I never expected it would be like this when i grew up. I was promised so much as a kid, none of it mattered.
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
create the reality you want through hard work and force of will
@transformersrevenge9Ай бұрын
I agree. It was all a lie.
@sky_aim2648Ай бұрын
Yeah same real world and society are dark
@justsomedudeidunnoman5421Ай бұрын
Hey man, I don't know if this matters to you and I don't know what your circumstances are, but I feel what you're saying and I hope things start turning out better for you.
@THECHAOSEMPERORАй бұрын
@@mlongpre100 Yeah that`s bullshit, hardwork and sheer will force will not pay for inflated prices on rent and food especially when the minimum wage has`nt increased for years to match inflation.
@SennaDzoАй бұрын
"Surviving ain't living, brother."
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
yes it is
@StuffedBearSusАй бұрын
@@mlongpre100nah it isn’t
@SakakiSyndromeАй бұрын
@@StuffedBearSus What about dem australians i've heard so much about
@kaiiheenjik1668Ай бұрын
In this economy the only choice you have is survival.
@X-tR3j26 күн бұрын
@@mlongpre100 you dont get it. Look into this more deep.
@G2341721 күн бұрын
“I don’t want to die, not really. I just want a restart button”
@pinkpanther000118 күн бұрын
😢
@KyleFrameEdit16 күн бұрын
I want my second chance too
@Clevelandbrowns2715 күн бұрын
yea sometimes it just feels like u messed up and u just want to make things better
@Ninjazcole10 күн бұрын
Yeah agreed, but unfortunately that's how we learn and adapt
@assass701210 күн бұрын
This is how I feel. I pretty much died 3 years ago. Since then I can't keep a job, I haven't worked in 2 years. I can't get myself out of this depression paralysis state. I'm pretty sure I'm so desperate to cling onto something that I've bordered on delusion. I have a document on my phone mapping out how I wished my life could have gone, it's like a hundred pages long, and I've started comforting myself by saying when I finally succeed at ending it, maybe I'll get lucky and get to live the life I feel I was owed. Because none of us deserve the external struggle we're forced through. I didn't do anything to deserve the pains in life I can't control. So it's nice to maladaptively daydream the life I wished I could have and lie to myself that I'll eventually get it despite external forces making it impossible, all while my family berates me calling me a lazy piece of shit, selfish loser. I don't even interact with them. I keep to myself, I stay out of their way and I help when they ask me to. But they only ever call me a lazy loser and make me feel so much worse. They act as it they understand depression but they literally tell me getting a job or just getting up and making my bed will fix it. It won't. I've had a job, I made my bed. Those things didn't suddenly cure my suicidal ideation or make my regrets disappear. They think depression is just short term sadness and an excuse to watch TV. I can't even pay attention to my own life anymore, my own self. Every second I'm living through the same regrets on repeat like an endless looping footage reel in my brain. I dissociate and space out and what feels like 5 minutes of internal suffering, regret and embarrassment ended up being 5 hours straight and it went by like that. They act like they understand and act like they're willing to understand, but any time I try to explain, they just yell at me and talk down to me. I'm just a loser piece of shit, they have all the answers, and the second I get a dead-end job, every bad thing that's ever happened to me will suddenly disappear according to them, even though the last 2 times I had a job, none of that went away. Life for me is torture. I never got a normal childhood, and all the people with great lives just tell you "its in the past just move on" but the past directly effects the now, and whether you realize it consciously, or it's subconscious, the past absolutely positively directs your future as well, even if you directly try to push against that. So how can I not be disappointed in my past? How can I live a normal adult life when I had a peculiar and depressing childhood? Even "successful" people with shitty childhoods still end up somewhat unhappy and it effects the rest of their lives. Look at Charles Dickens- one of the most famous and accomplished authors in world history. He grew up with an abusive, absent alcoholic father, and spent half his childhood in an orphanage. What are basically *all* of his books about? Kids being abused by their guardians and ending up in boarding schools and/or orphanages. How did he treat his children and wife? Supposedly like complete shit. It's not nature vs nurture vs environment. It's all 3. Your environment determines what you seek for, your nurturement determines how you seek it, and your nature determines how you emotionally respond to such events. I'm fucking alone, and hurting, and completely unaware of and lacking answers. And instead of getting attempts for answer, I get bullied by my own family. I've been in such a spiral that I've lost 80lbs, gained 120lbs, and then lost 65lbs all in the last 3.5 years. I don't know what to do. Or at least that's what's easier to say, but whats in my head is that I *do* know what to do, and it's the only genuine answer to all of this, all other answers are DNE, the only real answer is just to end it and pray that there is a God that will give me that rest button without half of the bad things I've been faced with that are uncontrollable. But that's delusion. So the only real answer is just to accept fate, accept oblivion, or hope God forgives me. Either outcome is better than continuing on in "life".
@paulrojas21098 ай бұрын
Sometimes we all want to let go
@user-hm5ko7tt5iАй бұрын
But we won't give up
@paulrojas2109Ай бұрын
That’s right
@adarshg2729Ай бұрын
Let go of things that you can't actually control and you'll be happy.
@VanderLinde.Ай бұрын
tyler durden
@jamesconlin5099Ай бұрын
@@user-hm5ko7tt5i yes we will
@gasparm2195Ай бұрын
Worry only about what's under your control. Nothing else. Quit scrolling and be active phisically or mentally. Inactivity generates depression. Wash yourself, bursh your teeth. Smeel good. Put on clothes that you like and accomplish something in your day even if it's the smallest thing. These will boost your self-esteem and confidence. Laugh, eat healthier, go walking or jogging, receive sun and talk to people. Stop overthinking and be shameless. Don't allow yourself to care about what other people will say. Appreciate the things you have and ignore those you don't. Do things that are greater than yourself. The best example is helping other people. Everyone can beat depression. You have the power. I believe in you. In all of you.
@gasparm2195Ай бұрын
By the way, these are things you MUST remember throughout the day, all your days. Write all of these down and keep remembering them frequently. Have no problem sharing your problems. If you'd like to, we could chat, but by all means, don't keep things for yourself
@lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453Ай бұрын
@@gasparm2195none of the advice you gave helped me through depression. The only person that helped me was God. And I only trust him to believe in me.
@IIIllllIlllIIIIllllllIIIIIIАй бұрын
Poetry, this is just empty, vain poetry. You want to do good but it's just puny virtue signaling. You don't want depression? Set yourself a goal and accomplish it. You won't be having no depressive thoughts when you chase that goal let me tell you. Depression surges when you don't have a goal. When you just live the days with no idea of what to do of it, where to head. When you finish high school you end up finishing your basic goal of finishing high school, and then you need to set yourself another goal. Because if you don't, you get depression. Set a goal, and get it the best way possible. And once you got to that goal, make another one and keep going until you die. To not have goals is to play a game with no way of winning. Like playing tetris with no bricks or playing pacman with no ghosts, and no dots either. And you're a human. Do you even know how much every animal on earth envies the privilege you got from just being human?
@drewgreen7303Ай бұрын
U right man , We all can achieve greatness
@DreamzonerАй бұрын
@@gasparm2195your a real one i wish nothing but the best for you bud 💯💜
@Decap-bs4fc2 ай бұрын
Man time really flies but god is still with me
@willbaker8505Ай бұрын
Fucking based
@DrdrGamesАй бұрын
Christ is the only one who never lets you down
@GodisGreat.8942Ай бұрын
It’s amazing how we give god credit for the little happiness we get and call his name when death is near. Amazing to me how it makes no difference in the world to have faith, makes one think that god does not have a heart like we do. He’s just an entity that we worship not knowing why even though I do believe that we just need something better us to follow and respect like an omnipotent figure… or just parent.
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
I have an imaginary friend too, his name is harvey, he's a 6 foot tall white rabbit
@hmasSoldier17568Ай бұрын
@@mlongpre100vah
@kurokit5005Ай бұрын
the only thing really holding me back is knowing the pain i’ll cause to those around me. thats it. i’m not even alive currently because i want to live, but for the sale of others. it doesn’t feel like i’m living at all if that makes sense. i have no direction in this life. i just stumble my way through it tired and alone
@bagingospringo4396Ай бұрын
So...like out of spite?
@natashabrooks4188Ай бұрын
💯
@atakisenoname9006Ай бұрын
Same here... I don't even know why.
@ChillinWillАй бұрын
Just remember that there are people doing terrible things out there and you have to try and find them and stop them. Even if you don't think you're capable of really living there are things you can do with the life that you've been given. Keep your eyes up bro 💪
@LeticiaSarabia-yb8dmАй бұрын
Don't Feel Alone!! I Think a Lot of People Live This Way!! Live One day at a Time!! My Friend likes to Pretend Everyday is her last Day!! She likes to have some fun and she likes to do good things for people or for little animals!! 🤷🙋🌻💜🙏
@MrLockeSockeАй бұрын
That movie really hit home. If anyone ever asks how depression looks just show them this movie. If they went through it they will understand.
@phantom9x24Ай бұрын
Whats the movie called?
@TheNek1Ай бұрын
Ye, whats the name of this film?
@rsm389Ай бұрын
Film: Manchester by the sea
@myfarts18 күн бұрын
@@rsm389ofc hes british
@littlegeekchess17 күн бұрын
@@rsm389thanks
@justsomeguy453617 күн бұрын
“Your past is like pieces of a broken mirror. You try to pick them up, but you only end up cutting yourself” - Max Payne
@mlongpre10017 күн бұрын
your past is like a foreign country , people do strange things there - morpheus
@RiketiАй бұрын
"Caer esta permitido, levantarse es una obligación"
@joaquindandru7315Ай бұрын
Esa frase deja de ser bonita si ya caiste demasiado. Pero mantengo la esperanza en mi mismo y poder sentirme feliz conmigo mismo y conseguír más amigos. Total que ya estoy acá, mucho no puedo hacer.
@nightcrawler540928 күн бұрын
You can't make me do anything
@Riketi28 күн бұрын
@@nightcrawler5409 Keep your head up, my friend, finish watching the movie before leaving the theater.
@captain_whiteice22 күн бұрын
@@nightcrawler5409then you are weak
@d0u79619 күн бұрын
Quien sos vs para decir o obligar a hacer? O solo copiaste xq te parecía una frase "piola"?
@Kal-El207Ай бұрын
Manchester By The Sea. Great film.
@Sylvarith4 ай бұрын
Molchat doma really taking off
@donprovolone1425Ай бұрын
I wish I even had supportive people in my life. Dude's lucky.
@jwoz8517Ай бұрын
Sometimes we dont realize how much support we have, our depression makes us think they hate us but in reality they love us. But it doesnt matter , nothing but our selves can rid us of this feeling, either overcome or end it all, the ladder looks promising and less painful and agonizing everyday we wake up and I wish it was over. Worked so hard in life only to fall victim to my own mind, for what? For nothing? Fucking hell
@donprovolone1425Ай бұрын
@@jwoz8517 I believe in you, homedawg. You aren't alone! ❤️❤️
@finger5748Ай бұрын
@@jwoz8517 i feel the same way brother
@IbukiCleanАй бұрын
Hold this L buddy
@pinkpanther000118 күн бұрын
Come on bro man. Be your own Supporter
@ktefccreАй бұрын
In this cruel world, they have robbed us of our freedom: enslaved by our jobs, robbed of our health, deprived of our chance for love. Sometimes, it feels like the only real choice we have left is our exit 😢 The future appears so bleak and hopeless.
@iletyouwin561Ай бұрын
With that attitude "THEY" sure have
@LeticiaSarabia-yb8dmАй бұрын
I Know Exactly What You Mean!! That Why We Feel like 💩 Sometimes!! I Understand!! I Get it!!
@U-PN-BI-IBWАй бұрын
mhm, bc life outside of civilization is so free and clear of obligation and work… womp womp
@LeticiaSarabia-yb8dmАй бұрын
@@U-PN-BI-IBW YOU Know Exactly What He Means!! 😠😠😠
@U-PN-BI-IBWАй бұрын
@@LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm yeah and he’s being a silly billy
@arminiuscherusci4410Ай бұрын
I feel good actually. Since Covid I immensely suffered from panic attacks and heart rhythm issues, which prevented me from nearly all kind of enjoyable activities, however, now since a few months I have this under control and these attacks don’t dictate my life anymore. Although I’m a lot on my own and I still have problems socially connecting to others, but I’m so happy man, it’s unbelievable. When you are truly at the bottom, and you can’t even walk around the block or have s3x without having a bpm of 170 combined with a panic attack, you really appreciate a normal life, even if it’s a lonely normal life. Just be glad that you are alive guys and make the best of it.
@julianwarren__17 күн бұрын
I'm happy for you. May I ask how you got your panic attacks under control?
@YoungStoic4515 күн бұрын
I hope you didn't get the jab.
@adamg5747 күн бұрын
covid was a hell of a time for me. I didn’t get vaccinated but it was the sickest I’d ever been and I didn’t feel right for a month. I’m grateful I didn’t have lingering effects. The turnaround for me was when I started taking nattoserra.
@arminiuscherusci44106 күн бұрын
@@julianwarren__stopped taking benzodiazepines and all kind of other drugs, started going out as much as possible, being active and meet people. But I still suffer from them time to time with an elevated heart rate for hours. You need good psychotherapy and a stabile social environment to manage the anxiety
@arminiuscherusci44106 күн бұрын
@@YoungStoic45no, thanks to my trainer back then who said it wouldn’t be mandatory for my job
@erdenebatjugder3050Ай бұрын
In the darkest times light can appear at any moment so don’t cut your life short just wait and let the road take you. A wise man.
@yulb.allwrightАй бұрын
Great edit! 👏 🥲
@RiverCosine-wv3ryАй бұрын
When I was younger, I'd always being depressed and lonely was cool. Until I found its not and it hurts.. Edit: I'm not lonely anymore :D
@bayareasportsfan04Ай бұрын
Congrats
@gavlanthedwarf7544Ай бұрын
The good ending
@torquetheprisonerАй бұрын
pam and her five sister treating you right i hope🤞
@jacktimefilms5824Ай бұрын
You will be soon.
@Focus2.46Ай бұрын
Glorified through social media as being different and “quirky” 🤷♂️ ironic seeing as a vast majority suffer from it
@Denji-xc3cy4 ай бұрын
You, you , yes, you , hang in there bud , it'll be alright💖
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
me ?
@standro6895Ай бұрын
@@mlongpre100yes 🫵🫶🤝
@LeticiaSarabia-yb8dmАй бұрын
@@mlongpre100 You Too!! Let's See What 2025 brings!! 😎
@BATMAN_THEVENGEANCEАй бұрын
I really hope so.
@louvretreekay12_Ай бұрын
thank you i legitimately cried. Thank you so much
@hoangbopАй бұрын
feel this every single day
@arandomuser3098Ай бұрын
I have been so kind, so supportive so ready to be there when they needed it, i was a tool to them
@drecaine646Ай бұрын
Been there too, helped a bit to remind myself really I didn’t do anything wrong there that’s on them. Won’t fix it but it is the truth, don’t go puttin’ someone else’s blame and wrong doing on yourself because you were lied to. You won’t forget how to see through this kinda shit after you know, won’t be a second time.
@arandomuser3098Ай бұрын
@@drecaine646 thank you, brother! They will one day see how wrong they were to use me, they will one day crawl back only for me to use them as a road tile like they used me.
@iDloperАй бұрын
For anyone who wants the song it’s called Molchat doma - sudna
@subhagatachowdhury50396 күн бұрын
Thank god I got out of that slump... Brothers please dont give up. I know it can be hard at times, and tbvh i still suffer a bit from anxiety and overthinking makes it worse but i am at least doing better than i was doing a few months ago. Please dont give up on yourselves. Not for the world but for your own self. Don't do anything drastic... YOU are needed in this world❤
@VijayKumar_BossАй бұрын
I'd recommend this to someone who is as depressed to the core and being lonely most of the times. Please take a walk for at least one hour before taking any major decision and have a full meal though its hard to have at this time. Though the problem might not get solved immediately yet we should try to ease the pain in some way.
@kikidoyАй бұрын
We all don't wanna die we just want our problem to go away
@altarhantecir14827 ай бұрын
fascinating
@Futb_lEdits4 күн бұрын
one of the greatest movies I've ever watched
@chendrix733310 күн бұрын
Truly losing people you care about who's the hardest thing to go through. but there will always be people that understand and will be there for you. We are never truly alone I say this if you need to hear this you matter.
@EfymirTheTransient2316 күн бұрын
The most unrealistic thing here is that the cops actually tried to help him when he grabbed the gun and didn't just load him up with ammunition
@pritish210Ай бұрын
Movie:- Manchester by the sea !!!
@marlinboesak674Ай бұрын
Songs name?
@fabioc.9837Ай бұрын
@@marlinboesak674Molchat Doma - Cyдно (Sudno)
@Distressed_AsianАй бұрын
@@marlinboesak674Sudno by Molchat Doma
@ShiverMeTimbers_NVSКүн бұрын
"Too afraid to die but too tired to live."
@FatherMcKenzie664 күн бұрын
A man’s own mind can be his worst enemy
@mlongpre100Күн бұрын
your mind lies to you constantly
@adamadam358Ай бұрын
Don't give up please. Life can be better, just give it a chance.
@AnujTiwari-cc3kb17 күн бұрын
Fuck it.
@bayareasportsfan04Ай бұрын
I've never attempted suicide, but sometimes I'll think about what would happen if I did go through with it. And then I think about how my parents would react, and how heartbroken they'd be. I guess what I'm trying to say here is, is that yeah life sucks, but I just gotta soldier through
@captainmcmelon40012 күн бұрын
The best of us are never meant for happy endings...
@zhnwn6 күн бұрын
Guys,be strong mentally, cause this is the key
@hybrid_9933Ай бұрын
To all those who are depressed pls do not be afraid to reach out to someone and talk about it you guys are not alone for Jesus is with you and if your thinking of doing it don’t it’s not worth it and I know this message will not instantly heal you but I just wanna say to all you guys are who is struggling with depression that everything will get better have a blessed day 🙏🏼🙏🏼 and always keep your head up❤❤
@lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453Ай бұрын
I’d never do it, cause I know exactly where I’d go if I did
@user-he5lc8mo6dАй бұрын
“Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!..” No offends, dude, but why should I worry about some Jewish dude, if he loves me or not. This dude must be cruel if he like to see how millions op people die becomes of wars, hunger and etc, so why should people do not be afraid if Jesus with them
@drecaine646Ай бұрын
Nice to see a genuine, heartfelt support comment that wasn’t riddled with “just don’t let things depress you” and the like.
@lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453Ай бұрын
@@user-he5lc8mo6d ah yes, the classic argument of “if God exist why bad thing happen!!!” Wow, what an original perspective! No theologian has ever thought of an answer to this question before! As for what you said earlier, which despite saying “no offense” was completely contrasted with your callous comment, the reason you should care is because he died for you and you owe your life to him. Jesus was flayed down to the bone so YOU could have salvation. He endured unimaginable torment so YOU could reconcile with God. How could you not be grateful? How could you be so insulting to the greatest man in the world? You baffle me.
@user-he5lc8mo6dАй бұрын
@@lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453 I have never asked him to die for me. And why did you say that I offended him? Did he said to you that he was upset by my comment?
@WickedGonzaАй бұрын
Im dating someone for two years and im more lonely than ever
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
tell her to toss your salad, it will put a smile on your face
@Dab0cmtКүн бұрын
Not me looking at my hunting guns while watching this in my garage
@neviofahndrich2 күн бұрын
Some people want to untderstand your pain but you dont let them cause you know the only thing you will gain trough that is more pain.
@DFR55921Ай бұрын
"There's Nothing There."😔
@JustaDood857Ай бұрын
Is what it is, just.. Keep going..
@appalachianoperatorАй бұрын
Manchester by the sea is such a great movie
@JdDoesEditz17 күн бұрын
“ Although you might be going through something, the bravest thing that you can do is love yourself.” - A Wise Man
@stonecoldwarrior5223Ай бұрын
I'm so done with my life......
@verspin17 күн бұрын
0:18 Skill issue
@SweeTeasGarbageDump3 күн бұрын
Lil bro forgot the safety was on ☠️☠️ L+Skill issue But actually that scene was misery 😢
@ButchersNailsEnjoyer3 күн бұрын
I think it’s a glock too which doesn’t even have a safety switch 😂. They pretty much have a double trigger you have to pull for a round to come out
@mr.atomic297015 күн бұрын
This is literally my life. Everyone I knew is dead.
@LaveniaRavouvou-yz8srАй бұрын
"Come to me all weary and heavy laden , l will give you rest" JESUS
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
and make sure my priests have a lot of kids to diddle
@mlongpre1007 күн бұрын
I want to feel jesus inside me ! come into me jesus fill me with your love !
@CrunchyFinn3 күн бұрын
@@mlongpre100 Pause
@OkIsAPerfectResponseАй бұрын
One of the best lead performances in film in the past 24 years it’s a shame the actor is a real life c word.
@tofoo1Ай бұрын
C Word?
@OkIsAPerfectResponseАй бұрын
@@tofoo1 you can’t deduce what I mean?
@tofoo1Ай бұрын
@@OkIsAPerfectResponse no cause idk what the guy did in real life
@OkIsAPerfectResponseАй бұрын
@@tofoo1 some allegations about misconduct against women
@james67111Ай бұрын
Yeah I could only watch this once. A great movie just hits so close to home.
@hobgoblin-Ай бұрын
What’s it called?
@yetseniarodriguez3271Ай бұрын
Dam this is real deep bro
@kn_halo8 күн бұрын
Said like a true normGOD
@midlajleo1066Ай бұрын
This movie really said 🗣️:-Let go
@tower-eu6wnАй бұрын
What is it
@midlajleo1066Ай бұрын
@@tower-eu6wn let go bro😂🤝
@joseigo9057Ай бұрын
Cant take it anymore
@flynnaussie1271Ай бұрын
Hang in there brother
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
I say this every morning , then laugh cause I said it all before
@sielsm3743Ай бұрын
I can’t believe i thought life was bad when i was younger. If i could talk to my younger self id say enjoy where you are now because it’s about to get worse than you would’ve ever imagined.
@Stillasleep535 күн бұрын
People get depressed when they realise that it doesn’t get better. It Never Gets Better.
@soysaltysauceАй бұрын
my mom showed me a letter from My father, it was an old paper. And he’s still here thankfully I hope better, but it he wrote it like he knew he might do something he’d regret. For all
@crimsonmaddog4486Ай бұрын
Omg he’s literally me… wait hold up
@BustaBunny3045Ай бұрын
I feel this everyday.
@theperfectburger98922 күн бұрын
I don’t want to die, I want to try again.
@sumner7114Ай бұрын
Jesus!
@narg666satanАй бұрын
И никогда не умереть..
@Artemkass459 күн бұрын
Как фильм называется?
@narg666satan9 күн бұрын
@@Artemkass45 Манчестер у моря
@bigempty77714 күн бұрын
This is life, constantly being balanced between too alive and too dead inside
@mustoku1184Ай бұрын
When i was younger i never expected this loneliness .
@goopisclips6 күн бұрын
“sometimes i want to let go” - random 14 year old in the suburbs
@alfiebriangibbons3867Күн бұрын
"Why die when you can live"-Me
@Nescau-gl5xfАй бұрын
E This film is so beautiful and so tragic, how the characters deal with grief is so real
@tower-eu6wnАй бұрын
What's the movie
@Nescau-gl5xf26 күн бұрын
@@tower-eu6wn Manchester by The Sea I definitely recommend watching it, but it's a Drama film... if you're sensitive, think before watching it then
@KristoffEmlanoСағат бұрын
I was nervous to be a dad when i was 13, my dad said his heart has been stabbed, and so was mine. I like how is this relatable about my friends betraying, my friend got lung cancer, and my dad said, if he died, I'd protect my mom and my brother, my 2 sisters, everything I've ever had in my life.
@user-oo7rf8of4xАй бұрын
Don’t take your life, take other’s
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
a suicide is an introverted murder
@amongusy3Ай бұрын
based
@user-oo7rf8of4xАй бұрын
@@amongusy3 ,,based? Based on what” jk
@kooshappreciator4773Күн бұрын
Based and hatepilled
@user-oo7rf8of4xКүн бұрын
@@kooshappreciator4773 tf does hatepilled mean?
@CaseohsbellyrolllintАй бұрын
I’ve never said this to anyone but. To everyone here. I’m 15 and Depressed, I have no emotion in me, feel hopeless, just pain, done bad things, sinned so much, and have had suicidal thoughts. If you’re reading this I want you to keep going. there’s always gonna be bad days. You have to have bad days to have good days. You can never feel good forever. But know matter What your going through. There’s Always Light at the end of the tunnel. Keep your head up💙
@kaylatapley2094Ай бұрын
"It's not the first step, or the last step that's the hardest. It's the next step." Just focus on your next step. It will get easier. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow. The thing is, you have to do it every day. Keep moving forward. I love you.
@orca1557Ай бұрын
I don’t mean to sound rude bit it’s somewhat funny for a 15 yr old to be giving advice on depression. Some people have been in the hole for longer than you have existed, not that I want to discredit your experiences, it sucks either way. Give it another decade to two and see if your the same person then. I’m still pretty young myself, nearly 25 now, and I can somewhat relate to what you’re saying. I too feel like I am a sinner and I am to blame for all of my own misfortune. I’ve been feeling pretty numb lately, almost sociopathic really. My mother just had to get on oxygen, idk why but I don’t really care. Maybe I’ve been unconsciously preparing myself for this for a while; she’s brought up her mortality a handful of times in the last couple of years, but I can hardly withstand such heavy conversations. I think at some point I started seeing life as inconsequential in order to cope with feeling of helplessness. I’ve been trying to convince myself that there is merit in working towards goals, but there is a logical part of my mind that knows I am just sand on a beach.
@CaseohsbellyrolllintАй бұрын
@@orca1557Yes I understand. Even though I’m 15 years of age, i am not actually giving advice on depression. I’m simply telling people that coming from a person who has Suicidal thoughts, depression, etc, that know matter what they are going through, to keep there head up and they will make it even if they don’t believe it’s true. I can relate to how you talked about your mother being on oxygen aswell. My mom has been on oxygen for some time because of her terrible lungs from all of the things she’s allergic to. I don’t really understand how if I Was giving depression advice to people that would be funny? I guess Younger people with bad depression doesn’t matter as much and they can’t speak on it.
@CaseohsbellyrolllintАй бұрын
@@kaylatapley2094Thank you. 💙
@orca1557Ай бұрын
@@Caseohsbellyrolllint sorry man, I was a few beers in and ranting. Best of luck in your future endeavors.
@cezargarcia71374 күн бұрын
Mental health matters! Take a jog bro!👊👊👊
@EvilLeRoy22 күн бұрын
I have a duty to my loved ones to live, just live enjoy the things life sends your way cut out the bad. Remember it really isn’t that long you just have to wait a little.
@YovryАй бұрын
Movie?
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
earth vs the flying saucers
@JonGonzales-sd1xkАй бұрын
I have no friends at all. None. Zero. When I told my therapist he just looked at me stunned and couldn't believe it. And you know what? It sucks. I mean it really sucks. Constantly i see people on this subreddit talk about being depressed with the SO or hanging out with their friends and i just get so painfully jealous. When I go with my mom somewhere and see other people together just crushes me and I physically feel a pain in my chest. But then who would want to be with me? I have no interests and as an obese blob and I'm not very good at most physical activities. There are far better people to be friends with so naturally I'm left alone. At this point I'm too fucked up personality wise and I don't know how to be around people and am always on edge. Even around my family I'm on edge. And I just suck at being a human so I long for friends but am terrified around people. So is there actually any thing that can really help because the only thing that I can come up with involves rope. I should also add that I of course do not have a girlfriend. People my age are getting married I have not even been on a date. Jesus just typing that makes me want to cry. Damn I wish I was dead.
@Wolf-vr3nwАй бұрын
Are you on Instagram?
@DantePizzaLoverАй бұрын
Today i had an anxiety attack and destroyed some places in my house because my cousin invited a couple and they started kissing in front of me,making me incredible jealous... I am an alone 28 years old virgin with -10000000 social skills. I dont know if this helps 🤷
@Wolf-vr3nwАй бұрын
@DantePizzaLover understand. For me it's better not to live with family or roommates. And if then only with people that are free like me. No rules. Everyone can do everything together. I 😊
@chunkymonkey96163 күн бұрын
I might tbh. Seems nice
@joemamaofficial42018 күн бұрын
*"Я никогда не хочу умирать."*
@asishrai6761Ай бұрын
Wat is that movie name?
@StevOR9Ай бұрын
“Manchester by the sea”
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
sound of music
@Striker_USAАй бұрын
I was told the world is beautiful, now im serving Russia in the front of Ukraine, Chesiv Yar as a volunteer.
@zaynevanday142Ай бұрын
Life is a game you play it to the end no matter the cards you are dealt 🔥
@madduxnagel69352 сағат бұрын
I never asked to play
@poptartz3544Ай бұрын
The worst thing about it is knowing that you don’t really want to end your life..deep down you know the only thing you want, is to end your pain and suffering.
@user-ug7gw2qi2dАй бұрын
what is the name of the movie
@mlongpre100Ай бұрын
godzilla vs king kong
@user-tv2ny7jc1kАй бұрын
@@mlongpre100 Actually it's Avengers: Endgame
@intestineluteralodanagar6616Ай бұрын
Bye guys….I’m done with this shit…..hope I will be here again soon 🎉
@sandramaity5660Ай бұрын
Don't die mf
@user-en7ll3og6cАй бұрын
Yeah, I feel that too.
@xGorgeousMonsterxАй бұрын
I’m 12 and sometimes I have times like these, what really calms me down is music like 90s hits or 50s.
@vreemdeling200321 күн бұрын
Not to be rude kid, but you dont know shit
@mlongpre10016 күн бұрын
me 5 year old and me like itsy bitsy spider it calms me down
@Phillipgraves869Ай бұрын
Suicide is for the weak. Tackle what makes you suffer and let it turn you into something more
@mlongpre100Күн бұрын
but that would require effort
@tyman8888Ай бұрын
Никогда не умереть...
@bus41017 күн бұрын
😮 Очень приятно слышать "Судно" в ролике с англоязычной аудиторией.
@GURJITSINGH-by6bdАй бұрын
If the world has torn you...become good at helping others...very good.
@Carl_Johnson7515 күн бұрын
Mens mental health month ♥️
@wiener_moizture3577Ай бұрын
Manchester by the Sea such a good movie
@Depressed-teen-making-videos6 ай бұрын
I have the most severe depression you can imagine (clinical depression) because I attempted suicide once…
@easymoneyted5 ай бұрын
then you should try again😃😃😃
@Yosh6925 ай бұрын
Try again bro, you failed your mission
@user-po4zw3qu6y4 ай бұрын
Bro ,never think what other people say because you got only one life to prove yourself better all you can do is just make it memorable that's how a strong man is done.
@tonikal_el4 ай бұрын
Well, I attempted suicide three times when I was 7 y.o. I was too smart for my age, at the time. I am continuing to live solely because my death wouldn't change anything. Yeah some people would be sad for a while, but they would move on. Live or die, it's the same for me. Because I don't matter. No one does when you look hard enough. And so I am only searching for an appropriate way to die. Because despite how meaningless the act is in the grand scheme: I wish I could die helping someone. One last futile act, that won't change anything, but perhaps someone will find a meaning in it, even if it is a lie. Even if it is superficial. Perhaps that person is going to help change something. And maybe my existence won't be a complete waste, like it is right now.
@klaw92323 ай бұрын
I hope you recover man, Don't try again as those 2 clowns above mentioned dude, your mother will miss your smile when she cooks your favorite food and your best friends would miss their other half and you'd never know if you were meant to be someone in life, if you reached your full pontential, if you lived full to its fullest, if you were to meet the one and start a family.
@ElijahHill-ox7xn2 ай бұрын
what's the point in continuing work or life if OF girls can make more money in a day than I do a year? the world is too far gone to keep living in it
@lakshyakshitijgautam2 ай бұрын
Thats what I think every day And I get jealous like all the time . But i can't change them . However I can change my fate .
@aidenpearce8408Ай бұрын
Fuck, only F , in general those girls are trash , you are much better than them At least you are not some bald virgin in your parents basement donating to them Workout Read book for knowledge Learn skills Don't give up
@5hereАй бұрын
gay porn an option xD
@frog6054Ай бұрын
You gotta think long term, those OF girls won't find much audiences when they get older, there are tons of competitions and they will have a hard time finding normal jobs due to their identity.
@nyvaroc2463Ай бұрын
But you can change the world, you can find a way to make them pay. Sometimes, when the world is fucked up that nothing make sense and that the people are crushed, it is up to the honest and common citizen to apply justice. Prepare yourself brother, reach to like minded people and together across the world we will defend ourselves against this nonsense
@fulturk4306Ай бұрын
I still remember my 8th grade in middle school, I was in such a deepressing state, I still recall the dreadfull feeling of drowing in sorrow, it was odd how much I enjoyed the feeling, it was like a drug and I longed for it. Eventually I just sucked it up and realized how close I was to letting go, now im 17 and hitting 18 and honestly sometimes when things dont go well the feeling comes back, not as strong but it makes want to just listen to music and lay in bed for hours. Im hoping that the military will allow me to just forget all of it and turn me into a different person because im still the same kid I was when I was 15 and I dont want to let my mom down again like I did back then.
@sphinx207715 сағат бұрын
Don't go into the military dude it's gonna make it so much worse. I'm saying this bc i have my best interest in you. There's a reason why veterans struggle so much post deployment. I wanna ask you though, do you feel like you have any purpose in life? Perhaps this lack of purpose/meaning could be contributing to your feelings
@fulturk430614 сағат бұрын
@@sphinx2077 I'm afraid it's a little late for that, but yes I agree that the lack of purpose highly contributed to my depression along side a heavy break up and abuse. I have always liked the idea of joining the armed forces, and now that I really don't have anything else I want to do, the military seems like the perfect option for me, I am not depressed at the moment or at least not as badly as before so I'm thinking clearly, and this is the only option I have and I don't mind it.
@tony_time5892Ай бұрын
Oh yeah feeling motivated
@chickenmangaming75084 ай бұрын
I farted and it stinks so badly
@okay123abcАй бұрын
Jesus loves you all, and He's here for you!!
@warriorxd284711 күн бұрын
Trust me guys, I recently visited my native village and everyone there was so happy and excited about everything, never looked like any kind of pain there. What i learned that all you need is good relationship with your people and all the problems will be faced with a smile❤😊
@keltonford4486Ай бұрын
To anyone out there I hope you will find happiness. I care about you and the world is better with you in it.
@tos40574 ай бұрын
The music doesnt suit this edit at all
@Ale-k_OfficialАй бұрын
maybe learn the lyrics and the origin, then come back
@Kaine666Ай бұрын
Идеально подходит!
@tyman8888Ай бұрын
Как русский, который знает перевод и смысл песни, могу заявить, что текст будто создан для этого видео. Очень даже подходит.
@user-tv2ny7jc1kАй бұрын
"And I try to get up a little" "I want to look into her eyes" "Look into her eyes and burst into tears" "And never die, never die" "Never die" "Never die" "Never die, never die" You fr bro? Doesn't suit?
@assass701210 күн бұрын
This movie broke me. Especially since I was lead to believe it was one of those feel-good movies where something bad happens but the protagonist overcomes it all in the end. It was anything but, it was a realistic take on guilt and grief where the protagonist gains pretty much nothing except a much needed discussion with his ex-wife and the *better* understanding of his peers, but in the end he's literally incapable of moving on and ends up basically exactly where he started minus those 2 things. Realistic, great movie. But incredibly, incredibly sad, and nothing like what was advertised to me.
@transformersrevenge9Ай бұрын
Every day the voices tell me to end it all, so I can get a bit of peace and quiet. And every day I live my life in hedonistic ways, to get even a bit of enjoyment out of it. But should things get worse, I don't think I could go on.