Alone In The Operating Room

[@ellieandjared]

We love you and we're grateful for you. I know we've said it so much, but your words and kindness have helped us. Thank you for being with our family during this time.

[@annataylor8471]

Ellie and Jared Hope Ellie feels better soon xxxxx❤️❤️

[@claudiatrinidad3345]

Ellie and Jared I love you guys so much I pray for you guys every night 💖xoxo

[@chloebarker8970]

Ellie and Jared you guys are such an amazing family! My heart goes out for you guys ❤️

[@meganeinwiller782]

Hope you feel better soon Ellie, My prayers are with you 💕

[@stephanievalentin8695]

We're grateful for you guys! Listen to King of my heart! It has encouraged me in diffiuclt times!

[@ashleymo793]

I'm tearing up as Ellie sobs that she was alone. I hate seeing her so sad because I can't reach through the screen and hug her.

[@seylerfam7025]

Ashley Vandersteen I understand what you mean! My heart just broke for her.

[@mackenziev8123]

Ashley Vandersteen Ik this is late but I was confused on why she was there

[@seylerfam7025]

Kenzie Vlogs she had a miscarriage and they were doing a D & C

[@mackenziev8123]

*Felt

[@gracecoghlan4900]

Ashley Vandersteen I know what you mean I'm crying

[@EliseWheeler]

okay so how do i find myself a jared

[@hol0966]

Elise Wheeler 😀me too!!💓

[@careip]

You join the Mormon church, say your prayers and live it.

[@ohGrPuppy]

Join the Mormon church ☺️ this is how most true Mormon men are.

[@KaylaJohnson1995]

Let's ask Ellie :)

[@CandTsmama]

I have a Jared. Although he is more like Joel, Bonnie' s husband who may not do the big showy gestures but shows by his actions every day how much he adores her. Didn't meet my husband at church, just through friends. You can find good men everywhere

[@haleighschetter2756]

Wow hearing her cry like that was really painful

[@aliciastepp5385]

The raw emotion in the vlogs lately is beautiful. Ellie flipping off the camera is perfect. We wouldn't want it any other way. I can't imagine how you're feeling but we all love you so much ❤️

[@ADeliciousMess]

my first three pregnancies ended this way... my fourth pregnancy ended with a beautiful baby girl that was still. :( I almost gave up. I took a break for a couple of years and now I have four amazing kids, and two grand babies. Ellie you are beautiful, brave, kind,strong, and loving. I know you'll have another little one running around the house soon. Give your mind, body, and spirit a little time to heal.

[@selma9415]

Linda this is so sweet and beautiful! 😍💖 And i'm so glad that now you have kids,i really hope they are healthy and happy.. 😙 you're best mommy ever! 💖

[@mckinleyuntamed]

Oh, sweet Ellie! I know you wanted Jared to be by your side during the procedure but just know we are all with you through this thing. All of your emotions are valid and I admire your vulnerability. You are amazing, woman!

[@giannigomez06]

mckinley darling I

[@seemalamir192]

mckinley darling your right

[@supercutepugsandunicorns1082]

mckinley darling what was actually happening I haven't watched in 2 years

[@mckinleyuntamed]

Super cute pugs And unicorns 101! Well she had a miscarriage and had to get a procedure done to get rid of excess lining,etc from inside her from the incomplete pregnancy....what are you doing not watching E&J for 2 years?? Sounds to me like you need to catch up again lol

[@lauracallan3497]

mckinley darling I

[@laylagross8998]

To all the People out there, find yourself a 'Jared'. Someone who will take care of you and love you no matter what. I love you Ellie an Jared

[@ZoesZoo]

I'm amazed at your guys' vulnerability in letting us be there with you after, letting us see your anger and your grief. My heart breaks for you Ellie, I'm so sorry you had to be alone in that room, I could feel the pain in your voice in my gut; I hope this never happens to you again. I hope you feel God's comfort and peace and contentment despite it all.

[@ZoesZoo]

And added note, or question ... Do you guys have any idea what the cause has been for your 2 miscarriages? I'm not sure if it's possible to figure that out but I just wondered ...

[@AllThingsTrueCrime]

Zoe Tuinman Ellie has PCOS. Xo

[@sweettreatsyt]

Can't begin to imagine all the mixed emotions you're going through. Please don't feel obligated to vlog if you're not up for it, we all understand and are here for you always! Stay strong ❤️

[@CulpFiction]

Completely agree. If you need it, please, please take time for yourselves.

[@Caitlin.S]

I totally agree. If you decide to take a break we will all be here when you guys come back.

[@hansikkamuraleetharan13]

SweetTreats totally agree! Just take your time.And rest! Do whatever makes you happy

[@julielopez8541]

SweetTreats You are so right Ellie I understand what you are going though my first ever baby had to leave the world called earth as well :( If you need time off you take it,Heck if you need to take a month off take a month off... take as much time off that you need.

[@danip2476]

what does ellie have again that makes is hard for her to have babies, i forgot

[@skytravis4]

Broke my heart watching this. I literally had to stop watching and just bawled. Such a strong woman.

[@maryalice0790]

Ellie is just so beautiful. I love how you threw your camera and flipped us off. I just love the realness of this. I am so sorry for your loss and I am so angry with you. I love you and your beautiful family

[@widmannwidmann1728]

I couldn't hold in the tears. Jared is the BEST husband and comforter I need someone like him!

[@leahbamxo]

I don't know if I have ever seen a YT video where I cried as much as this one. My heart is absolutely shattered after seeing the clip in the hospital. I said it on the past videos, but I have no idea what this feels like so I cannot relate, but we can just see and hear the emotions you guys are going through (I know this is only a fraction of what we see). It breaks my heart. Stay strong and remember we'll always be here for you guys. Just do what you have to do. I'm so sorry, Ellie and Jared and fam!

[@weavert6829]

Continued prayers for your family. My 2 year old saw me watching this video and said "That mama has a hurt heart. Her heart hurt." His sweet words surprised me. He went on to say "That daddy gives her nice kisses and hugs!" You do have a wonderful husband and family to support you. Sending you lots of love from my family.

[@ellieandjared]

What a sweet boy! Thanks for sharing this. = )

[@weavert6829]

Ellie and Jared ❤❤❤❤❤

[@oliviacesefske2568]

Awwww. I love this. You have such a sweet baby

[@EmmaWileyawesome]

This makes me heart hurt so much 😭

[@MrWilo1110]

Emma Wiley, 😢😭😦🙁

[@josiefalk17]

Emma Wiley ikr I almost cried when she was crying.

[@allie]

Ellie my heart just breaks for you. I wish I could just hug you and hug you some more. You are so strong and honestly just an amazing mother to your boys and incredible wife to Jared. Your strength is that I only dream of having. You both are such amazing people and I know only good will head your way. Char and I love you both. Please don't ever hesitate to reach out. Love, hugs, and beautiful vibes your way

[@ellieandjared]

Thank you!

[@tminus]

Your little "battle wound" on your wall is a semicolon. So it's awesome, it's a sign that this isn't the end of your story, and not the end of babies. You got this, mama. You are going through so much, but you are so strong. ❤️

[@MyLoeske]

Brooke T what is that mark

[@MyLoeske]

How did it came there

[@tminus]

She threw the camera at the wall. She said it in the video....

[@rachaelmedeiros3179]

Oh my gosh yes! I'm so glad you noticed it's a semicolon:) That's so sweet

[@samantha3156]

And she is pregnant again!!!

[@nellieleigh228]

I'm so heart broken for you, I remember the pain after the operation....both physically and mentally. I remember that feeling when I came round crying my eyes out, telling the nurse it hurt where my baby was, hating the fact that they made me do it alone. That pain trying to pee afterwards and needing to pee every 5 seconds because of the fluids they put through the IV. In the UK they call it an Evacuation of retained products of conception...such a delightful name. Let the anger out Ellie....that's what ruined my marriage, trying to be strong and holding it all in. The tender moments with the boys kissing you at the beginning was so lovely. I don't have any kids and I know they must give you comfort, pour your love into them and Jared. And don't worry about us.....take a break if you need to! Prayers are with you xxxxxxx

[@babiesluvnursery313]

my prayers are for you as well. Blessings and Love. Karen

[@busylizzi91]

I hope you get better soon Ellie

[@avrilbissell930]

Nellie, I am so sorry for your loss, and how it affected your life. My thoughts are with you x

[@avrilbissell930]

You have a fantastic family and friends and they are all supporting you when you need them. I thought it was lovely that Bonnie and Joel wanted to be there when you got home. You are both loved so much by your beautiful boys, and it was a special time with them at the beginning of this vlog. It was wonderful to be able to see that. You both love each other so much, and that is so very clear to see. Penny loves you all unconditionally, what a sweet dog she is, and it shows how much you love her, when you wished for her to be with you Ellie. My heart breaks seeing you both at this sad time, but know that we are all with you. You let us into your life on a daily basis, which takes a lot of guts. I will always be here supporting you from the UK, please accept my best wishes for now and the future. Sleep and rest easy Ellie, I know Jared will look after you, as he loves so much and your beautiful boys adore their wonderful mum. Both of you take as much time as you need to. Xxx Kind wishes Avril Xxx

[@carmenliu3087]

i never seen Ellie cry that much before poor Ellie God bless you

[@celinek4527]

The mark on your wall looks like a semi colon and a semi colon means that you could have ended but chose to keep going. You are so strong and we all love you keep your head up and I pray that good things head your way soon ❤💕

[@erikawear]

celine k I love this.

[@MyLoeske]

celine k i didnt get it how the mark came there?

[@AbbyAdams94]

Marloes one day she threw the camera at the wall and the camera left a mark on her wall

[@Busynfabulous]

Totally thought the same thing

[@MoreCoffeePlease.]

celine k this comment is so beautiful and has me sobbing

[@loringtoney]

That dent in the wall looks a lot like a semi colon. A semi colon is used when an author could've ended his sentence but chose not to. I think this is gods sign that your sentence isn't over, it's just beginning. Praying for your family.

[@Kateymae5]

I was just going to point that out. Glad someone else noticed it too!

[@holstahipz]

I noticed too. I have a semi colon tattoo for this reason... 8 years ttc baby number 1. 5 miscarriages and 2 D&Cs. We couldn't afford IVF so we gave up. I fell into a dark dark place and the semi colon project got me through x

[@katem5260]

cute!!!!! I agree

[@terriwallace9921]

Loring Toney that was such a pound Profound statement, loved it made me tear up.

[@pileofgoodthings]

Because I'm not christian I dont believe it but I still think thats the cutest thing ever

[@jeanlee1911]

I feel for you. my second pregnancy I had a misscarrage of twin girls, I was 6 months pregnant but they stopped growing at 4 months(the doctors didn't know)(30years ago). I was all by my self because my husband couldn't deal with it and left for 2 weeks, I also had a 1 year old. Prayers to you sweet Ellie. I went on to have 2 more boys and a little girl. God has a plan we just don't know.

[@khamzicrz]

Jean Lee Sorry to hear that, but what a man is he that he left you when you needed him the most? I dont understand such people :(

[@sarahstreckeisen326]

That is heartbreaking! I am so sorry!

[@janeforst8464]

Jean Lee I'm so sorry for the pain you had to deal with during your loss. My son stopped growing too. I was 8 months along and I was also alone. Mine couldn't break away from work; he said he was too busy. It's utter agony to be so alone and I have a feeling that there are more women out there in the situation you and I were in. I'm so thankful that Ellie has such a wonderful and caring husband in Jared. He's one special guy.

[@alehandracbvlogs4432]

Jean Lee I'm so sorry to hear that

[@yeisha19]

This has been the most heartbreaking video I've seen of Ellie and Jared :(

[@Angelleb05]

I pray your next pregnancy goes to full term and is healthy! Perhaps this procedure was needed from the get go, so baby has healthy tissue to hang on to ❤️❤️❤️

[@wendygardner7733]

Angelleb05 exactly!

[@ItsKelsiesLife]

Prayers for you Ellie ❤️ I know this pain too and wouldn't wish it on anyone. Much love to you, Jared and the boys!

[@smailamzale5414]

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[@brynnrenee123]

My son (4.5) and I watch your videos together every day and we both cried watching this. I am so sorry you are going through this. Lots of love and hugs to all of you ❤️

[@coco6816]

Brynn Roemer did your son understand what was going on?

[@aripag1215]

Lilly Brock i was suprised she put her middle finger up arnt they Mormon?

[@Summernightsprettysights]

Ari Pag Yeah, but even Mormons make mistakes once in a while. Thanks 4 warning me.

[@Lazykitty261]

Ari Pag Mormons aren't perfect and flipping off isn't against anything we teach . We just try not to

[@brynnrenee123]

Starbucks Queen yes because he asked me a lot of questions and I answered them honestly.

[@SJBlogs]

oh my god, what a throwback. I had D&C 2015 and have had 2 babies since, but honestly? It still hurts when seeing things like this. Ellie you are a lovely and strong woman. Sending you lots of love!

[@bushcraftbaxter]

The pain is settled, the mind is clearing, and it's time to wait for the future to come.

[@audreyserranovlogs528]

When i saw ellie cry it broke my heart into pieces

[@mommyoftoomanywilson6745]

Audrey Serrano Vlogs I know :( I lost it when I saw/heard her. So sorry for their loss.

[@ToenjesFamilyVlogs]

Ive been here done that with a miscarriage in 2005. So sorry, I KNOW its HARD :(

[@ToenjesFamilyVlogs]

I woke up CRYING as well after my D&C :( So sorry

[@NancyMartin-bt6gy]

May i ask what it is?

[@sambagwell6782]

I feel your pain. I've had two miscarriages and they are the worst things I would ever go through.

[@peace-hf3ej]

5timesthefun please sub to autumn the gymnast

[@ramajiramaji415]

ooi

[@SamanthaPaugels]

The heartbreak in this video is so raw and true. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. Waking up alone after any surgery is always the worst for me. Hugs and prayers for healing and understanding.

[@melconroy5738]

I cried so much watching this! Hardest thing anyone would have to do. Im sorry Ellie they didnt let Jared with you. I love you guys and sending you all lots of love.

[@sierrajohnston3334]

i seriously think it would be best if you guys just took a break from youtube so you can cope and spend time with your family. we'd all understand❤️

[@amielawson8344]

I think we are seeing a side of Ellie she never shares, like admitting to throwing the camera, giving the middle finger, etc. I feel like they aren't themselves on the regular vlogs.

[@MyLoeske]

Amie Lawson i think they are everything. Getting true those emotions and having so much pain brings up another side like anger and pain.

[@amandahakes2226]

I think that we all just have a lot of sides to each of us. The vulnerable sides are hard to share. I'm grateful she chose to share hers on this day.

[@hazelvillegas5786]

💞

[@desiraep.4018]

They are the themselves in all of these videos, however going through multiple miscarriages change you and you definitely go through a huge roller coaster of emotions. It was brave and amazing of them to show the reality of these emotions. I know as I am experiencing my second miscarriage right now.

[@courtneysnell]

I cried so much for you Ellie. A family that I babysit for has gone through the same thing many times before and I understand how hard it must be. I will definitely keep you in my prayers as well as your family. The way Jared was comforting you Ellie made my heart melt.

[@bushcraftbaxter]

This is one thing I fear in marriage and having kids. But I know God is on my side.

[@michellesunshinestar]

I know, right me too!! I'd have to have a C-section. I got a divorce so my ex could have children with somebody else.

[@merlyrodriguez64]

God is on Ellie side too.. this isn't a punishment from God. there is a plan for all of this. her rainbow 🌈is coming and it will be amazing all in God's timing

[@babiesluvnursery313]

AMEN I AGREE

[@sharonschofield7466]

Bushcraft Baxter e

[@nanmari9362]

Alexa I agree with you in the name of jesus!

[@aneiropa]

I'm so very, very sorry for your loss. Such a difficult road to travel. Our family has been down the same road, unfortunately. But, the love and support that you give each other will help you through this. Much love and prayers for healing and peace.

[@tumblelife4746]

I can't imagine all the mixed emotions you are going through. When Jared was holding Ellie in his arms when she was crying I got teary because it was an emotional moment. Ellie is so lucky to have Jared to put his arms around Ellie. We all love you Ellie , stay strong💞💜❤️

[@KarensKidd]

bonnie is so adorable! it seems just like shes being protective and looking out for her youngest sister😭😍💕

[@crystaljent6747]

Dogs are so comfortable to have around when dealing with situations like this, they comfort you, I've been In your shoes back 2009 ,also when in lost my dad last year my dogs help me so much on the depression and anxiety god bless you both

[@brookesinnott3238]

Watching this video a year later and I still got chocked up, a year can seriously do so much to someone. I am beyond grateful baby tommy Joel is here and healthy, he truly is an angel baby💗

[@Edangel14-421]

Thank you for such raw footage. I was so moved by Ellie after her procedure and allowing us to see the pain and also the healing process. Lots of prayers, love and hugs❤

[@Kierby94]

Bawled my eyes out. I'm thankful you guys share even the heartbreak in your journey. One day you're going to get your rainbow baby!

[@ladysarah3000]

The raw emotion in this is overwhelming.. I’ve only been watching Ellie and Jared for a few months and I came back to this video. Ellie is so brave for putting that just heart wrenching, broken hearted few moments with us when she’s crying after the procedure.

[@michellelynnhall7869]

Oh, I'm so sorry! I had that exact same reaction after I woke up from my D&Cs. The emotions of miscarriage combined with anesthesia are just overwhelming. Praying for you guys and sending so much love!

[@manahilamjad1912]

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[@charlotteisabitofahoeforfi4491]

Ellie: *has an operation and cries for a long time and still looks flawless* Me:* Only cries and is so ugly* YO you re so pretty Ellie!!!☀️🌹

[@ashleymo793]

I just keep watching this over and over for some reason. I can never keep my eyes dry as Ellie sobs. I love you so much, Ellie.

[@hayleyduff]

bonnie toward the end made everything so lighthearted after the devastating clips of ellie crying. wishing you all so much healing ❤️❤️

[@nicwatchesvids]

I'm a bit late commenting. When I watched this the first time I didn't comment, but coming back four months later I had to. after seeing how much you all have grown in the past 4 months I truly believe how strong you all are; especially ellie. I couldnt help but cry when I saw ellie crying. It broke my heart to pieces. I love you guys. ♥️

[@bostelmanfamily]

It sucks. I've been there and it is not fun. It feels like insult to injury when you have to have your baby physically taken from you while you're unconscious. I'm so sorry for you both and for your family. I hope the Lord has more babies planned for your family.

[@alisonwalk4445]

I am personally so grateful for having found your family. It all started with Bonnie's tonsilectomy video where she thought they operated on her legs. What a journey I have had getting to know each family through your vlogs. I am 53 with a 17 year old son. I lost both parents by the time I was 18. It's so wonderful seeing your families come together & love on one another! The perfect mix of emotions while watching this video....such empathy, sadness & tears for your loss and then laughter & joy abounds when you are finally back home with your husband, your other husband (Bonnie), Joel & Penny. Thank you so much for sharing your life. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

[@kellymunz2097]

Not a dry eye made it through this video

[@rubiyamdr8045]

Kelly Munz Agreed, I cried with her but I know it will get better for her.

[@virginiagrenier8572]

I had 7 miscarriages and people would say the most thoughtless things (like "Your young, you can try again once you've healed") thinking that they were being supportive but in reality they added to the pain because they didn't allow me to mourn the loss. Virginia Clearbrook MN

[@anniep2837]

Wow! That’s rude. So sorry to hear that! My aunt had a ton of miscarriages. My mom had one right before I was born. I was basically a miracle baby because when my mom found out, they thought it wasn’t gonna happen (kinda like what happened with Jackson) so ya know.

[@SomewhereInTheMaidenverse]

I have had several as well and in my religion, the husband is not in the room for miscarriages, D&C or childbirth. I did it alone every time and it actually angers me to the point of tears to see Ellie behave this way when she had her husband at the hospital waiting with her and supporting her. Miscarriage was a very normal part of life up until the last several years. Our grandmothers and great grandmothers probably all had miscarriages and have lost newborns and they did it alone. There are fewer miscarriages now, but they still exist. We don't all get the benefit of being coddled like this. I had my last miscarriage on a Saturday night and was back to serving my husband, making him breakfast on Sunday morning. This woman's lifestyle is so pampered and cushy. I've never even been on a vacation or have gone out since I'm married. My husband doesn't believe in birth control or divorce. I am stuck in this life because of an arranged marriage. Yes I'm angry at what some people take for granted.

[@aiyaanmohd8373]

C B things will change to the better wait for it and I will keep u in my prayers

[@jensale7481]

@@SomewhereInTheMaidenverse Here we go again with religion.

[@beautylovess13]

Ellie your personality just shines through even through the most difficult times. I love your family and the strength you show. Sending love your way now and always.

[@amjespersen]

I remember you going through this last year, and I just got out of my D&C and noticed the date was almost 1 year to the day. Your little family squad gives me so much hope for how much things can change in one year, you were able to move from this to having the most beautiful TomTom. Thanks for being so candid and vulnerable.

[@chelseahead5366]

Watching you sob when you were in recovery brought back so many raw emotions when I had my miscarriage almost 8 years ago. My heart crumbles for you... praying for you and your family in the days to come!

[@jmilee85]

That was so hard to watch. I'm so sorry Ellie!

[@meaghanflesner52]

currently in tears for Ellie and Jared. Her tears and him holding her... I lost it. I love this family so much and I pray for them everyday

[@nonivaughn1114]

Jared I just love how you're always at Ellie's side and just being so supportive. You're an awesome dad!

[@shalala203]

Ellie, seeing your strength is an absolute inspiration to me and even though im not going through anything similar, you guys help lift my spirits. So thank you, because you guys have no idea how many people youre here for.

[@Elmogirl737]

Words cannot describe how sorry I am for your unimaginable pain. I have no words, two of the strongest people I have ever seen. Sending love and prayers to your whole family.

[@berthasmith8229]

The footage at the hospital is so raw and your love and support for each other is so so beautiful. Thoughts and prayers with your family

[@TheHamida1]

Ellie I'm so proud of you and how you have such a great husband who looks after you and loves so much I'm so happy for you and I hope you guys have a fantastic life with good health and successful life amen.

[@corib1843]

Praying for a quick recovery for you in all of the ways, Ellie. You are so loved; Jared is a lovely man. The love is so evident between the two of you in every single second of footage you share with us. I am sorry that your family is going through this.

[@luciareeck4347]

I cried with you and for you guys watching this. I've never had kids, but I felt physically in pain. I love both of you so much, you both are so strong. Much love to both of you.

[@lyannenescro1203]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this Ellie. I had to have a D&C when I was 19 and I can say it was honestly the worst experience of my life. You guys are amazing and I’m so glad you guys finally got your rainbow baby.

[@jkp13452]

literally in tears as i was watching this. I can't imagine what this must be like for you and your family. I hope and pray that you and your family know that we are all here for you guys. We all care and support you all.

[@laurascho5535]

Dogs are amazing creatures. They sense everything and sometimes sense more than humans. Penny knows exactly how you are feeling Ellie and that's why she is like she is. What a beautiful puppy penny is!!

[@mandyandy360]

My heart just breaks for you guys. Prayers for peace and healing, physically and emotionally. Jared, your support for Ellie was amazing to watch.

[@debbiesouza3941]

Omg I’m crying with Ellie right now she is so cute and Jared seems just like the best dad husband and uncle

[@lalabear6]

Your devotion to each other is so beautiful! So many prayers and so much love heading your way!!

[@annadev8617]

I'm in tears as I write! I'm so very sorry for your loss and your family. Life isn't fair at times and this is one of those times. May your love and strength get you through this. You look beautiful! Love the laughter that you can have through everything. By the way my grandmother had a dog named penny.

[@cassiedaley6981]

Okay this made me cry soooo much. I didn't cry until the part where Jared was with Ellie after her DNC. My heart just breaks for you guys. I know words won't help at all and I know that this is such an emotional time, my heart goes out to you and your families. 2 things that I've learned through the hardest of my life have been this; Faith doesn't make it easy but it makes it possible. And... You can't have the rainbow without the rain. All of my love and prayers and everything I can possibly send to you guys.

[@ashtenknox1015]

My heart just breaks for you guys, I know the pain all too well.. we have had 2 first trimester losses and we lost our daughter at 20 weeks. You took me back to recovery after both D&Cs and how bitterly broken I was too. But looking back as strange as it sounds it was a sweet moment for my husband and myself to just weep together because there is NO one else in the whole wide world that knows exactly how you are feeling but him. Hugs, love , and God bless.

[@nessiestone5075]

When Ellie started crying I was getting watery eyes. When I saw her sad that got me and felt alone during the procedure. When Jared started comforting her I could feel the love he has for her and healing/drying her tears. You both are beautiful people and I'm really sorry this had happened to you guys. Your boys look so cute and wonderful parents 💚💚💚 God bless you guys

[@meganhart7395]

I remember when I first watched this, and I had so many emotions and they don’t compare to this heartbreak you and your family must have been enduring. I’m so amazed by Ellie and Jared’s strength and being able to see them and their kids grow from this. Jackson and Calvin must be such a great support for these amazing parents. Thank you for sharing this intimate moment with us, it really shows a lot of strength on everyone’s part. Glad things are looking up for you guys now, there are always going to be bumps in the road but all you have to remember is to keep pushing through. Love the Hart family ❤️

[@chelseasmith186]

You are the sweetest couple. You both are such an example and your honesty is a blessing. Jared, you are the most amazing husband ever, such a sweet and loving tendered spirit. You're both so lucky to have such a love and each other. Blessings and good wishes to you both and your beautiful family!

[@desiraetyler7536]

Ive been watching this family for years. Thank you for sharing even these hard days.

[@ThatLadyLivingHerPurpose]

Trying to read the captions through my tears. Clearly, you both are beautifully & fearfully made. Seeing your raw emotions and anger helped me - you two are such positive role models and this helped me feel so much more connected to you and your blessed family. God bless you and know you are in my prayers

[@skyeshelsher740]

My heart is breaking for your family. It took so much courage for you to share what you went through today. This is a hard time for you guys, but I know these videos will help yourself and others heal who have to go through the same thing. Thank you for using you tube to help others. Xx

[@ellar.5625]

I was crying through the whole time watching you being in the hospital. God bless your family!!!

[@ninarose2402]

These raw emotions are so special, I can't help but cry. It shows people that not everyone's life is all perfect you have so many ups and downs. I'm glad you guys are a family to show the hard places in life. This will help so many people 💗💗

[@lindseyklick4346]

Ellie, the fact that you can hurt so much, and still smile... It's beautiful! Jared, I pray one day I will be blessed with a supportive and caring husband like you! You two have a perfect, absolute love, and it's wonderful to watch!

[@bhavanibalaji5070]

My mom had a D&C also and she had to do it alone, but as soon as she came home she had to start being a mother to her kids. She didn't get a break, and I didn't know that she had had one until recently. This just gave a little bit of an insight on how heart wrenching this must have been for my mom. She didn't have an amazing sister like Bonnie by her side to be there when she got home. I now see why mothers day is so special.

[@thegirlandthewhale7131]

This broke my heart, I am so sorry for your loss. I have been watching you since I was pregnant three years ago. I always use you guys as an example of positivity and inspiration. Sending you so much love in this hard time. - Love from Emily. The Girl And The Whale

[@nicolecollier4145]

This brought me back to my D&C last year. I am so sorry for what you are going through. Love you.

[@billiejolley3446]

I cried so hard. Ellie you are my role model. I hope when I grow up that I can be as strong as you. You are so beautiful and have the most cutest kids. I love you and your little family so much.

[@crystaltuazon2490]

You guys are such an inspiration. Your genuine character is so evident during life's most difficult times... especially your strength. Praying for your family! ❤️

[@littlefairylovesrk]

Jared, the way you look at Ellie... You have something special guys. I wish you all the best

[@SherrieB7979]

We do these D&C’s daily, and I feel for each patient. You are really strong! Praying for you & your family

[@tiko4823]

This broke my heart. I have never experienced this but my heart is with you. When you broke down Ellie, I just burst into tears. As a mother I cannot even imagine what you are going through. You are so strong.

[@deborahscholefield]

Bless you Ellie, can't even imagine the pain and sorrow you are going through. Praying for you.

[@chelseacain7028]

This was so hard to watch it brought back all the memories of my d&c except I truly was alone and my husband was deployed overseas. Praying for you Ellie you are so strong.

[@katherine607]

I'm watching this today when you most likely have your new baby boy in your arms. Watching you go through this is so hard for me to watch. I cannot wait to see all of your amazing memories made in the up and coming years with your baby boys.

[@rachelgarrett125]

Your family is so incredibly strong and brave for sharing such raw footage. I'm sure many many people will benefit from being able to watch this and relate.

[@maddielou1]

You are both so strong and brave! I’m so glad I stumbled upon your beautiful family. Your sons are so caring and sweet, you are wonderful parents. Don’t worry, your miracle baby will come when he/she is ready to enter the world and your amazing family!

[@smalltownbeauty07]

Oh Sweet Ellie... I wish I could jump through this screen and just give you the biggest hug. I admire you so much & how you handled this situation. Sending so much love and good vibes to you, Jared, the boys, and the rest of the fam.

[@thefostfam]

Oh my gosh, you both have been in my prayers. I am so sorry that Ellie had to experience anything like this. She deserves the world!

[@lizwinslow1493]

Ellie and Jared, your level of humility and humbleness is so heartwarming. It's in your moments of sadness, and extreme joy that your love for one another shines so bright, and I pray that God blesses the directions you wish to take in this journey. Thank you for all that you share with us, thank you for being who you are, and thank you for filling the world with something a little bit brighter