My heart flutters and stirs inside - I caught out of blue, something ideal in my eyes Don't know why, but I stopped breathing - A smoldering ember ignites, my thoughts fall apart From here to there, you sway, just swaying But you won't disappear from my mind You've become a flame that spreads - Still, I can't look away I can't tell anyone - And there's no way to know The depths of my heart are slowly unraveling I want to be like you Ah, I crave it Because there's something I'm lacking as the time goes by - "I'm never satisfied, I can't understand you; The phenomenon that is you" All the what-ifs I have that's not come true no matter how hard I wish for are "I want to be like that, no, that's how I'm supporsed to be!" If I could become you, would this feeling disappear? I should have known that's happening in some time - Intertwined and swollen, these unknown parameters I hate that I can't even become closer to you - I'm just a hollow existence, a binary consists of zero and one Here to there, you sway, just swaying backwards Feeling like you might just disappear I realize how small I am - I'm a fake shape of life I can't take this! (Heartbeat, anxiety, I'm losing control) (-Feelings, emotions ... they're 404) I scream until my voice is hoarse - Incomplete as I am I call out your name - Your touch against my palm Emotions overflow - But can't understand what that means Something inside "me" is going weird! I can't become you And that fact hits me so bad The shape of the something I lack - "I'm not you, so I can't be healed" looks a lot like you! I want to be like you Ah, I crave it Two contrasting personas, that's what we are - "Never satisfied, both longing to be fulfilled" We are the phenomenas drawn to each other I kept wishing If the unfulfilled "what if" is you, just remain incomplete as we are - "I want to be acknowledged, I want to recognize" - "Never satisfied, but I want to keep hear" Your never-changed voice, your limited heartbeat Because there's something I lack