Advice from your INNER CHILD & what it knows about your SHADOW 🔮Pick A Card🔮

[@Roseology]

Hey y’all since I always forget to mention which decks were used 😂 if you’re wondering about the inner child decks used in this reading they’re linked here ⤵️ have a beautiful weekend and stay safe! 💛💛 The Power to Heal deck . Instagram: instagram.com/powertohealdeck/ @powertohealdeck . Website: powertohealdeck.com/ & Inner child Oracle on Etsy by 7realmdesigns If you have questions about any of the other decks leave a comment and I’ll keep updating this post

[@SimilarFrequencies]

Thank You, I needed this Inner Child Reading- #3 💚

[@Jen-qb8kw]

Hi

[@aliensuperstar7777]

from pile 4, what’s the egyptian deck called?

[@IAmUnica1111]

Thank you 🕊

[@drd.n4695]

I totally appreciate that you share details of your Tarot cards of late. I have ordered da bright black Tarot deck upon seeing them from your page. This is to honour my Scorpio North Node and the shadow work I get to do from time to time. This is to honour the Moon too that holds all the secrets about me. Loved how surreal the deck was. Thank you Sweetie 😘😘😘

[@nakialindsey5684]

Pile 3 blown away 🧐 I so feel that I'm here to break generational curses and pass on a legacy to my descendants. This pile speaks volumes about my childhood and being sheltered I feel like a book of my life is literally writing itself and one day will manifest. Blessings 🙏🏾 to you for sharing your gift spirit led me here and I'm so grateful 😊.

[@boogermaiden]

Samedt SIZT my life started late

[@boogermaiden]

I feel I am having some kind of arrested development right now

[@Plnetkhia99]

I was drawn to 3 IMMEDIATELY I ain't even press play cause I saw your comment! YES I have to hear this shit man🥰

[@nakialindsey5684]

@@Plnetkhia99 yass pile 3 is the truth😊story of my life.

[@jaydev536]

@@boogermaiden I feel this

[@KiaraGlassMusic]

I claim pile #2 I have both PTSD and Complex PTSD starting with family abusing me and ending with my late fiance taking his life about a year ago. I struggle with many triggers and hope to end my generational curse. I struggle with chronic pain from the amount of abuse I endured and I struggle with self worth. I accept the help from all the higher divine energies and deities who unconditionally love me to help me leave the past behind and help me heal physically, mentally, and spiritually. ASHÉ

[@TinyBritches1]

I'm sending you so much love! ❤

[@KiaraGlassMusic]

@@TinyBritches1 Thank you ❤️🙏

[@LVAngelradio]

Childhood abuse and chronic pain, I know that. 😔 I'm pile 2. I relate family abuse CPTSD, being a cycle breaker. Keep going, you're not alone. We are doing the work, and thank God, bc it's the only way to heal. The only way out is through!

[@KiaraGlassMusic]

@@LVAngelradio It does break my heart how many ppl are affected by trauma in different levels, but coming together with love and compassion through the pain gives me hope we can live in peace one day.

[@bubbleslove7854]

Thank you for sharing. I send you lots of love and support. I know you have it in you to heal and send you lots of love and prayers

[@equiinay]

Pile 3 thank you so much. My mother smothered me growing up and whenever I had any goals or dreams she filled my head with doubts and suffocated me until I backed out. It’s been difficult but im slowly starting to find confidence in myself again. Thank you for the reading 💖

[@littlewitch2813]

Pile #1: I can't and won't get into the private details of how extremely on point this reading was... but I'll say one thing: I had to pause a few times because I was crying my soul out to the point where I felt really nauseous, which I never allow myself to get this vulnerable and admitting things about myself to the point where I feel them immediately on my body. As if my body is getting ready to throw back out what is toxic.

[@sohanpreetkaur3343]

Exactly!

[@dollface1449]

Sending you love. I am pile 1 and I am going through the same experience. We will get through this all when we are fated to 💙 sending lots of love and light

[@cialicia52]

Me too thou i picked pile 2🫂

[@blackboxgoddess8747]

Cry that crap out of your energetic soul. Good for you. You've done allot of soul work to be able to get it out. Will done. From someone who has had years of detoxing all the injustices from this lifetime and beyond. Know that you are rising up and out of the lower toxic holds.

[@alexisgarcia1344]

Wow!! Pile 4. I wish I got this information when I was singing as a kid. I stopped singing in front of crowds at the age of 20.

[@animemicheal]

pile 1 and youre reading my childhood really accurately, its spooky, im shook.

[@aetherialisvari379]

Pile 4. I am completely exhausted, and constantly having to make choices, but I keep finding myself in situations that I can't change currently. I want to change these things and I am working on a project that might be able to help me change these things, but I am disabled and homeless. Disability income is not enough to rent a place, so I end up having to stay with a lot of different people. The situations can be very chaotic and having to pack and move everything I own and move it from place to place, especially when my back doesn't even want to support my body to stand up right, is a severely overwhelming. I want to have time to work on my project which I hope will Bloom and help me to be able to take care of my financial needs, without disability income. But trying to help certain people who are giving me a place to sleep, is draining all of my energy. So I get stuck between working on my project and having absolutely no place to live or having shelter from the cold/snow but no time to work on my own future. I am trying not to get frustrated, but I am so tired.

[@anaistres3359]

Pile 2: I'm not done watching this pile but its validity is crazy and I have to share. I'm a Taurus Stalleium. When I was 3 years old my whole family (as in the whole extended family) went through a fire that killed a lot of people. My two years old sister included, and I almost lost my mom. I was in this fire myself but a stranger was able to save me from sure death. Weeks after, the lot of us moved to another country entirely; that being America. So, for you to bring up back-to-back change and for the death card to come up twice like that.....I mean this really resonates like no other so far.

[@introvertarot5226]

This was accurate for me too- Capricorn stellium- Capricorn dominant chart. I don’t even want to share what fell apart but I can confirm it was one after the other. I desire security and safety, aswell as stability. I too hadn’t even finished the video when I felt the validity of this reading

[@LVAngelradio]

Pile 2, Needs to form a support group. Wait, is that control? 😆

[@Dordi-rz7jc]

When Roseology appears - I feel a sense of warmth and happiness - bless you for using your talent to help all of us - great reading and thank you Roseology.

[@zadiefluxx7140]

She's the best tarot reader on youtube

[@babygirlx4376]

Yesss n her energy us so calmin to 🤍

[@dsmith4136]

Pile 3. Everything you picked up was so true. I was damaged and programmed by both parents with fear, negativity, and control. My mother was expert at what I call Dream Killing. She killed every dream I had. Took me a long time to stop telling her anything because she would plant fear or negative seeds in my mind about anything. My dad is total paranoia and fear. He plants fear and negativity into everything. It has taken me too many years to throw off their programming and I am angry that it has taken so long and that I am still cleaning out their crap from my mind. I want to encourage anyone who grew up in a a nightmare abuse situation like I did to cut ties with those people and find help getting yourself back on track. There are lots of good people out there who will help. Don't give up and get sucked under their fears and negativity.

[@boogermaiden]

My dad is still like this and I'm literally battling him everytime. Used to be my mom and I gently confronted her and she changed. So now my nemesis became my ally.

[@dsmith4136]

@@boogermaiden I slammed into my mom about her helping abuse us kids and she is trying to act confused. Both my parents are still toxic. I have already cut my mom out of my life. Don't even call her mom anymore. She doesn't deserve the name. Dad is next.

[@boogermaiden]

@@dsmith4136 Do what you must friend!

[@sephinew3333]

Pile 4 so true. 3 kids, exhausted with one job but having to take on a second. Wish I had time to recharge but down time I have no choice but to do housework or it will get out of control. You're so right it'd feel worth it if I had something I was aiming to achieve instead of merely survival and must.

[@raymondraymond3207]

It is beyond uncanny and comforting how accurate you are. I must say I respect your gifts and thank you for the wisdom.

[@Quantum36911]

Pile 2, blew me away. The person feeding on me while I was at my lowest point was my step mom. I went through a horrific trauma t 49, had a nervous breakdown.I had to move back in with my narcissist mother I had finally escaped. She gave me shelter, but made my life hell. My step mom told me, "Honey just get yourself a one-way ticket out here and we will take care of you." I left everything I knew and went to stay with her and my dad, who had just had a mild stroke, to help them around the house, and paid rent while I looked for a job. I just needed a place to rest, where I could feel safe and get some help for PTSD. Instead, she dumped my dad, and since he could not take care of himself very well, had no money and no place to go, I ended up paying all his expenses for us to get a place together temporarily. That was 3 years ago, and I got to find out who my dad really is. It's been a nightmare I pray is over now.

[@Michelle-cb5jf]

Wow! Pile 3 - Scary accurate! Abusive mother that hit and shamed me for pretty much everything. It’s taken decades to see my worth especially in relation to what I’m capable and worthy of.

[@MjFontaine]

me too x

[@mo.91]

4: This was so amazing. Thank you so much for doing this reading that touched on exactly my state of being at the moment. I’m so exhausted in every way. This was needed and healing. Bless🤍🙏🏾

[@comanchevdmeulen]

Pile 1: not gonna lie right from the start it triggered past trauma but I'm here to face it and work on it

[@angi1031]

Pile 2, I'm a Scorpio Sun, Pisces Rising, Leo Moon. I lost my sister, who acted like my parent, when I was 14 and she was 18. My sister was really controlling. My best friend was then very controlling. Then I married at 17 a 25 year old man. He was abusive too, and of course very controlling. I have not had a safe environment since I was very little. Trauma after trauma. Lots of betrayal. Metastatic breast cancer. My Grandson in DHS custody. My Dad and Cousin died. Lots of stuff going down still. It all makes me so tired. I am working to heal and move on. I am attracting new work and an abundance of love. Thanks H

[@dwd1111]

Pile 3. Mother wounds! Birth mother was less than a part time mom who expected full time love. Step mother was emotionally dead. Mother in law always had a dark cloud over her head. It's been taking me years to re-mother, cycle out and heal all of these wounds & today was another big release. A lot of courage & strength is required to say no & distance myself. Having a child of my own helped me see how corrupt all 3 were in their parenting. I feel repulsed, sad, and angered, that I've endured with them for so long but I also see the light at the end of this tunnel...slowly but surely this will all be released for good. I pray that anyone who picked this pile will have their powers lovingly sent back to them :)

[@evelynspaghetti4978]

Pile 3&4... I literally fell asleep while driving to say I'm exhausted is an understatement... I've been trying to tell people I need a break and can't give XYZ... They don't seem to care .. I might just have to put foot down and take the break regardless of concequences.. not right in the head right now.. nailed it.

[@Chinwe]

Pile 4 - New mother here. It’s hard differentiating between my life, tv shows & dreams when I’m getting 2-3 hrs of sleep at a time

[@beautifullybackward]

I picked pile 2 & 4 I’m watching on my birthday and I’m completely in tears this reading was so spot on

[@joannebainbridge200]

Wow pile 4 Yes so full of anxiety and exhausted

[@divinefemenina]

I just want to say for some reason I felt so emotional and teary eyed looking at those inner child Oracle cards. They’re definitely calling to me.

[@91Ruja]

❣❣❣ my mother was renting free in my mind for years & everytime I felt fear I knew it was time for me pursue it even harder!!

[@EL-qk6qz]

Thank you Roseology for this eye opening reading. I chose pile 3 and I already knew from the 3 card display. My mother was incredibly strict on me. I can't even put into words how suffocating it was, and it has had a major effect in my delayed development into adulthood. I am the black sheep of the family. My main focus is to make a career of resurrecting the lost souls of people on earth through several spiritual practices. My goal is to be an Independant woman who works and provides for herself. I have no partner, no desire to have children etc. My inly desire is to help others. What struck me in particular was when you touched upon something that I lost. I was an avid writer up until I was 15. Constantly writing in my journal. My mother broke my trust by discovering my journal and reading it one day. Since that day, I never wrote again. I'm 35 now. And through inner child work I've finally decided to pick up the pen and start journalling again. Thank you so much for this reading ❤️

[@atom284]

My life

[@jaydev536]

I chose pile 3 too, and I'm sorry you had an extremely suffocating (probably understatement) childhood. I have disabilities which were developmental, so similar to you, and was the wild child of the family. I love your focus in life

[@jaydev536]

@@atom284

[@faff333]

Everyone who chose pile 3 should watch pile 4 they are linked together ❤️ Hazel you are an earth angel ! How could you be this accurate and close to us! Personally I feel that u are inside my soul

[@boogermaiden]

No wonder I felt called to it too

[@SacredSacral]

Thank you for the heads up. I'll watch Pile 4

[@taylorb5535]

I picked Pile 3 & 4 before seeing this comment (and haven’t watched them yet, but am about to!) ♥️

[@empowerment.artist]

3 and 4. My mom was scared of everything and we were enmeshed for a long time. I have taken bold choices, and I am brave in some eyes, but I have been running from the real deep fear: facing myself alone, creating safe relationships and proritising and believing in my creativity. Travelling alone abroad is not such a big deal though... but yeah, my mom repeated endlessly that education was key, yet she became too sick to work within two years of finishing her degree. My sister replicated that pattern to the t. I have worked “tirelessly” to get free of the past, doing shadow work and diets and trying to regain my health and I am beyond exhausted. Funny thing is, doing “everything” to beat chronic fatigue is NOT the best idea. I have meditated every day, and I have really tried to focus more and more spiritually, but after this Tower period, I am at a loss. It feels absolutely meaningless and impossible and I have even regained a tiny speck of belief that my reality can change...but I am afraid to be wrong, so I won’t celebrate and I am scared to be happy because I feel punished by the universe or God and I feel like I can’t lose the happiness again like I did now. And it’s not the first time I go through darkness or processes, but it just feels like I’ve done everything wrong, and it was all in vain. I know these thoughts aren’t the Truth, so it’s up to me to decide to regain trust in myself and god again. Forgive myself, forgive god. When I’m ready.

[@ShogoMakishimaxx]

When you post, I feel like it's my birthday every time, no exaggeration. This came right on time because I am digging deeper in to my father abandonment issues. Always on time as usual. Thanks Hazel, hope you've been doing well! 🙌🏾 Piles 1 & 3: I REALLY must say, for pile 3, my Sag is in NN, I've ALWAYS thought for myself. The weird thing is that my family is ALL broken and they know that's the issue but they don't even feel the need to fix it. Then there's me, I DON'T beat my son as a mother, I go to college, sound like "the white girl" even though I'm black, left the state and found a partner, not "ratchet/ghetto" as per my family, don't fit in, family doesn't really like me. My family is determined to stay stuck and the same but complain about it, and yet, I just want different and will achieve "better". Both of these two piles resonate...and to see Taurus (sun sign), Leo (rising) and the tower come out in pile 3; they are my birth signs and birth card. I've always been a revolutionnaire and different, and I'm okay with that. 🙌🏾🥰 I am NEO from the Matrix, I am THE ONE to break these generational curses! 🙌🏾

[@naevoices6049]

Pile 3: this was such a sacred reading. You had me in tears more than a few times, thank you for the confirmation!! 🥹💕

[@strawberrikat]

Pile 3: did you read my old diaries? The first part is my life story. Didn’t do the study abroad, first relationship and break up in my twenties (with a baby at the time) I’ve literally said these things to my mother. Very late bloomer, 10-15 years behind in some aspects of life. But career wise, very much ahead of the game. Thank you for this reading.

[@annaarwen4345]

Pile 4: Omg yes Chiron retrograde in my sun sign. Yes im exhausted and anxiety greatly disturbs my decision making processes - I shut down. Putting aside responsibilities and resting is something I find extremely difficult

[@retrogradepink]

oh man, Pile 2 here! that was right on the nose. my father died when i was a toddler, and then my mother moved us to a different country. 30+ years later i'm still processing this and how vulnerable and unstable i feel, and how much i still begrudge her for taking me away from our whole family.

[@shayday3812]

3 was pretty spot on, but in a different way. Breaking out of that voice that isn't my own is excruciating

[@tawnylyons]

Girl…whoa! I KNOW you felt that very same shocking gut-punch…quickly followed by the overwhelming relief when remembering to breathe…as soon as those two death cards appeared. Wow. Just wow. For those other pile two people who haven’t made it out out of the woods quite yet… keeping f’n fighting, stand in your power. You’re almost there. All you want is on the other side of fear. I promise. (And you’ll appreciate just how badass you are!) Thank you🖤🖤🖤🖤🦖🦖🦖

[@ethereal946]

That power to heal deck is gorg!!!💕I also love that the images are black people, how rare but very much needed.

[@emmymains5797]

Pile 4 had my birth control removed and my hormones balanced out and I realized the depression and anxiety was from the BC and not me

[@VirgoWoodDragon2024]

Pile 3. 100% resonates. I’m shaking my head as I’m listening. The transfer of fear absolutely didn’t work!!! Thank you for making my day!!❤❤

[@septarian3337]

Pile 4. @ 1:59:29 I've cared SO HARD, FOR SO LONG that I just have no energy to care anymore even though I want to. It's just almost not there. And like you said that the beginning both my inner child and I have caring deeply in common. What happens now? When all you've ever known is caring so hard you lose the ability... You care for yourself but you're even too exhausted to do that. Idk. I'm only a little way through but yeah... It's not a fun place to be. 2:11:29 The only time I've experienced the in between but been aware, I saw a glowing blue elk or deer. This is so correct like I can't even. I live in Colorado Springs, we have a place called Garden of the Gods. I tell ppl those rocks helped raise me. Whenever I couldn't sleep I'd blast my favorite mixed CD I made w/ limewire and just go there to sit on rocks just like those cards and clear my fuckin head. Alone. I haven't done that in years. They're closed at like 9pm or something now so I can't even go in the middle of the night anymore. But yeah... That was definitely my way of taking a breather. Yoooo I just realized too, ALL OF THE CARDS are a starry night sky. I did it in the middle of the night when no one was out.... Just me and those rocks.... Alone. Wowwwww.

[@M44Pumpkin]

Damn yes. Pile 4 here. I've felt stuck in a job I hate, exhausted for months, anemia came back, trying to juggle exercise with anemia,starting a business with 12 hours or work and side gigs. Marriage and having a kid next year. It's all so much. I was trying to not be anxious about it and spiral but I am, I guess it's perfectly normal to be anxious! In the past weeks I slept better now I want to go more pescetarian again for health reasons, I dropped coffee and calmly caring for my body is the only thing keeping me aware and happily in the moment rn. But I need to accept flaws and work with what is I guess. Ooof boy. Thank you. You are accurate and I love your energy as a reader, very earthy and deep and calming. I come back to listen with joy.

[@be.A.b]

Pile 4: Some of us need to acknowledge our negative thoughts (instead of ignore) because we’re deeply analytical. Our inner world operates on understanding and resolution. From you’re reading, I feel like our inner child calls us to embrace our “over thinking” by acknowledging that it’s actually just deeply rich curiosity. Once we stop looking at these thoughts from a self-critical lens, and into a more generous lens of curiosity, we can finally feel free! 🤍

[@avy466]

This was really accurate. Very on point like even the examples resonated. My entire family went to college, I wanted to be a writer. They still don’t support me and I still get phone calls every now and then telling me I’m wasting my time and I’m not going to be successful, but they’re the ones complaining about their jobs while I’m happy doing what I want to be doing 😂

[@Pope-Hope]

Holy shit girl you have no idea how accurate you are omg. I'm picked group 2 and when you said "you lost a parent and then immediately moved" I'm literally a Katrina baby. My mom moved to Houston and my dad never came. Parents split up but spent the majority of my formative years lying to me about their intentions.

[@Bro3liMor]

Pile 1: I am going to say it resonates because I've always had family members tell me things or made comments whether it was neutral or negative about being sensitive, about how often i would cry, or how i need to stand up for myself more or how not display what i feel in public (i.e. crying) The more and more I listened to this reading it just reminded me of "You know what....it actually DOES sound like my childhood". Im wondering if there is still another pile im meant to listen to because part of it feels unfinished. Otherwise, you did call it when you said "tough messages today." The thing that got me the most in this reading was when you mentioned the difficulty of connecting with others and this is something that I became aware of within myself a lil over a year ago and it still eludes me!!

[@ClairHealing1111]

Pile 3 my fellow earth angel did you give pile 3 a listen

[@Bro3liMor]

@@ClairHealing1111 thank you ja , pile 3 was also incredibly spot on and even more than I expected 🎉!! I appreciate that you suggested this. ❤

[@kiss101love]

Same!!

[@JVfsail]

#3 yesssss. #4🥺🥺🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@confidentlyalexis3643]

Pile 3. Wow,.. The most difficult thing for me is as I'm discovering myself and making the changes that I want for myself, I am having to do it with alot of doubt and fear at the back of mind as well as doing it in adulthood where I already have other responsibilities to keep my focus on.

[@crazybunnylady]

Wow. Pile 2 was so powerful. I cried a little. Thank you so, so, so much.

[@niera-la-moon]

“I’m TIYaaaD!” - Pile 4

[@orazenou6003]

Pile 2… so accurate was with the biggest narcissist, the things he did to me were sickening now that i think of it… it still haunts me in my dreams… im ready to cut the cords completely and move on… he was nothing but a parasite feeding on my light and taking it away any chance he could get. So glad to be past that and create the most beautiful life for myself. Thank you so much for always serving what i need to hear with such compassion and feeling ❤

[@brond13]

Damn, I know these are general readings and I do my best to prepare myself to be discerning, but the accuracy never fails. Thank you so much!

[@wonderousw33]

#3 yesss. i have Pluto in 5th house，which explains some. I’m the one never following the ‘plan’ in my family. thank you for this deep message.

[@marajade784]

Literally almost every sentence that you said in pile 3 resonates so deeply with me. I can’t have children and to be honest I don’t want to. My doggie was my child and you are right. I can’t believe the way that my family and mother treated me when I would never in a million years treat my dog that way. Thank you

[@star-j9y]

Many women have been told they can't have children but end up having children.

[@destinywade7443]

Pile 4. “How do I defeat them?” Is exactly how I feel. I see how poisonous my fears and the “devil” in me is to me. It wants me dead. I’ve been trying to reprogram my subconscious and be open emotionally and it’s tainting relationships again. I have a idea for the new programming and I need to open up to new. “Open yourself up to the possibilities that it could happen”. I knock things before I start. My subconscious been proving my fears right. But everything I want is on the other side of that. I have anxiety disorder, I’m exhausted with my own damn self. The possession is real. Ignoring and suppressing doesn’t work, I’m worried I won’t perform well, I am worried. Acknowledge it. I’ve been sick and taking a break from the daily keeping myself busy. I’m trying to move. I don’t want to risk it and ruin my mf life bro. I’m deleted of confidence tbh running on E and still trucking through. I quit my last job it didn’t fit me so I’m struggling again and haven’t find another place yet getting hella rejections. More mediation sounds good to connect with myself. I didn’t value its importance. That’s the piece I’m missing. Anxiety clouds me. Spiritual rest. Going ghost mode right about now. Eat and drink more. The path will become clear. This is my breather. I do need to honor my body and thank it my perception of me and others or opposite. “I am perfect” I needed that. I want tattoo cover ups , I’ve had a breast reduction and present masculine so body dysmorphia is a big thing for me. I detach to cope. I want to shine and show myself off that’s the best way I can show I love myself and I see that now. Thank you to my inner child and you. Thank you so much!

[@Kstarenergy.7833]

When i pick a pile it resonates to my very core. Trauma has been a big part of my childhood. Wolf is my animal guide. I have been labeled a witch by my family, like that’s a bad thing. I am just a nature luver by design. And so much more is going on in my life. I teach about perception on social media and i was talking about mental health during the holidays on a group live and said the exact words of it being the hardest part of my journey to let go of control, but im learning.

[@cladiotano3]

Pile 1! Holy shit. Literally saying this to myself today, honestly the last month or so, but it’s came back into my vision today. I even had a dream of a baby crocodile the other night. Had something to do with my dad or even parents, cuz the crocodile was in an old car of mine my parents had gave me. An old best friend was in it too, but there was a sense of her and I being reunited again. Also opened up an old notebook that resonated with what I was thinking about today. Love this so much!! Thank you ❤

[@nonachan2205]

I am working on this in therapy. My mother was sick with drug addiction from a very traumatic moment. I also didn’t know my father. I was raised by a very broken woman in my life and she feed her ego off my suffering. She not only broke me she put her self on a pedestal as a “savior” as I had to hear her tell others how she “saved” and how horrible my parents were from as long as I could remember. On top of that she would tell me that neither parent loved me and said all these awful things about both parents. Then she made sure I knew I wasn’t blood family. Oh so much to say like I was child labor and free baby sitter. Oh so much to say about her. My mother was sick and my father was nothing like I was told he was to be. I found him and my siblings. I am healing from so much that you are saying. Thank you so much for confirming that I am on the right path.

[@MY-sc8zp]

#3 So accurate. I'm really really really exhausted. I'm losing energy and direction in my current job.

[@courtneyz27]

Pile 3 to the T. 🙏🏾With my mother I felt very restricted/sheltered to the point of it being debilitating. I was the "problem" child, medically at least so that could have played a part in it. On top of that she was emotionally unavailable. She almost always shot down my ideas/endeavors which made me second guess myself a lot. I had to learn a lot of things the hard way especially in relationships/career. Father wasn't present, so overall lacked confidence in myself and my abilities. I was great at school but I needed attention in other areas (socially/mentally/emotionally). I felt very socially underdeveloped going into college (which was one of the most tumultuous times of my life) I'm definitely the sibling in the family that is "unfocused" "unorganized" "lacks ambition", etc. I'm the creative one.

[@KiaMiaProductions]

I chose pile 4 and the universe was like nah pile 3. Love it. ♥️

[@vanessaprincesssa]

PILES 1 AND 3 (especially) AND 4 (correct, I am EXHAUSTED)

[@bethannybiscuits]

I was drawn to pile 1, but spirit said, "YOU NEED TO HEAR PILE 2, you can go back to pile 1 later" & pile 2 has really resonated.

[@jaydev536]

Cool Deck! I love it. pile 3 & 4. I didn't have overprotective parents, but I did have a childhood where I was sick often and had chronic pain and learning struggles, all undiagnosed. As an adult I got the diagnosis and I feel if myself and my parents and teachers knew, I would have had a more full childhood where I was better understood and understood myself and my challenges more, instead of wondering why I was so sick and why I wasn't learning the way I was supposed to despite working tirelessly. i definitely learn the hard way and my brain disorder does mean I observe the world in a neurodiverse way, which sometimes to some can seem naive or not smart. I'm definitely not fearful of humans or change and I'm the wild child of the family, and was extremely independent as a teenager. I followed my heart and became a library technician which was my purpose because with my disability, the library was the place I felt safer and could build confidence. I didn't think I would be smart enough to complete my education, but I struggled through and worked hard (still with an undiagnosed brain disorder and while working two jobs over four years), and I was proud and relieved to have finally managed to get a college diploma after years of trying in different programs. I strive to give that to other people. My parents believe in me but figured libraries would be impossible to find jobs in due to cuts in funding in our provinces. So far I've been able to have decent jobs with benefits. Nothing outrageous but a living wage with benefits that was easier on my body (with my chronic health issues) than the food service and grocery clerk jobs I mainly had before. People happened to be retiring in libraries here, so I was able by that and hard work and starting from the bottom, and getting the education, and I'm able at least up to now, to do what I love for a living wage and have it be more manageable for my health. I definitely don't regret following my own calling. I'm glad I kept trying. even if I didn't succeed at it, it would have been worth it. i'm detoxifying and coming to terms with and understanding my brain disorder while still trying to advocate for assessments and health care for a "rare" disorder, that I suspect is less rare than it is under-diagnosed and misdiagnosed. I'm also detoxifying by slowly improving my health since I am now finally getting more and more diagnoses. I definitely didn't think in the same way as others and am Aquarius rising and super independent. If I wasn't, I may have not had to learn things the hard way all the time lol! i didn't even have the words to express that I was asexual and panromantic and agender, but I had a different soul and a different mind, with my brain disorder, but no one knew any of that at the time, just that I was different in ways. I do need to remember to take props where I have done the work and I have been strong through adversity, bullying, and trauma. Yes I had a support network, and I also did all the work and learned everything I've learned. I don't regret following my own path, but I can't see being able to do anything else. I'm still doing it lol! It is an old identity, that I'm not smart or worthy and I can't pass no matter how hard I try. Yeah, I'm exceptional when it comes to trauma and struggles but rarely catch breaks and am just used to slogging along and barely making it. I'm starting to thrive but life can still be disappointing, struggle, confusion, and dealing with being neurodiverse and without any friends like myself around. my identity is wrapped up in failing and not understanding why. In being sick and not understanding why or how to get better and not having medication or therapy. In not quite understanding social rules to the point where I was ostracized and misunderstood by most peers. I've been learning to feel in my own body and literally learning to consciously relax my muscles, where my brain disorder constantly tenses them involuntarily. This is harder than it might seem. This has been huge. Now I can say "Oh this is a thought and this is how my body feels and this is what my body would like to do in response." And even understanding how to do this is huge. I definitely love who I am and embrace all sides of me. I truly love myself and my strength and my unique experiences and how I acted when faced with struggles. I'm proud I have gotten here, and this is an opportunity to help others who struggle with similar issues. It would be great to have a new way to go about things. I'll keep meditating on how to make those little changes that add up to big ones when I'm not looking. Pile 4 is definitely a reminder that I need rest to help others. I am at odds with my disabilities and push to try to "what other people can do" but I can't work at that capacity and I have a brain disorder and a lot of chronic health issues. It's frustrating, isolating, hard to be constantly advocating while feeling bad and hurting. I do love myself and am proud I'm on a post traumatic growth journey and I'm finally getting some diagnoses, medications, treatment that I needed for so long. With disabilities, your body becomes triggering and you need to be reminded that it isn't just pain and hard work and failure and isolation. It's growth and strength and a real journey of self-love. I'm perfect the way I am, but it's okay that it's really hard to be the way I am. It's not about battling, conquering, defeating, or being cured it's about learning how to manage, have boundaries in order to rest, build and maintain habits that reduce symptoms like anti-inflammatory diet, regular exercise that isn't triggering to my pain, and more time with animals and in nature and laughing. These conditions are a part of me and have been and I'm proud of who I am and who I've become in order to make a difference for others. Denying them, not making space for them, and treating them as if they're something I should be able to get rid of is not helpful for me. This is a great reminder. I definitely hide the amount of pain I'm in and my disabilities at work and in life because I have to to get through the day and cope. To keep my job, to try not to worry loved ones as much as possible, and because I have always thought of myself as invincible and held myself to standards that don't include my disabilities (since I grew up not knowing that's what I had). That is no longer entirely serving me and I'm starting to open up and understand, opening up to myself to let myself understand my types of pain and illness and disability, and opening up to others: Learning what is helpful for me to ask for help with, prioritizing, telling myself everything doesn't have to be done exactly perfect and exactly on time, like chores around the house. I really needed these reminders from my inner child. I do big/little journalling with my inner child and I ended up writing about when I had cancer and I was in a different province from my family and friends. I said to my inner child "I'm so sorry we were all alone, and you were all alone and going through this." And my inner child wrote back something I didn't even know, she said "No. YOU weren't there for me. YOU abandoned me. And I needed you. I needed you to be there, not drinking, or staying up all night, or eating just whatever, and distracting yourself with other peoples' crises and problems. YOU weren't there." And I was like "... You're right. I wasn't there. I'm so sorry." And I promised my inner child from then on that i would be there for her, no matter how scared we were, because she needed me and needs me. It was huge and i'm reminded of this in this reading. It's good to have a reminder of that

[@MsGnor]

Thanks Roseology 🥰🙏 Pile 3, just wow. Risk averse family environment, check! One parent in health & safety profession, frequently exposed to 'worst case scenarios'. One parent 100% conflict-avoidant, naively tender-hearted. I appreciate their baggage tho, they really did their best, gave us a lot. Also dangerous country, lots of bad stuff happening in close proximity. Worked hard to find a level baseline, commit to positive outcomes, learn useful strategies for seeing people & their intentions clearly. My past is a long line of towers. I appreciate your encouragement that they've been intentional and I've got something special to contribute. I hope so! Your amazing readings are more like important personal lectures for me 🥰❤‍🔥❤‍🩹💖✨

[@nikkid9915]

Piles 2 & 4 were spot on. I'm so grateful for your readings. I've never picked a pile that wasn't exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you🙏❤

[@lindseygarcia7272]

I chose pile 1. 😭😭 My uncle was my only friend and person I could confide in but we died when I was 8. This resonated so much and I needed this so much! Thankh you! 🖤

[@livechangechallenge]

I picked pile 2 and it was freakily accurate!😳. The childhood trauma and loss was totally accurate!

[@thelifeofpoon1890]

So true and I’m trying to break free from worry

[@Kyeasha]

Pile 3 resonated

[@blessedbutterflytarot3060]

I was literally just binge watching some of your older videos from years ago. ❤

[@sangitadey8298]

Rose , will you please do a pick a card reading about who are your enemies , why , how to get protection from them , what their karma and what will be the final situation . Thank you so much. ❤🖤

[@keilapena1392]

I listened to all but pike 3 was dead on! I literally told my therapist that I feel I suffered from "failure to launch syndrome" ever since the very 1st time I heard of it. 😢 I also am in a period where I wonder if I'm just blaming my mother for everything and playing victim even if I strongly identify when the core is tethered to her. I love and adore my mother but have come to realize how she herself has NEVER lived her authentic life. And yes I am a mother of 2 girls as well (as is my mother, our paths are so incredibly similar it scared me ... LITERALLY!) anyway, thank you for this. There is so much confirmation here, I just hope I am able to sit with and digest it and use it to move forward. 💞💓

[@HeidiCavalier]

Piles 1 & 3, both incredibly spot on. Really illuminating, in fact. A couple parts just about blew my mind!

[@rickadawn92]

1 through 3. Thoroughly rocked my world!!! Reality check for every aspect in my life 🤦‍♀️😿

[@IAmASelfMadeMillionaire]

Pile 4 makes me wanna cry. I feel so understood. Thank you for this Hazel

[@patricegrows]

"It can also haunt us"...yes pile 2. So much trauma. Constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop because you know the possible bad things that can happen because you've lived through it. "Now it's time to adjust to living...the issue is many of you had to do this alone." Whew. Very good. "Before won't happen again"...

[@demetriuscolburn252]

Pile 2 was PERFECT... There are no accidents

[@c.guinevere]

Pile 3. Thank you so much. The cosmic egg and sea serpent have very profound, important meanings and representations in my life and in regard to my inner child. I have been stuck in an overwhelming detox process for the last 7 months, which my body and mind has barely been able to handle. It was initially triggered by feeling my Real Self and clearing the family tree.

[@mysticmagictarot]

Phewwww pile 2 has me so speechless. Start to finish was accurate af, I needed to hear this so badly. Thank you ❤️

[@griffinina]

#3. Yep, that’s my mother. Too sheltering. Because growing up my mother was sheltered too. OMG, first breakup in my 20s!

[@stormyweather8236]

Pile 2; to say that you're gifted is an understatement. Am an Aries sun Capricorn moon and yes, I've gone through some heavy stuff in life and it's caused me to have this fixation with stability and security. And the fact that you said we can't LOA our way out of everything lol. In that regard, I salute everyone whose on a healing journey and remastering themselves. 💚

[@Gt11369]

I don't even know how to start but to keep it short it makes sense now how all the pain and conditioning and the past affected me from my childhood till now like honestly I can't thank you enough, I chose pile 1 and all the messages resonated , I always felt like I was in chains and there was a wall that I simply couldn't push through when I was doing my meditations like it was so deep and I tried to deny it but now I know the solution 🙂 so thank you again rose much love and stay safe🔥🔥🤍

[@alexisgarcia1344]

GUUURRRLLLLLLL!! I was listening to an a release of the ancestoral chords when this video came through. I looked at the piles and selected the 3rd deck. I have been working on my inner child. GURL! YES! YES! I am a single parent and at 12 years old, my mom spoke a curse over me to repeat her path. My child has been opening me up to release these curses.

[@just_another_account8089]

Pile 2: I was laughing at the 2 death cards since I'm a Gemini. I realized later in the reading that I might have gotten in touch with my teenage inner self since thats when the toxic relationship I was in started. Mind blown to hear someone mention that I was still living in fear because, DUH, that explains it so well! (Despite it being three years ago, I should have went into therapy, but here I am today LOL) I really appreciate this reading. 💖

[@masterrainanashoni]

Piles 2 and 3.. you rocked my world as always! I literally found out I had a belief that was from my mother and sisters that was: life is pain so why bother trying.. I only released this a few weeks ago and I finally want to live and I have goals! It is a big shift but heartbreaking that they were the ones who screwed me and then judged me for it! I will heal and get past it like everything but it is time to leave the nest soon and I will be fine! Thank you so much for this!

[@sagewisdom3371]

Pile 3 resonated as soon as you started speaking...Youngest of 7 and grew up in a very strict household...I was still a rebellious (I'll rephrase to independent as you stated) Aquarius lol and I broke free..Those fears were curses, damn that is deep....I've broken many generational curses with my own children and have allowed them to experience life while offering support..My daughter was the one that told me about healing my inner child, a wonderful experience...I loved this, thanks so much!

[@wang_xian]

This is so on point, thank you (pile #2) the past 4 years have been so hard, im only now realizing the the hell is over

[@nowyouseemeboy]

Pile 4, I don't think I ever had a reading resonate so much 😅 Thank you 💖

[@mornasaoirse1366]

Pile 4 big time! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍

[@cabbagedraws4700]

Pile 3, this reading was super accurate I feel like I've been asking for that energy for a while but I forgot about it

[@ryzen7800x3d]

pile 3- i've been bawling my eyes out with this reading. and you mentioned at @1:34:38 about reconnecting with something that was denied for me as a child. i've been drawing again. i used to all the time as a child but was told over and over and over "theres no point in wasting energy on something that wont make you money, you wont get anywhere being an artist. you wont succeed, it's too difficult/etc." i dont give a fuck anymore. i want to draw. my soul wants to create. i want to be myself authentically and unapologetically. i've lost so much of myself because of my family's opinions and judgements. i refuse to do it anymore. i'm 23. i'm still young and i can still make my life turn out how I want it to. thank you for this confirmation. i'm going to continue my artwork and i won't stop no matter how many people doubt or judge me for it. it's what I want to do.

[@walternkwon244]

Same here

[@maudline]

Omg I was told that too! So yes please create!!!! The world needs it more than ever ❤❤❤❤

[@Moonladyify]

This is so amazing! Same for me. I studied art for years and got a BFA, and the next day, many family said, get a real job, lol. Now in my 40’s drawing again. Wishing you the best of luck @Morgan Olivia x😊

[@nadiyacarcana9808]

Pile 4…I’m a musician.. and nearly every word rang true. This was the exact perspective and advice I needed to move through. You have such a gift!!! Thank you

[@EllDuclos]

Wild! I picked pile 2 and as a child the one event that really rocked my world to start off a crazy shift was my best friend / neighbor lost her mom when we were 9ish and she was like a 2nd mom to me, then my best friend had to move away to a new state and her dad passed away just a few months after her mom passed, and as this was happening my dad was dealing with addiction and my parents were divorcing. So much change and loss at once and it wrecked me emotionally for sure. My parents weren’t there for me emotionally during this time in my life and I learned how to cope on my own.

[@Lala-jb1vp]

I have quite a bit of Gemini and speechlessness is not the norm for me. Pile 1 was the message I've been getting from my own soul. It's funny how listening to your own voice and knowing the answer sometimes isn't enough. I know we shouldn't seek confirmation but the Virgo in me sometimes needs it. I'm honored to listen to you channel these very resolute messages. Thank you, sincerely. Message understood.

[@introvertarot5226]

Pile 2- This was accurate for me -Capricorn stellium- Capricorn dominant chart. I don’t even want to share what fell apart but I can confirm it was one after the other. I desire security and safety, aswell as stability. I too hadn’t even finished the video when I felt the validity of this reading

[@ItsJust_Jas]

Pile 3 & 4 ✨ Thank you so much ❤️ message received.

[@TheWynterWitchh]

Pile 4 and DUDE when you spoke about the performing and singing and music my JAW DROPPED!! You’re amazing girl thank you I love you❤❤❤❤

[@MjFontaine]

i am blown away by your accurate reading omg! I am an artist you are truly gifted.

[@earthmotherdragon4572]

I grew up in a weird family set up, both my parents were narcissistic, damaged people, was treated different to my siblings, always felt my mum wanted me around, not because she wanted to support me, or work with me, but to just serve her toxic needs. My upbringing was incomplete on so many levels, and so wrong on so many levels. Have had to parent myself. x

[@lunarrefresh]

I KEEP pulling the moon card lately and it feels bigger than myself, and now you mention the moon card in the intro, suddenly it makes sense. This is collective energy I'm picking up on. It may not clarify what it means for everyone individually, but just knowing that still helps me make sense of things. Thank you for that clarity 🙏🏻 Pile 3 is a type of zeolite, and I believe it's called heulandite ♡ It looks like it might have some other inclusions, but heulandite is the majority of that.

[@martinperez3922]

Pile 2: definitely, the north node in Scorpio, and south node in Taurus.