adrianne lenker - half return (official audio)

[@nikiforos2001]

"Standing in the yard dressed like a kid the house is white and the lawn is dead..." This part gets me everytime...

[@Beautifully_Whitney]

Same 😢😢😢

[@KingNovels]

Same :(

[@user-ye9bc7nw2c]

Oyk

[@SOPHIE_BUNNY_2024]

Same😢

[@Tentha_4176]

I get I shockly feeling in my cheeks like I'm ganna cry in a way

[@slimerboythegreatest]

can’t let gang know i fw soul crushing music

[@duckie9689]

sometimes a pimp gets sad 💯

[@refroidir17]

​@@duckie9689 pimp? to pimp a butterfly? im sorry ive been kendrickwashed ever since the beef

[@Servant_Of_Duo]

@@refroidir17nah this aint to pimp a butterfly this is to catch a predator

[@kingfortnitemagola3]

Can't Let the gang know sometimes i think about doing the worst☹️💯

[@sweetscream2764]

What does fw mean?

[@liaarakal2130]

absolute banger if i saw this live i would've started a mosh pit

[@thompyle7636]

Deadass it's so headbangable

[@Raccoon_Therian9]

I wanna like but there's 666 likes-

[@yaLocal_Kaz]

the urge to turn a relaxing song into a metal song 😍😍>>>>>

[@y0yle_st4rz..27]

if i saw this live id start breaking down and crying h(in a good way

[@Kolasheep22]

the lawn is dead

[@B3you_]

Lawn is dead

[@Minkniff]

lawn is dead

[@Vwuxi]

Lawn is dead

[@Skankhunt-vr3]

The lawn is dead

[@its.justleo1309]

What does that mean

[@swthrhschristodoulou8225]

HONEY IN YOUR MOUTH WHEN YOU GAVE ME MY NAME. TEARS IN YOUR EYES WHEN YOU PULLED IT LIKE A STRING.

[@augustus0002]

Pull it like a chain* 😆

[@Mhmmhmmm]

Shadow, shadow what a show Every other step, there's a cross-eyed crow Half return, half return Minneapolis soft white snow Thirty five bridge, hometown Half return, half return Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead Illinois toll road, Indiana plain Roll the windows down, shoot out the change Half return, half return Honey in your mouth when you gave me my name Tears in your eyes when you pull it like a chain Half return, half return Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead Half return, half return Dusty swing set, plastic slide Push me up and down, take me for a ride Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead

[@Minipats414]

Thank u:)

[@Jellybeans-r6k]

TYSM 😊❤ ;)

[@pointingoutpoints3661]

Does anyone think about childhood memories to this song? Even the slightly bitter bits in the otherwise very sweet childhood? Then, in the end, you miss the memories warts and all.

[@blipblorp]

Thats the point

[@sofiandolga]

same

[@SigurdThePink]

Yes. The most nostalgic song ever. Makes me remember the time when everything was hostile but i still had hope left. Makes me want to cry.

[@ILuvBatman4LIFE]

This song makes me feel like I’m at a bottomless pit being sucked by the ocean and being revived again into a life of purity and beauty but then waking up and realizing I was just dreaming….

[@ILuvBatman4LIFE]

@@SigurdThePink❤

[@escape5737]

WHEN I SEE YOU I SWEAR THERE'S NOTHING THAT I COULD SAY

[@mcthuggus]

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[@wednesdaygrey6978]

SESH 💀

[@slicepaperwrists]

TeamSETH

[@VictorEstrada-d1z]

lol yeah

[@AHSLrobloxfootballleague]

Standing the lawn dress like a kid the lawn is dead

[@tiaaziee]

song lyric Shadow, shadow, what a show Every other step, there's a cross-eyed crow Half return, half return Minneapolis soft white snow 35 bridge, hometown Half return, half return Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead Illinois toll road, Indiana plain Roll the windows down, shoot at the change Half return, half return Honey in your mouth when you gave me my name Tears in your eyes when you pull it like a chain Half return, half return Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead Half return, half return Rusty swing set, plastic slide Push me up and down, take me for a ride Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead

[@randompotato144]

Thank you so much

[@Ipypauf]

thank you

[@pipothecroissant]

i love melanie too

[@tiaaziee]

@@pipothecroissantfrr

[@nicollezendejas5085]

thank you sm sweet angel 🤍

[@kyrahrose7429]

This song is the embodiment of my realization that my grandparents don't have much time left at all after my mom told me we need to spend as much time with them as possible because in possibly 5 years or so we will be attending a lot of funerals. I'm not prepared even as a 20 year old. I could never be prepared

[@antitatr7438]

Crying and throwing up

[@somm1e]

i think about this almost every day. i know its unhealthy i just cant stop it

[@kyrahrose7429]

@@somm1e I'm the exact same way. Nearly every time I think about it I sob

[@onbekend1631]

i am 22, lost my grandpa recently, this cuts deep

[@etienne2487]

Especially since once my grandparents die we will have to sell the house since they live in another country, I'll never get to experience the summers there in that house and town ever again.. 1:46

[@PixalByt]

This reminds me of my old home of 8 years. It was a lovely home in a great neighborhood. Id ride my bike for hours down the roads and golf fields. Life took a big turn within 2 months, i just remember the last day of living there i was standing on the porch looking at the dead lawn and thinking about how empty the house was gonna be from there on. I pretend like i dont miss it, but i left behind a version of me that wasn't ready to let go yet.

[@TripleThreatTriad]

i know the feeling. but somehow, we persist

[@fabian7138]

❤

[@cheesecakenne]

how can you just drop a comment like this and move on i would be devastated everytime i get a notification

[@PixalByt]

@@cheesecakenneI see it as a chance to move on, and yeah its upsetting sometimes but it was meant to be and theres no changing that! its been a good year now since its happened, so i feel more at peace with the subject c:

[@fuckermuffin]

I know exactly how you feel

[@etienne2487]

I've been struggling for 6 months with depression and sh, it may not seem like a lot especially when all your days have blurred together but these 6 months have felt like a lifetime. I've noticed ive finally began to want to live again, to feel and experience but after such a long battle I feel so behind in life; like I've missed too much and can't keep up. I know I can do this and I hope whoever sees this gets through the lows in life and gets to truly experience the good parts just like I plan to do in the future! Good luck

[@Melanie_urbff]

Ik how u feel

[@edenbs123]

real

[@UNKN0WN_DTI]

I hope you feel better soon. I went through some sh and depression myself and it was a really hard time but just know there's always someone out there who will want to listen.

[@zxafrd]

​@@edenbs123when you say real but you're 7 year old and you can't relate to shii

[@dipdipdipdop]

My childhood dog has to be put to sleep today and I’m here bawling, remembering the time before he was old and in pain.

[@makkapakaa]

I'm so sorry, losing a pet can be really hard. I hope you're doing okay xx

[@thimomagert1850]

Im so sorry, words cannot describe how awful it is to lose an animal, even more when u grew up with it :(

[@dipdipdipdop]

@@thimomagert1850 thank you so much for your kind words. It’s been a couple weeks and it’s still painful, but it’s getting easier and I’m accepting the fact that he’s in a better place free of pain. I’m so lucky I had the chance to have my buddy in my life for such a long time. Time marches on unfortunately

[@dipdipdipdop]

@@makkapakaa thank you so much. It really is. It’s been a few weeks and it’s been easier to process my grief. It’s just so strange having a part of you disappear after being in your life for so long

[@makkapakaa]

@@dipdipdipdop No problem at all, I lost my lab cross earlier this year and even though I knew he was dying it still really hurts, even though we now have another puppy who I love it still feels like an empty space without him.

[@LaoonCow]

Crying to this song because my half grandpa who had dementia passed away. He was my favorite. He lived in a different island and whenever I visited he was so happy. He sat on his electrical wheelchair, thousands of dollars his family of farmers must have paid, He smiled so bright like the almond shells fallen from the trees left on the unpaved road, and he always had the TV on baseball, he loved nothing more than it. For some years I can’t return, COVID and everything. Then when I come back, no one told me. No one told me how bad it was. He was in a whole seperate room, and his mouth was shut with no smile. It wasn’t baseball on the TV but some stupid gossip channel that his Caretaker put on. He didn’t notice I was there, and when his caretaker asked if he knew who I was, he looked at me with a stare of confusion, yet he was not thinking, his eyes were not present, and he said “I have no clue.” He turned away from me, and started yelling for someone to move his wheelchair back. He wasn’t in a wheelchair, he was in a bed, but he had been hallucinating 24/7 that he was. I was heartbroken. And now he’s dead. And as soon as I wrote this, my father is on the phone and says “There’s a show called the Chosen streaming on Wapa,” and I, thinking about Lazarus. God, make my grandfather Lazarus. Let him come back for one second. I just want to see him smile again.

[@ryleeshoe8]

I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope your grandpa is up in heaven smiling down at you, thinking how wonderful you are and how proud he is of you.

[@Ryananderes269]

Oh my god dude. That last sentence hit me like a brick, I started crying immediately. I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re an amazing writer Jesus Christ.

[@Tokk-I0]

this entire song is sang in lowercase and it will forever be one of my favorites :)

[@y0yle_st4rz..27]

and brutus the buttress is sang/sung in UPPERCASE

[@homurafox]

Low-key Alex G vibes- love it!

[@ultimatecat8108]

When I first heard it on tt I thought it was Alex G 😭😭

[@kandgray]

Omg that's such a blessing bc I'm a huge alex g fan and it gives so much vibes 😭

[@danielking4635]

Alexa G

[@homurafox]

@@kandgray that's what I'm saying!

[@greg4change]

If heaven exists, the notes that fall from above....the whole album.

[@Laptecuorez13]

Im felling like I don’t have enough time with the people that I love

[@fadshari]

Gurl stoppp, I’m thinking that too (my father, he passed away 10 years ago)

[@EternaI_HeII]

​@@fadshariI'm so sorry :( I'm sure he's looking down at you, smiling :)

[@Kazumi_Moonlight]

This song hits hard it reminds us of our childhood its like you were young and happy with words "dressed like a kid" but we lose our childhood and inner child because we had to mature faster then we were supposed too with words "the lawn is dead"

[@seagullman5634]

this song always makes me think of how im the last of my parents kids still in the house. For me "dressed like a kid," means how I still try to act like a child to make my parents happy and "the lawn is dead" shows how there is no longer happiness and growth in the family, no longer the laugh and joy of kids, as well as the fact my parents are currently splitting up, there is no more happiness in this house. Edit: Thank you everyone for the support and your own stories in the replies, I really appreciate it, and I am coping much better now than I was when I first posted this :)

[@danielmessi1092]

Piece of advice kid, stop caring what your parents think of you or if they are happy or sad or disappointed or dissatisfied with you. Once you stop caring your life will get better.

[@Danger_chip628]

​@@danielmessi1092 you don't control their life.

[@Sock_Man787]

​@@Danger_chip628no offense but they said "advice"

[@PunkyBee993]

I love analysing lyrics :3

[@PunkyBee993]

But also

[@leonorromao9523]

this remindes me of my grandparents farm, i grew up there, my grandad whould pick me up from school to go there, eat oranges from the tree, i didn't know he had cancer, nobody told me, when i was 10, he allready could live with it, but it got worse, he died. since then, we still have the farm, the orange tree, but the lawn is completly dead, i cry when i think about him, i cry listening to this because remindes me of him, i never got to say i love you to him, i wish i had.

[@EternaI_HeII]

I'm so, so sorry.... I bet he's looking down at you, smiling :)

[@lavenderbugzzz7676]

i lost my grandpa six months ago. this song was on repeat the night before his funeral and it's especially special to me because he loved gardening and the lyrics "the lawn is dead" always get me because now no one will be there to take care of his beautiful garden

[@maddiesummerfield6774]

i want to sit in the sun and cry

[@Christyy_qx000]

True

[@kittyxxx-e8h]

Lets do that together

[@Lily_is_skibidi]

0:32 THE PART YALL ARE PROBABLY LOOKING FOR!!!!

[@candicealtheaespiritu]

Super accurate!!

[@Ash-tt6qq]

No contact hits differently when you listen to this... back then i thought id never get away. Dad i forgive you, you bastard.

[@bird823]

Hope you're doing okay now man.

[@isaach.7324]

BEST FUCKING SONG I WILL LISTEN FOR ETERNITY I AM IN MY HAPPY PLACE WHEN THIS PLAYS

[@KIERRI_]

*Roll the windows down shoot at the change* My favorite line.

[@anonimous_R]

This song reminds me of my childhood days. Its so nostalgic for a reason.

[@ieiems]

this is so soothing to hear, I'm infatuated with this song now! (also I thought it said "the moon is there" but turns out it actually is 'the lawn is dead', anyone else?)

[@darskoma]

I thought it was "mommy's dead" Help 😭

[@ieiems]

@@darskoma oh my, that really is something 😭

[@reverently]

@@darskomasame, thought it said “and your mom is dead”

[@TheZincMaster-on1fy]

I kept hearing "The Moon is dead"

[@Arunax_7]

"standing in the yard, dressed like a kid the house is white and the lawn is dead" i'm crying

[@sargentbigworm3957]

Can’t let gang know I fw this🙏🏽🙏🏽💯🔥🔥

[@GabbyCatz]

Deadass

[@gingertwerk472]

Real

[@swag69420]

suzy sheer - chain. go listen

[@kazeahlorien5068]

​@@swag69420 here at yt?

[@kirisilly]

must let gang know bro

[@bluey2083]

EVERY OTHER STEP THERE’S A CROSS EYED CROW!!

[@tuwacroi]

Jesus, heartwrenching

[@bacteria_stain71]

0:50 - 1:17 this. This part right here. I started sobbing.

[@Happyradio1234]

I heard this song in a couple of yt shorts lately so I decided to give it a listen. This is beautiful, however it’s hard to listen to because I’m in a bad place right now. I’m very depressed, suicidal, I struggle with self harm, and I feel like I have no purpose in life. I’m not even living anymore, just simply existing and it hurts. This song sounds like what I feel like. It makes me cry, but it’s a wonderful song.

[@JLiL4949]

I love u 🤟

[@jzzzzm]

Her voice on this one, so beautiful.

[@mayhembunz8888]

This one and forwards beckon rebound.

[@La_maison_de_la_science_fr]

the most underrated artist ever

[@blueshiftdreams]

🖤 SESH 🖤

[@emmablank8791]

Best song on the album, at least right now ❤️

[@daninoa9650]

This song really grew on me. My personal favourite is Two Reverse.

[@brixiu5]

This song is such an ear worm. The vamp is so hectic and also captivating. I just get lost in it.

[@bird823]

Sometimes things in life don't last forever. But I'm okay with that. "Forever" is a word for memories.

[@sanbhusan21]

wOw there's a river in your rhythm. magic

[@CrustyCuticles]

I have tears in my latina eyes

[@mollydadlez2409]

grew up in the twin cities this one will always make me cry

[@heloni-pq8yv]

the song of my parents selling our childhood home, everyone you love dearly getting older, leaving childhood behind

[@Wishes2witches]

I just turned 17. It really sucks knowing my time as a kid is almost over. I listen to this song and get a weird feeling in my throat.

[@dreamlab311]

You will be forced to be an adult but in 28 years of being an adult I have learned that adulthood is not the death of childhood. It's nothing more than a child pretending to be an adult and less acceptable public crying.

[@scr1blez]

gonna be one of the bangers i look back on in 3 years ngl

[@S4raa00]

This song bring me back to my childhood, when life was simple and no one expected a whole bunch from you, and when looks didnt matter.

[@Space_pawzz5512]

This song has a special meaning to me, and idk what it is. Maybe bcuz it reminds me of simpler nostalgic times.... :( *The lawn is dead*

[@CricketCrumble]

i can bet you $5 you're 11-13, get on with it.

[@Space_pawzz5512]

​@@CricketCrumbleWtf I can't feel nostalgic listening to a song??

[@CricketCrumble]

@@Space_pawzz5512 mb chat that want me, u totally can btw! For context I just have episodes where I dissociate rlly bad and like,, my body kinda js acts on autopilot so I must’ve typed that during one 😭 so sorry bout that I’m getting help soon 🙏

[@feralidiot]

this song makes me cry everytime i listen to it 😭

[@ddeadmeme]

i love this album with all my heart

[@puellamaris]

This song makes me think about my grandmother's house. It was always so full of life and the garden was always blooming and teeming with birds and chipmunks. It was my sanctuary as a kid, a place to get away from problems at home with my mom and dad. When my grandmother passed away and they sold her house, the realtor painted it modern black and white and ripped out every tree and garden plant. Driving past her house feels like a true death of childhood. "Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid / the house is white and the lawn is dead..."

[@LeechF4ce]

Idk why but this song makes be bawl my eyes out. Probably it's a song that gives me so much nostalgia it hurts and I can never go back to when things were simple :(

[@Cottageforgotten]

I have an ear infection and have been bleeding from it and coughing lately and we don’t have money to see what it is. This song is comforting me a lot. >3

[@channiesim]

‘’Standing in the yard, Dressed like a kid Ashes are wide and Evelyn’s dead, Evelyn’s dead’’ IK it’s not the lyrics but it’s my childhood friend who died💔

[@jax4538]

Amazing songwriter

[@ThegameingvulpixThegameingvulp]

its giving nostalgia

[@issacplayzRBLX]

this song made me cry bc it made me have memories when i was a kid.. such beautiful memories...

[@SigurdThePink]

I want yo kms so bad. Your songs make me feel so nostalgic even tho i haven't had many nice things as a kid, but now i have even less because i had completely abandoned my hope.

[@kaysenryomen]

"the lawn is dead" no im dead this song makes me very sad

[@qtwsl]

1:06 this part❤❤

[@abbasalsamaty8189]

This song reminds me of my cousins, I love and deeply miss them love u guys ❤

[@S1NS_1]

Love this song

[@pringlestick2620]

This song is just so comforting.

[@Rolexman123]

The lawn is dead like me 🖤

[@User_dont_exist731]

May someone water it for u❤️

[@SOPHIE_BUNNY_2024]

This is so nostalgic for some reason

[@Bunny...muffin]

Nothing will replace my love for this song

[@theslowdefeat1007]

Beautiful partner to Anything.

[@Bluegamerful]

idk why but the words feel magic

[@ThatOneMadScientist]

mesmerizingly beautiful. thank you adrianne.

[@Dani-cp5qm]

This song reminds me of how time went so quickly and seeing the things back as a kid and now seeing where i am now. Im gonna be a seinor in August and it felt like just yesterday i was an incoming freshman at the school ive went to for the past 3 years. Ive inspired to be like them and seen them and what they did to prepare for their ending and now its my turn to do the same thing.

[@sodiumlights]

swoonderful, and sure to be a fav for the brilliant writer Laura Barton.

[@DakotasLifestyle0]

this song could make me cry

[@blushycloud]

This song is a masterpiece.

[@doggy6049]

This song has me crying at work right now. I want to go back to when I remember myself. The REAL ME. I miss everything... why do i have to be aging... why do i have to be turning 22?? Why am i not 17 anymore like i am in my head? Why couldnt my grandparents be alive to see me now... why why why......

[@MaybeMaxwell]

Really like this one.

[@Its_lexiee]

this song got me through so much, listen to this every time im sad, happy, mad, scared. everything

[@enfantterrible3016]

So beautiful. Crikey.

[@awpprooo15]

"standing in the yard, dresses like a kid, house is white, and the lawn is dead, the lawn is dead.. The lawn is dead.." - reminds me of when i was a kid and had proper friends Who hung out with me. Now nobody likes me, they all hate me, i can't vent anywhere or to anyone. Everyone hates me.

[@Turnt3chGodh34d]

Wow. I thought i missed my childhood house but god damn.

[@cheng-x10]

this song sounds so much like a lost childhood or a kid experiencing grief to me

[@ChaoticDish]

time to add thisto my comfort song playlist

[@Starch1vee]

I’m the lawn 🗣️

[@LEMONBONESs]

My cat died recently. Fun fact, his name was Shadow. So godDAMN I vibe with this so hard. Miss you, buddy. I love you.

[@De4th-gz6jc]

When I died,I want this song in my funeral ✧

[@ccccccowboy]

what are yall talking about this song is just good

[@Ilovetotrollfr]

STANDING IN THE YARD🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

[@blarghhh]

This is absolutely gut wrenching thank you❤️‍🩹

[@Imunderurdoormat]

Please tell me im not the only one who hears "As she's waiting alone each day, alone each day, alone each day."

[@ultimatecat8108]

I hear it 😭😭

[@elifnurciftci2533]

Still in my head, always 19 and smiling Efe. Almost 2 years now and never a day goes by without thinking of you. Miss you a lot lil one, rest easy...

[@onlycows726]

so underrated

[@miHoLoverse]

I was listening to this song, I turned to look outside the window and there I saw, a stray kitty as beautiful as this song staring right at me.

[@ItDoesntGetBetter]

Sobbed to this as soon as i heard it, i love this

[@Moonyboi351]

This song just reminds me of my grandparents passing away…first my dad’s dad passed away from cancer in May of 2011 when I was just a few months old and then December of 2023 my dad’s mom passed away and then my mom’s dad passed away on new years I couldn’t meet him he lived in Spain and now all I have is my Abuela aka my mom’s mom…

[@kqmari5838]

Can't wait for the new Album March 22nd.

[@OwenBeauchamp]

“ not a lot just forever” you don’t have to always put so much effort in the relationship you just have to put your trust n the relationship

[@Pinkybinky-s3b]

This song is so beautiful I cried

[@more.than.t0ys]

I forgot about this song… yet it still is sewn into my soul.

[@Mikahsatori]

when i hear this song i remember when lived in my old house and everything was so colorful and i was so innocent and happy but right now im going through hard depression and it just makes me so sad ill never get to be a little girl in my old house again.