I know this is a tougher song, but it makes more sense of "Hope." Glad you gave it the time.
@chrismeyer78907 ай бұрын
You don't find NF, he finds you when you need him
@asherbaisden47511 ай бұрын
The saying goes you don’t find NF, NF finds you when you need his music most.
@sherylh257011 ай бұрын
I’m an empath and I can definitely feel how important this song was to you. Both my of daughters and my husband struggle with anxiety/depression and I have to help them thru their low times, so I can understand Nate’s struggles also. Try listening to Just Like You off the Clouds Mixtape-it’s an amazing song that will make you feel like one of us Outcasts! (And it’s an awesome community!!)
@tbt220411 ай бұрын
As a lot has probably commented that NF comes into your life when you need him. He helps a lot of people because they can relate to his music and it lets you know that you're not alone with your troubles. Take as many breaks as you need to. Don't push yourself to do something that you can't handle mentally. Much love to you from Denmark.
@wendyneria755711 ай бұрын
"physically abused, that's a room I don't wanna be in" really got me.
@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns11 ай бұрын
In this song we learn NF personifies his emotions. We met Fear and learned NF sleeps with Regret. These two will be back in future songs.
@MimiMyself11 ай бұрын
Hopefully this sheds some light on on Hope when old dark Nate Pushes new Nate into the Mansion 😎🤘
@heazseehousz442211 ай бұрын
It is said we all find NF not when we want to but NEED to, there are going to be hard track (don’t do how could you leave us on a bad day) But definitely keep in mind the Journey is very much one of Nate’s path through mental health. He has helped countless of his outcasts not just admit our issues but begin to address them!
@cbs574211 ай бұрын
Remember fear moving into his house when you get to Intro 3
@ericgonzales223711 ай бұрын
Trust me brother NF comes into your life when you need it. This will change your life, your channel and you will be able to deal with your mental struggles easier going through the journey. Trust the process. And the fans will be there for you
@eliahdayton344811 ай бұрын
This whole album is him going through therapy and his journey. We are privaliged to be able to come with him and go through therapy ourselves. Take what you can from these songs and try to leave the heartache behind for some of that sorrow isn't yours to bear. Walk through his valley of death and fear no evil. Take things at your pace. I will patiently wait for the next NF reaction. Take care and God be with you my man.
@themmzone251711 ай бұрын
Best musical artist out there. 🐐
@markg199411 ай бұрын
It's not even close
@michellelevert512811 ай бұрын
Omg I can’t wait to see you react to How Could You Leave Us. It’s gonna be a tough one, but you will learn a lot about NF’s pain.
@100pmistry11 ай бұрын
As someone who’s experienced abuse and witnessed it, his lyrics of abuse always get to me. I remember when my father stopped the vehicle and took out an iron steering lock. He beat my mother with it. Hearing her yell out in pain still haunts me and makes me angry 20+ years later. I don’t see myself ever letting that go. Whenever I see my father, I see an abuser. I don’t see someone worthy of respect or kindness. When I heard this song for the first time it allowed me to contextualize that feeling and remind me we’re not alone. After hearing all his albums many years ago, it helped me control and understand my emotions better.
@xRAGECXRCUSx11 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing, and im glad youve had time to heal, friend 🖤
@matthebner826411 ай бұрын
Have tissues for “ how could you leave us”
@TheKanaRenee11 ай бұрын
No one is ready for how could you leave us, ever
@TyBinegar10 ай бұрын
Big facts. @@TheKanaRenee
@saphira1840811 ай бұрын
NF finds you when you need it. It was the same for me. Helped to feel again. Great reaction!
@biodorkus11 ай бұрын
Woohoo, so glad you're going back to the beginning and taking the journey! 🙌 This one is tough (although nowhere near as tough as How Could You Leave Us), but it's essential to understanding Nate. Edit: Please take your time with the journey and take breaks as needed to preserve your mental health. NF is good with the album track order in following heavy tracks with more fun ones, but the journey might not have the same built in breaks. The fans are always happy to suggest lighter material as needed that won't spoil the overall story. ❤️
@Iamandymccabe4211 ай бұрын
LoneRanger, I ask one thing; don't hold anything back. If you're feeling it, feel it. Share if you're brave enough. Which you have been so far. This is an emotional "Journey". Embrace it, and I promise NF fall fans will embrace you. We're here along for this journey. Thanks for sharing it with us, and I HOPE you keep it up. Started with HOPE, just watched Intro, then this, with you. But I've been on my own NF Journey since 2016.
@C0CKFIGHT1211 ай бұрын
Mansion is a MASTERPIECE! Everything about NF, all the songs, come back to this. Completely overlooked by the mainstream.
@Mancjorot11 ай бұрын
NF sure has a visceral way with words and is brutally honest regarding his struggles, so I thought you contained yourself exceptionally well. You're right to be mindful listening to his other tracks as it can be counterproductive if you're not in the right headspace. Look after yourself Ben, stay strong and give mama and baba rage an extra big cuddle ❤.
@anthonybaldwin55510 ай бұрын
NF will never hurt your mental health. He will make you feel like you’re not alone because you’re not. NF has a beautiful way of bringing up things you’ve buried yourself and in doing so hopefully you are able to heal and move past those road blocks in order make some space for (as you mentioned) hope.
@dominiclara79911 ай бұрын
Hey yo, notice this hook at all... maybe in the song "HOPE", his hope album leading back to the beginning album trust the outcast bro, this is a long journey, but 100% worth it.
@kai_from_the_chi73137 ай бұрын
This song make me cry everytime cause its the first thing i heard after leaving my moms funeral at 14 im 17 rn im in so much emotional pain that i feel alone but when i listen to nf it help me process and face my fears and feeling without feeling judged so u should enjoy his music He will say everything he needs in 2 mins and bring you to tears 4:00
@jtomato716011 ай бұрын
I’m sorry to hear about your mental health. Anyways, I can promise you that this journey will help you heal, you will break down multiple times along the way (there are some songs 😀), but consider it like a therapy, because I figured myself out while listening to NF, dude changed my mindset completely
@coreyrice-zn4ey11 ай бұрын
Nf is amazing that's all I need to say bro.🤘
@scottralitz4211 ай бұрын
After listening to this numerous times, I think a music video would be almost too much for many people... Including myself!
@racheljarvis81611 ай бұрын
Did you notice this was the song playing in Hope!? Was waiting for you to make the connection!
@LivLuvLife85 ай бұрын
I absolutely love your true reaction. You are the first and only one that I have seen that just listened to it all the way thru and showed it. And you seemed truly taking it all in. I will definitely be listening to more of you!! Love love love this!!! Lol thank you. I’ve listened to MANY reactions and you are literally my #1!
@Sodaoczy11 ай бұрын
How could you leave us breaks me every time
@0UTmyMIND-DEVINE11 ай бұрын
NF is therapy music, humanity music. Art. I love his music.
@angelabordack11 ай бұрын
NF makes me feel like I’m not alone.
@M40A3CresT11 ай бұрын
If you really love emotional songs check out How could you leave us by NF
@miguelrodriguez872711 ай бұрын
You ain’t seen nothing yet, his albums is his time line of overcoming his mental state , REAL life story
@Lynds7711 ай бұрын
2500 VIEWS AND ONLY 250 LIKES? COME ON FRIENDS ❤ HIT THAT LIKE SHOW BEN HOW MUCH WE LO E HIS REN/SLEEP TOKEN/ NF JOURNEY
@Wondermom040311 ай бұрын
I really believe we all found NF exactly when we needed to! It may be scary to face your mental issues but his music is so incredibly healing! Im so happy for you! 🎉
@marlaynaradke833511 ай бұрын
Pls pls pls keep going on the journey. Welcome to the NF family. Your officially an Outcast(The Nf family name). Nf will touch your soul. There will be hurt and there will be bliss at times. Keep an open mind and an open heart and Nate may even help you grow/heal in your own private way. We're all here for you if you need us or have questions. Supreme reaction.❤ If you ever need a friend I'll be your friend. Your mental health and well being matters! I'm a trauma survivor, you are never alone.
@greatestdadever9811 ай бұрын
I was waiting to see if you'd catch the chorus being the melody from when he's pushed down into his "Mansion" in the hope video
@joelstitzer719911 ай бұрын
Welcome to NF. He is so good.
@abbynoel203011 ай бұрын
This song hits me every time! I can’t wait for you to listen to more it just gets better!!!!
@trent332210 ай бұрын
Man, I LOVE seeing people discover NF. When you said you were known to get emotional listening to music, I immediately had to check your NF playlist to see if you’ve reacted to “How Could You Leave Us” yet. His music will hurt, but I swear it is 1000000% worth it. His music changed my life. But, don’t be mislead into thinking all his music is sad, he’s got some heavy bangers. Real, Statement, No Name, THATS A JOKE, TRUST, Warm Up, The Search, etc. and my personal favorite heavy hitter is Careful. As Nate says “Enjoy the trip!”
@elsieflores197Ай бұрын
I can relate so hard because most of my childhood memories are out of reach for me
@acelcruz22211 ай бұрын
🔥🔥💯💯 Reaction NFrealmusic 💯, right there with you! The first two albums are the toughest to listen to, but it's amazing to listen to NF share our thoughts in his music, and feel as well as hear his growth!!
@1EnergyInMotion11 ай бұрын
Please somebody explain to me how this man has HUNDREDS of reactions in his channel and less than 7k subs.. bro, you are SO talented at this. Hoping you keep goin, assuming you will, and looking forward to that. You’re probably gonna be pulling a TON of NF subs here too. It’s a wonderful community. Thanks for joining us!
@Lynds7711 ай бұрын
Ben's honest - real, and just speaks the truth❤. He's an amazing soul
@MansterBear9 ай бұрын
He's at 8.3k now, so at least he's got some traction in the past couple months. I just found him for his NF Hope reaction and looked to see if he started the Journey or not. Pumped that he has!
@DesDes91510 ай бұрын
NF is a bloody legend, underrated by the critics and immortalized by the community.
@vz_ophazee71679 ай бұрын
this is the only song that gives me a lump in my throat been abused as a child its insane how its worded with the mansion been his head and whats going on inside….. his song are relateable to so many people his words saved me from leaving my partner and kids life sucks at times and us men just keep it bottled and keep moving forward but sooner or later your going to hit a road block with no way out #SpeakUp
@matthewdavis41811 ай бұрын
how could you leave us, is even more emotional. watch out for that one
@matthewdavis41811 ай бұрын
this is a cornerstone to nf, just like how you could leave us, therapy session and a few others.
@Horrble-pg1so10 ай бұрын
If this almost broke you, How Could You Leave Us will shatter you. Keep up the reactions!!! Subscribing.
@elizabethdunford542311 ай бұрын
You like clever? Intro III will blow your mind ❤
@kanishka032411 ай бұрын
Mansion is a tough one for sure. I did notice a couple times you were about to lose it so sending you love and a massive hug!
@goomah3511 ай бұрын
Awesome! Really enjoy how u react.
@TobiiRheaStarr6 ай бұрын
Another great reaction, I hadn’t heard this one before 🖤
@matthewdavis41811 ай бұрын
fear is an ongoing theme/villain throughout the journey
@sampanther885411 ай бұрын
Take care young man ❤️👍 has anyone heard anything from Amo yet?🤔 Thoughts are with him like many others ❤️
@sbizarro107711 ай бұрын
Well said. Appreciate your perspective. Peace
@maddielkaye11 ай бұрын
As fate would have it, I found NF at age 21, when I needed him the most, when I found myself pushing everyone away and allowing the world make me into a bad person. I was physically & sexually abused/tortured as a child, sexually assaulted as a pre-teen, and physically assaulted twice, one of those assaults resulting in a miscarriage caused by the sexual assault. All of this before I was 16. Needless to say I held a lot of hate in my heart, like Nate did, and I couldn’t deal. Like at ALL. I took the NF journey, opened my heart, and let go of the illusion of control. Now I’m 24 and I’m in a place I never believed I’d reach. HOPE was released at the tail end of my healing journey and helped me push through the last of the really bad stuff. That timing was definitely planned by someone 🙏🏻😊 I share all of this knowing that I’m only one of thousands who have been helped by this journey, and also because I can see by your emotion that this journey will be a huge blessing for you as well. Even through the parts that make you sob 😂 especially those parts!! I’m so happy you started it!! I’ve immersed myself in music that makes me feel heavily and think hard. I have a very long list, just let me know if you’re interested and I’m happy to share! I’m new to your channel so I’m not sure what exactly you’re into, but if emotion is important too you as well then you’d probably enjoy them! Love & grace to you!! Can’t wait to see more! 🙏🏻🤍
@ciarabrowning10 ай бұрын
you are so strong 🤍
@maddielkaye10 ай бұрын
@@ciarabrowning thank you 🙏🏻🤍
@brittneyscott464411 ай бұрын
You just became my favorite NF reactor thanks! Love your videos! Cant wait to see your journey!
@Cobb030610 ай бұрын
One of the things I love about NF is how relatable the music can be, and the journey it takes you on. He is truly talented
@Ginaarceci11 ай бұрын
Hey, Ben! How ya been? I haven't gotten any notifications for your videos recently and I decided to check your channel and what do you know!? KZbin unsubscribed me! Not that I can pick a favorite song by NF, bcuz he has so many amazing songs, but this one is definitely up there. It's so emotional and raw. So eloquently written! Takes you on a journey and you get pulled right in. I suffer from severe anxiety and PTSD with all of traumatic loss I've experienced. I lost my sister and brother 7 mths apart at age 32 and 34. My sister passed away from an overdose and my brother committed su1c1de. I'm the one who found him. When I first discovered NF years ago it was shortly after they passed away and it's opened up the floodgates ever since. As you said it just resonates with you. I'm glad that we have this amazing community here, that is loving and caring. I'm so grateful for you.
@jamesedwards954411 ай бұрын
Great reaction!!! Change and only BANGERS!!!
@counterfeit445011 ай бұрын
Gonna be following this reaction deep dive. Excited for you to get further on the journey man. I love watching people’s first time with NF, especially when they actually look deeper
@jeremyrhoades253511 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing. I don’t say this much but you may want to hold off on how could you leave us. It is not for a while but it is a song I don’t often listen to. Only with certain reactors and only occasionally. At least make sure your ready. Either way I’m down for this journey. I think you’ll love it.
@amandadalton186911 ай бұрын
Just watched ur reaction to "hope" which then led me to this reaction. You got a new subscriber. Hope you do the nf voyage...start from the beginning and then you will understand his lyrics in put puzzle pieces together, ik that doesn't make sense but hopefully you get what I'm trying to say lol. Do you like metalcore?
@xRAGECXRCUSx11 ай бұрын
BIG into metalcore my friend.
@amandadalton186911 ай бұрын
@thelonerager13 well, I really recommend you check out the band convictions. They are a band talks about real issues. This song is a fav of mine-its a true story song about a fan that had committed suicide kzbin.info/www/bejne/rofRmquGmJ5pfaMsi=Of-vByZ3c-tZZGDr
@RAWANXO11 ай бұрын
you should listen to "how could you leave us" it explains what happened to his mom.
@cameronashmore178411 ай бұрын
I don't know if you actually see the connection. but in "Hope" there is lyrics from this song. calling back to the journey he has been on and the actions he has taken to get to where he is at now.
@xRAGECXRCUSx11 ай бұрын
Yeah Hope was the first song ive ever heard by him. I took a gamble on the latest release. Now im 6 songs deep into "The Journey" 😂
@miller441mm11 ай бұрын
This song hooked me into nf. Its a tough and emotional journey. But its 1 million oercent worth it. NF has had some seriously tough times and helped me through some dark ones. I hope you do more because hes a genius. Thanks for a great and genuine reaction.
@SeizeDaCarp11 ай бұрын
Great reaction. This song is tough. On this journey if you need to shed a tear, do it. We all have. No judgement from the NF faithful.
@Buds1own11 ай бұрын
LOVE the reaction!! :) ♥ I am also brain damaged....... uhhgg... NO!!!! God is working with you!! :) “Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you believe in Him so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” ~ Romans 15:13
@musicmathchocolate11 ай бұрын
Thanks for doing this! P.S. The man who beat NF was his mom’s boyfriend. Also, pay attention to his talk about Fear moving in- important for later. I appreciate you sharing this!
@BrinaCameron6911 ай бұрын
should do "How Could You Leave Us"
@user-ew1vp7ut1o11 ай бұрын
intro 3 next
@Kasper_Roman_11 ай бұрын
Thank you for your wonderful reaction! I wish you to defeat what you are fighting! I'm joining your journey 🙏🤍
@Lynds7711 ай бұрын
@TheLoneRAGER YOU ARE AMAZING AND THE WORLDS BETTER WITH YOU IN IT
@brando877011 ай бұрын
Loving your NF reactions
@jessicacastro782411 ай бұрын
#like 🎉🎉🎉🎉
@NastyCrabcakes11 ай бұрын
💛
@BearsBeetsBattlestarGalactica111 ай бұрын
really enjoyed watching your reaction. NF is a tremendous artist. If you havent seen them already check out Citizen Soldier as well. Another great artist.
@elizabethdunford542311 ай бұрын
🔥
@iandavison370411 ай бұрын
This reminds me of Rens song Penitence ft. Molly McKinna ..different subject matter but very similar in vibe
@definiteb1ue11 ай бұрын
Mansion is one of my favourite songs of his. I really enjoy that you just let yourself experience the song and then talk about what resonated with you after.
@thebluecollarbibleguy511411 ай бұрын
I enjoy your reactions. I I don’t connect with music at all emotionally. So I watch other People react to music to try to grass what the artist was going forward. You do a great job at showing your reaction.
@christinabott-lamb178111 ай бұрын
I appreciate your reaction ❤
@0UTmyMIND-DEVINE11 ай бұрын
I agree. He put into words and even a great song, how our minds work. How we deal with trauma and deep pain. Wonderful reaction bro. Prayers uP
@gminusmark11 ай бұрын
So, Remember the Part of "Hope" where he fell through the floor? maybe go back & check that part now you've heard this
@bobtheturtle246411 ай бұрын
hitt vape every time you hear a fire bar
@invinciblefeelings143911 ай бұрын
this one hits hard
@ahiballa8811 ай бұрын
Just subscribed. Great reaction and analysis. Going to fun watching your experience with the journey.
@admcbc311 ай бұрын
He didnt get the reference from hope. But its ok. Sometimes as a new listener .. you miss NFs small easter eggs. You'll catch on ma dude.
@ClanFtf11 ай бұрын
One of my favorites
@matthewdavis41811 ай бұрын
not all of his songs are real heavy. but most of the lighter ones are later in the journey. especially with the mixtape and hope album
@bayounemesis309111 ай бұрын
Nf- My Stress is a good one
@user-pm3un8gl5l6 ай бұрын
Are you talking about just let me know something plz and thank you
@cme4me11 ай бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥
@opkronto3803Ай бұрын
Pls do how can u leave us
@dabeehner111 ай бұрын
Bro. I see your pain. I can see it. No matter where you are in life. I want to tell you. God loves you and he sees you. He wants you to know that he has started a work inside you and he will fulfill it. Lord, set this man free who goes by the #TheLoneRager. Be free in Jesus name. That which you binds you to the past, you are free from. That which you struggle with you are free from. I lift you up to the Lord and he has begun a work in you. Amen. NF is a Christian rapper or a rapper who is Christian. Either way, I found your channel because of it and I have begun to pray for you brother. God bless.
@dabeehner111 ай бұрын
Forgiveness is the key to freedom. Forgiveness sets you from those who have hurt you. Even those who may even deserve to not be forgiven. Unforgiveness binds you to the hurt.
@cjhines811 ай бұрын
Great reactions! If you want some more emotional and real music, and want your channel to keep growing, go react to some tom macdonald. HOG will come in flocks! Same as NF its a journey, start in the beginning with: dear rappers, and go in order, or not! they all will blow your mind. subbed for your NF journey, and hopefully tom too!
@rogersmith43410 ай бұрын
U know fleuri because it was on hope music video.
@lorahanks222910 ай бұрын
You should lose not to how could you leave us and then mama
@bethrich960211 ай бұрын
Wait till you get to “ How Could You Leave Us”…… it’s probably the hardest one to get through but WELL WORTH it……#OUTCAST 🖤🗝️🛒🤍🍿