person and that he’s that he’s just everything I was missing in life and that he got me out of my depressing state Aaron if u see this please know that I love u and care for u and I really want to give u a hud because u are my everything
@masonpines83455 жыл бұрын
We love you ❤️
@rajlakshmidastidar78785 жыл бұрын
Same fam. 😭😭
@hvneyhoseok2925 жыл бұрын
Aaron take your time.. don’t feel like you need to rush to explain or come back.. we’re always here for you and we love you hun ❣️❣️ you’re such an inspiration and just such an amazing person... wish I could give you a hug.. sending all the love Also your videos always put a smile on my face, without fail.... whenever I’m having a hard time I binge watch your videos and they immediately cheer me up... you make me so proud and happy I love you
@mo11yohara5 жыл бұрын
I just wanna go and give him a big hug and tell him how much he makes me happy and tell home things will get better 💖💖💖
@elijah31235 жыл бұрын
Happy Birthday Aaron, I'm so glad we didn't lose you.
@mireyamcgaha-eastep62045 жыл бұрын
you can hear the pain in his voice...it breaks my heart...💔
@amberderepentigny69655 жыл бұрын
and you can see the pain in his eyes.
@diegolinn5 жыл бұрын
Haven’t seen this guy in years I just remembered him and looked him up to find this vid :( get well soon man ...
@jeannettepabon77985 жыл бұрын
Get well
@kayabarnes-hoo39765 жыл бұрын
I started crying when he did. It really hurts to see him like that. It also hurts to know that there are people out there who struggle as well. So I’m gonna say and ask to everyone who reads this: Are you okay? Just know that there are people who love you and care about you💜 You are loved, don’t forget that❤️ You are important❤️ You’ve got this no matter what obstacles you face💜
@Tweettweetmfer5 жыл бұрын
Jungkookie and Taehyungie ✊😔
@cvpid46255 жыл бұрын
They say, the people smile the brightest, are usually the most saddest people ever. We love you Aaron, your so sweet, and I don’t get why some people don’t like you, but we love you ❤️
@oliviasmith44325 жыл бұрын
My heart aches for you,society has such a messed up image of men struggling with mental health issues I really hope you realise you aren't weak and you have thousands of people who care for you and I hope you know it's okay to reach out for help and that's too all men who feel weak for having mental health problems you aren't weak whatsoever ❤
@Sirenqueen3335 жыл бұрын
the toxic masculinity and other awful patriarchal standards are heartbreaking.... the male suicide rate is very high because of it. Something that definitely needs to be talked about more
@xshialabeefx5 жыл бұрын
i love you aaron.. you’re the strongest person i know.. i admire you so much.. please always know you’re loved and cared about so much.. ❤️
@morganensminger46735 жыл бұрын
Aaron, I’m not sure if you’ll see this or not but I want to tell you I love you more than anything in this world. I completely know where you’re coming from and I wish I could hug you after seeing this video. You mean so much to me, you mean literally so much to everyone. I’m proud of you for still being here after everything you’ve been through. I love you more than anything and you always are loved by everyone here, it’s more than hard to make this video I know how much it makes me crying seeing you cry, I’d give more than anything to hug you and tell you it’s okay. I care so much about you and I care so much about your mental health. Stay strong sweetheart it’s all going to be okay..I know these are just words and I’m just another fan but I mean it I love you more than anything in this life and I’m so proud you’re still here. 💕
@siennamartinez55845 жыл бұрын
I would be so sad if he died I can’t imagine this world without Aaron I love u ❤️ you make me laugh so much to where I almost pissed myself
@echoverigan88254 жыл бұрын
Same
@asthinecrowflies5 жыл бұрын
Trust me Aaron, you're in a boat with a lot of us who understand and are going through the same thing so never think you're alone ever, and you dont need to feel like you have to be ok, just like the title, because you dont need to be able to handle everything by yourself and you dont need to be strong. you dont need to tell someone how you feel, you can even just say hey can we hang out i need some 1x1 time or i need company. its not weak, trust me and everyone else that is currently and has gone through the same and similar things, that it does not reflect negatively on yourself for not being able to deal with it. there IS always someone there that can and will help, even when it doesnt feel like it. 🤍🌺
@Liz-ty2wc5 жыл бұрын
we all love and support you aaron, until the end time. life isn’t easy, depression is real and your fans, your family your friends are always here to support you and love you! Aaron we all
@sydneycarpel11955 жыл бұрын
this is so heart breaking but it’s such a hard thing to talk and i’m so proud of arron
@evelynlobos13544 жыл бұрын
Aaron ....YOU are such a beautiful soul..a good man to come forward to speak about something that is taking its toll on our young men who are feeling helpless especially in lockdown now here in Melbourne Australia where we can't travel outside of our 5kms radius and NOT go out after 8pm until 5am the next day..it really has been horrid but they do not say who has died from suicide that is not allowed here but there are many and if we hide this how can others learn..so I applaude you for doing something that is bloody hard to do ....I know you have done it to help those who might be feeling down and out ...and before they get hooked onto drugs and pills to forget the feeling of lows...it is best we get SENSE OF HUMOUR out there..you my friend are a bloody funny guy ...you made me laugh a lot as I heard your funny voices and I know you have a beautiful voice...big hug to you ...I love you so much more now...big hug from me in Melbourne Australia..
@larissathornock72335 жыл бұрын
He was showing signs of depression in the Blair witch forest
@likelyana5 жыл бұрын
Oh yeah you could tell
@Beckaboo33975 жыл бұрын
You could tell also in the Haunted attraction one and then the one straight after at the mental hospital big time . So much so I question whether something negative that seen he was is a negative mind space seen him as a target to attach to and make him feel even worse .
@thelmasmith89935 жыл бұрын
You could tell a lot all the screaming and other stuff
@larissathornock72335 жыл бұрын
In some of the spirit board sessions the ghosts said his name as well. It sucks that Aaron thinks he has no one to turn to when his whole is out doing fun things all the time.
@jadynvalentine22285 жыл бұрын
Blair witch video ended up being a prank watch part 2
@meatmagician5 жыл бұрын
**sending love and affection** Also sorry I am clicking away not even 5 minutes into the video... The trigger warning us to much time handle, i still love and support this channel, though i was nit able to find it until today, i promise things will get better
@mikaylarasmussen35225 жыл бұрын
I couldn't watch it past 5 minutes either..
@sophiereay72315 жыл бұрын
Male suicide because of mental health is one of the top killers in the UK! By putting your own story forward for the world to see in such a brave way is the type of awareness people need too see. This will help so many people. Just remember you are here for a reason, someone loves you, someone looks up too you and many admire you even if you can't see that in this moment. It will come to you in the time youll least expect and you'll finally see the beauty you bring to life xo
@ipetzombies5 жыл бұрын
It's absolutely rampant in younger men in the US as well. Toxic masculinity culture at its finest, there's that stigma that getting help is in some way unmanly. It's not. Getting help doesn't make you less of a man.
@oomcuhh5 жыл бұрын
that is very true
@mathampton92135 жыл бұрын
@@ipetzombies unmanly? man your stupid as fuck.. I used to be extremely suicidal and was 100% too scared to talk about it or get help. its not about being manly or unmanly you fucking asshole.
@sophiafromearth5 жыл бұрын
If we would've lost you everyone would be lost. I just want to hug you and give you the biggest hug ever. Keep your head up and stay strong. You got this. I hope everything is getting better. At sometime everything will be okay and sometimes you will feel alone, but you just have to keep your head up. We love you and I hope you get better💖