Thank you so much for making this videos. I just discovered you today somehow, because that's how God works, you are just what I needed. I really been struggling this year with depression and knowing deep inside of me that I need to make a change, and really being hard on myself for not having the self-discipline/self love to make the changes that I know I need to make. It really is hard. Really hard. And you're right, the hard part is usually not shown. But I guess I can understand that because when I'm really going through it, I just want to be by myself. Thank you for coming into my living room today when I really need this message. 🙏
@yourluminaraofwisdom2 күн бұрын
oh wow, thank you so much for your honesty!! I appreciate it so much and I am sending so much love. Changes can be soooo scary and idk the mind can literally block all the good things... I am here with you. I feel this, too.
@jilliansechser2 күн бұрын
@angelschenni absolutely you are right about the mind. My mind has been blocking the good for me for far too long and I'm done with it. Started meditating every morning, found some really good guided gratitude meditations. I did one yesterday and literally my whole day was so great. I got phone calls and had interactions with people that left me feeling so happy and warm and full in my heart. Again, thank you for what you're doing. Just because we sometimes feel isolated, does not mean we are alone 💚
@yourluminaraofwisdom2 күн бұрын
@ oh wow! This is what I’m currently also praying for to recall to me: peace of mind, happiness..fulfillment. I just don’t understand why I constantly/ regularly and so often feel so alone and not fulfilled though I’m having my spiritual practices and everything…. Feels like God wants me to go even deeper
@jilliansechser2 күн бұрын
@@yourluminaraofwisdom I completely understand. I tend to isolate and block people out or make up things in my mind regarding what I think an outcome is going to be. I deal with a lot of social anxiety which I'm sure stems from feeling like I'm not good enough, having a lot of self-doubt just because of things I've gone through. It's really difficult. But then when the days are good, they are so good and I'm just so grateful for those moments. And I want more of them. God is also calling me to go deeper. I spent a lot of years numbing myself or distracting myself with work or working out and I don't have those distractions anymore and I'm just left with myself facing all this s***. Yeah it is hard. It's good to talk about it though with somebody who understands. I want more of the good days and I feel like communicating my thoughts and feelings honestly brings me closer to more of the good.
@yourluminaraofwisdom2 күн бұрын
@ oh my goodness who are you? Like I couldn’t have said it any better”better”. This is how I feel. And that’s also exactly what I’ve done!! Crazy!! How similar we feel. I’m sending love!! It’s so hard and I so deeply understand how you feel and what you’re going through. I’m here.