ALMOST Broke Me. FIRST TIME HEARING! |NF - Mansion (Audio) ft. Fleurie| REACTION!

[@harbard_berserkr2952]

I know this is a tougher song, but it makes more sense of "Hope." Glad you gave it the time.

[@chrismeyer7890]

You don't find NF, he finds you when you need him

[@asherbaisden475]

The saying goes you don’t find NF, NF finds you when you need his music most.

[@sherylh2570]

I’m an empath and I can definitely feel how important this song was to you. Both my of daughters and my husband struggle with anxiety/depression and I have to help them thru their low times, so I can understand Nate’s struggles also. Try listening to Just Like You off the Clouds Mixtape-it’s an amazing song that will make you feel like one of us Outcasts! (And it’s an awesome community!!)

[@tbt2204]

As a lot has probably commented that NF comes into your life when you need him. He helps a lot of people because they can relate to his music and it lets you know that you're not alone with your troubles. Take as many breaks as you need to. Don't push yourself to do something that you can't handle mentally. Much love to you from Denmark.

[@wendyneria7557]

"physically abused, that's a room I don't wanna be in" really got me.

[@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns]

In this song we learn NF personifies his emotions. We met Fear and learned NF sleeps with Regret. These two will be back in future songs.

[@MimiMyself]

Hopefully this sheds some light on on Hope when old dark Nate Pushes new Nate into the Mansion 😎🤘

[@heazseehousz4422]

It is said we all find NF not when we want to but NEED to, there are going to be hard track (don’t do how could you leave us on a bad day) But definitely keep in mind the Journey is very much one of Nate’s path through mental health. He has helped countless of his outcasts not just admit our issues but begin to address them!

[@cbs5742]

Remember fear moving into his house when you get to Intro 3

[@ericgonzales2237]

Trust me brother NF comes into your life when you need it. This will change your life, your channel and you will be able to deal with your mental struggles easier going through the journey. Trust the process. And the fans will be there for you

[@eliahdayton3448]

This whole album is him going through therapy and his journey. We are privaliged to be able to come with him and go through therapy ourselves. Take what you can from these songs and try to leave the heartache behind for some of that sorrow isn't yours to bear. Walk through his valley of death and fear no evil. Take things at your pace. I will patiently wait for the next NF reaction. Take care and God be with you my man.

[@themmzone2517]

Best musical artist out there. 🐐

[@markg1994]

It's not even close

[@michellelevert5128]

Omg I can’t wait to see you react to How Could You Leave Us. It’s gonna be a tough one, but you will learn a lot about NF’s pain.

[@100pmistry]

As someone who’s experienced abuse and witnessed it, his lyrics of abuse always get to me. I remember when my father stopped the vehicle and took out an iron steering lock. He beat my mother with it. Hearing her yell out in pain still haunts me and makes me angry 20+ years later. I don’t see myself ever letting that go. Whenever I see my father, I see an abuser. I don’t see someone worthy of respect or kindness. When I heard this song for the first time it allowed me to contextualize that feeling and remind me we’re not alone. After hearing all his albums many years ago, it helped me control and understand my emotions better.

[@xRAGECXRCUSx]

Thank you for sharing, and im glad youve had time to heal, friend 🖤

[@matthebner8264]

Have tissues for “ how could you leave us”

[@TheKanaRenee]

No one is ready for how could you leave us, ever

[@TyBinegar]

Big facts. @@TheKanaRenee

[@saphira18408]

NF finds you when you need it. It was the same for me. Helped to feel again. Great reaction!

[@biodorkus]

Woohoo, so glad you're going back to the beginning and taking the journey! 🙌 This one is tough (although nowhere near as tough as How Could You Leave Us), but it's essential to understanding Nate. Edit: Please take your time with the journey and take breaks as needed to preserve your mental health. NF is good with the album track order in following heavy tracks with more fun ones, but the journey might not have the same built in breaks. The fans are always happy to suggest lighter material as needed that won't spoil the overall story. ❤️

[@Iamandymccabe42]

LoneRanger, I ask one thing; don't hold anything back. If you're feeling it, feel it. Share if you're brave enough. Which you have been so far. This is an emotional "Journey". Embrace it, and I promise NF fall fans will embrace you. We're here along for this journey. Thanks for sharing it with us, and I HOPE you keep it up. Started with HOPE, just watched Intro, then this, with you. But I've been on my own NF Journey since 2016.

[@C0CKFIGHT12]

Mansion is a MASTERPIECE! Everything about NF, all the songs, come back to this. Completely overlooked by the mainstream.

[@Mancjorot]

NF sure has a visceral way with words and is brutally honest regarding his struggles, so I thought you contained yourself exceptionally well. You're right to be mindful listening to his other tracks as it can be counterproductive if you're not in the right headspace. Look after yourself Ben, stay strong and give mama and baba rage an extra big cuddle ❤.

[@anthonybaldwin555]

NF will never hurt your mental health. He will make you feel like you’re not alone because you’re not. NF has a beautiful way of bringing up things you’ve buried yourself and in doing so hopefully you are able to heal and move past those road blocks in order make some space for (as you mentioned) hope.

[@dominiclara799]

Hey yo, notice this hook at all... maybe in the song "HOPE", his hope album leading back to the beginning album trust the outcast bro, this is a long journey, but 100% worth it.

[@kai_from_the_chi7313]

This song make me cry everytime cause its the first thing i heard after leaving my moms funeral at 14 im 17 rn im in so much emotional pain that i feel alone but when i listen to nf it help me process and face my fears and feeling without feeling judged so u should enjoy his music He will say everything he needs in 2 mins and bring you to tears 4:00

[@jtomato7160]

I’m sorry to hear about your mental health. Anyways, I can promise you that this journey will help you heal, you will break down multiple times along the way (there are some songs 😀), but consider it like a therapy, because I figured myself out while listening to NF, dude changed my mindset completely

[@coreyrice-zn4ey]

Nf is amazing that's all I need to say bro.🤘

[@scottralitz42]

After listening to this numerous times, I think a music video would be almost too much for many people... Including myself!

[@racheljarvis816]

Did you notice this was the song playing in Hope!? Was waiting for you to make the connection!

[@LivLuvLife8]

I absolutely love your true reaction. You are the first and only one that I have seen that just listened to it all the way thru and showed it. And you seemed truly taking it all in. I will definitely be listening to more of you!! Love love love this!!! Lol thank you. I’ve listened to MANY reactions and you are literally my #1!

[@Sodaoczy]

How could you leave us breaks me every time

[@0UTmyMIND-DEVINE]

NF is therapy music, humanity music. Art. I love his music.

[@angelabordack]

NF makes me feel like I’m not alone.

[@M40A3CresT]

If you really love emotional songs check out How could you leave us by NF

[@miguelrodriguez8727]

You ain’t seen nothing yet, his albums is his time line of overcoming his mental state , REAL life story

[@Lynds77]

2500 VIEWS AND ONLY 250 LIKES? COME ON FRIENDS ❤ HIT THAT LIKE SHOW BEN HOW MUCH WE LO E HIS REN/SLEEP TOKEN/ NF JOURNEY

[@Wondermom0403]

I really believe we all found NF exactly when we needed to! It may be scary to face your mental issues but his music is so incredibly healing! Im so happy for you! 🎉

[@marlaynaradke8335]

Pls pls pls keep going on the journey. Welcome to the NF family. Your officially an Outcast(The Nf family name). Nf will touch your soul. There will be hurt and there will be bliss at times. Keep an open mind and an open heart and Nate may even help you grow/heal in your own private way. We're all here for you if you need us or have questions. Supreme reaction.❤ If you ever need a friend I'll be your friend. Your mental health and well being matters! I'm a trauma survivor, you are never alone.

[@greatestdadever98]

I was waiting to see if you'd catch the chorus being the melody from when he's pushed down into his "Mansion" in the hope video

[@joelstitzer7199]

Welcome to NF. He is so good.

[@abbynoel2030]

This song hits me every time! I can’t wait for you to listen to more it just gets better!!!!

[@trent3322]

Man, I LOVE seeing people discover NF. When you said you were known to get emotional listening to music, I immediately had to check your NF playlist to see if you’ve reacted to “How Could You Leave Us” yet. His music will hurt, but I swear it is 1000000% worth it. His music changed my life. But, don’t be mislead into thinking all his music is sad, he’s got some heavy bangers. Real, Statement, No Name, THATS A JOKE, TRUST, Warm Up, The Search, etc. and my personal favorite heavy hitter is Careful. As Nate says “Enjoy the trip!”

[@elsieflores197]

I can relate so hard because most of my childhood memories are out of reach for me

[@acelcruz222]

🔥🔥💯💯 Reaction NFrealmusic 💯, right there with you! The first two albums are the toughest to listen to, but it's amazing to listen to NF share our thoughts in his music, and feel as well as hear his growth!!

[@1EnergyInMotion]

Please somebody explain to me how this man has HUNDREDS of reactions in his channel and less than 7k subs.. bro, you are SO talented at this. Hoping you keep goin, assuming you will, and looking forward to that. You’re probably gonna be pulling a TON of NF subs here too. It’s a wonderful community. Thanks for joining us!

[@Lynds77]

Ben's honest - real, and just speaks the truth❤. He's an amazing soul

[@MansterBear]

He's at 8.3k now, so at least he's got some traction in the past couple months. I just found him for his NF Hope reaction and looked to see if he started the Journey or not. Pumped that he has!

[@DesDes915]

NF is a bloody legend, underrated by the critics and immortalized by the community.

[@vz_ophazee7167]

this is the only song that gives me a lump in my throat been abused as a child its insane how its worded with the mansion been his head and whats going on inside….. his song are relateable to so many people his words saved me from leaving my partner and kids life sucks at times and us men just keep it bottled and keep moving forward but sooner or later your going to hit a road block with no way out #SpeakUp

[@matthewdavis418]

how could you leave us, is even more emotional. watch out for that one

[@matthewdavis418]

this is a cornerstone to nf, just like how you could leave us, therapy session and a few others.

[@Horrble-pg1so]

If this almost broke you, How Could You Leave Us will shatter you. Keep up the reactions!!! Subscribing.

[@elizabethdunford5423]

You like clever? Intro III will blow your mind ❤

[@kanishka0324]

Mansion is a tough one for sure. I did notice a couple times you were about to lose it so sending you love and a massive hug!

[@goomah35]

Awesome! Really enjoy how u react.

[@TobiiRheaStarr]

Another great reaction, I hadn’t heard this one before 🖤

[@matthewdavis418]

fear is an ongoing theme/villain throughout the journey

[@sampanther8854]

Take care young man ❤️👍 has anyone heard anything from Amo yet?🤔 Thoughts are with him like many others ❤️

[@sbizarro1077]

Well said. Appreciate your perspective. Peace

[@maddielkaye]

As fate would have it, I found NF at age 21, when I needed him the most, when I found myself pushing everyone away and allowing the world make me into a bad person. I was physically & sexually abused/tortured as a child, sexually assaulted as a pre-teen, and physically assaulted twice, one of those assaults resulting in a miscarriage caused by the sexual assault. All of this before I was 16. Needless to say I held a lot of hate in my heart, like Nate did, and I couldn’t deal. Like at ALL. I took the NF journey, opened my heart, and let go of the illusion of control. Now I’m 24 and I’m in a place I never believed I’d reach. HOPE was released at the tail end of my healing journey and helped me push through the last of the really bad stuff. That timing was definitely planned by someone 🙏🏻😊 I share all of this knowing that I’m only one of thousands who have been helped by this journey, and also because I can see by your emotion that this journey will be a huge blessing for you as well. Even through the parts that make you sob 😂 especially those parts!! I’m so happy you started it!! I’ve immersed myself in music that makes me feel heavily and think hard. I have a very long list, just let me know if you’re interested and I’m happy to share! I’m new to your channel so I’m not sure what exactly you’re into, but if emotion is important too you as well then you’d probably enjoy them! Love & grace to you!! Can’t wait to see more! 🙏🏻🤍

[@ciarabrowning]

you are so strong 🤍

[@maddielkaye]

@@ciarabrowning thank you 🙏🏻🤍

[@brittneyscott4644]

You just became my favorite NF reactor thanks! Love your videos! Cant wait to see your journey!

[@Cobb0306]

One of the things I love about NF is how relatable the music can be, and the journey it takes you on. He is truly talented

[@Ginaarceci]

Hey, Ben! How ya been? I haven't gotten any notifications for your videos recently and I decided to check your channel and what do you know!? KZbin unsubscribed me! Not that I can pick a favorite song by NF, bcuz he has so many amazing songs, but this one is definitely up there. It's so emotional and raw. So eloquently written! Takes you on a journey and you get pulled right in. I suffer from severe anxiety and PTSD with all of traumatic loss I've experienced. I lost my sister and brother 7 mths apart at age 32 and 34. My sister passed away from an overdose and my brother committed su1c1de. I'm the one who found him. When I first discovered NF years ago it was shortly after they passed away and it's opened up the floodgates ever since. As you said it just resonates with you. I'm glad that we have this amazing community here, that is loving and caring. I'm so grateful for you.

[@jamesedwards9544]

Great reaction!!! Change and only BANGERS!!!

[@counterfeit4450]

Gonna be following this reaction deep dive. Excited for you to get further on the journey man. I love watching people’s first time with NF, especially when they actually look deeper

[@jeremyrhoades2535]

Thank you for sharing. I don’t say this much but you may want to hold off on how could you leave us. It is not for a while but it is a song I don’t often listen to. Only with certain reactors and only occasionally. At least make sure your ready. Either way I’m down for this journey. I think you’ll love it.

[@amandadalton1869]

Just watched ur reaction to "hope" which then led me to this reaction. You got a new subscriber. Hope you do the nf voyage...start from the beginning and then you will understand his lyrics in put puzzle pieces together, ik that doesn't make sense but hopefully you get what I'm trying to say lol. Do you like metalcore?

[@xRAGECXRCUSx]

BIG into metalcore my friend.

[@amandadalton1869]

@thelonerager13 well, I really recommend you check out the band convictions. They are a band talks about real issues. This song is a fav of mine-its a true story song about a fan that had committed suicide kzbin.info/www/bejne/rofRmquGmJ5pfaMsi=Of-vByZ3c-tZZGDr

[@RAWANXO]

you should listen to "how could you leave us" it explains what happened to his mom.

[@cameronashmore1784]

I don't know if you actually see the connection. but in "Hope" there is lyrics from this song. calling back to the journey he has been on and the actions he has taken to get to where he is at now.

[@xRAGECXRCUSx]

Yeah Hope was the first song ive ever heard by him. I took a gamble on the latest release. Now im 6 songs deep into "The Journey" 😂

[@miller441mm]

This song hooked me into nf. Its a tough and emotional journey. But its 1 million oercent worth it. NF has had some seriously tough times and helped me through some dark ones. I hope you do more because hes a genius. Thanks for a great and genuine reaction.

[@SeizeDaCarp]

Great reaction. This song is tough. On this journey if you need to shed a tear, do it. We all have. No judgement from the NF faithful.

[@Buds1own]

LOVE the reaction!! :) ♥ I am also brain damaged....... uhhgg... NO!!!! God is working with you!! :) “Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you believe in Him so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” ~ Romans 15:13

[@musicmathchocolate]

Thanks for doing this! P.S. The man who beat NF was his mom’s boyfriend. Also, pay attention to his talk about Fear moving in- important for later. I appreciate you sharing this!

[@BrinaCameron69]

should do "How Could You Leave Us"

[@user-ew1vp7ut1o]

intro 3 next

[@Kasper_Roman_]

Thank you for your wonderful reaction! I wish you to defeat what you are fighting! I'm joining your journey 🙏🤍

[@Lynds77]

@TheLoneRAGER YOU ARE AMAZING AND THE WORLDS BETTER WITH YOU IN IT

[@brando8770]

Loving your NF reactions

[@jessicacastro7824]

#like 🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@NastyCrabcakes]

💛

[@BearsBeetsBattlestarGalactica1]

really enjoyed watching your reaction. NF is a tremendous artist. If you havent seen them already check out Citizen Soldier as well. Another great artist.

[@elizabethdunford5423]

🔥

[@iandavison3704]

This reminds me of Rens song Penitence ft. Molly McKinna ..different subject matter but very similar in vibe

[@definiteb1ue]

Mansion is one of my favourite songs of his. I really enjoy that you just let yourself experience the song and then talk about what resonated with you after.

[@thebluecollarbibleguy5114]

I enjoy your reactions. I I don’t connect with music at all emotionally. So I watch other People react to music to try to grass what the artist was going forward. You do a great job at showing your reaction.

[@christinabott-lamb1781]

I appreciate your reaction ❤

[@0UTmyMIND-DEVINE]

I agree. He put into words and even a great song, how our minds work. How we deal with trauma and deep pain. Wonderful reaction bro. Prayers uP

[@gminusmark]

So, Remember the Part of "Hope" where he fell through the floor? maybe go back & check that part now you've heard this

[@bobtheturtle2464]

hitt vape every time you hear a fire bar

[@invinciblefeelings1439]

this one hits hard

[@ahiballa88]

Just subscribed. Great reaction and analysis. Going to fun watching your experience with the journey.

[@admcbc3]

He didnt get the reference from hope. But its ok. Sometimes as a new listener .. you miss NFs small easter eggs. You'll catch on ma dude.

[@ClanFtf]

One of my favorites

[@matthewdavis418]

not all of his songs are real heavy. but most of the lighter ones are later in the journey. especially with the mixtape and hope album

[@bayounemesis3091]

Nf- My Stress is a good one

[@user-pm3un8gl5l]

Are you talking about just let me know something plz and thank you

[@cme4me]

🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@opkronto3803]

Pls do how can u leave us

[@dabeehner1]

Bro. I see your pain. I can see it. No matter where you are in life. I want to tell you. God loves you and he sees you. He wants you to know that he has started a work inside you and he will fulfill it. Lord, set this man free who goes by the #TheLoneRager. Be free in Jesus name. That which you binds you to the past, you are free from. That which you struggle with you are free from. I lift you up to the Lord and he has begun a work in you. Amen. NF is a Christian rapper or a rapper who is Christian. Either way, I found your channel because of it and I have begun to pray for you brother. God bless.

[@dabeehner1]

Forgiveness is the key to freedom. Forgiveness sets you from those who have hurt you. Even those who may even deserve to not be forgiven. Unforgiveness binds you to the hurt.

[@cjhines8]

Great reactions! If you want some more emotional and real music, and want your channel to keep growing, go react to some tom macdonald. HOG will come in flocks! Same as NF its a journey, start in the beginning with: dear rappers, and go in order, or not! they all will blow your mind. subbed for your NF journey, and hopefully tom too!

[@rogersmith434]

U know fleuri because it was on hope music video.

[@lorahanks2229]

You should lose not to how could you leave us and then mama

[@bethrich9602]

Wait till you get to “ How Could You Leave Us”…… it’s probably the hardest one to get through but WELL WORTH it……#OUTCAST 🖤🗝️🛒🤍🍿